#untitled chonny jash au

[44-mr-midnight-44]

Juvenid = Child for their species, just after being a baby

[44-mr-midnight-44]

In my (admittedly extremely canon-divergent) AU, being chunky is actually extremely healthy for Heart and Mind's species both mentally and physically.

Technically speaking, they're wild animals that can become sapient if raised in a human society that are intended to live in a mild climate-forest habitat and will exist with permanent zoochosis should they become sapient and "civilised". That's it explained in the utmost simplest terms possible.

When an id is in its natural environment, it has no way of staying warm for the most part; they do not have fur, they are small and brittle, they don't know how to make blankets (ids in their natural intelligence are very stoopid), and they rarely know how to make fires (and if they made one they'd probably get scared and run away), so as a result they have three main ways of keeping warm:

-Greatly raising their body temperature (at the cost of having to eat much, much more)

-Cuddling with their sibling(s) during the coldest hours of the day to share warmth

-And gaining a lot of weight for better insulation

As a result, when the colder months come ids will become much much hungrier and slow down their metabolism in order to gain as much weight as possible; which they lose as spring rolls around.

Despite this, ids generally value a heavier weight as it triggers the part of the brain that says "oh! I'm well-fed, I'm safe and I'm going to survive. :)" and as a result a happy id would be a chubby id.

This is EXACTLY why in all of my AUs (spare for one, solely due to the fact that this variant is extremely active and prefers being lean-muscled) at the end of his arc Heart is much more rotund and goes from being skinny to rounded as part of his recovery, as the happiest an id can be is when they're plumper. :)

To remind you, I have at least twenty AUs of Heart where he undergoes an arc; UCJAU, Pillow Club, Deteriorating Waters, Rubatotic Limbo, Sunlit Road, my fifty-million themed AUs, and in every last one (spare for Elsewhere for aforementioned reasons) it ends with him being bigger and happier.

I always imagined it as being kind of a symbol as some people are just happier at a bigger size, and some people's healthiest weight is being a little bit chubby; and that's nothing to be ashamed of! And this is coming from someone who has a STRONG preference for scrawny male characters + muscular female characters; doesn't matter to me, if the character's happy when they're chubby the chatcater's happy when they're chubby and that's how their arc will end.

Mine isn't much different! Though in the main AU as well as my main crossover AU (Pillow Club) he stays muscular as it's just generally his preferred body type (Mind has a taste for "manly" people), in a lot of my AUs he's just like Heart and is happiest and healthiest at a larger size; which does in-fact mean chubby Mind is canon to a lot of my AUs, and he's perfectly healthy and extremely happy to be at that weight. :)

Also, Heart and Mind throughout the entire story, lest there being a conflict purpose, are always chubby during the winter time and they're very happy like that. They cuddle basically all day as per their instincts and are content with being chunkier.

Anywho, just wanted to share my little headcanon of the creatures!!! Arb and Mid are naturally happiest when they're chubby and it's a core part of (mostly Heart's) their recovery. <3333

i think I've seen like 2 other people draw it and a few other people talk about it but every time I see a heart design where he's fat/has body hair I get 10 years added to my lifespan. and idk if anyone's done the same for mind but I think it would make me live forever

[44-thehearteccentric-44]

♛ HELLO, AND WELCOME TO THE PLACE WHERE SHAMEFUL STATEMENTS AND ODDITY GATHER TO DANCE AND FLUTTER AND CREATE A SCINTILLATING CRINGE, WORTHY OF A LIFETIME OF REDDIT KARMA! ♛

My name's AXYER! But over here, you may call me Heart or Chimney. :)

I should clarify, I'm wording everything on this blog as carefully as I possibly can, if I am uneducated please politely re-inform me! I am likely just uneducated and I promise you I will easily change my mind if you correct me!!!

