#verniwrite

[vernith]

CW // nothing, but possibly OOC raphael. And the fact that he is so sickly inlove with you. (Also heart tearing COMFORT for you depressed bitches that couldn't accept the fact that you're enough)

-> Feelings-established.

Pairing: Raphael x Reader.

A soft sigh escaped your lips. To bask yourself in the warmth of an angel, it felt.. wrong. You.. are a lowly disappointment, He's a being close to perfection, an angel, a seraphim. Not. Only that he has a high position in the celestial realm, you're sure that he also felt the same thing, the same guilt that you felt. Perhaps even worse. however-

He doesn't regret it. Not now, not then, not in the future. odd, isn't it? An angel that chooses to cherish his time of eternity with a mere, weak mortal. Even if it's against the rules of fate and disciplinary.

But.. being with you is something he would never regret, no. He doesn't care, even if it means he would be damned. He was fine with it, so long you're with him. Safe, and sound.

Silence lingers within the dark room that was lit lightly by a scented candle. but it wasn't awkward. It was.. comforting. It was warm, very warm.. despite the cold nights of devildom, it managed to bring warmth to the very end of your soul. Even when he's not holding you, having him by your side as you leaned in his shoulder is more than enough.

Your lips curved into a small smile, your eyes that reflected the tender light softened with the thoughts. "Raph," your small voice broke the comforting silence.

Hearing your call, Raphael, turned his head towards you in acknowledgement. Letting go of what he was doing previously- knitting.

"Why would you come here tonight? It's very unlikely of you.." You questioned him, as you took your head off of his shoulder. not daring to meet his sharp blue orbs.

He shrugged, "Something is off with you today. So i decided to throw in a visit." He reasoned shortly. But, he wasn't lying, he really did notice something was wrong by the way you acted at RAD today.

However, he didn't tell the full story either. Truth is, he didn't get the chance to steal your time today, and you looked quite.. disappointed at something, so raphael decided to visit you at HoL just this once so he could be by your side.

He doesn't know what he can do, what he could do to comfort you, make you happier, console you.. love.. you. he doesn't have any idea. He's clueless and hopeless in things like this. He's not like Simeon.

. . And he only could hope, that you can understand his attempt of comforting you, is just to be by your side, accompanying you silently in the darkness, chasing away your loneliness and overwhelming fear of disappointment.

Meanwhile, in the other side, you, can understand it perfectly. Just by his presence that sticks around a lowly human like you already speaks volumes. It's more than enough and you appreciate it more than anything. Even when there was barely any words exchanged, the ability to bask in his warmth and occassional curious, adoring glance is enough.

That you'd even start to think.. you are enough.

You set your gaze down to your lap, unconsciously, beads of tears starts falling from your eyes, trailing down your cheeks.

With a slightly shaky voice, you managed to speak up, "thank you.. Raphael." You expressed. Hearing your weak voice, he paused completely and turned towards you.

Raphael's gaze softened the moment his eyes laid on your crying figure. Again, he doesn't know what he could do, but..

He placed down his knitting kit and hesitantly brought one of his arms around your waist, and brought you closer to his side, so that you would be leaning on his shoulder.

He didn't let go, he kept his grip on you firm as you softly cried on his shoulder. Letting go of the burden, disappointment, emotions, all of them. Letting him see your weakself.

And- raphael doesn't mind this. He have wished that you would show more of yourself, show him your smile, your pout, and everything that he could list on.

He wished.. Raphael wished that you could lean on him more, even if he isn't as reliable. But.. he sure tries the best for you. And for you only.

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[vernith]

# implied fem!mc; mention of attempted SA; MC is based off Honkai Impact 3rd character, Seele Vollerei.

Seele Vollerei!MC who's scared shitless of Asmodeus's physical touch due to her previous trauma of attempted sexual assault by Sin Mal and Sex traffickers. She who feels unsettled by Lucifer's firm scary ass gaze, who's confused by Mammon's and Leviathan's passive agressive affection, who's TERRIFIED of Belphegor after the incident.

