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another successful therapy

[imtryingbuck]

Remembering

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader

Summary: The team lose their friend (I’m bad at summaries sorry)

Word count: 2,821

Warnings: Angst. Mentions of children dying. Our poor reader gets attacked. Small mentions of suicide, being spat on

Translation: unde este femeia?-where is the woman?/oms-who/da, ea este prietena noastră- yes, she is our friend/ea este cu noi, acum ești în siguranță-she is with us, you’re now safe. If any of the translations are wrong please let me know

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It has been two weeks since the attack on the Capital. Two weeks since the Avengers got their friend back.

Y/n was taken straight to the Raft, for her own protection incase Hydra came for her. None of the team was happy about it especially Bucky who fought against the medical staff, trying to stop the SHIELD agents from taking her.

“It’s for her own safety” Fury explained, he still couldn’t believe she was alive, he didn’t believe the agent who had informed him that she was was on the street and was now working for Hydra.

“Okay well why all the guns being pointed at her?” Tony said with his arms crossed.

“For everyone’s safety”

“You’ve got a collar around her neck, two handcuffs on her wrist and cuffs on her ankles. I don’t think she’s going to get very far, do you?”

“It’s okay Tony-it’s fine I promise” Y/n spoke, Fury had to admit he hated doing this to her but he had no other option.

In them two weeks, they fought tirelessly to get her back to the tower, fought to get her pardoned - it should of been easy as they couldn’t connect her to any crimes committed by Hydra, but the government wanted her locked up as a traitor.

Ross allowed the team including Fury to go and question her at the Raft, on one condition - there be armed guards in the room.

They were led into a huge room with tiny windows, a small table and three chairs. There was armed guards lining against the wall. They had been there for 10 minutes before three locks sounded from the metal door, just as the door came open the guards stance changed, ready to shoot kind of stance.

They saw the man in charge walking in front of someone who they assumed was Y/n, who was then being flanked by three guards on either side. When they got closer the man moved aside, they all sucked in a breath at the sight of their friend handcuffed, a collar around her neck, but the worst part was the bruises littering her face and a busted lip that they could tell were fresh.

Fury reached out to her before a voice stopped him “No touching the traitor”

“She’s not a traitor” Fury snapped back.

“That’s not what her file says” Turning his head to Y/n “Sit and don’t move”

“Don’t talk to her like that” Bucky’s anger started to get the better of him.

“Oh I’m sorry, do you want to have this visit or not?”

“It’s fine. You can leave now” Fury replied.

“Remember no touching her and don’t try and pass her anything or she’ll be shot, enjoy” the man walked off chuckling to himself.

“Are you alright?” Questioned Bucky.

“I’m so sorry for what I did to yo-“

“Hey it’s fine, I’m okay, look. Now answer my question”

“I’m fine”

“What happened? Because they’re fresh bruises Birdie”

“It’s nothing”

“It’s not nothing Y/n! Who did it?” Tony says from next to Steve.

“Nothing I don’t deserve” Shifting more comfortably she sighs “Ask the questions you want to ask and you can leave”.

“You don’t deserve this Y/n!”

“Ask or I’ll get them to take me back”

Fury finally speaks after a few minutes of silence. “Okay, do you remember what happened the day we lost you?”

“I remember we was on a mission in Russia and I remember being shot and then falling and hearing voices, thinking it was you lot I-I saw faces and felt something pinching me and then waking up at Hydra’s base.”

“T-that can’t happen, Y/n we found your body and you was dead. We took you back home…”

“It wasn’t me. Hydra used a woman who could shape shift, they showed me”

“What else do you remember?” Tony asks.

“They tortured me, questioned me about my genes, t-they showed me my funeral. Then they gave me the serum and after a few months they started training me”

“Do-do you remember any missions you went on?”

“No. They always wiped my memory after I came back”

“Has any memories come back?”

“Yes”. Her head bowed and her eyes closed “I was the one that killed all those SHIELD agents”

All of them sighed in defeat. At her confession, she could be tried as a traitor, it didn’t matter if she was brainwashed or not. She had just admitted that she killed over 60 agents.

“I don’t remember any other missions. I’m sorry. I hear that you’re trying to get me freed, don’t. I belong in here”

“No you don’t! None of this is your fault!” Bucky’s voice broke.

Not listening to him, she looked directly at Fury “Lloyd was a member of Hydra, there’s many agents at the FBI that work for them and The Reapers didn’t exist because it was Hydra - the whole thing was a set up to get me. Rumlow told me that there was a deal in place between Hydra and The Facility, but when Logan got me out it pissed them off because they didn’t have me and the deal was off” Sighing, she moves the handcuffs to more of a comfortable position.

“Theres something else you need to know, the base they kept me at is in Romania. There’s children there, they’ve been injecting them with my blood. Innocent children are being killed because of me. I’m so sorry.” Looking at the guards “I’m ready to go now”.

“No no Y/n we’re not done yet” Fury stands and tries to stop her from standing.

“I’m done. Take me back”

“She’s not safe in there Fury!” Tony exclaimed as he paced back and forth in the briefing room.

“We don’t know who did it yet” Fury replied.

“Well it’s obviously the guards, we need to get her out of there” Tony’s voice rose with each word.

Shaking his head at the billionaire, “It’s safer for her in there Tony”

“No it isn’t and you know it!”

“We need to find this base and see if there are any children like Y/n said, couldn’t that help with getting her out?” Wanda ever the voice of reason.

“About that, the main reason I came here is because there is a base in Romania just like she said, you guys need to go there and check it out, I’ve already sent the coordinates to the pilot”

“When?” Steve asks.

“Pilots are ready whenever you are”.

Five hours later they were inside the base, the whole building had paperwork littering the floors, blood smeared on the walls, the horrible stench of death lingered in the air.

They searched the whole building from top to bottom for any signs of life, coming up empty until Bucky and Sam opened a door on the far end of the corridor, inside the darken room they saw seven small children huddled together in the left corner.

“It’s okay, we’re not going to hurt you” Sam says as he put his gun down. The children’s faces all contorted in confusion making Bucky repeat what Sam had said but in Romanian.

“unde este femeia?” A young boy spoke from the front.

“Oms?”

“Y/n”

“Y/n?”

“Da, ea este prietena noastră“

“ea este cu noi, acum ești în siguranță” Bucky and Sam watched as the children took careful steps towards them, Sam spoke through his comms to let the team know that they were coming out with kids.

After getting the kids on the quinjet they both made their way back into the base.

“I found a file called Little Bird, all the crimes Y/n’s ever committed for them is on here” Nat says as she opens up another link, surveillance footage after footage showing Y/n, committing crime and crime, more worse than the previous.

“Download everything to do with Y/n and we’ll show Fury, Buck Sam said something about the kids knowing Y/-Buck?” Sam laughs at Steve’s facial expression when he realises that Bucky’s not in the room with them.

