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@roquenxnar
~ The trip to the Temple of Mythal had been...enlightening to say the least. They had stopped Corypheus from gaining another source of power, however, destroying the Well of Sorrows in the process. What that meant for the Inquisitor, whom had volunteered to absorb its knowledge, Solas couldn't say -- but it was nothing good. Most importantly, he had discovered that more of his people still lived. The majority of the Sentinels had decided to remain in the temple; however, one had requested to join the Inquisition -- Myndilon. ~
~ While the majority of Skyhold had retired for the evening, Myndilon was still sorting through the few possessions he had brought from the temple. ~
~ " An'daran Atish'an, " Solas greeted with a polite bow. " The Inquisitor instructed that I show you to your quarters. I am called Solas -- we met briefly in the temple. " He glanced behind him -- the hall was completely deserted. ~
~ "...I was also hoping that we could speak privately on more...sensitive matters, " Solas continued in their native tongue. " It is a pleasure to speak with a fellow Elvhen...I am certain you have devised so already, but only a handful of us remain... ". ~
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~ " I understand the feeling; though for me, it is paint. Fresco pigment is difficult to wash out of clothing, unfortunately... ". ~
"I am forever covered in glitter."
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sketches for illustrations for a matter of love
aka the moment where solas drops an even worse bombshell on saar than he does in canon trespasser
#inquisitor x solas#fanart#dragon age#art tag#solas#dragon age inquisition#da:i#soul names verse#soladaar#the problem when you write stories and also draw and also bookbind suddenly EVERYTHING hinges on your ability to finish the first two thing#i have Such a banger plan for how to cover/decorate that book! the typeset's pm done!#but i went and decided i wanted *illustrations*#(and i do! i love them; there's so many moments in that fic i wanna draw)
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I don't think it's going to happen, like we'll be lucky to get one flirtatious line, but I am going to sit on the side of the street with my little 'let rook fuck solas' sign in the pouring rain and you guys can hand me coins for my delusions
#solas#rook dragon age#rook x solas#t shirt that says if i didn't fuck him as Lavellan please let me do it as rook#i have many different inquisition verses and i just think solas deserves some additional emotional turbulence in all of them
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—bit morbid, isn't it?
#in which i remind myself he's versed in necromancy#always fun for drawing#my art#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dorian pavus#digital art#fanart
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~ Solas stood somberly behind Cole, watching as the boy tried in vain to save a wounded soldier; he had been dead long before they arrived. ~
~ " You cannot save everyone, Cole, " he replies, placing a hand on the spirit's shoulder. " You tried -- that is all anyone can ask. " Solas understood better than anyone the toll this world could take on spirits such as Cole; especially those as fragile as Compassion. ~
~ " Come -- let us return to camp. We shall ask the other soldiers to bury them. " ~
"there's nothing you can do." (for Cole, from @dreadwxlf !)
From Here
His shoulders sagged. He knew he couldn't save or help everyone he came across. Sometimes they didn't want it, for others it was too late. That didn't make it any easier.
Knowing when to stop was a skill, one he didn't know if he'd ever master. Did he want to?
Cole pulled his hands away from the soldier's wound, wiped them on his pants, and then reached out to close their eyes. They didn't get here in time.
A whole scouting party, wiped out in an ambush. How did they know they were coming? Did someone tell?
"I had to try," he murmured.
#~{hey!! new trailer has given me big solas muse haha}~#death tw#compassion incarnate ~ cole#inside the fade ~ rp#verse ~ inquisition#bushelofmuses
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@fatesown sent: “lucky for us, we’ve got a knack for miracles.” - from dhavihal
~ " That is one way of putting it, I suppose," Solas replied wryly. " Though I am I not certain we should place our trust in some grand, unknowable power. It will be our actions alone that will be responsible for closing the Breach. " His eyes travel to the swirling emerald mass of clouds above them: an ever present reminder of his mistakes. His hope now rested in this Dalish quickling, unknowingly wielding the power of the ancients. They would need a miracle indeed. ~
~ " ...Do you truly believe you were sent by Andraste, as the humans say? " ~
#~{hi!! I hope this is ok!}~#~{he's broody lol}~#inside the fade ~ rp#verse ~ inquisition#letters ~ ask#fatesown
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there we go, some quick sketches so there is something in my art folder for this month
#my art#oc: JS Antyllus#the equiv of me yelling into the void 'yes I am still alive'#no tags for Arcade into the void go the shitty sketches#in my defense - I wrote and over-formatted a 4000 word oc about doc the weekend before last for docs DA verse#and last weekend i devote all time to replaying Inquisition SO I mean I have been up to something#I ought to go through and do the same bullshit formatting for his fallout doc as well but I gotta wait till I go on a roll again#look - either I will work on something for hours and hours no break or nothing at all for days at a time
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~ The taller elf bows his head in a polite apology. ~
~ " My apologies; I did not mean to startle you." He leans upon his own staff, eyes unreadable as he studies Brenna. "I only wished to see how you fared. Dealing with the Breach, not to mention settling in Haven amongst strangers...It would be difficult for anyone to bear -- especially a fellow apostate. " ~
@dreadwxlf liked for a Brenna starter.