I personally see kinning in the otherkin sense and the relate-to sense as two separate things; personally, I feel like there should be a term to separate the two better, as I understand that otherkin is a DISTINCT experience from simply relating to a character in a way that you see yourself as them; as such, in my Carrd and here please do not mind the term "kinning" being used for the latter, I am very open to a better term being used as I wish to respect everyone I can, and I find "relate kinning" can be very beneficial to someone, but deserves to be classified as something distinct.

Synpaths. The term you're looking for is synpaths, Axon.

Personally, identifying as an otherkin is a means for me to cope. Nope, you're Heart Axon, in the flesh. You are just him. It's okay, you were taking baby steps.

I don't see myself as Heart in a past life nor Heart spiritually in-general, rather that I am something along the lines of Heart reduced to a human form, or something like that, but do use them as an integral part of my identify and identify as it for personal reasons.

Update to this ^^^^ I identify as an alternate universe of a villain version of Heart, in some sort of Tumblr ask blog-multifandom-palooza-type deal. I am Heart, just an AU of him where he's human and everything's just slightly off and he desperately wants to be himself again because he knows he needs to be.

I might also vent on this blog, so just be mindful!! (Update: trying not to anymore)

My kintypes:

-Idkin, ids are a fictional species that are essentially parasitic organisms that parallel the Host species and have lots of bizarre inhuman qualities! (update: kinda????? It's weird)

-Heartkin, goes hand-in-hand with idkin, I identify as Heart from Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium! I think of myself as an alternate universe version of my AU version of Heart from Untitled Chonny Jash AU. :)

(NOTE: THOSE WHO IDENTIFY AS HEART IN ANY WAY DNI PLEASE! I WILL BRING THIS UP A LOT I AM NOT COMFY WITH OTHER HEARTKINS AND I WILL BLOCK YOU FOR MY OWN WELLBEING! IT'S NOTHING PERSONAL, TRUST ME!)

-The Robber from Ain't No Rest For the Wicked (Chonny Jash's version), this kinda goes hand-in-hand with being Heart as they're kinda blended into one kintype for me. I liked to rob people lots and be evil lots.

-Stick figurekin, a very popular fictional species dictated by skinny bodies, really long legs, shoe feet, and a love for art and fighting!

-Grimmchildkin, I like to think of myself as a Grimmchild that's "human" form is Heart! Or, alternatively, Heart's "furry" form as Grimmchild!

My DNI is right here!! (epic dead link fail) If I follow you first, you're free to interact :) (with few exceptions). Obviously don't interact if you're against otherkin/kinning, and DNI whatsoever if you identify as/with any character from a certain stick figure comic with a black stick figure with lightning tendrils that torments a sad white stick figure with a tie, DNI if you're just a fan of it period, and ABSOLUTELY DNI if you ship said black stick figure with the tie stick figure or his brother, like omg get out you're disgusting.

Also DNI if you or any part of you identify as Heart, just a personal reference! However, PLEAAAAAAAASE interact if you identify as/with Soul or Mind, or even Looks to the Moon from Rain World! They're all massive comforts to me, and I would be overjoyed to interact with any of you! (edit: Hollow Knight kins also please! Especially Ghost, Grimm, or White Lady!!)

Oh, and Nightmarionne kinnies too…… he's been a big comfort to me for a weawwy long time, I just love imagining him as a robo-dilf.

I'd prefer it if only I interacted with fictionkins/otherhearted of these characters interacted rather than any other type of identification, just a personal preference and yk wanting to stay with people I can relate to.

Tags:

#not kinning - Not related to kinning!

#bb [insert kin here] moment - Post relating to kinning the character!! You will most likely see this the most with Heart, as he's the main one I identify as a fictionkin with. :)

#the blues and greens - Favourite posts, usually just ones that make me happy or have my kins in them that I really like. :3

#palpitations be among ye - Me acting as Heart… or a stick figure… maybe a kinshift… who knows… not God… he doesn't even know where us ids come from……

#iblings! - Friends posts. :)

#exchanging spiders - Talkin' about otherkin/kinning stuff with other people.