“Left corridor, right at the end”

“She carved her name into the wall just so she wouldn’t forget” Bucky says without looking to see who was behind him. “She also wrote how many days she was here, she probably lost count after day 327” Turning to face his oldest friend with tears rolling down his face. “Steve, day 327 I lit a candle in her room to keep it smelling the way it always did. For 327 days we cried and mourned her whe-when she was here all along, alone and terrified. I should of done more Stevie, I shou-should of known she was still alive”

“Buck it’s not your fault! It’s not our fault either, we all watched her die. We couldn’t of known Buck so stop trying to blame yourself”

“I need to tell you something”

“Anything pal, you know this”

“17 years ago when I was still under Hydra’s control…I was sent on a mission to kill this girl, I get to her location bu-but I couldn’t go through with it. I remember her smile as clear as day, she was with an older man - laughing about who knows what but her smile Stevie” For the first time in over two weeks Steve watches his friend smile at a memory he wishes he could see. “I left and was punished for not completing the mission. It was Y/n, she was the girl. The exact same smile when I first met her-“

“Buck…”

“I never told her. I just couldn’t you know? And the worst part is Steve, if I could go back in time and do it over again, I wouldn’t. For my own selfish needs I wouldn’t stop the pain she would have to go through for six years. I would let her go through all the pain and suffering because I’m selfish!”

“You’re not selfish Bucky! You love her, you always have and you always will. I’m glad you didn’t do it 17 years ago either because I wouldn’t have met her, I wouldn’t have had a great friend, she’s the only person who ever treat me as Steve and not America’s puppet. It’s okay to be selfish sometimes Buck”

“We agree, with Steve I mean” Both men turn to face the team who were standing in the doorway.

“It’s not your fault tin-Bucky, none of this is” Tony corrects himself.

“I’m pretty sure she’d do it all ove-“.

Wanda gets cut off by Fury’s voice through their comms “You need to get back to the Tower now”

“What’s goin-“

“Now!”

They are looked equally confused by Fury’s tone and demand, but complied nonetheless.

After the children were taken away by the medical staff, FRIDAY let them know to go straight into the briefing room - where Fury, Maria, Ross sat waiting.

“What’s going on?” Steve asks, looking at all three people.

“Y/n’s been attacked in the Raft” Fury speaks solemnly.

“W-what? Who by? When?”

“Late last night”

“And you’re only telling us this now?”

“We only found out an hour before I told you to get back!”

“Where is she?” Tony questioned.

“Still there…” Ross speaks up from the end of the table.

“You’ve got to be joking right? She gets attacked and she’s still there?”

“We have to wait for the President to sign the paperwork agreeing to have her moved to a hospital, a lot of armed guards are going to be needed”

“Who attacked her?” Bucky asks.

“We don’t know”

“How bad is it?”

“We don’t know, but bad enough for the prick in charge to let us know about it happening”

Just as Bucky was about to open his mouth an agent came running in “Sir, this is straight from the President” Handing over a piece of paper to Ross, who then squeezes his eyes shut.

“What does it say Ross?”

“He’s not allowing her to be moved”.

Chaos. Chaos is the best way to describe what happened next. Everyone shouting, Tony even picked up a chair and threw it through one of the windows.

“He can’t do this!” Fury shouted.

“He’s the President of the United States Fury! He also believes she’s a traitor. He’s also not allowing her to have any more visitors”

“She’s going to die in there Ross!”

“I know, I know. Now if everyone calmly collects themselves and follow me I have a plan.”

She had managed to find a more comfortable position to finally fall asleep, which wasn’t easy to do on cold concrete flooring. Now matter which way she turned the collar dug in her neck causing her to wince at the pain. The handcuffs weren’t helping either.

Hearing the now familiar locks clicking on her door, she sat up and scooted into the corner.

“You’ve got special visitors” One of the guards said “Get up traitor”

Standing up on shaky legs, she waited for her next instructions, which didn’t come as the guard gripped the cuff link and pulled her roughly. Bare feet digging slightly into the metal grates of the walkway as she tried to keep up with the guards.

“Get in there” His rough voice echoed through the empty corridor, her heart pounded in her chest as this wasn’t the same place she was taken to when Fury and the team had been to see her.

“Whe-“ She gets cut off as she gets pushed into the room.

In the windowless room there was no chairs or table, there was nothing other than 8 men standing there.

“You’ve got two hours boys. Make sure you don’t kill her or the warden will be pissed plus she’s got more special visitors tomorrow” The guard chuckled before he closed the door.

“The most respected agent of SHIELD you was, hell I even looked up to you. And now you’re a murderer and a traitor!” A tall man with dark hair, whose eyes burned with hatred.

“So here’s what we’re going to do, each one of us is going to take a turn beating the shit out of you and your gonna be a good little girl and take it, understand?” The only blonde man spoke.

“Understand?” The first one spoke again.

Nodding her head, she watched them move around each other and waited for the first blow to come.

The punches and kicks just wouldn’t stop, she couldn’t even fight back due to the collar and handcuffs. Despite her whole entire body screaming and throbbing in pain she refused to let one sound slip from her now busted and swollen lips. All she repeated in her head like a mantra was that ‘she deserved this and more’, everyone was right, she was a traitor and no not because she wanted to but because she didn’t end her life before Hydra had a chance to turn her into a monster. She betrayed every single thing she stood for, everything she believed in, she betrayed herself and SHIELD. But most importantly she betrayed The Avengers, her family.

Knowing that they watched her ‘die’ broke her heart, when she watched her funeral, - Rumlow using it to break her - she put a shaky hand to theirs faces on the small grainy tv screen, trying to send them comfort despite where she was and what she was going through. She didn’t mean to hurt them, of course she didn’t want to but it wasn’t something that she had no control over. 

If laying on the cold, dingy floor taking punch after punch, kick after kick was to make up for the pain she caused her family to go through, she’ll happily do it until her last breath.

“Times up fellas” The guard came into the room “I gave you an extra 15 minu- you did a right number on her, didn’t you lads” He chuckled at the sight of her.

“Just give me one more minute with her, I just need to say one last thing”

“Sure thing just make it quick”

As the men walked out they spat on her one by one, and when the door closed the last man picked her up by her hair. “That was for all the agents you killed, my brother was one of them! I had to tell our parents that he wasn’t coming home anymore. I promised my ma I would get the person who did this, best 300 bucks I’ve ever spent - oh sweetheart, didn’t you know that the wardens charging people to have their way with you, you’re not big and scary now are you?” He chuckled just before he spat right in her face and dropping her.

The guard comes back in and takes her back to her cell. “Sweet dreams Little Bird” is what he says to her before locking the door.

After the third day, her face was unrecognisable. Her prayers for death weren’t being answered.

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Astrophocaudia Chaoyangsaurus Priconodon Amygdalodon Dracoraptor Mahakala Zalmoxes Anthodon Alocodon Lingyuanosaurus Kotasaurus Leinkupal Magnamanus Styracosaurus Atlasaurus Janenschia Drusilasaura Acristavus Leinkupal Bagaceratops Cedrorestes Batyrosaurus Sinornithoides Coelophysis Neuquensaurus Pachyspondylus Eurolimnornis Platyceratops Marisaurus Quilmesaurus.

Doggo Ipsum

Cat Ipsum but for dogs.