She’s startled by the shadow of another, clutching her staff as she rests a hand over her chest. He scared her!
“Sweet maker Solas! You scared me!”
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@avoiceofcompassion
A hum left Tahirah as she finished putting together a plate of freshly baked cookies - baked by herself, of course!
The plan? Hand them out to the others for the sake of morale and good cheer. Mainly the latter.
...She thought she heard someone approaching. She turned, looking around, didn't see anyone at first. Green eyes scanned her surroundings, expecting someone to appear.
"Hello...?"
#avoiceofcompassion#i hope you don't mind this random starter XD#muse: Tahirah Zakiyaa#Dragon Age: Inquisition (AU verse)
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Veilguard Prologue, Part 2: Aisling
Guess who finally finished the second of her pre-Veilguard prologue fics? It's Part 2: Solavellan Bugaloo, and by Bugaloo, I mean an emotional rollercoaster. Things need to get worse before they get better, but don't worry, guys; things will get better. I promise.
Also, my Inquisitor, Aisling, has a stutter. I based it on my own experiences with my (admittedly very mild) stutter and the research I did, but if anyone has any suggestions on how to improve or more accurately represent stuttering, please let me know.
If you prefer, this fic is also on AO3. Check it out!
Summary:
Solas's plans will soon come to fruition, but before he can be free of his debt owed to the People, he must ensure the safety of those he loves most. That is how he finds himself at the home of his heart, the former Inquisitor Aisling Lavellan and her (and his) children.
AKA Solas and Aisling have their first honest conversation in a decade. Like I said, it's a rollercoaster. Buckle up, folks.
Mentions of my Inquisitor's children Ren and Neria.
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Solas stood out on former Inquisitor Aisling Lavellan’s balcony, staring at the dazzling blue of the Rivaini coastline below. The Inquisitor and her family had moved to Rivain a year or two ago, ostensibly to be closer to Aisling’s older brother Arin, who was currently living with a certain Tevinter Magister, but also to get away from the ruins of their former home after the demon incident at Skyhold had nearly leveled the place.
Another one of Solas’s many, many failings.
However, Solas quite liked the new home Aisling had built for herself. It was a stone cottage that seemed to be built into the very cliffside it stood on, with stone steps leading directly to the beach and ocean below. Inside, it was homely, with plush carpets and furs, plants in the windows, and books scattered about the place. Momentos from Aisling’s time as the Inquisitor filled the various nooks and crannies, and nearly every wall had some example of art made by her children over the years.
Solas had wished he could have explored further and delved into the life Aisling had led the past decade. But he thought better of it, content to wait in her bedroom until she returned, as she had asked him to do.
Solas had informed Aisling of his arrival, of course. He had sought her out in the Fade and asked her permission to speak with her and see her. His plans were approaching fruition. In fact, they needed to be expedited if he was correct in his assumption on the strength of the Evunaris’s prison. He had taken the necessary precautions. Ran countless calculations to ensure the minimum amount of damage, but…
Solas’s thoughts were interrupted by the sound of a door opening and closing. Slowly, he turned around and, for the first time since the Qunari invasion, he saw her.
At thirty-four, former Inquisitor Aisling Lavellan looked much the same as she had the last time he had seen her, except, of course, for the prosthetic arm, a strange contraption of gears and lyrium that had the markings of a Dagna creation. Her hair was perhaps a bit longer, currently out of her usual braided updo and hanging in loose curls down her back. Her face, too, was perhaps a bit more worn, age and duty just barely beginning to etch fine lines onto her freckled skin. To Solas, however, she was just as beautiful now as she was when he first saw her in Haven all those years ago… a perfect creature in an imperfect world.
He and his kin had once claimed divinity, but before him was a true goddess. She with her soul that shone bright enough to pierce even the darkest parts of his ancient and wretched heart. His fire-haired lady, with her boundless compassion and endless curiosity. The top of her head just barely reached the bottom of Solas’s chin (perfect, he remembered, for tucking her close to him and breathing in the wool and amber scent of her hair), but still, Solas felt small underneath her gaze. He had to fight every instinct not to throw himself at her feet and declare himself her supplicant. To grovel and plead for her forgiveness for being the penitent sinner that he was.
He could not, however. Not while his people still suffered. Not while he still had to fix the mistakes of his past. A sinner he was indeed and there was penance still to be paid… the price of which was the loss of his heart.
He had only wished that he did not have to take her down with him.