Seele Vollerei!MC who doesn't know wether to be scared of Beelzebub or not, still ended up squeaky and a little bit nervous around him, especially after she has seen him mad.

Seele Vollerei!MC Who feels most "comfortable" around satan later on due to his calm façade.

Seele Vollerei!MC who was so scared when she first arrived at the Devildom, eyes filled to the brim with tears that refuses to fall.

Seele Vollerei!MC who trembles around Belphegor; especially after that incident in chapter 16.

Seele Vollerei!MC who have "the other me" to shoo get rid all the demons away; who have a stigmata. "The other me" who was born out of her desire to be protected and out of envy and anger.

Seele Vollerei!MC who lets "The other Me" takes over when she was brought back to the timeline; causing confusion and utter chaos due to her dual-ego agressive, blunt and sarcastic nature.

Seele Vollerei!MC who can't speak the truth about her dual-ego and stigmata to the brothers and royalties, as well as angels and a certain sorcerer out of fear of being alienated again.

Seele Vollerei!MC who can't do anything but let her dual-ego explains everything to the brothers, yet again confirming herself to be a "dummy".

Seele Vollerei!MC, that has a hard time getting comfortable at Devildom due to her crybaby and soft-spoken nature, although, she has her dual-ego to protect her anytime, anywhere, right?

Only the other her is allowed to save you.

Only her.

[vernith]

# (i'm having a blast on honkai impact!MC tbh lmao). cw; fem!MC implied (usage of she/her pronouns, "the girl"). excessive hatred (to characters). Gaslighting (to characters). May be delusional (MC).Detailed description of death and torture. Spoiler for lesson 16 in OBM!SWD?. Minor spoiler for Honkai Impact 2rd manga 'n game (previous era). MC is based off of RIN of previous era in honkai. This drabble includes small changes of RIN and obey me! Storyline by me. Drabble written in third pov. Non-proofread.

RIN!MC, who first arrived in devildom was confused and scared; though she barely showed it.

RIN!MC, who miss her family more and more as time progresses. Although she have her demon companions in devildom; she missed her family more than anything.

RIN!MC, she who feel lonely even with the company of her friends in devildom. She who missed her big Sister the most.

RIN!MC, who was strangled until death by Belphegor, thrown from the stairs by his hands.

RIN!MC, who heard Mammon's wailing, Satan's curses, and most importantly, Belphegor's laughter of rejoice.

The girl saw nothing. It was dark.

But she heard everything

She heard his laughters. his mockery. his amusement towards his own brothers reaction of what he have done.

She doesn't understand.

..Why? What have she done to deserve this? She just wants to go back to the human realm and meet her sister again, is it so hard?

She doesn't understand why.. why he would kill her without a second thought.

Then, light consumes her vision, the noises fades as she heard a woman's voice.

The woman spoke. But every words that was spoken fell into deaf ears.

She has yet to process everything. And the moment she does, the only words that she could mutter was; "shut up."

And then, her vision came back again. She's.. alive? She's standing somewhere in the hallway of the House of Lamentation.

The girl immediately bolted to the place where the murder- her murder happened.

The moment she arrived there, her gaze fell onto the corpse that is laying in Mammon's arm. And finally, her hands were given the ability to tremble in inner resentment.

That was her body. That is her body.

Her eyes widen, all noise fell into a cacophony.

She can't hear their shouts of confusion and relief. Belphegor's shouts of confusion and anger. She can't hear their voices.

The only voices that she could hear are those blaming them, those that urge her to get revenge, to pay-back.

This is their fault.

This happened because of their fault.

She was dragged into their family conflict, even though she never wished to.

She was taken away against her will from her home, to be here in hell, devildom.

This is barbatos's fault for assigning her to go back into time.

This is lucifer's fault for imprisoning belphegor into the attic.

This is Diavolo's fault for trying to change universe's way. Diavolo's fault for taking Belphegor away in the first timeline.

It was all their fault.

Her vision blackened. Their faces was no more. The only clear face that she could recognize was.. belphegor's.

All this time, she was unconsciously clenching her fists.

