#uuuuuuuuuugh literally so pretty

[omgdramaticperson00]

Eatery, per usual. Honestly loving bloom in solarian wear. It really suits her.

Working on some In The Future Fusion fits for when the gorls are together/married

Nadia in one of her Official Queen and Wife of Daphne fits. She doesn’t have any royal sigils or anything since she’s a regular girliepop from Earth, so hers is just integrating some traditional styling from her cultural background

Next up: Bloom on Solaria

Her gems and symbols are still present, fit is just tailored to Solarian dress customs for integration, which is extra nice for Bloom because it’s fucking Hot there

She thankfully doesn’t really burn on Solaria

I am projecting my Pale but Tans Well onto her, especially with her mom’s skin tone present in her genes working as more of an undertone, so that’s what the darker skin tone one is

Also what I’m currently thinking the shade of Stella after a summer on Solaria be upon you

For Stella’s Dominion fit, she is never one to say no to fine materials from other planets

She has her sigils of Solaria on these and most of her own gems

The crown though is Dominion and has had its jewels replaced with all cyan for her since she's considered a member of the royal family

Bloom's own outfits are significantly less dramatic than this also Stella is just 100% that bitch to choose a big train and extra poofy sleeves and shit Marion loves playing dress up with Stella also

I feel it in my bones

Marion: catch me up on all the latest trends I've been gone for over 1000 years help me out

Stella, tears in her eyes: I would love nothing more

They're in a room with a billion magazines and pictures and projections of items and clothes scattered across the floor and Stella has her vision boards for different outfits she wants to design and designers she loves and Bloom has been sent to fetch them a charcuterie board and some drinks so they can keep talking

(Mainly because Bloom still feels weird about having servants to order around so she's like oh I'll do it)

[lihikainanea]

Lei, let me drop something that is gonna hit you REALLY FUCKING HARD IN YOUR SOUL...

so...bill's gonna play a deaf/mute guy, right? so...just imagine after he had learned all the signs while filming, maybe tiger gets into an accident or smth that won't let her hear for a couple of days, and he uses it to communicate with her 🥺🥺🥺🥺

UUUUUUUUUUGH MY FUCKING HEART.

Did ya'll know ya' girl Lei is fluent in sign language? One of my very first boyfriends was deaf and the whole pen and paper thing lasted for like, two days before it got too irritating. He taught me. It's definitely the type of thing where if you don't practice it, you lose a lot of the dexterity in your hands and fingers that it takes to make the signs properly, and quickly--but I've recently taken it back up again, and I had forgotten how much I love it.

In any case, this is a very, very sweet concept that hit me right in my heart feels. Honestly, I'm pretty sure Bill in Boy Kills World is literally going to fucking annihilate me and my lady bits. I am simultaneously anxious and very, very nervous.

Perhaps it's not even an accident, but maybe like...tiger is just really sick. I once had a bout of strep so bad it left me with tinnitus and total deafness in my right ear for 2 years, so maybe tiger is fighting one hell of an infection and she is not winning. Her ears are ringing from congestion, she's dizzy, everything hurts. She probably full on loses her hearing for at least a few days, and god this is so sweet--Bill gives her a little chalkboard and some chalk, but he also starts signing--very slowly, very obviously--some basic things. Tea. How are you feeling. What hurts. Are you hungry. I love you.

Tiger discovers very quickly that she can watch those big, elegant hands create shapes and communicate with her all day. Bill's hands are beautiful anyway, but watching them slowly and delicately form shapes to communicate with her--to take care of her--is just another level of sublime.

[bloodyfeverdreams]

📏 ✔️ and 🎨

📏 Pick between platonic caretaking and romantic caretaking

Ooooooooooooh that such a hard choice!  I mean, on one hand, platonic can cover practically everything from best friends to familial (I know it’s a bit of a stretch but I’m counting it as if not one then it must belong to the other) so it’s got some pretty good range and the caretaker can be begrudging to soft and loving or unexperienced to a seasoned caretaker.  On the other hand, a romantic scenario can strengthen a relationship, especially if the caretaker hasn’t seen much of the sickie’s vulnerable side.  It can give the best types of cuddles, the “No, I don’t want to get you sick” “Hush love it’s too late I’ll be fine”, and the great conclusion that the cuddles did get the romantic partner sick.  Or even on one of favorite tropes, when enemies show up on the other’s doorstep and collapse and the enemy (who share sexual tension so thick you could cut it with a knife) has to choose between helping or hurting.  (They always choose to help.)  UUuuuuuuuugh this is such a hard choice.  I hate to cop out and say it depends on the fandom but I will say it does depend on the character.  Like, Peter Parker is only gets platonic caretakers (preferably IronDad Tony) but Barry Allen only gets his husband/boyfriend/nemesis Leonard Snart for a caretaker.

