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My head is spinning All you’re listening to are ragged breaths You always ask the same question And every time you get the same reply I always tell you that I’m fine But fine doesn’t always mean fine How can you not look right through my eyes? See the storm inside my brain The high pressure in my veins The lie in each one of my words Hug me and tell me it’s going to be okay Cuz it’s okay not to be okay And today is just another day Of a miserable lifetime. I know it’s cool cuz I feel just fine Like I’m drowning in the rain The fine I always use to answer you with Not the fine I wish I’d rather feel For the rest of my life; But while it’s not the end, While I survive and suffer It might not be okay; Life’s full of complications Obstacles and difficulties; Overcoming all this situations, Facing fears and anxieties will be hard as hell But I know and it aches I know it’s time For me to finally realize I’m not fine I’m not fine at all.

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The sky Is a mystery. Someday We all Will be part Of it.

Under The Hood (X, taken from black poetry).

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Promises get broken After all the words spoken After all the "I’d never do that to you" After all the "because I love you", Trust is riven.

Under The Hood (V, taken from black poetry).

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Not Like The Rest

Hey, everyone. I’m been kind of not posting these days... Well, I’ve got bad news: I’m gonna take another break from Tumblr. Reason? College! That easy. Okay, I’ll come back in the summer with more “horrible” songs. Bear with me, readers. Okay, so I’m gonna leave you with this new song. It’s out of time, really. I don’t think it’s good and now, it’s even worse. I guess you’ll understand why quicly: this song is based on “Camren”. And if I can say, I’ve got some more that I wrote like months ago... and I’m gonna post them whenever I feel like to. I’m sorry to put your feelings through a rollercoaster, I really am. But you only read it if you’re interested. So, this song’s name is NOT LIKE THE REST. It has some references to real life so I’ll apologize one more time. If you want me to post any other song that is not ship based before I go on that break, hit me up on the tumblr chat until Sunday and I’ll find a good one for you to read. Well, I hope you like it... maybe. Leave your opinions, please. I’m thankful and appreciate it. It’s like they say, one step at a time.

Love,

Xx

P.S.: I know it’s kinda late but I wasn’t here yesterday and I’ll probably not be here tomorrow. So... Happy birthday both to Justin (late) and Camila (early). They’re both cute beans.

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“I find myself standing next to you

Again and again

It's not purposeful

But we can't even pretend

It's like we're opposites

Being attracted

And the electricity only keeps on rising.

 I see you smiling at me

And you look endearing

I fly over to the moon

Mesmerized by your beauty

We both know it's dangerous

For the sun and the moon

To fall into place

But how gracious can our eclipse be, baby?

 See what I'm telling

We're not like the rest

We get nervous talking about elevators

And we both know it's a test.

 We’re not like the rest

Because we’re not just friends

We’re not like the rest

Because our relationship has no ends

We’re not like the rest

We’re the biggest opposites

Sun and moon, dragon and unicorn

We’re just soulmates

We’re not like the rest

We keep ourselves entertained

With each other’s embrace

We're not like the rest.

 We’re not like the rest

Our love is not allowed

We’re not like the rest

And our feelings are a test

In our survival...

But the truth is I see myself in you

And I know you see yourself in me too

We can’t live apart, we’re each other’s home

We’re best friends and maybe something more.

 We’re not like the rest

That’s what we know

They hate and judge

But we don’t give a fuck

We say I love you every single day

Cause we can’t waste time

Being only stupid.

 Prohibited love

Long story short

My marvelous eyes and your magnificent voice

We keep our love to ourselves

We are afraid of something else

We don’t really know what but happiness might be it

And in the end we’re only living.

 Say I love you

We’re not like the rest

Every day and we will pass the test.

If this is real, no rift is done

Nothing can ever tear us apart.

 I would die for you

And you would do the same

We don’t love each other

It’s more than that.

 We’re not like the rest (x3).”

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Love Will Always Win

Hey, guys. So here I am to post a new song as promised. This one is special. I hope you read it and I hope it changes your mood. I want everyone to be happy. So you let the love in. It’s important for you to reblog this so if you like this song, please do because some people need to read it right now. Thank you so much, readers. The song is called LOVE WILL ALWAYS WIN and it’s cheesy as hell but the message is there so please spread it. I appreciate your opinions so comment if you want. Just so you know, I appreciate each and every one of you. Y’all are beautiful, don’t forget. Thanks again. You’re awesome.

