#very long post...longer than i thought itd be rip

[wildandmoody]

(long-ish addition probably)

Ok so, this wasn't quite the beginning but the first part of it that I remember is that, it was nighttime and I was filming a football game that was going on in the distance that I was able to see down onto because I was I was in a high-up room with glass windows. I wasn't sure what I was thinking, but I assume this was considered my home, and alot of people cared about the game so I filmed some of it and posted it to Snapchat. Fade to black.

I wake up (in the dream) on the side of a soft couch, behind an island kitchenette in the hallway of an apartment building or some sort of fancy dormitory. I get up, confused. I don't understand how I got here. I have a suitcase, and I'm wearing a striped t-shirt and cargo shorts (as I often do). I sit up and my head feels swimmy, like I'm just on the tail end of being drunk/drugged. So it sit there for a while studying the place. Very modern, and overall slate grey in color. The walls are grey wooden tiled, and the floors are smooth and cold. Some polished wood supports compliment the grey. It's very modern. To the left of me, the large door opens and people that I recognise from highschool walk past me and go to their rooms, some glancing and trying to smile at me. I look down and ignore them (as I often did). Then I hear a very familiar voice, it's a friend from highschool that I won't name here. He says it's been a while and wants to know how my trip was, (I tell him I can't remember anything past an hour ago) and if I'm glad to have my own home in here. Confused, I simply comply and say yes, then ask where the shower is (it's a separate stalled shower in a diff. hallway). He points me to it, I go in and see it's fully occupied so I ask him to point me to my own place. He says it down the opposite hall. He says "you'll like it" or something like that. At this point I notice that the rooms are labeled with last names facing outward.

While I'm walking I bump into a friend who I'm closer with, we hug and say hello and we're happy to see each other. We talk for a little while, and another person starts talking to us. The third person (still based on someone I used to know) says she wants to know my reaction to my place after i come back out. So I unlock the door and go in. It's wonderful. Very modern, and grey, white and blue in color. The entrance is a wide open space, with a kitchen on one side and a bedroom towards the back of the other. 'Never thought I'd have my own place in Manhattan, and this big!' I thought. 'how on Earth are we affording this?' Near the front, there's an aquarium on either side of the door with all sort of sleek, silver fish. But in one tank, I notice three rays, all with a wing broken/ripped off to varying degrees. I step outside and tell her abt it ad ask her why the hell they're in there. She nonchalantly acknowledges it ("they do look like they're on their way out"). Furious, Im internally yelling at her but calmly ask her to have them removed and properly rehabilitated later. She agrees and leaves. I go into my bedroom, change into just a towel so I can shower, but then I panic cause I think I've forgotten a bag in the lobby(??? I don't really remember this part)) so I run out and grab my old friend who I was talking to before I went in. She gladly says she'll tell me a faster way there. "If u go through this exit right here, there's a way into a lobby that's actually not all the way at the bottom floor. That way you can come back and have your shower really fast!" She says with a laugh. So I followed her instructions noticing that the label to her room is down a hallway adjacent to mine. I leave through a door, a hallway and a big beige door and into what looks like a mall/casino. "Oh shit" I think to myself as I walk around fumbling to properly tie this towel that keeps moving around (the dark blue towel is silky and smooth which isn't a good combination when you have a big chest).

I go to the lobby that was indeed on the same floor but still a few ways away, and two security men I walk past are eyeing me w/ suspicion bc I'm just walking around in a damn towel. I ask the clerk there if she'd seen a brown bag with my name on it. She says no but she can ask the other clerks and get back to me in an hour or two. I thank her and walk back in the direction of the exit I came from. I walk and walk and walk but I can't find it. So I turn around and walk back, I pass even the floors lobby with the same clerk watching me. But no exit. I walk up and down the mall floor three times, each time a little farther and it looking a little different each time. I can't find the exit. At this point I'm far more concerned with the fact that Im lost than with the security concerned with the fact that I keep fumbling with this towel.

After a third walk, I'm tired and I ask a female security guard for help. I point to the sign above her, 27F:A-O (meaning our last names) and ask where's the fastest exit to get there, as I only came to look for a bag. She points me in the same direction of where I came from and tells me how far to walk so I do just that. But no exit. I pass all kinds of ppl, from gamblers to impersonators and most of them watch me go by. I'm exhausted from walking and worrying and having to stop in a corner to readjust my towel, so I walk all the way down, farther than before, past an opening that goes many floors down guarded by a guardrail. I stop and look down and keep walking.