All right- my favorite is romantic.  That’s my answer.  I’m a bad combination of always single and hopeless romantic so my heart will always belong to love and it’s many forms, especially with sick cuddles and kisses.

✔️ Favorite symptom to read

That’s a much easier question.  Fevers.  Especially high fevers.  Small tidbit about me, I was raised in a house where if you didn’t have a fever over 101 F you weren’t sick and you went to school. So I have a unusually high tolerance for fevers.  That means when a fever is so bad, they can’t find a comfortable spot because everything is hot and cold and they’re miserable, or they’ve been pushing through it to save the world/get work done/help others through an illness that they can’t stand it anymore and they collapse, or they’re so out of it they call out for people who aren’t there (dead relatives or the normal caretaker but gasp someone else has to help now).  MMmmmmmmmmmmmMMMMMMM it’s what the sophisticated and elite call “The Good Shit™ ”.  I’m also very partial to fainting spells but in my mind, it’s fevers that are my personal favorite.

🎨  Favorite fandom to read

Ooooh another hard question.  Man, you really went for the kill here, darling.  First off, to make my life easier let me list my top five right now, in no particular order, that I love to read without sickfics being in the equation necessarily.

Lucifer

Star Trek (AOS Kirk/McCoy/Spock etc.)

THE ONLY ANIME I LIKE My Hero Academia

Marvel (with focuses on IronDad and Spiderson, Stony, Stucky, Stuckony, Avengers as a team)

Star Wars (The Prequels)

SO!  Which is my favorite?

 Well, I think, with the sickfic themed ask, that my favorite sickfics are in the Star Wars fandom.  I love all five of these, especially their sickfics, but I think my heart belongs to Anakin Skywalker coming back from a mission (to Padme or Obi-Wan your choice) sick as a dog, barely coherent, two seconds away from passing out.  I’m pretty sure I’ve read literally every sick Anakin fic out there.

There ya go, @whumpingmydarlings!  I hope that answered all the burning questions you have of me.  Thank you soooooooo much for asking these questions I loved every agonizing minute of it.  It was just so hard to choose!

[delmorii]

Just finished the bridge between ARR and HW so here's yet another list of parting thoughts before starting Heavensward:

* note: it took me WEEKS to get through this so I honestly dont remember everything but ill do my best

* note 2: putting under cut because i apparntly have a LOT of thoughts about this arc

-yugiri girl how do you breathe in that mask

-alphinaud your man-voice still bothers me

-still a glorified errand boy

-I am legit mad I cant hug tataru at every available moment of playing

-pretty sure f'lahminn or whatever her name is will betray us. Legit dont trust the bitch who heard her daughter she hasnt seen in 7ish years is alive and well and decides to send the WoL to get her perfume

-aymeric's voice is CONCERNINGLY hot

-even so this part was way too fucking long for an in-between of expansions but I think someone told me they weren't sure if they'd continue the game? idk either way this quest series was way too fucking long.

-that said, ending had me sobbing for a solid 30 minutes but before i dive into that fresh hell:

-def foresaw moenbryda dying, but was N O T prepared for hearing Urianger close to tears. Oh my god. Oh my god urianger I want to hug you so bad

-nabriales has the most obnoxious voice ever holy fuck can we please kill him

-oh sweet lol

-estenien is suddenly just super fucking chill and focused? Is no one surprised he said theres a second azure dragoon why is that being skimmed over. AYMERIC. AYMERIC PAY ATTENTION ESTENIEN JUST FUCKING SAID THERE WAS A SECOND AZURE DRAGOON AND YOU DIDNT EVEN NOTICE

-midgardsormr legit saying he wouldn't harm a dragoon? whose literal one job is to kill dragons. Also homeboy why u telling me exactly when the dragons' assault on ishgard is starting, you are seriously bad at this. Shut ur tiny little mouth

-pretty sure Yuyuhase is gunna betray us too, motherfucker just dismisses reliable intel that there were more weapons? Bitch

-Riol or Rion, whatever his name is with the eyepatch and heavy accent, he's hot, I like him

