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can’t get that stupid tiktok out of my head of that scottish dude singing “get ya hands off mah fawkin chickpeas” to the tune of seven nation army anjdjajxjajx
#at least he sounds Scottish correct me if im wrong lmao#it’s been in my head for like 2 fking weeks#always in the back of my mind im going c R AZ Y#that’s my flavor of adhd btw i will literally subconsciously obsess over a certain song or phrase and it consumes my brain#usually for months ngl#i was driving the other day and at every stoplight i was like#‘GEEEETTTT YA HANDS OFF MAH CHICKPEAS’#at EVERY LIGHT#no matter what i was originally thinking about it fucking breached the wall of my brain#i thought about it immediately after i woke up this morning right when my eyes opened like omfg s TTO P#apple babble 🍎#non fandom#and ngl even when I wasn’t at a stoplight I was repeating it in my head over and over and over all day and its was MAADDENNINGG#it still is#😭😭😭😭😭
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Happy 20 years of angst and suffering <3
Companion piece to the art of Pete I did here :D
#this has been in my brain for like months and i finally did it#quick lil doodle#ok ngl i don't usually spell it was 'latte hottay' but that's what it said in the tgwdlm captions so that's what i used lol#ted spankoffski#theodore spankoffski#t'noy karaxis#tinky#time bastard#hatchetverse#hatchetfield#starkid#fanart#digital art#art#my art
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am i the only one who sensed some jilted lover vibes from jensen?
#burcon#cockles#thoughts#at the start of the panel and through a few particular interactions he seemed very standoffish#he was giving a little bitter and hurt and perhaps even resentful - maybe he only learned of misha's gf#at this con too! maybe it was news to him. on top of not seeing misha for months i can understand#if he was feeling a bit neglected and out of the loop. there's also the matter of misha's gf not being#in a poly thing with jensen and dee like vicki was ie. what she has with misha is seperate so i'm sure#that's another difficult thing to deal with knowing their time together is strictly separate#i've no doubt he wants misha to have a partner and be happy but there's an adjustment period#letting new people into your life and whoever misha's partner is now or in the future is going to#affect jensen on a personal level and moreover his relationship with misha. it's all very intriguing#and while i like what little i've seen and heard about this woman for misha i just think no matter who#she is it's going to take a toll on jensen's relationship w misha. i thought it was plain to see on jensen's face#during their panel: numerous moments where he was giving a poker face that wasn't covering a laugh#but instead like he was trying to smooth out his bitterness. or so my eyes and brain and heart tell me.#just various moments where things looked uncomfortable and jensen making off-colour jokes that didn't land#and which furthermore were barbed and snarky - not in their usual banter way but like he was lashing out#and using the excuse of chaotic panel convo to explain away his comedic pitfalls. but again maybe i'm#looking to much into it? idk. there are some lovely moments! fun and caring moments - but they#mainly came from misha's direction ngl. it seemed like misha was trying hard to keep the peace#while jensen was just running his mouth on comments and jokes that kept not landing - for me#everyone on my dash is loving their dynamic this panel - and i want to feel that love! it is possible that#learning misha has a gf has skewed my perception a little like i'm putting context onto moments#i otherwise wouldn't. but i also think i would've laughed and generally felt better watching their panel#if that was the case. idk. whatever the reason i do think something was OFF between them on stage#and it was coming from jensen from the start. misha picked up on it partway though but things felt#a little strained throughout. like jensen wasn't looking at misha as much as usual or reaching out for him#misha tried to salvage and not react to things. but both their answers to the last Q were passive aggressive af#and when they left the stage together they weren't close or touching or chatting like they usually are...
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Drew the SMT4 Samurai Squad floating away on the twitter profile balloons to celebrate my birthday in September! 🎈🍰
💙twitter 💙misskey
#shin megami tensei#megaten#smt iv#shin megami tensei iv#still kinda proud of these chibis NGL...really cooked with these given the time crunch#also in general I think this is a good representation of my chibi style overall...#I live for dynamic and expressive chibis!!! and just dynamic content overall...I always wonder if that comes through in my pictures tbh!#ok but FR FR two months ago I said I would post these individually LOL... so here they are!#fun fact: I still have not celebrated or have done anything special for my birthday yet LOL wheeze...usually I draw a self-indulgent pic#or grab some bubble tea/boba or some bread at local bakeries here (like 85C LOL)... but I haven't made any time for myself recently!
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What's the worst and happiest day of your life?
Like, at the same time?
