#updated pic teehee

[butchjolyne]

you dont have to make this decision alone

[t4tmetalsonic]

MEW PFP LETS GOO🥳🎉🎉

(in such small size it looks like a bird shat on his head im so sorry i thought about it once and i cant unsee it now 💔💔)

ASJHGJGGJDHFJDGHDHS HES SO FUCKING MAD BC A FLICKY SHAT ON HIM HELP THATS SO FUNNY

[benkyoutobentou]

This might sound kind of silly, but lately I've been really into bingo boards. I started using them last year during some readathons and thought they were a great way to stay motivated, so I figured why not make one for the books I'd like to read in the first three months of January? So yes, this is in conjunction with my 2025 goals post.

For those wondering, I included 20 volumes of manga and 5 novels. Also, I shuffled the entire board so it's not my fault that some series are together. Book titles (and volume number, if applicable) will be under the read more!

This is also ultimately idealized, as much as I will be going for bingo blackout, I don't expect to be able to complete all of these in three months, especially since I also have books in English that I want to read. Making this bingo board was really more of just a way for me to get a plan going and for a little push of motivation.

女の体をゆるすまで（下）

No.6（4）

さびしすぎてレズ風俗に行きましたレポ

３月のライオン（9）

はなものがたり（3）

作りたい女と食べたい女（2）

ベルサイユのばら（4）

生命式

BASARA（7）

BASARA（6）

はなものがたり（2）

ベルサイユのばら（5）

３月のライオン（8）

告白

僕らの地球の歩き方（6）

エリオと電気人形（1）

きのう何食べた？（9）

黒蜥蜴

ベルサイユのばら（6）

作りたい女と食べたい女（３）

女帝エカテリーナ（２）

本を守ろうとする猫の話

きのう何食べた？（10）

エリオと電気人形（２）

かけおちガール（１）

[kaydwessie]

Stardew Valley 1.6 Spoilers!

There is SO MUCH in this holy crap this is just in one day! Pic spam and screaming under the cut!

Found this while turning the volume down because my unmodded game was SCREAMING at me lmao. THIS is some good stuff!

This is my first save, it started in 1.3 and hasn't even actually done Ginger Island. LOOK AT ALL THIS OMG. So many new tabs too!

This tab lists your animals!! That's actually pretty nice!

Now shows you if the cheese is gold or not!

Y'all can delete your aesthetic mods for this! Jams, juice, and wine have different sprites for different ingredients now!!

WHAT THE HECK IS THIS????? :O

NEW TEXT SIGN!! I have JUST the use for this in this ancient save!

I put it in front of my ex's old multiplayer cabin, teehee :3

I blame Waligug's homeless playthrough for this! :D

Sandy has some really neat new stuff!!

You can dress the mannequins and if you right click them you swap outfits with them :D Love this.

DEHYDRATOR!?

SO MANY houses are updated to look better, and I can delete my A Bed For George mod!!

What the HECK is this!? :O

OH MY YOBA?????

I CAN GET MORE PET!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

MY CAT GAVE ME A FISH

More to come maybe.

[arenabreadandbiscuits]

Y'all seen my other ADAMSAPPLE post?? Ughhhh they got me. 🤦🏾 As an aspec radiostatic and Adamsapple just hit different I swear. Like the angst, the TRAUMA?? the make up loving? The apologies? LORD HELP 😩😩😩

Here's some wips I started today. Watch me cook 🤭🫣✨

🔞 Wips below the cut! Teehee (Adult ONLY account and content) 🔞

I tolerate skinny Adam but Lord... As a plus size person with body image issues I like drawing pookie all plump and round 🫡

(Lucifer really hitting that shii tho, bro can definitely shape shift his weenie when he needs to. That's the only reason he keep pulling these fine ass tall hos..)

(am I jealous it ain't me??...shut up. Hmph.)

UPDATE PIC as of rn:

Line art finna go HARD 😩

Edit: MAAAAN I was sitting here for the longest time looking at that bottom left corner because I was feeling like something was off and I was right 😭🫣

Compared to the first pic the head wasn't looking tilted enough and YOOO I thought about it earlier and still had to come back and change it lolol. Can't bullshit art I guess ^^``

[rinsuniverse]

Hey! Back with the Hoshi agenda, wondering how you think it would be to date Hoshi ( つ ≧ ▽ ≦ ) つ a very quick and straight to the point ask, thank you so much in advance! ς(>‿<.)

dating soonyoung! ✧˖°.

dating soonyoung would be so fun and sweet and full of energy!

he's the type to always give you (spoon feed you, esp!) the first bite of food when he buys some

he'd always have to be touching you in some way when you're together!

