#very very troubled but in this way that you just eant the best for him and like give him a little cuddle and a blankie

[fairyfleshprison]

Finally a really watched Donnie Darko 8/10 chilling in a way that I wanna call comforting but more like in the way that waking up in reality after you've had a bad dream is comforting like you can acknowledge like Woah glad I don't actually live in that nightmare universe like youre chilled and a tad shaken but still like comforted that you can still grasp the reality after the fact

[babyfairy]

Hi Bri its the questioning lesbian anon. Have you ever related to these? So im mixed&had trouble with being attracted to white men&women but thought maybe i just prefer my other race but i also dont like men in my race too. I never eant to end up marrying a man but if i do I would want to divorce him when he starts getting older cuz i dont think older men are attractive. The only men i like are fictional. When i picture myself with women it makes me happy but w/ men i feel dread. 1/?

When i get a crush on a guy and he starts to show interest in me i start to find all the things i dont like about him even if its a tiny detail. I feel bad about using the lesbian label cuz i dont want to be a faker. Men really gross me out. I also scared to use the lsbian label cuz i dont want people to know that and then see me as ugly cuz growing up people taught me lesbian are mean and ugly so that terrifies me. Sorry if thats alot but ty u 4 helping me!!!<3 wish you the best 2/2

i want you to know that i felt really, really similarly before i started identifying freely as a lesbian and making the decision to explore the lesbian label was one of the most freeing things i did for myself to combat those feelings. if the thought of being with a man fills you with anxiety and dread, it’s safe to say that you are probably a lesbian. and it’s more than okay to explore that label to see if it fits you - it doesn’t mean you’re “faking” or that you’re doing anything wrong. even if it didn’t end up fitting you in the end it wouldn’t mean you were faking, but i think that it might provide you with a sense of comfort to at least try and let yourself explore that label. i had/have a lot of the same insecurities as you do but i feel very sound in my attraction to women and IDing as a lesbian has given me the chance to really think in depth about my past relationships with men and why i felt so pressured and scared to perform a certain way in my relationships with them. i hope this helps. i know many lesbians who would accept you with open arms into our community without a shred of judgment for how you’re feeling. myself included! 💗 i wish you the best!