#very random HAHHAH

[mellowwillowy]

"Who thy lord?"

The voice of something creeping out of your closet sounded devoid of any lives yet it sounded like numerous people speaking at you at the same time.

"My lord?" you responded into the thin air of the chilling night.

Black shadows creeped out and slowly made their way toward you. Upon closer inspection, after your retinas were used to the moonlight, it was something akin to a tentacle. Tentacles.

"Yes." "I'm afraid I have no Lord to serve nor do I want one."

It was ridiculous of you to respond again but something coaxed you to. Something indescribable.

There was a moment of silence until the voice rang again, this time you couldn't determine where it came from. It almost felt like the voice was surrounding you.

"Who thy lord?" "None."

Suddenly the tentacle grabbed you by the ankle and slithered onto your torso before feeling your chest. Within a second before you could react, a painfully burning sensation made you shriek and cry.

You hurriedly undressed and saw a yellow sign glowing, the absence wound throbbing from the early burn. Just before you could feel it, a black hand grabbed your face and made you look into the masked entity.

""Who thy lord?""

You grimaced from the increasing pressure it put on your face, the longer you stall your answer and shake from fear, the longer you'd feel numb from the grip.

"Y-you, my lord."

You stuttered from uncertainty instead of the pain and it gripped you harder.

""Who thy lord?"" it spoke louder this time without a hint of impatience because it knew it could go as long as it wanted to. "thou, mine lord!"

The black hand started to form into a pale, slender, and human-looking hand, the mask that was originally there was gone within a blink but you couldn't see his face because he crashed his lip into yours, his fingers urging you to open your mouth.

It went on for as long as you could hold out, you were close to seeing white but the moment you were given time to recover from the broken kiss, there was no trace of anybody or anything anymore.

But the evidence was clear from the yellow sign on your chest.

'hush now, mine eanling'

[eatpantwes]

sometjing small i just find super interesting:

(when reffering to anyone in this small analysis-ish thing, i completely mean the characters and not the ccs)

c!schlatt has always been a buisnessman, hell, when he became president he ran manberg more like a buisness than a country

when c!connor was introduced to the smp and asked ab schlatt, he revealed that they had been buisness partners in the past. im aware that this was alluding to their partnership in smplive, yet it got me thinking more on the dsmp track

maybe, had connor noticed these practically unnoticeable buisness tactics in his political dictating, would he have been able to talk to him? connor has always been the more coolheaded one out of the duo, so maybe he would have been able to observe this, confront him about it, and change the course of schlatt’s character arc and/or the course of the dream smp lore?

its quite possible that schlatt would just ignore him, although i do believe that the only one that would truly be able to get through to him and actually help him change is connor

idk just a thought.,,., :DD

(feel completely free to put me on blast in the notes tis just a random not very well thought out thought HAHHAH)

[smutty-ki113r]

yes yes i am very sure that Ben loves u ! he snatched my phone out of my hand to look at the picture. I am almost certain he was blushing ( •̀ ω •́ )✧ hehe. he told me to tell u that u r gorgeous <3

I totally get what u said abt having trouble with believing love, red! I also have trouble believing that anybody could love me! Trauma yes u r right ig lmao

ALSO WTF HOW R U SO PRETTY?! MIGHT SNATCH U FROM BEN NGL 😘💕

oh yeah Ben completed the heart like... I wish I could take pictures of him man :< but he did and he was grinning ear to ear.

Oh god I have like a full pdf file with backinfo of my oc's and I need to update it again...(it's been only a month-) so uh sharing all of it would be kinda a lot. so here is a lil info abt my oc's: 8 clownis :> and then we have 3 mythical creatures and 2 robots but i don't count the bots as oc's since they r mostly just gadgets. my clowns r; as I said; based on clowndolls I either bought, made or got gifted. the mythical creatures have powers, 2 of them r based of drawings I made and the third is based of my comfort stuffie :> i'll keep it at that for now

OKOK i defintely think if u tell Ben u have trouble sleeping he will either stay up with u or "help u out" haha.

It went great with toby 🥰 maybe a lil tmi BUT well my crevix felt abused- but I slept like a goddamn baby. I slept 8 hours yay!!!

sorry for answering a lil late...i got my period and felt horrible yesterday. the pain was ok but my dysphoria acted up again -.-

I feel a lot better today :>

-🃏

DID HE SEE ALL THE PICS? I posted more cause people were boosting my ego and BRO it’s so hard to heal from those things. Cause if people actually do want to be with me it’s like do I trust them? IDK for you but for me, people used to lie about being in love with me, so now I am suspicious. Also cause wow, there’s a lot of people out there why would you choose me? Im actually super insecure about myself LOL im trying to work on it!

