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imtryingbuck · 11 days ago

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My world

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Pairing: Rockstar!Bucky Barnes x plus size!fem!Reader

Summary: Bucky’s relationship with Y/n becomes public knowledge.

Word count: 1,371

Warnings: fluff. Bucky’s in love. slight angst (mean people commenting on Y/n’s weight.)

A/N: thank you so much for the request! I am so so so so sorry that this took forever for me to do. I hope you like it🤍

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“Just a few more questions and then I’ll let you go, your latest song, is there anyone in particular it’s about?” The interviewer smiled softly at the man whose rock band Avengers Assemble that had taken the world by storm, the leader singer Bucky, smiled shyly before moving his shoulder length hair out of his face.

“Y/n.”

“And who is that?”

“My world.” His eyes shot to the side where she was standing, a grin on his lips as her cheeks began to go red.

“A thousand of hearts have just broken all over the world.” The interviewer laughs, Bucky does too and shrugs. “How long have you two been dating?”

“Coming up to five years.”

“That’s sweet.”

Bucky gives the woman a warm smile and after saying their goodbyes and the woman thanking him for sitting down to talk, he rushes straight towards Y/n.

“Hello beautiful.”

“Hello, you did amazing.”

“You think?”

“I do.”

“Why thank you my love.” Releasing his arms from around her, he makes her giggle when he bows.

Bucky’s arm was around Y/n’s shoulder as she snuggled further into his warmth as the film continued to play, pressing a kiss to her head his phone lit up and began vibrating as notification after notification began to hide the photo of Y/n and their cat Alpine snuggled up on the very sofa he was currently sitting on.

“What’s going on?”

“I’m not… oh, that interview came out and fans are going crazy.”

The film was long forgotten about as Bucky and Y/n scrolled through social media giggling like schoolchildren at the posts and comments surrounding their relationship, with everyone wanting to know who she actually was - the second they figured out who she was her instagram account had hundreds of follower requests.

Then came the mean comments, ranging from accusing her of using Bucky for fame to making comments about her weight and appearance. The “fans” were shocked to find out that a man like Bucky was dating someone like her, they said that he should be ashamed and dating a model and not someone plus sized, before she could even let the nasty comments get to her she smiled at seeing people defending her and their relationship.

“Baby, are you alright? Please don’t listen to them, I don’t want anyone other than you.”

“I’m alright, I promise.”

“But you know that, right? That it’s only you that I want.”

“I know.” She beamed up at him.

Bucky came back from the store with a skip in his step as he proudly showed the cupcake mixer box to Y/n, and that’s how Steve found the couple, in the kitchen with Bucky sitting on the counter swinging his legs as he licked the whisk clean as Y/n put the tray in the oven.

“Buck… are you having fun?”

“We’re making cupcakes.” He said happily.

“I want one, also has Tony rang you?”

“Only one! And I don’t know, my phones in the living room, why what’s up?”

“We’ve been nominated for a Grammy.”

“Don’t joke.”

“I’m not.”

Bucky jumped down off the counter, picking Y/n up and spinning her around before wrapping his arms around Steve. “This is amazing!”

The night of the Grammys had Bucky pacing around the house with nerves as Y/n got dressed - he begged and pleaded with her to come with him as his date, cheering when she finally caved and said yes.

His pacing only stopping when their bedroom door came open, his jaw dropping as he laid his eyes on her. There weren't enough words in the world for him to describe her, nothing could ever truly do her justice and he had tried, way too many times, even going as far as making up words - much to her amusement.

“My love…”

“D-Do I look okay?”

“Okay? My love you are the most stunning thing I’ve ever had the pleasure of seeing.” His heart tingles as she blushes at his words. “You’re a goddess and I am so lucky to call you mine.”

As her blush deepens she smiles shyly up at him and whispers. “Thank you. You look very handsome.”

“As always.” He laughs with a wink.

Bucky couldn’t take his eyes off of her as the camera flashes blinded the both of them, his hand never leaving her waist as they posed with the rest of the band. His hand clung to hers as they sat down, his leg bouncing up and down with nerves only stopping when she squeezed his hand.