either have his arm around you

or his head leaning on your shoulder

or holding your hand

or tracing letters and shapes on your thigh

or leaning his body weight on you

or rubbing your sides

he's just cutely clingy like that!

he's the type to drive you around and make you feel like a passenger princess!

with his hand on your thigh, and always turning to look at you when he's at a stop light

he's the type of boyfriend who LOVES to watch you do your favorite things/hobbies

and he'll sit there, watching you with heart eyes and a big, proud smile on his face!

he'd do really cliche boyfriend things!

like racing to open the door for you

or kissing your hand

or giving you his jacket when you're cold

and he would constantly remind you that he loves you!

through physical contact, words of affirmation, and acts of service

he'd brag about you to the other members, too!

when you're crying, he'll pull you into a hug and rub your back gently, nodding into your shoulder

he always has a smile to offer you

his favorite thing EVER is to make you laugh!

definitely the type to call you his baby

he'd give you the cheesiest nicknames

if he's a tiger... he'd either call you his tigress or just make you come up with an animal themed saranghae to do with him

he'd take lots of candid pictures of you

he's the type to always be looking out for your image

so he'd fix your hair or your outfit and make sure you're presented as pretty as possible because he knows how important that is to you

he's the type to want to wear matching things!

whether it be matching couple rings or matching hoodies or matching socks!

with him, i just can't stop imagining him with his s/o and he's just looking at them with such heart eyes and a smile on his face

like, that's so canon

when you're upset at someone

he has you vent to him

and he sits there like "you're so right? that's so rude of them to do to you? should we go slash their tires rn?" and just whole-heartedly support everything you're feeling

but besides his comforting jokes, he does know how to comfort you with words

just like how he frequently supported bsk when the trainers were being hard on him about his dancing in the trainee days

telling you that you should focus on one thing at a time, and if he can help in anyway, he wants you to depend on him!

literally shut up hoshi is seriously frkn up my bias list

he's the type to take you on cute dates where he can get good photos of you

if you're at a nice spot that has you looking over the city

he'd look at you as you awe at the view

and his hand is clenching at his chest

and you turn to look at him like "what the hell are you doing? come here!"

"you're just- ah! just too pretty! i need to take a photo of you right now-"

"just come here!"

he's literally your biggest fan!!!

the type to send you tons of selfies throughout the day

he'd send a pic like

and you're like

"cute..? but why the heck are you sending that to me 😭"

and he responds with, "i wanted to send it to you before i send it to carats 🫶"

and he'll just update you with whatever he's doing for his schedules with little selfies

you better save all of them into your phone because he'll pout at you if not

anyway, i hope you enjoyed reading this drabble! i feel like it captures his personality so well teehee. have a super good day, anon! AND THANKS FOR THE WOOAHAE I LOVE

feel free to send tons more requests, my wonderful anon! ✧( ु•⌄• )◞◟( •⌄• ू )✧

(p.s. requests are still open! i specialize in woozi stuff, but i don't mind writing about other svt members! i can also do some nsfw if you want! so request whatever and as much as you want! ς(>‿<.))

[virocci]

harro silly ppl in my phone

once again we got another life update starring me 🤩

winter break finallyyyy started but i skipped my last day of school so teehee 😋 i acc kinda hate school rn sm, like my math teacher sucks ass and my classes are just ugh 😞. i rlly hope semester 2 wont be as bad 🙏

its so snowy outside <3 i love when its snowy during christmas. its so funsies and cozy :3 i have been absolutely DEVOURING hot chocolate lately. like its prbly a problem but who cares 😝

i’ve planned to meet w/ some friends from school after christmas but idk if i rlly wanna go cuz we r going to end up meeting after i have work 😭 im gonna be soooooo tired and im not rlly looking forward to it but we agreed to see wicked and i also rlly wanna see it as well 😞

also i have been playing alotta strinova recently. it has A GRIP on me rn lol. i rlly like maining eika and fuschia usually but reeeeeeally want to try playing galatea. if you like valorant or overwatch i highly recommend trying strinova ya’ll :3 its like anime val but you can turn into paper. it also runs on my crappy laptop v smoothly so yeah :D

i also STILL have not built my sunday. like istg hsr HATES me rn. I KEEP GETTING THE RIGHT STATS ON THE WRONG RELICS. like i got the perfect substats ON THE WEONG SPHERE. i was farming the entire time i was at work AND GOT NOTHING. i swear im literally going to LOSE IT if i cant get him good relics 😭

i’ve also yet to play the new update for zzz. ik we get a new character for free but other than that idrk what has been added :,) i’m rlly looking forward to it tho so yippee!!!