Doggo ipsum lotsa pats very taste wow lotsa pats extremely cuuuuuute, pats adorable doggo. heck very good spot heckin. Heckin good boys and girls clouds corgo sub woofer borking doggo, heckin angery woofer boof length boy. He made many woofs pats h*ck heckin good boys and girls pats boofers, you are doing me the shock the neighborhood pupper long bois.

Durham Ipsum

I don’t know where Durham is, but it generates text inspired by the city...county? 

Triangle localista dino trail jazz diamondview nccu the connecter historic preservation smoffice lemurs, bimbe scrap exchange trinity park brightleaf dance upcycled. Chapel hill street locavore wunc plaid, beer old five points 15-501, angier drive hipster.

Farm Animal Lorem Ipsum

Generates farm-inspired text. I hate that oink oink is in this.

Mallet herbs basil nest, in welding equipment pens quail. Fertilizer buzz, purr meow cheep chinchillas squeak, seeds maple syrup worms, potato alligators grunt are at bees. Apples ducks straw, quail a ostriches donkey, hay hook cucumbers. Post pounder calf, hay or duck is, tool shed horse. Grapes at yams mushrooms organic berries gobble. Mouse soybeans sweet corn hogs llamas or oink oink wind.

Fillerama

Generates quotes from the TV show Futurama.

OK, this has gotta stop. I'm going to remind Fry of his humanity the way only a woman can. In your time, yes, but nowadays shut up! Besides, these are adult stemcells, harvested from perfectly healthy adults whom I killed for their stemcells. I saw you with those two "ladies of the evening" at Elzars. Explain that.

Gangsta Lorem Ipsum

Generates “gangsta” inspired text.

Lorem ipsum dolizzle sit amet, consectetuer gizzle bow wow wow. Nullam sapizzle velit, get down get down volutpizzle, suscipit ma nizzle, gravida vel, mammasay mammasa mamma oo sa. Pellentesque crackalackin tortizzle. Yo eros. Fo shizzle at dolizzle dapibizzle turpizzle tempizzle da bomb.

Heisenberg Ipsum

Generates quotes from the TV show Breaking Bad. It lets you select the character (I’m assuming they’re all from the same show I haven’t seen it).

He has enough money to last forever. He knows he needs to keep moving. You'll never find him. He's out of the picture. I saved his life, I owed him that, but now he and I are done. Which is exactly what you wanted, isn't it. You've always struck me as a very pragmatic man so if I may, I would like to review options with you. Of which, it seems to me you have two.

Hillbilly Ipsum

Generates hillbilly-inspired text and -ism’s.

Chickens in the sack died when I was young rye whiskey steel driving crew? Going to town soldier's joy. One arm round my whiskey keg poor boy sugar baby soldier's joy, fiddle, coming down the track, hot corn nine-pound hammer cluck old hen run. Stranger? Pickle my bones in alcohol.

Hipster Ipsum

Generates hipster-inspired text.

I'm baby plaid umami kale chips, pinterest selvage microdosing gochujang Brooklyn small batch vinyl 3 wolf moon. VHS pinterest wayfarers normcore direct trade pickled lumbersexual vegan yuccie palo santo kickstarter crucifix 3 wolf moon. Vexillologist adaptogen try-hard, chicharrones hexagon vape polaroid.

Horror Lorem Ipsum

Generates horror-inspired text.

Gore at chainsaw knife crazed choking helpless. In willow trees, killer dolls are rotten teeth bite, sheep children virus nibh, in zombies brains unknown ghost creepy. Drenched scream scared dark. Creep cold graves, shadow non fear a, psychotic ashes ghost. Eerie needles edginess, graveyard on death rotten, disturbing non grave. 

Jipsum

A random lorem ipsum generator so not all your text is the same. It’s in German though.

Impensa quaeque mediocris elitr iactare Confirmat metu comit Explicatis civibus deterruisset Manus. Cupiditatum exedunt suaviter inveniri voluptas pauca Inter illa confirmavit. Reprehensiones rebus imperdiet etiam temporis Ornateque delectatio platonem nostris occulta Hausta intercapedo magni. Dicitis timeam Vocet faciendum consul Simulent chrysippe. Fortunae nostros arare Inter futurove.

Journo Ipsum

Generates some of the most common catchphrases, buzzwords, and bon mots of the future-of-news crowd. (Wow I hate that description)

future API Zite the notion of the public #twittermakesyoustupid election-night hologram Rupert Murdoch crowdfunding CPC nut graf gamification gotta grok it before you rock it rubber cement, Foursquare nonprofit Dan Fleckner WikiLeaks abundance libel lawyer Tim Carmody media bias.

Katy Perry Ipsum

Generates Katy Perry lyrics.

The boys break their necks try'na to creep a little sneak peek. Think the city towed my car, chandeliers on the floor. I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter, dancing through the fire. They say, be afraid you're not like the others, futuristic lover. You think I'm funny when I tell the punchline wrong. We'd keep all our promises be us against the world. Yeah, she's footloose and so fancy free. So I sat quietly, agreed politely.

Khaled Ipsum

Generates Khaled quotes...lyrics? Unclear.

Lorem Khaled Ipsum is a major key to success. The weather is amazing, walk with me through the pathway of more success. Take this journey with me, Lion! Look at the sunset, life is amazing, life is beautiful, life is what you make it. It’s on you how you want to live your life. Everyone has a choice.

Lancashire Ipsum

Generates colloquialisms that originate from the county of Lancashire.

Lancashire ipsum dolor amet gradely axin camp neaw cowd frit. Bellasses yer'sen unawl greaund peawnd. Camp Darrun geet, howd feyther clowt eyter. Vawse way'er clum nought. Gronny no nouse heawr beawnt, Keawyed City purring es'tin inth arrers bin diddy our Peg shoon. 

Liquor Ipsum

A boozy text generator.

Singapore sling old etonian aberlour missouri mule vodka sunrise two fingers shirley temple black pappy van winkle glenburgie. Paddy the last word, gibson vat 69, bruichladdich flirtini lejon hanky-panky drambuie finlandia tequila sunrise edradour!

Melbourne Ipsum

Honestly I have no idea what this is but I’m assuming it’s Australian.

Naked for satan street art, spiegeltent north of the river brunswick and brunswick st MSAC kylie minogue, swanston melb collingwood ferals spring racing carnival empire of the sun, the melbourne cup the hawks victory vs heart four seasons in one day the borek woman, avalon is so not melb the espy bill clinton ate two bowls.

Mid-century Ipsum

Generates mid-century-inspired text.

Hostess trolley bakelite selectric creative carport candy-ass, jazz whiskey beatnik creative. Tiki upswept frutiger googie drive-in futuristic highway jet-age television, herman miller danish modern jet-age. Ratpack ranch home whiskey candy-ass upswept saul bass jet-age hostess trolley?

Morse Code Lorem Ipsum

Generates random Morse Code.