I approach what appears to be a big row of doors that must be an different exit, although no one is coming in or out. Near there I stop and see one more woman standing in front of a shelf of floors and names. Desperate, I ask her to find 27F and my last name. "27. That IS the floor I'm on, right? Cause I came out an exit right on 27 and I can't find it for the life of me and I'm so tired from walking up and down this damn place. Please, help me!" My voice is quivery cause I'm tired and I'm still swimmy, not 100% there. She says she'll look for my name. While she went thru the shelf, I stoop in a corner and fumble with the towel as I'm spilling out of it. I tie it and untie it and tie it as tightly as I can. She says she found my last night but there's multiples so she wants me to confirm. I go to her side (I'm closer to the row of doors) and look. She's flipping thru keycards with pictures and names of people on them. One keycard with my last name was an old one belonging to my sister. 'she must've stayed here once.' but then I see one with a name almost identical to mine. "That's...well, just about my name. It has my room number, too. There must have been a mistake," I say. I look closer at it before feeling a presence suddenly right behind me.

I turn around and it's the same woman from the card that has my room number and nearly-name on it. Pale skin, faint, beige hair and glass-colored emotionless eyes. "Who are you?" I say. Before I can say anything else she grabs my leg and I fall to the floor, and she grabs a hold of the guardrail at the opening of the long drop. She's doing exactly what I think she doing. I grab onto a carpet attached to the floor and hold on for dear life. I yell and roar and grunt and yell. It's taking every bit of my strength to stay on the ground and keep her from throwing me over the guardrail to my death. "Hey! HEEEEY!" I yell. No one is helping. No one is coming. It feels like its just the three of us, me the woman and the clerk with the keycards, in the whole building. I look up at the woman. "What the fuck do you think you're doing?! Stop it!!!!" I snap at her. She simply replies, "don't you want to see the greatest thing in the world?"(or something like that). I look up at the clerk. "Call for security!! Why aren't you helping me???" I cry. But she looks down at me with the same glass-colored eyes with her mouth shut. In my distraction the carpet starts ripping and closer and closer to the opening the woman seems to pull me, until it almost feels like my life has reached it's end. "AAAUUUGHHHH" I scream one last time before waking up in a panic and a daze.

Well, that was the first dream I've had in months and the first nightmare in years. I don't even remember the last time I nearly died in a dream. Anyways, like I said I'm a little paranoid again so. I'll be staying away from certain places for a while. And sorry that turned out a lot longer than I hoped, but whenever I do dream they are always quite vivid.

Just woke up from a nightmare that ended in some woman I’ve never met before trying to throw me off of the side of a guardrail in a very high-up mall area while I was wearing nothing but a towel.

I dont know if it’s a call for me to either be more wary or stop sleeping naked, but either way my. fear of guardrails of high-up places (well, being thrown over them and dying very painfully) has come back after years of trying to suppress it so. I will be trying to avoid high places for a while now.

I’ll be back to post the synopsis (or what I remember of it) when Ive got clothes on and something in my stomach.

[dysfunctionaltrolls]

i feel bad for making this but i feel like i have to

baby’s first call out post

anyway,, i have some things id like to say. i have proof of all of this and it will all be under the cut. this is gonna be really long and im really sorry but its going to be the whole story so stick with me

content warning: being weird towards minors, general nsfw elements, general creepiness, weed (mentions of being high).

everyone involved except for myself and, obviously, them, will have their names blocked out for privacy reasons.

thank you for reading this in advance, i just really need to get this out.

the blog in question is @ask-crappy-fantrolls

in advance

please do not send this person hate. please. i dont care whos wrong or right, hate anons arent necessary.

lets get down to business

point one of ??: ships

im going to say right off the bat, i agreed to some of these. some of these i liked. a lot i agreed to because i was afraid to say no because i didnt want to upset them. some were forced on me. some were made without my knowledge. i will not go into specifics on which ships belong in which categories unless its necessary because this post would be extremely long, but please keep this in mind if you see me reacting positively in screenshots.

this screenshot shows me trying to break off all of our ships the first time. i say right down there at the bottom that i want all of them gone. i thought i was being pretty clear.

one of my trolls (kaivin) has a moirail to whom he is extremely attached. this isnt a secret. he is so attached, in fact, that the two share most quads. so anyone kaivin would get into a relationship with, his moirail would as well. ive posted about this many times and i believe its on his bio but dont quote me on that.