Solas had hoped against hope that Aisling would forget him. That she would move on to someone else, someone younger and more worthy of her love. But as the years went on, she had only doubled down on her efforts to find him and bring him home to her. He had read the reports from his agents about how she would work herself to the point of exhaustion. Had listened to her desperate pleas and disparaging cries from the Fade.
He had wanted her so desperately to live, but instead, she was slowly killing herself, bit by bit. His plan to bring down the Veil would only be the final nail in her coffin.
Then, of course, there was Neria… And Ren.
Neria was, much like her mother, a complication he had not foreseen but, also like her mother, could not bring himself to regret. Solas had made so, so many mistakes in his life, but never would he consider Neria among them. Not when his heart swelled with pride as he read reports from his spies that mentioned her cleverness or nearly burst with love as he watched her from a distance while she played and explored the Fade with spirits of Joy and Curiosity.
Each night, Solas wanted desperately to reach out, to talk to her. To close the gap between himself and his daughter that he had unknowingly carved out nearly twelve years ago, and that only seemed to grow with each passing day.
He knew so little about his own child, and what details he did know were shallow things he knew only through his network of spies (and whatever Joy and Curiosity would share with him). He knew that she loved reading, but he did not know what her favorite books were. He knew she had inherited his sweet tooth, but he did not know which sweets she preferred. He knew that she had a love of animals, but which ones Solas could not say.
His child was practically a stranger to him as he was to her, and oh, did that make him want to weep.
Ren was similar, but different. Unlike Neria, Ren wasn’t Solas’s child by blood, but rather the child of Aisling’s late bond mate who had died before the little boy was even born. Though not related by blood, Solas still felt attached to him. Protective of him, even. He remembered fondly showing the then two-year-old how to build snowmen in Haven, or the shrieks of joy as Solas summoned wisps of light to play with him, or how the boy would toddle after him while he painted in the rotunda of Skyhold. Then, as he and Aisling grew closer, how he would help her put him to bed, telling him stories in Elvhen until the toddler drifted off into the Fade.
After Solas had left, he had felt his loss as keenly as he did Aisling’s and then, later, Neria’s. Regretted the pain he caused just as deeply. In the Fade, he watched as the boy grew into a kind, thoughtful young man, with a spirit much like his mother’s. Ren did not shy away from the denizens of the Fade (Curiosity was particularly attached to him and was often seen in his company if they weren’t entertaining Neria) but engaged with them as well. It was the same in the waking world, if Solas’s agents were to be believed. In their reports, which Solas had started to think were filled with such details for some ulterior motive, they would mention how mature Ren was for his age. How kind and thoughtful he could be.
Solas would have been proud to call him his son, if Ren and Aisling would have let him have that honor.
Yes, he had a duty to his people and a duty to every modern Elf in Thedas. Still, he could not deny that he had a duty to his children as well and, of course, their mother.
Which, Solas had to remind himself, was why he was here. To warn them.
That, and to see them one last time.
“Inquisitor.” He said, voice gruff. “You look… well.”
That was when he heard the growling. From behind Aisling leapt a large mabari, it’s coat a bluish silver hue in the evening light. The war hound put itself between Solas and the Inquisitor, fangs bared and growling warningly. Solas stood his ground, staring directly into the mabari’s eyes in challenge, his own figurative hackles raised. The mabari, to its credit, merely flinched but did not back down from what it now realized was no mere man.
“Sathan, Fenan,” Aisling said, grabbing the dog by its massive collar. It was so large she had to use both hands. “Atish dur!”
The mabari, Fenan, stopped growling at once, though he seemed reluctant to retreat entirely.
“Is ju teldin nuem,” she promised, rubbing the dog’s neck. Satisfied, the great beast trotted off, choosing to sit by the door where he continued to watch Solas like a hawk.
“I’m…” Aisling began, “I’m s-sorry. He isn’t n-n-no-normally like this…”
Solas noticed her stammer, which was usually worse when she was excited or tense. Or frightened. He hoped that it wasn’t the latter.
“When did you get a mabari?” Solas asked, desperately trying to keep his voice casual.
“He was a gift for Neria. Cullen’s mabari had puppies, and he let her and Ren p-pick one each.”
“A fine gift. I have heard that there is no better a companion than a mabari.”
“He and Neria are normally attached at the hip, but he wouldn’t leave my side this evening. He must have sensed s-something was off, and unlike Ren’s mabari, Fenan can be stubborn.
“…Ah.”
“Indeed.”
“Inq-“ he began but stopped himself. They were beyond titles now. “Aisling. Thank you for agreeing to meet with me.”
Aisling nodded curtly.
“P-p-pl-ple-“ she gave a frustrated sigh, shoulders slumping as her mouth refused to form the words. She tried again. “P-please sit,” she said, gesturing to one of the chairs in front of the fireplace before sitting down in the one opposite it. Solas sat down, perhaps a bit reluctantly. He felt a sudden onslaught of nervousness overcome him, being in her presence again after so long.
