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does anyone have a leon kennedy playlist that isnt just closer by nine inch nails and songs that are used in tiktok edits of him holy shit
#one more like pov playlist and im gonna rip my hair out#like im not gonna yuck someone elses yum we get it hes the resident eyecandy i understand#but... can yall think about something else#what i said last night to my friends#too much fanfiction of leon sucking and fucking and not enough of him coping and healing#also i hate his characterization from the fans#just cuz hes hot doesnt mean hes some harlot slutwhore#hes goofy...#and he has a traumatic past and a drinking problem#well i could be wrong.. ive only beaten re4 and just started re2#ive yet to play 6 or watch vendetta or death island or play all the other ones#if im wrong and he really is a certified harlot slutwhore ill eat my hat#owls nonsense
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Each Era of Leon finding out about your pregnancy:
Leon Kennedy x AFAB!Reader Warnings: Fluff, Pregnancy, Self- Doubt, Light Angst, Drinking, Alcoholism, Depression,
RE2, RE4R, Infinite Darkness, Damnation, Vendetta, RE6, Death Island
RE2:
You found out before he was set to go to transfer to Raccoon City.
Leon went ahead before you, falling into his old drinking habits making him feel awful. He spent the night in a Motel as he frantically tried to find a living situation for you both before you moved out with him.
Once that was settled, he was due to start his new job, only to be faced with the events of Raccoon City. He spent the entire night thanking the heavens you hadn't come out to him yet.
It was radio silence from him for weeks, he had given you a panicked phone call asking you to move in with your parents and he would try to get back, news slowly filtered into your town about the nuke going off. With the pregnancy hormones, it was a rough first trimester.
You didn't actually get to tell him until he showed up on your doorstep looking different, his eyes were tired and almost looked empty like he was being haunted by something.
He sat you down in your room, talking to you about everything. His head was in your lap as he silently wept mourning the loss of his life he was so sure was going to happen.
You broke the news then, pulling out a box full of tests that you had kept.
He was silent at first. His eyes were puffy and red as he stared at the stick in his fingers.
He wanted to give you an over-the-moon reaction but his fear was justified, he had just seen nightmares...living nightmares and now he was meant to bring in a child to this world.
You knew about his promise to the government to protect that little girl, that is how you knew he was going to be a good dad...was still a good person even if he didn't seen it yet.
Before he was sent off to his training, with a final kiss he promised to come back to you no matter what...back to the both of you. His way of telling you he had accepted his new title and a silent promise that he would do everything in his power to be there for the both of you as much as possible. Even with the circumstances.
RE4R:
You had known Leon for a while meeting him in the office with Hunnigan as you helped her deal with the long night on the Spain mission.
Neither of you had actually made anything official, Leon wasn't in the right headspace for that title. Which is why it was a panic when you saw you were pregnant a week after he came back from Spain.
Apparently in your drunken celebrations of him not dying you both forgot about protection.
Leon was still being thrown into work so the only time you really saw him was around the office or before he was sent away. Yet he still noticed something was wrong.
You were running to the bathroom more often and spent breaks at your desk instead of the break room. Avoided certain foods he knew you loved.
Eventually, he felt the need to ask you. What better way to do that than to send an ominous text about him coming over.
You were nervous, panicking thinking he wanted sex and if you could even keep up with him due to your extreme amounts of fatigue.
He was chill when you answered the door, expression gentle...even smiling compared to the normal brooding look he displayed.
Then came the question 'Are you okay?'
Hormones got the best of you there and it all came spilling out. He took it like a champ bringing you into his body to comfort you. (I like to think after Ashley he became more open to physical affection if he initiated it.)
Suspect he's silent with shock as he tries to process things. Probably making you feel worse. Eventually, he talks explaining that he's happy for it and I think it would be the final push for him to actually commit to you and use titles.
Goes home and feels all giddy inside; he's still young and this just gives him something else to keep fighting for
Infinite Darkness:
He's not given up fully yet with life, still has a spring in his step but he's busy. Really busy.
In what others would say is the height of his career he wouldn't be able to commit to a relationship really, optionally sleeping around instead.
He's hot and he knows it
Ending with a similar situation to RE4 Leon where it's really unexpected. You find out whilst he's there though, I imagine the relationship he has with you is more friends with benefits.
You were going to do it that night anyway he just interrupted. You had taken the test and were waiting for the results when he knocked on the door.
You answered and forgot about the test on the side, both of you getting lost in the TV etc.
He went to the bathroom and saw the test, he saw the results first. However, he doesn't know if you are sleeping with anyone other than him so he doesn't say anything.
It's not until you go to the bathroom that you remember and have your own mini freak out. You come back into the living room, face paled and tears in your eyes.
He offers comfort anyway, being respectful and waiting for you to tell him if you want to.
It slips out anyway.
He's scared at first and goes slightly frigid. I don't think he's really in a place to want the child so he tries to be respectful and working on your terms.
Despite not being ready to enter a relationship I think he would do it for you, every other person is a one-night stand compared to you he comes back for more. Even promises to stop sleeping around.
You try a relationship, ignoring the pregnancy, to begin with until everything sort of clicks in place. When it does he's super excited.
Buying all the books and anything you might need; if he's going to work lots might as well spend it on making sure you and his babe get a good start.
RE6:
I'd say things are where his life really starts to tip. He's a fugitive for months, pretends to be dead etc and afterwards, I think it's where he starts to go downhill.
That being said, you are already in a relationship with him and have been for a while. He's not sure how he got you but he did. It's been about 2 years since you got together.
You know what he does for work and you both try to do what's best for each other and that works well for the both of you.
You find out before the beginning of RE6, meaning when you hear a knock on the door you expect to find him coming home with some corny joke only to be met with the flag and 2 agents.
You fall into a slump, trying your best to keep going for the little one he gifted you before he died; watching the horrors on the news wondering if it's even worth doing without him.
So when you get a knock on the door around 2 months into the pregnancy you are shocked, angry and happy. I'm surprised Leon didn't get whiplash.
You knew it was not his fault, he had no other option and you're very glad he's okay.
But you are mad...very mad.
He hates that he's done this to you, falling heavily into his drinking when you've gone to bed. For the pain he caused you and the events themselves still haunt you.
The relationship would have failed if it wasn't for the baby being in the equation. So he works to keep it under control and you slowly pull yourself out of the depression you fell into.
Slowly you work it out together, moving only forward until you calm down and are ready for the next chapter.
Damnation:
Poor guy barely gets his pussy breakfast with the amount he's still being sent out.
He's genuinely surprised he even made a child with the amount of quick fucks he's had with you instead of the long loving sessions he assumed he would have had should you both make the decision to start trying.
When you tell him at first he's over the moon, probably actually gives you the biggest reaction off the bat out of all the eras.
However, that's until he's left with his thoughts. You're laying in his arms, his hand is resting on your stomach and he starts to doubt himself.
He's thinking about if he would be a good dad, is he going to treat you well, can he commit to you as much as he would want to.
Full-blown panic mode
You noticed, of course you did. Always observant. And you force him to talk about, set aside the bottle and actually voice the concerns allowed.
Then once he's calmed, he'll go back to being happy. Already boasting about it at work.
Vendetta:
Despite this being the worst time period of his life. Where everything just feels too much. I don't think he would react negatively or refuse to accept it in any way.
I think he just thinks he won't be able to be a good dad and it sours his mood even further.
You both took the test together after you raised concerns about your period. He went out and got them, the whole ordeal feeling strange. His stomach is gurgling and swirling but not because of the alcohol for once.
He's so happy to be a dad that he is now just panicking about it but in a way where he's more worried for you. And what could go wrong with you.
At this point you are the one constant thing in his life, the only thing he keeps actually going for. Anyone could reference you when they mention a mission to him and he's all for it. You are the reason he keeps beating and going.
So he goes down the rabbit hole of the worst that could happen. Googling things, reading them in books, the doctors talking.
He's in Colorado not because he wanted to leave you alone but because he just needed a minute.
Chris helps him get up, trust that you'll be okay. And to fight one last fight.
When he does he's fighting for you and the baby, it's so worth it when he comes back. Arms full of things for you.
And he really kicks in to get sober now, to better himself for you and the baby, to ensure he can be the best dad he can be.
Death Island:
He was prepared for this. It's a little later than he wanted, but his life has never really been his.
When you proposed the idea he wasn't keen at first considering himself too old to have children, then he got carried away with his thoughts and he needed to do it.
Like he was insatiable until you were pregnant.
When you were, he was over the moon. Telling everyone the next day; sending you flowers and bringing home treats. You are a goddess now and he will treat you as such.
He's reading all the books and knows more than you at this point.
I feel like he's the type to try and cook food based on the baby's measurements that week and either he's a really good cook meaning it's great or it's just nice he tried.
He's getting all the adverts on Facebook etc about useful products and buying with other a second thought even if they are a scam.
He's already planning out the nursery with you. Like you need to take away his access to money at this point.
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I could be mom (unless you want to be dad)
note : divider is from @/grlselle. handful of paragraphs before smut sowwy. I also just wrote this spur of the moment because I finally had a bit of motivation and this is the winner of that poll I did last week and I was bored so the smut isn't that long and I'm remembering that I never really knew how to write smut soooo. mdni
wc : 1.4k
tags : @lottiies @luvrgreyy
desc : whiny husband. smut!! - unprotected p in v, riding. established relationship, little bit of fingers in mouth whoopsie, you've got a daughter, fem!reader, vendetta!Leon, not proofread
You unbuckle your daughterâs seatbelt and pick her up out of her booster seat, housing her up onto your hip while you straighten your purse on your shoulder and walk to the front door. Leonâs motorcycle is propped up on its kickstand in the driveway, you didnât know he was supposed to be back yet. He told you heâd be getting home late, but you got home later than him, apparently. At least your daughter wouldnât jump up on him now that youâre home, sheâs out cold, heâs probably drunk or asleep.
New York had been hard on him. You were upset enough when he told you he was going to Colorado for a week three days beforehand, but having him come home and tell you he didnât even get to relax as much as he wished because he got pulled into work just made you annoyed. You loved your husband, truly, but he could piss you off like no one else. You know his work is messy, you know he canât be around all the time, you know heâd rather ease his problems by drinking rather than opening up to you. And you know he's trying to protect you and your daughter, you just can't really help but want something normal.
Maybe you had to work on actually planning things with him, though. Dinner was often between five and nine p.m., you and Leon havenât been on a date night in like, what, a year now? You know itâs not about him not being attracted to you, your schedules are just so busy that there hasnât really been enough time for the two of you to go out on a dinner date or something like that.
The house is dark when you step inside, you donât smell any alcohol, either. You kick off your shoes and take your daughters off as well before you put your keys into the tiny bowl on the kitchen counter, youâre not going to bother to change your daughter into her pajamas, sheâs already in shorts and a shirt, thatâs good enough and youâre tired, anyway.
Her room is always messy, youâre lucky you donât trip over any toys even when you turn on the light. You spend maybe ten seconds tucking her in and kissing her cheek before you shut off her light and head to your bedroom, Leonâs asleep on the bed, he doesnât even smell like beer, which is a good thing.
Leon always looks more peaceful when heâs sleeping, you wish you had offered for him to come over to your friendâs house with you and your daughter tonight, maybe letting him rest was good, though. So you change into pajamas and lay next to Leon, who instantly stirs.
âHmâŚ?â Leon murmurs when you wrap your arm around him.
âItâs me,â You whisper against his bare shoulder, you immediately feel him relax.
âWhenâd you get back?â
âA few minutes ago.â
âHave fun?â
âMhm,â You press a kiss to his shoulder blade, he hums and readjusts the pillow under his head before he finally decides it's to his liking and rests against it again. "Love you."
"Love you, too." You hardly hear him say it, but you squeeze him a bit tighter, hearing the soft chuckle he lets out before he falls back asleep a few seconds later.
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You and Leon shift around in bed a lot at night, you're never in the same position you went to sleep in when you get up in the morning.
Tonight, though, you wake up to Leon grinding against your hip at one in the morning. You're not mad, he was doing it in his sleep, anyway. Doesn't stop you from waking him up and climbing on top of him after you pull his boxers down.
"Christ, Leon, shut the fu-fuck up!" You hiss at him, continuing to slowly ease yourself up and down on his cock. You've never heard him so whiny before, could've been because the two of you haven't had sex in a little bit.