That’s a pretty hard one. My life’s been mostly highs or lows, not both at the same time. The closest I can think of would be around when I started the union, but that was more a period of time than a day…
#asks#anon#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#chilchuck dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#ooc: the closest for me would be back when i was still in high school#i think it was the tail end of spring brake#or the weekend#went out and had an awesome day with my brothers#and a family friend who is basically my brother#found a cool knife that i still have#just general banger day right?#anyway that night my grandma made ribs for me cause they’re my favorite#but we ate out so i was saving them for the next day#she PASSED AWAY THAT NIGHT#AND SAID FAMILY FRIEND ATE MY RIBS THAT MY LATE GRANDMA MADE FOR ME#THAT I WAS SAVING FOR THE NEXT DAY NOT KNOWING SHE WAS GONNA DIE#it’s been 8 years and i’m still upset about it ngl#her birthdays next month i should plan something#though she hated that kinda stuff#i usually get her her coffee and a pastry she liked to get when we were doing things out of the house#maybe i’ll plan to do bingo with my mom since we used to do that with her a lot#i miss her
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my next edit is probably gonna take 10 years so i am posting this in the meantime :-)
#b and a#i'm actually being dramatic#i did the hard part already#i just have to do the actual editing now#but that will probably take me a good few days so......... yea#it's an edit i've had planned for MONTHS#i was gonna do it in june but decided to wait for dhes' birthday since it's literally entirely about dhes#it's turning out really cute so far!#ngl i am a lil nervous about it since it's not really like. the kind of thing i usually make but#i'm making it anyway bc#i want to#& bc i love dhes & he deserves a post all about him for once#kelly who????#yea
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Good morning beautiful people <3
#ㅤ as per usual i have been up since 3AM bc i'm ✨ working ✨ - i have managed to clear up my likes & asks! feel super productive ngl#ㅤ but i also think i may have pinpointed the exact reason why i feel 'the ick' ( as the kids say ) every time i get on here - SO!#ㅤ i'll be hopping to work on Kitty things Sundays & Wednesdays ( you thought i was gonna say delete + remake huh? 😏 ) not only to keep-#ㅤ -my creative juices flowing but to not burn myself ( i love Kitty way too much & i don't want to take a month long hiatus again )#ㅤ i'll pop in every now & then but writing will be on a set schedule... i'll be sparse in the DMs but i am always on Discord!#ㅤ I'm half entertaining the thought of remaking some of her graphics ( the promo for example ) + i wanna be A LOT MORE plot oriented...#ㅤ ANYWAY; feel free send me ALL the inbox things! 😁😁😁 Striker's blog is getting a much needed blog makeover so i'm HYPED about that!
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such is the tale of a ✨chronically online hypocrite✨
#(please forgive this old folk’s rambling for a hot min bc i need to get this off my chest somehow and in some way)#tl;dr: come and get into the hw idol series!!! we have ship discourse; more ship discourse; even more ship discourse#(yes ik people should be free to ship what they do b u t claiming a noncanon ship as canon and forcing it on everyone else is. not cool.)#yes yes friday’s mv was visually cute and ino.rin’s singing was peak b u t i feel like it has caused more harm than good in some way???#i cant b e l i e v e the jp hwtwt beef over friday’s mv is still going on mannnnnnnnn#no less than 3 separate people have made posts along the lines of#‘p l s stop using [official tags] to post about *[unnamed] non-official ships* p l s there’s a time and place for everything’#and n o n e of them even remotely run in the same circles yet they’re all banded together against a *certain* group lmfao never change hwtwt#lhy (esp yhy) shippers are always at the scene of the crime mannnnnnn#i cant see anything on their end of the naval battle (has every single lhy tag+account that i could think of blocked)#b u t it’s still really funny to witness on my twtdash against my will. i think i need to touch grass#‘kyhn isn’t canon either so why do you like it while being such a hater towards lhy—‘#great question!!!!!! it’s bc (disregarding the movie) they actually interact really well together~~~ like the honeypre event y k—#and also bc yukki treats hina really nicely all the time (even when she was being tsun and literally running from her feelings for him)#a n d hina loved him for who he truly was; even before his image change arc. and she also does her best to appeal to him and such~~~~~~~#but lhy. uh. they just bully hiyo 95% of the time and while they do look out for her bc they’re pals#they’re just pals. guys. and lxl have gone ‘uwu it must be u uwu’ to each other one too many times so shoehorning hiyo between them would.#be pretty weird ngl? esp since the ‘widely accepted’ portrayal of lhy as a trio is p much just hiyo x 2 dudes who dont even like each other#and. like. a branch of such portrayals usually seem to have aizo waft away from the ‘r/s triad’ to date mona instead which is. very weird.#some people just pick and choose aizo and mona interactions dont they. all they see is the umbrella scene and go ‘ah yes. canon’#they dont even read further to see how mona doesn’t even use the umbrella after aizo leaves (clear rejection)#a n d how aizo doesn’t even remember giving the umbrella to mona + mona’s entire existence in general after that#and that’s not even counting the grudge mona refuses to let go of even after what looks to be literal months#so for certain shippers to just casually shoo aizo out of the hiyoharem and into mona’s unwilling arms for the sake of yhy is. weird.