HE COMPLETED THE HEART????????? DEAR LORD THATS ADORABLE———grinning ear to ear i could cry!! from happiness obviously—————- side note: question; i am not sure how things work over there HAHHAH, but if Ben can see the pics and the fics are like my anon messages (like this one) there too?? Like can he for example read this? Just completely random cause i literally have no clue how it works over there-. ALSO since your’e with Toby lucky bitch i could strangle you, with love cause i love you so much does he ever talk about masky? 🤨 Cause I remember you tellin me he’s quite reserved. Hmmm. LOL IM SO INVESTED IN THIS SHSH

Thats so impressive, you literally have clown oc’s from the dolls you make. 😮 Thats a different level of dedication. AND YOU DRAW//?? Imagine the talent. What kinds of powers do your mythical creatures have??? I LOVE IT!!! I dont have oc’s per say, i just have like a book im writing, but that’s different i think?? Cause i get so attached and like one of my protagonists i fucking- i cant even describe. But I wrote an entire piece on that. LOL LMK IF YOUD LIKE TO READ IT

If I ever got in an intimate situation with ben I would get so so sososososos insecure. Like im such a simp ofc yes, and AGH SEX but also like,,,HAHAHHAJHA I HAVE SO MANY CONCERNS WITH MY BODY- regardless. I am so fucking PROUD OF YOU! Look at you- getting good dick sleep. NEVER TMI ON THIS BLOG 😌

Bro, we are literally SYNCING UPPPPPPP, I got my PERIOD LIKE TWO DAYS AGO AGHHHH. But ive been having dysphoria too, and i completely understand. Remember that you are valid, and you are in fact NOT A GIRL, and you never have been, and you never will be. Its literally scientifically proven that non cis people’s brain are literally different- you will always be just a person in my eyes. Gender is shit, fuck gender, it’s literally made up.

I LOVE YOU!!! I wish i could crawl over the screen like ben or smtg and give u a hug.

[selfcareparker]

okay fghsgdj yes you can say girl ! my pronouns are she/her :) okay but fr pause, i read this like 3 minutes after you posted it (or at least my notif said 3mins lmao) bUT IM IN BED AND I USUALLY HAVE MY COMPUTER OPEN WITH YOUR RESPONSE SO I MAKE SURE I ADDRESS EVERYTHING AND THEN SEND IN THE ASK ON MY PHONE HDGSJSH anyway, time to get my ass up 😔 but wait i find you so funny like honestly, reading that cracked me all the way up. and i feel the “lol” thing so hard!!!! idk why i do it all the time (i’m tryna stop) but i’ll say something with lol at the beginning and lol at the end... it might be a defense mechanism at this point lol (😔) AND (i need to stop with the uppercase too it’s not funny anymore) I DONT KNOW WHY I LAUGHED SO HARD JDHSK WHEN YOU SAID ALSO AGAIN HAHAHAH LIKE UR HAHHAH also my sleep schedule is not pretty either lmao but i’m homeschooled so i never have to get up for anything? hhdhsis idk but i’m glad you slept!! you need sleep!!

also (pls no i cannot) why did i not know what ykwim meant until i reread this?? like it makes so much sense- anyway! i think it’s so cool that you’re excited for university! idk why but i do lol like you’re getting ready for the future (masters degree and all that) & you’re (maybe) going to england anyway so that’s cool haha (hopefully when you go you can see your relatives 🤞🏾)

the fact that you get happy seeing my asks i- 💓💓

you make me wanna go to London & England so bad urghhhh like i’ve only been out of the country once (to Canada for a family reunion) but it sounds so prettyyyyy & i’m so sorry that cov*d is messing everything up and i hope you can see your relatives soon :(

now to address the whole english speaking/writing: I FIND THAT SO WEIRD DUHSKSJ i don’t know how an english speaking person could say that if you don’t write it 100% grammatically correct.... that it’s wrong? when literally, over here at least, WE’RE SO GRAMMATICALLY INCORRECT HAHHAAH in both the way we talk and write!! and lol you’re welcome,, AND THE PARAGRAPH DID MAKE SENSE HDHSJSH & your rant is fine because... that is actually a bit ??? bc no one writes with 100% grammar lol

