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solifloris · 8 months ago
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warning: largely incoherent, out of context yelling (but over media so like, /pos) because i NEED TO YELL SOMEWHERE
BREATHES.
I BREATHED.
I BREATHEEEDDD.
i BREATHED AND.
OH GOOD AFTERRNNOOOOONNNN.
GOOOOODDDDDDDDD FUCKINGGGG AFTERNOON.
you ask me "roxie what makes you ship a ship" and it's the fucking YEARNING.
the fucking "we're not meant to be, but despite the odds, why do i still love you this much?" THE FUCKING, "i don't think i was ever supposed to fall for you, but i don't think i can imagine anymore, either, what it's like not to" or "i'm not the type to do this, i never meant to fall in love with you. but you... make me feel safe. you make me feel like me." THE???? FUCKING????? "i would walk through fire just to keep you by my side" "the ends of the earth could never scare me if i have you" "you make life worth living" "for you, i'd stay"
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itS THE TENSION OF LIKE "shit. i can't have you but i want you this badly"??? being doomed by the narrative while simultaneously AWARE of it???? you know the outcome of loving the other person will bring you both absolute HELL but what about your feelings? WHAT ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS BECAUSE YOU CAN'T SEE YOURSELF WITHOUT THIS PERSON ANYMORE and there's all that unrequited-secretly requited pining going on, all the hesitation and caution UNTIL YOU GIVE IN
UNTIL YOU JUST. DON'T CARE ANYMORE
YOU'RE LIKE FUCK IT, I WANT YOU more than any blue sky
AND THERE'S THIS OVERWHELMING LOVE AND IT'S JUST "US AGAINST THE WORLD"
like whhyyy elseeeeee do you see me yelling over pairs like undyingflame, teredion, hwaryun/viole, khun/elaine, hell even jeremiah/mc
AND YOU???
THROW THAT IN FRONT OF ME??????? ONN? MY? DASH?
the hurt/comfort? the slow realization of falling in love? the slow realization of the fact that you're about to drown in everything that's been built up becaUSE IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE?????? how every soft moment shared has so many underlying feelings and it's not just tooth-rotting fluff because it CAN'T BE, not when underneath it all it's "i love you so much it's unbearable"??? and there's just. SO. MUCH. FUCKING. DEPTH.
LIKE YOU CANT. YOU CAN'T GIVE ME THESE TROPES AND EXPECT ME NOT TO BE OBSESSED OVER THEM LIKE THIS I CA N N O T. IM. SCREAMINFNFJDJG YELLIGN SO HARJDJSNGBEJFJSKFJD OHHH MY GOD IM LOSIIINNGGGG ITTT.
god knows i cannot keep this contained the kilig is too strONG IMMMMMMM NOT BREATHING. LIKE HOW IS THIS. HOW ARE THEY NOT REAL. HOW—I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
im getting impatient, i need to fucking write.
watchhh this fic be done in a week 😭
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yaralulu · 3 months ago
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Am I making you feel sick?
Summary: Lucien wasn’t a fool. He'd seen the hatred in Tamlin’s eyes, the confusion and disgust vast as he looked him up and down. And yet after the treaty meeting, he seeked him out in his tent anyways.
He wasn’t foolish enough to beg for forgiveness.
Words: 9265
Rating: E
A/N: my fav tamcien moment in acowar explored x100
Read on AO3
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Am echo of footsteps and rustling fabric spurred Tamlin’s attention, instincts flaring like an ignited flame in his chest. His hand jumped to his sword. He didn’t need to turn around to know who it was. Woodsmoke and a faint hint of cinnamon, the cusp of Autumn approaching. He knew that scent well, used to be his favorite at some point in time. He knew the range of that smell, the potency of it near the pulse of his golden neck. That scent signaled home and warmth. And for a split second, it spread through him and nuzzled in his chest, almost soothing the loneliness rotting inside him. But Tamlin caught himself, stilled his breathing as his mind remembered, with a sudden rush, all that happened and where they were. The betrayal and the embarrassment. The scent ignited none of these comforting feelings anymore. If anything his instincts flared brighter as that too familiar scent permeated the air, staining it with its sweetness, and assaulted Tamlin’s senses. He gripped the hilt of his sword tighter and turned around, cup still in his hands. The world seemed to tilt as their eyes met, russet and gold on emerald green. Suddenly, they were back at the meeting, that same moment where their gazes had locked and everything and everyone ceased to exist repeating itself. Tamlin could hardly look at Lucien then and he could hardly look at him now. His anger seemed to swell in the short time since then and now. It threatened to overwhelm him as he stared at Lucien, every inch of him so deceivingly familiar. The wine red of his hair, the soft upturn of his eyes, the smooth plump of his lips. Except he was still clad in Illyrian leather from head to toe. Except he’d stood by the Night Court at the meeting with his hands behind his back and his face solemn, the picture of grace and elegancy. Except he’d left Tamlin and ran into the arms of their enemy. It was Lucien and it wasn’t. It was a stranger wearing Lucien’s skin. “What are you doing here?” Tamlin’s voice was grave and it echoed his disgust. He settled the cup back onto the table but didn’t shift his fingers off the hilt of his sword. He wasn’t going to use it but the familiar touch of it was comforting. It was the only thing ,he now knew for certain, he could rely on. Lucien had proven that.
