#veterinarian yoosung

[carnivorousyandeere]

Yoosung Kim???? You mean my little babygirl who can't do no wrong

I wanted good ending Yoosung to still be a yan, just for MC instead of Rika~

[deer-fic-fics]

Damnit, being called out for my Thing for medical play is threatening to drag me back to the Source™️ of it… Yoosung Kim from Mystic Messenger…

[itsdrawingmen]

Random Yoosung headcanons:

Has the cutest moles on his face. And body. Just a lot of moles in general.

Sleeps in pyjamas always.

He expresses his feelings exactly the way he feels them, and while they may sound cheesy, that is only because they are really this big and dramatic. He does honest to god react to everything.

More empathetic than is good for him. Always thinks of others' feelings before his own.

He is VERY not squeamish. Like, blood, shit, pus, wounds, bugs, dirt, — you name it, he can handle it. Yes, he's a medical student/medical professional, a veterinarian in the making, which kind of forces him to learn that, but he's just generally not squeamish.

He's also into trying things for himself before forming opinions, even weird things.

At the same time, he's a huge softie, and he can absolutely NOT tolerate any human-inflicted violence. He will not watch horror or (realistic) war movies, he becomes absolutely devastated after treating animals traumatized by humans, and if he sees someone hurting someone else, if he doesn't rush to intervene he beats himself up about it forever.

He's very body positive in that he's completely fine with all the things the human body does (blood, fat, sweat, hair, you name it), but also in that he romanticises everything about his beloved people: he finds their features beautiful because they're theirs.

He always feels like he isn't doing enough. His parents never really told him he was good (they didn't want to spoil him) or supported his emotions (boys don't cry), then came Rika, then RFA, and basically all his life he's been surrounded by people who were better than him. And he just grew up without really feeling like he was good at anything. Because of this, he's dependent on instant gratification and prone to debilitating depressive episodes, and this is partially the same place his self-sacrifice comes from. Raised on heroic media, he feels that the only way for him to ever do something that counts is to sacrifice himself.

He thrives on others' encouragement, and he's always craved it from his parents, but the attention they would give him was mostly nagging and punishments, so he internalized that love is pain, people hurt those they love, and that, most importantly, you need to deserve love.

His learned reaction to danger is fawning. When he is mistreated, his default course of action is to smile and take it. If he does ever get offended, it's on the others' behalf. It takes him a while to unlearn.

Forever remains far from traditional masculinity, and learns to embrace that fact.

Extremely loving and tender in bed. He likes pleasing more than he likes being pleased. In general, lovemaking to him is about emotions and connection, an expression of love, and orgasms are mainly a sweet bonus.

He likes his hair being pet and his scalp being touched. Having his hair washed is an absolutely heavenly experience for him.

Over the years dyeing his hair, he has developed an interest in hairdressing, so he would wash/braid/dye others' hair with pleasure.

[erimeows]

Just A Little Longer

Seven smiles as he sits in his neon green sports car, golden eyes trained on none other than Yoosung Kim. 

The two of them are at a drive in movie. Though Yoosung is enraptured in the plot of the live action LOLOL movie, eating the snacks they snuck in and gazing at the screen with his sparkling violet eyes, Seven couldn’t care less about the showing. Instead, he watches Yoosung, his heart fluttering as he sips on his soda. The other man is wearing Seven’s hoodie, that of which Seven insisted on wrapping around him.

It’s not Seven’s fault that Yoosung decided to wear a t-shirt in the middle of fall. What else was he supposed to do? Let his good friend freeze?

Yoosung is completely distracted, not so much as sparing Seven a glance. Yoosung has been yapping about seeing this movie for months, so Seven wanted to surprise him by taking him to this early showing at the drive in theater. He’s glad that it seems to have paid off. 

Seven pays just enough attention to the movie to engage when Yoosung tries to talk to him about it, but for the most part, he’s focused on Yoosung.

He’s not sure what to do about their… Situation. They’ve known each other for years now, and for all of those years, Yoosung has loved Seven. Seven can just tell. Yoosung radiates love and affection in his reactions to Seven’s jokes, in his constant reminders for Seven to eat healthy, in his constant invitations for them to spend time along together. Yoosung wears his emotions openly, unlike Seven, and it’s something Seven has always admired about him. But, back then, when this first started, he assumed it was a puppy dog crush. They were young and stupid, naive and dumb, only having just met.

Now, they’ve been friends for six years. Things have changed. Mint Eye has been shut down, Yoosung has finished school, Saeran has been living with Seven for years, Yoosung opened his own veterinarian clinic and moved out of his school dorms months ago. Everything is just… Different. Yet, despite both of them having grown up so much, Yoosung hasn’t outgrown his puppy dog crush… Because that’s never what it was. Seven realizes that. Seven realizes that Yoosung is in love with him, and has been since they’ve known each other. Even worse, Seven realizes that he’s in love with Yoosung, too. He always has been.

Before, he had excuses. He didn’t think he deserved someone as innocent as Yoosung. He didn’t want to allow himself to be happy until Saeran was safe. 

Now, he has no excuses. He loves Yoosung and Yoosung loves him. But, how could he say anything about his feelings after all of this time…? 

Slowly but surely, the movie comes to an end. Everyone leaves as the credits roll, but Seven doesn’t bother, knowing that Yoosung wants to stay until the very last second in case there’s any bonus scenes included. Seven doesn’t mind. It’s nice to see Yoosung happy after everything they’ve been through. Eventually, Yoosung finishes his snacks and gets out of the car to throw his trash in the nearby bin. Seven keeps a close eye on him as the last few people in the lot drive onto the near-empty street.

“Well, it’s about that time,” Seven lets out a small whistle before putting his seatbelt back on and turning to Yoosung. “We better get you home! But don’t worry, I’ll take the scenic route.”

Yoosung nods, to which Seven speeds out of the lot. He lets the roof of his convertible down so the wind can blow through their hair. Yoosung lets out a nervous laugh and clutches his seatbelt. Seven takes the long way, avoiding the busy roads with other cars and blasting music he doesn’t really like because he knows it’s Yoosung’s favorite.

“S-Seven, isn’t it dangerous to speed at night like this?”

“Oh, c’mon, you know I’m a good driver! We’ll be fine! Plus, I’m only, like, ten over the limit,” Seven teases while slowing down. As amusing as it is, he doesn’t want to mess with Yoosung and upset him when the night is going so well. “Don’t tell me you’re scared?”

“Shut up,” Yoosung scolds. The blush that takes over his cheeks glows light pink underneath the moonlight that shines on them. “We should get back soon, I have work tomorrow!”

“Fine, fine! I’ll take you back, ‘kay?” Seven laughs.

With that, Seven drives them back to Yoosung’s home, the upbeat pop pouring from the speakers filling the silence. They pull into Yoosung’s driveway. Seven pauses- he had wanted to tell Yoosung tonight. But Yoosung seems happy, and different, and Seven wonders for a moment if he could be wrong.

Yoosung takes his seatbelt off and glances towards Seven. Seven quickly talks himself out of his previous thoughts- Yoosung’s face is bright red and he’s staring at Seven as if the hacker makes the world spin. The utter love and adoration Yoosung feels for Seven radiates off of him, and briefly, Seven wonders if Yoosung can tell how he feels, too. 

No, there’s no way. Yoosung isn’t nearly so perceptive of others. Someone could send him a love letter and he still wouldn’t get the message. 

“Alright,” Yoosung nods and grabs the door handle to open it so he can exit the car. “I had a lot of fun, Seven. Thanks for taking me.”

Seven wants to say something so, so desperately. But he can’t- at least, he can’t say anything that matters. All he does is make another joke.

“Sure thing! Let’s do it again when LOLOL dies in ten years and they release another shitty live action movie to try to revive it,” He quickly answers with the biggest grin he can muster, even as disappointment courses through his veins.

Why couldn’t he just say something?

“Heh, yeah… Drive safe, okay?”

“No promises!” Seven exclaims with a laugh and a wink. Yoosung averts his eyes and laughs back before turning away and heading to his front door. As soon as Yoosung is out of sight, Seven’s smile falls. “God dammit…”

~

Yoosung returns to his home with his heart beating fast, his cheeks bright red, and a huge grin taking over his face. It’s silly, really- he’s an adult now, an adult with a job and a house and responsibilities- yet being with Seven makes him feel like he’s still that young kid he was so many years ago, with so much to be excited about. 