Love,

Xx

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“In a world full of hate

Love will always prosper

Love will always be the answer

To not hate will be the anchor

Because hating one another

Is the wrong path.

In a world full of hate,

Love will always win

Love will always win.

 It’s time to stop the killings,

Take the guns away

Save your breath

And be more down to earth.

Sense your heart beating

Don’t let the hate get in

Let the love make it.

 If you need, close your eyes

If you want, close your mouths

If you need, change yourself

If you want a better perspective of this world.

 In a world full of hate

Love will always prosper

Love will always be the answer

To not hate will be the anchor

Because hating one another

Is the wrong path.

In a world full of hate,

Love will always win

Love will always win.

 Stop judging

That’s hurting someone.

Religion, color, race, sexual orientation

They are the differences

That make us one

That make us human,

Human.

 I see humans

But no humanity

How good would it be?

To live in a world full of love?

Close your eyes, let it in

Love will always win

Love will always win.

 In a world full of hate

Love will always prosper

Love will always be the answer

To not hate will be the anchor

Because hating one another

Is the wrong path.

In a world full of hate,

Love will always win

Love will always win.

 In a world full of hate

Love will always prosper

Love will always be the answer

To not hate will be the anchor

Because hating one another

Is the wrong path.

In a world full of hate,

Love will always win

Love will always win.

 Love will always win

No matter what you choose

No matter the religion

Praying will always suffice.

No matter the differences

We are all one

We come from the same ancestral

No matter the differences

We are the same

As the blood in your veins

And may it remember us of our heart

The one that bombs it and shall always remember us

That it exists, that it beats

Because of love…

Then again, in a world full of hate

Love will always win

Love will always win.

 But no matter what,

How much is the hate spreads

How many angry people there are…

On our bleeding world

Love will suffice

Love is the answer for every bleed

Love will always win.

 In a world full of hate

Love will always prosper

Love will always be the answer

To not hate will be the anchor

Because hating one another

Is the wrong path.

In a world full of hate,

Love will always win

Love will always win.”

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Still I Rise

Hey, here’s a poem for y’all. Not mine.

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“You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may tread me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame I rise Up from a past that's rooted in pain I rise I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide, Welling and swelling I bear in the tide. Leaving behind nights of terror and fear I rise Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear I rise Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave, I am the dream and the hope of the slave. I rise I rise I rise.”

- Maya Angelou

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Don’t Try Me

And for y’all a song... Hey, I’m so sorry I haven’t posted anything these days. Let’s see the bright aspect of it, I wrote a new song and a new poem. I’m out of writer’s block, YAS. So, as you may have noticed, this song is called DON’T TRY ME. It’s about empowerment and being wild and strong and a warrior. It’s important. I hope you like it. You’ll understand the rhythm, I think. Well, then my fellow readers, that’s everything. I don’t know when I’ll post again, but I’ll try as soon as I can. I mean, I only do this because I wanna share and truth is I want to but I’m kind of busy. OKAY. Thank you and comment and leave your opinion and be awesome.

Love, 

Xx

P.S.: How much did you like Ed Sheeran’s new bops? I can’t stop listening.

P.S.S.: Anyone has read “ACORDO”, the fado? Please go read and leave your opinion, it’s important to me. Thank you. 

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“It's good to know

I can take care of myself

Defend what I stand for

Be proud of who I am.

 It's good to know

I might be challenged

But inside my soul

Resides the damage.

 Don't try me

I have a whole world inside me

The force of a lion

The power of the Wolf

Don't try me

I have a whole galaxy in my soul

I am the fire, I got the lighter

I'm make you beg for pardon

Don't try me, don't try me.

 I'm fierce, afraid of nothing

Fearless and capable of some things

You don't wanna know

I am telling you.

 Brave in a coward world

Different in a trivial box

Worried in an ignorant’s story

Fighter in a strife of glory.

 Don't try me

I have a whole world inside me

The force of a lion

The power of the Wolf

Don't try me

I have a whole galaxy in my soul

I am the fire, I got the lighter

I'm make you beg for pardon

Don't try me, don't try me.