OH MY GOSH (see this uppercase thing is addictive) YOU STUDIED LATIN FOR 6 YEARS??? that’s really cool 🥺 the way that you know/speak 3+ languages i- NOT EVEN 3+ LIKE 6+ (german, english, latin, french, serbian, italian, and everything that comes with latin lmao) even if it’s just a tiny bit like wowee. it is really fascinating!!! i had the opportunity to take latin and i... didnt. i took art instead BUT ONLY CUZ MY FRIENDS WERE IN THAT CLASS AND ART LOOKED FUN IM SORRY

PLEASE WHY DO YOU KNOW EVERYONE?? that sounds so fricking cool tell your mom (mum or mama it’s really fine lol) that she sounds awesome. i think Jamaica would be fun either way!! i mean it looks pretty from pictures? i was a baby so i honestly have no recollection hahaha

LMAOO NOT U SAYING THIS IS LONGER THAN SOME OF MY FICS- PLEASE GIRL IM TELLING YOU I VERBALLY LAUGHED HAHAHAHAHAH but yea you really don’t need to apologize i like reading everything you say 🥺 HDKSHS AND UR FINE WE WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT ME BEFORE uhhh hmm uhh lemme think i, well, i saw chaos walking yesterday (big tom holland fan over here) and it was alright.. my mom acted a fool at all the jump scares LMAO but it was funny... since i’m talking about movies (this is hella random i know) but i like shark movies HDKJSSJ my favorite is the meg (it’s so good ohmigosh) and the 47 meters down movies aren’t bad either... i have two younger brothers... iiiii AM IN LOVE WITH MUSIC PHEW anddd i’m homeschooled (i think i mentioned that lol) i think that’s a good amount ahahaha AND IM HUNGRY RN JDHSJ

now. please. let me address the edit. i just want you to know that.. when i talk about your fics and i finish them and everything i’m not looking for more? like obviously if you’re writing i’m gonna read it but you don’t need to feel pressured or anything (idk if you do) to put more fics out lol like they’re great and i’m just sending the praise bc i love the ones that are there :’) but i’m so happy you’re working through your writers block!!! yay so so happy for you!!! and PUHLEASE anything you write is fantastic, i feel the exact same way when i write but girl. you’re fine. it’s gonna be great. (idk if this made any sense but... okay)

(and my cousin calls her mom mama so it’s really okay hahah i even call my mom mama sometimes) (and where you got the number “16 sentences” beats me but i still cracked up) (is this me pretending i had tags? maybe) HAHAHAHA OK BYE ❤️❤️ why did this take me so long to send i have no clue, AND WHY AM I OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING I SAID SHAJSHSJ ANYWAY BYE btw i love us too... like iconic // lovely anon 💓

me reading this:

also the dedication you put into sending me stuff— like with the laptop and phone and ahsksk 🥺🥺🥺

i’ll update you when i’ve started uni btw, i’m getting more and more excited every single day haha but i still have 3 weeks until it starts and even then I’ll obviously have to get used to it and everything, but you’re making me even more excited about it sksjshsg

yeah i wanna go to england too dkshsh let’s be sad together over the fact the we can’t travel eksjsh😔😭 but hopefully the wait will make it even better in the end <33 also i talk to loads of relatives over the phone at least once a week so it’s not too bad for me! but i miss their house 😭lmao

and i knowww snshsh so many native english speakers just make so many mistakes— and obviously i get that some things are slang but some things are simply wrong ajsh, the thing is no one has ever told me that my english is bad (i know it’s not bad anyway, but i’m still insecure) or no one has ever pointed out any mistakes, but yeah it’s mostly just insecurity dkshsg but yes thanks for saying what you said (previously as well as in this ask)😌🥰

Okay now for latin— girlll i don’t blame u for choosing art over latin esp. when all of your friends are doing art as well!! I’d choose art over latin as well lol skshsg but in year 6 we had to choose between latin and french, and at the time i didn’t like french? which was dumb of me and now i wanna learn french ekdhs but i don’t regret choosing latin at all bc if i properly learn french one day then i’ll already know understand loads of stuff (or at least some stuff lol) just thanks to latin 😌😌 but still, art>>>latin skskshshgs

