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Here is a badly drawn comic of my terrible, awkward group project experience from yesterday. I thought it was very absurd so I wanted to share it other people lol :)
Let me know, how do you find their conduct 😭
#i tried to small talk#and they werent rly listening and were like i just wanna get this done w so i can eat#yet talked to me abt smth random after#but the moving the laptop is what made me draw this 😭#like is that not absurd????#i dont wanna rewatch the video#but i wanna see what the camera frame looked like#bcs from what i saw my drawing is p accurate#but yeah they also talked for the majority of the time#even tho i did more research bcs they took up most of the slides#AND ALSO TOOK MY IDEAS#im like uhhhh im p sure [insert slide topic] is required!!!#and i went to go start writing it#and theyre like oh okay ill do that slide#and even tho i kept reminding them of the slide requirement#they kept being like ugh i cant think of anything#and then would take my ideas when i proposed them#like the conclusion part was to write a proposal abt what solution can be made for the current event topic#AND i took notes the night before and wrote down the idea for the solution#and i told them and theyre like oh yeah thats okay and started writing those slides#i know i should be more assertive but im so conflict avoidant and was kinda like oh. okay. ah.#lmao i hope this doesnt make me come off as someone victimizing themselves#im just annoyed 😭😭#and also this person was on my abroad trip and we all hated them#but i felt bad abt how much we hated them and theyre(I THOUGHT) much more chill in a classroom setting#so i kinda softened my hate for them and theyre the only person i know in my class rly#so im like ahhhh we should work together!#and now i remember why i dislike them 😭😭#catie.rambling.txt#catie.art.
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OK, so I haven't seen anyone talk about this, so I will.
So, we know in the new spin off Sean has his locs now!!! Seeing as the spin off takes place before the events of TMF, we can safely assume he had them the whole time, just due to gacha life barely having any nonstraight hairstyles he couldn't have them before
And while everyone's happy, I haven't seen anyone talk about Lia.
Lia. Lia's still got straight hair.
We know Lia, at one point, changed herself and pretended to be someone she wasn't for the sake of being popular, for the sake of people liking her. It was first revealed in the eighth episode - when Hailey told her:
"at least I didn't become a jerk just to please other people."
Which... Seemed to get to her.
We all know she used to be friends with Hailey. Not just from that piece of dialogue, but also during Hailey's song in the same episode, we have w quick shot which shows middle school her and Lia walking together in the hall, only Lia is wearing a simpler outfit, and her hair isn't straightened, furthermore suggesting that she did, in fact, change herself to be liked by Zoey, to be popular.
So, we know her personality, and possibly fashion as well, is primarily a facade she carried to be liked. And, now that we see her with her hair still straightened, despite rosyclozy having the ability to give her natural hair, we can assume she is straightening it to fit In, since the vast majority of rose meadow high consists of white people with straight hair
I'm not sure if the show is gonna really touch upon the subject of racism, or how well it would do in the first place, but this could very well be subtle commentary on how black people can be pressured into straightening their hair, due to natural black hair still being viewed as "unkempt" or "unprofessional" or "undesirable" by some...
And I'm not saying that every single black person that straightens their hair is doing it out of insecurity. But seeing as Lia's whole character is about someone who changed themselves in order to fit in, it does seem to fit her character...
Now, as of the finale, Lia kick-started her redemption arc that should carry on further into S2. She ditched Zoey and Maria, and by association the dromies as well, so we can see that she is on her way to becoming her own person again, and not having to care what people may think about her. And I can't wait!!! And, as she learns to love and accept herself more for who she is rather than what specific people think about her, she could also potentially stop straightening her hair (that is if she was doing it to fit in)
Idk how to end this lol
But yeah. Live laugh lia!!!!
#btw im not black so i dont personally know what it's like#I'm mostly basing this off of stories ive hear people share about them#in case Lia is straightening her hair for yhe sake kf conformity i really hope she learns to love her hair in the upcoming season#and love all parts kf herself#jf i sajd anything wrong or off pls correct me!! theres stikl and always a LOT i need to learn#but yeah ig my hc of her straightening her hair to fit in js probably proven right#tmf#the music freaks#freakblr#tmf lia#lia tmf#the music freaks lia#lia the music freaks#uhhhh should i add any tws? for like mentions of how racism can lead people to be insecure and chabge themselves?#since it might be a triggering topic for some#idk u tell me
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inadvertently stopped using my freckle fade cream without thinking.... right around the time i started making gifs of felix.... coincidence?
