#unrealising

[chellustrates]

curator concept

[eddiestightywhities]

you know what's pretty fucked up? the lump-in-my-throat-inducing fact that eddie diaz hasn't yet been kissed stupid by the love of his life buck buckley

[aroacesigma]

everyone talks about the she/they to trans guy pipeline but no one talks about the little girl holding 7 chairs to spite the teacher asking for some strong boys to help to trans guy pipeline

[pansoph]

today i’m going thrift shopping for something to wear to my friend’s y2k-themed murder mystery party. And i will try to be gentle to myself

[storyshark2005]

Fic Rec - New Carraville!!!

absolute fucking instant classic Carraville. Amazing writing!!! Anon if you can hear this-- well done!!! I am IN LOVE WITH THIS STORY! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

Gary glances up at him and there’s a flash of recognition in his eyes, like Jamie’s words have some double meaning that he’s just now understanding. (They don’t). Staring back into the bottom of his glass, he says: “No. I couldn’t. I just… belong to David. Always will.”  It’s strange to hear Gary refer to him as David — Jamie thinks he’s only ever heard Victoria call him by that name, in oversaturated, sickly-sweet television interviews.  “But,” Jamie says, like he’s grasping at straws, “Even if—” Gary cuts across him quietly. “Even if he doesn’t want me anymore.” His shrug is well-practised; it implies he’s resigned himself to this fact a long time ago. “That’s just how it is with him and me.” The pub is still chattering all around them, an old Stone Roses song playing so loud everyone has to half-shout to be heard, and Jamie is unbearably lonely. He knows quite acutely that he’s never been in love before, not like that. He has no fucking clue what to do with that information, that he’s only ever glimpsed the real thing once, in a moldy, low-lit stairwell at twenty-one years old. He feels as though something’s passed him by, something he never knew he wanted in the first place. So far behind him it’s already out of reach. All his life, Gary Neville has flaunted the fact that he only ever wanted one thing, that playing for United was the only dream. It was one of many things about him that rubbed Jamie the wrong way. And now, to learn he’s only ever wanted one person too… Jamie lets jealousy crash over him like a wave, even though he knows it’s misplaced. To have one dream instead of a drawerful, to be so pure and uncompromised— what must that be like? As though he can read Jamie’s mind, Gary says: “It’s not supposed to be like this. I love him, but it’s not supposed to be like this.” When he glances up, though, Gary’s not looking at him, and Jamie can see Gary didn’t say it for his sake.

[theanaloglibrary]

Presage - Unreleased I (1987), self released, cassette (tape)

Tracklist A1. Section 25 - Human Puppet A2. Asylum Party - Where have you Gone my Friend? A3. Brigade Internationale - Memories and Break A4. Clair Obscur - Wreck A5. Mary Goes Round - The Shelter A6. Odessa - Trouble A7. Brigade Internationale - Silence of my Brain B1. Orchestre Rouge - 1980 B2. Art Remains Tangible - Numéro 32 B3. Little Nemo - Future is Now B4. Norma Loy - Ghost Parasite B5. Brigade Internationale - Heart of the Volcano B6. Complot Broswick - Panem and Circenses B7. The Cultural Decay - I Never Loved You

Presages is a self-released French underground compilation from the 80s in three parts (1/3). It is now hard to find and expensive, as are most releases from featured artists.

[mlmneuvifuri]

a dream

[neurotoxizity]

[litres-of-cocaine]

elle was a fascinating character and if she had stayed longer the run of criminal minds would have been so much richer change my mind.

also it’s insane that the way she exits the show compliments her arc in a way that no other cast member leaving did even if it ends up ending the storyline completely. like from the very start her impatience and history as a sexual offences agent is established, and then putting the unsub of 2x05 in the context of her trauma being a violating experience has cataclysmic implications. it completely accounts for her actions. especially following gideon’s advice - ‘i want you to think about this job, what you’ve been through, and what you’re capable of’ and the trigger of lee’s words ‘you’ve made a lot of women very happy’. props to glaudini’s acting here because you can see elle’s faith in her own morals die right when he says that. ‘what you’re capable of’ is tied to ‘what you’ve been through’; she’s capable of revenge because she’s been through it. this becomes a justification for murder rather than an encouragement to abide by the ideals of law enforcement that she feels have failed her and others.

she’s impatient and loud and devastated by the cases she’s worked on and then forced to live through the same thing via being shot.

i think something interesting that wasn’t necessarily intentional (though there’s a good chance it was) as well that i’ve kind of alluded too was the way that that experience of being violated for elle (by the fisher king putting his hand in her gunshot wound) was sexual in nature even if that wasn’t randall garner’s goal. it underlines the theme of elle’s - and the rest of the team’s - vulnerability existing in complete contrast to the confines of her profession, especially considering the her role before in convicting those charges with sexual offences.

obviously lola glaudini leaving was a personal choice so it wasn’t like elle was written out as a creative additive - but tbh if they had lengthened this plotline so we got to see more of elle and had this ending it would have an incredibly interesting period in the show.

and just to add, her leaving at this point in the series also could have had a much more monumental impact on the plot if mandy patinkin hadn’t decided to quit also, as gideon’s desire for peace competes with elle’s (somewhat ironic) craving for justice, but alas, it was not meant to be.

[ohfugecannada]

Of all the characters I could possibly hyperfixate on once getting back into guardians of the galaxy after watching vol.3, I had to go and choose the character who has been canonically dead in universe for at least over a decade!

[poutyniall]

[divinekangaroo]

Thoughts from a sidelong chat: fiction / shows that tell stories in a way that make the audience realise how impossible certain power fantasies are tend to lose a large part of their audience along the way.

[jennablackmorebooks]

I accidentally stumbled into having a beach chapter and then it got too long and so I accidentally stumbled into having two beach chapters and then they both were too long so now I've stumbled into having three beach chapters. It's a nice change in pace from the previous arc, and enjoyable to write, but I didn't expect to be doing The Beach Episode But For A Novel in this one.

[immiiiick-va]

Hi!!!! :D :D :D :D Hope you all have had/will have a absolutely Swag day :] Have this silly lil goober for good luck :3 May your travels go well adventurer of the web o7

[akkivee]

in high school, i was the brand of nerd that helped my entire class pass algebra lol

my dad lent his voice for an anime movie in the 2000s so i’m technically a daughter of a voice actor lmao

my bday is the middle date between two of the yamadas

i have aquaphobia

[emmenai-kalliston]

no rizz just constantly "jokingly" tell him how fucking hot he is