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cccotard · 1 year ago
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datastate · 6 months ago
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oh i am very curious which yttd routes did you play first :O? (mine was alice/shin <- this was literally because i was hyperfixated on alice + i was playing it with my friend who was hyperfixated on shin.)
oho... i believe my first route was true logic! (reko + shin) -- i'd pushed the fake reko, because my view on the whole 'doll v. human' thing is. well. humans will always be preferable if they're still alive, though even after death it's a shaky trail to follow. of course, while alive they can still be manipulated & gaslit into certain things, but the AIs can be changed on a very fundamental level with the intention of deceiving someone they care for (whether they mean to or not; mishima, for example, whose values weren't necessarily changed, but just shifted to see those he would've cared for as enemies), and the idea of them being so easily reset - to me - makes it more difficult to view anything you do with them as permanent. which, while that may be something worthwhile for some (sara w ytts, hiyori w shin ai...), i find scarcity to be something very important & i just hate the idea of desecrating who someone was after death. what you see as the ai will often have a very tangible effect on how you perceive the person post-mortem as well, which isn't fair to you or them, regardless of how genuine they believe they're being.
or, well. that's the gist of my thoughts on it x']
in any case! i do wish i could've kept alice alive, but this was a 'no resets' run for me & i still wouldn't have changed my answer here... sorry reko ai.
as for shin, i chose him primarily because my sister (kid) really enjoys his character & i was very intrigued in seeing where he'd go once pushed further than this. i felt terrible killing kanna for this, & realized during her death (i. started crying also <3) that if i were in this situation that i'd never be able to work w someone who enabled kanna's self-sacrificial nature. which shin evidently echoed, rendering any logic behind the choice null, ironically because i failed to take into account the emotional attachment between them all.
& of course the influence this has on ch3-1... where sara had very obviously sacrificed dolls for her allies before, it just makes it tasty...
however! as for my current routes, i think i favor true emotion (alice + kanna) -- i really wanted to know more abt alice before he died & i was surprised it was even an option so early on. i also enjoyed seeing alice getting after gashu outright + i think he deserved to have that personal chance in getting after hiyori again... even if the realization he's become a 'real murderer' (he had still pushed hiyori w intent to kill, you know...) is held against him here.
and, in terms of character development, upon reflection: i really do think i'm more interested in seeing kanna truly overcome that desire to push herself aside for others' benefit... it'd be so much more fulfilling to me, with what i'm searching out, in a game like this where pushing forward really is the only choice you can make...!!
as for both, they don't get the focus i wish they could've in ch3-1, but i nonetheless find it a more interesting route going forward, even if i still don't agree w the choice made to keep alice alive x'] the implications for sara's character in either route are really fun to consider :D
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ytttrophymalaysia · 11 months ago
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postsofbabel · 1 year ago
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devianbooks · 2 years ago
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textpost-ronpa · 4 years ago
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Ummm... so I may or may not have been dragged into the vortex...
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Am I seriously considering this? Yes. Have I lost control of my life? You bet your fucking ass I did.
This was supposed to be a joke, but I'm gonna have about 3-4 months of freedom and I need something to fill the time. So I thought why not hop on the bandwagon and actually put this shit to use? Not really thinking of becoming a substantial channel, just kinda wanna do this for... reasons...
I definitely wanna do gaming stuff, but I'm also hoping to do DR-related things like AMAs, tier lists, Try not to laugh challenges, etc. (bc apparently Danganronpa makes up like 85% of my online presence) and play games that DR fans might be interested in (Identity V, YTTD/YTTS, etc.).
Question is... should I actually???
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moviepower · 4 years ago
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Why do people criticize Jojo Rabbit?
We'd say that this is uncharted territory for distributor Disney, but the company did previously give us their futures face. Hmm. I saw Jojo Rabbit in the best place I could for movies, in my opinion.
For this list, we're looking at why Tyco ITTS 2019 black comedy has proven. So polarizing for critics just to clarify the critical reception thus far has been mostly positive and even watch mojo gave the film a rave review following its TIFF premiere.
Nevertheless, we can definitely see why a movie like this. Wouldn't win audiences over everywhere. Hey Joe, Joe, my old friend. Hi adults. Number 10, the controversial premise. I don't think I can do this last. Of course you can simply by reading it synopsis, you can tell why Jojo rabbit has stirred up so much controversy.
In the midst of world war II, a young German boy named Joe Joe dreams of becoming a Nazi upon learning that his mother has been harboring a Jewish girl in the attic though, Jo Jo begins to reevaluate his outlook on life. I tell them you will be in big trouble throughout this coming of age journey. Our titular character is guided by his imaginary friend.
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Is it worth to watch Jojo Rabbit full movie
Who just so happens to be a flamboyantly incompetent, Adolf Hitler, as inventive as the premises, it was guaranteed to ignite passionate feelings. Critics are unsurprisingly split as to whether the film's premise is inspired or irresponsible. I wish more of our young boys had your blind fanaticism. Okay.
Number nine, how it stacks up to other satires and this world is ruined for everyone and the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way Jojo rabbit. Isn't the first film to satirize Hitler or Nazis 1940 twos to be, or not to be was criticized upon release for its farcical, spin of Nazi occupied Poland.
But today is viewed as a comedy classic. I know you're quite famous in London kernel. They call you concentration camp Earhart. Yes. Yes, we do the concentrating and the poles do the camping Hitler. Technically isn't the protagonist and the great dictator. It's obvious who Charlie Chaplin was parodying. We can learn more about actress playing mother Jojo on Wikipedia.
Arguably the most famous sendup of Nazi Germany is Mel Brooks. The producers. In which two con men put on an intentionally horrible musical entitled springtime for Hitler. Practically a love letter to this own run a week week. Are you kidding display? It's got the close on page four. Some critics are ready to place Jojo rabbit alongside these revolutionary respected comedy.
What do critics write in reviews about Jojo Rabbit?
Others, however, would claim that the film has more in common with the bridge sit-com Hile, honey I'm home, which was so misguided and tasteless that it only lasted one episode. Oh 10 night. You will make an schnitzel. What a joke. You must be real mad at me, honey. I'm a very, very bad Hitler. Number eight, what's going on in the real world right now?