-alright onto those motherfuckin cutscenes: NANAMO OH MY GODDDDDD. OH MY GOD WHY DID THEY SHOW  HER PANIC AND FEAR SO WELL. OH MY GOD. NANAMO OH MY GOD SWEET GIRL

-teledji can smd what a cuntasaurus rex oh my god

-yep theres the yuyuhase betrayal, called it

-literally when teledji mocked nanamo's death I whispered “murder him raubahn” and MY MAN DELIVERED LMFAO MOTHERFUCKER CUT HIM CLEAN IN HALF IN FRONT OF A CROWD WHAT A BADASS

-DID NOT FORESEE ILBERD BETRAYAL OH MY GOD RAUBAHN FUCK HIM UPPPPPPPP. Also the creepyass shot of ilberd's grin was disturbing, really well done

-RAUBAHN WAS DONE DIRTY

-FUCK THEM UP THANCREDDDD. I love him when they play on his scoundrel tendencies but then he just FUCKS PEOPLE UP I LOVE IT

-kinda wish I felt more toward yda and papalymo, they're adorable but idk. Def felt pangs when minfillia extended a hand to them tho, ouch

-FUUUUUUUCK NOOO NOT THANCRED AND Y'SHTOLA TOO

-UUUUUUUUUUGH FUCK THIS GAME

-and.... minfillia? Does this mean im no longer an errand boy

-THANK FUCK ALPHINAUD SURVIVED

-PIPIN INSTANT NEW FAVOURITE. They made a lalafell badass?????? I love him instantly oh my god

-and homeboy from the start of the game saving us, niiiiice

-CID IS ALIVE AND SAFE THANK FUCK

-SO IS URIANGER THANK FUCK SECONDED

-AND TATARU

-am I really having to listen to a fucking 16 year old whine about hid life choices. Like yeah I get it but alphinaud get your fucking shit together we got our work cut out for us

-also I guess haurchefant is neat but ive had to listen to people gush about him for a long time so I was kind of already over him before I even met him, but we'll see if HW changes my mind. I know what happens but knowing what happened to nanamo in advance did NOT prepare me for the cutscene with her oh my goddddd

-URIANGER????? URIANGER NO WHY ARE YOU WITH ASCIANS PLS SQUEENIX I CANT HANDLE IF HE BETRAYS US TOO

[shineyma]

Amy, my beautiful tropical fic reccer, have I missed any Biospecialist fics where Framework!Ward escapes to the real world because the machine that made Aida a body made one for him, too? Also, did you finally get pizza? Why can't you order pizza??? How can I help???

You have indeed, dearest nonnie! JD wrote this one and.........I FEEL like there’s another one, but I can’t find it. Hm. I could swear......but then we spend a lot of time batting ideas around so it’s totally possible I’m thinking of an AU that was talked about but never written. Sorry, nonnie!

Anyway, read that drabble, enjoy it, give JD the praise she deserves, and then come back and STRAP IN for my tale of pizza woe.

It starts last night - no, wait. It starts several months ago, when a new pizza place went in pretty near our house. Unfortunately, this pizza place (we’ll call it Pizza 1) does not deliver, which basically misses the ENTIRE POINT of pizza, because I’m not about to leave my house if I can help it, you know? So, we’ve been saying for months we wanted to try this place, but ugh, so much trouble to go there.

So we were super excited to realize last night that Pizza 1 is now on DoorDash - which, if you don’t know, is this service that basically turns nondelivery places into delivery places. You place an order, DoorDash sends it to the restaurant, and then DoorDash sends a driver to pick it up and bring it to you. It’s kind of ridiculous and unnecessary, but an A+ service for lazy people like me who have no self-control, you know?

So anyway. Pizza 1 is on DoorDash, yay! So we examined the menu and made up our minds and placed an order last night. It was all good, the expected delivery time was 45 minutes, I was READY for some pizza.

......And then I got a message from DoorDash that Pizza 1 wasn’t accepting orders for the moment, so my order had been canceled.

I was suuuper bummed, but what can you do? Obviously, you find something else for dinner and then try again for lunch the next day. So this afternoon I placed an order aaaaaaaaaand once again got a message that they weren’t accepting orders and mine had been canceled.

So I was like FINE, you know? Whatever. I don’t need this weird non-delivering place anyway. I’ll just order pizza from a REAL PIZZA PLACE that actual DELIVERS the way it’s SUPPOSED TO, you know?

So I put in an order at Pizza 2, get a 35 minute delivery estimate, and wait.