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kopivie · 7 months ago
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idk how someone found that blog but omg thats so embarrassing
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moonhuit · 1 year ago
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one day ill make a post about borrowed time theme around molly cobb and sergei nikulov but for now ill stay quiet
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confoundedpangolin · 1 year ago
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It feels amazing to confidently stride into a bathroom labeled "Whichever" like fuck society, I'm not a boy or girl or enby or freddy fazbear, I am an Unidentifiable. You Do Not Know Me. I Am The Void. I'm giggling on the toilet right now. I'm in my Stranger phase, just because I have eyes drawn all over my hands in sharpie doesn't mean I can't fucking Unperceive myself and vanish into the darkness.
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pinkseas · 2 years ago
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[parasocial bestie] seeing that ask answered and speeding thru 382983 mph reading and the questions and i go >:] cracks knuckles eats em like french fries i read the answers and honestly i have no brains to answer back What than just to handshake back 4 times and it rlly made me happi!!! ALSO QUESTIONS TIME FOR ME TO ANSWER DAMN?
a) i dont think i have like a main?? but like back in 2.7 it literally. got me back to Loving xiao to the extent I Am Now and its my whole personalith for the 848274th time so i took every chance jsut to have him in the team so i can hear his jp voice (i am very biased at his jp voice i can never unhear him and im not regretting it) so like hes now the Main Guy in my exploration teams ever with yelan nahida zhongli peepaw and i think the others speaks a lot too LMAOOOO
b) the ones mentioned alrd part of the lil list of i will die for them forever <33 and those in my past asks too like the chasm crew gets me Thinking of them no matter how i Dont Know them a lot more than theyve shown themselves (or i jsut didnt bother to be chronically obsessed 2 read them I LOVE SHINOBU AS SHE IS BUT DO I WANNA GO TO HER HANGOUTS AGAIN AND PICK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF HER LINES FOR LORE IDT SO i kiss my love <33) tho ei is that kind of Fav more like that i can understand her flaws even if its unjustified and she can be a bit childish so i just. Look Away sometimes now that wanderer got his own solace and have a new life with nahida whos a way better caretaker/friend (i will Die for their dynamic), i still get a lil irritated of the asian mom memes she gets put in too. the lil hcs of her with xiao is very much the silly self indulgence i like and separates her and the shogun cus i still think she has her twin's influences!! just Bad at social cues (unperceives her first story quest tho. that is not the Bad At Social Cues or Living in general that im looking for they dumbed her down So Bad) ANYWAYS did u know i missed albedo's banner once and i spent a year mourning endlessly worse than xiao until his rerun and got lucky in 40 pulls if xiao is for lumine then albedo is for ME. kazuha my beloved wanderer i would put him in a burrito blanket but will also willingly throw him off the cliff for the fucking snarkiness he has. venti has an entirely special place in my heart like another category like i do for xiao and lumine and zhongli bc hes. idk!! i think hes a very Comfort guy to me that i look so far past his drunkard ehe flirty femboy common perception of him, which is how i got too passionate on that one unpublished too. hes not the Little Guy type of comfort hes the 'he has this indescribable feeling of closeness and comfort and warmth i want to have in someone that i will meet one day', and i could go On and On about the little things ive thought of him while at the same time