Fuck man. The house, although world war II is in the past. The same, unfortunately can not be said about bigotry. Nowhere was this more apparent than at the 2017 unite the right rally in Charlottesville, which attracted several hate groups, including neo-Nazis. Since prejudice and discrimination remain prevalent in today's world.
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It's obvious why various critics would object to a film that makes light of Nazi Germany. Nevertheless, satire can reflect modern times as well as history in ways that straightforward drama can't. Some might argue that now isn't the right time for a Nazi satire, but others would debate that society needs a movie like Jojo rabbit. A great story about the Irishman is here.
Now more than ever, you're not to nuts. Jojo, tenue kids likes dressing up in front of you. If somebody wants to be part of a club. Number seven, the humor, the best weekend ever.
Soundtrack in the highest level of production
Wow. Your enjoyment of Jojo rabbit will hinder on how hard you laugh. Or of course, if you laugh, the film didn't tickle. Roger Freedman. Funnybone who wrote in his showbiz four one, one review Jojo rabbit is actually borderline antisemitic offensive on many levels and not even funny. Sam Adams of slate couldn't have disagreed more proclaiming for Jojo rabbit comedy.
Isn't a means to minimize, but to analyze wise, to pry at the way, hateful ideologies can be embraced as a comfort and how beneath their promise to. Blame how the world really works is an understanding no more sophisticated than a child's it's time to buy some books. Since humor is subjective, we guess there isn't always going to be a clear line between what's offensively funny and what's just plain offensive.
Oh God. Number six. Jewish jokes. Did you know, Jews can Z to each other's mind. So tell us, you know, who saw one? They could look just like us of Tyco. ITT satire is clearly the Nazis. However, the director who's of Jewish and Maori heritage also pokes fun at Judaism. Hi, well, the real Jordan Rumi was horrified by the audience's reception at the screening he attended.
Writing, you have no idea how it is to be surrounded by thousands of people laughing at jokes, specifically directed at Jews. That being said, Rumi seemed to be in the minority of a group that found the film. Hilarious. As with Borat and South park, many would argue that the humor and Jojo rabbit isn't intended to mock the Jewish faith, but to criticize how ignorant and Semites are a cute number five, the life is beautiful comparison, right?
Jojo Rabbit's reaction to mom's death
Yeah. Critics have stocked a Jojo rabbit up against numerous other films. But life is beautiful. Seems to be the one that's invited the most comparisons this 1997, Italian dromedy also presented world war II through a lighthearted lens, centering on a Jewish man who uses humor and imagination to shield his son from the horrors of the Holocaust. It's interesting what they write about this movie on Amazon.
Well, the film won an Academy award for best foreign language film, and even got nominated for best picture. There were those who found the movies comedic tone, inappropriate. Over two decades later, we will continue to debate if the movie is a life affirming fable or a dated misfire. It's actually eerie how much these two films have in common, especially since both one TIFs peoples choice award.
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That is the strongest thing in the world. Number four, is it shocking enough? I was your age. I had an imaginary friend come in so much stuff even before the first trailer dropped Jojo rabbit was being built up as one of 20 nineteens most controversial movies. Weirdly enough though, some critics have expressed disappointment that the film isn't more shocking.
Well, audiences have arguably gotten more sensitive with time. There are still patrons who crave comedy that pushes the envelope to its limits. It's time to burn some books. Brian Talarico of the Chicago sun times felt Jojo rabbit played it too safe. Writing the final scenes of Jojo rabbit are too easy for a film that needs to be dangerous and daring. 
Are the best scenes already included in the trailer?
Even if the film doesn't go all out with its edgy concept. Seeing Tyco, ITT dresses, Adolf Hitler will be more than enough to make a few jobs drop. What am I going to do? No idea. Going down the house in Glen Winston church one, negotiate number three. It's depiction of Nazis. The playlist Charles romesco took issue with the films, humanization of antisemites writing.
YTT concedes that a good percentage of Nazis really do hold hate in their heart. But maintains that at least some of them aren't you two seem to be getting on. Well, it doesn't seem like a bad cost. How much pain and suffering the Nazis caused many audiences will understandably struggle with this message.
However, if Ron Jones proved anything with his third wave social experiment in 1967, it's that even ordinary people can get swept up in the dangerous ideals of fascism. Likewise, Jojo rabbit poses, a challenging question. If we're not willing to acknowledge the bad and the good in people, how can we ever rid ourselves of prejudice?
Nothing makes sense anymore. Yeah, I know. It's definitely not a good time to be a Nazi. Number two it's message. And mother took me. She's kind me like a person, whatever your thoughts on Jojo rabbit, Tyco ITT clearly wanted to spread an anti hate message. YTT also claims that he started writing the screenplay before Nazis regained relevance in the media.
There's little doubt that why TTS intent was noble, whether or not the final product successfully gets his message across is where critics are split. A doubt of the a V club felt that making fun of Nazi Germany had been done before. Thus taking away from the movies, broader anti hate theme. Peter Howell begged to differ in his Toronto star review writing Taika YTT knocks it out of deer park with the meaningful lunacy of his anti hate satire, which is equal parts.
Adolf Hitler's thread in the movie
Mel Brooks, West Henderson, and  own whimsical brilliance growing up too fast. Ten-year-olds and the celebrating war and talking politics. Before we continue, be sure to subscribe to our channel and ring the bell to get notified a better latest videos. You'll have the option to be notified for occasional videos or all of them.
If you're on your phone, make sure you go into your settings and switch on notifications. Number one it's depiction of Hitler. Well, they call me a scared rabbits. Okay. Let's address the giant rabbit in the room. Tyco YTT spends most of his screen time prancing around in a Nazi uniform and toothbrush mustache. If you want, you can read here about preparations for making a movie and other curiosities.
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Without a doubt, YTT, didn't set out to deliver a serious or dignified portrayal of Hitler. Rather YTT aspired to make the fewer look as goofy and idiotic as possible. Oh, . Just painting Hitler as a wacky, even likable buffoon desensitized us to the atrocities. He committed though. Some may say yes while others may argue that it leaves audiences more informed and open-minded.