"C-Can't help i-it-" He gasps out, digging his fingers into the plump flesh of your hips while he bucks up into you. You've been doing this for maybe five minutes now, trying to tell him to be quiet and that you aren't forgetting his needs, but his face is so flushed and his chest is heaving and you can't really tell if he's even trying to do as you say.
His mouth remains open as he continues to let more and more lewd noises escape his throat whenever you sink back down onto him, you don't know how he isn't getting cramps in his hands from gripping onto you so tightly.
But you continue on, squeezing around him tightly because it made him feel even better inside of you. Your teeth dig into your bottom lip, your eyes screwing shut while Leon's stay glued to where you're joined, watching as your cunt sucks him in over and over again.
His expression is nothing but pleading and needy and you're so in love with it, your hands rest on the soft fat of his pecs, his trembling hands can't stay in one spot anymore.
"Sweetheart, God, p-please." Leon's voice only gets louder and you have to shush him again, your eyes staying open long enough to shoot him an angry glare.
"If you wake her up-"
"I won't!" He cuts you off, his hips bucking against yours again while his head falls back against his pillow. You're probably not much quieter than him, hearing him whine and moan only triggers something in your brain that makes you mimic him, and there's the soft plap plap of your bodies to go along with it.
You've tried kissing him to swallow up his moans, but your mouths never stay connected for long due to lack of oxygen or he just can't hold your head in place. But his lips are still glossy with his drool and yours, and there's a few hickeys on his neck that he'll stare at for the next handful of days to come.
You know he's close, you're not far behind. Though, you know that when he cums he won't shut up.
But you continue to push your hips up and down, trying to keep your eyes from rolling back when you sink down onto him fully. It only adds more fuel for him to get increasingly louder, muttering about how good you feel and how he needs to cum inside you.
A few more thrusts and he'll be done, you know it. So before he can wake up the whole neighborhood, you grab his chin, forcing him to look at you so you can kiss him. You know that's not enough, of course. So when you pull away from him, a string of saliva still connecting your swollen lips to his, you push two fingers into his open mouth, trying to not his the back of his throat. Leon waits for only a second before he realizes, biting down on the base of your fingers lightly only to then suck on them.
And you're right, as always. After a few more thrusts he cums inside you, moaning around your fingers. The sight of his drool coating your knuckles and eyes lidded with pleasure almost does it for you, but you meet your own release after you raise yourself up to get him balls-deep a few more times.
You sit there on top of him for a few more minutes, looking up at your ceiling while you catch your breath. Leon has yet to tip his head back and slide your fingers from his mouth, trying to catch his breath, same as you.
You're the one to pull away from him, he looks a little annoyed when you pull your fingers out of his mouth and wipe some of the spit onto his chest, but you know he loved everything the two of your just did. Leon smiles at you after a few seconds, wrapping his arms around your back to pull you down onto him for a kiss.
"When did you get so whiny?" You whisper against his lips, then press a few soft kisses there.
"Don't tell anyone," You snort and pull back from him, your hand cups his cheek and he smiles against your palm.
"I wouldn't, that's only for me, right?"
"Only for you,"
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YOUR? OUR MARGARET
PAIRING: Leon Kennedy x Single mom!reader
SUMMARY: Life slowed down when Leon first saw those tiny rays of sunlight. But he didn't think he would fall in love with the whole sun. Or: Leon falls in love with a single mother.
WARNINGS: Brief mentions of alcohol, government, leon's traumas, love confessions, Leon is a bit insecure and awkward but he's also a sweetheart and has a soft spot for kids, cheesy and corny type of love, this is just fluff believe me!
WORD COUNT: 4.5k
AUTHOR'S NOTE: If I had a nickel for every time I've written about Leon's transition from vendetta to death island I would have two which it isn't a lot but it's funny it happened twice. If you wish to know what song Leon played this is the one I had in mind. As always, I hope you like it. This is my Valentine's Day fic for today!
MY MASTERLIST
Gruesome scenarios and depressive states of mind have tainted Leon's path in life. However, the grizzled and gloomy agent has had a rather rough patch this last year in which he was left alone to die in his own sorrowâRaccoon City, Spain, China and his already-known addiction took a toll on him.
He doesn't have anyone to blame, nor does he want to. Yeah, he could blame the government for stripping him of his innocence and his genuine wish to help people but he felt like he had failed his nation, not the DSO, not the FBI, just him.
Behind closed doors, in the white house and for everyone else he's Agent Leon Kennedy, Mr. Kennedy, and if someone were to ask the president he'd say he's the most trusted weapon the country has.Â
He has grown accustomed. His shield has hardened to the point he's numb to most things he should find disturbing or annoying yet he couldnât help but wish someone would see him the way he really is.Â
A bittersweet feeling grew in Leonâs system. Alcohol no longer brought the same dull sensation thatâd put him to sleep even in the loudest and sleazy bar. So, slowly he grew out of his addiction. Not alone, though. Alongside him were a couple of therapists which he reluctantly confided in. Not because he didnât believe in mental health, but because he thought it wasnât for him.
Also, his friends made his life a bit better. Spare the man the embarrassment, but friendship does indeed make you see the world more colorfully. It was nice hearing his name slip out of his friends' lips. Leon, Leon! Aww, Leon.Â
However, life didnât prepare him for the moment his name was replaced by a:
Dada.
Therapists had told him he should look for a hobby, something thatâd fill those moments where boredom or monotony would push him to fall back into his deadly addictions. And he completely understood, he ought to follow the expertsâ advice in order to actually improve.
It was rather easier, he was not a complicated man.Â
Even before the Raccoon City incident, he loved exercising. Whether it was lifting weights, cycling, or plain running heâd always be found doing something. The mere thought of just lying in bed was something heâd never engage in, especially not now that heâs getting better.Â
So, he combined two things. One he was familiar with and a second one he hasnât been able to really connect with: nature.Â
Near his current apartment, there was a small park in which he goes jogging. Usually, his schedule would only allow him to go there in the early hours of the morning where the only people heâd find were retired grandparents who danced to some Spanish music he couldnât understand.
Peaceful, he liked it.Â
But when he was getting used to his daily morning jogging, a call from work told him they needed him ASAP. So, his little detoxicating activity would be postponed to the afternoon.Â
After dealing with the usual stress from work, calls from Hunnigan, and a rather bothersome headache, he got to his apartment and decided to get ready and not skip his so-needed jogging.Â
The afternoon sky was painted with a hue of blue mixing with the slightest orange color, the gentle breeze hitting Leonâs face as he jogged around the park. His tempo never missed a beat not even after an hour or so between his physical training and some pauses. Sweat fell from his forehead and onto the ground with each step he took, meaning that he was reaching exhaustion.
At last, he found solace under a tree that cast a shadow, perfect for Leon to catch his breath. Closing his eyes, he let his lungs inhale as much air as they could.
His peaceful moment was broken when a tiny voice called out for him. Or rather, mistaken him for someone else.
âDada!â A little girl came walking to where he was seated, wobbly steps trying to reach him.Â
âMargaret!â You appeared out of nowhere before the toddler could reach and hug the stranger. The giggling and excited kid seemed to have heard ârun fasterâ by the way she didnât stop at your call.
A hint of confusion washed over Leon as he watched the scene develop with rather curious eyes. A mop of curly hair running away from your grasp. The white dress turned into a slightly brown color, Leon guessed the child must have been playing in the dirt.
And then a glimpse of a faint smile replaced his previous bewilderment as his eyes fell on you. As you tried catching your daughter, he observed her antics and your patience.Â
Finally, your hands lifted the little one as her tiny legs kicked in the air, ready to run in the air.Â
You fixed Margaretâs dress and messy hair while her bright eyes continued being focused on the man sitting on the grass. Her hands doing the typical âgrabbyâ motion to Leon. Sighing in defeat, you spoke to the man.
âSorry, donât know what happened.â You sheepishly said as you offered the man an apology for your daughterâs previous mischievous actions. âShe usually doesnât call random people dada I assure you.â
âShe gave me quite the scare.â Leon chuckled as he got up from the grass. âMy past actions flashed before my eyes.âÂ
âAs I said, Iâm sorry.â You repeated your words while your daughter tried wriggling her way out of your arms. When she saw that her motherâs grip wasnât budging, she took matters into her own hands.
She started crying.
You werenât letting your daughter play with a stranger, that much you knew.Â
âMy nameâs Leon, by the way.â Leon said, extending his arm, but he pulled back as soon as he saw that you were too busy handling the tantrum your daughter was having.Â
You told Leon your name which easily fell from his lips to confirm he heard you well. âDo you normally come here?â You asked.
âYes, but just in the mornings.â He responded, watching the little one pouting. âSomething came out today so duty called. Cops donât rest.â
âWait, Are you a cop?â You seemed to relax at the revelation and he couldnât help but get a Deja Vu from this little interaction. A friend of his asked him the same question, but at least now he wasnât surrounded by zombies.
âA copâŚâ A whisper came out from Leonâs lips, a playful yet gentle smile formed on his face. âKinda.â
âIâll assume youâre way more important than that.â You adjusted Margaret in your arms when she finally calmed. Although she kept on staring at Leon, her bright eyes focused on him. âBecause if you were indeed a cop or a chief youâd be puffing your chest out.â
âAre they always like that?â He acted surprised.
âHere, in New York? I donât know⌠you tell me.â
Itâs been a while since he last spoke with someone this freely. Surely he has talked with his friends a lot. But they were people he had previously known and shared the same past as him, a connection to the outside world seemed impossible and even greedy in a way.
Soon, both of you found yourselves unable to stop talking, even Margaret chirped from time to time, making her opinion loud and clear. He got to know a bit about you, and you got to know little fragments of his life. The ones who wouldnât lead him to share more than necessary, obviously.
Despite the rough exterior, his constant frowning stopped as a soft expression replaced it. Margaret's chubby hands absentmindedly held one of Leonâs fingers as he spoke with you, blabbering and being overjoyed by his presence.Â
However, her cheerful mood slowly turned sour as soon as she got hungry. Glassy eyes and sobs warned you that the conversation would come to an end.
âYup, I gotta go.â You murmured trying not to bring more stress to your already distressed baby. âIt was nice talking to you.â
âLikewise.â Leon kept his hands in his pockets, unable to come up with anything else. He wanted to say that perhaps they could repeat this. But then again, heâs been so deprived of normal social interactions that he no longer knows if that would sound creepy.Â
âHave a good night.â He decided it would be the wisest thing to do. He watched your soft expression as you took your little girlâs hand and waved goodbye.Â
Ever since that little interaction, his schedule changed. His morning routine was long forgotten. An excuse was made, something between the lines that his shift changed so he has to work in the mornings.Â
And he was delighted to spend time with both of you. The highlights of his whole day would be getting to hear about you and Margaret.Â
Each day that passed meant new memories being made. From the way he got to know Margaretâs favorite ice cream flavor to your childhood dreams. Every detail mattered for him because he could now see how simple life could be.
He tookâboth of you mostlyâ on little dates. Let it be to try a new cafeteria near the park, drinking an americano while Margaret drank from her sippy cut which was filled with chocolate milk.Â
However, there were times in which Margaret would stay with a friend of yours. Allowing you to be alone with Leon. And while he appreciates the joy and happiness your daughter brought, he also loved the moments in which he could focus just on you.Â
Sadly, years of training didnât prepare him to man up and make the first move. When he thought he would brush away every insecurity and second guesses, something would come up.Â
He wanted to grab your hand, the waiter would come at the worst time. He wants to compliment you, he'd almost choke with his own saliva. He wanted to give you a goodbye kiss after driving you home, someone would call him.
It was as if the universe was against him.
Thankfully, you had picked up those hints. And if Leon wasn't the luckiest man out there, you can help him in his predicament.
On a usual afternoon, as Margaret played with the leaves that had fallen from the trees, you shot him a question.
âWould you like to have dinner with me?â
âHuh? Yes, it sounds nice.â Leon absentmindedly replied, thinking it would be like the rest of your dates.
âI mean⌠In my house. I don't think I've invited you yet.â
In the meantime, Margaret had grabbed some leaves which she placed on Leon's hair. The man didn't even react to it, already used to her antics.
âI wouldn't like to intrude.â
âYou wouldn't. See it as a friendly meeting.â
Friendly meeting, of course. He couldnât be so selfish.
