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wittyworm · 2 years ago

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if you dont believe in spirituality and clairvoyance and all that just skippp

so i know it sounds crazy, but i already told my therapist, so idc anymore but does anyone know ANYTHING about mediums. or anyone to contact to help me figure this out. ive been going through a lot the past year but the one i couldnt talk about that was bothering me the most was that i seem to have some sort of clairvoyant.. ability?? that i have no control over. its just as if the universe wills that i know random things that will occur and they happen.

even my family is noticing that it isnt just me making shit up

#like predicting death and random events #viaualizing something in my head and it becomin real after very SPESIFIC things #its not random as very similar things happen to my maternal great grandmother and my paternal grandmother #its becoming a lot more frequent and i want to know if there is SOME way to control it #i grew up around ghosts and spirits so idk maybe its something to do with that #but idk. my first ever experience with clairvoyance was when i was 8 years old or so. it was the strongest one i ever had #i had a very clear dream of how the entire day would play out #and then it did #and it never happened again until the last year and its so scary man!! i had to quit my job because i was being plagued with visions of #my own death if i stayed #i took it as a sign and it hasnt stopped happening since #but ive been SO scared to talk about it. with ANYONE outside of my family hut yknow #this is my personal blog so #i dont really care if ppl think im crazy anymore cause theres just some things in this world that cant be explained #and im terrified experiencing this alone

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