At the end of the day, everyone is going to have a different opinion of Jojo. Let them say whatever they want. People used to say a lot of nasty things about me. Oh, this guy's a lunatic. Oh, look at that psycho. He's going to get us all killed. Do you agree with our picks, check out this other recent clip from watch mojo and be sure to subscribe and ring the bell to be notified about our latest videos.
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finnishfun · 5 years ago
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”Luulen, ettĂ€ lapset kĂ€yttĂ€vĂ€t tietokoneita liian paljon”, was that an opinion or were you just wondering? If you think kids really do use computers too much, you use ”mielestĂ€ni”. Luulla means you’re not sure. maybe they do, maybe they don’t.
oh yeah I mess this up a lot, thanks :)
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trevardes · 6 years ago
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Kaipuusta (Karppi)
Fandom: Karppi
Genre: fluff
SanamÀÀrÀ: noin 1000
Disclaimer: En omista hahmoja enkÀ saa tÀstÀ rahaa.
Paritus: Sofia Karppi/Sakari Nurmi
Summary:  HeissÀ on potentiaalia katastrofiin, todennÀköisyyskin ehkÀ, ja se heitÀ on aiemmin pidÀtellyt. Nurmi on kuitenkin vÀsynyt pohtimaan ja arvailemaan ja jossittelemaan; hÀn haluaa yrittÀÀ, onnistuu se sitten tai ei.
Notes:  Rakastuin Karppiin ja Nurmeen ihan tÀysillÀ, ja jÀin nyt aika tyhjÀn pÀÀlle kun katsoin sarjan loppuun. Pakkohan siitÀ oli sitten kirjoittaa tÀssÀ toista kautta odotellessa :') Spoilaa juttuja ekalta kaudelta!
AO3 linkki: https://archiveofourown.org/works/17682878
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“Miten sĂ€ voit?” Karppi kysyy ensitöikseen heti, kun Nurmi vastaa videopuheluun.
Nurmi asettuu mukavammin makuulle hotellin sÀngylle ja keskittyy hetkeksi vain katsomaan Karppia. Kuva on puhelimen nÀytöllÀ pieni ja hiukan rakeinen, mutta Karpin ilme erottuu selvÀsti. HÀnen silmÀnsÀ ovat suuret ja kysyvÀt, ja suu puristuu tiukaksi viivaksi. Hiukset on sitaistu pÀÀn pÀÀlle valtavaksi, sotkuiseksi nutturaksi, ja siitÀ karanneen suortuvan Karppi pyyhkÀisee korvan taakse nopealla liikkeellÀ. HÀn on huolissaan.
Jos Nurmi olisi fyysisesti Karpin vieressÀ, hÀn erottaisi sellaisetkin merkit, joiden tietÀÀ olevan olemassa vaikkei niitÀ nyt nÀekÀÀn. Karpin silmien aavistuksenomaisen siristymisen, leukaperien jÀnnittymisen tÀmÀn purressa hammasta. Sille ei kuitenkaan onneksi enÀÀ ole aihetta, ja Nurmi hymyilee.
“Paljon paremmin. KĂ€vin viime viikolla lÀÀkĂ€rissĂ€, ja nyt sain tuloksia. Arvot on melkein kohdallaan.”
Karpin silmien ilme lÀmpenee ja suupielet kohoavat kevyesti tyytyvÀiseen hymyyn.
“HyvĂ€ kuulla. Söit kai lÀÀkkees.”
“Söin söin”, Nurmi pyörĂ€yttÀÀ silmiÀÀn. Karppi saarnasi hĂ€nelle sen verran vakuuttavasti, ettĂ€ kyllĂ€ hĂ€n alun unohtelun jĂ€lkeen muisti ottaa antibioottinsa ihan sÀÀnnöllisesti. Jotenkin se oli alkuun tuntunut niin typerĂ€ltĂ€, kun satunnaisen pahoinvoinnin lisĂ€ksi mitÀÀn muita oireita ei ollut, mutta ennaltaehkĂ€isyĂ€hĂ€n ne pillerit olivat olleet. Ettei heikenneen vastustuskyvyn takia iskisi mitÀÀn vakavampaa mikrobitautia.
“SĂ€ oot pitĂ€ny huolta pÀÀstĂ€s?” HĂ€n kysyy puolestaan, eikĂ€ voi olla tekemĂ€ttĂ€ ÀÀnensĂ€vystÀÀn hiukan piruilevaa.
“Ei yhtÀÀn uutta iskua tĂ€hĂ€n mennessĂ€â€, Karppi virnistÀÀ. “Ja sun autostas myös. Korjautin vihdoin sen oven.”
“Oho! Kiitos”, Nurmi ilahtuu. Tuntuu jotenkin hyvĂ€ltĂ€ ajatella Karppia hĂ€nen autossaan, ajamassa sillĂ€ ja huolehtimassa siitĂ€. Tuntuu hyvĂ€ltĂ€ luottaa hĂ€neen sillĂ€ tavalla.
He hiljenevĂ€t hetkeksi. Nurmi katselee Karppia; tĂ€mĂ€n kalpeita kasvoja ja tummaa villapaitaa, kauniita silmiĂ€ ja pientĂ€ vinoa hymyĂ€. ÄkkiĂ€ Italia tuntuu jo lĂ€pikotaisin nĂ€hdyltĂ€ ja koetulta. Nurmi haluaa kotiin.
“Henna jÀÀ nyt sitten Saksaan”, Karppi mainitsee kevyesti, kuin sillĂ€ ei olisi hĂ€nelle mitÀÀn vĂ€liĂ€.
“Onko se sulle okei?”
“Pakkohan sen on olla. Se on tĂ€ysikĂ€nen”, Karppi hymĂ€htÀÀ. “Ja sen kaverit on siellĂ€.”
“Mutta sĂ€ ja Emil ootte Suomessa.”
Karppi tuhahtaa, mutta surumielinen hymy palaa kasvoille.