also, i’ve been wondering if i should try out infinite nikki, ik its supposed to be rlly cozy and cite and i think itd be right up my alley its just that i dont usually like open world games 😭 i always find open world games to be super daunting and always get tired of having to run around to do things :,)

another series i rlly wanna get into is persona, i recently (not so recently) bought persona 3, 4, and 5 on my switch but havent really gotten a chance to play :( (or am just too lazy to turn on my switch lol) but ill definitely get to it… eventually.

otherwise, i have been mildly chilling!! lately i’ve been getting the random weeks where i feel shitty all week and then at home i just start crying. like uncontrollable and unstoppable crying. but it hasnt happened in a while so i hope whatever is happening in the brains is calming down :3

anyways, rant over

ty for reading :3

pretty pintrest pic just for you <3

[luniarix]

hey everyone! not sure if many will see this,, but i’m just letting you guys know that i do have something in the works rn!! (and apart of my long distance au w/ toji teehee)

i know that a lot of my newer followers are from the nanami texting au,, and i’m just letting u guys know that i will ofc be continuing it, i just wanted to put it aside for as of right now bc i wanted to get this fic (in the pic) at least 40% done-ish? before i continued the nanami au LMAO

just a small lil update 🤗

[weed666]

hi welcome 2 my gay sex & weed blog. my main is @fefairys my nsfw art blog is @feferriswheel

23 years old ♠ he/him ♠ polyam verse + switch

minors dni obviously. if ur age isnt listed clearly on ur blog i'll block u.

this is the blog where i talk about sex and weed and alcohol and stuff. more about me below the cut ^_^ pls read before sending asks! last updated: 01/03/2025

feel free to send asks of any kind :3 i love intrusive sexual questions >:) if u ask/say horny stuff abt my ocs i'll love u forever

fav kinks you can expect to see here: -robophilia and general objectophilia for electronics -blood!!!/knifeplay/cannibalism/gore sometimes -monsterfuckery and furry stuff :3 -petplay -bondage -EDGING/orgasm denial -cnc -somnophilia -intoxication -praise and degradation (mixing them together is top tier) -voyeurism & exhibitionism (im more of a voyeur myself teehee) -breeding (no preg) -vore sometimes maybe :3c -micro/macro -sadism/masochism -piss

here's my irl pics tag here's my art tag (see more on my nsfw art blog i mentioned above) 🧃 is the tag i use when i talk about my fiance, sebastian :3 (/posts that make me think of it) 🧃pic is where i show it off <3

also, we're a plural system! there are actually 3 (maybe 4? or 5??) of us who use this blog. dante/ruby (he/she) tags posts with #🃏 sam (he/xe) tags posts with #🛹 scythe (he/xe/ze) tags posts with #🩸 (ze also has xer own blog now! @kismoirailsis but still posts here occasionally as well)

things we like being called: -good/bad boy (ruby likes good girl as well as boy) -slut, whore, toy -pet, dog, puppy/pup -fag/faggot!!!!!!!! -freak, pervert (<- ruby esp likes 'pervert')

hard limits (no judgement if u like this stuff. just dont bring it up to me): -pregnancy -incest or anything that reminds me of family dynamics, including "mommy/daddy" stuff -misgendering -weight gain -degrading my body. u can degrade me as a person but not my body <3 -dont ask for nudes if we're not friends. i post what i want on my own volition, not by request.

will add more if we think of anything.

[funkin-news]

funkin blog update: FunkCoin

summary ⬇️

funkcoin is real now

just kidding. bet i gotcha real good there huh. just emulating the comedy of the blog post in a very shortened way teehee

sunni's first blog post! she helps the funkin' crew with production, biz dev, and general operations

the workspace that the crew booked for the toronto trip was kinda bleh, so the squad got silly with it!

not a lot of decoration pics can be shared because they're full of Secret Stuff™ so here's a picture of them joking around on the whiteboard

the crew got some coding help with some visual stuff! apparently this mysterious helper is studying to do some PhD level stuff so this shit's gonna be Good™

"What they worked on is something me and Dave wanted in the game since 2021... and damn does it feel good to finally see it in action"

the crew is cooking ideas for site improvements to put in a general revamp of the funkin.me website!