As Yoosung shuts the door behind him, locking it and leaning back against the wooden frame, he hears his phone go off. He pulls the device out of his pocket and slides down to sit on the floor so he can turn it on. The notification bar shows that it’s a text from Seven- probably just to check that he got inside of the house safely, or maybe a meme. Yoosung opens the text with a smile, only for said smile to twist into a frown as soon as he sees the words displayed on his screen.

707: Are you…

707: Still in love with me?

Upon reading the text over again, Yoosung’s racing heart stops. 

Seven knows.

How long has Seven known?

Is this some sort of prank? No, it can’t be. There’s no ridiculous fake proof or emojis sent with the messages. Nothing to indicate that Seven is just shitting around like he normally does.

Yoosung panics and tries to type up a response. At first, he thinks he should play stupid with a simple ‘what’, but then he realizes Seven is smarter than that and backtracks. Should he try to lie? Be honest? Explain everything? Yoosung has no idea. He’s never done anything like this before, let alone with someone as unpredictable as Seven.

Finally, Yoosung manages to send something back.

Yoosung★: Yeah.

Part of him expects to get blocked. Part of him expects for his phone to ring.

Instead, he receives no response at all. Bubbles pop up on the screen to indicate that Seven is typing, only to fade into nothingness, followed by Seven going offline.

Tears well up in Yoosung’s eyes as he thinks about what could’ve given him away. Did he do something tonight to tip Seven off? Was it a text he sent? Maybe one time that their flirting in the chatroom got a little too real? Or has Seven known for a long time? The pleasant blush that warmed his cheeks moments before now feels like a roaring fire, consuming his entire body in a scalding, humiliation-induced heat. 

And then, to make things worse, there’s a knock on the door. Yoosung nearly jumps out of his skin at the sound. He checks the time to see that it’s already past ten.

Who would even come at this time? Agitated, hurt, and confused, Yoosung puts his phone back in the pocket of his hoodie- this stupid ass hoodie Seven insisted on draping over his shoulders, this stupid ass hoodie that smells like cologne. Yoosung pauses. Since when does Seven wear cologne? Hell, why does it matter? 

It does smell nice…

Yoosung shakes his head and opens the door. Surprisingly enough, Seven is the one standing on his porch, pale cheeks as red as his hair and golden eyes trained on Yoosung’s cat-themed welcome mat. 

“I thought you left?” Yoosung questions.

“Uh, no, I was waiting for you to get inside like I always do,” Seven murmurs. Yoosung had no idea Seven did that. To be honest, Yoosung always assumed Seven sped off as soon as he was out of the passenger’s seat. “But then I texted you that and… Well, I never left, so I decided to just come talk to you.”

“Um, here,” Yoosung opens the door wide enough for Seven to come inside. 

Rather than entering the house, however, Seven stays on the porch, twiddling his thumbs. 

“I’m sorry,” The redhead starts. Yoosung winces at that. Honestly, if a rejection is coming like he suspects, he would’ve rather had it happen over text. At least that way, Seven wouldn’t have to see his pathetic post-rejection blubbering. “I’ve, uh, I’ve known for a while… I guess it was messed up to just text you like that instead of telling you when we were hanging out…”

“You really knew all this time?” Yoosung starts. He wishes it weren’t that way- it’s embarrassing to think back on all the times he and Seven have been hanging out, with Yoosung trying so hard to hide his feelings and Seven completely aware. Yoosung prays for a hole to manifest beneath his feet and suck him in, away from this awkward situation. “How could you not say anything!? You just love humiliating me, don’t you? Or is this just another one of your pranks?”

“No, no, Yoosung, it’s-” Seven enters the house at that point, pushing the door closed behind him and stuttering over his words. Yoosung isn’t sure whether to be angry, embarrassed, sad, or… Something else. He has no idea what’s going on, at least not until Seven grabs him by the wrist and drags him in for a hug. “Please believe me when I say that I’m being serious for once, I… I return your feelings. I love you, and I’m not joking about that.”

Yoosung lets out a sigh of relief. Still, he’s baffled. If Seven knew, why wouldn’t he have said anything?

“I’m just- why? Why didn’t you tell me if you knew?”

“I had a lot going on,” Seven explains, and it’s true. Between his childhood, the Prime Minister, Saeran, Mint Eye, and the agency, Seven has had a lot going on in recent years. Though Yoosung is frustrated at the time wasted, he knows full well that Seven wouldn’t have been able to handle a relationship on top of any of that. “But I should’ve told you, I… I mean, I don’t know, I didn’t expect you to hold feelings for me for this long either. I’ve played some pretty mean jokes on you. Not only that, but you’re so successful now, and you’ve lead a happy, normal life. I didn’t think you’d want to be with someone like me, but lately…”

“Seven,” Yoosung pulls away, brow furrowed. “It’s weird that you thought I wouldn’t have loved you before… My feelings for you have always been the same, even when you were struggling, and even now that I’m ‘successful’!”

And Seven’s hugging him again. This time, he embraces Seven in return. He melts into the hug, enjoying the feeling of Seven’s arms wrapped around him tightly, the feeling of one of Seven’s hands gently running over his back. For a moment, it’s quiet again. The silence is only broken by Seven, who says-

“Thank you, Yoosung.”

“It’s late,” Yoosung murmurs. “Why don’t you stay? We can watch another movie. This time, it can be one you actually like instead of LOLOL…”

Seven shakes his head.

“Let’s just stay like this for a little longer.”

And Yoosung smiles.

“Okay. Just a little longer.”

[kusukixcrystal]

MM Classpecting: Yoosung

This is a continuation from my first MM Classpecting post, where I classpected Zen, and clarified how I will go about classpecting the MM characters.

Yoosung: 

Personality/General Info: Human incarnation of a puppy. Friendliest RFA member. Loves talking and spending time with people (joined many clubs in university because he loves new experiences). Naive, gullible, and trusting. Depressed and copes with video games (LOLOLOL addict). Used to be studious, but became aimless/unmotivated due to Rika’s death. His main inspiration for studying and becoming a veterinarian due to Rika and her dog. Can be possessive (yandere). Wants a girlfriend very badly. Can be hard-working if he puts his mind to something.

Role in Narrative: In conflict with V (doesn’t trust). 1st person to question his motives and intentions. Mostly background role (except his route). Isn't a key player in the main story. His character arc is coming to terms with his grief for Rika. Also, taking control of his life and finding his own purpose, his motive not being based solely on Rika anymore, but for himself. He is earnest and wants to have a larger role in helping, and this only happens in his route.

Active or Passive: Seems to be more passive, doing things for others. We see this in his route when he willingly goes to Mint Eye and gets in between Unknown and Saeyoung, getting hurt in the process. He follows through with becoming a veterinarian in his After Ending, healing injured pets. Besides the RFA, he did charity work in the past. In the Secret Endings this is still the case, being there for Rika when she becomes mute, helping her get sent to Alaska for therapy.

Classpect - Heir of Heart: One who changes Heart, or changes through Heart for others.

How this applies to Yoosung: Very malleable, the RFA member who changes the most based on all the endings in the game, based on the people he meets and interacts with (Rika, MC, Jumin, 707, etc.) Defining moments that alter him? Rika’s ‘death’, meeting MC, etc. Alter him drastically, to a point that he is unrecognizable compared to other RFA members in their Good Endings. Can become emotionally distant (in his route after finding out Rika’s apartment has a bomb).

He is the youngest member and needs to do a lot of maturing. Yoosung isn’t a leader, he is a follower and follows his Aspect. He is passive because he does things to benefit others. He lost his eye in his route for the sake of MC.

In the SEs, he has another one by finding out that Rika is alive and that V died. Sadly, we don’t see much of him after this, but it obviously will change him forever. Yoosung does lose himself after Rika’s 'death', being consumed by depression and emotions (this applies to his Heart Aspect), neglecting his studies. He escapes his responsibilities and plays videogames instead. But, we do see him at his full potential in his route by meeting MC. It leads him to being brave and heading to Mint Eye, as well as pursuing his path as a veterinarian, finally having firm goals and aspirations.