I wanna watch chaos walking too!!! But i don’t get when/where/how it’s out lmao, cinemas are still closed here so i’ll either have to wait or find it somewhere online... il*egally 🥰 i don’t have high expectations at all btw but i like daisy and tom and the dog🥺 so i think i’ll enjoy it

GIRL SHARK FILMS SHARK FOLMS SKSJSHSHS okay so there are a few classics i haven’t watched yet, and also a few new ones that i haven’t seen yet BUT I LOVE SHARK FILMS SO MUCH SKSHSGSGSKK the first like proper shark film i ever watched was the shallows (which i like but my brain is still too small to comprehend what happened at the end (i mean i get it but i just can’t imagine it— idek if you’ve seen the film but skshhs)) and after watching it three times it does get a bit boring (but now whenever i see pictures or videos of big waves i’m just waiting for a shark to show up like come ON SKSJSG

^^^that pic/scene really traumatised me sksjsh but i still like the film

I only watched jaws like a few months ago, and i get that it’s a classic and also that it’s old and they just didn’t have the best.. equipment or special effects or whatever but i mean... look at meg and then look at jaws.... no disrespect to jaws at ALL but the meg is so much cooler. (That one scene on the boat where the shark just JUMPS OUT OF THE WATER AND SKSJSHHSUSJHA i get such a shock every time it’s so good (and the dog aww aksjshssli 🥺🥺🥰 and the boy with the ice cream lmao he’s iconic)

47 metres down, wow, i liked that film too. (i’ve only watched the original/first one i think) i mean that is such a fucking nightmare scenario like ALSJDHSNEMSKDJSHSJSKWBALSODUEWBSLDKHDJSNSKSKSHSGEBWKAISGSHEKEKSKLDJDJDHDHSHAGGA (that’s the best way i can express my feelings about that scenario lmao)

oh and i’ve recently been watching more horror films but i don’t know if they’re for me... I like the thrill and whatever but i just end up being scared for my life when i have to go to the bathroom at night or when i’m trying to sleep bc suddenly my mind is flooded with all the scary shit from the films 💀💀💀

and music i mean... you know those people who just don’t listen to music? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM???? i honestly like all genres especially in the last year, i am IN LOVE with Nicki Minaj + Megan andddd Stormzy and i like Harry Styles but i prefer his first solo album (and obviously one direction has bangers i have a throwback 1D session at least once a month), I also love MGK especially his new stuff and otherwise i mostly listen to german artists lmao. So who do you like?💖 (WHY DO I FEEL LIKE YOURE GONNA SAY SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT SKAHAGUS IF YOU LISTEN TO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT MUSIC DONT JUDGE ME AJSHDJS) (i know you’re not gonna judge me but)

++ @ the thing you said about writing, don’t worry, i don’t feel pressured at all!!! (not by you and not by anybody else.. except myself sometimes lol) and i’m just very happy that you liked my fics 🥰🥰🥰 and if i start telling people that i’m writing a fic then sometimes it puts a bit of (healthy) pressure on me. like yes sometimes it really is writer’s block, but sometimes i really am just lazy ddkshhd so now that i’ve told you i’m writing a fic i might get my ass up quicker than i would if i hadn’t told anyone 😌😌😌

[doggogirl]

...I wish you every strength and success in uni (you're probs almost there!!!), relationships, work, home, and life :) You're never forgotten, deserve recognition of any and all achievements of any magnitude (most importantly from yourself!) and have and always will have belief and support from this old, long lost, very tired 3am friend! (Yes this is real random, but fuck it XD)

Aw thank you so much 3am friend not gonna lie this made me cry a little :’) This means a lot to me, you’ve always been such a genuine and kind person it’s comforting to know that hasn’t changed either. It’s been a rough year for everyone but I’m doing okay and still up late on tumblr most nights hahhah. I sometimes think of you and wonder how you’re going, I’m glad you messaged! I will always be rooting for you too and I wish you the best for yourself and in life :)

[shysimblr]

This is very random but I was just looking at a bunch if Shawn mendes videos and listening to his music. He just makes my heart melt like omg he's so cute. He kind of reminds me of Nate which makes sense why I think Nate is super cute! Do you think in your next male sim dump, you could make a sim inspired by Shawn Mendes. I just he's so cute, I can't deal!