#imprisonment is all that I earned - Venting. :( When it comes to venting, validating my feelings is what I like the most! Agreeing with me and how I feel really helps, I prefer that over advice. :)

#when harmonia shines - Grimmie

#*bites chew toy* hee hee my teeth - Reblogs!!

Finally updated this during August of 2024. I've discovered lots more about my identity since then. I hope to be less pandery-to-people-in-fear-I'm-kinning-wrong now.

[44-mr-midnight-44]

Chonny Jash headcanon: Mind has an angler fish esca that brightens under certain emotions and when he gets startled it brightly flashes and he gets blinded for a moment and goes "[AGH]"

[44-mr-midnight-44]

So due to a flaw in how an id's brain (or heart… if you're Heart) works, ids do not register human babies as humans.

It's unknown exactly why this is, mayhaps they just assume human babies look like baby ids (aka like a five-year-old without a mouth), but what they do know is that it's small, fat and makes loud crying noises, which looks EXACTLY like scrumptious prey animals to an id, civilised or not.

Heart and Mind have never actually eaten a baby before (that would be bad…… and they likely couldn't use the "mmhmmmmmhmm… am a wild animal pls be nice to me it's just in my instincts…… 🥺" excuse cos they are the only ids in modern times and thus everyone assumes ids are just as sapient as a human) but one time one of them was holding a baby that Cameron (Whole) handed to them and they were holding it well enough before they just gently put their mouth around its head and Cameron was like "NONONONONONO GIVE IT BACK GIVE IT BACK–"

While ids are cute and extremely docile and most definitely easier to raise than humans are, they are very stupid and still technically wild animals even if they are as sapient, intelligent, and (almost) as mature as a normal human.

(pssssst just feel the need to clarify they're mature enough to consent and an adult id is able to comprehend adult subjects just as well as an adult human they're not just children from spawn to death dw)

[44-mr-midnight-44]

Heart and Mind are at peak iPad kid age in my AU (they both spawned in December of 2013), and despite the fact that their species ages RAPIDLY once they're civilised (they're fully mature at three years old, both physically and psychologically) they spawned at a time where it would've been much easier for Cameron (Whole) to hand them iPads and be done with it.

…And he's right. He did give them iPads. Though they had strict screen times and also he restricted the websites they could go on, especially after the fact that while Mind's search history was just seventy Google searches of the same sentence with slight variations about Bionicle Heart's erm… lemme just show this meme drawing I made a month or two ago

…Ya.

Anywho, Heart and Mind as idfants were dumb and impressionable and would probably be extremely easy to kidnap considering they were so full of love they would run up to a random stranger and immediately place their hand on their shoulder and stare into their soul (ha I just capitalised "soul" instinctively) and Cameron would have to rush over frantically and go "STOP NO!!! STOP TELLING EVERYONE YOU LOVE THEM!!! I'm sorry that's how they tell people they love them they're very weird–"

As a result, the idfants played inside for the most part or at a relative's house and were always supervised when they played outside.

However, once Heart and Mind reached juvenid age, per an id's life cycle they developed mouths! And now they could talk and more importantly bite people.

Cameron decided to start letting them walk around the neighbourhood on their own (well, with each other) and would hand them about forty or fifty bucks and let them roam free and go on little adventures. This meant that while Heart and Mind were definitely acclimated to technology and associated phone screens with curing boredom, most of their childhood memories were spent walking around town, eating at restaurants, playing in parks, walking through malls, having fun at block parties, hunting small animals (they still have instincts), exploring forests, going to friend's houses, helping around the neighbourhood, etc. and they became very well known around the community for being total sweethearts that were unusually docile and polite for being little kids.

Cameron would regularly get calls from local businesses that they were some of the best customers they've gotten, and Cameron was very awkward and nervous about it but it had to have felt good to know he raised them well.