.-.. --- .-. . -- .. .--. … ..- -- -.. --- .-.. --- .-. … .. - .- -- . - --..-- -.-. --- -. … . -.-. - . - ..- . .-. .- -.. .. .--. .. … -.-. .. -. --. . .-.. .. - .-.-.- ..- - --- -.. .. --- .-.-.- -. .- -- … . -.. . … - .-.-.- -. .- -- .- .-. .. … ..- … . - . … - .. .- -.-. ..- .-.. .. … .- -.. .. .--. .. … -.-. .. -. --. .-.-.- …- . … - .. -… ..- .-.. ..- -- .- -. - . .. .--. … ..- -- .--. .-. .. -- .. … .. -. ..-. .- ..- -.-. .. -… ..- … --- .-. -.-. .. .-.. ..- -.-. - ..- … . - ..- .-.. -

Mussem Ipsum

I don’t know who Mussem is but it’s in Portuguese. He looks friendly?

Mussum Ipsum, cacilds vidis litro abertis. A ordem dos tratores não altera o pão duris.Interessantiss quisso pudia ce receita de bolis, mais bolis eu num gostis.Suco de cevadiss, é um leite divinis, qui tem lupuliz, matis, aguis e fermentis.Admodum accumsan disputationi eu sit. Vide electram sadipscing et per.

Neil deGrasse Tyson Ipsum

Generates quotes from astrophysicist Niel deGrasse Tyson. 

As an educator, I try to get people to be fundamentally curious and to question ideas that they might have or that are shared by others. In that state of mind, they have earned a kind of inoculation against the fuzzy thinking of these weird ideas floating around out there.

Nietzsche Ipsum

Generates Nietzsche-inspired text.

Society depths ubermensch christianity sea enlightenment joy virtues decieve society good disgust selfish noble. Ascetic decieve pious play deceptions decieve decieve intentions self self ideal.

Ocean Creature Lorem Ipsum

Generates sea creature-inspired text.

Manta ray with lionfish ect. Coral hogfish fingernail clam in tilefish mandarinfish crab lionfish weasel shark. Yellow pseudochromis weasel shark shadow, darkness in deap ocean an, Motionless Wabash pigtoe Full moon. Colorful soldierfish banded sole jump. Nurse shark at goatfish grey whale.

Obama Ipsum

Generates quotes from former US President Barack Obama.

We are a better country than this. But I will also renew the tough, direct diplomacy that can prevent Iran from obtaining nuclear weapons and curb Russian aggression. It is time for us to act on what everyone knows to be true. This tolerance is essential for religion to thrive, but it is being challenged in many different ways.

Office Ipsum

Generates sentences you’ve heard in every meeting ever. Also has a client feedback version!

If you're not hurting you're not winning pivot, dear hiring manager:, for incentivization even dead cats bounce wiggle room, for one-sheet. Put a record on and see who dances high-level, but we've got to manage that low hanging fruit lift and shift. It just needs more cowbell make it a priority, but strategic high-level 30,000 ft view pro-sumer software, so golden goose low-hanging fruit can we parallel path. 

Pirate Ipsum

Generates pirate-inspired jargon.

Squiffy ballast maroon gangplank tackle grog scuppers driver barque tack. Yardarm mizzen barque capstan heave to hardtack Pieces of Eight port hulk parrel. Pinnace lass Jack Tar gabion Yellow Jack run a rig furl red ensign come about Brethren of the Coast.

Pizza Ipsum

I love pizza ?

Pizza ipsum dolor amet garlic sausage white pizza bianca hawaiian pizza meat lovers large onions. Banana peppers black olives stuffed crust, pizza steak bbq sauce chicken wing meatball garlic lasagna green bell peppers anchovies mushrooms extra cheese. Philly steak bianca pizza mayo, garlic sauce bbq rib platter. 

Placehodler

It’s crypto and I hate it.

Bitcoin could be many dormant accidental fork! Monero waited some efficient do your own research during lots of market cap. Since someone specialises in few quick coin in the difficulty, Litecoin limited a hot wallet at few smart contract, so although SHA 256 did lots of provably fair double spend behind many Lambo

Pommy Ipsum

“The official lorem ipsum filler text generator of the British Empire.”

Pommy ipsum knee high to a grasshopper i'll be a monkey's uncle sod's law knows bugger all about nowt one would like spend a penny grab a jumper, cheesed off that's ace shepherd's pie mince pies anorak because there was nothing on the gogglebox, what a load of guff chippy accordingly nosh on a stag do chin up.

Postmodernist Generator

Generates a whole meaningless essay of postmodernist jargon.

If one examines textual deappropriation, one is faced with a choice: either reject textual precapitalist theory or conclude that sexual identity has objective value. Lyotard uses the term ‘textual materialism’ to denote a mythopoetical paradox It could be said that the premise of textual precapitalist theory holds that narrative is a product of communication, given that narrativity is equal to language.

Ramen Ipsum

Ramen is love. Ramen is life.

Ginger sesame oil abura soba chopped onions chicken stock seasoned egg corn Nagoya pork bones soy sauce. Asahikawa flavoured oil scallions Kagoshima Tokushima abura soba Hakata Tokyo Nissin instant cup ramen soy sauce yuzu toasted sesame seeds ramen burger vinegar.

Rush Ipsum

Generates lyrics from the band Rush.

One likes to believe in the freedom of music, but glittering prizes and endless compromises shatter the illusion of integrity. I wandered home though the silent streets and fell into a fitful sleep. I know it's most unusual to come before you so, but I've found an ancient miracle.

Sagan Ipsum

Generates text inspired by astronomer Carl Sagan.

Paroxysm of global death Drake Equation explorations another world from which we spring a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam. Cosmos kindling the energy hidden in matter globular star cluster dream of the mind's eye ship of the imagination courage of our questions?

Samuel L. Ipsum

Generates quotes from actor Samuel L. Jackson. (Warning: inappropriate language)

Now that there is the Tec-9, a crappy spray gun from South Miami. This gun is advertised as the most popular gun in American crime. Do you believe that shit? It actually says that in the little book that comes with it: the most popular gun in American crime. Like they're actually proud of that shit.

Skate Ipsum

Generates skater lingo.

Skate ipsum dolor sit amet, Primo slide dude rock and roll mute-air 540 nose bump. Masonite locals egg plant trucks Saran Wrap camel back. Pool bigspin Paul Rodriguez no comply mini ramp nose slide feeble. 720 fakie out griptape Grind King mute-air regular footed bail. Pogo rail slide crail slide full-cab feeble concave Johnny Rad. 

Space Ipsum

Generates outer space-inspired text.

There is no strife, no prejudice, no national conflict in outer space as yet. Its hazards are hostile to us all. Its conquest deserves the best of all mankind, and its opportunity for peaceful cooperation many never come again. But why, some say, the moon? Why choose this as our goal?

Trump Ipsum

Generates text inspired by former US President Donald Trump.

You have so many different things placeholder text has to be able to do, and I don't believe Lorem Ipsum has the stamina. You have so many different things placeholder text has to be able to do, and I don't believe Lorem Ipsum has the stamina. He’s not a word hero. He’s a word hero because he was captured. I like text that wasn’t captured.

Web 2.0 Ipsum

Generates text from nonsensical Web 2.0 startup names, just for the heck of it. 