this is me trying to cut the ship off again. i really hate being mean and hurting peoples feelings so i was trying stay polite and let them know gently that hey, i dont want this. keep in mind, this took place after me attempting to cut all of our ships off.

i could put more here but im tired and itd make the post longer than it needs to be. bottom line, i got messaged about ships a lot even though i had cut them all off and literally started shipping with other people by that point. it wasnt a secret, i was posting about new ships.

small tidbit thats very nsfw: one of our ships that we had was purely for their kink, apparently.

for context: axel is my human disguised as a troll who lives on alternia.

literally if you look at cimefas bio, his whole character is just that hes kinky. thats it.

point two of ??: infantalizing me

if you dont know already; hi im joey, im 19, and im a trans man. i am an adult. a grown ass man, if you will. i do not tolerate being spoken to like a dog or a child.

with that being said, here i am being spoken to like someone would a dog or a child:

oh also theres the time they sent me an ask calling me a lesbian HDSFJKSDHF

heres that

i know it was them because they messaged me the same day, claiming not to have known, but we’d already been talking for months and i never went by she/her while having this blog. he/him is all over my blog.

anyway heres a tidbit thats not big enough for its own point but needs to be said: the flirting.

^i just wanted to show them my new shirt :/

anyway next

point three of ??: being weird with minors

okay this bit is very gross but stay with me

right there, no minors. clearly stated. thats fine! thats whatever!! heres what i have the issue with. theyre currently waiting for a few of my friends who are minors to turn 18. no, this is not a speculation. they stated this.

i am keeping minors names blocked out, they dont need to be involved in this.

(quad blocked out so the minor cant be pinpointed)

(different minor, quad blocked again)

(the minor in question is the one from the first two screenshots about “waiting for them to turn 18″)

for context, this was after i reblogged a post about people waiting for minors to turn 18 being gross. yes it was a vague, no i do not care. i didnt say anything to them, they came to me about this unprompted and on their own accord. if the shoe fits, i suppose.

point four of ??: copying

theres been a few instances of this, but heres the main one

i run a cool blog over at @broadcastappear​. i got with a friend of mine and they made theirs one day, i made mine the next. of course, i was excited about this! i wanted to tell everyone about my cool new blog, so i started messaging people! them included!

before i get into the screenshots, here is the premise of both of our broadcast blogs:

slightly odd radio host trolls who talk to each other over the radio waves. my friends troll for their blog is crazy and stuck in the desert, mine is slightly less crazy and stuck in an apartment. shenanigans and extremely cryptic flirting ensue.

so i messaged them with a link to my blog after i made it.

take a closer look at that time stamp! 

keep this in mind

i get sent a link

its a cryptic radio blog. same concept, formatting, plot, everything.

and would you look at that

same day. it was an hour later, actually.

they were confronted about this and denied that their blog had anything to do with ours, even though it was a clear rip off. their blog has since been deleted, i believe. 

anyway, in conclusion, i just really wanted this off my chest.

do with this information what you will. i dont care if i get hate for this, the people who know my situation know how badly this has been on me mentally. ive been archiving things in a server for months while ive been trying to cut them off and im just... fed up. i cant do it anymore. i feel gross. i am the main hub that this is circling around and no one can say thing about it but me. theres a lot more to this that im not adding, mostly because theres less proof but i still know it to be true.

im tired of adults being weird and nasty in this community. i know im an adult too but at least im not gross.

anyway, call out post over. rb or smthn i dont care.

[bubblegumdicc]

*no longer accepting these but thank u guys for all the asks, I loved the attention u3u (under a read more) ((also i completely forget this was saved in drafts and not posted whoops))

14. Who gave you your last kiss? Did it mean anything? Sorcha- “an ex, and no, I s’pose it does’t mean anythin now.” Thais- “a recent date, it was ok, not sure yet if I like them, but they seem cool so far.” 29. The most awkward moment during a sexual experience was when: i have to kick most of them to answer this. Oscar- “uhhh.. I’ve had a lot of awkward moments.. mostly when  uh.. i don’t cum, ya know? it.. bothers people a lot, makes em think I don’t like it or them.. I might’ve also accidentally bitten someones dick before, I just uh, got surprised was all, I didnt mean ta, but well, safe ta say he didn’t wanna talk ta me after that. tho that was a pretty common response..” every casanova has a ton of failures under their belt. literally lmao.

Ph- “I fucked a watermelon once.”