âIf you insist.â He says as the little one giggles, her smile just showing two teeth. âWhen would it be?â
âAre you free this 14th?âÂ
He nods, he doesn't even remember if he's in fact free. But he'd make time.Â
Besides, who works on Valentineâs Day?
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He wishes he would've realized about the implications of the day sooner.
The other dates have been nothing but platonic. Of course he had been nervous, biting his nails to the point where had to put on clear nail polish.Â
But this one is for Valentine's Day. Day where people confess their love in dramatic ways. Some lucky people even propose on this date.Â
Leon has been out of the dating game for years. He believes he'll mess it up somehow, especially as he sees the reflection of himself in the mirror.Â
Of course, he knows he's getting better. But his appearance tells everyone otherwise. His hair continues being dark, a big contrast from his past self whose blond hair would be the talk of some people.
The palm of his hand brushes over his stubble cheek. The sensation of those tiny hairs is similar to blades. He looks at his watch, there is no time to shave. The last thing he wanted was to be late on his first date.
He sighs and walks toward the table, on top of it are two bouquets. One has multiple red and pink roses, that one is for you. The other one consists of a single white rose, for Margaret. Even if he has forgotten the basics of dating, he wouldnât go empty-handed to your home.
The drive to your house isnât an easy one. Not because he lacked driving skills, he is pretty much proud of how well he could drive when he is not facing life-or-death situations.Â
He takes his car, just for today. He knows he has to be himself and show you his love for bikes. But he would be lying if he wasnât a tad scared about coming to your house driving his usual motorbike. What would you think? Surely youâd dump him for risking his life or something like that.
But he is so damned anxious. He turns on the radio, trying to muffle his thoughts but the first thing that comes up is a Valentine's Day advertisement. âDonât mess up your date today! Try our newest product andââ Heâs trying, he doesnât know what the ad is talking about but he needs no product for this date to be a success.
He turns off the stupid machine. After all, todayâs music sucks. Nothing personal, he just doesnât like it. Heâd prefer if the radio played real music. Some Deftones and Korn would do.Â
But right now heâd dance to anything. Valentineâs Day, after all, should be a romantic getaway from the normalcy of life. Even though years had made him a corny individual, if itâs with you, romanticism should never die.
Heâs rambling, his head is a mess. He sees himself slow dancing with you, Somethinâ Stupid playing in the background. He foresees a future in which he could paint next to your daughter, suns and trees never looked so pretty as he imagines that scenario.Â
Dating you would come with the whole pack, he knows well. But even at his age, he still feels like a broken child whenever he sees himself in the mirror. Memories of his innocence being stripped away of him and his present still clinging on to the faint threads of hope.Â
So thatâs why he made the promise of taking this relationship seriously. No matter if you end up being nothing more than friends. People often say that you just know when you meet the one. And he saw the beacons of lights announcing the whole sun when he met you and your little one.
Eventually, he reaches your home. Double-checking the address you had previously sent him over text, he confirms this is the place you live in. A modest house, enough for you and Margaret.Â
He switches off the engine and takes out the key from the ignition. Placing his hands one last time on the steering wheel, he takes a deep breath, mentally preparing himself. And with a newfound conviction, he grabs the two bouquets and gets out of the car.
When he walks towards the door, he immediately knocks. If he dared to wait just a second just to calm his anxiety, heâd spend at least 5 minutes staring at the wooden material. So, he sacrifices that priceless time in order to face reality.
A âcomingâ is heard by Leon a few seconds after he knocks. Eventually, the front door opens and you welcome him with Margaret in your arms. âHey.â You greet him, Margaret doing the same as she waves her hand.
âHey, you two.â Leon says with a warm smile, trying to hold back the fact that there hasnât been a better image than this. âI couldnât come empty-handed to your house so I took the liberty to bring you these.â
Leon then hands you the bouquets he had broughtâthe bigger one for you, and the smaller one with a single rose for Margaret.Â
âAre these for me?â A dumb question, of course. But thereâs no harm to ask and surely it would get a nice reply from Leon who has been dancing around the idea of flirting with you. Too scared to come off as awkward and silly.
âI donât see another pretty woman around here.â It slips so smoothly out of his lips. Leon Kennedy, you still got it, he mentally praises himself.Â
âYeah, right.â You roll your eyes, satisfied with the answer you received. âPlease, come in.â
Leon nods and enters your house. The living room was nicely organized, and the way some toys blended in with the decoration brought a smile to his face. The perfect balance between the sober expected room with the colorful and childish playthings.
You set Margaret on the floor not before giving her the rose Leon gifted her. She absentmindedly walks toward the couch and sits down to inspect what an amazing thing the funny man brought.
âWell, looks like she likes them.â Leon hums as he watches how Margaret starts happily tearing the flower into tiny pieces. Her antics filling Leonâs heart, he could get used to this feeling.
He wants to.
âYup, definitely.â And your eyes meet Leonâs, his piercing blue eyes are not cold as he often thinks. They remind you of the beach sea, of the gentle waves and the gentleness they carry.Â
And he sees himself in yours. In your eyes, he isnât a cold and depressed agent who is fighting off the odds. He admires the man heâs becoming. The man who despite everything he has experienced, wants to do better.
âI havenât told you yet butâŚâ Leon trails off as he gathers the courage to do this simple yet nerve-wracking action. âHappy Valentineâs Day.â
He grabs your hand and brings it to his lips. Without breaking eye contact, he kisses your knuckles. A gentleman through and through. If he could win your heart, heâd do anything to protect both of you.
Although he was lying, even if he werenât to win you over, you have already gained a friend who would literally save the world for you to live in with your most beautiful miracle.Â
âYouâre sappy.â You shake your head laughing, but you donât push Leon away. In a way, your teasing comes off as a thank you.Â
âAnd you break my heart.â He chuckles, letting go of your hand which falls to your side.
As it does, your eyes fall on Margaret. While she continues playing with torn pieces of the flower, you see her head swaying slowly from side to side, as if fighting off sleep.Â
âItâs nap time for little Margaret.â You break the silence as you walk toward Margaret whose tiny fingers still try to tear up the already destroyed rose.Â
You pick up Margaret and with the way she isn't getting fuzzy, your assumption was correct. She is fighting against Morpheus, sadly losing.
You glance at Leon who is standing in the same place you left him. Admiring the scene of you carrying your daughter.Â
âWould you like to help me?â You murmur.Â
Of course he does, he wants nothing more but to embark on this new life. He has seen so much horror and for once, he wants to indulge in this domestic dream of his.
âIf you let me.â
Humble, timid, and definitely not showing how enthusiastic he was about helping you.Â
You nod and guide him upstairs. Margaretâs room was just next to yours, even though you prefer to sleep with her, still too nervous about her getting tangled in her own blankets.
As both of you reach the room, shades of pink and white greet Leon. Some toys are scattered around the floor too. Proof of Margaretâs wholesome behavior.Â
Margaret shifts in your arms, her previous peaceful demeanor changing given the frustration of not falling asleep yet. She is pretty much easy to handle when nap time comes, but today is one of those days.
âYou told me I could help.â Leon's hushed voice reaches you. His eyes express the need to assist you in a task like this.Â
âSureâŚâ Your heart flutters as Leon steps up to help you. You indeed asked him if he wanted to come with you. But the fact he had so eagerly accepted the role made you appreciate him even more.
If that was even possible.
As Margaret starts letting out soft cries, you hand her to Leon who is quick to catch her. At first, Margaret is held rather awkwardly which brings a smile to your face before her cries get really serious.
You help Leon by moving his hand. That gains a quiet âok okâ meaning that he got the hang of it.Â
He positions Margaret on his chest, her face seeking the crook of his neck as she continues letting out tiny sobs. With his hand supporting his back, he rocks her.
If anyone were to see him, they'd think he's a father holding his daughter. But in his mind, he's holding your world, his world.Â
Oblivious to it, Leon started humming a song. He doesnât know where he had heard it before. Maybe it came from his mother, a memory he thought was deeply buried in his mind.
Eventually, your baby falls asleep which definitely boosts Leonâs mood as she grins. He's built for this! He thinks.
He lays Margaret in her crib. The little one breathes slowly as she drifts off to dreamland.
Both of you slowly and quietly walk out of the room making sure not to make any loud noise and wake the sleeping princess.Â
As you slowly descend from the stairs and are once again in the living room, Leonâs mind is filled with expectations.
What's next?
What is he supposed to do now?Â
As if on cue, your words break the silence.
âI forgot to order the food.â You sheepishly admit as you nervously laugh. Between cleaning the house before Leon came and taking care of a toddler the fact that a dinner without food wouldn't be a dinner slipped out of your mind.
âI'll do it right now just give me a second to search for this one restauââ
âHey, it's okay.â Leon reaches for your arm before you can walk toward where the phone is. He takes this opportunity to do all the things he has wanted to do with you. To accomplish each one of those silly yet endearing wishes of his.
âBesides⌠this is a great excuse for us to bond more.â
He lets go of your arm but instead, his hand takes out his cellphone. Your eyes curiously watch as he types something.
For a moment, Leon doesn't utter a word and you can see how his fingers are slightly shaking.
Leon looks up from the phone and gives you a gentle smile before he sets the phone aside. After a couple of seconds, the slow and wistful chords of a piano announce the beginning of a song.
âMay I have this dance?â Leon extends his hand toward you.Â
You opt to accept his hand. In the back of your mind, you wanted to tease him one more time. Just like you did when he told you happy Valentineâs. But you feel this is way more important than those simple words.
As your hand locks with his, he pulls you closer to his body. His free arm finds its home in your lower back, not too low to keep it PG and not to discomfort you in this intimate dance.
Letting him guide you, you sway from side to side. His past self wouldn't have imagined that he could reach this level of serenity and tranquility. The simple thought of having a family was like a faraway dream.
Your head rests comfortably on Leon's shoulder, the scent of his cologne being your new favorite aroma. The one that brings you memories from the time you met him to all the dates you had that led to this very moment.
The song continues its course, and the outside world is forgotten for a moment. No words are exchanged as both of you drown in the homely feeling of dancing in each other's arms.
After a while, without lifting his head and allowing his lips to ever so slightly graze against your ears, Leon's voice cut through the peaceful melody.
âLet me in.â He whispers, his hands ever so slightly tightening around your middle section. His words brush against your ear like the soft melody that plays in the background.Â
âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âLet me in, in your life. I donât want to ask you to just be your partner.â The weight and truth of his statement turn your head in a messy place. âI want to be part of your life and Margaretâs.â
He wants to stick around, he wants to be greeted by you and Margaret each time he comes back from a mission. He wants to give Margaret the childhood he never had. And, he wants to fulfill every little dream you and he may have.Â
âI want to wake up next to you each morning. To Margaret telling us she's hungry in her own way.â He's always been a man of few words, but in this moment he could recite the whole bible if he wanted.Â
âI want to put Margaret to sleep every day just like I did today. And I want to sleep next to you every night, knowing that you're safe.â
âI don't want you to be a memory.â His lips move to the side of your face, daring to kiss your cheeks in a sweet manner. âI want you to be my whole life.â
Smoothly and with ease, his words fall from his lips while his tempo never falters. His thumb now softly rubs your skin, where his hand is located to support your back in the dance.
He'd want to take pride and tell you he's that good with words. However, many times he has rehearsed this speech that if he had stumbled on his words he'd have let the earth swallow him.
And as the song came to an end, so did Leonâs confession.Â
A few seconds of silence create the worst nightmare in Leon's imagination. He could already hear your words telling him you don't feel the same that you're already in love with someone else orâ
Your knuckles caress Leonâs face, feeling the growing stubble on his cheek and jaw. The sensation of being touched like this has been a long-distance memory that he's completely forgotten what being loved felt like.
He now feels both of your hands cupping his face, prompting him to look you in the eyes. His blue eyes lock with yours and admire the softest of expressions drawn on your face.
As he gazes into you, he can only think how in love he is. And what a good life awaits for him.
And what feels like both an eternity and a split second, your lips connect with his in a tender yet meaningful kiss. One that he's been expecting after all this time.
The one is indeed not a myth.
AUTHOR'S NOTE 2: I had so much fun writing this. There's something about found family that makes me all soft and sappy lmao. And sorry if my despiction about cops is wrong... I've never set foot in the US so spare your writer the embarrassment. Anyway, I hope you all have a beautiful day! No matter if you spend it with your lover, friends or alone. (Dividers are from: @/cafekitsune)
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hello my love! been thinking about creepy stalker leon lately <3 maybe vendetta leon! he's damaged mentally and he can't stop himself from being fixated on you. like he corners you somewhere and dubious consent things proceed. IN PUBLIC WOULD BE HOT, but they don't get caught. for a fem! reader
ive been watching you.
