#ultimate rambles ⭐️🦊

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i just wanna rant about the smp rq

i saw on a post by @give-grian-rights about their feelings for the dsmp video Tommy made, so I was kinda inspired to make this-

Story Time~ 💫

i joined the fandom after it ended. i know, i know, sorry guys, but it's true. I hated the dsmp. I thought it was dumb. I thought it was just another cringey thing online.

then again, I wasn't online that much in COVID. I have strict parents, so I basically spent all my time watching Ihascupquake in secret (yeah that's kinda goofy to look back on lmfao), but that was it. I didn't care, or know about the dsmp.

but then, in 2021-22, my best friend at the time, they loved it. and tried getting me into it. they would constantly text me when someone was streaming and how excited they were.

they would come to school with dsmp merch, and one day they even asked me to draw cc!ranboo. I was happy for them and I tried liking it, but it wasn't the same. I helped comfort them the day techno died (o7), I listened to them ramble about Karl's stream the night before, but I didn't get into it.

In 2023, after it ended, they began slowly drifting away from the fandom, and we slowly drifted away as friends. I joined a new friend group with my boyfriend at the time, and they started talking to some people the year above us.

we aren't friends anymore, but,

in 2023, that Halloween, I went trick or treating, and saw their older friends cosplaying as Techno, Sapnap(?), and Phil(?) (I think, all I know is that Techno was there).

I said their cosplays were great, cause I knew who they were.

which isn't really a lot to care about, but it was a little trailer for what was to come.

then a bunch of shit went down, and I broke up with my boyfriend and wasn't truly friends with anyone.

until, one night, I was watching YouTube on Spotify one night (strict parents 🔥), and there was no more Ryan Trahan to watch.

so, i clicked on a MrBeast video.

"$1 vs $100,000,000 House!"

and I found Karl.

so I continued watching MrBeast, before deciding to search up who Karl on Spotify to see what other videos he did.

and what I found?

his symbol. the little swirly thing.

and my life literally flashed before my eyes.

I remembered the symbol from my old friends sweater.

and I panicked. why? Idk, I overreacted.

I tried fighting the urge to get into the DSMP, but, I failed.

and I watched Quackity's video called:

"I Read The Worst Fanfictions With GeorgeNotFound"

I didn't know about the george drama at the time but,,

I just continued watching.

and I thank the dream smp.

after I got into the actual lore and stuff (thanks EvanMCGaming) I realized that it kinda saved me?

I know so many other people have had similar experiences with being saved by this wonderful creation.

but I have 1 regret

I regret I didn't get into it sooner. being able to watch a DSMP stream, or to talk to the fandom in real life.

looking back on my old friend,

I'm sorry for being too late.

but I am still glad I found the dsmp,, probably something I'll never let go :)

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GUYS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE LOVE ON MY C!TOMMY DRAWING FROM THE OTHER DAY !!

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the temptation to cosplay as c!quackity for Halloween is running high

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my Karl sweater came yesterday !!!!!!!!

YIPPEEEEEE!!

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UPDATED INTRO !!!

kinda doing an entire blog revamp so MIGHT AS WELL))

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hello hello!

my name is Ultimate, I go by any/all pronouns, but my name is just fine! I am a teenager !

I am hyperfixated on the DSMP at the moment ! I also like other things but this blog is mainly for DSMP, and some Grian/Mumbo content :)

WHAT TO EXPECT HERE:

- MCYT fanart

- DSMP headcanons

- ramblings

- reblogs

- and maybe some other stuff idkk :]

DNI:

- cc wilbur supporters (I like his music though!)

- cc dream supporters

- cc gnf supporters (he makes me uncomfortable)

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c!KarlJacobs kin

c!Tubbo kin

c!Quackity kin

I also have diagnosed ADHD !

check my other intro for more information :3

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fell asleep listening to muffin on loop again...

FEELING GOOD 🔥🔥🔥🔥⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️🗣🗣🗣

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WOAH WOAH WOAH I took a long break!!!

ughhhhhh HI! so sorry it's been so longgg.!! school started and I just kinda forgot abt tumblr lmao

here's my cat

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last night I had a dream about a mcyt high school au

Im making that a reality