#vampiricallyxspeaking

[fxcetspera-blog]

boxing day

Boxing Day: Tag someone whose writing style you love.

I’m gonna go ahead and tag @vampiricallyxspeaking. CK is a next level writer, someone who seriously knows what she’s doing and knows the rules of her craft. Seriously, everything that she writes just sounds like art. I absolutely love seeing her on the dash, no matter if she’s writing Benny or Jaxon, and I’m so privileged to get to write with her as well. If you’re not following her, definitely go take a look, because she’s such high quality, both in her writing and just as a person in general. I love her so much and I’m so proud to call her my wife.

[blccdborn-blog]

      [ txt ;; fangs ] b.       [ txt ;; fangs ] whdere arye you man       [ txt ;; fangs ] i miss oyou dcome home

closed starter for @vampiricallyxspeaking

[failedhero-archive]

" uh huh. i know. i'm not lookin' to start any big conversation. just somethin' you ought'a know. and i'm not gonna let you make me feel weird 'bout telling you i care about you. — now, you gonna watch old movies with me, or what? "

                     That has always been an issue. Feelings of any kind, no matter how reciprocated they might be, falling flat because Dean feels obligated. He doesn’t say ‘I love you’ the last time he said that was to his mother right before she died. It’s just not- he doesn’t- it’s not what he does. Life and death situations? With Sam? Maybe. That can be decided on a case by case basis but just in general? No. 

                         And because his experience has always been ‘I say it now you have to say it back’ he expected the same from Benny. What he gets is astronomically different. This isn’t baiting. Dean knows Benny and that just wasn’t his style. None of this really was. How like him to just get it off his chest and move on. He’d done the same with Castiel back in purgatory hadn’t he? Vetting him as to why the angel left Dean in the first place, totally unprompted. Then he wanted an answer but there hadn’t been anything leading to it. It seemed to Dean that Benny does what he wants and a man like that doesn’t expect an answer to a big thing like this. 

                          “You gonna talk through the whole thing or actually let me watch? I want to watch Streetcar again, I like the bit about the shoes.” And while he might not say anything Dean’s body language speaks for itself. He’s closer. His heart rate has evened out. Cheeks a bit flushed. He’s comfortable. Relaxed. And yeah, sure, maybe he’s in love. 

[thebookofsands]

@vampiricallyxspeaking cont. from x

benny gives her a sideways glance, a little alarmed, a little impressed. a lot amused.

“ … i’m not too sure that’s physically possible, ange. ”

“Possible does not matter. I hate his intestines, and he deserves to feel it. Physically.”

[freckledrighteous-a]

@vampiricallyxspeaking liked for a short starter.

Dean wasn’t sure what kind of game was this. What kind of trick it was.  But he sure as hell wanted it to not be an illusion. He couldn’t be here. Could he? 

“Benny?”

[hellfirebound]

“You do know that I don’t get ALONG with anyone, right?” His words came out more sarcastic than he intended, but he was at least being truthful, “So, let me put it QUITE clearly to you, yes? Stay out of my BUSINESS and we will get along just time.”

// @vampiricallyxspeaking

[jonnydwinchester]

“ -- hey you wanna ditch jax and dean to go do something cool? or at least get out of the house while they grunt at the TV? “

[cfkillers]

“You enjoyin' the view over there?” (for deanna c:)

the huntress tried her best not to stare at benny as he was getting cleaned up from his attack but she couldn’t help herself. it was like she was still in purgatory wanting him all over again. 

when she got caught staring, deanna couldn’t help but smile and slightly laugh as she turned away for a second and looked back at him.

‘ i don’t hate it. ‘ 

flirty starters || hella accepting || @vampiricallyxspeaking

[amazonmarked]

How do you handle forgiveness? What will you never forgive? Is there someone you need to forgive?