AHHHHH first request ate tf up. something about vendetta leon makes me blush. i hope u like!!!
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. NSFW UNDER THE CUT
CW: smut 18+, p in v, fingering, oral (f! receiving), dubcon, semi-public sex, stalking, obsession, masturbation, leon being a creepy perv, age gap (reader is like 22), noncon photography, choking, size kink if u squint and tilt ur head
fem! reader
divider: @leonsdolly
hes not a weirdo. really! he never meant for it to go this far.
it was a random day last august when he wandered into the restaurant you worked at. but as soon as you came to his table and introduced yourself with that pretty little smile and those big doe eyes, he knew he'd been in trouble. after a short pause, he turned his charm on and started a conversation with you.
then he found himself back the next day. and the next.
he swore the only reason he showed up was for the coffee, which was the laziest excuse he could muster considering the coffee was from K-Cups, but you didnt seem to mind. every time you worked, you found your eyes glancing to his booth hoping to see his dark hair poking over the top of the booth in front of him. he could see the way your eyes lit up when you saw him, he just hoped you didnt notice the way his cock twitched when his eyes locked with yours.
during your small talk at his table, even after he learned you were half his age, he could only ever think about the way his large, rough hands would feel running all along your body, from your pretty tits, to your waist, to your thighs, to your- oh shit, what were you saying?
"you with me, Mr. Kennedy?" fuck, he loved when he heard his name leave your lips. "uh, yeah, sorry. long night. what were you saying?"
"did you want your regular?" you were smirking, almost mocking how distracted he was.
"yea, add something for yourself pretty lady, come sit with me on your break?"
leon had been a regular of your months. he looked to be in his late 30s-early 40s, and you'd be lying if you said his little nickname didnt make your knees a little weak.
"as much as id love to, Mr. Kennedy, i cant today. but i can definitely get that order in for you" you reluctantly deny his request.
he didnt appreciate that.
-
after a week of discreetly following you home after your shifts, he'd learned your routines. what time you shower in the evening, what time you have dinner, what time you touch yourself when everyone else falls asleep...
leon invested in some binoculars from the local nerd store and even found a little bush he could hide in perfectly angled to show him your bedroom. he even bought himself a new camera so he could take pictures of you when you look your best, oblivious.
when you had gone off to work one day, he snuck in right as you left. he's not sure what possessed him to do this, he used to be such a good guy. he wanted to protect and serve and... now look at him, rummaging in some 20 somethings underwear drawer.
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you slam the register shut after counting your money for that night, it had been a long one. full of old men, not leon, telling you to "smile for them" or snapping at you for a refill of their sweet teas. everyone else had gone home for the night, and you were just about to lock up. your body ached, you felt like falling on the nearest flat surface and knocking out for the week.
until you heard the bell ding.
"we're close-" you were cut off by yourself when you saw who walked in, "oh, hey Mr. Kennedy."
theres his girl. "hey honey, you alright? you look tired" he approached you from behind.
"its been a long day, but nothing i can't handle. i was actually just about to lock up the restaurant... so.." you trail off, hoping he may get the hint that you just want to go home.
"well good thing i came in, huh?" he laughs, and so do you, but you didnt find it too funny. he was starting to stand a little bit too close to you for your comfort, even though you trusted him.
"i guess" you say, blushing when he gives you a look that made you almost rip off his shirt right then and there. but you cant, thats wrong, what would your parents think?
"you look pretty, angel" leon says, tilting your head up to look up at him. god, he was tall, and his one hand could cover your whole face.
"t-thank you Mr. Ke-"
"Leon. call me Leon"
"thank you, leon" you reply, crossing your arms, tensing up. you knew you shouldn't be feeling this way, it isn't professional.
he couldnt hold himself back anymore. whether it was the way your big pretty eyes looked up at him like a trap, or the way his hand was finally grazing your soft skin, something made him bold enough to kiss you.
"Le- Leon... we can't" you made out between kisses, as much as you were denying him, you were still kissing him back, that kept him going.
"we can't? that's too bad..." he mutters in your ear, breath fanning against your neck as his fingers wandered below your waistband, "because im gonna do it anyway"
you squirmed against him but you couldn't deny the way you mewled in his ear when he grazed your clit through the thin fabric of your panties. he laughed meanly in your ear before putting his free hand around your throat and gently squeezing when he applies the slightest pressure to your clothes clit, making you moan, "i knew you'd like that". he lays you down in a booth in the empty restaurant.
"p-lease... fuck" you tugged at his shirt, shyly asking for more. he laughs at the change in your charcter from only a moment ago, before ultimately complying with your silent request. he rips your clothes off and leaves a trail of sloppy, wet kisses from your neck, to your tits, to your stomach, and finally down to your pussy.
he gazes up at you with the hungriest eyes youve ever seen, glazed over and half lidded yet so focused on you. he makes out with your cunt, his nose bumping into your clit as he slips his tongue in and out of your hole, making lewd, borderline pornographic sounds. you were a wreck, writhing under him and grinding your hips into his face as he moaned incoherent praises into you, the vibrations making you soak his face more than you knew you could.
he eventually sticks two fingers into you as he sucks on your puffy, neglected clit, and once he curls his fingers to the spot that makes you jolt, he keeps on hitting that spot again and again and again until you cum in his mouth. he doesnt stop then, using his tongue to clean up your mess until you're pushing him away, a stupid cocky grin plastered on his wet lips.
you didn't realize you were taking his belt off until his cock was in front of you. he was big, leaking precum from his pretty pink tip and his eyes were piercing yours as he pumped himself a few times before lining himself with your entrance, the two of you gasping in tandem as he bottomed out inside of you.
tears pricked at your eyes as he began to move, the pain and pleasure and overstimulation from your last orgasm all combining and making a cocktail of sensations you've never experienced before. your head lolled to the side and you squeezed your eyes shut while leon rocked you into next year, until he just almost cuts off your airway and forces you to face him and look in his eyes as he drills into you like a jackhammer.
"ah-ah-ah-f-uuuck, Lee!" you moaned into his neck as you scratched pretty red lines down his back, making him grit his teeth to keep from letting out a whine he'd only heard when cumming in the panties he stole from your room
"i know pretty girl, feels good doesn't it?" he lets up on your throat, not that you could catch your breath at the rate he was plowing you. "y-yes- i'm cumming, oh my god im cumming" your eyes roll into the back of your head and you draw blood from biting your lip.
"go ahead princess, im right there with you" he grunts, slightly angling to hit you impossibly deeper, which was your final straw, you let out a string of curses and chants of his name as you cream his cock, he spills his load inside of you. not that you're that angry, his warm cum spilling out of you felt so nice you couldn't dare be angry.
the two of you catch your breath in silence until leon snaps a photo of your leaky cunt, both of your cum spilling onto your thighs.
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OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH
I JUST HAD A CUTE LITTLE SCENARIO IDEA. It is about vendetta! leon and young(20âs) reader series! What about reader sitting on the bathrooms counter/vanity while helping Leon shave? His hands are resting on readers tighs or around her waist as he watches her focused eyes. I THINK THAT WOULD BE ADORABLE PLS.
And i donât think this counts as an ask, but if youâll want to do something with this im not complainig hahah đđ
Warning: Fluff, mention of injuries, age difference (implied but not mentioned), Leon!Vendetta, Leon gets taken care of (this man needs a little love and devotion); talking about nothing.
I'm sorry, I'm too lazy. I write slowly and because of some eternally tired condition
Coming back to you after so many weeks of silence was wrong, or at least unfair. To tell the truth, Leon did not feel that he should have done it at all, the doctor recommended bed rest, but it was all the same. It was not the first time he had been thrown like a rag doll, although this time he felt like he was on the edge, dangerously balancing between life and death, when Aris's claws almost pierced his flesh. At least Leon thought he was going to die thinking about you- the only good thing in his life in recent years.
He wasn't even sure if you would let him in, but when he broke out of the dark tunnel, the whole flight he thought only about how nice it was to return to the person who, for some reason, cared about him. You weren't his wife, you weren't his work partner, you were just a girl. The girl he was afraid to fall in love with because he always thought that this love would hurt you. Although it seems that only one was injured, and it was Leon himself, who came up with stupid rules for himself to protect you.
And here he is, you look at him without any malice, although it would be worth it. Leon really doesn't think he has the right to show up like this without an invitation, but he does, looking into your eyes with a guilty look, hoping that you won't drive him away and let him lick his wounds while he lets you love him tenderly.
"Come in," you nod head, letting him into your tiny apartment, in which Leon felt better than at home.
Although it looked more like a lone wolf's lair. It was much more comfortable and even somehow warmer with you.
Taking a step, Leon feels not like a government dog, but an ordinary person who is taken by the hand and let into a small corner of paradise. Maybe it will last a day, two or a week, but he will be a little happy and loved.
"Should I heat up your dinner?" You ask casually, as if he wasn't ignoring you and running away to drown his problems in alcohol. "Leon?"
"No, I'm not hungry."
"Coffee?" Again you offer him, but he just shakes his head negatively as he sits down on the chair in front of you.
"No"
Maybe you think he came here to end all the little things that were between you, but no. He just needs you as a salvation, otherwise his head will drown in regret.
All Leon wants is for his fight not to be in vain, but every time someone else takes the place of the bad guy, and corporations continue to create viruses that turn people into bioweapons. He runs his hand over his face, feeling the annoying stubble under his palm that should have been shaved off, but having drowned in alcohol, he didnât want to do anything.
âI just,â he looks at you with a hazy look but completely sober, âCan I stay here? With you?â
Who are you to refuse him? But be honest with yourself, you want him to stay here, especially since his beaten appearance really said that he was better off not being alone. Under the T-shirt, bruises and abrasions on the face and arms and what appears to be a dislocated shoulder are visible. In any case, wanted to believe that Leon didnât break any bones.
"You know that my answer is yes"
Leon doesn't smile. Just eternally grateful that he won't have to sit in his dark, lonely apartment lying on his bed again after taking a strong painkiller.
He sleeps well with you, he doesn't have nightmares, and he's just comfortable here. You can turn on the TV, watch an old movie with you and lie quietly, knowing that he will not be called anywhere until he recovers. There was work left in New York for B.S.A.A and TerraSave, but not for him, besides, he didn't take a shower before coming to you, fortunately you had some of his things, including a spare toothbrush and a new disposable razor.
And that was the problem. The problem with his shoulder, which you kept looking at without stopping, as if he had grown a third arm.
âWorking moments,â Leon muttered, feeling that he really wouldnât refuse your dinner. âCan I ask you something else?"
âYeah, sure.â You really never refused him.
Arias threw him against the wall, clearly sparing no effort, but thanks to the adrenaline, Leon didnât feel much pain and was able to maneuver and attack this crazy bastard. The truth is that falling from a motorcycle does not benefit his body, which is why when everything calmed down, Leon realized that it was simply difficult for him to pick up the very razor that was now in your hands and do such a simple job as shaving.
âJust stay still, or better yet, sit down,â you said loudly, seeing that Leon didnât like the touch on his neck when you tried to cover him with shaving foam.
It was already like instinct when they touched his neck. Leon immediately jerked to the side when he felt someone else's palm on his skin, as if the touch caused him pain. He never talked about how often he was grabbed by the throat, but from his reaction one could guess that this was a sensitive area that he did not like to trust to anyone but himself.
âI canât shave you if you twitch like a little kid who doesnât want to wash his face,â you joked, using your finger to spread the shaving foam you had on your hand onto the tip of his nose.
"Just...a reflex"
You thought about it, biting your lip, but Leon just exhaled, gathering his strength, knowing that you weren't going to kill him. He trusted you, so he calmly sat down on a small chair, putting his hands on your waist, trying to relax.
You saw how tense his muscles were, as if at any moment he was ready to make a jerk, his fingers squeezed the fabric of your tank top while you distributed foam over his face, trying not to overuse the product at the site of his abrasions that have not yet healed. When that was done, the razor in your hands gently touched the skin of his neck and gently shaved off excess hair from his face with smooth movements against the coarse hairs.