[parasitefun]

update to this

i texted my uncle who's handling my grandpa's affairs basically explaining that my mom had completely fucked up and was actively endangering my grandpa. osman sent him pics too, documenting everything. he's in europe rn so we're staying here til they get back. it's not exactly clear how it's all gonna go down but my mom is delusional about her own behavior, paranoid, aggressive and mean, and unable to take care of herself, so there's no way she can keep being grandpa's caretaker.... so... uhhh...teehee i guess. we'll see

least intense option she gets left with the house and has to figure out how to hold down a job, worst case she's deemed a danger to herself and others and gets put in a group home or something.

our move went: somewhere in town in iowa>upper michigan>probably ohio?????? who knows.

i'm playing a lot of darkest dungeon to cope and it's helping cause i'm so stressed out i can't really think to do much else... we were only supposed to be here for 4 days and now we're marble hornets season 2 hotel arc for at least 6 more days.....

[imanes]

Life update: I did a workout I found on tiktok and I was really pushed to my limits but in a good way. it’s the shoulder and triceps push workout that Whitney Simmons (?? hope that’s her name) posted recently. she’s really fun and her workouts are accessible, if you forget that supersets are the devil and dropsets can and will humble you. at least I discovered that I had absolutely zero strength in my triceps, much to ponder 🤔 as a side note if we don’t count my weekend away I’ve literally been cooking everyday for the last 3 weeks and I have nothing to show for it bc by the time I remember to take a pic I’ve already devoured half of my food. might make tantanmen tomorrow teehee

[dizzy-on-the-internet]

hello gaymers!! i'm dizzy. 18 year old bisexy tramgender (choochoo) who likes funny hypno stuff teehee. im a switch but pretty sub leaning. THIS IS AN NSFW BLOG!! minors will be shot on sight (blocked) dni: minors (obvi), ed centric blogs, detrans blogs, bigotry blogs, cishet men, racist/transphobic people, blogs without clear ages, blank blogs, and other basic dni shit :p limits/boundaries:

masculine terms: please dont call me masculine terms!! trans brain go brr, gender neutral and fem terms only pls

no play without permission: if we engage in play i usually need a lot of pretalk and negotiations on what i like/dislike, consent is a huge thing 4 me. u can do can do casual teasing and light trancing through dms and asks but i can chose to not respond :3

misgendering, detransitioning, forced masculinization: i am a girl and if u wanna try and change me feel the wrath of my blocking hammer

disregarding boundaries: very self explanitory pls dont try to force shit onto me that i dont vibe with

no pics without consent: if ur gonna send my shit then ask

hard painplay: im not too big a fan of pain in general other than light spanking and hitting so yah

harsh degradation: u can call me dumb and other stuff like that but if it gets harsh and personal i don't get turned on it just makes me feel bad :(

r*pe cnc: cnc is something that i really needa be warned about before because scary. for me, never mention any form of r*pe play with me

feederism/weight gain: pls for the love of god i have an ed if u come near me with this it will be an instant block

tags guide: #dizzys insane ramblings: original text posts #dizzy feeling dizzy: hypno based stuff, sub based #dizzy makes u dizzy: hypno based stuff, dom based #dizzy hypno: general hypno stuff #dizzy answers: answers to asks #silly shit: usually reblogged memes #dizzys silly shit: usually original memes or silly posts #techpilled: posting about robot stuff kinks (in no particular order):

hypnosis

praise

bondage

soft doms / soft domming

iq play

breath play

objectification

freeze triggers

commands/orders

edging

pet play

drooling

mind melting

fractionation

covert hypno

phantom touch

ill probs edit this a few times here n there, updated last: 25/04/2024

[chaotictomtom]

since a person started supporting me out of nowhere on ko-fi im putting some posts on there too, probably nothing i haven't posted here but just in case, they're 90% of the time scanned drawings instead of pic i took on my phone...also will put updates abt the brba/bcs & saw pdf + the sketchbooks to pdf project when they will be any 👍 it's still my main art dump here but just in case, i'm.over there too teehee

[j0kers-light]

What about joker being gone for some time but instead of going off with someone else how about Y/n ruining her apartment and crying so J’s goons report something about it and he comes home as quick as possible and sees Y/n in a panic basically Separation anxiety Y/N

His Lighthouse: Two Weeks (LedgerJoker x f!reader)

Two Weeks - Oneshot

KEEP IN MIND THIS IS NOT A CHAPTER UPDATE!

Hey hi anon!! 🖤✨

Guess which entry won the poll I ran a while back? The people wanted more separation anxiety!reader so Chaos shall deliver! We cannot forget that Joker has Y/n's apartment rigged with hidden cameras so I changed a little of the request to fit in that important detail. After that, there wasn't much to go (i.e. the ending angst, fluff) so I improvised! Teehee. Anyhoo! I hope you enjoy anon!