 Don't try me

I have a whole world inside me

The force of a lion

The power of the Wolf

Don't try me

I have a whole galaxy in my soul

I am the fire, I got the lighter

I'm make you beg for pardon

Don't try me, don't try me.

 I have the power of a hundred people

Because my soul wasn't always mine

I got the experience of a hundred's life

I know what is like to fall and fail

And fall again.

 I got the voice of the oppressed

I stand for what I believe in

I can make a whole room shine

With the power of an argument.

 Believe me, believe me

 Don't try me

I have a whole world inside me

The force of a lion

The power of the Wolf

Don't try me

I have a whole galaxy in my soul

I am the fire, I got the lighter

I'm make you beg for pardon

Don't try me, don't try me.

 I am powerful, invincible

And I believe I can change the world

If you're like me, c’mon

Let's join our strength and be

One

One

One.

 Don't try me

I have a whole world inside me

The force of a lion

The power of the Wolf

Don't try me

I have a whole galaxy in my soul

I am the fire, I got the lighter

I'm make you beg for pardon

Don't try me, don't try me.”

- Under The Hood

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Belong

Hey. To all my fellow readers, here’s a new song. It’s called BELONG. It tells a story. Well, I hope you like it. Leave your comments. Also, I’m having some kind of stupid writer’s block so I don’t know if I’ll be able to post as much as I’d like. Sorry in advance for that. I need to get pretty emotional in order to write and I haven’t been in the mood. I have some storage so I’ll post as much as I can. I’ll see. Well, say whatever, I appreciate. Y’all already know.

Love,

Xx

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“The first time I saw you

I felt so numb

I never even knew you

But you got me strong

I was drawn like a magnet

Like that's where I belong

Right by your side

Or with no one.

 The second time I saw you

We were on a test

I saw you smile

And I tried my best

To just stay put

And not melt

Amused by yourself.

 I don’t even know you

I've only seen you twice

But that was enough

To feel that

I belong to you

You belong to me

There's nothing we can do

No fight to win

I just want you

Unperfectly perfect

And all we can do

Is obey the universe

It wants us together.

 The other day waking up

I realized you were that one

And then I threw a search party

And I found your name

So you could be mine

All the time.

 I belong to you

You belong to me

There's nothing we can do

No fight to win

I just want you

Unperfectly perfect

And all we can do

Is obey the universe

It wants us together.

 I belong to you

You belong to me

There's nothing we can do

No fight to win

I just want you

Unperfectly perfect…”

- Under The Hood

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Perfect You

Hey, guys. I know I haven’t been here in a while and I’m so sorry. I’ve been busy. And to be honest, I’l be busy till Christmas. And I wanted to let y’all know of course I’ll keep posting but right now I’m kind of on writer’s block and it sucks. Plus, I start college next week and I wont have a lot of time to come here. I’ll try to post as much as I can this week. Right now, I’ll be posting a song called PERFECT YOU... it’s about someone you love but they’re in a dark place and you feel like you can’t help them because they push you away every time. I hope you guys can relate and I really hope you like it. I appreaciate your feedback and your comments. You can share if you like it. Thank you so much. 

Much love,

Xx

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 “I don’t know what else to do

I’m only trying to help you

I’m reaching out to you

You have my love and I’ll give you the truth

If you could only see me through

I’d be able to fix you.

 It’s a whole different universe

The one you live in

Self-harming and depressing

Oh it’s nothing new

I just wish you’d let me help you.

 Don’t push me away

You know I love you

Don’t push me away

Hug me if you want

Don’t push me away

You don’t even have to talk

Don’t push me away

Just know you’re beautiful

Perfect you.

 I don’t know what it’s like to be you

I know logic won’t work for you

I’ve been there years ago

I’m not sorry for caring about you

I’m just sorry for what’s happening to you

But you’re still all I want

I hope you can get better

Overcome all these awful crap.

 I say for you to think positive

All you do is crying instead

You seem so paranoid

But I know how it feels

Know you’re not alone

I’m here and I’m real

By your side, it’s a deal.