Hahhah yeah Shawn Mendes has a beautful voice and he is a cutie!! I’m glad you think Nates cute… me too ;) and I can try and do a sim inspired by him i don’t want to disappoint though so i hope i can do him justice! LOL

[thewillowtree3]

<33 these things always make me smile :D

Thanks @avatarfan139 ! :)

Nicknames: Paul (a LOTTT of my friends called me that from 4thgrade- to around middle school- only a select few call me that now (like, less than 5 LOL).

Pauléon, P, bean, turd, gay poop..., P-drizzle (that’s my rapper’s name :P)

Zodiac Sign ;D: Sagittarius!! We’re fucking crazy, apparently LMFAO (crazy as in fiery and energetic :P)

Height: a VERY tall 5”5’ >.>>>

(Did i do that right? LOOOL)

Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw motherfucker 😫👌🏼👌🏼🙌🏼 (I am very intelligent :D)

Last thing I googled: Study abroad opportunities for Ireland :3, but also, NICKI MINAJ WAS SUGILITE ON STEVEN UNIVERSE!!! :O

Favorite Musicians: I listen to 10,000 different songs a day, so uhh...Shawn Mendes, Ariana Grande, Niki, Hayley Kiyolo, Khalid, Daniel Caesar, H.E.R., One Direction (HAHHAH), Bruno Mars...oh ED SHEERAN HE CAME OUT WITH A NEW ALBUM ;D

Last movie I saw: Spider-Man: Far From Home- it was BOMBBBB :3

Song stuck in my head: the last one was ‘say my name’ by Niki (she’s an Indonesian artist! :) )

Following now: Korrasami for LIFEEEE, Tom Holland, gay shit, uhh...the patriot act by Hasan Minhaj on Netflix lol

Following: 1,289? Which is FUCKINGGG AMAZING LOOOL XD

Dream job: Honestly? To kinda just be fucking happy creating, meeting new people, traveling, and doing new things. So...travel blogger/writer, photographer, writer, actor, but...something that I put my heart and passion into and impacts an entire community positively :)

Do I get asks? I used to get more, but ever since I’ve been on Tumblr less, not quite much! :P

Amount of sleep: 6.5 hrs, but honestly, I knock out without even meaning to HAHA

Lucky Number: 3! That’s my birthday, Dec 3 :3

What I’m wearing: a Voldemort T-shirt from one of my high school’s productions, and grey palm-tree patterned shorts lol. It’s 11:28 PM where I am AND I NEEDA SLEEP LOL

Dream trip: Ireland. Or anywhere in the fucking world. I think I’m learning that...it’s not really where I go, it’s who I’m with.

Favorite food: ANYTHING. I WILL EAT ANYTHINGGGG except bittermelon and horseradish :P

Instruments: nothing LOOL, I am musically untrained! I’d LOVE to play guitar to serenade someone :)

Languages: English, Vietnamese (learned ever since I was young! I am Vietnamese lol (I forget that sometimes somehow :P), and a tiny bit of Japanese (I took a Japanese class last semester...that I got a C- in ROFL)

Favorite songs: uhhhh Shawn Mendes’s ‘If I Can’t Have You’, and Ed Sheeran’s ‘I Don’t Want Your Money’ (SERIOUSLY LISTEN TO THIS Y’ALL!!! IT’S FROM HIS NEW ALBUM AND ITS A COLLAB WITH H.E.R. :D)

Random fact: this is weird, but...I’ve been thinking about this for the last couple days, that if someone in an interview asked me to share smt random, this is what I’d share HAHA.

For some reason, my pants slip down a lot. They’re not too big for me, they’re just...IDK, my phone and everything else weighs heavy LOL. I have to pull them up a lot, so whenever I run, I have like one hand on my head trying to hold my hat, and another trying to keep my pants up LOL

I tag... @threehoursfromtroy @zelegendarydork @tiny-firefox @perishingshards @picmonster50 @slowdissolve @trans-sister-radi0 @valiantalpacapeach @ryeceps @beahealthybee @peerie-lifter @disastergradstudent :), feel free to do it!!

Good night Korrasami fam!!! :D

22 Questions!

I was tagged by @caramelcosmiclatte THANKS BISH. AGAIN SORRY THIS TOOK SO FUCKING LONG

Rules: simply answer the following 22 q’s and then tag 22 (or however many) people you’d love to get to know more!