“NiinhĂ€n me. Emil sai sen lupaamaan, ettĂ€ me SkypetetÀÀn kerran viikossa, koko perhe. Ja se lupasi tulla kesĂ€llĂ€ kĂ€ymÀÀn jos mĂ€ maksan liput.”
Nurmi pudistaa pÀÀtÀÀn huvittuneena. Kuulostaa Hennalta. Karppi tuntee tyttÀrensÀ, mutta silti hÀnen hartiansa ovat vÀhÀn lysyssÀ, kuin niitÀ painaisi epÀonnistumisen paino. KyllÀhÀn he ovat kaikki tienneet, ettÀ lopulta Henna pÀÀtyy jÀÀmÀÀn Saksaan, mutta kaipa pÀÀtöksen lopullisuuden alkaa tajuta vasta nyt. Hampuriin on matkaa, ja ihan niin paljon Karppikaan ei ansaitse, ettÀ hÀnellÀ olisi rahaa kÀydÀ usein Hennaa katsomassa. Varmaan hÀnestÀ tuntuu siltÀ, kuin olisi menettÀmÀssÀ Hennan.
EmilistÀ on tietenkin seuraa, ja työkavereista samoin, mutta Karpin tÀytyy olla yksinÀinen. HÀn nÀyttÀÀ vÀhÀn siltÀ.
“MĂ€ olen lĂ€hdössĂ€ nyt pariksi pĂ€ivĂ€ksi vaeltamaan”, Nurmi kertoo, “mut sitten tulen takaisin Suomeen. Kahden viikon pÀÀstĂ€.” Sanat hyppÀÀvĂ€t suusta ennen kuin Nurmi ehtii kunnolla ajatellakaan niitĂ€. HĂ€n on katsellut lippuja, muttei vielĂ€ ostanut, ei ole osannut pÀÀttÀÀ. Karpin kirkastuva katse kuitenkin vakuuttaa hĂ€net siitĂ€, ettĂ€ paluu on oikea pÀÀtös.
“Ootko varma? Nyt on vĂ€hĂ€n aikaista vielĂ€.” Karppi nĂ€yttÀÀ sanoistaan huolimatta toiveikkaalta, vaikka yrittÀÀkin peittÀÀ sen. Nurmea hymyilyttÀÀ.
“Oon mĂ€. KĂ€yn sitten testeissĂ€ Suomessakin niin arvon rouva nĂ€kee, ettei mitÀÀn hĂ€tÀÀ enÀÀ oo.”
Karppi tuhahtaa. “Parempi olis. Ja tuut sit pizzalle. EmilillĂ€ on Sakkea ikĂ€vĂ€.”
“Okei.”
On helppoa myöntyÀ; Emil on hauska napero, lapsille tyypillisellÀ tavalla suorapuheinen. Se laukoo sellaisia totuuksia, ettÀ Nurmen on vÀlistÀ vaikeaa pitÀÀ kasvonsa peruslukemilla. Etenkin silloin, kun rökittÀÀ hÀnet jossain pelissÀ ja kommentoi pÀÀlle ettÀ on kummaa, ettÀ aikuisetkin voi olla noin surkeita.
Nurmi on yrittĂ€nyt olla ajattelematta sitĂ€, mutta vĂ€istĂ€mĂ€ttĂ€ se pyörii ajoittain mielessĂ€: Jos tuosta Karpin silmissĂ€ vĂ€lkkyvĂ€stĂ€ pilkkeestĂ€ kehittyisi jotain, jos hĂ€n myöntĂ€isi ettĂ€ muistaa sen yhden kohtalokkaan yön tapahtumat
 Jos hĂ€n hyvĂ€ksyisi Nurmen osaksi omaansa ja poikansa elĂ€mÀÀ  olisiko Nurmesta siihen? HĂ€n on vielĂ€ vĂ€hĂ€n nuori, eikĂ€ hĂ€nestĂ€ aina tunnu, ettĂ€ hĂ€nestĂ€ olisi isĂ€hahmoksi. Ajatus sellaisesta vastuusta kammottaa, eikĂ€ hĂ€nestĂ€ varmasti olisi huolehtimaan ainakaan ihan pienestĂ€ lapsesta.
Emil on kuitenkin jo vanhempi, ja ihan hieno pikkumies. Sellainen lapsi, jota hÀn saattaisi ihan mielellÀÀn kuskata kouluun ja harrastuksiin. Sellainen, jonka elÀmÀssÀ Nurmi olisi ihan mielellÀÀn. Jos se tarkoittaisi, ettÀ hÀn olisi Karpinkin.
HĂ€nen on useampaan otteeseen pitĂ€nyt kysyĂ€, mutta aina jokin on saanut hĂ€net pysĂ€htymÀÀn. Karpin huono tuuli, Nurmen oma epĂ€varmuus itsestĂ€ïżœïżœn, heidĂ€n suhteestaan, siitĂ€ mitĂ€ haluaa.
Nyt hÀn alkaa kuitenkin olla varma. Sofia Karppi on vaikea ihminen, kantaa mukanaan isoa sÀkillistÀ ongelmia ja kummallisia persoonallisuuden piirteitÀ, joista Nurmi ei aiemmin ollut varma selviÀvÀnsÀ. Nyt hÀnellÀ on ollut aikaa ajatella sitÀ ja pohtia omia tunteitaan. Totuus on, ettÀ hÀnellÀ on itsellÀÀn ihan yhtÀ paljon ongelmia kuin Karpilla. Toinen fakta on se, ettÀ hÀn ei enÀÀ pelkÀÀ niitÀ. Ei omiaan eikÀ Karpin.
Kolmas totuus on, ettÀ hÀnellÀ on Karppia aivan helvetinmoinen ikÀvÀ.
Nurmi nousee istumaan ja nojaa kyynÀrpÀÀt polviinsa.
“MitĂ€s sanoisit”, hĂ€n aloittaa, mutta sanat uhkaavat juuttua kurkkuun kun Karppi katsoo hĂ€ntĂ€ kysyvĂ€sti.
“Sitten kun oon tullut takaisin. LĂ€htisitkö syömÀÀn jos veisin sut? Ei niin kuin me tavallisesti, vaan ihan. SyömÀÀn. Ulos.”