 Don’t push me away

You know I love you

Don’t push me away

Hug me if you want

Don’t push me away

You don’t even have to talk

Don’t push me away

Just know you’re beautiful

Perfect you.

 Don’t push me away

You know I love you

Don’t push me away

Hug me if you want

Don’t push me away

You don’t even have to talk

Don’t push me away

Just know you’re beautiful

Perfect you.

 You think nobody loves you

But that’s not true

I’m here for you

You think you are all alone

But baby, I count as one

You want to push me away

Be alone again

Drown in the deep end

You want to try to jump

You’ll be the girl in the dress

Who had only one aim                      

To fall of the cliff

I’m glad to be here to stop you

Be your rock, all you ever need.

 Don’t push me away

You know I love you

Don’t push me away

Hug me if you want

Don’t push me away

You don’t even have to talk

Don’t push me away

Just know you’re beautiful

Perfect you.”

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All my love (I’m not your friend)

Hello, dear friends. This is actually a goodbye post, for now. Well, I guess until Christmas. College starts tomorrow and I’m not feeling it, life sucks. But I didn’t want to leave y’all without a song and even though I’m busy and this will probably be my last post of a song before Christmas, it’s something. This song is called ALL MY LOVE (I’M NOT YOUR FRIEND). It’s about that friend/lover type of relationship where y’all say you’re friends to each other but one feels more like loving the other. This is basically about someone I had in my life, whom I have loved since I met her and still she thought I was her friend, when I was never just that. I hope you guys can relate or that y’all like it. Leave your comments and opinions, you know I appreciate those very much. I’m grateful for everything. Life is beautiful!

Much love,

Xx

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“There was a time I loved to love you

I only wanted you, nothing more

You made me happy all alone

But then you broke me, inside out

Still, I’m not sorry for loving you

How do you feel about breaking my heart?                                              

 It was perfect, everything we had

Now I just wanna forget

Don’t want to remember anything

Now I just wanna move on

How do I do that?

How do I do that?

 My phone still lights up with your name on it

I get infuriated and then smile real big

You think you’re my friend and can take away all my love

But baby, listen to me, all my love is not yours

I’m not giving it to you, no

You had it and lost it, said you didn’t want it

I know somebody else deserves it

But I can’t help but still be in love with you

What do I do?

All my love is where I didn’t want it to be

What do I do?

Somebody else should receive

All my love, all my love, baby.

How do I move on?

 I’m not your friend

Friends wouldn’t feel sparks in a simple touch

You thought I was

But friends wouldn’t fall in love with your laugh

And you think I still am

But I’m so tired of this, I just wanna forget

Move on and feel the way I deserve.

 I’m not your friend

I was always in love with you

I wanted something you could not give

But I’m not sorry for loving you.

 It was perfect, everything we had

Now I just wanna forget

Don’t want to remember anything

Now I just wanna move on

How do I do that?

How do I do that?

 My phone still lights up with your name on it

I get infuriated and then smile real big

You think you’re my friend and can take away all my love

But baby, listen to me, all my love is not yours

I’m not giving it to you, no

You had it and lost it, said you didn’t want it

I know somebody else deserves it

But I can’t help but still be in love with you

What do I do?

All my love is where I didn’t want it to be

What do I do?

Somebody else should receive

All my love, all my love, baby.

How do I move on?

 I’m not your friend

You should believe me when I say

Friends wouldn’t love you like I did, do

And friends wouldn’t be asked to let you go

Friends wouldn’t feel their heart beat

Every time they looked at you

Friends wouldn’t cry like I did

When I set you free for you to be happy

With the one you could love in return.

 It was perfect, everything we had

Now I just wanna forget

Don’t want to remember anything

Now I just wanna move on

How do I do that?

How do I do that?

 My phone still lights up with your name on it

I get infuriated and then smile real big

You think you’re my friend and can take away all my love

But baby, listen to me, all my love is not yours

I’m not giving it to you, no

You had it and lost it, said you didn’t want it

I know somebody else deserves it

But I can’t help but still be in love with you

What do I do?

All my love is where I didn’t want it to be

What do I do?

Somebody else should receive

All my love, all my love, baby.

How do I move on?

 You don’t deserve all my love (all my love).”

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Words

Hi. The next song is named WORDS! Of course, it talks about words. Hope you like it.