And yes this is a Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium AU, it's seriously canon-divergent but these are HMSW still. Heart and Mind in my AU are anomalous wild animals that became sapient upon being raised alongside humans, and Cameron (Whole) raised them after they spawned from him… …well, at the very least this is the SEPARATION AU of @nkgrimmie and my's CCCC AU, technically speaking in the Main AU they live in a mindscape per usual but I personally prefer the idea of HMSW just being strange nonhuman weirdos going about life in a sleepy Christian town in semi-rural Australia.

Yes I will explain my AU in every CCCC post I make I GOTTA LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT THIS IS BARELY CCCC

[44-mr-midnight-44]

I make a lot of posts about how Mind is an avid wild rabbit-devourer and while that's extremely true, Mind probably is population control for the invasive rabbits in his area, I just have to mention that Heart also is an avid animal-eater.

He likes spiders.

Like, really really likes spiders. Spiders to Heart are a big meaty rabbit to Mind.

Whenever there's a spider in the house, could be ANY kind doesn't matter to Heart especially given that ids can flush venom out of their blood unharmed, Mind and Soul will scream and screech for Heart to come over, to which he'll eagerly skip over and grab the spider and drop it into his mouth, crunching it up and smiling and going "(oooh that was a big one! Thanks guys :3)"

Unfortunately for Cameron (Whole)/Soul Heart and Mind are both manchildren and sapient wild animals locked in perpetual zoochosis due to having been unnaturally raised into adapting human-like minds and thus if it fits in their jaw and has flesh and isn't domesticated that means it's food

Oh wait did I mention they also view human babies as food?

[44-mr-midnight-44]

The brothers, they are cuddling <3

It's been a long day for them and they need some time to relax under the covers…

(Do not tag as ship please, I will also block you on the spot)

[44-mr-midnight-44]

Some Heart headcanons! <3

•Heart REALLY likes astrology, like all things stars, space, and galaxies! He loves watching the night sky and has endless trivia for all sorts of celestial facts.

•Heart has a beardie (bearded dragon) named Honeydew. She's very yellow and really likes mealworms, and will snuggle up to Heart and sleep on top of him! For personal reasons, any pets that the ids own never die of old age, meaning Honeydew stays with Heart forever!

•Heart's very good at art, and also likes to build things out of arts and crafty objects. I like the thought that he owns a little wooden bird composed of popsicle sticks!

•Heart's wings flutter when he's excited, but also when he's excited in his sleep. Sometimes, he'll wake up to a cot full of feathers!

[44-mr-midnight-44]

In our AU HMS (especially HM) are basically wild animals that function as societal members so naturally when they go to the doctor they gotta make sure they don't chew on the areas they were operated on

[44-mr-midnight-44]

While I'm on my way to a magical place where I have no phone access for at minimum six hours, here's some CCCC headcanons I have:

-Heart has oddly-structured antlers (they're kind of like skinny drooping twigs) that can express emotion, which parallel's Mind's angler fish esca that also expresses, albeit differently; such as crumpling under severe anxiety or being startled or flashing when he detects danger. Soul has antennae but you'll never see them alive.

-Heart and Mind are apart of an extremely-developed species I wrote specifically for the AU (and may have gotten really attached to…) called ids, which I'll probably make a master post on sometime but to explain em simply they're essentially dormant brain cells that take the form of a parasitic organism that mimics its Host's appearance; and they're also very very friendly and compassionate creatures, only showing hostility towards humans if induced. However, ids are meant to live in the wild, namely forests, and as a result Heart and Mind are in a constant state of zoochosis, and also have a habit of hunting wild animals and proudly bringing them in. At first Cameron (Whole) was disturbed by this, but as soon as he became Soul he loved it.