“And the winner is… Avengers Assemble!”

Bucky looked straight at Y/n as to ask if he had heard right, her beaming, proud smile had him laughing before kissing her passionately.

The speech had the audience laughing and clapping, with Bucky ending it by holding up the award and looking straight at Y/n. “This one is for you, my love.”

They all agreed that they wouldn’t go to the after party that they had been invited to, instead choosing to go back to Y/n’s and Bucky’s to celebrate their win just on their own.

Grabbing her glass Y/n stood in front of the band, her family. “I am so proud of all of you, I knew you guys would win and if it was up to me you would have won every award.” They all laugh. “I’m being serious! But anyway, you all deserve it and I know there’s going to be so much more to come.”

After each of them hug and thank her for everything Bucky takes her hand and leads them outside.

“I love you.” He whispers as he rests his forehead against hers.

“I love you.”

His hands trail down her arms until they find hers. “You’re my world, my everything, my light and my love.” Getting down on one knee and pulling out a small box out of his pocket, he smiles up at her as her eyes widen. “Will you continue to make me the happiest man alive and marry me?”

“Yes! Yes I’ll marry you!”

As he slides the ring onto her finger the back garden erupted in cheers and applause as the band - their family - watched the whole thing, all gathering around them to offer their congratulations.

In every interview Bucky did he always mentioned Y/n, whether or not he was asked about her, from the moment their relationship become public knowledge he was finally allowed to post photos of her on his public account.

When he got asked about why he kept their relationship private he simply replied. “It wasn’t, my family and friends knew we were together.”

“Some people think that you were ashamed-“

“Ashamed? No.” Bucky cuts the interviewer off. “I simply chose to keep my relationship away from the world because it has nothing to do with anyone other than me and Y/n.”

“So why now? Why after five years?”

“For what? To make my relationship public?” The interviewer nods. “Because I can. Because I got fed up of people thinking I was dating Natasha who by the way is my best friend.”

“Does it not bother you that Y/n’s overweight?”

“Are you joking?“ He looks straight at Tony - the bands manager - and even his eyes were wide. “My fiancée is perfect in my eyes, and at the end of the day that’s all that matters. I’m done here.”

When that interview came out the bands fans were angry at the interviewer and praised Bucky for handling that question without getting angry - not like they could blame him. Obviously what they didn’t know is that Bucky was calling that interviewer all the names he could think of as the car took him back to the hotel where Y/n was waiting for him, the second she was in reach he burst out crying - he couldn’t understand why people couldn’t see her the way he did, he couldn’t understand why people had to be so nasty for no reason about a person they didn’t even know.

The band had just won their fifth Grammy, Bucky beaming proudly at Y/n as he held up the award. “This is for you, my beautiful wife, I love you.”

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imtryingbuck · 11 days ago

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Hii how you doing ??

I just love your work and well i dont know if you take request but I've been thinking of these:

AU Bucky Rockstar (with Avenger band or solo) is obsessed with his chubby girl like always referring to her in interviews, singing for her, making songs for her and EVEN WON A GRAMMY FOR A SONG HE WROTE FOR HER.

So yeah if you want to that would be awesome or just whatever you want with Bucky Rockstar with chubby reader

Love love on you and love your work ✨️🦋🩷🎀

I deeply apologise for how long this has taken me to write and post, I’ve been struggling for months now, but I hope I’ve done it some justice🤍

#tyler talks #request #thank you for requesting

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imtryingbuck · 16 days ago

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You’re Perfect.

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Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader x Steve Rogers

Summary: Bucky feels down about his scars so Y/n and Steve cheer him up.

Word count: 642

Warnings: sad Bucky (major warning!!) fluff. insecurities. violence to someone who deserves it. super short.

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You both knew something was wrong the moment Bucky stepped into the apartment, at first you both thought it was because he had been on a mission but normally he would be sweeping you up in his arms the moment he laid eyes on you, taking you over to Steve to share a kiss with your boyfriend, but today he came in quietly and headed straight to the bedroom and locked the door behind him. Steve gave you a questioning look which had you shaking your head, heart aching at not knowing what was wrong with your boyfriend.