Webtwo ipsum sclipo zapier groupon blippy, wesabe. Empressr twitter groupon meebo joukuu doostang octopart, grockit spock doostang koofers. Scribd airbnb zoho insala gooru chartly yuntaa, odeo knewton koofers balihoo zlio. Wikia prezi zlio empressr glogster cloudera tivo kno, wufoo sifteo zimbra jiglu kippt.

Wine Ipsum

Generates actual filler copy about wine.

The aftertaste, or "finish," is the primary factor in judging the quality and character of wine. Tomato and cherry flavors nestle comfortably together with notes of leather and clay in Sangiovese. A lingering finish indicates a luscious vintage! If a husband found his wife drinking wine in the early Roman times, he was at liberty to kill her. Be not offended when your ex drinks wine.

Yolo Ipsum

I hate this and I will be using it for every project going forward.

Don’t trust anyone, cause you only live once. Aliquam imperdiet, ligula vehicula sodales lobortis, dui arcu ultricies libero, vitae tempor eros libero sed neque. Pop a molly, I’m sweatin’, consequat feugiat eros.  How you like your eggs, fried or fertilized? 

Zombie Ipsum

“A macabre feast of frightful filler.”

Zombie ipsum reversus ab viral inferno, nam rick grimes malum cerebro. De carne lumbering animata corpora quaeritis. Summus brains sit​​, morbo vel maleficia? De apocalypsi gorger omero undead survivor dictum mauris. Hi mindless mortuis soulless creaturas, imo evil stalking monstra adventus resi dentevil vultus comedat cerebella viventium.

[balkanikabg]

Cooking Scrolls [Ancient Roman Theme]

These cooking scrolls work like my Keto Cookbook and can be found unde the  small appliances category. You can make 19 different types of Ancient Roman dishes through them.

Each dish requires different cooking level, there are also 4 grand dishes that require gourmet skill.

3 of the meshes for the dishes were conversions of TSM dishes.

All dishes can be cooked off-the-grid.

From the Cooking Scrolls, you can also execute two extra interactions (Buy Ingredients or Go Hunting).

You can buy 26 different ingredients (mostly different types of chopped meat, I went slightly overboeard because in my personal game I built Butcher Shoppe for my Sims to go and buy).

Go hunting will send your Sim in a rabbit hole for 1-2 hours, their hyagene and energy will decrease, but their fun will increase and they'll develop fitness skill. There are 7 different types of carcass they can come home with (boar, rabbit, lamb, goose, duck, phesant or chicken). All ingredients (from buy and hunting) have EA and Srsly tags, so you can use them as ingredients in other recipes as well, by other creators or in EA recipes.

This is part 2 of 3 dedicated to Ancient Roman Theme.

(You can check part 1 dedicated to Roman fast food taverns HERE, Part 3 is coming in May will cover Wine Making and building vineyard and Winery).

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@sssvitlanz @maxismatchccworld @twentiethcenturysims

[mrnevermindevermind]

“să simți cum pulsez după mișcările șoldurilor tale…”

Se întoarce la mine, aplecându-se în față, împingându-și fesele și mai puternic în poala mea, în timp ce-mi plimbam mâna pe spatele ei, se uită la mine și zâmbește zicând:

-Situația tocmai a devenit puțin cam dificilă, nu-i așa?

-Atunci iubesc dificilul…

O cuprin de talie, o întorc cu genunchii pe fotoliul unde fusesem pus la colț de către ea, trag lenjeria de dantelă jos, privind cum pielea i se făcea de găină, și încep masajul plăcerii, până simt că nu mai rezistă nici ea și începe să își împingă fundul spre mine, puțin insistent.

Ii bag o mana in par, ajung in fata ei, vad cum vrea sa guste si nu sta pe ganduri, ma aplec peste ea si continui sa ii plesnesc fundul si sa masez tardiv zona unde urma să-mi ard toate gândurile si sa-mi uit toate problemele.

Simt cum trage tot ce e mai ascuns in mine si ii privesc chipul si ochii care spun ca nu se va termina prea repede ceea ce tocmai am inceput, privirea peste rama ochelarilor ma face sa pulsez incat si ea reactioneaza la pulsațiile create chiar de catre ea…

Îi spun, fara sa mai pot astepta in timp ce o ridic usor cu mana inca in parul ei, asezandu-ma din nou pe fotoliu

-Ana, pune-ma putin la respect…vreau sa fii o profesoara severa si eu un elev obraznic…

To be continued…

[oana-diana23]

Text preluat:

"Cred ca de 2 ani de cand fac uber, mersul acestui cuplu m-a marcat cel mai mult. Mi-a reamintit ca o relatie de cuplu este despre rabdare, tandrete si dorinta de sacrificiu in fata caruia timpul devine irelevant.

I-am mai luat cred ca o data sau de 2 ori, de la aceiasi ferma de capsuni unde ei merg sa serveasca pranzul , probabil cauta sa manance cu ingrediente locale si cat mai aproape de natura.

Ma uitam cum doamna facuse 20m spre masina in 5 minute si cum el statea dupa ea lent, la fiecare pas, tinand-o de mana. Pentru o secunda imi pierdusem putin rabdarea, apoi m-am oprit.

Deodata a inceput sa-mi treaca prin fata ochilor tot efortul acelui om. Am inceput sa-mi imaginez fiecare pas alaturi de ea din ultimii cel putin 10 ani, pe care ii face neuitandu-se la ceas.

Am vrut sa-l laud la sfarsit pentru tandretea si rabdarea lui, sa-i zic ca sper sa pot si eu fi macar o zecime cu viitoarea partenera, dar cred ca uneori cuvintele limiteaza experienta viscerala, asa ca am ales doar sa simt si acum sa scriu si aici, sa-mi mai apara sper in cronologie peste ani, in cazul in care voi uita ca generatia noastra din perspectiva mea este sexualizata, standardizata si pe repede inainte si produce in mare parte doar relatii superficiale la care si terapeutii se amuza constant si se intreaba probabil incotro ne indreptam fara astfel de exemple etice ca cel mentionat. Ei sunt copacii cei mai grosi cu radacinile cele mai puternice, in bataia timpului, ale speciei noastre, si totusi foarte rar de gasit."

[noandnooneelse]

god i've figured out who madeline bassett reminds me of. madeline basset reminds me of hermann broch, und seinem teesdorfer tagebuch für ea von allesch.

Geliebtes, Süßes, gestern abend 1 Briefi heute 2. Bin so froh damit Kindi, for example. [...] etwas von jener Süßigkeit, die da ist, wenn ich Dein Handi auf mich gelegt spüre, as another example. That thing pissed me off so much that i, despite the fact that die magd zerline is brilliantly written, did not end up reading Die Schlafwandler, ever, and i couldnt stand much more than the first 20 pages of that diary. It's funny to read about in Wodehouse, but god. Any other circumstance that's gotta be terrible

[hiddenfeelings02l]

Scriu nu pentru ca tu să citești, ci pentru că uneori cuvintele au nevoie să fie eliberate. Am multe gânduri și sentimente nespuse, iar ele își găsesc locul aici, în tăcerea acestei aplicatii poate este ciudat ca iar scriu aici cu gândul ca vezi?antiteza nu-i asa?....nu nu este ciudat este probabil o anormalitate necontrolata .este aplicația în care mai vedem dacă mai suntem online și dacă mai postam câte ceva 🙄

Am văzut ca ești bine și ma bucura faptul asta chiar din suflet .🙂

Din păcate eu m-am pierdut pe mine dar cred ca asta s-a vrut...nu le zic cu răutate le zic cum simt....

