#very boring day and then very LONG rehearsal skskdkfnskfna
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I amb. going to bed.
#very boring day and then very LONG rehearsal skskdkfnskfna#made some mildly poor choices in that I was kinda... verbally wishy washy on my beliefs#like I agreed with/said some stuff bc I was Nervous and didn't want to be Disliked and now I'm thinking#and praying on how to do better. I'm gaining confidence so I hope that gets easier like I said before#finally got to a point where I can look the theatre boy in the eye wthout feeling weird though so that's good#and I have one of my scripts totally memorized (enough that I was helping the other girls with theirs) and the other one#I need to familiarize myself with over the weekend. anyway. prayers appreciated for me to be sturdier in my beliefs#even if that just means Not Talking and opening myself up to humiliation/whatever else skskskdjskfnak#Lu rambles
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