Carefully avoiding all the cuts, you managed not to hurt him. Step by step, you constantly rinsed the razor to remove all the hairs from it and walk it over the places where the stubble still remained. The most difficult thing for Leon was his neck - he felt too exposed and vulnerable, but when it was over and you moved to another zone, it seemed to you that he even exhaled.
In the end, getting carried away with the case, you didn't even notice how Leon was gradually able to relax and carefully watched your movements, finding you charming when you are so focused only on him. Maybe it's a little selfish, but for him you look so beautiful that he thinks about asking you to shave him again in a week when the stubble grows back, just to watch you take care of him again.
It took you a few minutes to catch his eye when you were completely done. The blue eyes stared at you with such attention that for a second you might have thought that something interesting was written on your face since he was looking at you like that. It's a little awkward and you look at him in response, stupidly blinking your eyes when you wipe his face with a towel, which makes a smile bloom on your lips and you look away.
"What's funny?"
To be honest, there really wasn't anything funny, it was just embarrassing for you.
"Did you leave me something like a mustache?" He joked and you burst out laughing
"Good idea! I'll do it next time."
Leon chuckled, because as a temporary joke, you could do that. That's just the accumulated fatigue that fell like a heavy boulder on him did not allow him to rejoice as much as you do.
"You're obviously going to amuse Chris," He sighed. You threw the razor into the sink and froze for a moment when you felt his head pressed against your stomach, relaxing in layers as you run your fingers through his hair "Thank you"
"No problem," you kissed the top of his head, helping him stand up, noticing how he hisses from the pain in his back when he straightens up.
"Fuck." Leon hisses in pain, catching his breath, realizing that maybe he should drink more painkillers and let a loved one take care of him. "I think I'm catching up with my age"
"Maybe. But I think you should rest and follow the doctor's recommendations at least until you stop needing painkillers."
"Until the next mission, you mean?"
You didn't say anything because you didn't know much about his work. After laying Leon on the bed, he finally exhaled with relief after looking at you with secret gratitude. Literally the only person who gives him warmth and comfort, and maybe he should come to you instead of washing down his bitterness in a bar. Thinking about it, Leon even thought that if he had stayed with you, he would not be suffering from his injuries now, however⌠What would have happened to Chris and Rebecca? But it's too late to regret what happened. He's alive and he's with you now. He lies in your bed listening to the usual chatter while the TV is on in the background and you settle down next to him bringing an extra blanket and pillow.
In the end, you just plopped down next to him, thoughtfully looking at the picture on the TV, pulling the blanket over yourself. Leon moved a little closer to you, hugging you around the waist, nuzzling your cheek, covering his eyes from fatigue. Of course you knew that he works for the government, but never what he does specifically. You saw the "DSO" marking on his gun, but you were afraid to ask him about it, although the fact that Leon has the right to carry and store weapons freely already hinted that he does not work in some average position and his injuries⌠one is worse than the other.
It is difficult to unravel the thoughts of this person, especially when he is completely immersed in himself. You know that he has some problems with alcohol and a couple of times you even quarreled about it, after which Leon always apologized by coming to you with flowers and other gifts. You turn off the light in the room, turning to him, meeting the tired gaze of blue eyes.
"Thank you. I rarely say this, but I'm grateful for everything you do for me."
"I know."
"Maybe you should find a better guy than me, but" he snuggled even closer and there was fear in his words, as if you could make him leave right now, "but I want to be with you. I can't lead a normal life, but being here with you feels like I'm becoming normal. Who he was before September 30, 1998"
"And what happened on September 30th?" you ask, putting your hand on his palm, smiling, and immediately see how noticeably even in the dark his face changes, becoming more gloomy.
"My first day working as a cop. I overslept and was late for my first day at work"
He could have said a lot and revealed his soul to you without fear if he hadn't been bound by the government. Raccoon City is classified information, and even no matter how much he values you, you shouldn't know anything about it. Fortunately, you do not pry into the truth, leaving his personal border untouched, and for this Leon is infinitely grateful. Maybe in a couple of weeks, when his injuries stop being so painful and his condition improves, he'll even laugh at what kind of mustache you made for him while shaving him again. He will really be happy and he will not need alcohol in this.
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I'm not going to lie, bros. Luis's sudden change of heart here never made any sense to me. Nothing has changed (that we've seen) in between these two scenes to change his mind. At the start of chapter 2, Luis:
+ already knows that Leon's an outsider getting caught up in this + already knows that Leon's looking for Ashley, who's another innocent outsider getting caught up in this + already knows that Leon is infected (he fucking watches it happen) (and even if he couldn't see because it was dark in the cellar, nothing happens to inform him of it between chapter 2 and him beckoning Leon and Ashley into the cabin)
but he leaves Leon for dead in the basement of the warehouse anyway.
So, then, why does he say to Ada:
Luis is also completely unaccounted for in the time between ditching Leon in the basement and showing up at the cabin. Leon doesn't run into him at all between these two moments, and he's MIA in Separate Ways, and Ada can't find him.
But not only does he have a change of heart, but he refuses to give Ada the Amber for a significant portion of Separate Ways, because he knows that, once he does, Ada will take him away from Valdelobos and away from Leon and Ashley.
Luis starts the game as a wholly selfish character, caring only for his own extraction/rescue and nothing else, but all of a sudden becomes obsessed with redemption and penance.
This is one of those holes that makes me feel really confident in saying another DLC is coming.
Because there is a way to make this make sense.
Luis must have learned that Leon was a survivor of Raccoon City.
This would also help to explain why he's so dodgy about telling Leon who he actually is, why he seems to feel guilty when Leon reveals that he knows about his connection to Umbrella, and why he doesn't seem to question why Leon has such a distrust in/vendetta against Umbrella.
I don't know how Luis found out about Leon, but I'm pretty confident in saying that he must have. Either Krauser or Wesker could have told him, because both of them would know. Or maybe not even told him directly -- but somehow the information got out there and around. A file or something was dug up or left behind. Maybe another one of Krauser's jerk off photos who knows idk
Because it'd be easy, from Luis's perspective, to rationalize leaving Leon behind in the basement. This guy seems like he knows what he's doing, and he walked into this willingly, so let's just let things sort themselves out.
But to find out that Leon was also a survivor of Raccoon City means that Leon has already fallen victim to Luis's work once before and is now poised to get hit by it a second time. That would be enough to make Luis stop and go "I can't let this keep happening."
And it makes it all make sense as to why this is suddenly so deeply personal to Luis, when he couldn't be assed to give a fuck about it at the start.
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52 :3
And can I also kiss you?? đ
52: âCan I kiss you?â
prompt game :^)
⥠cw: mentions of withdrawals, struggles with alcoholism, depression, specifically soggy wet cat vendetta leon but can be read with damnation leon in mind :3
⥠a/n: YES we are smooching, i am kissin u on the mouf rn đ¤
âCan I kiss you?â
What the hell was he saying.
One minute, heâs trembling over a plate of eggs and pancakes back at the hotel, and now heâs barely holding himself back from slumping against your shoulder like an old dog. You had insisted on dragging his miserable ass out of there, told him to get his shit together. That you were going for a ride, and he should hang on.
(Of course he was too stubborn to let you drive, no matter the fact that he had already put down half a bottle this morning.)
So despite his better judgement, he allowed you pull him away from those four walls that were his hotel room, all under the promise that itâd still be there when he got back.
Sure, he didnât want to leave. If his hangover had anything to say about it, heâd be tucked back under the covers of that shitty, scratchy duvet in the fetal position. His head was pounding. But sat here on this stoop tucked away into the mountains, overlooking the small town he had sought out to lick his wounds within, the cool breeze sweeps away some of the tension in his facial features. The fresh air has coaxed that stress out of his shoulders, loosened him up in a way alcohol hadnât managed to in years.
But maybe it was you.
You, tucked against his side, thumbing slow circles into the back of his palm. The scent of your shampoo drifting through the breeze that passes his nose that has his heart rate slowing. Honestly, he didnât want to pull this apart. Whether it was the fresh air or you by his side that had him relaxing for the first time in months (years?), it didnât matter. Because he asked a stupid question, and he doesnât really feel like taking it back.
âLeon, youâre drunk,â you scoff, shaking your head. As if kissing your superior was such a far fetched idea. Or maybe you just didnât want to kiss him. He couldnât blame you, heâs not sure he even bothered to pack a toothbrush when he sought out a direct flight to Colorado.
âIâm the most sober Iâve been in weeks, right now.â
In his defense, he was telling the truth. After arriving at that run down mug, he had made it his mission to slug back as much as he could before he had to leave. Because he knew this was coming â whether in the form of a text message detailing his next deployment, or with the arrival of military personnel â and he had stuck it to himself to ignore it for as long as possible. Started digging that hole of sweet silence into his subconscious the second he got his room key.
And yetâŚ. Here he was. Sobered up and wanting. Forced to face the sad reality that he was lonely, damn it.
Alright, universe, you win. Heâll admit it. Why else would you be playing with his head like this? Those eyes, deep as the ocean, bright as the stars. Pretty lips that fill out so delicately, cheeks that look softer than anything heâs felt in months. You were the embodiment of something a man like him didnât deserve, and no withdrawal could create the guttural rawness of the wound this reality inflicted on him.
You werenât a daydream, and you werenât an illusion. You were tangible, distantly so. And after having been dragged back down to earth, he needed something stronger than what was in his flask.
Chancing a glance over at him, itâs clear youâre debating with yourself. Your teeth tucking that sweet bottom lip under them, plush in how it swells ever so slightly under the pressure. Lashes fluttering when you search his features. He was definitely in better shape than you had found him this morning, silverware clinking and wobbling in his unsteady grip.
The sight almost made you want to slip them from his hands, cut his food up for him like a doting mother. Maybe guide a few bites past his lips like some guilt ridden caregiver, anything to bring some color back to his cheeks.
But youâd never say that out loud.
â⌠I believe you,â you hum, gaze shifting back up from the dip of his cupids bow. A shitty cover to ignore how you had just wondered how that scruff over it would feel against your mouth. âJust donât think itâs a good idea.â
âYeah?â He dryly laughs, short and null of any real humor. âJust like how joining this god forsaken organization wasnât either, right?â
Silence. Thick, drawn out.
Few people knew just how Leon ended up in the DSO, landed himself in such a comfortable place with the higher ups. And fewer knew why he stayed. Itâs hard to really respond to that when youâre not part of that statistic.
âIâm sorry,â you find yourself muttering softly, turning away again. Shifting your focus back out to gaze over the town below, the traffic flow of patrons returning home, shops turning off lights.
âDonât be. Iâm being a dick right now.â
Leon forgot how snippy he could be during withdrawals nowadays. Made him feel like an overgrown baby, still stuck in his oral phase. That flask in his pocket might as well have become a pacifier, anything to keep him from spinning off the handle.
âYouâre acting like one, yeah. Doesnât make you one.â
Pausing, Leon glances at you, follows the line of your side profile for a moment. Studies the line of your nose, the slope of your top lip. Down and over the jut of your chin, the retreat of your jaw. He wanted to follow that track with the bridge of his nose, maybe press his lips to the hollow of your throat.
Fuck. Maybe he wasnât nearly as sober as he thought.
Clearing his throat, he shakes his head, glances out in the general direction youâre looking in. Canât help how he finds similarities between the slopes of the mountains and your face.
âIâm glad you think so.â
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helloo!! hope ur doing well :))
im wondering what you think leon's day off would look like?
well, this is headcanons times, let's go! and thank you <3 maybe this isn't what you wanted, but just good vibes of leon. also this had mentions of sex, but nothing else
Leon used to wake up early, but it seems that during damnation (in my opinion) he sort of gave up. His body was trained to do it, thanks to being in the military. If he has a loved one, he kisses them gently on their forehead before going to the bathroom. All the Leon make noises when he wakes up, but damnation, re6, vendetta, and death island. Oof, they are groaning because his back hurts. He washes his teeth. If he has a loved one, he doesn't super hate himself while he stares in the mirror. Leon doesn't stop looking at himself. He is an emo boy at heart.
Vendetta Leon just stays in bed for a while until he stops hating himself. He is the guy he bed rots.
Like, death island Leon is the happiest Leon. He is the one tries to feel good of himself.
He takes a shower. He uses his partner's shampoo because he likes the smell of them. In my headcanon, Leon's canon hair is light brown so if he has his blond hair. He takes cold showers to keep the color in.