Edit: This request teetered on the edge of being canon to His Lighthouse as I worked on this draft so in the end; I decided I will list this as canon on the oneshot masterlist because some elements are possible. I hinted it enough in earlier works so eh 🤷🏾‍♀️

Edit two: Why was it so flipping hard to title this!??!??! I was kinda inspired by Lykke Li so yeah.... I couldn't resist the lyrics fit SO WELL!! Plus I might change the cover pic too its not giving what its supposed to gave but its almost 1am as I final edit/post

Taglist:

@blackreaderatrisk @clemdango04 @l3ejm @what-an-angel @darthjokerisyourfather @thatsnoteii @dollster @cheetahspy @kaidennnnn @urdariingdoll @motivation-idontknowher @ins0mniac-whack @spaghettificationandpretzels @reneisance @alittlesmartcookie @ninacutebee16 @carydorse

Let me know if you wish to be added to the official His Lighthouse taglist! 🖤✨

Two weeks, three days, one hour and nine minutes and counting. That's how long Joker had been gone and with each ticking moment, you spiraled more and more out of control.

You tried to not let it get to you. Joker promised he would be back– he always came back... but it was taking him far too long.

GCN broadcasted every single shenanigan that Joker caused in Gotham City while he was gone. J was a busy man so at first, you cut him some slack. Joker could evade the cops and Bats with no issue so why wasn't he back yet? You could understand him laying low for a day or two; however, this long was a cause for concern.

Did Joker not love you anymore? Was there someone else– someone better looking that caught his eye? You wouldn't be surprised if so.

Joker was quite the catch underneath this ghastly makeup and dark aura and you weren't necessarily an ideal trophy girlfriend with your thick curves and darker complexion. Joker made it his mission to stop you from putting yourself down (which was quite often) but the mirror didn't lie. If you went by looks, you didn't belong with Joker yet he swore up and down that you were perfect for him.

He kissed your insecurities away but they always resurfaced during his absence.

As the days turned into weeks, the doubts you tucked away was your only company and they were louder than ever.

What if you pushed Joker away?

You were clingy and carried so much baggage. The last thing Joker needed in a partner was a traumatized, insecure, anxiety fueled crybaby. He said he didn't mind; those faults made you unique. He was never a good liar.

J helped you battle your trauma and the anxiety that you developed from it, but he hated when you cried. And you did so often. You couldn't be more grateful that Joker was patient and kind (at least to you) however there was only so much a guy could handle before he got fed up.

What if you pushed Joker past that breaking point? He wouldn't give you a warning either; Joker was the kind of guy that would just up and leave and Lord knows you were tired of people in your life leaving.

You've been hurt too many times than you could count.

Most people would have learnt from their shortcomings and become bitter– you did the exact opposite.

You were still naive and kept your heart open for anyone to come along and break. You still clung to the fairytale of a charming man who would sweep in and break the cycle of bad relationships in your life and love you unconditionally. Yet reality always smacked you in the face when each person left you with a broken heart.

In the end, they all left but not Joker.

He had so many opportunities to leave but he accepted your flaws and fed into your fairytale. Maybe Joker was the one! Maybe he would latch on and never leave..

For a time, you believed that he wouldn't– until now.

You sat up every night hoping that Joker would barge back into your apartment with an apology spewing from his scarred lips. You believed in the saying, 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' and you daydreamed about the sex that would ensue upon his return.

You jumped every time you thought you heard keys in the door– but alas, your mind was playing tricks on you. Your reunion was delayed more and more until you had to face reality.

Joker never came back.

There was no warning, no signs to the end— just complete and utter silence. You weren't quite sure when your mind accepted defeat, but one minute you were 'fine' and the next, you simply snapped.

Things were rather quiet in the main hideout's control room to the point of the shift being complete and utter boredom.

It wasn't worth the trouble of watching the various viewpoints scattered around Gotham City, however, the series of monitors dubbed, Grant Row,��were. Today they were ominously black and yearning for attention.

There was a rumor about these monitors being super top secret with only Joker and his top three allowed access— but it was just that. A rumor. No one dared to poke around further after gossip of the last two goons who did circled around the hideout.

Joker killed them both for snooping on the Grant Row camera feed and apparently, he made someone watch it all unfold.

Never look at the GR feed. It was a word to the wise to whomever was assigned control room duty and today Will was that unlucky fellow.

He was fairly new within the organization and knew to keep his mouth shut to not provoke Joker's ire. So far, his actions paid off and he rose ranks to be trusted well enough with control room duty.

All Will had to do was watch the feed for any possible sabotage, any cop and/or rivalry activity in the assigned sector, and call it in if need be. It was a simple gig, that is, if anyone warned him about the other monitors becoming an issue.