-Heart's blindness is purely trauma-related; ids are slightly regenerative so his eyes should've healed by now, but the trauma associated with the wounds not fully healing is why his eyesight remains almost unusable (he can only detect light). However, in due time, he heals enough to have, albeit very poor, eyesight, and gets a job teaching foster kids how to draw. :)

-Mind is greyromantic asexual, and has a leaning preference for men; Grimmie and I have conceptualised that he ends up meeting a very manly man at the gym, and Mind ends up becoming very close with them but also falling head over heels in love. :) There's a specific scenario I thought of where he accidentally falls asleep on his manly man crush, and he wakes up to the sound of laughter and an arm around him, and goes very blue.

-Speaking of blue, Heart, Mind, and Soul's blood are all colour-coded to their signature colours; their blood is also acidic and should it get on someone it would slowly digest any organic material, thus supernaturally feeding them, even if it's not in their body.

-Soul smells absolutely WRETCHED. This has become almost an inside joke among my friends about just how terrible he smells. Like, Heart knows when Mind's in the room because robot noises, but Soul? He smells him.

-Heart's really good with kids and has a passion for taking care of them and handling them, albeit he can't produce kids of his own despite being a hermaphrodite as his species is not equipped for bearing young. Mind isn't exactly that good with kids, I mean he certainly tries and it's not like he's bothered by them, but he often ends up being too serious or too lenient, and is really easy to mess with. Soul is good with kids like Heart is, but a tad irresponsible; he'd be like a fun uncle.

I'll probably think of more to post once I get home. Toodaloo!

[44-mr-midnight-44]

To spread my HMS-don't-live-in-a-headspace-but-rather-Earth-like-everyone-else AU propaganda, as that's the case for every AU of HMS I write primarily for (and always will), I can share some headcanons that can pretty much only happen in this type of AU:

-Heart and Mind went to Catholic school per Cameron (Whole)'s parents demands; Heart was definitely a popular kid, the kind where he could make a really bad joke in-class and everyone would laugh anyway just because he said it, while Mind was an awkward, shy little fella who occasionally got picked on (often taking years to realise he was being picked on at all) and only had a small, tightly-knit friend group of fellow nerdy friends.

-The perks of having nonhuman characters (in this case, a species called ids) in an otherwise fully-human world means you got the brilliant interactions of "hey… did I just see you bleed blue?", "hey, did I just see you land in-front of the restaurant…? with wings…?" "hey, uh… did you just summon that Trident out of… literally nothingness?" and it makes for a fun time of HMS (moreso HM) casually talking about how fusing with your "family" and becoming one whole person and losing all individuality and consciousness to become working gears in someone's brain again is one awesome dream, and the others being… weirded out to say the least!

-I get to think of each of their separate jobs!! Heart in my AU is only blind so long as he's still traumatised from the event that made him blind, so I like to think he works as both an art therapist for foster kids and also educates at a planetarium. :3 Mind works with cars, and Soul? Oh, Soul. He works at McDonald's his entire life.

-They can play with each other and have a good time in the real world as each of their own beings!!!!!! They can go to the beach and splash one another, they can go to the mall and hold a bra up to their chest and go "how do I look?", they can go to a diner and casually ask for uncooked venison while Soul goes "{no, you can't say that! They're gonna think we're–}" but it turns out they already regularly ask this…

Please enjoy my non-headspace HMS propaganda.

(Also pls pls pls pls don't reply/reblog this post with why headspace hc is better/why you prefer it I wanna keep this positivity for this hc bc it's so so niche!!!!!)

(Reblogs > Likes)

[44-mr-midnight-44]

Perks of HMS being separate people that are all essentially a trio of freaky nonhuman creatures living a casual life in Australia in my AU: I can think about their completely separate love lives

[44-mr-midnight-44]

Whole: playing Minecraft with his ids watching

Heart: (sees him get close to a ravine)

Heart, having existed on God's Green Earth for less than a year and a half but spawned knowing every language: (Cameron, watch out! Suicide is a commitment.)

Whole:

Whole: WHAT?