Here is what the Hiveswap Extended Zodiac has to say about the Heart Aspect:

"Those bound to the aspect of Heart are very concerned with their favorite subject: themselves. It wouldn't be a stretch to call them 'self-obsessed', but not necessarily in a negative way. They simply want to understand the one thing we all are stuck with for our entire lives, i.e. our own minds. Forging an identity is extremely important to the Heart-bound, and every decision and action goes toward building a coherent narrative of their own story. That isn't to say Heart-bound don't care deeply for their friends and allies; they just have a tendency to assume that everyone is as concerned with identity as they are. They are excellent at putting on and taking off masks as the situation calls for them. At their best, they are competent, imaginative, and steady. At their worst they can be overbearing, inflexible, and cold."

How this applies to Yoosung: The variety in Yoosung’s character and his endings makes sense as he is currently in a phase of his life that is uncertain, and thus has a lot of different paths he can take. This is also because he is someone who lacks a solid identity, a struggle seen in the Heart bond. I think that Heart symbolizes emotions, romance and soul. Mainly, it is all about identity. Depending on the situation, a Heart player adapts different personas and desperately wants to understand who they are. We see this with how Yoosung moves from club to club in his university, never settling on one thing. The way he interacts with people can differ (ex. interacting with V vs. MC). Romance is also something the Heart player is in great pursuit of, along with feeling a lot of emotions. Yoosung, along with Zen are one of the first RFA members to openly take an interest in MC romantically when she joins the RFA. He is also extremely emotional, being very expressive in the chatroom. This leads him to acting on his impulses, like how he can't help but play LOLOLOL even when its a detriment to his health.

Yoosung as an Heir of Heart metaphorically becomes Heart, and just by being surrounded by his Aspect, and taking it in, it impacts the people around him too. An example is that Jaehee brings up how Yoosung’s presence helps cheer her up (Christmas DLC dialogue). Similar to Zen, Yoosung brings levity to the RFA chatroom. His naivety and honesty causing Saeyoung to tease him constantly, his open emotions as an Heir of Heart sadly being used against him here.

He will also change himself constantly, his identity not being consistent as I’ve said. Being this flexible could benefit him for the better. However, due to Yoosung's honesty with his emotions, its very easy for others to influence or manipulate him. Rika has been the one to do this to Yoosung for years, shaping him into a model student and making him fall in love with life. Both her introduction and departure from his life changes Yoosung immensely.

We see in some of his bad endings that if allowed to change for the worse for the sake of someone he likes, he could end up becoming extremely possessive. He could lose himself and his life. So, this is why he needs to mature. To move on from the things he is constantly stuck on.

As an Heir of Heart specifically, he can help the people around him realize their romantic feelings/emotions/true selves. I suppose you could argue he does help do this in the SEs? Yoosung does ‘follow his heart’ in a lot of ways, using his compassion and empathy to reach out to Rika in the SEs, despite finding out that she lied about her death. He also comes to terms with his distrust with V at his funeral, learning to understand him. He roots for Saeyoung and MC when they want to go and save Saeran. He welcomes Saeran into the RFA with open arms despite all of the madness surrounding them.

I see Yoosung throughout the story as not a fully realized Heir of Heart, but he does become that by the end of SE and the GE of his own route.

[flightless-birb]

Please vote for Yoosung Kim! Idk why people bring up the Rika thing when that was very early in his route and he gets over it in like two days! Did people not play his route all the way through?!?!

He:

Gets his shit together to focus on his studies again, and graduates early. Because meeting you motivated him again.

HE LOST VISION IN ONE OF HIS EYES BECAUSE HE RISKED HIS LIFE FOR YOU ON GOD?!?!!? WHY DO YALL NEVER FOCUS ON THAT?!!?!

IIRC the first time he sees you in person is at the party when he's recovering from his eye injury. Oh yeah, everyone wanted him to stay at hospital but he still went to the party so he can see you, give a beautiful speech, and then kiss you <3

He's just so sweet, he looks up ways to be a better boyfriend/husband. Also an animal lover, he was studying to become a veterinarian and graduated early wowie!

ROUND 3 MATCH 6

Yoosung propaganda:

"You want a wholesome little disaster man that cleans himself up, gets his life together, graduates ahead of schedule and made marrying you part of his 5 year plan at age 21? Yoosung Kim is that man.

You want a man that clearly communicates and doesn't make you guess about his feelings for you? A man that admits to being vulnerable WITHOUT making you his therapist? A man who is working through his unresolved trauma, but drops everything once your life is in danger and leaps at the chance to ensure your safety at the cost of his own?

Yoosung Kim is that man!

BTW, he does all that before even laying eyes on you. This man deadass falls in love with your personality. Not your face, your ass, tits, whatever--its YOU. All that other stuff is a bonus blessing to him.

And his aspirations? Matching clothes with you, taking baking lessons together, sharing chores. But he wants to become a reliable boyfriend first, so he reignites his study habits from his gifted kid past to graduate early, gets a driver's license and uh. Marries you. Within 5 years.

Did I mention he does this with only one working eye? Yeah, he paid a working eye for your safety and had the audacity to send you a winking selfie to let you know he was ok that night.

The cheeky, beautiful lil bastard.

Also, y'all adopt a cat together."

Qiu propaganda:

"despite him being super popular when you first meet, he still makes time to make sure both of his new neighbours feel welcome and like they can rely on him, his dynamic starts off as doting even when you're literally like 10 this guy just wants to take care of you. in their teens starts questioning their gender (me fr) and then at 18 figures out they are genderfluid and starts using he/they, which they let you know which pronouns their using with painting their nails. literally just wants people to feel welcome and if you're close in your teens ends up still hanging out with you even when they stop wanting to be around a lot of people. also i just love them so much they are so so special to me. also starts a boys only club as a ten year old and by 18 only one member still identifies as a boy, and will get a little bummed if his friends don't want to include tamarack and the mc (if the mc isn't male) and will try and include them in other ways cuz he just wants his friends to like each other"

[556e6b]

both with a millionaire and arguing like broke college students. did yoosung take over yoru accounts....

What would a veterinarian need with money?

[agshenb]

RFA Valentines Week Day 1! (lmao im still single af) 

So I intended to just draw the RFA as Pokemon Trainers …. and I came with an entire AU. Oops. Anyways. 

Yoosung’s pokemon team: 

Decidueye: The moment Rowlet did its little dance he was in love. 

Starmie: Yoosung found a shiny one and bOI was he excited

Togekiss: He hatched it as a Togepi when he was 5

Mimikyu: I am 100% convinced that this adorable baby drifted into Yoosung’s room and he didn’t want to make it leave. 

“BUT MOM, IT JUST WANTS TO BE LOVED IM NOT GONNA MAKE IT LEAVE IF IT FEELS SAFE HERE” 

Minior (Green): Very self explanatory. 

Latias: Yoosung visited Southern Island and Latias came to him because it was drawn to his aura of kindness. 

to be fair who wouldn’t 

(Yoosung keeps his Pokemon in Cherish Balls because he loves them very much) 

| yoosung | unknown | 707 | zen | jaehee |

[rfaromance]

Could you do an MC who had a bone marrow transplant? I had a bone marrow transplant last year and it would be very comforting imagining the RFA members being there. Thank you! :)

Hello! Quick note from mod here saying I hope all went well and you're feeling alright now! 🥺 The RFA has a way of making the scariest days feel much better, when you think about them loving you across time and space.

I'll put this below the cut in case anyone needs a TW for medical procedures & hospitals!

Yoosung is surprisingly proactive and involved. He wants to learn as much as he can about the procedure, including post-surgical care, because he wants to ensure that his beloved MC is safe and sound! He went to university with the mindset of becoming a veterinarian, but he doesn't know as much about human health (and he hasn't exactly been going to classes). But he knows the pain of losing someone dear to him, and he's going to do everything in his power to take care of MC. He can't be in the room during the procedure, but as soon as he gets the all clear? He's coming in with games to play, with a pillow to rest on, with a home-cooked meal that he researched to try and make something safe! He's going to be like a puppy dog protecting his person.

Zen doesn't always understand the gravamen of serious medical procedures, because he recovers like a monster. But he knows MC needs his support, and he's going to do his best to be supportive. He's like a mother hen when he's worried, doting and nagging and very protective. He's asking every 10 minutes if MC is okay. He's accompanying MC for any and all subsequent transfusions. He doesn't go more than an hour without telling MC "You're so beautiful, so wonderful, so precious to me. If I'm God's mistake, you're God's blessing." Perhaps a little overbearing, but he means well!