HÀn takeltelee hölmösti ja tuntee nolostuneen punan nousevan poskilleen. Puhelimen nÀytöllÀ Karppi naurahtaa ja hieraisee niskansa, katsoo alas mutta sitten heti takaisin Nurmeen.
“Voisin mĂ€ lĂ€hteĂ€.”
Helpotus humahtaa Nurmen koko kehon lÀvitse, ja hÀn puristaa puhelinta niin tiukasti, ettÀ se nitisee liitoksissaan. HÀneen melkein sattuu, niin kovaa sydÀn hakkaa rinnassa.
Karppi hymyilee hellĂ€sti, ehkĂ€ itseironisesti. “En lupaa, ettĂ€ siitĂ€ tulee mitÀÀn.”
“En mĂ€kÀÀn”, Nurmi myöntÀÀ, “mutta koitetaan.”
“Okei.”
He hiljenevÀt hetkeksi vain katsomaan toisiaan. Karppi nÀyttÀÀ jÀnnittyneeltÀ, huolestuneeltakin, mutta toisaalta onnelliselta. Juuri siltÀ, miltÀ Nurmestakin tuntuu. SiltÀ, ettÀ edessÀ odottaa jotakin aivan varmasti vaikeaa ja pelottavaa, mutta mahdollisesti todella hyvÀÀ. HeissÀ on potentiaalia katastrofiin, todennÀköisyyskin ehkÀ, ja se heitÀ on aiemmin pidÀtellyt. Nurmi on kuitenkin vÀsynyt pohtimaan ja arvailemaan ja jossittelemaan; hÀn haluaa yrittÀÀ, onnistuu se sitten tai ei.
IlmeestÀ pÀÀtellen Karppi tuntee samoin, ja Nurmi on siitÀ kiitollinen ja hÀmmentynyt. On vaikeaa kÀsittÀÀ, kuinka heidÀn työsuhteensa vaikeasta alusta on pÀÀdytty tÀhÀn.
Puhelu olisi varmaan hyvÀ jo lopettaa, ennen kuin tulee sanottua jotain hölmöÀ, mutta Nurmi ei vielÀ tahdo. HÀn tyytyy hymyilemÀÀn hiljaa ja kuuntelemaan, kun Karppi selittÀÀ parhaillaan meneillÀÀn olevaa murhatapausta. Naisen puhetapa on tutun suora ja yksinkertainen, mutta ÀÀnensÀvy tavallista pehmeÀmpi. Karppi puhuu pitkÀÀn, ja silloin tÀllöin Nurmi pistÀÀ vÀliin ideoita ja ajatuksia, joista osa saa Karpin pyörÀyttÀmÀÀn silmiÀÀn, mutta osalle hÀn nyökkÀÀ hyvÀksyvÀsti.
Nurmi laskeutuu takaisin makuulle ja sulkee hetkeksi silmÀnsÀ. Nyt on helppoa myöntÀÀ, ettÀ hÀnellÀ on ollut ikÀvÀ Karpin ÀÀntÀ. HÀn ei malta odottaa, ettÀ pÀÀsee kuulemaan sitÀ kasvokkain. Jos hyvin kÀy, ehkÀ hÀn pÀÀsee joskus hetkeksi hiljentÀmÀÀn sen suudelmalla, jos Karppi antaa hÀnen.
Nurmi avaa silmÀnsÀ ja kohtaa Karpin lÀmpimÀn katseen, vastaa tÀmÀn varovaiseen hymyyn.
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datastate · 2 years ago
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okay! finally got around to putting together some of my thoughts regarding the new kai & gashu screenshot...!
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regarding kai & his physical health:
i’m unsure if - at this point - kai’s already begun his own training... it’s perfectly possible he has, but hasn’t yet been ordered to kill anyone (in which, fully realizing what that entails would then be the inciting incident for the light in his eyes to leave - which. the fact it was there at all really hammers home what asunaro did... augh). so, examining what we can see of his physical form in all three sprites, this could go one of two ways:
1) present-day kai is out of practice since working as an assassin (this is true either way, but it would be interesting to see it physically drawn) when you compare the shading on his neck to how it used to be. more muscular people like q-taro, keiji, etc don’t have much to hide their neck, which indicates it’s not shading (as is the case with tsukimi and his scarf (+ indicating the angle)) & they have a specific style of hatching which kai shares. so perhaps he’s weakened over time.
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2) alternatively (and this was admittedly my first thought) this would be the implication that he was... not eating well. it’d make sense considering the poison trials he references in ytts (to build up resistance, there were surely moments near the beginning where he threw it up) and perhaps asunaro generally giving him only essential meals (or restricting it to test his endurance).
in the sprites, there could be reference to it as well... his neck line isn’t as. pronounced...? & with this, his shown youngest sprite has a thinner face than “hinako” as well (though i’m unsure how to offer that example here), and his uniform noticeably tightens between the middle sprite and his current sprite.
the implication of that last point being that kai has gotten accustomed to his life outside of asunaro. however, this is the actual threat behind [meister’s?] “puny arms” comment - not only to shame this domestic life he now imitates, but to tell kai that he hasn’t stayed atop his training. and naturally, from that, his idea he could ever protect the chidouins is 'laughable’. asunaro was what once kept him strong, kept his discipline, without it... he’s seemingly become complacent (in asunaro’s eyes and under its own definition of strength).
kai’s personal autonomy:
either way, it lasts that kai has found a passion for cooking and possibly other recreational activities... i’ve mentioned before the importance of this to him, but i’ll repeat it here: after poison trials where his throat is most likely scarred, it’s... a very sweet idea, to me, to think of him indulging this not only for himself (taking care of himself, rather than constantly straining his body; remaining as the weapon he was raised to be), but for other people he gains a fondness toward. something to share, to keep their health... they should never go hungry. ‘it is a homemaker’s duty to oversee the food’ and all...
regarding his physical state, the sprites given now continue to heavily imply that kai’s hair length was probably regulated, resting no further than his shoulders. (depending on when the youngest kai sprite is, it may indicate it wasn’t only a case of personal safety during training, but instead an expectation asunaro holds - also shown through the changes in emiri + michiru’s appearances to be more ‘gender conforming’) although there is a cg which shows kai with his current longer hair, i believe this is more of an assumption drawn from what sara (and the rest) are accustomed to seeing kai as when he mentions he was once an assassin. unable to visualize the photo of younger kai, so not quite an accurate reflection...