#positive influence.....#i do wonder sometimes how jarring it must have been for he and lil chris to go from australia to korea#bc i copped shit for being pale and freckly as a kid#i have a core memory of this girl talia wearing a country bumpkin costume with these cartoonish freckles drawn on and she pointed at me#and was like Lol im jessie haha and i was like Okay so you want to fight??#another time had to do some speech and when i finished and had questions from my classmates and two boys just asked me why i was pale#and why they could see idk i guess my bloodvessels in my legs ??? i didnt even notice like i was just like UHHHH idk ask about my topic#had so many instances like that and they werent terrible but it did make me insecure#like in the 00s here being tan was /it/ you had to be nice and tanned- go lay in the sun and ignore we are number one in melanoma deaths#like it was so consistently the thing... prob why i have so many freckles bc i didnt tan in the sun i freckled#but in both felix and chans aus photos they were quite tanned!#so imagine going from Hey go lay in the sun and get nice and brown ya pale fucker to Do Not Do That. Be pale as a ghost#white as fuck twilight vampire printer paper ass complexion or else you arent the beauty standard must have been so...... odd#idk beauty standards are so fucked and stupid#at least for me it was just like mean it wasnt like systemic. still wasnt nice but its not damaging the same way#but yeah I imagine some of the cultural differences must have been jarring and weird#like when chan said he was glad to get sex ed in australia bc it was comprehensive here and its not something i would have thought about#but yeah he went to school here and there he would know#idk must be hard to be an idol and straddle that line of not wanting to cause any ripples but having your own ideas and beliefs#oh i'd love to talk to him off the record lmao#dont take this as anti korea sentiment btw like australia is also wack#it just must be interseting and sometimes hard...#wow these tags are long SORRY
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so magical that yakuza 1 and shadow the hedgehog came out the same year........ 2005 the best year for sega honestly.....
#snap chats#AND DAYS APART TOO IN JAPAN (rgg1 dec. 8 while shadow was dec. 15)#the gap is significantly wider for US releases but thats not important.....#japanese kids were winning on christmas i swear#'snap why are you bringing this up' isnt it obvious. i am playing shadow the hedgedhog#and i keep thinking about daigo playing shadow and then later down the line just talking to mine bout it cause he can be a lil sillay#i hope he had dreams where he and shadow got to be besties. and by Him And Shadow i mean he dreams himself as sonic#because obligatory Same VA Joke Is Obligatory IF WE CAN GET ONE (1) W FROM RCS VOICING DAIGO. LET IT BE THAT AT LEAST.#for me..... let it slide for me..... yes ik it was jason griffith voicing sonic (and shadow) back then but let it slide this once..#i refuse to acknowledge modern shadow. unless it's from that one uhhh fuck what was the cartoon called#its on netflix Point Is the one time shadow was actually like his old self girl i sobbed. too bad sonic was a dipshit though#a soul for a soul ig.... i think its ok just this once....#im getting so off topic but this is how i inflict my other interests upon you lot#i trap you into reading a post vaguely about rgg and then i make it about something else :)#look at my pfp you fool. i legally have to talk about shadow the hedgehog like once a month ok let me have this#while im here. like /i/ know this game is nine years long but sometimes i forget HOW long#326 endings and for what. because they love me thats why.#fym 'revenge at last' is only ending 11 that seems like the third route or so you'd take (only black doom missions)#ok ive talked long enough. anyway bye im gonna uhhhh god idk.... i keep getting distracted#i started watching kagerou while my sister was playing mysims the other day but i got too engrossed by her playing to continue#mysims was like. A White Whale of sorts in my house for a while since it was one of like five games my sis actually played#and it was her fave but one day 1.) we lost it 2.) our wii stopped working. since that day she's blamed me for losing it#WELL then i found it and i got the wii u working SO all that can stop now 👁️👁️ ok ive fr gone on too long#unfortunately i cant talk about EVERYTHING i want to lest i just turn this into a general games blog. but i wont i prommy#for now. bye fr i think my sis just got home actually LMAO
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Ooh getting the weird achey chest pain you get when you're stressed