“You said that you needed to speak with me?” Aisling asked.
Solas took in a deep breath. Exhaled.
“I will be bringing down the Veil soon,” he said. The silence that followed nearly made him wince.
Solas watched as Aisling’s expression went from shocked to furious to exhausted in mere seconds before she turned and stared into the fire, face unreadable once more.
“Aisling, I-“
“When?” she asked, cutting him off.
Solas sighed.
“Less than a year,” he said, voice barely above a whisper.
Possibly sooner, he thought, if the Evunaris keep chipping away at their prison.
He could feel Aisling’s penetrating gaze on him now, but he could not bring himself to look her in the eye. When he finally worked up the courage to lift his head, he saw Aisling with her chin resting in her hand, her real hand, as she stared pensively into the fireplace.
They sat there in silence, the only noises being the sound of the waves being carried through the open window and the crackling of the fireplace before them.
“Neria will be turning twelve this year,” Aisling intoned, almost casually, before fixing Solas with a penetrating stare, “will… will she even live to see it? What about Ren?”
Solas felt as if the rug had been pulled out from underneath him.
“That is…” he swallowed hard. “That is why I wished to speak with you. I am doing my utmost to minimize the damage bringing down the Veil will cause,” he explained, his words tumbling out of him faster and faster as he went on. “And while I believe I am close to a solution that I believe will benefit the most amount of people in the long run-“
Aisling stared at him slack jawed and in disbelief. She looked at Solas as if he had sprouted a second head.
“-I cannot guarantee Ren or Neria’s safety, unless…
“…Unless what, Solas?” Aisling asked, the apprehension clear in her voice.
“…Unless the three of you go into hiding. I have a few locations, safe houses where I believe the three of you can wade out the worst of what is to come.”
The silence that followed then was nearly deafening. It was deadly quiet; no noise seemed to pierce through whatever spell befell the two of them, not the fire dancing in the fireplace or the waves outside of the window, or even the whining of the mabari still at Aisling’s door.
Aisling stood up from her chair, slowly, as if possessed.
“What?” she asked, her voice colder than ice. Her tone cut right to Solas’s core, and he winced. Aisling then began to pace erratically, back and forth in front of the fireplace like a caged animal.
“Aisling,” he pleaded as he watched her pace, “if you never believe another word I say, please believe this: I promise that I will do everything in my power to keep the three of you safe.”
Aisling stopped her pacing to swing around and face him.
“Everything, except stopping this madness!” She exclaimed, throwing her arms up in frustration.
“Do you think I take joy in this?” Solas snapped. “Do you think I want to bring destruction upon the people of this world?”
“So you c-claim, and yet you still continue with a plan to do just that!”
Solas wanted to scream. Why couldn’t Aisling see? Why couldn’t she understand?
“What I do,” he said through clenched teeth, “I do for the betterment of the People. By bringing down the Veil, the lives of Ren and Neria, and Elven children across Thedas would be improved!”
“YOU DON’T KNOW THAT, SOLAS!” Aisling yelled. “BY BRINGING DOWN THE VEIL YOU CAN JUST AS EASILY GET THEM KILLED!”
Something deep inside Solas, something that he kept carefully buried away for eons, snapped. He leaped from his chair as if burned.
“I HAVE ALREADY KILLED THEM!” he yelled back. “AS I HAVE ALREADY KILLED YOU AND EVERY OTHER ELF IN THEDAS!”
Solas’s ears began to ring, and his legs felt like jelly. Then they gave out completely, and he fell to his knees before the former Inquisitor.
“Do you not see?” He cried, pleadingly, silently begging her to understand. “By creating the Veil, I have already condemned you, condemned both of our children, to death. I have destroyed…”
Solas felt himself trail off, unable to finish his sentence as he struggled to breathe. He felt the guilt of thousands upon thousands of deaths wrap around his neck like a hangman’s noose. Elf or spirit- at this point it hardly mattered. He could feel the weight of all the races of Thedas, every living soul that ever was and would ever be, as they cried out for justice. He could feel their spectral hands grab at the noose around his neck and pull and pull and pull…
“…I have destroyed everything.” He choked out.
Aisling knelt beside him. She took him into her arms and held him tightly, rubbing circles into his back in a soothing gesture. He buried his face into her shoulder, heedless of the snot and the tears he was surely getting all over her as he wept like he hadn’t wept in an age, thousands of years' worth of grief pouring out of him in waves that would have pulled him under were it not for Aisling’s anchoring presence.
“Ar lath ma,” he wept, “ma vhenan, ma ghi’lal elen. Ar lath ma sul bellanaris, i ir abelas.”
“Tel abelas,” Aisling muttered, her own tears spilling down her cheeks and dripping onto the back of Solas’s head while he continued to sob onto her shoulder.