They were powered off for the most part and Will didn't spare them a glance until a robotic message chimed throughout the room, startling him senseless.

"High motion detected. Action advised."

He didn't even know the gang had advanced security systems like this! Other than the verbal alert, it unfortunately didn't specify which sector or exact camera it was referring to. It left Will scrambling to manually filter through the feeds but nothing that matched the system's call out came up.

Trying to find the source of the alert was a real head scratcher but no further callouts were heard, so Will quickly forgot about it. If it wasn't caught in the control room someone out doing physical patrols would find it.

Things were calm once again until fifteen minutes later, another alert came through the room's speakers.

"Warning. High motion detected. Action required."

This time a black box titled, 'GR Hall', popped up on the main system's screen and failed to minimize no matter what input was entered.

Will wasn't sure what it meant and neither Neo or Mac briefed him on this type of alert before deeming him fit for duty. He was beyond confused why the box wouldn't go away and it only got worse the more frantic keyboards strikes he made.

In an instant, all the other monitors faded to black and the mysterious feed took top priority. Its message flashed periodically with a command box, awaiting a passcode. Will was gonna make one up when it suddenly disappeared with a new verbal message, sending a chill of dread down his spine.

"Warning. High motion detected. Threat level: Severe. Sending Admin alert."

Will watched in horror as every monitor in the room proceeded to shut down. Only one screen remained on with a yellow triangle blinking ominously. All it had was a text box that read, "Admin login required."

Somehow Will failed the easiest job in the gang. He was a dead man.

Joker was sitting in on a meeting with a few of his men when his phone buzzed in his pocket.

He didn't pay it any mind since his focus was squarely on getting to the bottom of this turf war mess. Two weeks in and it was still keeping him from coming back home to you.

J wanted to track this wannabe gang leader down and flay him like a fish for wasting time better spent with you.

There wasn't a day that went by that Joker didn't think about you. His sweet Light with her bright smile and problematic separation anxiety. You were a ticking time bomb and Joker didn't want to stick around and wait for you to blow. He never been away this long and he didn't know how far your limitations could be tested– if it hadn't already snapped.

It was already two weeks going on three without contact with you.

He could only imagine the state of your nails as you bit them in distress. Another perfectly good set ruined, he surmised. Joker couldn't return home until this situation was resolved and his urgency to get the issue handled was felt throughout the gang. Joker was going through withdrawals without his Light around and he was barely keeping it under wraps.

Only his top three could tell the noticeable signs, but they were there. Joker was slipping. He didn't want to imagine how you were fairing in all of this.

This next mission would hopefully nip the turf war in the bud; at least that was what Joker was hoping for. As the days went by, he was craving you more and more and he knew the feeling was mutual.

If all else failed, he would just blow their dumb gang sky high and come running back to you. Anything it took to get to you faster, he'd do it, but you taught J to be more patient.

The meeting was halfway in when Joker received another message, only this time it made all conversation in the room cease with a verbal callout.

"Warning. High motion detected. Action required."

Since when did their main security system have a voice feature? There was a curious atmosphere in the meeting room. Everyone knew well to hold their breath as Joker checked his phone.

It was a minor distraction and although Joker kept his face devoid of emotions, his eyes gave him away. Something was wrong.

Right as he was entering a passcode to access your live security feed, another message rang out.

"Warning. High motion detected. Threat level: Severe. Sanctuary door open."

Joker swore the Earth stopped spinning after he heard that. The facts were simple.

You never left your bedroom door open. Ever. It was your sanctuary for a reason, to keep people out, (him included) so the fact that the last motion detected in your apartment left your safe haven's door open– instantly sounded off red alerts in Joker's mind.

At that moment, he had only one priority. Screw the turf war. Screw Batman foiling his plans along the way. His Light was in danger. Frost locked eyes with his Boss and in seconds, they were on the move.

The plan was to enter your apartment with a soft approach.

Quiet but with extreme caution just in case there were any hostiles still in the area and they would only engage with deadly force if it were deemed a threat towards you.

Joker did not want you to witness any death in your home so he and Frost would go in stealth mode. Joker chose to lead since he knew your apartment like the back of his hand and would not require any lights to clear the area. Frost would follow behind.

It was a great plan, one that quickly dissolved when they assessed the situation more closely.

Coming off the elevator, everything appeared calm– the front door was still locked and nothing was disturbed.

There were no signs of forced entry but as soon as Joker stepped inside, the state of your home proved otherwise. Your once pristine high rise was in shambles. It seemed like a fight occurred in the living room for the colorful furniture, your beloved bookshelves, and a few of your potted plants were overturned. It was a mess no matter where you looked.