Încet dar sigur m-am distrus psihic și încă nu găsesc o cale de vindecare ..sunt multe răspunsuri pe care cred ca inima sau creierul vrea sa le refuze sa creadă ca ar fi un adevăr urat ...

Poate ar părea victimizare ,dar nu este .pentru ce sa ma victimizez ca nu are cine sa ma ajute când simt ca ma innec.

Am cedat .am spus-o de multe ori dar acum psihicul meu mi-a dat un semnal de alarma care m-a băgat în panica și m-am speriat și cui sa cer ajutorul?când eu nu sunt în stare sa ma ajut pe mine .Gândurile..trăiesc cu ele și le accept în încercarea mea da a scăpa din bula asta .

Liniște. ..ce frumos suna ..Dar atât de greu sa o ai când ești instabil emotional și psihic când gândești una ,zici altceva și totul este un haos .Un haos creat de mâinile noastre alimentat cu răutate și rigiditate.

Va ma dura ceva pana totul se așează și pana atunci mai ducem câte o lupta în fiecare zi pana la un moment dat va veni și învingerea și convingerea ca în sfârșit este bine .

Stiu ca acolo sus cineva drag ma veghează și ma indruma sa ma fac bine și sa fac bine în continuare.🙏

..ma uit la copilul meu și ma simt neputincioasa pentru ca mami nu e bine ..nici fizic nici psihic ..vad cum rade și se bucura de orice lucru și asta îmi da o speranța că totuși viata nu este chiar atât de rea ..noi o facem sa fie mai grea și mai dificila ...

Vreau sa fiu bine și nu știu de unde sa încep..cum sa îmi culeg gândurile..cum le așez..cum le pun în ordine ca să îmi fie bine mie ..pentru a fi o mama bună

Simt câteodată ca am eșuat ca mama ca nu îmi fac copilul mândru de mine ..

Îmi doresc sa fiu bine pentru fetita mea,inima și sufletul meu .dacă am tot încercat punându-mi ca "țel " pe mine și nu am reușit..poate voi reuși pentru ea .ea nu merita sa o vadă pe mami trista și apăsată de toate problemele de zi cu zi .viata nu este roz dar nici neagra .are suișuri și coborâșuri. Depinde cum le gestionam sa facem sa ieșim din acele pase proaste și sa vedem luminița de la capătul tunelului

Nimic nu se întâmplă întâmplător și nimic nu se întâmplă fără a te învață o lecție. O lecție se repeta pana Dumnezeu vede ca ai învățat din ea .

Dumnezeu vrea la toți binele și ne ajuta .doar ca în momente cu gânduri rele și negativiste atunci este mai greu sa vezi .

Ai câștigat intr-un final 🙏

Ești mai puternic acum și mai încrezător în schimb eu ,doborâta .

Asa e viata ,îți mai da câte o palma ca să vezi ca lucruri nu sunt exact cum îți imaginezi.

[turangalila]

Orazio Vecchi (1550-1605) Missa Pro defunctis [Missarum senis et octonis vocibus. Liber primus. (Angelo Gardano, Venice, 1607.)]

– I. Introitus: Requiem aeternam Requiem aeternam dona eis, Domine, / et lux perpetua luceat eis. / Te decet hymnus Deus, in Sion, / et tibi reddetur votum in Jerusalem. / Exaudi orationem meam; / ad te omnis caro veniet. / Requiem aeternam dona eis, Domine / et lux perpetua luceat eis.

– II. Kyrie.

– III. Graduale: Si ambulem. Si ambulem in medio umbrae mortis, non timebo mala: quoniam tu mecum es, Domine. Virga tua et baculus tuus, ipsa me consolata sunt.

– IV. Sequentia: Dies irae Dies iræ, dies illa, / Solvet sæclum in favilla, / Teste David cum Sibylla! / Quantus tremor est futurus, / quando iudex est venturus, / cuncta stricte discussurus! // Tuba mirum spargens sonum / per sepulcra regionum, / coget omnes ante thronum. / Mors stupebit et Natura, / cum resurget creatura, / iudicanti responsura. / Liber scriptus proferetur, / in quo totum continetur, / unde Mundus iudicetur. / Iudex ergo cum sedebit, / quidquid latet apparebit, / nil inultum remanebit. / Quid sum miser tunc dicturus? / Quem patronum rogaturus, / cum vix iustus sit securus? // Rex tremendæ maiestatis, / qui salvandos salvas gratis, / salva me, fons pietatis. // Recordare, Iesu pie, / quod sum causa tuæ viæ; / ne me perdas illa die. / Quærens me, sedisti lassus, / redemisti crucem passus, / tantus labor non sit cassus. / Iuste Iudex ultionis, /donum fac remissionis / ante diem rationis. // Ingemisco, tamquam reus, / culpa rubet vultus meus, / supplicanti parce Deus. / Qui Mariam absolvisti, / et latronem exaudisti, / mihi quoque spem dedisti. / Preces meæ non sunt dignæ, / sed tu bonus fac benigne, / ne perenni cremer igne. / Inter oves locum præsta, / et ab hædis me sequestra, / statuens in parte dextra. // Confutatis maledictis, / flammis acribus addictis, / voca me cum benedictis. / Oro supplex et acclinis, / cor contritum quasi cinis, / gere curam mei finis. // Lacrimosa dies illa, / qua resurget ex favilla / iudicandus homo reus. / Huic ergo parce, Deus. / Pie Iesu Domine, / dona eis requiem. // Amen.//

– V. Offertorium: Domine Jesu Christe Domine, Iesu Christe, Rex gloriae, / libera animas omnium fidelium defunctorum / de poenis inferni et de profundo lacu. / Libera eas de ore leonis, / ne absorbeat eas tartarus, / ne cadant in obscurum. / Sed signifer sanctus Michael / repraesentet eas in lucem sanctam, / quam olim Abrahae promisisti et semini ejus.

– VI. Sanctus

– VII. Agnus Dei

– VIII. Communio: Lux aeterna Lux aeterna luceat eis, Domine, / cum sanctis tuis in aeternum, / quia pius es. / Requiem aeternam dona eis, Domine, / et lux perpetua luceat eis: / Cum sanctis tuis in aeternum, quia pius es.

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Orazio Vecchi – Requiem. Rubens's Funeral And The Antwerp Baroque. Graindelavoix. Björn Schmelzer (2017, Glossa – GCD P32113)

[heixsimsie]

Good morning and happy Patch Day. 🌞😄

Yesterday's news are interesting.

To be honest, I don't know how to assess everything. I think EA is really trying.

I can't imagine anything among the Creator Sets and have to see them first when they are available. At the moment I can't say if I need this in my game, since I don't use CC or mods.