Jaehee can and will fight Jumin to adjust her hours so she can devote time to visiting MC. She's also the type to dote on someone who needs care, and she'll probably bring work to the hospital with her, but staying in the same room as MC for company. She'll bring Zen DVDs, too, insisting that his acting can heal one's spirit while the doctors take care of MC's body. She's also going to be proactive in bringing fluids, medicines, and healthy food. She's not accustomed to having friends, and she's not going to slack off when it comes to tending to someone dear to her.

Jumin is keeping all possible tabs on MC. Ideally, he'd want MC in a hospital owned by C&R so that he can access the doctors and know schedules more easily. But he's going to make personal appearances too. He's not the best at comfort, but he has a silent and comforting presence. Something about him just sitting beside MC, even if he's just giving books to occupy their time or brainstorming ideas for another cat-related endeavor that will probably make Jaehee cry, is reassuring. He's the rock of the RFA, the one who keeps calm and provides stability when nobody else can. He doesn't break down until he knows everyone else is accounted for. So if his brows seem furrowed as he's with MC, they should feel safe enough to hold his hand. He needs it. "Don't worry. I want to hear more. Tell me about the security cats." At least he's keeping the doctors accountable and making sure MC's follow-up appointments are at the best possible times.

707 is the one who's going to be joking his way through his anxiety. He's going to make awful puns, hoping to get MC to crack a smile. "You know, this situation is almost humerus! Haha, I'm just ribbing you." But he's definitely sticking cameras in that room. Tiny ones. He's keeping all possible tabs on that room as he can. He knows being out and about in public is risky, but he'd risk it all for MC. Don't be surprised if he brings a little robot for company, too. Think of Meowy, but with a stethoscope. He's a cat guy, but if MC prefers a different animal? Dr. Dalmatian. Nurse Narwhal. Michael Moose, MD. There to check MC's pulse and blood sugar and all the works.

[awoogayanderes]

IF BEING SEDATED THE ONLY WAY YOU’LL LISTEN TO ME, THEN SO BE IT…

➪ pairing: yoosung x reader

➪ warnings: drugs, forced drugging, imprisonments, manipulation, yandere behavior.

➪ a/n: part two maybe?

I didn’t imagine that sweet Yoosung would be like this. The same man that was a caring veterinarian. It’s been years since Rika… and yet he can’t get over it. I’ve tried to talk to him, even get him a therapist but he won’t listen. But where did it get to the point where he locked me up and tried to force me to bend to his will?

“Y/N, come on, I did this for both of us,” he begged me as tears glistened in his purple eyes. The same eyes I fell in love with. I said nothing as I stared at the wall. “Y/N!” Yoosung finally snapped. He’s never yelled at me. Even in our worst arguments, he was the calm one trying to reason with me.

I finally looked at him, a bit amused at his frustration. “You find this funny,” he said in a voice laced with venom. I looked away, not wanting to talk. “Y/N! Don’t look away! We’ve been dating for three years! What’s the problem now?!” I finally stood up and looked at him. “The problem is that in those three years, you constantly compared me to Rika! And now you’ve locked me in the cellar of our own house!” I yelled at him.

“Yoosung, you’re losing your mind! You need to talk with someone!” I yelled, I didn’t notice him walking towards me to put a hand on my mouth to stop me from talking while he pushed down to sit in the same position I was in before. “Shut up, the only person I need is you,” he said with tears dripping down his face. I started to fight against him. That was until he pinned me completely to the ground.

That was when panic started to seep into my mind. From his pocket, he grabbed a syringe filled with something. I gasped as I knew what he was going to do. I tried to bite his hand to plead with him not to do it. He finally did take his hand off of my mouth. “Yoosung, no, let’s talk about this,” I pleaded as I started to squirm under him. “Shhhh,” he quietly said taking off the cap of the syringe.

“No! Yoosung please no!” I screamed as he grabbed my arm. “Stop moving,” he said finally putting his full weight on me. As the wind got knocked out of my lungs I could feel something prickling my arm. A few seconds later I could feel the room spinning. As Yoosung got up, he carried me with him. I looked at him in desperation.

“I’m sorry you left me with no choice,” he said pulling me closer to him as we were about to climb up the stairs. The next words he said sent a chill down my spine. “If being sedated the only way you’ll listen to me, then so be it,” even though I was conscious, I could feel myself drifting. I was thankful I was alive, but I can’t seem to ground myself mentally.

[cryo-regalia]

the girl with the hourglass

"i’ll repeat these months over and over again if it means i’ll can be in your arms once more.”

— warning for “mystic messenger” and “when the stars align” spoilers !

name — yeona cheong [ENG] — cheong yeona [KOR]

alias — ahri dae [ENG] — dae ahri [KOR]

age — twenty-four [24; ENG] — twenty-five [25; KOR]

gender identity — female — she/her/hers

occupation — yeona is an author, publishing a bestselling novel called ethereal blossom several months before the events of mystic messenger. she primarily focuses on fantasy-romance and is attempting to work on her second book through a bad case of writer’s block. instead of using her given name, yeona uses a pseudonym: ahri dae. until a route is set, she is referred to this throughout the messenger until she reveals it. seven is the only one who knows the truth and respects her wishes that he doesn't reveal her true name. — before the events of the game, yeona had a job at a bookstore called treasure arc in the underground mall connected to the subway station. she worked there for almost five years. however, due to declining sales from a lack of customers, it was forced to shut down and was replaced with a nail salon. — in the original run, yeona adopted the life as six-o-six (606): a secret agent who worked alongside seven. she left the life of yeona cheong and ahri dae behind when she did, leaving the whereabouts of both versions of herself behind. however, this didn’t last very long due to an unfortunate accident.

pets — su-won is yeona’s loyal companion. he’s a jindo about three years old, with all white fur and average size for a dog of his breed. she adopted him when he was just a puppy soon after moving into her apartment in seoul. she brings him almost everywhere she goes and, although subconsciously, uses him as a means of comfort and evading her loneliness.

routes — yoosung kim | yoosung and yeona’s routes are purely platonic and they see each other as really close friends by the end of it. being told that she reminded him so much of rika caught her off-guard and she was a bit uncomfortable with that, but continued to gently tell him that while she was flattered her thought so highly of her that she wasn’t his cousin. while she hasn’t gone through a similar experience, she is very empathetic with his grief and tries to help soothe him in whatever way she can. yeona is a sky alumna and takes a great interest in what yoosung plans on majoring in, telling him that she’d be happy to pass down her textbooks whenever they’re able to meet in person. she also tries to ease him into focusing on studying but never forces him, especially when he realizes why his grades have slipped and he’s created a gaming addiction. she reveals that she’s the one who wrote ethereal blossom and realizes that he’s serious when yoosung says that he’d love a signed copy, which she gives him at the party. he’s the one who introduces her to lolol, something she takes a quick interest in.

she’s very knowledgeable about gaming and took a bit of amusement in the fact he was so shocked that she knew different terminology. she promises that once she’s able to get a gaming computer that she would be happy to join the shooting star guild as long as he’s there to teach her the basics. throughout different routes, they become very close and he’s like her wingman. as well as very supportive if she reveals to him through private messages that she has feelings for someone. when he injures his eye, she’s incredibly worried over his well-being and feels guilt over being the indirect reason he received it in the first place. she holds him close, telling him to never do that again out of worry for him, but thanks him for being so brave and assisting seven. in their after endings, yeona attends his graduation and is incredibly proud of his journey academically and emotionally. she wholeheartedly supports his career as a veterinarian and works as his receptionist between writing her book as ahri dae.