Nickname/s: Taybae (friends and family), babe/sweetie/sweetheart/dumpling/love/muffin/dumbass (Morgan)

Zodiac Sign: Pisces

Height: 5′7″

Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff

Last thing I googled: sectional sofas (yup, im a real adult now)

Favorite musician/s: Halsey, Khalid, Red, Post Malone, Panic! At The Disco, Michael Buble, Miki Ratsula, Hayley Kiyoko, Sleeping At Last, Maroon 5, Coldplay, One Republic (yes, I have a lot, DONT JUDGE ME)

Last movie I saw: the beginning of The Lego Movie: Part 2 on the plane lol

Song stuck in my head: changes throughout the day but Sucker by the Jonas Brothers, Nightmare by Halsey, Sweet but Psycho by Ava Max, and the Scarn dance song from Michael Scott’s movie Threat Level Midnight on the Office lmao

Following now: b99, stranger things, star wars, queer eye, all of the gay stuff

Following: 799

Do I get asks: eh, not many

Amount of sleep: 6-7 hours but honestly i need like 9

Lucky number: 13 (ironically)

What I’m wearing: jeans and a tshirt lol

Dream job: realistically? web/app designer who also does photography or videography on the side. an actual dream? owning an animal sanctuary (aka giving animals good homes with me or others, designing and maintaining a website and app for it, and having tons of animals to love and take care of with Morgan)

Dream trip: hmmm this is super hard because I have SO many places I want to go with Morgan… I really want to go to Hawaii, Italy, Greece, Japan, Spain, and Ireland :D

Favorite food: tacos and pasta <333

Instruments: i used to take piano and guitar lessons, but ive basically forgotten it all by now :(

Languages: English and a bby amount of Spanish and sign language, but hopefully many more in the future :)

Favorite song/s: THIS IS TOO HARD WTF (but at the moment it’s falling like the stars by james arthur)

Random fact: I don’t like ranch. that shit’s nasty, sorry not sorry

Aesthetic: cuddly and cozy, but still modern and s m o o t h

I tag anyone who wants to do this, but specifically @rachelclint @thewillowtree3 @yarivaltean @pawdoc3 @tess-da28 @kuviraesthetic

[sexatoxbridge]

seeing the gif where Harry called Louis a wanker, at first i was very concern because it's rare to see Harry looking irritated at someone much less Louis. i remembered being really worried about Larry then, but after sometime i realize couples fight too, they argue and they make up and remind myself to chill... hahhah... btw, always love your post...

The opposite of love isn’t hate, it’s apathy. If it had seemed like Harry didn’t give one flying fuck about Louis then I would be far more concerned than one random “wanker” which may or may not have even been about him. This is literally a one second snapshot without any context, so it’s really impossible to sit here and be like, “Okay...so, here’s what I think is happening...” because then I’d have to reach up into the sky and just grab the first thing I could.

Everything you see is intentionally put in front of you to see. Which is why we get one second of Harry maybe looking a bit annoyed with Louis and barely any interaction until it comes to promo season and you get to see things like 

Because it isn’t part of some kind of DVD or special put out by Syco. 

If you take the more candid interactions, like in interviews, and compare them to whatever is written about them in The Sun or put out in things like the WWA concert DVD then it’s clear that there’s a disconnect between how they’re trying to portray Louis and Harry and how their relationship is. 

[terrapaxmovement-blog]

Pantheism

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You both like philosophy.

Stranger: Hasta La Vista

You: What is your opinion on Boredom?

Stranger: I think it's bad, but it's pretty low down on the scale of bad things.

You: Why do we feel boredom?

You: especially when there is always so much to do

Stranger: My mother always says, 'A bored person is a boring person'.

Stranger: Which is kinda ironic if you think about it.

You: I think your mother is a sensible woman

You: I think we also feel bored because we are almost always overly stimulated

You: No more room for our imaginations to breathe and explore

Stranger: I agree. I blame TV ande computers.

Stranger: When I was a kinder I played with spoons and pencils.

You: Always, we are pushed to do things, look at things, distractions

Stranger: Short attention-spans.

You: a kinder hahaa are you german?

Stranger: No I just felt like adopting that word.

You: I admire your linguistic diversity. What do you think the purpose of language is?

Stranger: To communicate ideas.

You: Can we ever really do that though?

You: Is the idea I have the same for you when I paint it with words?

Stranger: I dunno, if I say 'there are three elephants in the next valley', and you have some picture involving elephants and three of them, I think I got what I needed.

You: I suppose in an evolutionary way, but isn't language more than that? I'm reading a book on the evolution of the homo sapiens and it discusses how language is much more meaningful

You: Other animals have language too then

Stranger: Grunts and ooks.