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(michiru v safalin’s sprites... it wasn’t only emiri who let her hair grow out - that would seem an individual choice - but it is michiru as well... her wavy hair isn’t as tightly woven (as is typical w this type of hair once its grown out a bit more) and the part by her shoulder where it starts to wane is now filled in.)
but once kai leaves asunaro, he allows himself to put care into his appearance. it’s something he chose for himself... now that asunaro cannot demand otherwise of him, he wears his hair long. he can do what he enjoys, not only with his hobbies, but in how he presents himself.
and then his outfit... ohhh how this hurts me... he still associates himself with asunaro’s darkness when it comes down to it (not only with subtle notions such as this, but also in ytts’ fondness events), caught between this truth and the light he cares for. in a way, this could be read as kai feeling as if he’s put up a front, what with the apron drawing attention away from the uniform which has stuck with him for years now. the design eventually retailored to fit him present-day as well, the guilt which has lasted due to his association ever-present... however, i do think what matters here is that the apron is a piece he consistently chooses atop the muted colors he’s accustomed to. it’s a bond to the family, it’s something he shows with a trace of pride, it shows another side to life which he never previously knew..
final miscellaneous thoughts:
➝ kai has kept the same pose throughout these years. i would assume that this was probably as a way to subtly self-soothe while still giving off that impression he's polite and paying attention (just as his father...). seeing as it's something that's lasted him all these years, it probably isn’t something he directly associated with his training (even if it would be an easy method of concealing weaponry) and keeping in mind that this isn’t as openly defensive/withdrawn as “hinako” chose (his position leaves his front open, while she holds hers close to the most vulnerable parts of her body)...
➝ this may simply be a design choice, but where meister + the memorandum man’s suits match the sonobeno (fem) uniform, gashu’s current suit matches kugie’s high school uniform..?
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the only real difference is in saturation with these. it’s odd. though this would’ve taken place far before sara was really considered. so. hmm... probably just a coincidence, but it’d be interesting if there was some significance these schools had or if it was areas/territory claimed in which they either:
1) sent younger asu-agents for standard education (which would make hiyori’s situation so much more fucked if it was casual students instead of other agents... however - and this may just be my interpretation - i don’t believe many asu-agents (at least not in kai’s field) would’ve been sent to any public school. surely, they could cover up any incident, but it seems... counterproductive)
2) used this as a place to find recruits (or... subjects, in the worst of cases). perhaps offering students looking for medical fields (or other useful lines of work, such as pursuing joining the police force (or prison guard work)) who revealed potential to be employed under asunaro - or at least it gives them the chance to keep track of their progress.
➝ the idea that gashu once had light in his eyes as well is a very interesting choice here... especially with kai’s age, assuming they’re already within asunaro (as it’s all he’s ever known from a young age). i’m excited to see where this mini story goes and what it’ll reveal about kai and gashu’s relationship (& perhaps the incident which “drove [kai’s] father mad”... however this ended up affecting kai; though if we don’t mention the latter, i’m sure it’ll hurt just as much having the knowledge that it was simply exposure to asunaro which wore kai down enough for that...)
➝ i haven’t got too much speculation for what the event will actually be, i don’t want misplaced expectation, but i do hope this gives us more of a glimpse into how asunaro functions :] gashu seems to be a somewhat high-ranking agent within asunaro: being allowed a primary role in the death game’s creation, one with enough trust to refer two strangers to research with him & aid in preparing the candidate’s (+ possible participants...?) AIs for these simulations and the dolls themselves... i just wonder how he reached this point! i think that about exhausts all my thoughts now though... i’m really looking forward to this :D
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sannahar · 6 years ago
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Somemarkkinoinnin trendit 2019
Somemaailma muuttuu koko ajan. Myös markkinoinnin on muututtava samaan tahtiin. Tarpeisiin, toiveisiin ja odotuksiin on vastattava. ItsensÀ ja yrityksensÀ on tehtÀvÀ nÀkyvÀksi, jotta pysyy kaikessa kehityksessÀ ja varsinkin kilpailussa mukana.
Somemarkkinointiyritys Kurio tekee joka vuosi raportin somemarkkinoinnin trendeistÀ. 24 alan ammattilaista vastasi Kurion tekemÀÀn kyselyyn ja tutkimukseen. Esittelen tÀssÀ teille kolme asiantuntijoiden mielestÀ tÀrkeÀÀ trendiÀ. 
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 Kantaaottavuuden ja vastuullisuuden korostuminen somessa
Ihmiset ovat entistÀ tietoisempia ympÀrillÀ tapahtuvista asioista ja niistÀ on tullut tÀrkeitÀ. BrÀndeiltÀ vaaditaan vastuullisuutta ja sen tulee nÀkyÀ brÀndin kanavavalinnoissa ja sisÀllöissÀ. Sen odotetaan ottavan kantaa yhteiskunnallisiin asioihin. 
Omaa hyvyyttÀÀn halutaan korostaa. Kuluttajat eivÀt ole mielipiteettömiÀ sivustaseuraajia. Yritysten vÀlillÀ ekologisuus ja vastuullisuus nÀkyvÀt somesisÀllöissÀ ja perinteisessÀ markkinointiviestinnÀssÀ.
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Data ohjaa entistÀ personoidumpaa kokemusta
Dataan perustuva ennustaminen ja koneoppimisen hyödyntÀminen lisÀÀntyvÀt. Se tuottaa parempaa sisÀltöÀ pienemmÀllÀ vaivalla ja vÀhemmÀllÀ rahalla. EdellÀkÀvijÀt ovat ottaneet  kÀyttöönsÀ esimerkiksi Chatbotit.