— hyun ryu / zen | zen and yeona’s routes all have familial tones to them as they see one another as siblings rather than lovers. he’s like the big brother that she never had and he’s incredibly supportive of her like she is of his career as an actor and as a person. yeona is a massive fan of zen, as seen when she first joins the messenger and she’s shocked to see that she’s talking to the real zen. they have met prior to that by a quick accidental run-in with one another where he was sweet and apologized, telling her to be careful to not bump into any creeps before going on his way. puts some money off to the side to be able to see him perform in person and meet him, but never got the opportunity to do so without her anxiety getting involved. zen helps teach her better coping mechanisms for her anxiety instead of just bottling it up and outwardly gives her the support for her book that she never got from her family very often or at all. he helps her deal with social situations that she would have normally avoided and is right there every step of the way. she jokingly says that she has own little zen at home and sends a picture of su-won.

during the echo girl incident, yeona does whatever she can to help him despite their distance and constantly comments that she shouldn’t be touching him without his consent. she understands that he has a public image, but echo girl isn’t respecting his boundaries and that makes yeona a bit fired up, much to her embarrassment when someone takes note of it. she gives him compliments on his appearance, but also who he is as a person and thinks that his loyalty to the rfa is incredibly sweet. they do get into playful fights, but nothing serious or personal and jaehee has commented on how much they’re like siblings, especially during the party. while taking on a new job elsewhere, yeona still supports him as a widely successful actor in their after ending and spends her days off cheering him on (quietly, of course) during his practices and he’s the one who offers her ideas and helps her develop what is revealed to be her fourth book.

— jaehee kang | jaehee and yeona’s route varies between runs. sometimes they’re just close friends and others they’re lovers. yeona takes a clear interest in jaehee’s life not only because there’s another woman part of the group, but because she wants to learn more about her as she doesn’t often hear much. she respects any boundaries she makes but is happy to listen to anything she has to say, making it obvious that she’s listening and interested. she does admit that she was a bit hurt by her suspicions, but knew that the circumstances were odd and that it was natural that someone would be. at one point, yeona comments that she’s beautiful the way she is now and asks if she would ever grow it long again, and if she does that she has a few brands that she likes that keep her hair fluffy. she even asks that she is like her muse in an attempt to try to get closer to her fellow rfa member and to make some progress in the planning of her book. she expresses concern over jaehee’s amount of work and what she has to do in order to get it all done, often asking jumin to take it a bit easier on her because he could lose a valuable employee.

she often offers to have food sent to her home to make sure she eats (which she has done on one occasion, but didn’t want to be pushy by doing it again unless asked) and turns the tables by asking jaehee if she ate. they both get along over zen’s musicals and have long conversations that go into depth about the performance and the story itself, and yeona becomes excited to meet another fan. they also get along over having excessive amounts of animal fur stuck to their clothing. when jaehee opens up her cafe in her after ending, yeona works alongside her. she mentions that she’s horrible with cooking and asks if it was really fit to work alongside her, worried about affecting business and sales. she is comforted by jaehee��s words when she’s told that she wants her there with her and that they can handle anything that comes their way, but to focus on the present rather than the future. it’s mentioned that yeona is taking a hiatus from writing to focus on her new career and her implied romantic relationship.

— jumin han | almost all of jumin and yeona’s routes are as lovers, but others have them as very close friends, similarly to her route with yoosung. when they first meet, she’s a bit intimidated by him, but is polite and kind to him all the same and tries to be someone he can talk to. she thinks elizabeth is absolutely adorable and gushes over her, but tries to reign it in when zen’s around as to not make him uncomfortable. she sometimes shares pictures of su-won with him and refers to her companion as her “fur baby”. yeona still thinks that jumin should be a bit more aware of how much paperwork he gives to her and how that could affect her, such as getting to be too much and potentially losing not only a friend but a valuable employee. yeona often tries to relate to him, or at the very least understanding of his struggles and that there’s more to him than the calm corporate director than what’s seen at first glance. she’s patient and tolerant with him, doing whatever she can to not only understand him but help him. she tells him it’s okay to be emotional and that he isn’t all alone, that she’s here with him and isn’t going anywhere. when elizabeth escapes, she’s there to comfort him and expresses guilt for being the reason she got out in the first place; that if she didn’t come when she did, maybe elizabeth would still be safe at home.

she’s embarrassed of herself when they meet in person, commenting that she’s not as confident in person as she is in the messenger and hopes that doesn’t change the way he views her. jumin takes an interest in her novel, even if he doesn’t understand it, and she’s excited to be able to ramble on to someone, and he’s able to give her ideas and help her with her writer’s block in whatever way he can. in their after ending where they arrive home from their honeymoon, jumin asks her about her hourglass and comments that she seems to take it everywhere with her. yeona mentions that it’s a special gift from someone, but she can’t remember from who. she reveals that it has a unique power and he first thinks that she’s playing with him, but thinks otherwise at how serious she is. before it ends, she tells him that if it wasn’t for this, they wouldn’t be together and she’d reset as many times as it took to be with him again.

— saeyoung choi | seven and yeona’s route is always as lovers. while yeona’s memory of the runs are fragmented, seven’s are still intact. she comments that there is something familiar about him and his reply that they must have met before can be taken as him being playful, when it’s nothing but the truth. they relate over their use of alias’ (as she does with zen, but to a bigger extent) and she expresses curiosity of what his could be, but never tries to pry too much to make him uncomfortable. it ends up slipping during a phone call and she’s confused, apologizing for calling him that when she doesn’t think she knows anyone of that name before the conversation resumes. they get along very well and he is able to easily bring out the yeona cheong she’s always wanted to be, the two swapping inside jokes with one another and frequently calling and messaging one another. she does comment to him that if he ever has something going on and needs to talk, that he can talk to her, as well as su-won one day. by the seventh day, her memories of her and seven start to return and she’s confused by what is going on and the fact unknown not only broke in, but knew the rfa’s resident hacker. seven keeps his space from her to focus on his hacking and eventually finds her in the bathroom, breaking down with the hourglass in hand because she’s so confused and scared and upset with herself. she doesn’t know what’s going on and she wants to help but feels so useless being unable to help seven despite her efforts, as well as humiliated for being found covered in tears.

over the next couple of days, he tells her the truth about everything. himself, the resets, the hourglass. he confesses that he doesn’t believe he deserves happiness and seeing her happy with everyone else only proved that to him, on top of her as 606 dying because of his mistake, which she vehemently refutes and says that she would lay down her life if it meant keeping him safe. seven’s the one who gave her the hourglass during the original run, coded with freewill but bugged in the section where she’s meant to recall past routes. it’s only until she does his route again that he’s able to fix it. she also accompanies him to mint eye and misses the party, but tells them that it was an honor to be the coordinator before turning her phone off so she and saeyoung can focus on getting saeran back. in their after ending, they focus on helping saeran get out of mint eye and heal from the trauma he’s endured there and during his childhood. ahri dae goes silent and no one has heard any news of her as yeona focuses on the people who need her in the moment, ending with the two held to her and promising them a wonderful life that they both deserve.

trivia — yeona went to sky university for a major in literature emphasizing on creative writing — yeona’s hourglass gives her ability to reset the game from square one, although she has yet to learn how to control it until she finally returns to the messenger and romances seven. — yeona has a habit of knowing things she shouldn’t from past runs, such as quotes that were said to her or occurrences. she doesn’t remember everything, but specific situations may trigger brief memories. — yeona’s bangs that cover her left eye are kept that way in all cg’s, excluding some in seven’s route and in the after endings. in seven’s, many have it pushed out of the way with his hand while he holds her face, and the after endings with him and the other characters have it pulled behind her ear to reveal her other eye. — yeona’s awareness of being in a video game varies between routes. in the casual routes, she makes vague allusions to it that are brushed off as her being playful while the deep route has more blatant references. the rfa brushes it off as her picking it up from seven, but he’s the only one who understands it. — yeona’s story is heavily inspired by the reset theory. — when she first enters the messenger, her name is “606″ before being quickly changed to “ahri dae”. it is implied to be seven who changed it and that the former name remained from the previous run. — yeona’s pfp is a picture of su-won as a puppy.

[thedum1]

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“Good Boy”

Summary: Being in Veterinarian school has consumed all of Yoosung’s time. Feeling lonely, you hatch a plan to combine both school work and play by  implementing a “reward and punishment system”...and the results are better than expected.

Rating: 18+

Warnings: Spanking, light bondage, light mentions of praise kink, improper study techniques, handjob

Word Count: 2470

Going to school to become a veterinarian was not an easy task.

Upper-level courses, clinicals, job hunting…Yoosung had a full plate with his schooling, one that would be difficult to balance for most. Add to that RFA duties, and he was constantly walking a tightrope, barely hanging onto his GPA and his future. Most days he returned to your shared apartment exhausted, the dark circles under his eyes prominent, and would only spend a little time with you while eating before he had to go and work on assignments. Weekends were also spent mostly on studying and prepping for the upcoming week, meaning dates and the like were off the table.