You: A dolphin can communicate an idea as well as we can, what makes our language different?

Stranger: We can probably communicate more complicated ideas.

Stranger: I've never seen a dolphin in a calculus class.

You: hahhah touché

You: Calculus is funny

You: Do you think mathematics are inherently part of the UniverseÉ

You: ?

Stranger: Oh that's a question of Platonis

Stranger: *platonism

You: Indeed. Pythagoreans seemed to think that mathematics were the independent substrate of reality.

You: So, did we invent mathematics or discover them?

You: And what does that say about the universe we live in?

Stranger: That's an interesting question.

Stranger: I guess I could say 'did we invent temperature?'

Stranger: The concept and its interrelations are always there, surely

Stranger: But it wasn't called 'celsius' and measured in degrees

Stranger: It just was

Stranger: *fahrenheit for the Americans

You: Yes I see your point. But what about mathematical constants that we use in this constructed language of measurements?

You: What would life be like if Plank's constant was different?

You: If Avogadro's number was off by 1 or 2

You: Would life have evolved differently, if at all?

Stranger: Some people say so; they believe everything has to be finely tuned for the universe to enjoy life, mankind and Oprah

Stranger: (the next evolution of mankind)

You: hahahah you have a dry wit about you that I can't help but smile at, friend.

You: I often wonder if I am the only one who wonders these things. It appears I am not.

You: I am very uncomfortable in the world we live in, and I'm not sure why. All of it seems so very alien at times.

Stranger: The natural world, or the man-made world?

You: Civilization

You: I enjoy taking retreats into Nature

You: I feel more at peace with things, less worried about everything

You: Knowing I am in good hands

Stranger: Yes, you're definitely not alone in that. It's the reason city-slickers long for countryside holidays.

You: Isn't it funny how we long for the every day interaction of the city life, but sometimes feel equally compelled to simply leave it all behind? Humans are strange and paradoxical creatures

You: We are never comfortable and always need just that little something more

You: We long for that which we cannot have

Stranger: It's almost poetically tragic. The poor and aspirant dream of wealth, and zealously work the accrue it. The rich find their treasures empty and unfulfilling, and eye the integrity and homeliness of simple life.

Stranger: *to accrue

You: I won't ask you what humans want, but I would like to know what you, as a human being (presumably) want/

You: What do you want to experience?

Stranger: I'm a complex mish-mash of base desires and intellectual hopes mixing together.

Stranger: On some levels, I want to be rich, famous and desired.

Stranger: On others, I want to know everything and study the mysteries of life.

Stranger: And on another, I just want to be a better person.

You: I couldn't have said it better myself

You: It's amazing how despite all our disparities, our distinctions seem to be bridges rather than barriers

Stranger: A community is a union of unlikes.

You: Do you think it is possible that we are all fundamentally the same consciousness?

You: That we are that which has been created?

You: first we wanted to make, then we wanted to experience what we had made?

Stranger: That's some crazy talk. I definitely think (most) people have many points of common interest, similar ways of viewing the world (this is why jokes and books work), and such in common.

Stranger: Perhaps this is the result of us all having basically the same DNA.

Stranger: Compared to a potato, anyway.

Stranger: On the other hand, we are individuals. When I talk to someone with a radically different political or philosophical worldview to my own, I come up against how two people can take the same thing and go in very different directions with it.

You: But isn't the multiplicity of perspectives the purpose of life? To learn and to have fun in any and every way imaginable? Do distinctions take away from the tangential experiences all of us as a collective would have wanted to experience life?

You: We are not all the same, what I am suggesting is that we all receive our conscious logos from the same place

You: For example, what would you do if you were a God?

You: Would you only want to create worlds and watch them from the outside?

You: Or would you want to partake in the life you have sprung from your hands, take all of its different twists and turns and feel surprised because you don't know where it will take you

Stranger: I think you're a closet pantheist.

Stranger: It's OK - it's 2018.

You: I'm not in the closet, I am an open pantheist

You: I'm merely sharing my world view with you

You: But my views are much more complex than that

You: Unfortunately I have to make it to a class on the other side of campus

You: It has been quite a pleasure, stranger

Stranger: It's a been a rare and genuine delight. I wish you all the good things in life.

You: To you as well, conversations like this are what keep me from ending it all

You: Much love

Stranger: Adios, muchacho.

You have disconnected.