Love,

Xx

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“In the morning, sun shining

The wind blowing

The clouds flying

Silence was all that remained,

Silence was all that remained.

 Silence is dangerous

It gives you time and space

To turn your thoughts into demons

To hate being inside your skin.

 On the contrary, words are beautiful

Words, words and nothing more

So powerful, full of love, of pain

So full of feelings, negativity, animosity

It doesn’t really matter

Words are a language, magic

Words are the gate to heaven.

 Words, words, words

 Words are weapons

Use them wisely

Words are swords

They shine so brightly

That’s why I love words

They hold so much

So many fears

So many trust

So many memories.

 Without words, you wouldn’t be able to read

I wouldn’t be able to write

How would you express what you feel?

If not by making it real?

 Words, words, words

 Words are weapons

Use them wisely

Words are swords

They shine so brightly

That’s why I love words

They hold so much

So many fears

So many trust

So many memories.

 People say words mean nothing

But they ain’t right

They mean nothing to them

But everything to me.

 Words, words, words

The words in my mouth

Words, words, words

The chords in my guitar

Words, words, words

The beats of my heart

Words, words, words

Make it easier.

 Words are the blood in my veins

No contradiction, of course they can fail

But don’t you love to hear

“Good morning”

“I love you baby”

“Have a good day”

“Glad you’re okay”.

 Words are weapons

Use them wisely

Words are swords

They shine so brightly

That’s why I love words

They hold so much

So many fears

So many trust

So many memories.

 It’s about the intention

Not the words themselves

It’s about the real feeling they’re trying to express

But words are human like everything else

And they fall and fail and crawl back again.

 Words, words, words

All my memories

Words, words, words

Made up all this amazing stories

Words, words, words

They’re the mirror to our souls

They can be liars

But so are you.

 Words are weapons

Use them wisely

Words are swords

They shine so brightly

That’s why I love words

They hold so much

So many fears

So many trust

So many memories.

 Words, words, words

Make it beautiful

Words, words, words

Are meaningful

Words, words, words

Can make you strong

Can make you cry

Shed a tear, say goodbye

Can make you happy

Can give you joy

Can make you love

Can make you hate

Words can

Make you feel…

Real.

 They are the music

You love to hear

They are the secret

Of a thousand years’ prayer

They can be guns

If you use them wrong

But they will be wonderful

If you use them right

To make others strong

To share your opinion

To be more than just someone.

 Words, words, words

 Words are weapons

Use them wisely

Words are swords

They shine so brightly

That’s why I love words

They hold so much

So many fears

So many trust

So many memories.

 Words, words, words”

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Bottled Up

Hey, everyone. I should’ve come here sooner, I know. But I’ve been busy and I guess I will be busy forever. No, I’m just kidding, but college starts in a few days and I feel like I haven’t really been her this summer, so I’m sorry. Right now, I’m just gonna post this new song... called BOTTLED UP. It was written a while ago so don’t be alarmed or anything. I hope y’all like it. I’ll see what I can do and how much stuff I can post before summer is over. See ya :) I’m grateful!

LOVE

Xx

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“It’s like watching the train going away

When you should’ve been inside it…

It’s like missing all you ever longed for…

It’s just a stain in my scared heart…

All the dreams, all the fears

All the hopes, all the tears

The words I never said

Wounds so real.

 I don’t know how I feel

It’s like I’m a walking time bomb

Waiting to explode.

The pain carved in my heart

It hurts like the clouds on a rainy day

The feelings it hosts

Hide behind the high wall around.

The thoughts in my head

Are still bottled up, bottled up.

How do I pour them out?

They’re still bottled up, bottled up.

 I’m just waiting for the day I crack

For my heart is already broken

My brain is still looking for trouble

Making me feel confused

Like I’m numb while feeling

Everything so very deeply.

 How can I erase the pain

If my face keeps getting stained?

I’m hurting inside

My flames keep fighting

But I feel like drowning.

How can I not sink

If all I feel is misery?

How can I keep going

If I can’t even explain how I feel?

How do I get better

If I can’t even breathe?

How can I overcome it?

 I don’t know how I feel

It’s like I’m a walking time bomb

Waiting to explode.