#i have work to do but i keep having really painful dizzying migraines so i cant and the last day to do like 2 weeks worth of work is today#(Thursday)#fjfnfndjfhsj#i want to cry but i cant because i gotta work#i want to just curl up and do nothing#look my only thing in life is i want to be happy#its like...my only goal in life#wake up and not be miserable#that is all#and i try to prioritize that...yet school literally makes it impossible#i think theres alot of factors that make that the way it is and 1 is probably my undiagnosed adhd and autism#my sister said it best as to why that makes school hard#“they sent me into battle with only a fork and a butter knife and expect me to win yet wont give me any better weapons#...because like...she actually has been properly dignosed with adhd...and has an IEP#and guess what#NO TEACHER LISTEN TO IT#(im like 60 percent positive you can take legal action (thats what my career class said) 030 not saying i will but i possibly could)#and im getting off topic and ill rant on my side blog...#so uhhhh...#stay tuned 👉😎👉 my dudes
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#cant make it an Official List Item because. Reasons (yikes as fuck) but#yeah that about sums it up. Yikes As Fuck#unfortunately it seems persistent & there is more recent evidence to support the uhhhh almost-list-iteming#it's like 1 feature too like come on lmfao this is too easy pls raise the bar a little yeah?#especially since the reason for not list iteming is soooo extra fucked it should definitely cancel it out but here we are#sigmund do ur thing man i know you have some weird theory on this highly specific scenario#what a stupid combination of things for my brain to recognize as Yeah actually this is fantastic despite all logic & reason. Very Super Goo#i love it when the left and right hemispheres go to war it's so cool and fun and not annoying at all#honestly the less i know the worst it is so maybe if i just bit the bullet it could fuck off however that would be less exciting#hm#each day i sink to new lows. it's incredible really#how do u even make friends when ur interests are a clusterfuck of mismatched topics especially morally sketchy ones#i need to apply for weird jobs im definitely the person for some of them#or some outlet for being generally unconventional#pls dont tell me my only option is That Lady & her friends. we are not the same
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this is long, sorry. okay, so it would be angsty with a happy ending (maybe with some smut at the end) where reader is tall and looks like a total dom, but is actually a bottom who is head over heels for angel, and tries to show it but angel doesn’t believe him/thinks he’s trying to use him and pushes the reader away,, though angel has also caught feelings. eventually angel overhears reader telling someone (charlie, husk, idc) how in love he is with angel and how angel hates him and angel confronts him. crying and confessions happen and maybe some smut where angel tops reader.
thanks, i love your writing!!!
A/n: Of course! I love this idea! I hope you enjoy it! ^^
Angel Dust x M!Reader ~ Looks May Be Deceiving
Mentions: Smut, Angst, Fluff, Male Reader, MxM intimacy, Soft Dom!Angel.
Topic: Request above ^^^^
"Hey Angel have you seen my phone?" You called out to your friend, Angel Dust, who hummed in minor confusion.
"Uhhhh...No!" He called back, as you gasped in joy.
"I got it! Thanks Angie!" You hummed, before leaving to go run some errands. To be frank, you didn't lose your phone. You had it the entire time, you just needed a reason to try and confess to Angel, but you chickened out. You had arrived a while back, and grown moderately close to Angel. When you began to try and hit on him he...declined. A lot. At some point, you tried to ask him out to which he sweetly but bluntly said a flat 'no' to. You wouldn't lose hope though. Not that easily, especially with how smitten you were for him. You didn't know it, but he was in love too, but he didn't want to be used by someone again. So, he sheltered himself from it.
Later enough, you came back with groceries that Charlie had needed, your hands full.
"Princess! I need a lil' bit of help here!!" You shouted as Charlie rushed to help you, setting the bags down. You sighed at the relief of nothing heavy weighing down your arms now, before you plopped back into a chair in the lobby. It was then you saw Angel come down, making you sigh softly. You sat up, going to help him carry something. "Here, lemme get that for ya!"
"Oh uh...Thanks Y/n." He spoke sheepishly, as you chuckled nervously again.
"Say uhm...Are you free tonight?" You asked, raising a brow as Angel narrowed his eyes.
"No. I'm really, really, busy tonight.." Angel lied, leaving the room quickly with his things. You sighed, hopeless as you sat at the bar, catching husk's attention.
"Th' hells got you so gloom?" Husk asked, pouring a glass of booze for you, as you took the cup.
"Thanks...and it's nothing just...In a predicament."
"Of what sorts?" Husk asked, raising a brow as he drank a bottle of cheap booze.
"Just..Angel. He acts like he hates my guts but I..."