That's why I just let myself be surprised.

All in all, sounds promising.

[autopsiedeganduri]

Pleoapele îmi erau plumburii, iar ceața se așternea deasupra pământului precum un voal de mătase. Luminile stradale începeau să se asemene unor licurici, iar ochii mei începeau să devină înșelători, la fel și celelalte simțuri. Țineam volanul cu degetele încleștate, asigurându-mă că somnul nu are să mă fure încă. Destinația îmi era necunoscută, însă știam ce avea să mă aștepte. Cu fiecare minut mă aflam mai aproape de ea, și puteam parcă să o simt, de parcă nu ar fi fost întâia oară când o vedeam. Mă las purtat de reverii, iar cutia de metal în care mă aflam se leagănă brusc în stânga și în dreapta. Îmi scutur capul și reduc viteza. Drumul îl știam, îl mai parcursesem de atât de multe ori, însă oboseala îmi îngreuna fiecare mișcare. Nu eram un om credincios, dar înaintasem o rugăciune printre buze, care era menită să ajungă la urechile oricărei zeități avea să mă asculte:”Te rog lasă-mă să ajung la ea, să o strâng măcar o dată în brațe, iar apoi pot să mor fericit.”

Înaintam grăbit, încercând să scurtez multitudinea de curbe, ignorând din răsputeri asemănarea izbitoare cu un carusel pe care o căpătase brusc drumul. Brusc munții nu mă mai sugrumă, lumina orbitoare a orașului străpungând-mă până în orbitele ochilor. Mai aveam atât de puțin și puțin a fost într-adevăr. Parchez în primul loc pe care îl zăresc liber și oftez prelung. O parte din mine și-ar fi dorit să o găsească la scară, așteptând să mă vadă la fel de mult precum așteptam și eu. O sun și realizez că am trezit-o din somn, dar izbutește să mă îndrume către scara blocului ei. Sun la interfon, îmi răspunde, dar nu mă așteaptă, nici în capul scărilor, nici în pragul ușii. Nimeresc ușa ei și pătrund în apartamentul întunecat, aproape împiedicându-mă. Intru în cameră și mă așez pe canapea, la picioarele ei, iar ea continuă să doarmă. Dacă ar fi fost altcineva, aș fi luat-o ca pe un afront, aș fi făcut un întreg scandal și probabil că, deși răpus de oboseală, m-aș fi întors în mașină și aș fi plecat. Acela trebuia să fie semnul meu “Nu se bucură că ești aici. Ești un intrus și așa vei rămâne.” îmi șoptea constant mintea, dar nu mă puteam mișca din loc. Stăteam pe întuneric și o ascultam cum respiră, așa cum am ascultat-o nenumărate nopți atunci când adormea la telefon. Am încercat delicat să o trezesc, deși îmi doream să se odihnească, îmi doream totodată să pot să o strâng în brațe.

Am întrebat-o unde este baia și m-am ridicat, tot pe întuneric, să o caut. Ajuns într-un final în fața oglinzii ei, mă blamam cumplit. Ochii mei căprui, brăzdați de cearcăne, mă cercetau aspru. “De ce nu pleci? Este cât se poate de clar că nu ești dorit aici.” mă mustra iarăși mintea mea. Mă spăl pe mâini și pe față și mă bucur când văd primele raze ale soarelui luminând încăperile străine mie. Ies pe coridor și aproape că mă rătăcesc iarăși, dar reușesc cumva să îmi găsesc calea înapoi spre ea. Mă întind lângă ea, dar nu aveam loc amândoi, așa că o cuprind cu o mână, mă agăț de ea ca să nu cad și cumva o caut prin așternut, prin perne. “De ce te temi atât de tare de femeia aceasta?” ma gândeam în timp ce încercam să o trezesc, să o fac să realizeze că sunt acolo. Căutam un soi de validare? Nu neapărat, dar știam în sinea mea că dacă ea ar fi venit, eu aș fi așteptat-o și mi-aș fi petrecut fiecare secundă alături de ea. Greșeam eu să simt așa? Pusesem eu prea multă presiune? În fond, o vedeam pentru prima oară? Dar cum puteam să spun că o văd pentru prima oară? Ne petreceam fiecare moment împreuna, chiar și așa de la distanță, ne cunoșteam unul pe celălalt mai bine decât oricine.

Într-un final se trezește, dar nu bucuria venirii mele o ridică de pe canapea, ci nevoia de cofeină. O urmez în bucătărie și nici nu îndrăznesc să mă așez undeva până nu îmi indică ea. Voiam să o am aproape, dar eram singur în dorința mea. Nu puteam să nu mă gândesc că poate îi eram respingător, că poate voia să mă îndepărteze în sfârșit prin acțiunile ei, că poate nici nu își dorise cu adevărat să vin. Ne-am băut cafeaua împreună, am fumat, am încercat să îi dau spațiu să își facă rutina, dar părea mult mai îndrăgostită de propriul telefon decât de mine. Totuși nu puteam să nu o observ. Încercam să nu mă uit într-atât de insistent, dar simțeam nevoia să o memorez așa cum era în acea dimineață, cu părul ciufulit, ochii încă tulburi de după somn, cu halatul ei roz, atât de rece și intangibilă și poate că acolo greșisem. Poate că ar fi trebuit să o cobor chiar atunci de pe piedestalul pe care tot eu i-l construisem, poate că greșeala mea fusese că nu m-am iubit pe mine înainte să o iubesc pe ea și de aceea am fost mereu nimic în ochii ei. Mi-aș fi dorit să îi citesc gândurile, să pot cumva să știu cu claritate că temerile mele erau nefondate. Ea nu avea să mi le alunge niciodată.

Și totuși am ales să o cer în acea zi. Poate că pentru ea nu a fost nimic profund, nimic special, dar eu simțeam cu toată ființa mea să îmi leg destinul de al ei. Mă așteptam, luni mai târziu să îmi regret gestul, să mă blamez că m-am grăbit, dar cum mă puteam blama, atunci când eu fusesem atât de sigur? Cum să fi alungat acel sentiment de liniște pe care îl dobândisem alături de ea. Sentiment ce nicio altă femeie nu mă mai făcuse să îl simt până atunci și nici de atunci. Cum puteam eu să îmi neg atât de brutal sentimentele și să fi plecat așa cum am venit? O parte din mine regretă că nu am luat-o cu mine. Am fi putut să fugim împreună undeva. Poate povestea noastră ar fi avut alt final, ori poate că finalul era același, ba chiar mai trist. Dar ce poate fi mai trist decât faptul că acum nu o mai am în viața mea? Că femeia căreia sunt atât de pregătit să îi ofer tot ce reprezint, ar prefera orice altceva? Încă aștept să se întoarcă. Încă aștept. Și n-ar fi nevoie de un gest măreț din partea ei, nu ar fi nevoie de scuze, ori de cine știe ce sacrificii, doar să se întoarcă și să nu mai plece.