“Buck? Baby what’s wrong?” you asked leaning against the bedroom door.

“N-Nothing, I’m fine doll”

“No you’re not, Buck can you let us in please?”

“I-Is Stevie with you?”

“Of course I’m here” your boyfriend says from next to you, holding your hand.

You and Steve stood patiently waiting for Bucky to make his mind up, not long after the door locks clicked. Waiting until you heard the brunet sit back on your shared bed before opening the door. There he sat at the edge of the bed looking smaller then you had ever seen him, slowly bouncing his leg up and down, gazing down at his hand in such disgust.

Sitting on either side of him once again waiting patiently for him to talk first, knowing that it was better for him and that way he wouldn’t shut down completely and act like everything was fine. “Do-do you two think its disgusting?”

“What are you talking about Buck?” Steve asks.

“My arm an-and the scars?”

“Absolutely not! Who said that about you?” you replied instantly, not once in the three years you three finally stopped tip toeing around the bush and confessed your feelings did you think that about him. Well even way before that, you always admired his arm, always thought his scars were beautiful.

“It doesn’t matter”

“Yes it does, whoever has said something Buck we need to know” the blond says before you could reply.

“Julie… you know the agent?”

“Bucky, your arm is incredible and yours scars are beautiful, no one and I mean no one is as strong as you to have gone through all that you have and still see the beauty that life has to offer.”

“B-but she said I was a monster and she’s right”

“Stop that, don’t ever think that about yourself. You’re not a monster Bucky. You’re a beautiful person, inside and out, you’ve made amends with those who were affected by him, and you’re an amazing boyfriend and friend.”

“You have the most infectious laugh out of everyone I know, you’re kind and thoughtful, you put everyone else’s needs before your own. You give and give and never asked for anything in return, Bucky Barnes you are not a monster.” You take over from Steve. Bucky sits there and nods.

“’m not a monster”

“Say it again”

“I’m not a monster”

“Now say Y/n is the best”

“Doll… don’t make him lie”

“Wow, rude.”

Bucky chuckles at your pout, pressing his lips to your forehead, looking you in the eyes as he repeats. “Y/n is the best”

“Now, here’s the plan Buck you’re going to go and shower whilst Steve cleans up and I’m going to go and get us some food from the takeaway down the street, and then we’re all going to watch movies in bed, yeah?”

“Sounds like a plan doll”

Before you went to get the food, you made a quick detour. Getting in home Bucky and Steve were cuddled up together in bed, a film already loaded up on the TV.

“I love you both so much” Bucky mumbled as his eyes started to flutter close.

Two days later Bucky saw Julie sporting a huge black eye and a busted lip. Curtsey of his loving girlfriend.

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imtryingbuck · 18 days ago

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hi! i love reading your stories! i’d be interested to know if in Unwanted, Steve ever found out that he was fated to be reader’s mate? What would his reaction be and would it affect his friendship with Bucky? Thanks for writing!!

Thank you🤍

I couldn’t decide which way to go, so the first part is a good reaction, the second part is a bad reaction. Steve’s quite dark in the second part - I honestly don’t know why I did that. Hopefully this is okay.

warning: swearing. steve is ooc. probably typos as I’ve done this on my phone. word count unknown.

Good reaction.

Tony was throwing a huge party in celebration of the team with the help of the Guardians - defeating a massive threat to Earth. Everyone was in high spirits as the drinks were poured and drank. Bucky watched with a soft smile on his lips as Y/n danced with Nat and Wanda, he was so proud of her, to be able to call her his had his heart bursting with pride.

“I promise!” Thors deep voice snapped Bucky out of his watching. “It will get you drunk.”

“Super soldiers can’t get drunk.” Steve laughed.

“This will! Here James.” The God never called him Bucky, it was always James. “Try it, you’ll feel it straight away.”

“Fine.” And so he did. He took a huge gulp of the drink, then another, and another. “I don’t feel any different.”

“Trust me, you’ll feel it.”