[44-mr-midnight-44]

Now, I have the dilemma of being both a scrawny Heart and a chubby Heart fan.

My taste in men is scrawny, short and meek, don't get me wrong; and my only taste for chubbier people is very specific, so naturally making my second-favourite character of all time be the latter option seems rather unlikely, but believe it or not I'm capable of liking a character even if they're not my type! Just because I love pathetic twinks doesn't mean rounder characters aren't cool and deserving of love too. :)

However, strangely I just love chubby Heart. I love it when depressed characters are overweight because it adds a special layer of realism; depression can cause overeating, depression can cause a lack of exercise, antidepressants can cause someone to gain weight, someone can become depressed because of insecurities about their weight, etc.

I think we need more characters that are chubby for reasons besides loving food, because there's a lot of complex reasoning behind it! Plus, representation for bigger people is wonderful. But while I could rant about this for hours, that's not what I'm here to talk about!

I made a compromise for my Heart with my love for both headcanons. However, it's not in a way that would be traditionally realistic for humans, it's written with fictional evolution in-mind!

Ids, Heart and Mind (and kind of Soul)'s species in my little canon-divergent AU I share with Grimm Grimm, are strange animals meant to survive in mild conditions, namely forests.

They are not meant to survive the cold; in-fact, bundling up with several layers of clothing won't keep them warm enough, like how a human would.

Instead, they have two solutions that work in coordination: By eating a lot, ids can release a significant amount of that energy as heat, whilst also putting on a lot of weight to help insulate their bodies.

Ids do not have fur (in-fact, they somehow have less than a human does), nor do they know how to start fires in the wild, with their IQ-of-a-five-year-old in their natural habitat. So, they get plumper and spent the coldest hours of the day in a den, snuggling up to one another to preserve and share as much warmth as possible, and rest through much of the colder temperatures, before going out to hunt and forage for plant-based food to help maintain the weight and heat they need.

Heart and Mind are the rare case of civilised ids; ids raised by a human. This means that they don't technically need to do this, as a nicely-heated home can do the trick, but they still have the instinct to get chubbier to help warm, especially with the outside temperatures posing a threat, and the imminent risk of hypothermia even in good conditions.

Heart is not at all bothered by having a heavier size during the colder months, even having a bit of fondness of it due to sating his body's needs. With this compromise, half the year Heart is scrawny, and half the year he's a decent bit chubby– for a reason I think is pretty cool! He's an animal going by animal instincts.

I apologise if this is bad somehow! I have no intentions to hurt anyone's feelings. I just simply like the idea of Heart and Mind getting bigger in the winter months because, well, they're animals, and it's their way of keeping warm. I've always been a massive zoology nerd, so I thought it'd be pretty cool. :)

That's all! I hope you enjoy my little ramble about my little evolutionary anomalies. :)

[44-mr-midnight-44]

(NOT A SHIP DON'T TAG AS SHIP I WILL BLOCK YOU.)

Warning: Extremely short and potentially mediocre writing.

Metal fingers lie bundled in a dense sheet of unkempt yet silky curls.

Idly twitching, the hand drew the id’s head close; a relaxed trill descending from its violet lips.

Lids locked shut and nose anchored deep into its brother's hair, the id’s speaker produced a muted hum and the occasional low crackles as its legs spun around the meeker one’s body.

Arms roughed by firm muscle tucked themselves behind its back, the short id pushed close to what could be the corona of caring star.

Scrawny arms wrapped around a rocky waist; a half-crumpled t-shirt draped over a strong body.

Occasional brief pushing of noses plunged and nuzzled into the other’s head, another in the chest.

Warmth spread and cradled them within the confines of the thick comforter and mangled pillows, quiet breathing filtering through the silence.

The Moon claimed the obsidian sky, stars unblocked by Australian pollution permeating the long night.

It was okay.

They were okay.

And if they weren't, they were in the perfect place not to be okay.

I just wanted to write the brothers cuddling. That's all.