#and like. shouldn’t he and yujiro have a say in this?? they’re more interested in each other than hiyo so just how are they being commonly#portrayed as hiyosimps in fanon? im so confused… like. wouldn’t they be equally obsessed with each other (as w/ hiyo) if they were a rstrio?#aaaaaa get this off my twtdash plsssssssss pls see this post twtapp pls let this affect your dumb algorithm im tired of the ship discourseee#as funny as the ‘lhy vs the world’ naval warfare is it’s getting. um. very annoying!!!! and now im missing nagisa more than ever s o b s#plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspls influence the algorithm ragepost; ik big brother is 👀watching👀 so do your thing—#(pls feel free to duke it out with me too if y’all read this i need my birdsite algorithm to le a r n that i dont wanna see stuff like this)
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❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-
#glass animals#honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh????#like….. when i say wore out#i cannot describe how much i listened to it#i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number#like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened)#i cannot recall w this#gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke#so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao#(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol)#anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night#driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in#sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who????#had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused#it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song#then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky &#ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work#(i was right & it blew her miiind)#god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok#i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this#highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift#a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them#as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?)#a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever
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man... i won't be able to finish my Big Pride Art this month :(((
#in this moment...#i'm actually sad about it ngl dkghjkgd#i still have a few days but... like...#gonna get tmi and venty rq! (tmi as in 'doesn't need to be public info' not the like... usual way tmi is used)#we had our car repossessed and it's taaaaanked my mental and physical health over the stress#we're getting it back!!! its been paid for!!! and it's going to be fine#but the adjustment has been. hard. and i'm handling things not super well despite how everyone's thinking i am#(like i'm doing so good i've grown so much i've helped my family so much!! yippee!!! but behind the scenes i'm having like#daily panic attacks and breakdowns teehee dkgjhdfgdjgd)#anyways if i post the art like... next month (if i finish it) then it'll be less gay :( but it will still be done ig...
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Every month or so i look at the bb tag to check if theres any art of the characters i gaf about I've missed and inevitably i stumble upon the most baffling takes that either make me mad or get me stunned for a second. Now i understand why someone randomly found an old post of mine complaining about fromsft misogyny a few days ago
#last month i saw one i wont say what it was bc im not that mean#it was completely harmless and nothing was wrong with it but it was SO#it was just so baffling i cant stop thinking about it and repeating it to myself#anyway i really am a hater ngl i cant stand to look in this tag without feeling like i gotta have a 30 mins rant abt#something afterwards. which is why i dont usually look in there#but sometimes u know... i really gotta check... but nobody gaf about my girls these days it seems#broad definition of girls. wheres rh fanart i miss it
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HEARTBREAKING: Person within your oppressed group acts as if they speak for every single other person in the group
#i'm inviting trouble with this one tbh but this is ok to rb. in a rare bitchy mood rn and idc. go for it <3 i'll mute the post if i have to#physically disabled people and our opinions are NOT a monolith i promise skjdksjd#nothing ever is#one person cannot speak for all of us. though this is less one thing and more a general pattern i see sometimes#usually i ignore online opinions I don't see eye to eye with but i had to have my petty moment for this pattern ngl#anyways. i explicitly disagree with other physically disabled people who act like other disabilities are of lower priority or for attention#or who act as if otherwise disabled people are constantly derailing disabled discussion by adding onto it#either explicitly outline a discussion as for fellow physically disabled people only from the get-go#or you can't get mad when wider ranges of disabled people weigh in!#like i GET IT it sucks to feel derailed or spoken over but it's on you to set those parameters if you want to#idk sometimes it's giving 'let the REAL disabled people talk' and i kind of fucking hate it tbh#okay that's my divisive opinion for the month o7 see yall later
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mmm yes. story narrative developing.
the real reason leon's been MIA since re6? been held hostage in the spooky dungeon basement. he's escaping late 2025 - early 2026.