So hard, that her nails dig deep into her skin; tearing it and drawing blood as the red liquid drip steadily onto the floor.

Her breath quickened and she stapped back, away from the demons. Away from her murderer.

The brothers who were about to approach her froze and try to call out to her, concerned, shocked and confused by it all.

"[MC]? [MC]!? are you alright?!"

"Oi! What's wrong with ya?!"

"[MC]?!"

"[MC]!?!!"

No answer. All that they shouted is useless.

Her hands shakily reach up to her hair, clawing on it as she heard cacophonies of whispers, deafening everything else around her.

"You won't be letting his actions go unjudged, right? You have to teach him that actions have consequences."

"You want to pluck out his tongue for decieving you, using you, and laughing at you, Right? You want to rip out his hands and tore off his flesh, burn his bones until nothing is left for he has killed you with them, right?"

"You want to claw out that purple eyes of his for he has even dare to look at you with such mockery, right?"

"You want to tie that tail of his into himself right? Binding him the way he did to you."

"You want to make him scream and cry for his life, just like how he made you do that, right?"

"Then you can, and you will."

Her back burns. And a mitsudomoe mark engraved itself with ashen flames.

The mitsudomoe of corruption.

All is done, all is unwell.

Fate have revealed itself; and the girl's fate was inevitable. To be a vessel for the Higokumaru.

For the Herrscher of Corruption.

For her burning hatred.

And for what happens next was all a blur to her. raging flames of hatred and resentment consumed her being; devouring her surroundings as the nine-tailed fox, the herrscher of corruption awakens after milleniums of slumber within the black box.

[vernith]

I'm bored so..

You, Mammon, Asmo and Levi have gone out from the HoL in an attempt to search for desired things. You were forced to come by asmo

You: where are we going, even?

Mammon: why'ddya ask me?! I'm not the one to drag you out of your stu-

Asmo: -we're going to majolish!

You: oh.

You: having an internal crisis

Asmo, confused: is there anything wrong, hon? Your face look a little pale.

You: ...

You: nothing.. forget about it, let's GOOooOo-

At majolish.

You: where's.. levi?.. and mammon? What the hell? WHERE DID THEY GO!?

Asmo: don't think about them hon! Let's just go~♡ mammon's probably wandering off, and levi might just saw something that piqued his interest!

You: ..but-

You, looking at a big billboard near the entrance of Majolish: ...

Asmo: why are you staring that way?-

Asmo: -oh~ so that's why! You look lovely there, [n]!♡.

There was your debut billboard, a big one with your modeling picture that reads out,

"Tremors to the media with the intense feeling of love!

[I/N]¹, star of nihility debuting in xx xx xxxx!!"

Asmo: ..hon-?

You: disappears

Idol!mc AU really gets me going fr. I love it.

¹: idol name.

[vernith]

;;CW / small cursing at the end.

;;a/n // Wow!! Me, making a drabble? Even something close to a POV? Amazing! What a miracle. Pardon my grammar and typos, since it's been awhile since i write stuffs.. oh and, i still haven't got the full grasp of how tumblr works. Also please vote on the poll in the end because, why not right? It doesn't hurt, :].

So cruel, isn't it?

You don't know what you are feeling.

You have jolted awake from your slumber not long ago, covered in beads of cold sweat, your figure slightly trembling. having to dream a dream that could never come true, is it a nightmare, or is it a true, pleasant paradise?

Obviously- you yearn for that very thing to happen. But, you are aware that it won't. Ever.

Why?

Because, the moment where it could've happened- have passed long time ago.

There's no such scenario that could replicate it. Further more, to make it happen ever again.

You pursed your lips, tears threatening to spill from your half-lidded eyes. Blurring your vision as you gaze into the cold, sweaty palm of your hand.

As you flutter your lids shut, the tears have finally overflowed. Streaming by your cheeks and into the palm of your hand.

'Why must i dream of you again, oh dearest who have passed?'

[vernith]

"Ykw fuck it,

I'm not fruity but women sure are pretty,"

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