Verkkokauppojen markkinoinnissa automaatiota hyödynnetÀÀn somesisÀllöissÀ ja mainonnassa. BrÀndimarkkinoijalle se on kuitenkin vielÀ kovin uutta. Kuluttaja odottaa palvelujen olevan saatavilla 24/7 ja se asettaa uusia vaatimuksia yrityksille.
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Videot vievÀt somea eteenpÀin, some puolestaan videoita
Yksi kehityssuunta on sisÀllön ja eritysesti videon ympÀrillÀ. Uusia ratkaisuja rakennetaan sosiaalisessa mediassa videolle. EsimerkkinÀ Instagram TV. Aiemmin 20-30 sekuntia kestÀneet videot vaihtuvat 6-15 sekuntia kestÀviin videoihin. Jo kolmen ensimmÀisen sekunnin aikana kuluttaja tekee pÀÀtöksen antaako aikaansa juuri sille sisÀllölle.
Suurimmat sosiaaliset mediat ovat jo varastaneet Snapchatin lanseeraaman Story-muotoisen videon. EsimerkkinÀ YouTube. 
”Vaikka lyhyt pystyvideo istuu hyvin luontaisesti Ă€lypuhelimen ruudulle, se haastaa ja typistÀÀ mediassa ja markkinoinnissa perinteisesti kĂ€ytetyn sisĂ€llön muodon sekĂ€ kuvakerronnan keinot entistĂ€kin yksinkertaisempaan muottiin”, sanoo Martti Lindholm S-pankista.
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Viisi ohjetta vuodelle 2019
Uusia trendejÀ tulee koko ajan lisÀÀ ja ne muuttuvat. On tÀrkeÀÀ pysyÀ vauhdissa mukana. Listaan vielÀ asiantuntijoiden kokoamat ohjeet vuodelle 2019.
1. Luo selkeÀ pitkÀn aikavÀlin strategia, jÀtÀ tilaa nopeille liikkeille
2. HyödynnÀ dataa kaikessa suunnittelussa
3. Rakenna prosessit, jotka mahdollistavat kokeilun ja oppimisen
4. YhdistÀ some osaksi kokonaisuutta palvelemaan liiketoiminnan tavoitteita  
5. Aseta kullekin sometoimenpiteelle omat, sen pÀÀmÀÀrÀÀ peilaavat mittarit
 Jos aihe kiinnostaa enemmÀn, tutustu raporttiin Somemarkkinoinnin trendit 2019 Moodlen kansiossa.
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syysmasennus · 6 years ago
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Hengitys
Tunnet lÀmpimÀn kallion selkÀsi alla. Kuulet kuinka pienen pieni joki solisee vieressÀsi. Pystyt nÀhdÀ auringon sÀteitÀ lehtien vÀlistÀ. Tunnet kuinka puristat sormiesi vÀlissÀ jotain. Nostat jotain huulillesi ja vedÀt syvÀÀn henkeÀ. Tunnet kuinka kemikaalit tÀyttÀvÀt keuhkosi. PidÀtÀt hetken hengitystÀ, kunnes pÀÀstÀt kemikaalihöyryt pois keuhkoistasi.
Nostat kĂ€tesi vieressĂ€ olevan kirjeen silmiesi ulottuville. Luet kirjeen vielĂ€ kerran, samaanaikaan kun hengitĂ€t kymmeniĂ€tuhansia kemikaaleja. ”Sori Ă€iti ja isĂ€, mun oli pakko tehĂ€ tÀÀ. En vaa pystyny enÀÀ jatkaa. Rakastan teitĂ€. TiiĂ€n ettĂ€ tÀÀ on itsekĂ€stĂ€, mutta en voi enÀÀ jatkaa. Rakastan teitĂ€ aina ja ikuisesti”
Luettuasi kirjeen, nouset istumaan. HeitÀt palavan savukkeen virtaavaan jokeen ja nostat reppusi kalliolle viereesi. Repustasi kaivat pussillisen pillereitÀ ja viinapullon.
Avaat viinapullon ensimmÀisenÀ ja otat hiukan. Neste tuntu kirvelevÀltÀ kurkussasi. Nielaiset sen vaikka sinun tekisi mieli oksentaa se ulos. Tunnet kuinka kitkerÀ juoma liikkuu kurkustasi alas. Juuri nyt avaat pilleri pussin ja otat yhden pillerin. Laitat pillerin kielellesi ja avaat viinapullon jÀlleen. Otat suuren kulauksen nestettÀ ja nielaiset pillerin ja nesteen.
YhtÀkkiÀ puhelimesi alkaa soida. PÀÀtÀt vastata.
” MitĂ€ ikinĂ€ teetkin, Ă€lĂ€ tee itelles mitÀÀn!”
”Miks en? Mulla ei oo tÀÀllĂ€ enÀÀ mitÀÀ syytĂ€ elĂ€Ă€â€
”Sulla on mut”
”Paskat mulla on sua”
”KyllĂ€ on”
”No ei ole”
Lyöt luurin korvaan vedet silmissÀ. PÀÀsi alkaa tÀyttyÀ ajatuksista. Haluat pÀÀstÀ eroon ajatuksista, joten otat pilleri pussin vierestÀsi. Otat viisi pilleriÀ ja tunget ne suuhusi. Juot sekaan vielÀ ison kulauksen viinaa.
Sun ajatukset ei vaan lopu. Juot lisÀÀ viinaa ja vedÀt lisÀÀ pillereitÀ. PÀihteet ei enÀÀn tunnu auttavan, joten kaivat esiin terÀvÀn ystÀvÀsi.
Nostat hihaasi ja samantien nÀet ne sadat arvet. Sinua kuvottaa ajatus, mutta nyt tarvitset ajatuksesi muualle. Laitat terÀn ihoasi vasten. Sitten painat ja vedÀt. NÀet kuinka ranteessasi olevaan viiltoo alkaa kerÀÀntyÀ punaisia pilkkuja. Punaiset pilkut suurenevat pikkuhiljaa. Nyt tunnet viiltÀvÀn kivun, se tuntuu hyvÀltÀ.
