#uuuggggghhhhhhhh

[mortysmith]

I HATE RICKS BACKSTORY SO FUCKING MUCH

[lesbiansanemi]

So hard being a sukuna enjoyer and trying to find fics about him because you get one of two options

1. God awful out of character reader insert porn where you’re his uwu submissive (normally terrified of him) concubine or some shit but GASSSSPPPP he ACTUALLY cares about you and is soft for YOU ONLY and he wants you to GET PREGNANT with HIS HEIR oh my GOD

Or

2. God awful out of character suku.fushi or suku.ita where the plot is like what if sukuna was a MAFIA BOSS and he got OBSESSED WITH THEM and KIDNAPPED them and also it was INCEST and OMEGAVERSE and they call him DADDY while he FUCKS THEM INTO THE MATTRESS and talks about their PUSSY the WHOLE time

And both make me want to throw up in my mouth and momentarily wish I had the power to arbitrarily ban ppl from posting on the internet

[qazastra]

cant i just not go in tomrrow. cant i just not do it. how would i swing that. i cant. i gotta go in to work

[420technoblazeit]

i miss crowley

[certifiedwerewolf]

God the amount that I DON'T want to get out from in front of my fan and go start my laundry right now

[galpal95]

Welp…

[sarasa-cat]

Yet *again* neck-deep in fucking around with / completely redesigning my:

(Almost completed) Physical files, notebooks, sketchbooks, etc

(Mostly completed) Library of books - physical and digital

(Literally right now) Planner system

(Also now) Project management

(and then) Information management system

(and finally) How I organize all of my writing

Don't know what to say right now because I am barely treading water in organizing this MUCH stuff but uuuggggghhhhhhhh

I am so very much a person who needs process and flexible structures for all of the above and there is SO MUCH that requires management.

but i have come to the conclusion (when my brain just cashed and dumped core everywhere from life-work management overwhelm) that I need a mix of systems.

Currently BACK inside of notion -- have been there for the past week tbh -- designing something rather complex but hopefully "simple" when done. (whatever the fuck that means)

I just could not handle obsidian's rando rando approach and needed to fall back on actual table-oriented databases. But with lots and lots of pretty and Aesthetic(tm).

I need lots of Aesthetic(tm).

[centaurealsm]

UUUGGGGGHHHHHHHH NEVER AGAIN

[32flavorsotbbg]

8.11

So today he said his truck is a 6 seater so it will “fit everyone” 🥲

And he said I can bring Joel to things anytime I want……. Which is, nice. A little fast but really nice. I like that he’d bring his children around me.

But it’s like…….I’d wanna plan for that. Not just have it be some aimless thing. Like we could get Popeyes and go to the park and feed the geese or throw a ball 🥲 or bring a game or something

We could take everyone camping together??

I don’t know if I’d wanna hang with just him and Joel unless we were gonna go eat or something but even then I just don’t know. I think it would be better for all the kids to be around to kind of soften things for Joel. So it’s not so shocking like, who’s this man

I worry somewhere inside me that it stems from wanting them to go back and tell their mother that dad brought them around another girl. Like I wonder how long it will take be before I am actually around them? I would prefer to not all get together until at the very least he has his own spot. He’s gotta get on his dmv shit, I’m gonna ask him about it tomorrow.

Good god. I need to ask him about Friday night as well. Ugh.

I’m going to be moving into faiths apartment in December. I gotta just make my own moves. I gotta get my shit in order here first and then start doing massage quiiiiiick. Ugh. Thank goodness I went to school lol it was a poor choice and a great choice at the same time

I can’t wait to have sleepovers with him there. I can’t wait to see how things get all set up. I kinda wanna put a curtain in front of the bed area to separate it more. Something kinda flirty and sheer. Ugh I can’t wait to have all my stuff back!!

But anyway back to the two of us. Meteor shower is tomorrow night. He was going to go on a fast but then decided “it wouldn’t be fair to me because I probably wanna eat with him” and when I said he didn’t have to consider if it’s fair he said he did and that tomorrow is “important to him” 😳 like what in the romance

like why is he like that??? So sexy ugh it pisses me off dude like he’s so earnest. He says things straight up like that and WOOF it’s a giant turn on. Like just……trying to make me feel important and reciprocating I’m sure the care he feels from me 💔 so sweet. It’s so important. So much has happened since I even first mentioned this plan and now we’re going to do it!

And we’re gonna be like lil boothangs and not just two people acting like friends. UUUGGGGGHHHHHHHH a sweetheart.

Don’t get me wrong, Friday is still on my mind. And we’ll have to talk about it. But I still really like him. Like so so much.

[iwanttobecalledbiveyouominousapp]

UUUGGGGGhhhhhhhh

Hi

-ominous app :o/

WHATT THE FLIP(side) YOU'E THE EOMINISU APP⁉️⁉️

[eddiethedeppressing]

UUUGGGGGHHHHHHHH

I don’t want to go swimming this year

I have way to many scars that my mum doesn’t know about

[frogsandfries]

Uuuggggghhhhhhhh

I'm also having cramps.

Does anyone else get period dreams? I've been having hella period dreams lately. One of them involving Morticia Addams, of course.

[nikolaijai]

NikolaiPlays : Pokemon Go

UUUGGGGGHHHHHHHH~~~

[echophene]

Honestly the worst part about being t1 diabetic is not the insulin and blood sugar management and the life-long affects it has on my body its is that I cant give blood lmao

[sapphoshands]

why do i live in this tropical southern hellscape

[thedustmylove]

why did decide ap bio was good idea