“I am trapped. Trapped on a path I no longer wish to walk.”
“You need not walk it alone, Solas, if you must walk it at all,” she grabbed him by the face, stared at him with wide, pleading eyes. “P-p-pl-please ma lath, if this is something you must do, then let us find a way to do it together. Safely.”
“I…”
For one brief, shining moment, Solas considered it. Aisling had done the impossible before. But this…
No. He couldn’t do that. Not to her. Never to her.
“I cannot,” he said, fervently shaking his head, “I cannot do that to you, Aisling. Please do not ask that of me.”
Aisling let go of him and sat there on the floor in front of her fireplace, looking as broken and defeated as Solas had ever seen her. He hated that he was the cause of it. Solas needed to leave… Leave before he broke her heart even further. With great effort, he hauled himself to his feet.
“I will send word,” he said, his voice hoarse and hallow, “when I have found a suitable location to keep you and the children safe from the worst of the fallout. I am sorry, Aisling.”
Slowly, Solas made his way towards the door, each step a struggle. He hadn’t made it far, however, when he heard Aisling call out for him.
“Solas, wait,” she said. “P-please don’t leave. Not yet.”
He shut his eyes tightly, knowing that, deep down, he should leave before he did any more damage. However, the part of him that was more impulsive and reckless, that was more wolf than man and that kissed her back in the Fade over a decade ago, demanded that he stay. Stay and bask in her presence for as long as he could before he would no longer have the chance to.
Solas turned around and sat back down in the chair. In the end, he didn’t stand a chance.
The silence that followed was painful. Aisling seemed just as surprised that he had chosen to stay as he was.
“How is Ren?” He asked, eventually wanting to keep things civil while also learning as much about the children he abandoned as he could while he could.
“Tall,” she said, “taller than me now,” Aisling smiled softly and stared into the distance, looking at something only she could see. “Ren’s been doing well here in Rivain, though he misses Skyhold t-terribly. He’s been learning magic from myself and Dorian, when he has the time. He’s picking it up fast; I’m proud of him. Dorian even has Ren help him with his research sometimes.”
Solas wanted to ask about what they were researching, but he kept it to himself. It wasn’t his business.
“Ren has also taken quite a liking to p-painting over the last few years. He wants to try a fresco at some point…”
“A fresco?” Solas asked, feeling his heart skip a beat.
“A fresco,” she said with a nod and a knowing smile. “He’s been mostly sticking to canvas, but if he is serious about it, and I believe he is, I can think of a few places here he c-could try it out on.”
“I…” Solas faltered, unsure if he was about to cross some sort of boundary, “…I could send for the type of paint he would need. Brushes as well.”
His fears were unfounded, however. Aisling beamed, clearly happy with the idea.
“He would like that,” she said.
The room delved into awkward silence once more.
“Have you b-been well?” She asked.
Solas couldn’t help the huff that escaped him.
“Honestly?”
“Honestly.”
“I have been… well enough.”
Aisling quirked an eyebrow, doubt written plainly on her face before she burst into raucous laughter.
“Sorry,” she said, wiping her eyes, “it’s just… Neria does the exact same thing, you know? When she’s been c-caught in a lie and doesn’t want to answer. She evades the question.”
“I was not evading the question.”
“Neria says the exact same thing.”
He snorted. Then frowned.
“Neria lies?” he asked, not at all liking the implications, whispers of traitor, harellen, echoing in his skull. Aisling gave him a sympathetic look.
“She’s eleven, Solas.” She said, fondness in her voice. Whether it was for him or for Neria, Solas could not say. “She’s eleven and she has a t-tendency to sneak live animals into her room when she thinks no one is watching.”
“…live animals?”
“Oh yes… You should have seen the snake brood she incubated.”
“Does she have any preference when it comes to animals?” Solas asked, eager for any scrap of information he could gather on his little girl. His da’vhenan.
“Well, she loves wolves,” said Aisling. Then, with a roll of her eyes, she added, “No idea where that came from…”
“A coincidence, I’m sure,” said Solas, unable to stop himself from grinning.
“Of course,” Aisling replied, a small smirk on her face. “She also loves reptiles. And that one, truly, is a mystery to me.”
“She likes… reptiles?”
“Yes. Lizards, snakes, turtles. We see them all the time here in Rivain. She and Ren will spend hours down by the shore looking for them.”
“And does she find any?”
“Usually. She’ll often sketch the ones she finds in her notebook and show them to me. She’s gotten quite g-g-g-goo…” Aisling let out another frustrated sigh, “…she draws very well, too. You would be proud.”
“I am,” Solas declared. “Proud of her, that is. Proud of both of them… even though I know I have no right to be.”