The pain carved in my heart

It hurts like the clouds on a rainy day

The feelings it hosts

Hide behind the high wall around.

The thoughts in my head

Are still bottled up, bottled up.

How do I pour them out?

They’re still bottled up, bottled up.

 I don’t know how I feel

It’s like I’m a walking time bomb

Waiting to explode.

The pain carved in my heart

It hurts like the clouds on a rainy day

The feelings it hosts

Hide behind the high wall around.

The thoughts in my head

Are still bottled up, bottled up.

How do I pour them out?

They’re still bottled up, bottled up.                        

 I thought I could win this strife

But I’m alone and terrified

I can’t even ask for help,

I don’t know how to reach out

All I know now

Is that if you had a gun pointed at my brains

I’d tell you to press the trigger

And end my sorrow

Just like that.

 I don’t know how I feel

It’s like I’m a walking time bomb

Waiting to explode.

The pain carved in my heart

It hurts like the clouds on a rainy day

The feelings it hosts

Hide behind the high wall around.

The thoughts in my head

Are still bottled up, bottled up.

How do I pour them out?

They’re still bottled up, bottled up.”

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All I Know (I’m an Idiot)

Hey again, guys! So, do you all remember when I said I still had Camren songs to post here? Well, don’t kill me but this is one of them. I don’t know which POV you think it is but for your info, I wrote it from Camila’s. Again, don’t hate me. They inspire me sometimes and I write and I think that’s beautiful. So, this song is named ALL I KNOW (I’M AN IDIOT) and again, for your info, it was written before C left the band. Okay, so I hope y’all like it. Leave your opinion, you know I’m grateful. I’ll post something soon.

Love,

Xx

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“I’m sorry for being an idiot

I just thought that I could be yours

I’m sorry for being an idiot

I thought you wanted me to be yours

Cause I still remember…

Yeah I still remember…

All . we . had

Do you remember?

Do you remember?

The times we’ve spent together

Together

I was so stupid to think it could last forever

To think it could last forever.

 So let me say it all again

I’m sorry for being an idiot

I’m sorry for breaking your heart (you’re all I want)

I’m sorry for hurting you

When all I wanted was to be by your side

By your side.

 I’m sorry for being an idiot

But your love is all I know

But your love is all I know

But your love is all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know

Your love is all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know

You are all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know

You are all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know.

 I just want you to know

I just want you to see

That I still love you so

That we still could be.

 Don’t you remember?

Don’t you remember how we used to be?

Can’t you see that when I look in your eyes you are more than just somebody?

You are my soulmate

And I’m more like

Somebody you used to love

Back in another reality.

I’m sorry for being an idiot

But your love is all I know

But your love is all I know

But your love is all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know

Your love is all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know

You are all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know

You are all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know.

 Do you remember how you used to look at me?

Do you remember us when we were happy?

Do you remember how we used to be?

Long laughs, strong hugs, free souls, real love…

 Maybe I screwed it up

When I told you how I felt.

Maybe you were scared

Of us being more than friends.

Maybe there’s still hope

That we could work.

Or maybe I’m just scared

Of you being all I know.

 I’m sorry for being an idiot

But your love is all I know

But your love is all I know

But your love is all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know

Your love is all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know

You are all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know

You are all I know

All I know

All I know

All I know.”

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Stardust

Hello, people. As promised, soon is now. Next week, I’m gonna go holidays so I don’t think I’ll be able to post anything. This one song I’m posting is called STARDUST and talks about us, as humans and something else. It’s kinda cosmic. It was written last summer and I love it. I hope y’all like it. Leave your comments, opinions, likes, suggestions, whatever. I appreciate it all. 

With much love,

Xx

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“The universe is a mystery

But aren’t as well you and me?

We know nothing of it

Yet we still dream of a beautiful paradise

Of the sun and the moon

Being in love, so inopportune.

 All the planets align

When I see galaxies in your eyes

Then I believe I found my match

Can’t deny all the feelings that I catch.

 Maybe we’re from the same star

Maybe we have been together before

Maybe that’s why we both shine the same color

And share the same beating heart

Maybe we’re just stardust (dust, dust)

Maybe we’re just stardust (dust, dust)

The remaining of another time

Maybe we’re just stardust (dust, dust)

Stardust, aren’t we all?

