#uhm i was gonna say smth else but i forgor
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i used to (still kinda do) have a huge fear of OOB area/mostly empty testing worlds(in a similar way to how people feel about classic "liminal spaces." (which didnt even scare me)) for seemingly no reason noclip was such a scary concept (like if you have a shitty pc and when a game loads and you start falling further from the white load box until the game loads never fails to get a reaction out of me)
so like, imagine, booting MAYA or Blender and getting the sanity damage EVERY SINGLE TIME. noclip was such a scary concept (i feared falling OOB in games so hard as a child)
Especially in more realistic games (which i dont really actually play), when graphics glitch out and character models do things they shouldn’t, I get freaked out from it. This is also true when I accidentally clip through buildings and see the vacant underworld because they didn’t model what you don’t see. Or when you noclip and go to far off scenery objects and see how low res they are up close.
#squawking through text#HOLY Fuck why did i write this where did this come from#also thats probably an actual phobia#also smth smth why i obsessed over Gaster the way i did at first#thinking abt it Gaster might have done that#Did undertale silly skeleton man give me a phobia#might also in a way lead to possibly having monophobia. guess how i figured that out. little nightmares 2 theory that explained what it mea#uhm i was gonna say smth else but i forgor#also fucking. “top 10 scariest out of bounds” shit i watched unsupervised mightve affected that#holy shit this is going on a while#ranting#ok bye fr fr this time
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