This, of course, put a little strain on your relationship at times- because while you were happy he was pursuing his dream and satisfied with his life, you couldn’t help but feel a little lonely with the way things were currently.

However, you were intent upon making this work; you loved Yoosung and did not want your relationship to fizzle out over something like this. This meant you had to figure out a way to give you both some more quality time together while also not taking away time from his schooling.

This stumped you for a while. You couldn’t add time to your day, meaning you would have to have a trade off of time at some point, right? But that’s not what you wanted…so ideally, you would have to combine the two- quality time and studying- but how?

The answer to your problem came in the form of a BDSM website your friend recommended.

You had been aware of Yoosung’s inclinations for quite awhile (even if he was still pretty oblivious) and had turned to your close friends to help you gather resources on the topic so that you could explore it both sexily and safely. The website in particular that provided your eureka moment talked about different ways of rewarding good “behavior” of the submissive.

It was while reading that rewards could work in the bedroom, that it clicked: the best way to combine school and quality time would be to reward Yoosung for and while studying. Hell, it might even give Yoosung a better incentive to study hard…

It was genius!

You began to set your plan in motion, gathering the necessary tools and materials. You considered telling Yoosung first but decided upon surprising him instead. As excited as you were, you had everything set and ready to go within a week.

It was perfect timing, too- Yoosung had an exam coming up the following Monday, meaning he would be studying like crazy and stressing himself out. When Friday finally arrived, you implemented step two of the plan when he arrived home.

“I’m home, MC,” he said as he kissed your cheek- something he did every time he arrived home. “I’m going to eat really quickly then head to the bedroom to study. I have a test on Monday for Biochemistry, and the professor in that class is super difficult!”

You smiled at the whining edge in his tone. As he made his way to the kitchen, you followed. “Dr.Eoh, yeah? You’ve mentioned him before.” You watched as his shoulders perked up upon hearing you mention the professor by name.

“You remember! I always knew you had a good memory- like how you remember all the RFA member’s birthdays and important dates and stuff,” he continued to babble while heating up the pasta you had made earlier. “You have, like, Jaehee level memory skills. It’s so cool!”

“You exaggerate, Yoosung.” Go time, you thought. “But if you think my memory is so great, why don’t I help you study for your exam?”

Yoosung spun around, the pasta in the microwave momentarily forgotten. His eyes were bright, earlier fatigue forgotten. “Seriously?! You would help me like that?”

“Yes, seriously. I was reading about some…innovative techniques to help with studying just earlier and would love to show them to you.” Not technically a lie.

“I would love to learn them, then! We get to spend time together, too!”

The microwave beeped. You smirked, pleased that the plan was unfolding so smoothly.

“Great! I’ll show you after you eat. You’ll need your energy.”

You suppressed the urge to wink.

                                                           ~~~

“Uh, MC?”

“Yes?”

“I thought you were going to help me with studying; why are you tying my hands? And why am I, um, naked?”

You finished double knotting the scarf that currently was binding Yoosung’s hands tightly together behind his back and moved to stand in front of him. He was a sight to see- stripped down to his boxers and kneeling in front of you, hands useless and face flushed as red as a strawberry. He wasn’t looking at you.

“You are so cute, Yoosung,” you couldn’t help but coo, reaching out to grab his chin and make him face you. His eyes met yours briefly, before fixating upon the ground again as his face darkened even more. “No need to be embarrassed. This is how I’m going to help you study- with rewards and punishments as your motivator.”

“P-punishments?!” he squeaked. Your thumb ran along his bottom lip lightly, and you felt him shiver.

“For every question you get wrong, you will receive discipline for after. If you get most of them right, I will reward you for it. That seems rather fair, doesn’t it?”

“I mean, I guess…But what will the p-punishment,” he stumbled over the word once more, “be if I get a question wrong?”

You smiled, not unkindly but filled with mischievousness. “Well, I don’t want to ruin the surprise, but I’ll give you a hint: how are naughty boys usually punished?”

You felt him shudder under your hands as he realized the meaning behind your words. His blush had now spread to his chest, staining his shoulders and collarbones pink. Adorable.

“Now let’s get this started.” You grabbed his stack of note cards that he had filled with words, definitions, and practice questions, and began with the top one.

The stack of cards was thick, but it seemed that within an hour you had gone through all of them. You were always impressed by his dedication and fervor with which he applied to his schoolwork and education, and it showed with how easily he was able to answer most of the questions; many he responded to without any hesitancy at all.

However, despite that, he was not perfect and had stumbled through a few. Overall, he had only missed five questions total (you had kept tally), and you had set those cards aside from the stack for his punishment.

After all, what was the point is he didn’t learn anything with this study session? Or at least, that’s what you told yourself.

“You did very well, Yoosung.” He twitched at your praise, though limited by his restraints. “You definitely deserve a reward, but only after we review the questions you missed, and you receive your punishment for missing them.”

“Okay…” he said, seemingly resigned to his fate, but you knew his reluctance wouldn’t last long. You moved to sit beside his kneeling form. Setting the five notecards down, you manhandled him till he was laying across your lap, wiggling uselessly as he tried to find his balance without the use of his arms. In this position, his ass was fully exposed and allowed ample room for his punishment.

You pulled down his boxers, leaving his butt bare to the cool air and your gaze. He yelped.

“For your safety, Yoosung, we are going to have a couple of safe words, okay?”

“O-okay.” He wiggled some more, no doubt feeling vulnerable with his ass exposed as it was.

“’Yellow’ means slow down, and ‘red’ means full stop. I will only stop if you say ‘yellow’ or ‘red’, not if you say ‘no,’ ‘don’t,’ or ‘stop.’ Got it?”

“G-got it.”

“Good boy.” You received full-body shiver in response. “First, your punishment.”

With no warning, you brought your hand down on Yoosung’s ass, the resounding smack echoing in the room. He cried out at the suddenness and friction. You watched as a pink handprint appeared upon his skin. It was your time to shiver as excitement began to bubble in your gut.

You brought your hand down again on the exact same spot, but this time harder. Yoosung let out a gasp. You didn’t give him a break and spanked him again, exhilarating in the warmth and slight sting you felt on your hand.

“Ah, it hurtsss,” he whined, dragging out the last syllable. You rubbed the inflamed skin on his ass gently, even as you felt satisfaction upon seeing the darkening handprint.

“Be a good boy and bear with it. Just a little more,” you said, soothingly. It seemed to work as he nodded his head and went limp across your lap.

This time when your hand met his warming skin, he let out a whimper and jolted in your lap, wiggling and tensing again. You ran your hand down his back until he stilled and relaxed, and then once again without warning, your hand met his behind, even harder the previous times. You knew that one had to hurt.

“Are we done?” he gasped, voice thick. He turned to look over his shoulder at you and his cheeks were marked by tears, eyes shining with many still unshed. The excitement in your gut doubled.

“Almost. Now we have to review the questions you missed. If you miss them again, I spank you again.” You made sure to keep your voice cool even as heat churned in your chest and stomach. You picked up the notecards. “Yoosung, what is the optimum pH of pepsin?

“Uh, I d-don’t know.”

You ran your hand lightly over the warm welt on his behind, as both a reassurance and a warning. “C’mon now- think.”

“Oh, um, two?”

“Correct. Next one: The function of a protein is primarily determined by?” “Its, um, spatial confirmation,” he answered, this time with more confidence. You nodded though he couldn’t see you.

“Yes. Amino Acids in a protein are joined by?”

“Peptide bonds.”

“What is the primary function of the Citric Acid Cycle?”

“To facilitate aerobic cellular energy production.”

“Exactly. Now, here’s the very last one: What is ATP?”

“A purine base and sugar bound by three phosphates.” You sucked in a breath.

“I’m sorry but that is not the answer I’m looking for.” You brought your hand down on the cheek that had yet to be spanked, the pure white skin instantly beginning to mirror the other reddened one.

“B-but that’s right!” Yoosung tried to sit up, but you forced him back down across your lap.

“Yes, but it’s not the correct answer. Try again.”

“I don’t know! A cellular energy transfer medium?”

“No.”  You hit him twice this time in quick succession. He began to struggle, so you spanked him a third time, harder than the other two.

“Stop being rowdy, or I’ll spank you again. Hard.”

“But I’m right! That’s right!” He continued to move, ass wiggling in the air as he tried to sit up without the use of his hands. You smacked the reddened cheek again, and then again on the other side for good measure. He finally settled, whimpering.