Luomesi alkavat tuntua raskailta. HeittÀydyt selÀllesi kalliolle. Annat silmiesi mennÀ hiljalleen kiinni. Tunnet lÀmpimÀn veren valuvat pitkin kalliota. Tunnet myös puhelimesi vÀrinÀn vieressÀsi, mutta raajasi tuntuvat liian raskailta. Tunnet kuinka alat painua enemmÀn ja enemmÀn kallioon kiinni. Nyt tunnet suurta lÀmpöÀ sisÀllÀsi. Et pysty liikuttamaan raajojasi. Tunnet vain lÀmpöÀ.
YhtĂ€kkiĂ€ kuulet tutun ÀÀnen. Ă„Ă€ni huutaa nimeĂ€si. Et pysty liikuttamaan raajojasi vaikka kuinka haluisit. Ă„Ă€ni tulee yhĂ€ lĂ€hemmĂ€ksi ja lĂ€hemmĂ€ksi, kunnes se on aivan vieressĂ€si. Tunnet kuinka ÀÀnen tekiĂ€ ravistelee sinua ja huutaa nimeĂ€si. Taistelet kaikin voimin jotta saisit silmĂ€si auki, mutta et saa niitĂ€ edes hitusen raolleen.
Huomaat kuinka alat menettÀmÀÀn tajuntaasi. Aistit alkavat hÀmÀrtyÀ. Ei nyt. Nyt et halua luovuttaa vaan yritÀt taistella vastaan, mutta et voi. Tunnet kuinka irtaannut kehostasi. NÀet kuinka ensihoitajat juoksevat ruumiisi luo. NÀet myös pojan ruumiisi vieressÀ. NÀet kuinka hÀn tarttuu sinun ranteesta kokeillakseen pulssiasi. NÀet hÀnen kauhistuneen ilmeen ja kyyneleet hÀnen silmissÀÀn.
PÀÀtÀt, ettÀ et luovuta. Laitat silmÀsi kiinni ja toivot. Toivot ettÀ pÀÀset takaisin ruumiiseesi.
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bdy144nina-blog · 6 years ago
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ElÀmÀÀ videopelissÀkö?
Katsoin Youtubesta Microsoft’s Consept- Future Vision 2020, joka nĂ€yttÀÀ heidĂ€n visionsa digitaalisesta tulevaisuudesta. Video oli mielenkiintoinen ja yllĂ€tti uusilla innovaatioilla. Videolla nĂ€ytettiin, ettĂ€ internet ja kaikenlainen tieto pystyttĂ€isiin jakamaan mille tahansa alustalle, kuten seinĂ€lle, pöydĂ€lle, sanomalehdelle tai jopa kahvikupille :O Tietoa pystyi siirtĂ€mÀÀn alustalta toiselle samantien. Videolla oli todella hyviĂ€ innovaatioita ja odotan itseasiassa innolla osan niistĂ€ tulevan markkinoille kuten uudenlaisen puhelimen, joka pystyy neuvomaan sinut tarkasti oikeaan paikkaan rakennuksen sisĂ€llĂ€ ( ei tarvitse ikinĂ€ enÀÀ eksyĂ€!) ja pystyy informoimaan reaaliaikaisesti, onko esimerkiksi työkaverisi jo saapunut sovittuun paikkaan, ilman ettĂ€ hĂ€n siitĂ€ erikseen ilmoittaa. Digitaalinen tulevaisuus voi vaikuttaa pelottavalta, mutta tĂ€tĂ€ videota katsoessa visio oli oikeastaan sellainen kuin itse kuvittelisin digitaalisen tulevaisuuden nĂ€yttĂ€vĂ€n ja jo olevan. Tieto on tulevaisuudessa saatavilla missĂ€ tahansa ja monessa eri muodossa. Ihmiset pystyvĂ€t kommunikoimaan uusin keinoin.
Katsoin myös toisen videon digitaalisen tulevaisuuden visiosta ja se taas oli paljon pelottavampi. Video löytyy Vimeosta ja sen nimi on Hyper-Reality. Videossa nainen elÀÀ virtuaalilasien tai vastaavan kautta ja kaikki oli saatavilla sitÀ kautta. Pystyit pelaamaan, kommunikoimaan ystÀvÀn kanssa, etsimÀÀn tietoja itsestÀsi ja kÀyttÀmÀÀn erilaisia sovelluksia sopivissa tilanteissa. Laite tiesi sinusta kaiken, mistÀ tulet ja mihin olet menossa, kauanko kestÀÀ pÀÀstÀ mÀÀrÀnpÀÀhÀn ja ÀlyttömintÀ niin myös henkilökohtaiset saavutuksesi. Toisaalta nÀin kirjoitettuna tÀmÀhÀn on jo nykyaikaa. TÀllÀ hetkellÀ Google tietÀÀ kaiken sinusta ja missÀ vietit aikaasi vuosi sitten. Kuitenkin itseÀni video ahdisti kaikella hÀlinÀllÀ, melulla ja kaikella tiedon saatavuudella. En haluaisi elÀÀ kuin videopelissÀ, joka minulle videosta tuli mieleen. Milloin ihminen saisi olla rauhassa omien ajatusten kanssa? On pelottava ajatus, ettÀ kaikki mitÀ teet kirjautuu ylös ja joku pystyy seuraamaan sinua ja tekemisiÀsi reaaliaikaisesti.
NÀiden kahden videon jÀlkeen olen kahden vaiheilla nÀyttÀÀkö digitaalinen tulevaisuus positiiviseltÀ vai negatiiviseltÀ. Toisaalta on positiivista, ettÀ internet uudistuu ja tulee uudenlaisia kÀyttötapoja, jotka toivottavasti helpottavat kÀyttöÀ. On mukavaa, ettÀ saisin tietoa samantien, mutta toisaalta en halua omia tietojani saataville. Pyrin vÀlttÀmÀÀn sosiaalista mediaa ja en anna Googlelle kaikkia tietojani vaan haluan varjella yksityisyyttÀni, koska nykypÀivÀnÀ hakkerointi on helppoa ja tulevaisuudessa hakkerointi on vielÀ isompi ongelma ja aiheuttaa paljon ongelmia ihmisille.
 LÀhteet:
Video 1. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozLaklIFWUI
Video 2. https://vimeo.com/166807261
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