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[s4intjust]

being on a random ass train station at night for my stupid mental health

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Zuuuu! OK but your cream coming made me laugh so hard! You aren't aloud to be that funny XD

Also the headcannon bruhhhh

OK, so me and Jan are stealing your headcannon about cross' age because it actually works soooooooo well in our storys! It even fills some small plot holes!

I'm gonna try and put it in round and round! And sb

So thank you!

(≧∀≦) I'm really happy to hear it! <3 All thanks to your and Jann's reblogs, the idea's inspired me a LOT ☆

Bruh— I didn't even realize how much I attached to this headcanon, and I'm glad you two found it useful and enjoyed this as much as I do! ;)

Just consider— we're so used to Cross' cool role but what if he's actually soft and good-natured, though always tired. What if he speaks quiet, wears crumpled shirts and read with glasses— but with Dream, who's young enough to be his son, he himself feels young again, though is so shy he starts acting like an idiot— it makes usually depressed Dream laugh <3

How are you doing? ♡

UPD:

YesyesYESSS (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)☆

Like, despite his age, Cross has little experience for sure, he's not really confident but is attentive to Dream, though he understands he's not the best company for him... But they learn together ♡ I lovvve it! (〃ω〃)

Awww I'm really flattered to hear it! (๑>◡<๑) It's gonna be amazing, looking forward to your works *^*

And I'm great, thanks! <3 The last day of summer— Autumn is coming ☆ Felt sleepy all day (cause of the cold weather ig) but went for a walk after work and came up with loads of interesting things (๑･̑◡･̑���)

How are you doing? ♡

(Sorry I repeated the question, I meant your day instead xd But you got it right! <3)

OH could you share some headcanons of yours please? (//∇//)☆ How's it going on work btw??

It's about current projects but new ideas are so good I couldn't help but give in to them as well ;)

Woah— what a reaction! (°▽°) As they say, there's life in the old dog yet heheh ☆

Free chips! *w* Can't wait to read the next chapter~ ♪

Aw she's doing good too, thanks <3 Teasing me while sleeping whenever she wants xp

Oh it's alright! I always am, looking forward to your message when it's good for you *^* And I'll be waiting for your cream headcanons post as well! (ﾟ∀ﾟ)

Woah!! That's a real progress, you're doing great *0* Good luck there and keep up the great work! ☆ (OMG I didn't even notice the typo "food work" but it fits well XD)

(*´꒳`*)♡

[agendratum]

ok so this is going to be a weird call for help, but it’s worth a try anyway. i saw a gif (or maybe a gifset?) a while ago (which means anywhere from a week ago to two months ago, i have a terrible sense of how much time passes and if i had a better one, a lot of things would be way easier for me, including this one). so i saw a gif of what most likely was some thai bl drama (most likely bl, probably but not 100% certainly thai). i don’t remember who made the gifset, how i found it, who’s blog it was on, what was the name of the drama, i can only try to describe what was happening in the gif. so two guys, one is pushing the other against a bed, maybe saying something afterwards (i think there might have been subtitles on the gifs). the guy getting pushed looks kinda scared and worried, but not really in a bad way, you know what i mean? also i don’t wanna give any false information here cause i may be terribly misremembering it, but the guy that pushed him was also pinning his hands to the bed, maybe??

anyway, i know, great description, only like 300 dramas with the exact same scene to choose from, but IF it rings any bells, and you know what gifset i’m talking about, or recognize the scene and know the name of the drama itself, please, god, send it my way, my crops are dying

now, a little context under the cut, because i don’t want to make this post too long, but also what the fuck, right laskd (also i’m in a talkative mood)

UPD: anon drunklikeadream found it!!! here

so today night shift i worked from the office with my two other coworkers. technically we still work from home (and considering the situation, will work from home till the end of the days, not complaining tho, again, considering the situation), but if you’re either vaccinated or did a test the same week that you want to work from the office, you can actually show up and work from there. so it’s as safe as it gets. we do that sometimes, because a) we miss the company of other HUMAN BEINGS and b) office just has nicer monitors, big and comfortable, and i miss them every day.