In my opinion, Leon knows how to cook well enough because he trains. He knows exactly what foods he needs to make himself. How many calories and such. But I feel he lacks to have fun with food. It's a simple breakfast. If he has a partner, he tries to make it "cute".
If he is alone. He is quietly eating.
If he has a partner, he speaks very lovingly towards his partner. All but re4 og Leon and vendetta Leon. Og leon wants to make them smile. He is still very romantic, but he just seems the guy who hates cheesy romance (but if his partner gives them kisses he groans with rosy cheeks).
Vendetta Leon is suffering from a possible hangover, he wants to apologize for drinking. But he is too stubborn. He gives you a kiss on the cheek and goes off.
After eating breakfast, the other Leons works out while Vendetta Leon just stares longingly. He wants normal life. He also tries to not drink a lot in front of his partner. Re2 Leon remake is just off to practice his shooting.
If he really need something, he goes to the store to buy food. Or he tries to fix his bike.
If he has a partner, he has sex with them and if he is lonely he jacks off. I honestly feel this man has no time for sex so he goes for it. If he doesn't jack off, he tries to go to the bar to find someone to mess around with.
When it's night, he doesn't wear pajamas. I feel he sleeps with boxers and a t shirt or no shirt if he really wants to. If he has a couple, he will try to share his pajamas as in he wears either the top of the bottom and his partner wears what he isn't wearing. Leon sleeps in any position. If he has a partner, he is big spoon.
He doesn't live an exciting life during his day off. Leon likes disappearing from his dangerous life (only hunnigan knows where he is).
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Can you do Different eras of Leons being subby? (With GN Gentle Dom Reader) DI Leonâs expression when Maria put her boot on his face did something to me!!! I know that man has a submissive side!!! (Has been infected with wanting to motorboat RE6 Leon and slap his ass to make him moan disease, its terminal đ)
Hi Anon!
I actually love you for this and 100% agree, like make him whimper and beg until he passes out! Send any more of these thoughts my way honestly!
Anyway I hope you enjoy!
Warnings: Smut, MDNI, Sub Leon, Soft Dom Leon, Overstimulation, Orgasm Denial, motorboating đ, Oral, Restraints,
GN!Reader (No mentions of Readers body parts)
RE2, RE4R, Infinite Darkness, Damnation, RE6, Vendetta, Death Island
RE2:
Okay so, I think Leon would leave college and start the force inexperienced in anything like this so he would assume he's dom
Like that's just how his brain is wired to think, it's not really spoken about around this time - kinks etc are more taboo
So when he meets you it's almost funny at his attempts, he's uncoordinated. Sloppy. Thrusts are like borderline pathetic
But only because he's seeking your praise, he's asking if he's doing it right. If he's in the right place, if he's going at the right pace, if it feels good
It's almost off putting with the amount of questions so you take matters in your own hands.
I'm saying like making him stop and pulling yourself away from him, only for you to push him over and take control
It's almost overwhelming for him the change in pace. He's blushing because of your sudden change in command.
It doesn't actually take long for him to become a whimpering mess, pleading you, begging you for a release.
It's like a switch has changed in his head and he just becomes this puddle
He's so aroused that as soon as he cums he's thinking about it and his dick just rises again.
By the end of it, just just covered in cum with a stupid giddy smile before falling asleep.
RE4R:
At this point he's been to a literal boot camp đ so he's seen some shit and heard some shit.
I'd say that he's like listening to their conversations about being a sub and whisky they are saying how much they hate it. He's eager to try it.
Again it's slightly more spoken about but it's 2005 so there's not much conversation. So he wouldn't know how to approach the subject.
Until he meets you.
When it gets around the time you both consider being intimate he's blushing as you ask him what he expects. He's questioning himself like "do I say it?"
When he does he's actually shocked to see a smile grow on your face.
It's all a blur from then, his body is slick with sweat, his cheeks are so ready from either your constant praise or degrading comments.
He's whimpering, bratty and just loving it
I'd say it's a bit weird at the point for him to be subby, he's finally got a chance to hold onto something to take control for once.
Yet he passes it to someone else
I think he's just not quite ready to actually control what happens. So when you have him covered in his own cum, commanding him to cover you in it as well.
He's putty
Infinite Darkness:
My guy is cocky...a little too cocky.
I think the relationship is a switch situation. You both have your moments.
Yours just somehow happens to be more often.
He's not arguing though.
Laying back with flushed cheeks, tears in his eyes as he watched you play around with his flushed tip. Sucking him completely dry until he's shooting blanks
Should teach him for running his mouth I suppose
I think he's more inclined for slightly freakier stuff, I'm talking restraints etc
The idea of being at your complete mercy and not being able to do anything about it because of those damn handcuffs.
Because you do it so often it seeps into his brain and he finds himself still seeking your guidance even when he's meant to be Dom that night
Asking you what you want and where you want him to touch you, waiting for your approval to do so type of thing
Damnation:
So he's still cocky but this is where his personality starts to harden and he loses his spark.
I think he would try very hard to stay dominant, he thinks that's what is right. It's a role that suits his newer personality, until he meets you.
When he meets you, all these walls he's built up are crumbling down. He starts to loosen up and you sorta just slide into his life
He respects you for it, so I don't think he would be bratty towards you in anyway despite his off tone to everyone else
It would be like a "I hate everyone else but you" or He'll be shouting at someone in one moment you appear and he stops
In bed I think he would be demanding from what he wants from you, like where you should touch him, what he needs, how close he is
I would say it's more of just a need to have some control over what he wants to do. Not full control just a slither
It's more like he just wants to be respected and actually given a choice. I think the conversations would be like "so you want this today or this?" Giving him two options for how the night should go.
RE6:
Now hear me out, he's the bratty era of them all.
I'm saying that you actually have to lean more into a rough Dom instead of a soft Dom because of how much he pushes your buttons.
Open to anything, he's just needy and desperate for a fuck
Prefers blow jobs, he would rather cum in your mouth with you glaring up at him because you didn't give him permission than anything else
After China though I think he would come back different.
He's just experienced an event like what just started it all so he's going to be very shaken up. It's almost weird to you when he returns like this
Then he would be so quiet, just silently getting lost into the pleasure and intimacy of you both.
You would have to check with him a lot more during this, reassuring him you are there and all that.
Hand holding!
He's extra sensitive so I would say you could probably milk multiple orgasms from him in one night.
Vendetta:
Okay so he's a mess, like his head is everywhere but the what he's doing. Not focusing on anything, constantly drunk. Like he's just a mess
So beat him into shape (not literally)
I'm saying like he is actually just incoherent after what you have done with his.
he's covered in his own cum.
Literally thrusting towards a single finger of yours if you touch his cock.
He's also slightly pudgier after losing himself to drink and not working out as often so grab them tits.
Nipple play is randomly a huge turn on for him suddenly.
After the events of vendetta as well I'd say he's got a new look on life so when he comes home there's a slight spring in his step.
Leading you both trying out new things in the bedroom, your sex life having a new spark.
He's still big on passionate love. Wanting you to be as close as you can to him at all times, cuddle sex is a new norm.
Death Island:
At this point in time he's chilled out, happy and at peace.
I think he takes on smaller missions, meaning he's home more often
Would like to surprise you when you get home, I'm talking like being patient in bed waiting for you to get back if he wakes up with morning wood.
Would literally spend all day with a boner until you get back
But yes you mentioned Maria fighting him and he smiled so therefore he's big into manhandling. I don't make the rules
Hes agile, you could move him any way you wanted and he just accepts
Probably part of the reason he is still so agile because you are constantly stretching him out. Don't worry about not being strong enough to move him, just tell/guide him and he'll do it himself
He can also take a beating so don't be afraid to be rough with him.
Loves seeing all of your marks all over his skin, even more so if they are over the top of old scars.
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thereâs always a piece of you
note : divider is from @/cafekitsune. uhhh idrk how to feel about this one I just kinda wanted to write angst so this probably sucks and I know it's ooc whoopsies
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desc : you've been dead for a few months now, Leon still can't get over it. established relationship, angst, hurt no comfort (I think? correct me if I'm wrong), not proofread, Leon contemplates suicide and is also reliant on alcohol, gn!reader, I kind of flip-floped between vendetta!Leon and re6!Leon so idrk you pick
There were plenty of things that happened to Leon that made his life miserable, one of them was losing you. It was no one's fault, you got sick, you had an expiration date, and Leon did everything he could to try and help you get better, but it didn't work. Leon didn't regret spending a bunch of his money trying to make your sickness go away, he just wished it would've worked, that you'd still be here with him.
Maybe not right this second, though. Maybe he doesn't want you in the car with him while he's speeding down the road, half-past one in the morning and half-past drunk.
He thinks too much, drinking doesn't help him stop thinking, like, at all, he doesn't know why he expects the outcome to be different whenever he pours himself some whiskey, but if he crashes his car then he has something to blame it on. He'd already gotten too many lectures from Claire and Chris about how he should take better care of himself, that things weren't going to stay as bad as they are right now, but things had been shitty for Leon for so long that this just added to the list of reasons on why he should drink himself to death.
You and Leon had your ups and down, everyone did, but he still doesn't believe you ever really knew how much you helped him. Knowing he had someone at home waiting for him made his job a bit easier, and knowing you were his and that he was the one who put that ring on your finger made him feel like there was something more to his life than being a weapon for the government. Leon was your husband, had been your husband, still is. He wished more than anything that he had spent more time with you, that his job didn't have to be the center of his life while you were forced to be secondary, he couldn't quit, not while he was still able-bodied, but he promised you that one day he'd have his final day in the DSO and that he'd take you on vacation without having it interrupted.
Leon was able to take you on vacation for a week to Greece, but even when the two of you came back home, he wanted to keep taking you beautiful places while he was still able to. There was still paperwork he had to do, a few less missions but he still had to do his job, you understood. He hated it, though. He wanted you to yell at him about how he should be at home with you, spending as much time as he possibly could with you. But you never yelled at him about it even though he knew it upset you, you said there was no use in arguing, heâd be there when you needed him.
He shouldnât keep dwelling on this, youâve been dead for five months now, but he can't get himself to focus on anything else. Leon didn't know why ghosts weren't real. If there could be zombies wandering the streets as well as dozens of other creatures that only Hell could spit out, why weren't there ghosts? Leon would take you being alive over you being a ghost any day, but if a ghost was the best he could settle for, then that's what he would accept. But he was yet to get any messages on the wall written in blood or find your belongings in places where they weren't before, not that you had to be a ghost to haunt him.
All the windows in his car are rolled all the way down, Leon's not listening to the radio or any music, he's been on all these roads before, but he still doesn't really know where he's going. He left D.C. around eight p.m. to go to a bar in Maryland, he had left the bar maybe half an hour ago and was driving through the woods, he didnât have any plans on going back into D.C. just yet. Leon wasnât the best driver to begin with, being drunk definitely didnât make him any better, be heâd rather drive himself home or to the middle of nowhere than call someone to take him home.
He liked calling you, though.
Of course, you never picked up, he just liked calling so he could hear your voice on the recorded message for your missed calls. Sometimes heâd actually talk, others heâd just keep driving down the road while the silence on your end of the line dragged on.
Leon sighs softly and bites the inside of his cheek as he takes one hand off the wheel to dig in his back pocket for his phone. He steals glances between the road and his phone as he unlocks it and opens your contact, waiting patiently as it begins ringing. Leon clears his throat slightly and takes his other hand off the wheel to run his hand through his sweaty hair as he waits for your voice recording to switch on before grabbing hold of the wheel again.
He opens his mouth to talk once the ringing stops, but he doesnât get the chance to say anything before he hears someone else on the other end.
âHello? Who is this?â The tired voice of a woman makes his breath catch in his throat, he takes his foot off the gas and slams down on the brake, the tires of his car make a horrible screeching noise as he swerves to the side. Leon thinks he must've finally gone crazy, there couldn't have been another voice on the end of the line that was supposed to belong to you.
The woman speaks up again as Leon's car finally comes to a stop, he hadn't hit anything, but there are swervey skid marks that go down the road for a couple dozen feet. Leon breathes shakily into his phone, his foot still pressed down on the brake as he puts his car in park and leans back against his seat.