And wait.

And wait.

Finally, an hour and a half after placing the delivery, I decide to call Pizza 2 to see what’s up, right? And the phone rings and rings and rings and then goes to voicemail. And it’s not a “Sorry we at Pizza 2 missed your call” voicemail, it’s an automated “you’ve reached THIS NUMBER, leave a message” voicemail. Except, problem! The “THIS NUMBER” they say I’ve reached is not the number I called. Like, not even the same area code.

So I’m like “.....what?” and try again, and the same thing happens. And I’m like “WHAT?” and try again, and then it just rings and rings and doesn’t even go to voicemail.

At which point I’m just like “FINE, SCREW YOU, TOO” and come to tumblr to cry about the lack of pizza.

(Also, I tried again a few hours later and ACTUALLY REACHED Pizza 2, and the guy said their phone and internet have been down a few days and they haven’t been able to get any orders. And I was like, well, you got my order well enough to charge my credit card for it. And he was like, really? Are you sure? And I was like, I AM LITERALLY LOOKING AT MY BANK ACCOUNT AND PIZZA 2 HAS CHARGED ME 12 DOLLARS. And he’s like oh, okay, we’ll remove that for you. And I’m like THANK YOU and hang up because uuuuuuuuuugh.)

Anyway! I did eventually, driven by desperation, just go in person to get some pizza from Pizza 1, and I can confirm that it was ABSOLUTELY DELICIOUS and I do not regret going. 

It’s still lame they don’t deliver, though. 8/10, would recommend they START DELIVERING. OR AT LEAST ACCEPTING DOORDASH ORDERS.

[counterspelling]

I had a reason to catch up on Rebels so

1) Kanan

I saw some (justifiably, now) angry posts about this a while ago but the fact that Ezra and Kanan probably have had to die all along (I don’t even like this show and I still cried, also man Disney really hates couples, huh?) has been my problem with the show from the beginning and one of the reasons I never liked it, because I think the concept is wrong. There IS no good way for this show to end. The EU established the Jedi Order as having 100,000 years of history and instead of choosing literally ANY OTHER POINT in time... they instead chose to base a tv show around two jedi during the only 19 year period where there should be a jedi moratorium. And then they compounded that problem by having them meet Leia. And Mon Mothma. And Wedge. And Lando. And join the Rebellion. And run missions. And get famous within it. Luke is supposed to represent a new hope. For the Jedi, for the Rebellion, for the Republic, it’s supposed to be amazing and awe-inspiring that we’re seeing someone use the Force again. The jedi are supposed to by mystical and mysterious and fantastical because no one has seen one in 19 years. And even then, they were famous, but most people never actually MET one. But now they’ve all already experienced that. It fucks up Luke’s legacy. Oh, this farm boy showed up with a lightsaber? We already saw two dudes do that, they were with the Rebellion for a few years. Luke is A NEW HOPE and Rebels just completely fucks that up. Setting up a show so that the only two ways for to end it and not fuck up canon even more is for them to die or to exile themselves, is to me a pretty shitty way to set up a plot. And if Ezra manages to live, that makes it even worse than Yoda and Obi-wan, who at least get involved during the four years from ANH to ROTJ. Now, Ezra’s either gonna die like Kanan or else he and Ahsoka have to get stuck on a technology-less planet for the next five years to be discovered afterward.

2) AHSOKA!!!!!

I mean Rebels has continually failed to do her justice but at least we know she’ll be around for the series finale somehow. But really the time travel thing... as much as I love time travel aus in Star Wars fic, the only time I can remember it in canon is when Caedeus used it to basically torture/convince Tahiri to fall by continually showing her Anakin’s death. Which is a whole other fucking issue because everything they did with Tahiri post-NJO is pretty gross (Anakin was not the love of her life, SHE WAS 14, he could have BECOME the love of her life if they had the chance to grow up together, and of course she’s gonna mourn him but jfc I’m so bitter they just wrote her off as never being able to move past it also using men as the motivation for women uuuuuuuuuugh stop) but the whole point of that storyline was that they could WATCH Anakin die over and over again but not change anything. You couldn’t actually alter anything. But this, pulling Ahsoka out of time so that she just lost however long it’s been, ACTUALLY, PHYSICALLY changing the past.... I always hated the Mortis arc because I don’t care for the way it changes the Force mythos, so ugh. But I mean if they’re gonna use time travel for anything at least it was making sure Ahsoka lives.