“But only partially, you aren’t saying the entire answer. Try again.”

“F-fine! It’s also a source of biological electrons! Is that it?”

“Yes, it was all three. Remember that.” You stroked gently over the welts you had left on his behind. He was going to have a hard time sitting later. “Did you learn your lesson?”

“Yes, I did! Now, please, stop hitting me; I feel…weird.” You paused.

“What do you mean ‘weird’?”

He looked over his shoulder once more, face flushed and tear stained. He looked like he had been seriously messed up by someone; he was pitifully cute and vulnerable.

“I mean, like…my dick hurts,” he whined, wiggling his hips, and it was just then you noticed the hard length pressed against your thigh.

You fought back the urge to giggle, pleased. “Don’t worry; it’s time for your reward anyway. I’ll take good care of you.”

You maneuvered him so he was once again kneeling, this time in front of you. In this position, the bulge in his boxers was obvious.

“I thought you said that the spanking hurt,” you teased. “But this part seems to have enjoyed it.” You reached out, lightly tracing the outline of his cock. Yoosung gasped, jolting at the sudden stimulation that still wasn’t enough to provide any relief.

Deciding that you had teased him enough- after all, this was supposed to be his reward-, you pulled down his boxers to mid-thigh, freeing his leaking cock. The tip was slick with precum, and you rubbed your hand over the weeping slit in order to use it as lubricant. Yoosung moaned.

“M-more, please,” he choked out, shivering at the sensations. “I n-need m-more.”

You obliged, grasping his length firmly in your hand and allowing the precum you had on your palm to ease the slide as you set a brisk pace rubbing his cock.

“You’re such a good boy, Yoosung, you know that right? You did such a good job tonight. I’m so proud of you.”

“I’m a g-good boy?” he gasped. You nodded, thumbing the tip of his cock.

“You sure are,” you cooed. “You’re such a good boy. Do you like my hand on you like this?”

“Y-yes, it feels I s-so good.” He moaned again, shaking. “F-faster, h-harder, please, please, please.”

Since he asked so nicely, you did so, tightening your grip on his cock and jerking faster. Obscene sounds filled the room, but you were preoccupied with watching Yoosung fall apart under your ministrations to notice.

He was such a pretty thing when he was like this- skin a blotchy red, hair flat with sweat, eyes bright with pleasure and his early tears, body continuously wracked with shivers, hips thrusting uselessly, and mouth open as he sighed, moaned, and gasped in pleasure. You moved your hand faster.

“A-ah, no, stop, I’m going to c-cum if you move your hand like that…”

You smiled at him, refusing to stop. “Then cum for me like a good boy.”

Just like that, he came undone under your touch, tensing up, eyes squinting shut and thrusts becoming erratic as his orgasm hit like a train. He groaned sweetly as his cum covered your hand and lap. A few moments later, he went limp, falling forward onto you.

You reached behind him and untied his hands. “Let’s get you cleaned up.”

                                                        ~~~

A week passed. It was in the middle of the afternoon when you got the text:

Got a 100 on my Biochemistry test! Help me study for the next one, please? 🥺

[fictionkinfessions]

I haven't shifted to Yoosung in so long and I hate that THIS is what made me shift. It's been years and the fandom is STILL making "cousin fucker" jokes about me!! No!! I NEVER saw Rika in that light!

Rika was my absolute everything, she was my light, she gave me hopes and dreams and a purpose. I wanted to become a veterinarian because of HER. But it was NEVER romantic!!!

I never got to fucking process my grief properly because of everything, and then when MC went to the one place left that was still a reminder of Rika, of COURSE I started associating Rika with MC because!! I never processed her ""death"" properly! I was still grieving and when MC just lives in Rika's apartment and takes over her job of COURSE that's going to be my method of coping, seeing Rika in them and associating. I was so unstable and nobody helped.

I feel sick to my stomach seeing people make jokes that I loved Rika romantically. She was my cousin.

- Yoosung Kim

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Mysterious Clues

"Saeyoung," Saeran nervously leaned in the doorway of his twin brother's room, peering in to see the other redhead typing on one of his many computers. "Are you busy?"

"No. What's up?" Saeyoung turned around in his swivel chair with a small smile on his face, gesturing for Saeran to come all the way into the room. The redhead did just that, walking in and stepping over the chip bags and abandoned jeans and tank tops on the floor so he could stand in front of Saeyoung.

"What do you know about Yoosung?" The words were rushed, but he knew he had to hurry and get it out before he changed his mind. The silence was deafening as he looked at the ground, nervously rubbing his sweater-covered forearm, face burning red.

"...Yoosung?" Saeyoung's face fell for a second before returning back to normal, a curious smile on the other redhead's face.

What was that about?

Saeran sputtered, trying to explain without even thinking even though he knew full well he didn't need to. "Yeah, you know, the blonde one who likes animals and videogames-?"

Saeyoung stood up and stood in front of him, placing a hand on his shoulder and giving him a knowing look. "No, no darling brother, I know who you're talking about... Just, why are you asking about him?"

"Well, I'd... Like to do something nice for him." Saeran explained, leaving out as much detail as he could. Saeyoung didn't need to know about how Yoosung had always been someone he admired and wanted to protect, or about how Yoosung was someone he liked, or about how Yoosung somehow managed to make him feel safe, expectant, and excited for what was about to come all at once.

"Okay... Well, what do you want to know?"

Saeran let his eyes dart around the room. He hadn't thought that he'd actually get this far. "Everything."

"Okay, so obviously he's a veterinarian. He loves coffee, LOLOL, and animals, his favorite color is green-" Long story short, Seven was telling him all of the shit that he already knew about Yoosung. So, essentially useless, but at the very least, it helped Saeran organize his thoughts. Coffee, videogames, animals, green... Okay, that would be helpful.

"Yeah, okay, thanks Saeyoung."

~

"Hello... Jumin?" Saeran awkwardly crossed one leg over the other as he sat up on his bed, phone pressed to his ear. He didn't like talking to Jumin all that much, but if anyone in the RFA knew about cats, it was Jumin.

"Saeran?"

After talking with Seven, he'd remembered Yoosung talking about wanting a cat and having all of the supplies necessary to take care of one, but not knowing exactly where he wanted to adopt from. So, he was going to go the cat route for a gift.

"Yes, um... You know some different cat shelters, right? I know you've invited them to the RFA parties and I was wondering if you could send me the contact information for a few? I'm trying to get a cat..."

"A cat? I wasn't aware that you were interested in cats." Jumin's tone was hard to interpret as usual, but Saeran could tell that the older man was surprised, at the very least.

He should probably clarify. No way Jumin would help him with adopting a cat if he assumed that it would be living with Saeran in the same house as Saeyoung, AKA Luciel, AKA Seven, AKA 707 Defende Of Justice, AKA Cat Abuser. "I'm not. Yoosung is."

"I see... I'll send you the information, but I most tell you, your timing is impeccable..."

~

Next was Zen's house. Saeran had decided that if he was going to make a move, he would need some help with how he was going to do it. As much as he hated to admit it, he was an awkward disaster with no romantic experience whatsoever. He knocked on the door, shocked when the actor opened it immediately, smiling brightly at him and scanning him up and down with his ruby red eyes.

"Saeran! What's up man? It's been a while, you wanna come in?" Zen stepped aside, opening the door. His house smelled like cigarette smoke and sandalwood, but Saeran couldn't bring himself to mind it too much. It was homey in a weirdly nice way, especially after having been in Seven's house, which smelled like sugar and chips, in the Mint Eye HQ, which smelled sickeningly sweet, and then hospitals... Ugh. Zen's house was an improvement.

"Um, sure..." Saeran stepped in and sat down on the couch, Zen sitting next to him and tossing an arm over his shoulder. He tensed, but relaxed after a few seconds. Though Zen's touchiness and casual attitude made him feel uncomfortable at times, but... It was better than most of the RFA treating him like he was a fragile antique who needed to be skirted around.

"So, are you here just to visit?" Zen questioned.

"Well, actually, I was wondering if you'd give me some... Tips." Saeran explained, twiddling with his fingers and looking off to the side.

"Tips?"

Right. Zen was a cat-hater, an actor, a singer, and a gym junkie- Maybe even a psychic, but he wasn't a mind reader.

"On... Um, flirting."