"I- fuck, I'm sorry." Leon began, his throat feeling even dryer than it already was. "Go back to bed, o-or whatever you were doing before I called. Just- goddammit." He quickly hangs up the phone and tosses it down onto the passenger seat. Leon runs his hands down his face, he can feel his chest tightening up like his lungs are about to pop inside his ribs, the stinging sensation in his eyes and throat only worsens.
When had they put your number back into use? That poor girl would probably block his number and he'd lose that little bit of your voice forever. Leon could go through his phone to find videos of you or just anything where he could hear your voice, but he figured he should wait until he remembered to work his phone more than trying to call you.
Day by day, it feels like he's losing you even more. He doesn't think he'll ever be able to get rid of your things, your clothes are still in his closet, your shampoo was still in the shower, God, even your medication was still in the medicine cabinet. But no matter how many of your things remained in his home, you're still gone.
Leon was supposed to die before you, he'd imagined it hundreds of times in his head, you knew it, too. All of this could have been avoided if he just killed himself after Raccoon City or had died on one of his missions before meeting you, maybe it would have been better for him if he had never sat next to you on that train and started talking too much.
There's nothing he can do about it now except weep and get so drunk that he could still hear you talking to him, not that he didn't imagine you laying back down in bed or lounging on the couch when he was sober. Maybe he'll see you again sooner rather than later, there wasn't really anyone who was around enough to stop him. All he knew was that his life was never really his after 1998, and without you in it, maybe it was time for it to come to an end.
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Resident Evil obscure facts PART 3
Since yâall like these so much
(Probably the last part since I really scraped the bottom of my brain here)
Part 1 Part 2
â ď¸ Hunk telling Nighthawk to go and leave him during RE2 4th Survivor is the first time we see him respond with any emotion or concern for anyone else other than his mission.
â ď¸ Nikolai and Sergei Vladimir were friends and fought together in the soviet war.
â ď¸ Sergei Vladimir and Ozwell E Spencer were also old friends which is how Sergei came to rule over the UBCS in the first place. He was completely loyal to Spencer.
â ď¸ Chris bulking up between Code Veronica and RE5 was a direct response to Wesker being able to beat him so easily. He wanted to get stronger despite Wesker possessing superhuman strength.
â ď¸ Claire and Leon have a really shaky relationship thanks to Leonâs loyalty to the US Government. He doesnât deviate from this until RE6 when he decides to defend Helena Harper and sympathises with her actions.
â ď¸ The knife Leon carries in the RE4 remake is the same knife Marvin gives him in the RE2 remake
â ď¸ Jake Muller said he was trained by an unnamed mercenary, some speculate this could have been Hunk as he became a mercenary after the Umbrella trials in 2003
â ď¸ The metal band Ice Nine Kills made a song based on the Resident Evil franchise called âRainy Dayâ (and its very good I recommend)
â ď¸ For Hunk to snap necks the way he does would require a hell of a lot of strength
â ď¸ Umbrella Corps (which is canon) set after Resident Evil 5 has voice lines from Wesker in it which implies he may be still alive.
Quote: âThe circumstances of my death were greatly exaggerated.â
â ď¸ In Resident Evil 4 The Merchantâs eyes are blue but glow yellow in the dark/at night. In the Remake he doesnât do this.
â ď¸ Luis Sera was Catholic which was the original religion of the village before Saddler moved in.
â ď¸ In Operation Raccoon City Nikolai has a scar on the side of his face but in the Resident Evil 3 Remake he doesnât
â ď¸ Chrisâs height was changed from 5â11â to 6â2â in later games
â ď¸ In Resident Evil 7, Ethan loses his left hand, in RE8 he loses his right.
â ď¸ âMaster of Unlockingâ is perhaps the most well known ongoing Resident Evil reference not only in the series but many other games as well including most recently as an achievement in the game âKiller Frequency.â Youâll find it most commonly as the name of trophies.
â ď¸ In Resident Evil 3 Remake RPD, Carlos makes a quote about cameras being used to kill monsters which is a reference to the Fatal Frame series.
â ď¸ Also in the RE3 Remake, we never truly find out who Nikolaiâs client was and Jill never does the âdetective workâ on it either. Itâs theorised that it was Sergei Vladimir as he is the only person Nikolai had any kind of contact and relationship with.
â ď¸ There is an unofficial Resident Evil 4 inspired puzzle game on the Switch called Safe Room where you organise items into differently shaped grid boxes. Perfect for those that enjoy the satisfaction of good inventory management.
â ď¸ Crimson head zombies are a mutated variant of regular T-Virus zombies that can happen sometimes if you âkillâ them. But they are actually the midway point between a regular zombie and a Licker. (Note the sharp claws)
â ď¸ Rebeccaâs coffee order is an iced caramel macchiato
â ď¸ Extra fact: I write Hunk related short stories on AO3! Iâd love if you checked em out! The link to my fics is HERE
Death Island spoilers below!
â ď¸ In Death Island, Chris and Leon have matching watches
â ď¸ As of Death Island, all five of the main characters have been infected with something and cured.
â ď¸ Chris mentioning Piers in Death Island is the first weâve heard of him since RE6 (and it hurtttt)
â ď¸ Itâs implied that Chris finding Leon in Vendetta and bringing him back saved his life. We see his mood has greatly improved since then
â ď¸ We donât actually have an answer for when Leon and Jill first met but it could have been around the same time he met Chris in 2010
â ď¸ Once again the trend of Leon crashing every vehicle he touches continues!
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â shades of cool â
vendetta!leon kennedy x fem!reader.
summary: when did you fall in love with someone who lives in shades of cool?
content: 2.1k words, friend with benefits, angst, hurt/no comfort, commitment issues, alcohol issues, toxic relationship, mention of Ada (sorry girl I love you), slight nsfw.
note: ever since i heard this song for the first time i thought of Leon automatically, of how irreparable all the damage he has received is done to me even if true love is presented to him. So i hope you enjoy it and if you can, listen to the song for a better reading!! you can leave me requests or recommendations, i'll be reading them!
Sometimes you wondered how many times you had seen that blue gaze so sad and lost in the solitude of his thoughts, ignoring you for a few seconds, which became enough for you to realize that he was not there with you. He never was.
Not even when he laughed and spoke to you again after taking a sip of his drink, that whiskey that drained all his regrets as if you didn't exist, as if you weren't enough to make him feel good. But it was his words dragging across his tongue with difficulty that made you lower the adrenaline of loving him, bringing you back to the reality in which you found yourself.
You met Leon in one of his many missions, you were carrying out one of your investigations for the private company that provided services to the D.S.O. You would almost say that you worked together, and although you were always a woman focused on work, his blue eyes and the immensity of them swallowed you up instantly. Especially when he noticed you were in danger and put his hard bearing in front of your body, covering you completely while telling you that he would take care of it, because he didn't want anything to happen to you. Fuck, you felt the air escape your lips and your heart pounding with desperation as he would pull you away from the zombies with that agility worthy of a militarily trained man, and kill them all. Then he would throw out his sarcastic and teasing comments, winking at you subtly every time you laughed and rolled your eyes, trying to hide your heart clouded with shyness.
Looking at him now, you should have stopped right there, but⌠the mission ended successfully, and he told you that it had been a while since he had finished one of his jobs without a dead body on his shoulders. He seemed happy, that man who you sensed was hiding an injured child, was happy and all those looks went straight to you. For that very reason -among all the looks he had given you- you couldn't refuse when he invited you to dinner "Shall we have something to dinner after this?" he mentioned while he was signing some papers. You laughed and nodded, what else could you do? That blond was talking to you, that blond was glaring at you the whole mission just at you and now he wanted to do something as simple as have dinner, relax. You couldn't deny him.
Now you were thinking that you wished you had really, really stopped there. But the talk was spontaneous between the two of you, his jokes and his very particular remarks took you out of that rushing routine of work, and your soothing voice and warm arms gave him the calm he had lost years before. And the combination of the two made for a fatal but so tempting result. In fact, that day you were left in no doubt. His hips colliding with yours, his length working its way inside you, giving him another kind of heat that made him tremble on top of your body. Your head was high on those sensations, kept spinning and sinking in his smell so masculine, so lulling.
"GodâŚso good, so fuckin good" he gasped in your ear, thrusting again and again inside you. His hands didn't know where to go first, didn't know whether to squeeze your neck roughly, whether to caress your breasts or cling more to your soft hair as he fucked you so deeply that you felt no other cock could ever give you again in your life. You could feel his mouth move from your lips to your neck harshly, and you were already anticipating the marks he would leave, and that's what drove you the craziest. "You're so tight, is this how I get you? Holy shitâŚ" he growled, perhaps the most natural and deep growl anyone had ever been able to give you. And it was that aggressiveness and hardness mixed with imploring adoration for you were ways of defining Leon Kennedy. Even when he cummed, after making you come so fucking hard, he moaned your name so needily and pleasurably that you thought you had signed the sentence of your obsession right then and there.
And it got better the more you got to know him, when he embraced you after fucking you so well that your legs were almost unable to move. Holding you in his arms and kissing you, telling you how good you were, how good you were doing him. And, over time, that was what they did most, what they had become; that unspoken agreement of non-commitment that started out as the perfect plan but wasâŚ. was killing you.
When the nights came where instead of staying with you in bed he went to the sofa in the bedroom and started to sink into drinking, when you found him crying in your arms while you didn't know what to do or what to say to him. Then you noticed that Leon was very romantic, he almost lived for love, and he couldn't carry any more deaths, any more of life's rejections of him; especially when he mentioned Ada and your little hopes that something between you was possible, were shattered.
"He's calling me, not herâŚ" you thought as you received a message on your phone, him asking you if you were free. Asking you if you were free to take you to bed, before asking if you were well, if you felt like it. What you didn't understand at that moment is that if it was for Leon, he would have called her and not you.
But what could you do? He would tell you everything with confidence, he would sink into the warmth of your embrace when he didn't know where to go, when the pain chased him and left him prey instead of hunter. You would nod, whisper comforting words, caress his bare, scratched back for you. At the time you were constantly convincing yourself that you could fix him, that you had come into his life to do something for him and care for you the way he did for you.
The problem was when you realized that he was unfixable, that not even a little of your love and what you had to give him was of any use to him. So much of your love, your body, that connection, was of no use to him. When the sheets got tangled between you and your moans calmed down after you both finished, unlike always, you felt him get up and walk with a heavy step to the table in front of the bed, take the bottle with a glass cup and pour the liquid, and suddenly the room reeked of that pure perfume of expensive whiskey, so as not to stop reminding you that even that drug served him more than you. And you couldn't fix it. You couldn't do anything with his strange weather; when he was well with you and was back to being that Leon with hopes and goals that made your heart not want to let go but then he would get depressed enough, he would start to be curt and dry, he would tell you that he preferred not to make plans for the future, that he didn't think beyond that. And you stayed at the doors of his head, unable to know what he felt, what was wrong with him, trying to understand him the way he left you being so confused and abstract. He lived in the shadows, in cold tones, and he was slowly dragging you down with him.
You even remember the last night you were with him. He said he would stop by to see you, he didn't even ask you and even though you were overwhelmed and broken in yourself, you accepted. You wanted to leave him, every day was a harder suffering than the previous one, you began to hate him and that was the most complicated part, because you also loved him. You hated the idea of not being able to do anything for him, of seeing him falling apart. Of not being able to provoke him the way Ada did, of him not thinking about you as much as he thought about her, of him not choosing you the way he did her. And you didn't blame her, sometimes you even felt regret that Leon couldn't be happy with Ada; but not enough to make you wish he would leave you.
"HeyâŚ" he was leaning against the door frame, arms crossed. The doorknob began to soak between your hands, the nervousness becoming present with each passing second. He looked so good, his blue eyes swallowed you more and more, the density of his lips moving to say even the slightest word made you weak.
"LeonâŚ" came out almost like a whisper for help, you were drowning and your head didn't know what to do or where to go. The shit you were going through was being fought by that adrenaline addiction that man in front of you was causing you. However you frowned and made up your mind. That would stop right there.
