#vape daily

[whiskingskin]

Nightmare joint rotation

[urdailymemes]

[manifestdestinytarot]

259/366 - reflect•recharge•return

The last day of my 30’s 🥲🥲🥲

[suicidalalien]

Best combination, zero monster, vape and a long walk 🤍🤍

[firstprinced]

will you guys leave me if i started using this blog to vent about quitting vaping

and i mean like daily updates. if i have the discipline in me for once

[vapesemblestars]

#100

according to ibispaint, i have spent a total of 26 hours and 4 minutes editing vapes into the hands of enstars characters. happy 100 everyone<3

[namorailecec]

I’ve been drinking carrot/grapefruit/ginger juice everyday, two cups a day. I drink it alongside water and I stay satiated. In six months I probably smoked four times, tremendous moves for a habitually vaping woman who was a cigarette smoking girl. I feel incredible rn, running up and down stairs, singing and more relaxed then ever.

[elibeeline]

Ive decided that a week is too long away from home

[novathebabydinosaur]

I’ve been fairly depressed the past few days and not getting out of bed at all and crying a lot because life is stupid and awful and what if it never gets better? But I know that in a couple days I’ll find some shred of hope and cling desperately to it and I’ll be okay until the next bad day.

My case worker doesn’t know that. She saw someone crying uncontrollably and refusing to make eye contact and saying they see no hope or light or reason to do anything besides lay in bed and wants me to go to a woman’s shelter or a crisis center.

So, maybe I should stop letting the darkness entirely win and I’ll go outside even though I really don’t want to nor do I think it will help at all. But I also haven’t actually stepped outside the house since Saturday and maybe I should remember there’s more than this room and the birds I want to murder making noise outside the window.

[starburstsobsessions]

going through some stuff and I have some questions. What’s the world like for you? Is it true that almost everyone around you just smokes and is depressed because that’s all I see/hear these days.

[oathofkaslana]

i love klee burgeon

[cannabisbusinessexecutive]

How Cannabis Use is Changing Across the U.S.

As voters weigh in on measures that would broaden marijuana access, recent data reveals unexpected trends in who uses it, and how. Voters in four states will weigh in this week on ballot initiatives that would legalize the recreational or medical use of marijuana. If Nebraska, North Dakota, South Dakota and Florida pass the measures, they will join over two dozen other states to have legalized…

[darkmoonkestrel]

daily kestrel 46:

today was a good (busy) day in the school library! we saw one class from each grade, so I got the full K-5 spectrum all packed in to one. I was able to bring in the supplies that the subathon got from my wishlist and it brought me such joy to be able to do that

we went to the other place that we really wanted to see, and liked it. really, really liked it. as in, cut the list price of our home ahead of the two showings that are scheduled for tomorrow and are planning on putting together an offer on the place (pending an inspection), really liked it. it's in a quiet neighborhood but really close to a lot of things off of a good interstate exit, and only 15ish minutes from the ren faire grounds. it's got so much room for customization and improvement and to make it ours, i'm fully embracing Paige's idea of manifesting it, the good vibes are carrying us on bc it just feels like our house, idk how to describe it. also shit's scary but c'est la vie

i tried to read to Peyton on the way home, but we got two pages in before Birthgiver called, so we spent the rest of the car ride home on the phone with her. i worked on my schoolwork after we got home, and Paige made the hotwurst for dinner - I did my due diligence and ate half of one before passing it on to Peyton, and I'm now realizing I have had no other significant food. i should fix that before bed. despite dicking around in the office while occasionally working, I managed to get my blog post done, do one of my readings, and prep my interview questions for tomorrow in a better order.

i opened up google drive for a school thing and it defaults to my old gmail account sometimes, and the excuse to procrastinate overruled, so I looked through some of my old things - a monologue from acting senior year of high school, a couple late high school and early college notes/projects (including a document that simply said "notes from chem review:" and nothing else), and things related to Sommer. pictures, the senior letter I wrote to her, the tracklist from the playlist I made for her... it's times like this that I have to remember that post "the versions of my life that I did not choose are none of my business" or whatever, ya know?

anyway, I'm tempted to get up around sunrise to take a shower and then head to the farmer's market to snag some brekkie before we have to get the house cleaned and prepped and vacated for the first of two showings tomorrow. idk if we're going to come back to the house between them, we shall see. also, viper's baby was born today, and with a head full of hair! i really need to finish his quilt so the little dude can have a cool ass first christmas present. I hope I'll have time to finish it with the move and all coming up

[vapesemblestars]

#107

[scruffypunkpuppy]

[batc4t]

does anyone else just have a really shitty immune system and when you’re in terrible pain and can’t even get up you just go

“awh man not again :(“