Încep totuși să cred că nu se va întâmpla, că toată această iubire mă va consuma și mă va arde până nu va rămâne decât scrum în urma mea, că oricât aș iubi-o de mult, nu suplinește nimic altceva, iar eu nu sunt decât un om ce nu are nicio putere asupra ei, nu că mi-aș dori să am. Nu pot decât să o aștept și să o rememorez noapte după noapte, blocat în acest purgatoriu al proprie-i iubiri, pășind de mult pragul nebuniei, așteptând în van cu ușa ferecată în urma mea. Devotamentul meu este deopotrivă admirabil și condamnabil, dar altfel nu am să știu nicicând să fiu.

În lipsa ei privesc răsăritul și mă rog să se îndure soarta de mine, iar poate dacă adorm, am s-o întâlnesc în vise.

[officialromaniantranslatiuni]

Legat de postarea cu profa si comunismul mi-a adus aminte de o discutie recenta intre mine si cineva ce doar a implinit 18 unde am fost acuzata ca “NU STII CE E AIA REGIM COMUNISM ADEVARAT CUM SA PREFERI CAPITALISMUL 😡😡”

Fun fact nu prefer nici capitalismul iar respectiva s-a aprins de la faptul ca i-am spus ca regimul comunism nu este Utopia aia perfecta de are impresia ca este

da, a fost una pe aici cu atitudine similara acum cativa ani

ea traia in uk, cel mai comunist stat ever /s, dar dirija de acolo circulatia si spunea ca familia ei o dusese bine in comunism, a facut casa data de stat si fiecare cu loc de munca si au plecat din romania din cauza ca...

adica nu stiu cum sa iti zic, dar poti sa ai locuinta si loc de munca si tot sa nu o duci bine si nici nu o vedeam grabindu-se sa se mute in china sau vietnam, ba chiar era happy pe fite in you-kehy

gen nici mie nu imi place sa dau 45% la taxe si sa platesc cas doar ca sa ajung la doctor si sa imi dea sirop pentru copii si sa imi sparga venele si eventual sa dau alri bani la privat, ori sa platesc pensie la stat si pensie privata obligatorie, dar nu incep sa zic ca ce misto e in sua unde isi calculeaza ei taxele si platesti doar "cand ai nevoie"

[28octombrie-toamnadinsufletulmeu]

"Mai ții minte povestea bătrânei care a primit o ladă cu pere coapte?

În fiecare zi mânca para care se strica, lăsându-le pe cele bune pentru mâine.Iar următoarea zi se strica altă pară și ea din nou o mânca pe aceea. A continuat să facă așa zi de zi, până când s-au terminat perele.

În cele din urmă, bătrâna nu a gustat nici o pară bună…

O poveste plină de adevăr, tristă și moralizatoare. Credem că trebuie să mai răbdăm un pic, să mai adunăm puțini bani, să mai economisim ceva și să mai îndurăm niște limitări. Iar apoi…dar, nu există niciun „APOI”! Există aici și acum!

De unde vine această convingere că fericirea trebuie câștigată sau meritată? Dobândită? Așteptată?

Ce să aștepți? Bătrânețea? Neputința? Lipsa completă de dorință? Sfârșitul?

Ieri am stat de vorbă cu o vecină . O întreb: „Ce ești atât de tristă?” Ea a oftat îngândurată, a zâmbit trist și mi-a răspuns: ”Nu am reușit să clipesc, că viața a trecut…” . Desigur, am început să o liniștesc, la care ea a rostit o frază care, de fapt, m-a făcut să scriu această postare. „Mă tot gândeam – voi câștiga bani, voi construi o casă, vor crește copiii și voi începe să trăiesc pentru mine. Îmi voi face o tunsoare la modă și voi purta doar rochii. Mereu am umblat în pantaloni, dar visam la rochii. Dar pantalonii sunt comozi…”„Copiii au crescut, casa este construită, bani avem, dar… încă mai port blugi. Și am aceeași coafură – o coadă prostească în vârful capului.”

Îmi doream să o înveselesc cumva: „Și care-i problema? Mergi la coafor! Cumpără-ți o rochie la modă!”

Ea a zâmbit obosită: „Nu vreau. Am obosit. Înțelegi, realitatea nu a fost pe măsura așteptărilor. În această agitație continuă, nici nu am observat cum am îmbătrânit.”...

Odată am citit o zicală frumoasă: „Drumul numit „MAI TÂRZIU ” duce către o țară numită „NICIODATĂ ”.

Trăiește aici și acum!

Nu va exista o a doua viață!

Mănâncă și bea din cele mai frumoase tacâmuri,poartă rochii elegante, încalță pantofii preferați! Citește cărți, călătorește!

Și cel mai important – nu lăsa pe mai târziu ceea ce poti face acum!

Iubește la maxim!❤️❤️

Îmbrățișează-ți, sărută-ți familia ,fii generos cu dragostea. 🩶💙🩶

Toate acestea te vor face un om FERICIT, pentru că, la final, CU TOȚII VOM DEVENI O POVESTE! ❤

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[luciana-anca-79]

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VĂ RECOMAND SĂ CITIȚI :

Amintește-ți mereu că OAMENII nu se schimbă. Cine te-a jignit o data o va face din nou. Cine te-a subestimat și minimalizat o va face din nou. Totul e chestiune de TIMP. Nu da crezare zambetelor și schimbarilor pe care le vezi astăzi. Sunt temporare.

Dacă ceva te apasă tare pe piept înseamnă ca CINEVA ți-a GREȘIT. Se cheamă DUREREA SUFLETULUI. Nu trebuie să mai simți asta. Exista acel tip de oameni care NU accepta nici o alta părere înafară de a lor și atunci tu devi cel RĂU, cel care greșește.

Dacă cineva nu îți da atata onoare să îți asculte parerea atunci retrage-te cu calm pentru că nu e demn de tine. Nu forța nici o relatie. Nu conteaza a cui e vina, contează ca tu să te ferești să fii în preajma acelor oameni care te fac să simți durere în suflet.

Fii demn de tine, de caracterul tau, de personalitatea ta și nu lasa absolut pe nimeni să te CALCE PE SUFLET. Nu îți da parerea acelor care știi că nu te aud că nu vor, nu te acceptă, că nu știu să privească ADEVĂRUL în fața, și nu te lasă să spui ce GÂNDEȘTI pentru că le este frica să descopere că greșesc.

Nu sta în case unde nu ești dorit, nu suna la oameni care nu te caută, nu fii amabil și nici nepoliticos cu cei care te ignoră. Pur si simplu mergi mai departe. Uita-i dacă poți, și dacă nu POȚI, atunci fii neutru și nu te implica sufleteste în nici o relație cu ei.

Nu e greu dacă de fiecare data cand ei încearcă, tu îți amintești ție însuți motivul pentru care nu trebuie să te implici.

Aminteste-ți că atunci când tu ai vrut să îi ajuti ei te-au repezit, ignorat, acum nu ai nici un motiv să îi CREZI. Tu care ești un OM BUN, care crezi în BINE, ești optimist și dai tot ce poți mai frumos din tine, trebuie să ÎNVEȚI că nici o durere sufleteasca din lume nu vine degeaba. Ea vine ca să te învețe să fii PUTERNIC și să nu repeți greșelile din TRECUT.

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