#there's this spark inside of my whumpy brain pocket#that assumes i have a story plot to yeet off of rn#and i've had little motivation lol#but ngl... the idea of post re6/post death island... leon gettin yoinked-#if death island was set in 2015... and the games tend to take place in the year released#if re9 were to come out next year most likely his ass has been MIA for a decade... omg#at least to us#but... guh throwing leon in a cell for a decade <3#as a whump concept i prefer like.... 2 years max... a few months to a year is the usual idea#but 10! that sounds painful#very painful#maybe this one time i'll consider#and just the idea of leon being held with no reason given to him#no torture or testing or anything#that idea is a little too dreadful#he should have some human interaction i mean BUT#leavin him in the dark about his situation for so fuckin long.... ugh
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Got all excited last night bc i saw a post from a mod on the gta o subreddit abt the Halloween update being set to drop today around 5 AM (backed up by at least two gaming websites that had stories also stating the same start time and date)
Went in today ready for Halloween and uh. Nothing lol
Checked the actual Rockstar website and there's no mention of it, just that RDR o is getting a Halloween update this week
If i was a betting man I'd start a pool on how late in the month it'll be by the time the gta Halloween drops lmao
(also a pool on how likely it is the mod is lying; as they continue to insist they have access to all the usual Halloween stuff in GTA o today and that everyone who doesn't must not know how to restart their game to see if that changes anything, or maybe they didn't click play on GTA but a different game in their library? Which is insulting af, especially to the guy with the flare that shows he's at a level so high in the game that i frankly didn't know existed, who called them out and asked if maybe they didn't get confused and thought gta and rdr were both getting the update at the same time. Person was nice abt it, just asked plainly and said it was ok if that was the case, but that it would be helpful for others to know. poor dude immediately got piled on by the mod for it but like. he's right lmao. if that's the case it's fine! mistakes happen! but stop insisting you have access to something seemingly no one else trying to play online does!)
#text post#none of this matters but the depression is eating me alive today so I'm in a shit mood (trying to work myself out of it tho)#and admittedly was excited for the update#i like the Halloween one even more than the xmas one tho i love driving in the snow in game#i even set a notif on my calendar for today abt it like an idiot lmao#last time an update like this was late i couldn't get it work until nearly the last week of the event#so. guess I'll just hope i can maybe play any of the Halloween stuff before the month is over and they remove it#if it makes it in at all this year tbh bc clearly ppl are still trying to fuck with their servers#i can tell bc even tho i can get into online most times now the actual game is acting real fucky lmao#watched a crowd of NPCs walk into the sea#found another one walking in tight circles in the underground bit of the subway/train tunnels#he then dissipated as he walked into a concrete wall which ngl. that creeped me out lol so i got some accidental Halloween stuff#but uh. they don't normally do shit like that nor does my motor bike usually disappear from betwixt my legs#as I'm mid huge jump and literally in the air#spoiler alert: I did not successfully complete that stunt jump but the hospital fixed my guy up#wish my bike would come back from wherever in the shadow realm it went now. just bought it and really liked it too#anyway im gonna have some floor time and work on laundry i guess bc my brain is like#'well if the update isn't up then you have no reason to play. why not throw yourself in a deep pit instead?'#but i got laundry to do and work tonight so the pit will have to wait#(also goddamn it I'm sticking around to check on that fucking update even tho I'm almost definitely wasting my time)
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yoooooo do you know what happened to callm3senpaii ?!?!?!???? i was a huge fan of their banger works and when i try to find them now their account is deactivated I am devastated 😭
chiiileee 😭 long story short they got mad they traded away gojo on mudae, blocked everyone and deleted their blog.
i wish i was lyin'.
#ೃ༝💌⁀➷ 𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉мαιℓ#ೃ💌⁀➷𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉αησηѕ#lmfao usually i wouldnt spill tea on the TL like this but its been like 9 months and idgaf any more im tired of being fake about it#im not sparring you hoes when y'all spaz over dumb shit jhfskdhfkdsjf#i literally spoke to this girl for 3 days on discord telling her she didnt have to do it and it was just a game and no one cared that hard#she acted weird for a week being passive aggressive and the next thing u know we blocked and her blog deleted without a word#and apparently we (black) microagressed her (white) when we never said anything bad about her ever#like that was my bestie on this app for MONTHS and we spoke every damn day she was the person i was closest to on the server even!?#we made the server together?! and invited ppl#see this is also why i hated gojo for so long and didnt write him until this summer#cause some of y'all hoes aint right in the head over this man and i was traumatized im ngl#like i didnt even have toji atp and didn't act like this and y'all know thats my nigga daddy who i would spill blood for 😭😭😭#mudae shows u who ppl really are istg jhdfkjshfjksd#the most ironic thing is i DM'd her on the side saying i had a fun game but was nervous to add it cause i didnt want ppl to fight#and she said “omg its just pixels who would do that?” HOE U APPARENTLY!!!! KFHSDLKFJHDKJ#someone say im lyin cause i have receipts kfjhdkjfhdkhjs#mudae war stories jkdhajhda#tw discourse
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Not to religion post on main but
I finally got to hang up some prayer flags on the tack room door and oh my goodness is it so nice to see them flutter in the wind!
#what should i tag this#cw religion#<- thats the tag i usually use#i need to adjust that closer one because it is def not tied in the best place#but !!!!#it is so nice to have them flying !!!!#it took me like three months to get up the courage to ask my mom if i could put them up#im still a little surprised she let me ngl
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