Sal-”i- o-oh dear.. I’d rather not go into detail, but lets just say I met someone with... a kink I didnt agree with and they just kinda.. surprised me with it.. im more careful who I sleep with now..”

Puppet- “awkward? ummmm.. I accidentally pissed once when master was fucking me, he got very upset and chained me up outside for a really long time.. I didn’t mean to, I swear! I just really had to go, and I tried telling him before but he didn’t listen.. I got a bladder infection from it and he took me to the doctor, in the old building with no door, to heal it.” this might be why puppet pisses in their sleep so often, their bladder might be a little fucked up from bad healing.(i mean, its small too, but they don’t often register when they have to piss til its too late)

22. List your kinks.(they already answered this, tho they didnt really answer in a serious fashion, but eh. some have f-lists) 21. Can/Have you ever squirted before? (for who it applies to im assuming u mean who HAS done it? bcuz most of them can shift genitals either way) arzu, sal, and oxana have i guess 34. How big is too big? Oscar- “uhh.. I dunno, I’ve never much cared for big.. I mean, not that I can’t take it, I uh, would just rather not.. I don’t exactly measure people so I’m not sure on exact size, but I’ve taken some pretty massive dick before. I dunno how Monty likes mine, ‘cause it was just painful and unpleasant..” he grimaces slightly at the memory. pretty much, oscar doesn’t wanna take anything around his own dick size, what a hypocrite. maybe ill shove a giant horse dildo in him just for funsies, make him suffer Ph- they raise a brow “all. stay away from my ass or i’ll rip your teeth out one by one.” Sal-”Oh uhh.. I-I’m not sure.. I suppose I wouldn’t really want to try taking those really big ones.. or um.. I don’t know..” he blushes and looks away, they’d prob be willing to try to take em as big as they get, tho I doubt they could handle too much. actually, if they seen the stan trex XL up close they would prob immediately be like ‘nope’. Puppet- “I can take a lot! My masters trained me to, though it did hurt sometimes.” theres a strong possibility they could take bigger than oscar. who knows.  Arzu- she winks “I’ll let ya know when I find out.” size queen over here will try to take anything, but prob hasnt taken anything more than 7-8 inches? for now anyways

7.  Who do you fantasize about when you’re alone? Oscar- “heh well uh, considerin my sexuality, it’s hard for me to get off to people in general a lot of the time, mostly its based on feelings, but uh, Monty has a tendency to pop into my head a lot of the time.” Sal-”oh jeez.. I suppose I think about um.. well, not really specific people in general, just uh.. types(he means like werewolves, the fuckin furry) and since I’ve started dating Leo.. well um.. him too.” they look down with an embarrassed smile. Ph- they shrug “whoevers on my mind. sometimes it’ll be strangers i’ve passed by.”  Puppet- i dont think i’ve had puppet jack off alone yet since theyve been with tony and they avoided it before bcuz theyd get in trouble, so i suppose they cant answer this. i think they just focus on the feeling instead of an actual person/face, tho im sure theyd prob think about tony sometimes since theyre getting attached to him. 46. Spanking: turn on or turn off? Oscar- he considers this, raising a brow in thought “uhhh.. i guess turn on? or.. kinda. i dont really like hurting others, so itd have to be only with someone who begs to get spanked, as long as theyre enjoyin it, its hot. oh and i guess i dont mind getting spanked, it can be good.” Sal-”turn on.” Ph- “if its me doing the spanking, turn on.” Puppet- they toy with their shirt, thinking “umm.. I don’t know.”  24. What was your first kinky sexual experience? Oscar-”kinky? so somethin ‘out of the ordinary’? hm, I think I was a teen still, I uh, well, they were bleedin- so ya know, yeah..” he ate a bloody puss if its not clear enough. Sal-”I um, I had a girlfriend in highschool who was into.. ‘discipline’ and um- face slapping, s-so that..” Ph and puppet are exempt from this question since they were very young when it happened and i dont really wanna think about it. 31. Whats the fastest way to make you horny? Oscar-he shrugs “depends on my mood, but I guess maybe uh, touching themself through their clothes and begging me to touch them?” Sal- sal wouldnt answer this but, grabbing them from behind, rubbing their crotch and breathing/growling against their neck is a sure fire way, along with possible dirty talk. Ph-”punch me.” *note: outcome has 50/50 chance of horny or pissed off. or both. Puppet- “I like it when they say things to me quietly. a-and um like, when they arent really trying to touch me?” they mean for instance, asking them if they want to sit in your lap, lightly petting them and avoiding their crotch, pretty much just teasing. theyre used to fast and being used for someone elses pleasure, so anything with the focus on theirs is a good go-to.