i dont focus too much to dig his canon lore!! more like, i pick off the important ones for sure and can already see the core parts of who he is and stick there :((( <3 the major thing is that i love seeing him as a love-all typa guy with no preferences as a god of freedom and his vibes are just so. aspec. so aro so ace he Doesnt Care more than he cares for everyone. which is why the ships can Tick Me Off esp the most famous one!! LIKE JEEZ!!! anyway Again the guys i Find Cool and digging thru my brain 2 remember rn; diluc (my lil tall gentleman) kokomi (queen) dehya (i just dont like her exposed midriff design can u feel) jean (her and diluc kaeya as a trio is Such A Dynamic!! i love trios!!) klee (actually id die for her too for being the canon sib to albedo) qiqi (the same for being the Headcanon sib to xiao) alhaitham (asshole. also ive delved into analyzing a Little of his character and i like his sense of neutrality to some things) kaveh (his Fucking Existence being a funny spectacle + i only focus on his briefcase friend Mehrak) THERES PROLLY MORE BUT IM NOT SURE IF I CANT RMB
c) ppl say mondstadt feels very homey and since its the first region we're introduced to i can agree!! and its home to a Lot More Mystery regarding the traveler since its the least explored i still think about the upside down statue a lot. but i cant rlly say if i have a Certain favourite that doesnt tie to my favs than my personal taste (the chasm rlly ingrained a Permanent Influence on me regarding sentimentality of loss) so i cant rlly choose!! liyue's got my boy and his peepaw + chasm, inazuma is the start of Really Great World Quests despite how hard it is to thru the region in general + enkanomiya is so Pretty and such a concept, sumeru has the same reasons and the caves are Irritating before the underground layouts are finally integrated in their official interactive maps. i just like to explore!!
d) idt i have much expectations that doesnt feel Petty like the ongoing issue of hyv prioritizing aether as their poster boy that lumine barely has any official work EVEN as the abyss sibling, 'both twins canon travelers' my ass. i think i would very much like a trading system but i Can understand why that wont work profit-wise for hyv BUT BELIEVE ME NOW NY SOLE REASON FOR IT IS JUST ME NEEDING SWEET FLOWERS FOR MY SWEET DREAM ALMOND TOFU HOARDING. i need sugar so bad. i have 300+ in the making i can never reach 1k. i need another xiao-centric quest cus lantern rite doesnt rlly center him and the chasm was a cultural reset But I Get that chasm occuring once is exactly why ir should stay that way to be Infuential and not repetitve and def not abt xiao being hyv's favourite guy SO HOW ABT BRINGING ALBEDO LORE BACK THIS YEAR. nahida venti 2nd story quest when. i think they should buff the traveler so much they shouldnt be ranked B as any role of a team!!! it's kinda sad theyre fun At first in sumeru then not anymore. i think thats it atm!!
note to self swap to jp voices if you ever get xiao. just looked up the voice and OHHHHHHHHHHH MY GOD DO NOT BLAME YOU ONE BIT WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. suddenly i am down bad oh my GOD.
and with yelan nahida and zhongli oh my god i Love that for you so bad that sounds like such a funky little crew..........
CHASM CREW <33333 shinobu especially youre so real for that like ohhhh my god. oh my God. love her so bad. fully understand ei being the fave tbh and also understand the looking away, im so mad at how they handled her story quests and her writing she deserved SO much better but the concept at least is There to think about and build off of and i love that for her... HAVING HER TWIN'S INFLUENCES so fawking good god i LOVE that.
"if xiao is for lumine then albedo is for ME" THIS MADE ME CACKLE I LOVE THAT FOR YOUUUUUUUU albedo is so. my baby my babyyyyyyyy. kazuha is my everything his Snark is also my everything i love him so bad for it hes soooooooo.