"Leon!" you moaned as he buried you in the couch in one lunge, grinding your insides with a quickness that plunged you into the disgrace of feeling fake loved. You couldn't help yourself, not when he wouldn't let you finish a sentence he was already sinking into your neck kissing you where only he knew you loved so much. His moans and grunts were transfixing in your ears; you felt wetter than ever, you were clenching him tighter than ever. And he was struggling not to cum at that very moment, you could tell by the way he tensed his jaw and pounded you harder with his plunging cock as if your insides were his favorite place. "Kiss me, kiss me, for God's sakeâŚ" you gasped pleading tears of pleasure -mixed with some of sadness- ran down your flushed and hot face, you even felt a bit of your soul go with him when he stared at you. It had been months since he had stared at you, intensely; soon you felt like you were looking at heaven and at the same time his lips were taking you to hell. Holy God, that kiss was too much for you; not only because while he was eating you like that, he was cumming hard inside you, moaning with his tongue running across your mouth, sucking your lips, licking no matter where, but also because it seems that was enough for him to sink into your heaving, defeated chest. And you held him, with no one holding you; and soon he seemed asleep, and it was all it took for you to sob and cry without him noticing. You let yourself go in that pathetic way, feeling the cum inside you, how your body received it so well, feeling that it was the only thing that united the two of you.
You woke up without him next to you, or on top of you, or in the kitchen looking out the window while he drank his coffee, as he always did. You didn't know when, but he was gone, and you woke up without a trace of him. For the first time, it had never happened before. Then, at that moment, Leon Kennedy, who was crumbling, ended up taking you too to that world of gray, where the blue was sadness and not sky. And the only two times he looked for you, you didn't answer, not because you didn't want to, but because you didn't have the strength to stop feeling that pain in your heart.
Because, at that moment, you were aware of Leon's true absence. When he gave up at the second attempt. And left a hurting woman, with bitter love to give, but none to receive.
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"Was It Worth It?"
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Leon S Kennedy x F!Reader
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Warnings: Heavy Angst, Death, Alcohol Mention, Older!Leon (Pictured Vendetta Leon), Hurt + No Comfort
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He's made mistakes plenty of times- he's only human. Yet he carries them endlessly in the back of his mind, always yet another corpse lining his path through the world.
You get used to it.
At least that's what he tells himself and others. Is it really true though? Can anyone ever actually get used to something like this?
Sometimes he finds himself running after things he should probably let go- but how could he? Searching for the pieces of him that went missing in all the wrong places.
You looked at him gently and handled him as though he was an injured dove rather than a damaged man. It was something he wasn't sure he could truly get used too.
Fearing the rapids of his own mind may drag you under with him.
I need to let you go.
Isn't it true that- if you love something you set it free? How could he risk clipping your angel wings with his sharp edges. Surely you deserve better.
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Your fingers dance along his skin tracing little shapes up his arm, a simple smile on your face as a soothing silence hangs in the air.
It's nice sometimes to just be quiet and let the sense of safety wrap you like a cozy blanket. It's true when you first met Leon it was his corny sense of humor that caught your attention- then those captivating blue eyes that sucked you in like a whirlpool.
It wasn't long though before you truly got to know him, the more you learned the more you craved his presence. His roughened edges and pain didn't frighten you- the dark cloud hovering over him didn't make you shy away.
You stuck around.
The peace you brought him only made him question even more though how the hell he could ever be worthy of someone so wonderful.
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A harsh tug on his heart as he stared at the few small things left behind. His home wasn't a home anymore, the warmth you brought to it now gone.
You came and lit up his life and now that light has fizzled out leaving an even darker void in it's wake.
Blood.
He sometimes could still feel it on his hands, the texture and warmth of it... The way your eyes met his and it looked almost as though you hated him.
Hated that he was the one that came to save you.
"I don't need your fucking help!!!"
Your words echo inside his head as he vividly remembers the way you yanked away from his touch... You were in so much pain yet you had acted as though his hands were what burned you most.
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Your eyes are locked onto the newly bought bottle of whiskey, his voice seemingly more distant now.
"It's just not going to work."
Your gaze cut up to meet his.
"And why not? Are you still in love with her?"
"No. Of course not."
The insinuation truly stabbed him deeply, how could he ever think about anyone else while he was with you? Then again... He wasn't exactly telling you why he was dumping you either. Giving you no choice but to come up with your own conclusions.
"Then why, Leon?"
"This relationship just isn't right."
"Bullshit."
There was a certain venom in your tone as you abruptly stood up, his stance immediately tensing up more as he wasn't used to your anger being aimed at him... What made his throat tighten and him look away from you though was the undeniable hurt in your eyes.
"God as my witness- I never want to see you again."
Did you really mean that? He wasn't sure and neither were you. Rage and hurt boiling over into tears and harsh words. You bumped into the table sending the bottle of whiskey to the floor- in complete honesty you didn't give a single shit as it spilled.
After all- this isn't home to you anymore. He has to clean up the mess.
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He laid down on the couch while holding your sweater, the scent of your perfume lingering on the fabric.
The guilt he felt over everything that happened wasn't like anything else. Every part of him just wanted to scream- yet he didn't.
Instead he stayed in place feeling hollow, past events haunting him at every turn.
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You were weak- there was no way you'd make it. Not in time.
Limp in his arms as he carried you- adrenaline and pure desperation fuelling him. He couldn't let go of you, he just couldn't. He couldn't leave you there even though in the back of his mind he knew.
"Leon... I have to ask you something."
"After I get you out of here."
Those words irritated you as you felt the impending end closing in on your soul.
"Was it worth it?"
You just asked anyway- no time to waste as death wrapped its unforgiving arms around you. He glanced down at your face as you grew further away- heart in his chest felt as though it had stopped as well in that moment.
"Was what worth it? Keep talking. Hey- stay with me. Come on. We're almost there just-"
At some point you have to learn to let go. Stop running after something you will never catch. Don't search for your missing pieces in the wrong places.
How does one learn though? Trial and error.
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Even now thinking back on your question as he attempts to drag himself back into life- force some form of normalcy to take place again.
He doesn't fully understand- doesn't know why those had to be your last words. Why he couldn't save you. Why he couldn't give you a proper answer then in there. Why-
Stop torturing yourself.
But he can't- can he? Deep down he knows the answer to your question. Perhaps he can finally give it to you one day.
'Was it worth it?'
'No. Of course not.'
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Hello!! Saw you taking requests so i wanted to give one :3
How about Vendetta Leon with a chubby nb person as his partner? Sex and/or fluff please! (Ive never requested one of these before so I'm a little shy!)
when the sun hits
summary: a collection of leon centred thoughts based on this request!
warnings: a little bit of angst, nsfw marked accordingly, thatâs it i think :]
a/n: thank u for the request dear anon!! enjoy :-)
His strongest piece of love language is physical affection and I will die undefeated on this hill. When heâs home from yet another debilitating mission, staggering through the darkness of his shared home with you with his shoes clattering against stone cold lumber, heâll smile softly when he sees you curled against the bed â he finds himself drawn to join you, spooning you from behind with a quiet, satisfactory groan, burying his face into your skin. When you react, pull a groan from the recesses of your body at the feel of his stubble against your body, heâll only smother you further with the feel of it, creasing with small pauses of laughter as you attempt to escape him.
Another piece of love language is also communication. days when youâre feeling ill at ease or out of place from some source of thoughts or really, something fabricated out of nothing at all, he returns love back to you in a way that has you smiling again. Heâll do anything â jokes? Locked and loaded. Comfort movies? Television is burring on already. Hugs, smothering and warm and full of the smell of him on the couch, with nothing else better to do? Check marked. If it makes you feel better, heâll offer you a shirt, something inked with the addictive smell of him, because he knows how much you flit with the reminders of him.
Indulges into his love for your thighs like itâs his lifeline. often times, especially at his most habitual, heâll lay dormant against your thighs, stationary and wonât move at all. Sleeps like a hog against the plush ride of your thighs, stagnant even when you attempt to awake him in any other way feasible. For the darker, hotter side of things, heâll probably be too awkward to suggest anything lewd of the sort. Itâs funny to imagine this rookie-cop-turned-acclaimed-agent as a sputtering, scratchy mess, but the thought is messy â youâll have to be the one to offer it to him on a golden platter, in the name of experimenting. In a tone that has him skittering for your skin beneath his hardened fingers, gripping it with vigour only won in the name of his want for you in bold, syllabic words. Once heâs got his cock fending in and out between your clenched thighs, with no shame and little care for the pathetic noises heâs making, heâll literally burst in seconds. He canât even fathom being embarrassed when heâs sliding against the squeeze of your thighs for the umpteenth time.
We know this man is stacked and loaded when it comes to that bank account â buys you everything and anything youâve ever wanted. Even if you slightly impress his ears with some talk of âthose shoes look niceâ or âlook at that bear holding that heartâso cuteâŚâ thereâs already transactions being made, as he distracts you, uses that guise to swiftly tap his card and hide the product behind his back. Youâll notice him and hold him in suspicion â âwhat did you do?â and heâll swear itâs nothing, until the cat is out of the bag, the product of interest in your hands as you plaster him with kisses. Maybe, just maybeeee, it getâs comically worrying â his habit in scouring for you smile through these purchases often has him swiping and tapping his card aimlessly, and you have to physically heave him out of the store, with his eyebrows cut in a furrow, a frown, a âwait, whatâs wrong? I just want to buy you this one thing, baby,â âleon, weâre holding four bags worth of items.â
Although some days are harder than others, he aims to give you a 100 of his effort when he can. That includes spending a prolonged amount of time with you, maybe securing tickets to the movies, or some other event that has you teeming with appreciation and love. And sometimes, heâs on the receiving end of such love â with his struggle with alcohol (prior to meeting you and as a cataclysmic product of the horrors of 1989 and following) heâs willing to take that stretch, walk the tight rope. Heâs willing because he loves you and you love him and for what itâs worth, heâs willing to be better. A cut above the semblance of the man he was before :]
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Finding Comfort in Camaraderie â Leon and Jill in Death Island
Seeing Leon and Jill interact with each other is something fans have wanted for a long time and Capcom finally delivered with them unexpectedly running into each other in Death Island. I really enjoyed their dynamic. There's a clear indication of mutual respect and familiarity between them, having presumably met before off-screen, and their personalities compliment each other. However, there's a deeper sense of similarity between them that neither character is aware of.
Death Island is to Jill what Vendetta was to Leon. Just as Vendetta delved into Leon's emotional turmoil due to trauma, Death Island delves into Jill's. Both characters feel deeply disconnected from those around them during their darkest moments, but it's through their experiences and solidarity with those who share similar trauma that they begin to come to terms with their circumstances and once again find purpose in one way or another.
They've both experienced the pain of feeling far more alone than they actually were, something common amongst trauma survivors. The overwhelming feeling that nobody can understand exactly what you went through or what you're currently going through. A sense of being thoroughly, deeply changed by circumstances outside of your control. A feeling of not having any control, but desperately wanting to regain it. A stark contrast between the before and the after, while everyone and everything else seems exactly the same.
I find it interesting that Leon and Jill are both off to the side during this final scene, while Chris, Claire, and Rebecca are seated next to each other on the steps. Leon and Jill place distance between themselves and the others, something characteristic of their struggles. Though this is also characteristic of the fact that Leon and Jill are outliers as they are both characters currently in transformation.
In Death Island, we see Jill grapple with her guilt about being manipulated by Wesker and eventually see her prove to herself that she is just as valuable and trustworthy as anyone else fighting the same fight alongside her. In Vendetta, we see Leon realize that he isn't fighting alone and seeing the positive impact his sacrifices have on the world. Both films end with them coming to terms with the circumstances of their lives and choosing how they're going to move forward. In Death Island, the start of Jill's transformation is marked by her self-assured attitude at the end of the film, while Leon is still in the midst of his throughout it.
Chris, Claire, and Rebecca believe not only in what they're doing, but in themselves. They truly believe that they're doing good, as indicated by Chris' and Claire's refusal to even humor Dylan's call-outs while they were trapped in the prison cells earlier in the film. Leon, however, doesn't argue. Everything Dylan says about him are things he already believes to be true, hence his "Yeah, well, it's a livin'." He seems to be doing substantially better than he was in Vendetta (or even in Damnation, for that matter), but there is still more he needs to work through, if he ever does.
Though, like I said, it's through their experiences with others that they're both able to start healing the most broken parts of themselves, and it's through their experience with each other that I feel like they're reminded of their strengths and the journey they currently find themselves on. Leon, not knowing about Wesker's manipulation of Jill, has a completely unbiased view of her and actively displays the respect he has for her. Jill unexpectedly running into Leon in the tunnels of Alcatraz remind him that he isn't alone. There's what feels like an unspoken sense of comfort between them, emphasizing the significance of their relationships with other characters in the context of their growth.
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