#underlying crush

[joethetoonfanandoutcast]

I requested this from EPMIXReturns last year, back when my enthusiasm and hope were high. It wasn't completed until today.

Basically, this is Suki experiencing what Meg felt about Herc, hiding a possible secret crush on Buster (unless Illumination says otherwise), and the other girls notice, deciding to egg her on about it.

[faaun]

the way that diff languages sound r so fascinating they're all different and all so vivid

[rragnaroks]

hello. it is i, your friendly neighbourhood goblin that pops up every now and then to scream about something new.

i love damien haas.

this has been a psa.

[craneboys]

this came to me during work today

[queerstudiesnatural]

seeing teenage gays out and about, holding hands and laughing and everything is SO healing. each new sighting puts a new bandaid on my inner queer child

[daylighteclipsed]

when the cartoon got a pair of siblings that live with their eccentric elder guardian and get into wacky supernatural adventures in their weird town

[maybe-boys-do-love]

Aof Noppharnach series really depend on the actors conveying that beneath whatever antics they’re getting up to, they are carrying around at least fifteen years of grief and sadness

[shoplifting]

bakudeku is just reguri for abled, low support needs, and no media literacy people

[magical-misfit]

Everyone say it with me: just because someone opposes our PC’s actions does not mean they are going to end up being a villain

[oh-cramity-its-amity]

its so weird to read some of my old fics (do NOT do it but i'm just being hypothetical rn) and reading it. like who even was this person?? i completely was in a haze back in 2020. i literally was posting 3 chapters a day. A DAY. what in the WORLD was that shit.

anyway i remembered some STUPID sappy shit and i didnt remember if i'd put it into a fic or not BUT I FOUND IT.

She and Hope had been dating in secret for months anyway, and any attempt to go talk to Ryan only filed her disposition of displeasure upon knowing that she couldn’t tell anyone, Molly especially, it destroyed herself mentally. They couldn’t really go anywhere near the school, always having to lie to everyone about having projects together when Molly wasn’t around them. It’d consisted with 9 PM - 2 AM intervals of being able to actually see each other. Hope would sneak through her small bedroom window with a portable record player and whatever she had gotten from the vintage record store downtown, and Amy would always fall asleep around eleven because of her internal clock. She would always wake up to find a single sticky note stuck on the edge of her desk whenever she woke up to her alarm the next morning. One of them, Amy still had tucked inside of her phone case, a heavily detailed human heart, with blue and red ink sketched onto a neon pink sticky note, there was a caption that headed the small paper reading the phrase over every now and again makes her almost melt every time. “You have my heart.”

yeah idk why the fuck but i thought of this fucking idea again today and i was like "omg did i ever put that heart note thing in a fic???" yeah you fucking did.

all that to say ME AND WHO???? imagine. thats so fucking.... RAHHHH.

[wildflowercryptid]

this dlc was created by committee to specifically drive me coo-coo bananas. and it's working pretty well.

[krytus]

me when i try to force the christian dichotomy of good and evil into nature itself

[random2908]

In other news, hit my first bit of (benevolent) sexism at the job this week.

I was telling an older scientist--one of the managers, but not one of my managers--that I didn’t like the limitations of some of the software that came with a certain device. So I’d assigned myself the project of writing my own Labview software for it--meaning if he wanted to take my lasers for the afternoon, I had another little project I could spend my time on instead, nbd. Cue discussion, which I’ve now had a couple times in the past few weeks I guess, of yes the company does seem to have a (very old, but sort-of working) Labview license, and yes I’m fairly experienced at programming in Labview, and am happy to take on little quality-of-life projects to automate lab equipment like this in my spare time. Stuff the real programmers at the company would never have time for, but that makes people’s lives a little easier as they work.

Anyway, he was very impressed that I was confident in Labview--a lot of people can use it a little bit, but few people are comfortable in it. He thought maybe the license was originally purchased several years ago when he wanted one of his assistants to learn it and then teach him; said assistant apparently only ever sort of managed to get anywhere with it, and never to the point where he could teach it. I said yeah, at my old job I managed to get about 80% of the way through automating our prototype using a mix of Labview and Python. He said [the other woman scientist at the company, who is one of the lower managers] is good at Python and is teaching it to him, and he’s very excited that now there’s someone who’s good at Labview, too, and maybe I could teach him? And, “this is why they say women are smarter than men!”

So, uh, yeah. Benevolent, and like I said, he’s a manager but he’s not my manager. You do get this from older guys sometimes, and it’s... really about the best you can expect, sometimes. But... when someone is willing to say this kind of thing, make this kind of distinction among the people they work with, who knows what they’re actually thinking, especially subconsciously, when they make decisions about assignments, recommendations, etc.

[compatiissante]

"... v-necks are lit." maya, shut up.

[enchantedephiphany]

dream last night --

at some house with my sister, like a bnb or something -- there is a man there. he suddenly grabs me and I know what his intentions are. he holds me tight and I try to get away but can't. i grab the knife in my pocket and stab and stab him until he lets go. i stab him in the eye, chest-- takes a while for him to let go.

i feel guilty but i think, what choice did i have?

then i go to the closet where I would've hid if I could, and inside the closet it leads to a whole other part of the house, upstairs, to the rooms my great grandma lived in, which i never saw irl (mom told me about)

[jamicha]

HELP! I ACCIDENTALLY ENGAGED IN FANDOM DISCOURSE !

somebody made a comment i dont like but it REAKED of internalized homophobia to me and weird projection and i couldn't contain the beast (stop myself from reply) and i may or may not have been a bit harsh and pointed out that fact. oops. i dont regret it but now ive decided to take this stance indefinitely til the day i die and i will die on this hill

(psst my full thoughts are in the tags if you wanna like look or smth)