#v; the heart still yerns

[hannobehrens]

i was tagged by @leivangel​ my polish angel,  read it if you wanna know more about me i guess, don’t have much to do anyway

Rules: Answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST 1. drink: hot chocolate 2. phone call: mom 3. text message: yasmin!!! i’m counting down till the day she comes back but well. we cannot not talk @oblaks i mean i have your account but come back pls 4. song you listened to: lmao a song sung by JJ Lin (a Taiwanese guy) 5. time you cried: this week but i forgot which day 6. dated someone twice: no lah who wants me anyway 7. kissed someone and regretted it: ... 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yeah?? ofc.. this year’s been v hard lmao 10. been depressed: i don’t think so lmao 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no

3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. royal blue 13. green 14. black/purple (i can’t choose)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. made new friends: (what do you mean last year... 2017 or 2016) if you count tumblr... yes lmao; real life no 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: i don’t really know, but probably yeah 18. found out someone was talking about you: not this year 19. met someone who changed you: people on here? idek 20. found out who your friends are: maybe 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: 2017 no

GENERAL: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i have no idea and i’m too lazy to check it 23. do you have any pets: not now 24. do you want to change your name: yeah sometimes i want to (especially my chinese name); my friends irl will know why 25. what did you do for your last birthday: exam 26. what time did you wake up: 7 something am lmao... 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: talking to ‘german anon’ jfdlkagjldksajflk, i forgot 28. name something you can’t wait for: this week to be over 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: yesterday 31. what are you listening to right now: some Cantonese singer singing? 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: MY UNCLE 33. something that is getting on your nerves: leon goretzka to b*yern rumors 34. most visited website: tumblr/youtube 35. hair colour: black 36. long or short hair: i’ve always wanted to try short but i’m afraid lmao 37. do you have a crush on someone: idk anymore 38. what do you like about yourself: handwriting? lmao... 39. piercings: none 40. blood type: i actually don’t know, i think it’s O (sadly) 41. nickname: char/chip/orange 42. relationship status: kinda in a relationship with @johannesgeis​ 43. zodiac: gemini 44. pronouns: she/they (i don’t really mind..) 45. favourite tv show: ...... 46. tattoos: none rn i’m too young (illegal rn) for that but who knows; also my parents will probably kill me if i get one 47. right or left handed: fun fact: i was left handed until my mom forced me to write with my right (i HATE) 48. surgery: i can’t think of any 50. sport: volleyball, swimming, badminton, etc etc. not tennis. usually anything using arms/wrists. i mean funnily enough i can kinda throw the javelin and discus 51. vacation: i’ve been to quite a lot of places tbh! Canada (mainly the route from Vancouver to Calgary + Edmonton lmao, i mainly stay at Calgary) for 6 times? (relatives and all that), Australia (route from Sydney to Melbourne?), South Korea (Seoul x3), Japan (Osaka, and places in which i forgot their names), Philippines (Bohol, Manila), Thailand (Bangkok, Chiangmai), Singapore/Malaysia, China (Beijing, Shanghai, and places in the Guangdong province), Taiwan (Taipei, Kaohsiung)... yeah that’s probably the places i’ve been to 52. pair of trainers: a few pairs probably but i mainly wear a Puma one which is generally black in colour... it’s actually broken(??) though

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: i’ve eaten a bread today lmao i have no idea what i like the most 54. drinking: i can drink most things, trying to cut down on coke 55. I’m about to: see if there are any new youtube vids (Real Nimrod be PROUD) 56. waiting for: not bayern to win the bundesliga, freiburg (mad respect!!) to win the europa league qualifying round :) 57. want: a lot of things 58. get married: @johannesgeis when? 59. career: something to deal with sports, not much idea tho. mom wants me to work in the financial sector

WHICH IS BETTER: 60. hugs or kisses: hugs 61. lips or eyes: idk 62. shorter or taller: i don’t know, i just hate it when people (boys) taller than me tell me how short i am 63. older or younger: usually older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms? 65. hookup or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: yes 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes  70. turned someone down: lmao 71. sex on the first date: no 73. had your heart broken: ??? 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: yeah 76. fallen for a friend: who are my friends

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: not really, sometimes yeah 78. miracles: sometimes 79. love at first sight: i still don’t know 80. santa claus: no 81. kiss on the first date: i’m asian 82. angels: devils

OTHER: 84. eye colour: very deep brown, black, idk 85. favourite movie: ......

i tag @mjhummels @johannesgeis @pre-season @hectorbaberin i’m just randomly tagging you don’t have to do it

[irish-emerald]

"Oh, yeah but I'd definitely like a ride." It was only then after she agreed that she even thought about how Resi would probably be getting a ride there with him as well. There was no taking it back now without looking like she wanted to avoid him or Resi.

"Let me just call the cab and say my plans changed." She said, as she took out her phone. As she spoke to the cab driver she forced herself to relax. It was just a car ride, it might be a little awkward but she could handle it.

As Vlad's car finally rolled up among the many others in the lot, he quickly shot out a text responding to his girlfriend's question.

[SMS: Resi♡] Got delayed, coming in the cathedral soon

Being delayed was an understatement, but at least he made it before the ceremony started. So much for coming early. Vlad walked in with a few of the last guests, adorning a black suit and navy necktie loosened oh so slight so he could breathe. It was a full cathedral; full of friends and family, Vlad couldn't help but smile for his two friends.

It took a moment to spot Resi with such a crowd, and he immediately went to take his place next to her. From the corner of his eye, however, a red-green combination from across the aisle caught his attention. His brows furrowed, trying to place who it was, only for the realization to dawn on him with the bride's entrance. Ena.

With the sound of the organ, Vlad brought his attention to the back of the sanctuary, his eyes following Lilli in her beautiful white gown as she made her way to the altar and to her groom. She appeared to be an angel the way the light came in from the windows and onto her blonde hair and wedding dress. And Jan, her groom, a proud giant waiting for his precious angel.

It was a beautiful ceremony in all ways, and Vlad was glad to have made it. He nearly cried, he was so happy for them. Briefly, his mind wandered to a conversation he and Jan had about the subject, about being ready. No one ever is, but you know when you know...

Ena. As the guests were slowly filing out to head to the reception, Vlad pulled out his phone.

[SMS: Ena♧] you're back? You never answered my texts... or my calls, I was worried something was wrong

[SMS: Ena♧] at least talk to me at the reception