naturally, when you don’t see each other for so long and then start working together again, you spend more time, as we say in russian, “kicking dicks” (wasting time and doing nothing) than actually working. that happens every time with different topics, for example last time we watched livestreams with kittens, and the time before that we googled a shitload of famous american actors to see which one of them (well, their families) came from ussr (spoiler, A LOT of them did)

anyway, this time it was bl dramas. i have no memory of how that conversation started, we just started discussing them, two of us recommending some to our third coworker. started looking up some clips and shit, my coworker sent some to us, i didn’t miss an opportunity to show them advance bravely (the bts struggling clip, of course)

and then i was like, shit, i actually saw this gifset that looked quite appealing, i wonder what that was, but i have to idea how to find it now. and my coworker, who knows way more bl dramas than i do, threw some suggestions at me, and the search began. we went through the tags for the dramas she suggested, looked up just the general thai bl tag, i went though my archive, but i guess i didn’t rb it, went though my likes too, but i guess i also didn’t like it?? went though almost every blog i could think of that i see and visit that could have rbd this, but still nothing, we spent THE WHOLE shift looking for it. nothing. (worst case scenario, no one i know had the set, and it was in one of the blogs tumblr recommended to me that day) the parting words from my coworker, as we said goodbye to each other this morning, were to look for it and finally find it, cause she will be waiting for the solution of this mystery.

so here i am

please help

asdlk;aj

[solar-serpent]

Updates

I quit my job. Where's my sock? I bet it's how Dobby felt like after being set free from the mistreatment and insanity at Malfoys' manor.

I will do the past life readings at my own pace. I'm still recovering from a hardcore migraine I had for almost three days.

Paid readings could be introduce on the blog at some point in September. I think I'm far from ready for this but after my landlord said it was ok I could adopt a cat, he is now giving me troubles saying 'the cat smells like cat' (absurd, right? 😒) and 'the house is smelly and there is cat's hair everywhere', so I need the extra money if I want to move out real quick! I must clarify what this man states is actually untrue! I never let Cuarzo out of my bedroom because there's a dog living in the backyard (the same dog my mom feeds because our landlord couldn't care less of his pet) but occasionally sneaks in the house when the door is let open. Plus, I clean my bedroom every single day because I'm a neat freak! The only lingering smell here is the one of burned incense. If you can afford to tip me even 1$ now, I'd be closer to my goal of getting the hell out of here so my cat and I can live in peace.

I came back to therapy. I'm not only proud of myself but excited, too. When I left it around four years ago, I had hit rock bottom. I will spare you the details (unless you really want to know, then ask away) but I will only say that other than divine intervention (I will never forget an angel's voice since they don't sound so much as humans), I could rise up again thanks to my efforts and the brusque change of environment I went through by moving abroad twice. My mental health is currently at its best, but as our physical health it's not to be taken for granted. I want to keep improving myself and start working on my past trauma.

I love you all💞 please take care of yourself and stay positive! If you want to talk about anything, just shoot me message. If you're too shy, there's anon asks!

Asteria🍵 || Tip Jar

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Oh I hope so! I'm not a gap year rn, so it will be a while, but some day!

Oh yay, I'm glad to hear that.

Oh yes! I found a great one! Kind of yandere/stalker vibes. This one has both and English and Russian version so that's double cool. Idk if you've heard it.

Oh thank you! \(//∇//)/ I'm so happy with how they turned out! I definitely need to draw the family together at some point, I just feel bad for cross _(:3 」∠)_

Nothing wrong with simping. Yuri is using genderbent versions of Killer to punish me XD helppp

I'm looking forward to this writing as well, but knowing me it will take a while.

Oh I have a similar memory! Once I was sat in the shallows on the sea and a huge wave hit me. I was literally washed up onto the beach. But strangely I found it super fun and spent the rest of the afternoon trying to get it to happen again XD

Aww my dog does the same thing, only he's given up begging for food, now he'll just bark at you if you don't give him stuff, or he'll just take food off your plate while you are eating.

Ohhhh yesss! I'm excited to see this! I'll be waiting.

I hope you are sleeping OK though. Have a good night Zu!

OHH Alexander Rybak! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) This one is rly cool <3 I'll be looking forward to the more of them! *^* Don't hesitate to take your time after the first step though╰(*´︶`*)╯

PFFF such a nice punishment ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)☆ And woah!! \(//∇//)\ What an experience indeed, I'd love to try it too :D He's too determined and straight with it XD

Yep, thank youuu <3 How are you today? ♡

UPD:

Awww thank you a lot! (*´꒳`*) PFFF true tho ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (Except for Aim xd he's still a child after all <3)

Lazy day is a niccce day too (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) Long hair life! *high five* :'D Oh wow *^* What color do you want to dye your hair in?? Noo I've never dyed and even wouldn't since I like my natural dark brown shade <3