It would explain the high motion alerts that were detected so many times but seeing the damage of your home in person was shocking.

You took great pride in a clean environment and that was presumably from a minor case of OCD, (an effect of your PTSD) that made it impossible for any dust or decorative trinket to be awry in your penthouse.

You simply couldn't stand a dirty environment.

Joker stepped over a broken floor lamp that pointed to the trail of destruction. It proceeded into the kitchen with shattered glass on the floor, overturned bar stools, and broken kitchen equipment– towards the grand hall.

Frost was checking the pantry area for hostiles when he spotted blood on the floor.

He signaled to Joker, who panicked at the amount, but followed the crimson drops down the hall. More signs of a struggle were found in the hallway, like decorative tables being knocked over and your precious art pieces barely hanging on the wall. Joker was already thinking the worst the further he ventured.

Whoever did this was filled with rage and extremely dangerous. He might have to use deadly force after all.

The grand hall was long with multiple rooms to check so Joker and Frost split up to cover more ground.

But before they could do so, they both heard something crash on the floor in the near silent apartment. Joker followed the sound straight to your open bedroom door. They both hesitated in front of it.

Only darkness lay ahead, uncharted territory for any man.

Under normal circumstances, they would never dare to enter but what if you were in danger inside?

There was a trail of blood that led to your door. That couldn't be ignored. There was no time to question the consequences, all Joker could do was act.

He ordered Frost to check the rest of the penthouse as he barged into your private sanctuary, but he skidded to a halt at the sight before him.

Joker had never stepped foot in here, however this was far what he expected.

There was no light therein save for the decorative constellation lights found on the high ceiling and their ethereal glow shined down on the black void that was your bedroom.

Joker eyed the colossal bed, with its black sheets to the equally dark furniture, and the door that led to what he suspected was another outdoor balcony. Thankfully that door was closed and an overturned chair blocked it.

To the far left of the room, an alcove was carved as an entryway to your closet and from there Joker could see something being violently thrown out.

He hoped it was by the person invading your home yet he was surprised to hear your voice in a state of distress.

Anything you could get your hands on was immediately broken. You sounded like a toddler having a temper tantrum and Joker wouldn't have reacted if your exerted pants didn't turn into hysterical sobs.

He wasn't concerned until you screamed and threw a stiletto heel into a mirror and picked up a large chunk of the broken glass.

His heart sank at your evident intentions. That finally had him jumping into action.

You slipped into a panic attack when Joker tackled you onto the floor and began wrestling the shard of glass out of your hand. You kicked and screamed but he managed to subdue you enough to talk some sense into you.

"Bunny! Hey! Stop that!" He held you still when you tried biting him to get away.

J was mindful not to squeeze you too hard since he could see cuts on your hands and arms, mostly likely from breaking everything in your frantic state. It would also account for the droplets of blood that led him to you.

He was unsure what was the catalyst but he knew the bomb of your separation anxiety had gone off.

Joker had experienced minor cases of it from time to time. You would beg him to stay home for the night or, (if possible) for him to take you with him on lax meetings at the hideout. You couldn't stand extended periods of time without Joker around and this was the reason why.

Joker didn't expect you to go off the rails like this. You were beside yourself with grief.

Were you responsible for the destruction of your apartment? Your bloody hands and feet were a definitive: yes.

Joker didn't want to imagine how you must've felt these past weeks alone. You had the mindset that he abandoned you and he had no one to blame but himself.

He caused this.

He jumped in shock when you broke free of his restrictive hold and launched yourself into his arms.

"Don't leave me! You can't leave.. I don't want–" You suddenly looked up and saw Joker for the first time. He watched you glance around the room and quickly back towards him.

Your brain was processing that someone was in your sanctuary and that's when he knew he screwed up.

"You're in my.... why are you.."

"I know Bunny, I know but I was worried about ya! I got security alerts and I saw blood... Don'T scare me like that!" Joker embraced you tighter.

You hesitated but clung to him, mostly acting on autopilot. The words he heard you utter next made him tense up and fear the worst.

"You're... you're not real. J-Joker left. He left me. They always leave. Why do they always leave? What did I do? What did I do to make them leave?!"

You began hyperventilating until Joker talked you out of it.

"Stop that! I would never leave ya doll. I'm here, I'm right here." You shook your head and tried to squirm away until Joker stopped you by shaking you gently. "Y/n, my Light.. Look. At. Me!"

He grabbed your hands so you could trace his scars with your fingers. Slowly but surely the rough texture of his scars underneath familiar white face paint helped you find clarity. You stopped crying and blinked away your tears to see Joker's pleading eyes staring down at you.