Hastily, he swiped the moisture from his eyes. If Aisling noticed, she didn’t comment on it, merely stared at him sadly. There was so much he had missed because of his duties. First words and steps. Their first sparks of magic. He should have been there for all of it. Should have been there to watch them learn and grow and…
You should be there for them now, a voice in his head hissed.
And he wanted to. Oh, how he wanted to… To give up on his wretched goals and go hunt for lizards on the beach with Neria and teach Ren how to paint frescos.
He felt himself spiraling once more, dangling on the edge of some dark precipice, when Aisling gently touched his hand, bringing him back to himself with a start.
“I-“ he began, “Forgive me, I-“
“Solas, would you like to learn more about her? Ren as well?” Aisling asked kindly.
It was not often that Solas found himself at a loss for words. This time, however, he couldn’t seem to be able to get any past the lump firmly lodged in his throat. He could only nod enthusiastically.
And that was how, hours later, the two of them ended up on the rug in front of Aisling’s fireplace. She had regaled him with as many stories of Neria and Ren as she could. Many of them were tiny, inconsequential things, but to Solas, each little tidbit of information was as precious to him as any jewel.
He laughed right along with Aisling as she told him of the time Neria brought a toad she found to her Aunt Vivienne’s fancy dinner party. Both Neria and Ren had tried to catch it, but the frog was apparently evasive and had landed right on the lap of one of the Orlesian noblemen. He was also surprised, pleasantly so, to find out that Vivienne had apparently found it just as hilarious and had a habit of serving that particular Orlesian frog legs whenever she hosted him.
He marveled at the tale of how the children discovered their respective magic; Ren apparently summoned wisps of light one night when he woke up to find his room frighteningly dark, only to excitedly show off his new trick to his mother the very next morning. Neria and Solas couldn’t help the bark of laughter that came from him when he heard the tale, he had accidentally summoned fire. Apparently, her Uncle Dorian had been showing the little girl magic tricks involving small flames, only for Neria to decide she wanted to try it herself. It was a surprise to them both when she summoned her own flames, and luckily, the only damage done was to Dorian’s mustache... And, perhaps, his pride.
He felt a spike of righteous fury when he learned that the Iron Bull had apparently promised both children to take them dragon hunting and only calmed once Aisling told him that she herself had promised the Qunari that she would turn the Iron Bull into the Iron Steer if he ever dared pull such a stunt. Solas couldn’t help but laugh a little at that. Apparently, the subject had never been brought up since.
So caught up in absorbing as much information about the children as he could, he didn’t notice how the two of them were slowly inching their way closer and closer to one another until they had both subconsciously reached for the other’s hand, entwining their fingers together like that was where they belonged. Solas was the first to notice, looking down at his long, slender hand as it engulfed her much smaller one. Aisling followed his gaze and blushed furiously.
She didn’t, Solas noticed, remove her hand.
“You still haven’t answered my question, Solas,” she said, giving him a pointed look, “Don’t think I haven’t noticed.”
“Ah. She is privy to my ways, it seems…”
Solas thought of how best to answer her. The simple answer was that he was painfully lonely, scared, and unsure. But he didn’t want to tell her that. Not after everything else, he laid at her feet. He had already burdened her with enough worries for one night.
He didn’t want to tell her of the nightmares that came more and more frequently as of late. Of the Evunaris breaking free from their prison and hunting him down, hunting Aisling and the children down. Images of their corpses haunted his dreams, and many nights, he would wake up with a scream, so panicked, so unwilling to return to the Fade that was once his home, that he would simply stare at the ceiling until dawn came.
Nor did it feel right to complain about how isolated he felt. How his home, the Lighthouse, that was once a place of refuge, had become something of a prison. How alone he felt as he ate after sharing so many meals with the Inquisition… With his friends... With her… How he had simply started skipping meals, just so he wouldn’t have to eat alone at his long table, meant for more than one single, solitary old fool.
He couldn’t tell her those things. Those were his burdens to bear. Problems of his own doing that he could do nothing but endure alone. He could, however, give her one simple truth.
“I’ve missed you,” he said, finally. “Terribly, in fact.”
At that, Aisling leaned forward, her large green eyes sparkling in the firelight. She was very close to him now, close enough that he could have easily run his thumb across her cheek or tuck a lock of bright red hair behind her ear. For a moment, Solas could have sworn he could smell the scent of wool and amber.
“Truly?” she asked.
“Truly,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “Truly, madly, and deeply.”
“Sweet talker,” she replied, and before he knew what was happening, Aisling grabbed him by the collar and kissed him passionately. Then she pulled back, her eyelashes fluttering, and Solas knew if she had asked him at that very moment to give up his mission, he would have done it. Laid down his arms and throw himself at her mercy.
(Months later, trapped in a prison of his own making, Solas would replay this scene in his head over and over again, silently wishing Aisling had asked him and that he wasn’t such a coward so he could have made that decision himself.)