Ah gimme some time to check it out! ☆ <...>

OHHH the day's been something! :'D

Today, for the first time, the boss called me in their place. I felt so scared since I didn't know what mistake I had made. You see, I always try to work neutral cause, when you write about fires, disasters and deaths, you must stay cool and just write about it fully and quickly, but at the same time, I always write the truth only, no matter how inconvenient for the government it may be... And when I came... they praised me?? And said that my articles have gained one hundred thousand views (!) just for today and now we're leading among other media— that was such a relief I just needed a place to sit right there :'D And after work I rushed to the post office before it's closed to get a package from France! <3

Oh that would look really cool! ☆ You know I support your decision anyway╰(*´︶`*)╯Good luck with your this! *^* I haven't but a set of chalks?? Woah \(//∇//)\

Thank you sooo much! Hope so <3

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OK awesome! Yay I'm glad you like the idea!

oh! Chamomile sounds like it tastes like hot honey and lemon! If it does I've definitely gotta give it a try!

Ohhhh! Definitely not the 'Sun is up' I was thinking of XD I'm afraid I've never played this game, what's it about?

Jolly sailor bold is a great siren song. It's soooo GOOOOOD I've been listening to it on repeat. I'm afraid that I'm not currently drawing anything related to the song, but I'm guessing you'd like to see that.

Gender bended twins time! Yeahhhh!

Thanks for the luck Zu! That was really nice of you!

Oh I watch alot of TV me, mostly just sitcoms XD I have a problem with sitcoms.

Oh white hot chocolate is really good. It's fully white yeha! It's really sweet and kind of tastes like warm milk, but sweeter and more creamy, though its really good with some bitter coco on top!

Crossmare and driller, heh ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) its these ships that the drama is born from.

Lastly, how are you today Zu? What have you been up to? How's freedom?

Can you believe it! You made an au papyrus! Error gonna be jelly

Oh it's alright! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) Just an online anime-styled rhythm game ☆ I'm not sure if it's still popular tho xd

Woah *^* Thanks for this one! <3 Oh I'm always interested in your wips (*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)

Heh— btw I read that sirens are not mermaids but birds :0

No problem!╰(*´︶`*)╯Keep me posted *^*

It's not a problem when you just love it! <3

Awww must try this one someday \(//∇//)\

Oh my god,,, thinking about it a lot,,,, ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Freedom feels greattt, thanks! ☆ Had a pretty lazy day until receiving Broomie asks and it just got better xd ;) How are you today? ♡

Nono it's not me but the anons with their awesome ideas! (*'▽'*)☆ jelly Error jelly Error XD

UPD:

Ah so that's it (°▽°)☆ Hmmm maybe they can be mermaids in the water and birds while flying, and just skeletons (heh) while being on land? Too cool tho xd

Nooo I've never tried different ones! ;3; Just a simple hot chocolate and cocoa, these are really niccce but now I'm intrigued by other tastes~

Oh man. ( ͡ ° ͜ʖ ͡ °) No idea so if there'll be an opportunity to share a bit of what you came up with in DMs, I'll be really grateful—

YOOO I'm sure you did great! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)☆ Better things ahead *^* Can't wait to see your artwork! ♡

OH maybe! ★ *gay detector mode on xd*

I love hot chocolate / cocoa with milk, tastes much better than with water ♪( ´▽｀) What about you? *^*

That would be great, thank you two! (〃ω〃)

Ah true, what a lucky boi (˶ ͡ᵔ ͜ʖ ͡ᵔ ˶)

Oh wait— that's a good idea indeed! ੧(❛□❛✿) No Irish cream here but gotta try *^*

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OK Zu I have a question. When you first created Dark-Cream I was meant to be a stand alone comic right?

But after you decided you wanted to fully flesh it out, when did you come up with a proper story for it? And how?

Like I had in idea a month ago, about a re-birth consept with dream and nightmare. But I'm not sure how to turn the consept into a proper story, do you have any advice?

That's right! Tbh, I miraculously came up with the rest of the plot quite late, after Chapter 5 (the 6th became the trigger).

All you need to know is what ending you want and what will trigger the main changes. The rest should come together! ☆

UPD:

Exactly (´∀｀) (sorry, couldn't find the right words)

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OK Ive thought of something that might interest you. Me and bluescreen came up with a delta99 parallel to the dark cream story. Like how it would work in that au. So that might interest you.

Hmm! ☆

Maybe Dream would pursue Cross, suspecting him of criminal activity (in fact this is no longer the case tho). But he's too obsessed with this, and he ends up arresting Cross and interrogating him, trying to get the "truth", and after the failure he just tortures him—

No, I should stop xD What are your ideas? *^*

UPD:

Ohh (ㆀ˘･з･˘) that's a cool one! *^* It makes sense why he becomes "shattered"...

Thank you! <3