Bucky didn’t believe him so he drowned down the rest of the liquid. “I- is- shit.”

As the rest of the table laughed as he stumbled over his words, Steve was slightly concerned. “You alright Buck?”

“Y-you- can I have some more? Stevie you should have some!”

The blond held his empty glass out for Thor and began drinking.

Everyone in that room watched with amusement as the two super soldiers became intoxicated.

“Hey Stevie, guess what.” The brunette slurred, he had lost count of how many glasses he had at this point.

“What?”

“You- you know Y/n?”

“Yeah, why?”

“Guess what.” Steve laughed as he shrugged his shoulders. “Y-you was her mate.”

The blond stopped laughing. His blue eyes were trained on his best friend watching as he swayed slightly in his seat, before searching the room to find Y/n. “What do you mean?”

“Huh?”

“What do you mean that I was Y/n’s mate.”

“Meaning that you and my omega were supposed to be together b-but the Gods didn’t want you to be hers.” Bucky rolled his eyes before whispering. “Which I’m glad about.”

“So Y/n is mine?”

“No! No she’s mine, we’re mated.”

“But she was-“

“Was but not was.” Bucky grinned then burst out laughing… at nothing.

Rolling his eyes, he knew that trying to carry on this conversation with a very drunk Bucky would be pointless. “Right buddy, let’s get you to bed.”

“No thanks, I have an omega.” The brunette looked away to find Y/n. “There she is. Bye.”

And with that Bucky got up, nearly tripping over, and made his way over to Y/n. Steve watched on as his best friend wrapped his arms around her, swaying slightly with a dopey smile on his face - the blond felt his chest tighten as Bucky’s words circled around in his head. She was supposed to be his, but the Gods didn’t allow him to have happiness.

Later that night Steve sat in the living room just staring off into space only snapping out of it when a figure went by him. “Y/n?”

“Hi.”

“What are you doing up?”

“I need a drink, what about you?”

“Couldn’t sleep.” She gave him a small smile as she filled up her glass. “Can I ask you something.”

“Sure.”

“Bucky said that I was your mate, is it true.”

With a tired sigh she placed the glass down and turned to face him. “It’s true.”

“H-how? Why are you with him?”

“Because you were mine but I wasn’t yours.”

“T-that’s impossible.”

“Well it happened, the moon goddess told me and that’s why I was kicked out of my community.”

Steve had heard what had happened to her from Bucky, obviously not telling him that it was his fault for what happened to her. “I- I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.”

“What for? It’s not your fault, no one’s to blame.”

“D-don’t you hate me?”

Laughing lightly she shook her head. “No Steve I don’t hate you, I have no reason to.”

“Does- he does make you happy, doesn’t he?”

“More than I’ve ever been.”

“Good, good. Y/n?”

“Yeah?”

“I’ve never seen him this happy before, and it’s down to you, thank you.”

When Bucky woke up the next morning the room was spinning, pulling Y/n even closer to him than she already was, he buried his face into her neck and groaned. The memories of the night before hit him like a tonne of bricks. “Shit.”

“It’s okay, he asked me about it and I told him, he’s not angry.” She spoke softly, threading her fingers through his hair.

“How-“

“I just do.” Pressing a kiss to his head. “Get some more sleep, okay?”

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

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bad reaction.

The hatred in Steve’s eyes were aimed straight at Bucky - who was oblivious to his best friends stare - as he put his jacket on, Sam helping him sort his tie out.

It wasn’t right.

It shouldn’t be Bucky marrying Y/n. It should be him.

It wasn’t right.

Steve was so proud of his oldest friend when he finally proposed to Y/n, he was so happy for both of them when she said yes. He took his best man duties very seriously, working with and helping Wanda in making sure everything was perfect for the soon to be married couple.

The night before the big day Steve had Sharon underneath him in the hotel bed, the scent of sex was heavy in the air as he laid next to the blonde who swore up and down that she would never fall for his tricks again. He was wondering when she was finally going to leave so he could get some sleep when she spoke up. “Steve.”

“Yeah?”

“Did Bucky tell you?”

“Tell me what?”