 Should we even question where we come from?

I’m a proton and you’re an electron

Figuratively meaning, all I am saying

But quarks make us feel the same insane energy

Energy when it’s just you and me

Could we come from the same neutron star?

Or are we the leftovers of a comets’ war?

 I’m the dark, you’re the light

That’s the reason why

We perceive the same horizon

We share the same reason

For all we do know

We can even come from a crash with another planet

Maybe our atoms come from Mercury

Maybe they even come from Mars

But when it’s just you and me

All that matters is that we are stars

Stardust, stardust, stardust.

 All the planets align

When I see galaxies in your eyes

Then I believe I found my match

Can’t deny all the feelings that I catch.

 Maybe we’re from the same star

Maybe we have been together before

Maybe that’s why we both shine the same color

And share the same beating heart

Maybe we’re just stardust (dust, dust)

Maybe we’re just stardust (dust, dust)

The remaining of another time

Maybe we’re just stardust (dust, dust)

Stardust, aren’t we all?

 Maybe we’re from the same star

Maybe we have been together before

Maybe that’s why we both shine the same color

And share the same beating heart

Maybe we’re just stardust (dust, dust)

Maybe we’re just stardust (dust, dust)

The remaining of another time

Maybe we’re just stardust (dust, dust)

Stardust, aren’t we all?”

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Reaching out

Hi, everyone. How are y’all? I’m okay, thank you :) Here’s a new song... called REACHING OUT. It’s about being in a bad place, it was written last summer. I hope you like it. Comment and leave your opinions. I’m grateful & I��ll post as soon as I can.

With love (what else?),

Xx

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“Somewhere between before and after

The present encounters a challenge

Somewhere between day and night

I fell in a dark hole unnoticed

Somewhere between all that I wanted

I got my worst nightmare

I don’t wanna go back,

I don’t wanna go back.

 Who told me to live life like a fairytale?

I was supposed to have learned the first time around

Happiness only ends in sorrow

Hope is misery’s knight on a shining armor.

 Hold my hand and give all your love (support)

This is me reaching out

Acknowledging the fact I can’t do it alone

This is me reaching out, reaching out for you

Hold my hand and tell me it’s gonna be okay

I can’t wait another day

Hold my hand and push me up

Don’t let me sink into the dark

Help me up

This is me reaching out

Reaching out.

 Then again, here I am

Depressed and full of dreams

Still going, still living

Trying to be strong

Trying to hold on

Holding the tears back

Trynna get me fears out of my head

Then again, here I am

Drowning in uncertainty and so afraid

So afraid of what might happen

Drowning in desperation

Of a tumbling down world.

 Hold my hand and give all your love

This is me reaching out

Acknowledging the fact I can’t do it alone

This is me reaching out, reaching out for you

Hold my hand and tell me it’s gonna be okay

I can’t wait another day

Hold my hand and push me up

Don’t let me sink into the dark

Help me up

This is me reaching out

Reaching out.

 Hold my hand and give all your love (support)

This is me reaching out

Acknowledging the fact I can’t do it alone

This is me reaching out, reaching out for you

Hold my hand and tell me it’s gonna be okay

I can’t wait another day

Hold my hand and push me up

Don’t let me sink into the dark

Help me up

This is me reaching out

Reaching out.

 I never thought I’d be here

Not again, not a second time around

For such different reasons

I blew out the fire

Now, where’s the light?

I can’t see my way amongst the dark.

 What did I do to deserve this?

What actions led to these awful consequences?

I don’t know, I don’t, I don’t

I don’t think I should be suffering like this

Ooh this strife will have no end

I can only wait for better days

Better days.

 Hold my hand and give all your love

This is me reaching out

Acknowledging the fact I can’t do it alone

This is me reaching out, reaching out for you

Hold my hand and tell me it’s gonna be okay

I can’t wait another day

Hold my hand and push me up

Don’t let me sink into the dark

Help me up

This is me reaching out

Reaching out.”

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Cracking bones Exploding lungs Dripping blood Covering ears Hearing voices Hiding fears Holding tears Shaking hands Aching pains Every day.

Under The Hood (I, taken from black poetry).