[ okay so the concept of forgiveness for emma is a huge thing in both of her verses tbh ?? just because i think part of her being able to grow as a person is learning to understand why those around her did what they did & how ( if she can ) move on from that. for her main verse, she eventually begins to forgive sam for shooting her just because he had a reason to. she had every intention to take out both him & dean that day, so she understands he was just trying to eliminate what he perceived as a threat. and by the time she leaves purgatory & starts to get a life going for herself, the w.inchesters seem like a distant bad memory.] [ in her au verse, since she doesn’t end up coming to harm & instead decides to abandon her ‘mission’ ; her focus of forgiveness is on her mother. lydia is a sore subject for emma, just because she’s so bitter about what the amazon clan & her mother put her through. she was virtually only a few hours/days old when she was taken away to be conditioned & trained to be a killer. from the time she was born, it seemed like lydia’s motherly feelings only extended so far. emma holds some of her deepest resentment towards her mother, just because she knows lydia likely never truly saw her as her own person with agency, or wanted her daughter to grow up and have a ‘good’ or ‘normal’  life.  tldr; she can hold some major grudges, but she has it in her to be very forgiving if given ample enough time to sort out all her internalized feelings. ] 

[nevermeanttofall]

vampiricallyxspeaking replied to your post: how adorable are you? Cas: vs Castiel: [ idk why...

cas is softe & a friend. castiel is scary & a big bad angel. hahah

[ this is true <.<;;; But then there’s characters like Benny where he can be both soft, but also kick anyone’s ass XD ]

[prcfcundreverence-a-blog]

❝ did you just name drop jesus christ like you know a guy who knows a guy ? ❞

“ I do know a guy. Jesus. ”

[fxcetspera-blog]

✚ 😎

            [ Benny : 10:13 PM ] Bbenny yoiu need to get heree            [ Benny : 10:15 PM ] sam is benig dumbb and tryin talk a feeling            [ Benny : 10:19 PM ] benny i’m surroiunded by a whole ididot hellp

[highschccldropout]

Love is an abstract concept, but what concrete images does love conjure for you?

worn leather seats and an engine that purrs

soft blonde hair faded by memory, the whisper of a voice singing me to sleep

the familiar weight of a necklace against my chest

gentle blue eyes watching me with earnest concern

the sound of another person sleeping in the passenger seat

[failedhero-archive]

               To say he isn’t sure of this situation is a massive understatement. Dean had thought he was doing a good job of keeping his crazy on lock but that wasn’t the case. It had taken awhile to leak into his hunting life but when it had- he almost got Sam killed. Couldn’t let that happen again so....... he’s in the car the next day. Driving down to Louisiana where he knows Benny is living, hoping the guy lets him hang out for a bit before he goes to find a motel. Of course he’s not looking forward to being on his own but it was worth it if it meant keeping Sam safe. 

                    Knocking on the door a few times Dean resists the urge to knock again and takes a step back to get a good look at the place. He starts second guessing himself. He shouldn’t be here. After all that Benny’s done for the two of them and now he’s back- it’s pathetic. Before he can turn around, however, the door is answered which means Dean has to quickly shove his emotions back to smile.                  “Nice of you to finally answer, Dracula. How ‘bout a beer?”

[abovemypaygrade-blog1]

“Been a while since I’ve last seen ya. Glad you decided to show up when that stray vamp got a jump on me. Man, I would be toast right now if it weren’t for you.”

@vampiricallyxspeaking

[loveruined]

for @vampiricallyxspeaking.

    “don’t-- stay there. don’t move.” she still hadn’t put down her machete and she wasn’t about to do so. jane had a weird feeling about this whole situation -- he didn’t seem like the others, but there was something about the adrenaline rush that had her nerves thrumming. she didn’t know for sure if she could trust the guy.  

        taking one careful step backwards, jane gave the room a final once-over, as though that’d help her make some kind of decision. killing him would probably be the smart option. it just felt wrong somehow.

               “why’d you help?” she asked. “why didn’t-- you shoulda killed me. why not?”