“About Y/n.” He frowned which she caught and started laughing. “He didn’t, did he?”

“What are you talking about?”

“She’s your mate.”

It was his turn to laugh. “No she isn’t.”

“Yes she is! I overheard her telling Natasha and Wanda.”

“She isn’t-“

“Is! Your best friend is marrying your mate and you helped with their wedding.” Sharon burst out laughing.

Steve got up out of the bed and grabbed her by her arm, ignoring her pained cry and pleading, he dragged her out of the bed and towards the door, chucking her out of his room with no clothes on.

The blond didn’t get any sleep that night as Sharon’s words played over and over again in his head.

Watching Bucky smile and laugh with the guys had him getting angrier. “I’ll be back in a minute.”

“Steve?”

“I need air.” He snapped, slamming the door behind him. Before the rational side of him could talk him out of it he was knocking on the door where Y/n and the girls were getting dressed. “I need to talk to Y/n, it’s about the wedding.” He told Nat.

“Right…”

“Privately.”

The girls all looked at Y/n who smiled and nodded for them to leave. “What’s wrong?” She asked once alone with him.

“I know.”

“Know what?”

“That you’re mine.”

“What are you talking about?”

Taking a step towards her he growled lowly as she took a step back. “You are mine. Not his.”

“No I’m not.” Another step back away from him as he inched closer to her. “I want you to leave.”

“Just admit it.”

“I won’t admit to something that isn’t-“ she cries out as a vase is thrown towards her head and smashes.

Closing the distance between them he grabs her back her neck and slams her into the wall. “Sharon told me that you are mine!”

“S-she’s lying!”

“You told Nat and Wanda that you were mine, did you not?”

She did, months ago, when they asked her about why she was kicked out of her community, she didn’t think about her answer or felt the need to lie to her friends. Plus Bucky wasn’t mad about it when she told him. “It-it’s true bu-but not in the way you think.”

“So you are mine then and there was Bucky thinking he could take you away from me.” He laughed.

“No, no, y-you was my mate b-but I wasn’t yours, I’m not yours Steve.” The hand around her throat got tighter, her own hands gripping his. “P-please.” She wasn’t sure why she was begging him or even what for but she was.

“That can’t be right, you’re lying to me.”

“‘M not, I swear.”

Neither one of them realise that the door came open, or that Bucky is standing there with a murderous look in his eyes as he takes in the scene before him. He crosses the room quicker than he’s ever moved before and rips his best friend off his fiancee. “You ever put your hands on her again I will kill you.”

“She’s mine! My omega!”

“Y/n has never been yours Steve, never, so get it into your thick skull!”

Sam only had a few seconds to grab hold of Y/n and use his body as a shield to protect her from seeing what was going to happen. Steve throws the first punch catching Bucky off guard causing him to stumble backwards. The brunette looked over his shoulder to check if Y/n was safe, finding her in Sam’s arms and unable to see the fight that was about to happen, he charged at the man he called his best friend.

It took Natasha, Thor and Tony to get Bucky off of Steve, the blond lying on the ground with blood splattered on his face. It took a few minutes for Bucky to realise what he had done, to realise where he was, and that Y/n was in the room.

Ripping out of Thor’s hold he makes his way over to his love. “Doll, baby I-I’m so sorry.” She checks him over, only seeing a bruise already starting to form on his cheek where Steve had punched him, then threw herself into his arms. “Are you okay? Lemme look at you, beautiful.” His eyes went straight to her neck where a bruise was visible, if it wasn’t for her holding onto his shirt he would have turned around and carried on beating up Steve.

“I- I’m okay, I promise.”

Tony had seen the bruise and for him it was enough for him to grab Steve by his shirt and tell him that he was done as an Avenger, that he will never be apart of the team or their family again. Thor had the pleasure of dragging the Alpha out of the room and out of the building.

“Let’s get you home, okay?” Bucky whispered, he needed to get her back home so he could look after her, he was mentally creating a list of things he could do to make her feel better and now he just wanted her home.

“No.”

“W-what?”

“We haven’t gotten married yet and I’m not leaving until you’re my husband.”

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