[isaacathom]

would the northern continent also use bc and ac? i guess? cause the event was still a big deal. might they also mark for the whole Atlantis Thing? or do they simply cycle through Ages, with two ending prematurely because of the Atlantis and Collision things, and thus two of them went on for longer.

the latter could actually be interesting because even though the yulemto now use BC/AC like the rest of abravost, they DO know what Age it was when they left, which helps for when Yulemto sailors end up making it back home and can go ‘uhhh we left in X Age’ to reaaaally contextualise how GODDAMN LONG its been. ESPECIALLY since the yulemto myth severely muddies the post-Atlantis dates. because they say that they were on the sea for multiple years, while in teality it was probably like, a single year tops. probably less. hold on i need to think of a time and space parallel. wait i have the example i want i KNOW what it is i just need the details. uh,,, like 3 months? that was the length of time for the first fleet between portmouth and rio de janiero and i feel like thats a ROUGHLY equivalent distance, all things considered? possibly tack an extra month onto that to account for shenanigans and the incredibly important fact that they werent travelling on big ships. actually.... yea no itd be way more than 3 months for that journey. wheres fucking columbus, thw bastard.

hmmm....... HMMMMMMMMM. fuck.if we’re saying that modern (300-400 AC) is at the apppproximate level of, was it the 1700s? thereabouts, we’ll say. we will say that the approximate non-magic tech level is cira the 1600s in 300 AC (im using the TPS Olhahna for this measure, since its a galleon built in the 320s which fits the similar bill, and since we’re specificlaly talking ships right now its a good marker)

so i guess the question is, when did the Atlantis Incident happen? how long ago? a marker for that is the Vosti Conquest, which was initiated in 602 BC and ended around 520, which is when they successfully got the last skarhans and yulemto to accept vosti rule. by this point in abravosti history, the yulemto are an established if minor presence, with only the northern Telziado having ANY interaction with them, and a handful of northern skarhans. now, the telziado are not seafarers, and they were almost certainly not the ones to ‘discover’ the yulemto, with the yulemto being the initiators of contact when they decided to sail south to see wtf was up. which gives them a lot of wriggle room. and while the telziado never really gained fluency in the yulemto language, they were at least able to communicate prior to the vosti conquest. so in between first contact between the yulemto and telziado there was probably around 100 years, but that the gap between first arrival and first LANDFALL could be as short as a couple of years or as long as another few centuries. it definitely was not immediate - they set themselves up in the archipelago for a while before sailing down, if for no other initial purpose than to repair their battered ships. maybe it was only like, 40 years. i think its better for Me and Math if its short.

so we’ll say that the first contact of the T and Y was circa 700 BC, and that the Y actually arrived in the region in the the 750s. which means that the atlantis incident occurred, relative to our modern scaling (where 300 AC = 1700 AD/CE), in aaaaaarrroooound 600 AD! which is later than i thought it would be when i started, very nice. 7th century ships, then. thereabouts. magic is funky for this stuff and tech is always kind of weird, and it isnt strictly necessary that i have Any Idea what the fuck is happening, i would just like to know.

yea no i have no idea. most f the info about ships of the era are about european and chinese boats, which were coastal, not like..... deeeeeeep fucking ocean, you feel me. not really a cross-atlantic or cross-indian thing, yknow. the polynesian outrigger canoe stuff is cool but i dont know how Fast they go. rip. we’ll just make an estimate.

theres also the fact that the specific group who sailed out into the open ocean while being pursued by the dragon where probably, in part, being defended by The Divinities, on account of the sailborne having next to nothing to do wit the calamity. hence them eing granted safe passage into Abravost by its guardian dragon, on order from Justice (but also the dragon going ‘yea hundred percent i mean Fuck dude’). the point of this fact being that even if their ships were not strictly designed to be good for open ocean travel (theres no way in fuck that they were) they were being protected to an extent. to an EXTENT. ships still sank.

so. hmm. idk. 6 months? theyre pretty much sailing to the entire other side of the world, that should take time!especially since theyre almost certainly going to hit the doldrums because there were no coastal winds to take advantage of. its rough. it doesnt reaaaallly matter fot the specifics, since the only date that really matters re: the yulemto is when they left,, since its important for the whole ~age of a fucking dragon~ thing. whild.