"I'm right here, Y/n." Joker cracked a smile. "Is my pretty girl with me?"

You broke out into another sob but this time Joker didn't mind. You managed to say yes. You were with him. He pushed your head into his chest and began rocking you back and forth in his arms– right there on the floor.

"I won't leave ya doll, I promise. You poor thing.. I'm here now shhh. Stop cryin, seriously, Bunny. I'm. RighT. Hereeeee."

You heeded his advice (or was it demands?) and cried yourself to sleep in Joker's arms. He sighed in relief before lifting you up and out of your closet.

This dark room of yours was foreign to him and it felt like he was intruding on some kind of holy ground so Joker left and entered his own room straight down the hall.

Inside Frost was seated on the leather couch.

He eyed Joker carrying you in and he raised an eyebrow at the delicate nature his boss used to tuck you into bed. You fussed a bit when J pulled away but you were quickly pacified with him nudging your giant stuffed bunny rabbit into your arms.

It was a temporary fix but it would buy Joker enough time to debrief Frost and secure your apartment before you freaked out again.

In the end, you needed Joker to feel safe.

"You're gettin' soft Boss." Frost mentioned.

Joker's glare didn't hold any of its normal hostility– he was too busy devoting all of his attention on you. Plus Frost was an old friend. Joker knew he meant well by the statement. Once you were in a deep sleep, Joker turned to speak to his right hand man.

"She.. did this, because I was gone for too long. That can'T happen again. She can't go through this again. Handle the uhh, 'turf war' without me. I'm needed here."

It went without saying that Joker was handing over control to his second in command.

Frost could run things without Joker so it wouldn't be an issue. The brute was actually worried about you so he didn't mind being in charge indefinitely until you were better. Not like he'd let anyone know that.

Frost stood up with a sigh, "I'll get with Mac to replace all the s__t she broke. Consider the rest handled, Boss."

Nothing else was said between the two and after a minute or two, Joker heard your front door slam close announcing Frost's departure.

And with it came the privacy to be as soft as you needed him to be.

Joker didn't waste any time shedding his suit and rushing to the bathroom to remove his clown makeup. He wanted to be bare of his identity when he held you in arms.

You didn't need The Joker but rather J, the man you undoubtedly came to love and he craved the warmth and infinite love only his Light could provide.

Joker stated you couldn't go this long apart but in reality, it was him who couldn't survive another second without you in his life. Tonight was just the tip of the iceberg in what could happen should you and Joker ever part.

It wouldn't happen again and Joker would do everything in his power to prevent it.

[zushikun]

continuing with evangelion 1.0 let’s go!!!

- i have no idea what the context is lmfao

- oh we are starting from the start omgggg

- did misato send shinji a pic of herself in the nge series too wtf 😭😭😭

- honestly how is shinji alive while all these blasts happen LOL

- and wow updated animation

- shinji is a lot more smiley/livelier

- so far the story line is going in the same direction

- misato also seems chirpier or maybe it’s just that my last memory of these characters was from a depressing point in the story

- ritsuko 😋😋😋

- they still don’t tell shinji what he’s here to do fml

- oh misato is now wearing her jacket

- still dk why they expected a 14 year old to agree to this on the spot tbh… like not even a little bit of context before this??? or maybe they were going to tell him beforehand but the angel said no to waiting…

- shinji also looks more determined and less scared… hmmm

- oooo the sky is so dark compared to the OG fight

- oop he fell just like the OG teehee

- why are they not teaching him how to attack or do anything…

- “shinji dodge!” HOW BRO

- it also be going berserk just like the OG

- omg i do not rmb the angel wrapping around the eva like that

- rei be in the hospital bed again

- why did the lift open just to close again with no one entering or exiting…

- yay pen pen

- omg wait a TUTORIAL i don’t remember this at all wow is this new

- i also don’t rmb this seated elevator situation

- did he even hear rei. he had his earbuds in

- why didn’t they teach him any battle strategies… sia only knows how to shoot

- oh damn the eva’s bare hand

- yay he did it! congrats shinji

- sigh the wasted drink

- is this his running away era

- oh he willingly goes back… that’s new

- no counselling provided once again

- misato is so much more firm here… loving it

- did shinji absorb anything rei said

- kinda like this version of shinji and misato more tho hehe

- oh wow lilith is shown alr

- misato is so much better at motivating shinji here

- omg the voice messages?? so sweet

- misato thanking shinji :)

- misato having faith in shinji 🫡 gendoh is useless

- OH KAWORU?