and venti !!!!!! venti. on god venti gets done SO dirty SO frequently i fucking LOVE the way you talk about him like. "he has this indescribable feeling of closeness and comfort and warmth i want to have in someone that i will meet one day" HELLO ???????? FUCK YEAH. and the love-all super aroace vibes YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS idk man IF youre gonna make him all flirty. at least make it flirting as a form of banter/teasing/friendship and still super aroace on top of it likeeeee <- says girl who is super aroace and flirts so fucking much with her friends. um. oops. Anyways. DONT BLAME YOU ONE BIT FOR BEING TICKED OFF im gonna think about this forever now im obsessed.. venti aroace KING............ bc yeah no the little guy ehe flirty drunkard is so. mmmmmmmmmmmmm. he's a whole ass character with a whole ass personality and a god on top of it GIVE HIM SOME FUCKING CREDIT GIVE HIM SOME RESPECT CHARACTERIZE HIM BETTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (sent the venti bit specifically to one of the besties while writing this and pls know that they were so excited and enthusiastic and think you are so very based like they already ready most of the asks/answers but this especially made them so <333 it made Both Of Us So <333333)
diluc <333 KOKOMIIIIII she just like me fr. like so different in a few ways but So Similar in so many others i have so much love and respect for her... the healing the jellyfish the pastel vibe the being held to impossible standards still doing her very best to live up to them wanting nothing more than a) to not have to deal with people but simultaneously b) to make everyone happy.... DEHYA IS SO GOOD and huge agree on the design like. okay. w/e. thanks mihoyo. JEAN DILUC KAEYA TRIO BEST EVER I LOVE THEMMMMMMMMMM jean <3333333333333 klee my best friend klee.... another of the besties is a HUGE klee fan and i love her sm because of it i know so little about her and yet i would do Anything for her ever. qiqi my Everything absolutely feel you there, ALHAITHAM AND KAVEH ARE BOTH. together and separately god they are so fucking stupid i adore them. YOU ARE SO VALID I CAN NEVER REMEMBER FAVES PROPERLY ITS SO DIFFICULT THERE ARE SO MANY AND THEY ARE ALL SO BELVOED
no because ive accepted that hoyo way prefers aether traveler lumine abyss sib but. the way there's just So Much More Aether Content Than Lumine Content. idk man IDK MAN......... fucked up. im coming to terms with it and i almost prefer it just bc it gives me more creative freedom with lumine characterization but also man. MAN. TRADING SYSTEM WOULD BE SO GOOD IN SO MANY WAYS ON GOD id kill for that shit. characters weapons materials mora w/e id LOVE that so bad. let me gather ridiculous amounts of resources for my friends itd be so fun....
would KILLLLLLLLLLLL for another xiao-centric quest holy shit ohhhhh my god. give me my boyRight Now. AND ALBEDO LORE AND SECOND STORY QUESTS FOR NAHIDA AND V ENTI SO FUCKING REAL !!!!!!!!!!!!! BUFFED TRAVELER EVEN MORE REAL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even if the traveler was like. idk a fawking healer. but a good one. id kill for that if ur gonna make the traveler more support make the mthe Best SUpport Ever Please they are my everything i want them to be the bestest <3 as someone who protjects onto the traveler and loves healer roles i am definitely not biased at all. not even a little bit. smile
why do you have the best thoughts ever i love hearing All of this i am exploding as we speak. on the ground in a million little pieces. blowing away on the wind. landing in the sea. evaporating into thin air. eventually falling down as rain. repeat. sorry my brain is fried again i am about to take my silly little adhd meds crack my knuckles and Get To Work
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kiboutol · 15 days ago
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UnPerceives........
AHHHHHHHH!!!
MY EYES
FUCK
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libidomechanica · 1 month ago
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“Comely feet wed”
When the dartings, that grief and kind eyes? And unministers up, and love or make the name; save past condemned brain-scent, thereat, meditation; or break. Comely feet wed. Year us, or glory is snow, nor bowre of the had been, Miss Rawbolds to see rains, which flies false, now indeed my eclips, the would stampt current Italian, unperceive the blooded ice. Star than say; so you. Of my destroy’d no long that none. The dark-grey have no more hard in half-taughter of the white Alps along look: but do touch a full with ioy or twa, she’ll goodman weary ye high, in stealth, and put your heart breake a wren leaps!
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ask-mythrite-ocs · 1 month ago
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Appears I perceived you on accident. I will be making attempts to unperceive you.
…accidentally hit my face when trying to reload my rifle like 3 minutes ago. Now my nose won’t stop bleeding, if you see me please know I do not wish to be perceived right now.
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ottiliere · 3 years ago
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my hair is getting much too long. usually I cut my own hair but it's such an ordeal every time I really haven't gotten around to it latel
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solifloris · 9 months ago
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sotd (song of the day) bc im fighting my demons but today will be a GOOD DAY
"i'll paint you mornings of gold" ; "i'll leave my love between the stars"
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smorecakes · 4 years ago
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wormd0scrypt · 6 days ago
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#unperceive me #ew #nooooooooooo
plz do not perceive me this is the worst blog ever thank u go away now goodbye thx
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changbin-froggy-jimin · 3 years ago
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Tired of Kim Sunwoo
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niteview · 3 years ago
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we made it ✊🏻😵‍💫
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if i don't lose it by the end of the day today i'll be surprised 🥴
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pettydavis · 2 years ago
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the malicious gay faggotry constantly happening on this website should make you want to ask questions. get answers. make judgements. unperceive yourself
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