"So, you're finally making a move on Yoosung?"

"Wha- Who said it was for Yoosung!?" Saeran jolted, cheeks burning red at the mere suggestion.

"You're giving yourself away, bro. Anyways, I don't know what you're planning, but I'll help you out. It'd be nice to see you two happy with each other."

~

After Saeyoung's explanation of what Yoosung's interests were, the thought of Jaehee's coffee shop immediately entered his mind. After all, it was close to Yoosung's work and had a variety of homemade sweets and drinks that were well made and popular. Yoosung probably frequented the place a lot.

"H-Hey, Jaehee." It was a relief to walk into the store from the cool weather outside. It was evening, almost time for Jaehee to wrap things up and close the store for the night, so it wasn't very crowded.

Saeran didn't talk to Jaehee a lot, considering that they didn't have anything in common, but she was kind and hardworking, and he admired that.

"Oh, Saeran, it's nice to see you here! How's your brother? And (y/n)?" Jaehee smiled as she tucked a strand of her long hair behind her ear, approaching the counter to meet Saeran, who was awkwardly standing at it. He looked at the glass display of all of the different sweets; a good selection of chocolates, cakes, scones...

"They're good... Um, I have a favor to ask, actually. What does Yoosung usually get from here? Like, what's his favorite thing to order?"

"Coffee jelly, usually topped with hot milk and vanilla ice cream." Jaehee answered him, though she looked baffled as she did so. Saeran had never even heard of coffee jelly. It was probably exactly what it sounded like, but he figured he should ask anyways.

"Coffee... Jelly?"

"Coffee flavored squares of jelly. It's really popular in Tokyo, I started serving it here after I went to visit a friend there to get fresh ideas. I can't remember Yoosung having ordered anything else since... Would you like to order one? Or should I send you the recipe?"

"I'd like to order one, but could I get the recipe, too?"

"Sure." Jaehee nodded. "You can have it free of charge on the condition that you say hello to Yoosung for me when you see him."

"Oh... Thank you. I will."

~

It was the day and Saeran didn't think he could do this. The original plan was to talk to Saeyoung for encouragement, make himself look presentable, make the coffee jelly, head to Yoosung's, take the blonde to a shelter to buy him a cat, and go from there.

Somehow, he'd already fucked it up.

He woke up late to see that Saeyoung wasn't even at the house, barely made himself look decent in one of his nicer sweaters and dress pants, ruined that outfit while making the coffee jelly, and had to change into an old red tank top and black jeans.

He was driving now, one cupholder in the car balancing the large container of homemade coffee jelly (which actually turned out well), the other cupholder containing his phone, which was on speaker. Deciding that he was going to back out, the redhead had called his brother to let him know.

"Saeyoung, I can't fucking do this. I'm- I'm heading home, I'll be there soon-" He was cut off by someone behind him honking his horn and cutting in front of him, almost scraping the side of his car. "Motherfucking bitch-"

"Wha- Saeran, what do you mean you can't do this? All you're going to do is try to impress Yoosung, you'll be fine!" Seven tried to convince him from the other line, which only made Saeran panic more.

"What do you mean all I'm going to do!? Yoosung's a disaster, but not as much as I am! Impressing him is going to be hard... Isn't it?" Saeran's voice dropped, and even though he had been insisting on turning back, he was in Yoosung's nice, sheltered neighborhood.

"No. I once convinced the dude that he'd die from drinking too much coffee, I'm pretty sure you can convince him to date you. Come on, you've got this!

Saeran was about to argue more when he passed an empty patch of land, most likely where a house was going to be built. In one of the trees, he noticed a white and grey blur clinging to the tree's largest branch. It was a cat.

"Fuck, Saeyoung, I've gotta go. I'll call you later, okay? Bye." With that, he hung up and parked the car. This was going to be a disaster.

~

It was evening when the redhead finally reached Yoosung's house, phone in his back pocket, cat in one arm and coffee jelly in the other. He was pretty sure the time he spent getting his bare arms sliced up to get the cat down from the tree made the ice cream melt and the milk become lukewarm, but hopefully Yoosung would at least appreciate the thought.

When the door opened, Saeran felt his face burn, smiling even though the cat was still clinging onto his arm for dear life. Yoosung, with his feathery blonde hair, gentle smile, was standing right in front of him. "S-Saeran, what happened to your arms- Oh my God, is that Lisa!? And... Coffee jelly?"

Saeran chuckled at the younger man's confusion as he pried Lisa off and brought her into the house, grabbing Saeran by the hand and pulling him in as well. Yoosung shut the door behind them, allowing the cat- Or, Lisa, apparently, to run around the house. "I'm assuming the cat is Lisa?" Yoosung nodded. "I came over to surprise you and saw her stuck on the tree, so I went ahead and got her. Is- Is she yours? I didn't know you'd already gotten a cat."

"No, actually," Yoosung started to explain as they headed towards the kitchen, Saeran setting the coffee jelly down on the table and sitting in one of the chairs. "Or, she wasn't yet. I know you don't check the chatrooms a lot, so I'll go ahead and explain. Jumin found her in his garden a little while ago and brought her to my clinic. She was perfectly healthy aside from a malnourishment issue from being out on the streets for so long that was easily fixed, but it didn't seem like she had an owner... I was going to keep her as the clinic cat since she was so friendly, but I left one of the interns to watch her and she escaped somehow."

"You're welcome."

"Yeah, thank you. I'll have to keep a better eye on her from now on." Just as Yoosung said that, Lisa jumped onto the kitchen table, pawing at the container that held the coffee jelly. It was see through, which was what led to Yoosung's expression lighting up as he saw it and pulled it away from Lisa. "Coffee jelly!"

"Yeah, the ice cream kinda melted on the way here, though." Saeran awkwardly scratched the back of his neck, praying that Yoosung wouldn't be too bothered by it. "You should probably put it in the fridge."

"Awesome, thank you!" Yoosung made that smile that caused Saeran to question if his soul left his body as he turned around and put the coffee jelly in the fridge before joining the redhead at the kitchen table. "Hm... Your arms are still pretty scratched up." Yoosung muttered, a hint of worry in his voice as he reached over and placed one of his hands over Saeran's. "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine, thanks..."

"So, um, is there... Any reason you came by to surprise me?" Saeran hummed, tilting his head as if he were confused so that he didn't have to give an actual answer. "Oh, um, I mean... I was kind of hoping- No, I mean... Agh! This is frustrating."

Well. It was now or never, and Saeyoung and (y/n) would have his head if he got home without telling Yoosung how he felt.

"Do you like me back, Yoosung? I'm here because I like you... Love you."

"I'm tempted to get up and cheer right now, but I don't want to let go of your hand." Yoosung's words were hushed as he leaned in closer, almost as if he were afraid someone else would hear. "I was hoping you were here because of that. Kiss me?"

Saeran paused, opening his mouth to speak, but letting it fall back shut. He was about to panic considering that this would be his first kiss, but it was probably Yoosung's too. If he acted confident and didn't overdo it, he would be fine. "Yeah." So he leaned in, gently touching his lips against Yoosung's, unable to keep himself from smirking into the kiss. The blonde tentatively kissed back, intertwining his fingers with Saeran's before pulling away. "Let's enjoy that coffee jelly."

"Yeah," Yoosung laughed. "Let's."

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HOW HAVE I NEVER HEARD THAT SONG BEFORE AND WHY IS IT SO GOOD????? the does jumin han is gay in the soundcloud description 💀💀 that joke is lowkey so embarrassing now lmao but it was the peak of humuor back then 💀💀😭

YESSS riki and yoosung are deadass the exact same person it makes so much SENSE!!

this is so fun djfjdk i hope you guys have fun making it! i look forward to it if you decide to share it with us!

-meatball

ITS SO GOOD JUMINS VA IS SO TALENTED 😭😭 I USED TO LOOP IT SM BC IT WAS SO PRETTY 😔 also pls even cheritz milked the does jumin han is gay joke by including it in one of the in-game pictures 😭😭 it was like the hallmark of 2016

veterinarian!riki + gamer!riki is also the cutest thing ever imo so i’m convinced he HAS to be yoosung LIKE JUST LOOK

omg yes we’re gonna start it on wednesday when her finals are over :’)) so we’ll publish it on christmas !! last year we did the same where she wrote for my skz bias and i wrote for her tbz bias and we connected the universes ♡