“Stay with me tonight,” Aisling said in a breathless voice that sent shivers down Solas’s spine. “Just for tonight. Please…”
“Vhenan,” he growled.
“Let us pretend. Just for tonight…”
“We shouldn’t,” Solas said even as he went in for a kiss of his own, his hands finding their favorite spot right above the small of her back.
It was a token resistance, and he knew it.
They barely made it off the rug before they were laughing and tossing aside their clothes (or, in Solas’s case, armor) without a care in the world. Aisling yelped, then laughed brightly as Solas scooped her up, bridal style, and carried her off to her bed, laying her down as gently as he could. He crawled over top of her, and as he did, he lavished her body with kisses, worshiping her.
“Ar lath ma,” he whispered with each kiss pressed against her skin. “Ar lath ma. Ar lath ma. Ar lath ma.”
Finally, as he slid inside of her, his body fitting with hers perfectly as if it had been made that way, he did as Aisling bid him to do and allowed himself to pretend. Pretend that Fen’harel and all his terrible duties were dead and buried with the rest of the Elvhen empire and that he was allowed to be simply Solas, the wandering Elven apostate.
In his mind’s eye, he saw it. The life this Solas led.
Solas, with his clever daughter and thoughtful stepson, whom he would be teaching everything he knew. Magic, the Fade, the Elvhen language, painting, chess… it didn’t matter what. If they were interested, he would teach them. If he didn’t know, then he would learn with them.
And, of course, he would help Neria hunt for lizards by the beach and teach Ren how to bind paint to plaster.
He imagined that they would have more brothers and sisters… as many as Aisling was willing to give him. Multiple sets of tiny, pointed ears surrounded by bright red hair. Multiple little voices all calling him “Papae.”
Solas’s nights would be spent much like this one, with Aisling in his arms. He would card his fingers through her long, red hair. Whisper words of endearment against her skin as they made love, slowly, languidly, and without the baggage from before. There would be no secrets, no duties or guilt to come between them, and he would be free to love the woman who became his heart as she deserved to be loved.
Truly, madly, and deeply.
And each morning, he would wake up to soft, freckled skin against his own and to a smile that was brighter than any sun. Some mornings, he imagined, would start later than others, as he would struggle to keep his hands off her… but eventually, they would make their way down to a long table meant to sit their entire family. Breakfasts would be chaotic, but there would be light and laughter and so, so much love…
He wanted it all so badly.
In the real world, Solas buried his face into Aisling’s shoulder as he continued to thrust desperately into her. He tried not to think about how this might be the last time he would ever see her in person. He tried not to think about how he would be gone before she woke up, how she would reach out for him only to find a cold space where he once lay.
“Var lath vir suledin,” Aisling whispered in his ear as if she sensed his growing despair. She probably did.
Var lath vir suledin. It was a promise that she had made before, and it was a promise that she would keep until the bitter end.
Var lath vir suledin. He didn’t know how. But, at least for tonight anyway, he could pretend that it could.
With that, Solas closed his eyes and allowed himself, just this once, to worry neither about the past nor the future and to let himself simply be lost in the sensation of loving this incredible woman and being loved in turn.
#Dragon Age#Dragon Age fanfiction#Dragon Age: Inquisition#Dragon Age: the Veilguard#Dragon Age: Veilguard#Dragon Age: Inquisition fanfiction#Dragon Age: the Veilguard fanfiction#DA fanfiction#DA:I#DA:V#DA:TV#DAV#DATV#DAI#Solavellan#Solavellan fanfiction#DA4#Solavellan Hell#Solas is also in Solavellan Hell#Solas needs so much therapy#probably my Lavellan too#Papa Solas#Papae!Solas#fanfiction#Aisling Lavellan#Neria Lavellan#Ren Lavellan#also introducing to the Aisling Lavellan canon verse: Enasali! ;)#yes Ren is named after my Rook Renan#No Beta; We Die Like Solas's Hopes and Dreams
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me: feral verse is gonna be a fun one for once, enough angst
also me: *rubs hands* okay how can i put more Eldritch Horror into this
(granted, the first half is very fluffy and fun. just everything after the aeonar is… not XD end of da:i is just full-on stalwart hades and dread persephone vibes except they're both persephone)
#feral verse#saar gets her own tag#soladaar#solas#inquisitor x solas#adaar#inquisitor#da:i#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#fanart#art tag#consider this a valentine pic btw but i'm too impatient#also hat tip to the puss in boots 2 movie the wolf's scenes have So many good little creepy animation things in em
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~ As their journey dragged on, it was obvious that Senreth was in a great deal of pain -- and it was only getting worse. Solas looks back to see the other elf reclining against a rock, clutching his head in agony. ~
~ " Is everything all right? " Solas asks, his brow creasing in concern. " If you are injured, I have a few spare healing potions you may use. I could also attempt to numb any pain with my magic. " Regardless, it was probably best to rest for a few moments. Solas kneels beside Senreth, pulling his pack from his back to search for his potions. ~
~ " Put simply, they are tears in the Veil -- aftershocks from the Breach, " Solas answers without looking up from his bag. He pulls out a small red bottle and passes it into Senreth's hand. " They violently rip any nearby spirits from the Fade, and pull them into the physical world -- the shock of the transition creates demons of them...Closing them does not send the rift elsewhere necessarily, but rather repairs the tear; like sewing closed a hole in a curtain. " ~
@dreadwxlf || LIKED for a STARTER
He feels uncomfortable; the closer they get to this tears in the veil, the more Senreth feels as if his very consciousness is being torn asunder. The agony of the headache is abysmal and though he is there to aid in the protection of Inquisition Researchers, he finds he cannot keep himself standing long enough to actively help.
