#unnie why did you delete the post i was replying to it lol

[chauwrites]

to seoyoung

09/13/18 to hwang seoyoung (maybe she’ll change to moon eunseo ? lul)

seoyoung,

ok i had to write a new letter because the other one was like a month old and nOW I HAVE NEW THINGS TO SAY OBVIOUSLY so this will be a mix of things lol. first of all, i would like to emphasize how appreciative of everything you’ve done for me, from taking a little bit more time to reach out and talk to me to buying my food when we go out. thanks for sharing stories and your feelings with me, thanks for telling me about your life, big or small, and thanks for cooking food for me. i legit can’t forget the ddukbokki and sweet potato meal you made that one time lol i legit caNT make ddukbokki to save my life. anyways, thank you for showing me the simple joys of life. thank you for watching dramas with me, listening to music with me, napping with me. thanks for singing and dancing and joking around with me. i’m comfortable with you in a whole different way. when we’re karaoking, i’m not afraid to dance and make a complete fool of myself. you have a really homey vibe. i don’t know if you would do the same (bc i am an unreliable lil biTCH), but i would literally trust you with my life. i’m sorry i haven’t been the friend you need, but when i get my life back together, I WILL GET OFF MY BULLSHIT and i will start initiating everything > < i’ll send u the explorer posts FIRST ok bitch, no more of these late dms. which, again, i’m really sorry about that. like legit i don’t know why i can’t find the motivation to reply to anyone’s messages but that’s a conversation for another time. i literally can’t believe that you’re 19 already. this actually means 8 years of friendship. 8 years of laughing, baking, trips to atlanta, asian store trips, hiking, rping, watching music shows, online shopping, volunteering, listening to each other’s stories, small references to embarrassing rp stories, staying in, staying up, dancing, etc. i think we’ve baked at least 8 different boxes of boxed cake. we’ve tried to make macarons at least 4 times. the amount of ramen we’ve eaten together? UNCOUNTABLE (lol). thanks for listening to my crazy idea of learning dumb dumb together, or dancing can you feel it at cheekwood. literally i rewatch the video of us doing that and i: shake. thanks for sharing your family with me. i feel like you’ve done so much for me and the reason that you’ve felt so upset about our friendship is because i haven’t been able to do the same. and i feel really regretful about that aspect because friends are supposed to be there with each other and share each other’s experiences and i can’t even do that. and i just wanted to say that i’m sorry. like i’m truly, actually sorry that i’ve been such a shitty friend for you lately even though all you wanted to do was have real conversations with me again. i’m sorry i haven’t put in enough effort into our friendship and I JUST WANT TO SAY IT HERE, i’m sorry i basically victimized myself during our dispute. you had every right to everything you were saying, i feel like every time i replied, i made it all about me. but you were right. you did x, y, and z to try to talk to me again and i couldn’t even tell you what was going on with me and i expected you to know off the bat. like literally i am so, so sorry. i want to change, and i will change. i’m telling you, when winter break hits and i finish my depress hibernating, i will HIT that friendship accelerator and zoom towards you so fast. you are worth every effort made, every pure and genuine friendship, EVERY positive thing in this universe. thank you for gracing my life with your presence, i really am grateful that i have such an amazing person in my life. you have stood with me through thick and thin. i hope that you feel the same way about me.

ANYWAYS i hope your 19th year is a really good one!! signs only point UP yfeel (ignore the ones that point down because they don’t exist in our alternate universe ok). i hope this scrapbook makes you happy, and that we can make more memories to put them in there. i know we have more pictures but i couldn’t access my dropbox because it deleted itself since i wasn’t active for a year, and that made me very sad. imagine: OUR MEMORIES: GONE. but it’s okay because i have them in my head. here are some of my faves (out of the many faves i have)

when we went to the chinese restaurant and i was on my snapchat all-day-everyday bullshit and you were like “no pictures pls” and i was like “n O oO seoyoung unnie i am ur faNnNN” and you were like “ew gross” BUT I KNEW. I KNEW U LIKED IT.

whenever we go hiking at radnor lake with your mom. i always like walking and talking with you. hiking is normally silent when i go with my other knoxville friends so it’s nice knowing that you truly 1up them in several different ways.

when we karaoke for 3 hours. you literally always let me choose most of the songs and i love it when we get a reaLLY high score. throwback to our 100s on akmu’s give love and chen’s ost. WE LOVE OUR OWN VOCALS. and i dance really weird and i don’t know if i’ve told you before, but dancing and letting loose when we sing tgt was just really freeing and i didn’t know i would have the courage to just… go wild in front of anyone

honestly i LOVE it when we just start singing in the car. like it’s a completely different thing from karaoke because it’s so carefree and fun. it’s hard singing with other people because they normally don’t like the same types of songs as i do. btw thanks for not opening judging me about my bad pronounciation >< real fam only

when i went to see you get your senior pics taken. i KNOW IT WAS LOWKEY AWKWARD BECAUSE I DIDN’T KNOW YOUR OTHER FRIENDS, but i enjoyed it because i got to see another part of your life (also u looked so nice taking all of those pics fam, i loved them so mUCH). like what i like most is getting to see more parts of your life and i was really glad that you invited me to that. worth however much i paid to get into cheekwood that day lol.

that was just some events because if i write anymore, my hand might fall off lol. but thank you SO MUCH FOR BEING IN MY LIFE, YOU COULD’VE EASILY LEFT ME, BUT YOU DIDN’T AND I APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU and happy birthday. you deserve the best and ONLY THE BEST. life will look up and I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE YOUR NEW TOWNHOUSE, LIKE BITCH. SO EXCITED. anyways, I LOVE YOU SEOYOUNG/EUNSEO UNNIE, NEVER FORGET. sorry about rambling and sorry for being a really uncommunicative hoe 😔 have a gOOOd nasty 19, i’m getting fakes and we gonna go to the club XD \m/

[winterwarlock]

Jay and Lucy;

Both of those MV releases were 12:00AM KST on the day that they were supposed to be released. Today is already February 13 in Korea, which is the day the MV release was scheduled for; which means that if they wait until tomorrow morning when it will be 12:00AM KST again, they'll be releasing the MV a day after planned. So that's my reasoning why it'll hopefully be at noon KST.

Just me? OTL