Sitting 'pon a rock, the male takes but a moment to cradle his head and release a disgruntled breath - redundant though it was, it expressed his discomfort clearly - and attempts to will it away. There is much to do and he needed to remain vigilant, always - this he knows but 't is endlessly difficult when the throbbing within ones skill echoes the voices of those on the other side.
"I'll be fine in just a moment - - my apologies for the delay." A deeper breath, as if steadying himself, and Senreth once more forces himself to his feet and idly rests a hand 'pon hilt. Comfort matters little in the face of potential threat, and though his eyes felt as if they ached and his head felt full of whispers and water, he had but no choice to continue as if little was wrong.
"These rifts... what are they-?" Perhaps he ought not ask, but showing some variety of curiosity aside those that appear to know far more than he appeared to be the best course of action. "Where do they go-?"
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@faebhaal sent: i know who you are. / @faebhaal
~ A simple brow raise is all Ithaca receives in response. Solas's face remains decidedly neutral with no sign of perturbation; there is no alarm, because he believes there is no possible way that the fae could know what he truly was. ~
~ " Oh? Why the hostility? If you have something to say to me, I would rather you just say it -- I've no patience for games. " ~
#~{I'M SO READY FOR THIS}~#inside the fade ~ rp#ithaca tbt#letters ~ ask#verse ~ inquisition#beyond the fade ~ crossover#faebhaal
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@transistorized said: “We’ll just… pretend that never happened.”
"You can pretend it never happened, but the general public?"
Dorian leaned upon his staff, taking in the room with a keen eye. Even as he talked, his mind worked, parsing the story told by the stones and reaching back through what he knew of dwarven history and storytelling quirks. He'd never been more thankful for Mae and Thorold encouraging his short-lived yet thorough dive into dwarven literature.
"They'll enshrine your most embarrassing moment in stone, put it in a town square, and decorate it every feastday in memory of their beloved Inquisitor and that time he failed a puzzle because he forgot his left from right."
Dorian gestured to the veilfire braziers, forming a Z pattern. "I think perhaps this order should get into the next room?"
#transistorized#[ rp ] answer.#[ verse ] inquisition.#[ do i know what they're doing no but it involves puzzles ]
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~ There is a bitterness in Revenelan's tone that does not go unnoticed -- but it is not Solas's business to pry. ~
~ " I would not say favorites, " the elder elf replies. " Though every spirit is different, most simply seek understanding. All too often the mages they encounter simply see them amorphous concepts of the Fade, or tools utilized in their practices. When you treat the spirits as true living beings -- as people -- they will reveal to you secrets hidden for ages. " ~
~ A hum leaves him as he contemplates how to best answer her question. " ...Many; almost my entire lifetime. Even now, there are still things I have yet to master. Fadewalking -- all magic, truly -- is a lifelong practice. " ~
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@dreadwxlf
~ " From the spirits of the Fade, mostly, " Solas answered. " Fadewalking is a skill that takes many years to learn; not to mention the extreme amount of discipline and concentration it requires. There are few mages alive that can perform it -- most reside in Tevinter. " ~
Revenelan nodded slowly with a look of solemn contemplation, a mask for the uncertainty that now plagued her mind. Never had she heard of such a feat, neither from spirit nor mentor. As Solas spoke of the rigorous discipline and concentration it demanded, Revenelan couldn't help but question whether her own abilities were unworthy, or worse, that she were deemed unfit by the Creators to be bestowed such a gift. The thought prickled her skin, and whatever admiration she felt for him was, yet again, tainted by a murky sense of jealousy. She needed to do better, to be better.
"I see," Revenelan started slowly, careful to mind the bitter edge to her voice. She continued with a thin attempt to sound lighter than she felt, "It appears the spirits have their favorites, don't they?" A forced chuckle followed, its emptiness mirroring the unsettling thoughts that lingered within her.
"How long did it take you to learn?" Revenelan then inquired, bracing herself for an answer that could only further shatter her fragile confidence or become the catalyst for a newfound determination to prove herself.
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