"You love 'im, don't cha?" Husk sighed as you nodded, taking a swig from the glass, groaning quietly in frustration. Before Angel could fully leave, he was still within ear shot, hearing your confession.
"Yeah..I am. I can't help it!! Have you fuckin' seen him!? He's gorgeous, funny, and just...everything I'll ever need.." You muttered, sighing softly. "I just don't have a chance with him...He hates my damn guts for christs sake!" You exclaimed as Husk huffed.
"They always act like that, to cover up their true feelin's. Only thing is, Angel's probably like that 'cuz of the shit he went through." Husk explained, as you nodded.
"Yeah...You have a point.."
"So, take it easy. He's probably in love with ya' too, he just isn't ready for it yet. Keep shootin' your shot kid." Husk said with a very light smile. You returned to expression, finishing your drink, and standing up.
"Thanks Husk. It...Really means a lot to me." You thanked and he nodded, waving his hand to shoo you off. You sighed, making your way to your room, before hearing a voice.
"Hey Y/n?" Angel spoke softly, spooking you as he came out of nowhere from behind.
"Oh, Angel. It's you. What's up?" You asked as Angel opened his mouth to speak, before sighing, holding his arms softly.
"Listen I...I don't hate you..You're just so nice and I didn't know if you were genuine or just wanted to use me for sex.." He spoke, his voice shaking a bit from the tears. He didn't want you to think he hated you, he didn't want you to lose interest because of it either.
"Where did all this come from Angie?.." You murmured, scared he might've heard your conversation with Husk.
"Damnit I-...fuck...I heard what you said and...and I'm sorry for bein' a complete asshole. I didn't want to get close to you and end up goin' through heartbreak 'cuz you got tired of usin' me." He explained and you swallowed thickly.
"Angel...I'd never fucking use you...Ever..I'm lovesick for you and I'd die a second time to make sure you're happy and safe." You said, a bit of confidence peaking in your voice.
"So you're not..Upset?"
"Fuck no!! If I'm upset at anything, I'm upset you didn't tell me sooner!" You joked, hugging Angel softly as he sighed with relief, quietly and softly crying from joy.
"I love you Angel.."
"I...I love you too Y/n.." Angel muttered. From then on, the two of you began dating, and to say the least, it was fun. Constant pranks and affection. You two were in Angel's room, cuddling as you watched some novela.
"...I'm fuckin' tellin' ya Y/n! She's just gonna dump him!" Angel exclaimed as you scoffed.
"As if! Maria loves Gabe!! I doubt she'd ditch him." You huffed as the two of you went silent, before breaking out into laughter...It died down, as it was just a silent cuddle now. A question lingered in Angel's mind for a bit since you two began dating, and he felt this was the right time to ask. Given he was a bit horny that day, from seeing you to heavy work in a tank top.
"Hey Y/n, can I ask ya somethin'?"
"Uh yeah! Shoot me with it hon-" You laughed, leaning your cheek on the palm of your hand, as your elbow propped you up on the bed.
"Are you...Ready for sex? If not that's completely--" Angel quickly sat up to dismiss it all before you cut him off.
"Yes." You bluntly spoke as Angel stammered before snickering.
"Didn't think you'd reply so fast damn." He laughed as you chuckled, your cheeks growing hot.
"But uh...One thing I'd like to mention...I'm not one to top." You sheepishly chuckled as Angel hummed.
"I get it...Got any big kinks you want me to know tootz?" Angel cooed as he laid you down onto the bed, climbing on top. You practically melted into his touch, bright red from all this.
"Nope...I'm followin' you Angie, you can take the pace however you want.." You muttered sweetly as Angel nodded, cupping your cheek with one hand, kissing you softly as he used the other hands to undress the two of you. He straddled your waist, running his hands over your now bare body as he pulled away from the kiss.
"Not gonna lie tootz, I was expectin' ya to be a top~" He giggled as you bashfully looked away. Angel simply cooed from this, turning your head to face him. "Awh~ don't get shy on me now babe~" He teased as you let out a shaky sigh, before jolting a bit with a soft moan, feeling Angel's hand wrap around your shaft.
"A-Angel please be-"
"I know, I know babe, I'll be gentle...Just wasn't expecting you to be so big~" He sweetly said, leaning down and kissing your cheek. You began to whimper a bit, feeling Angel slowly drag his hand from the base to the tip, rubbing it gently to spread the pre-cum.
"Holy f-fuck angel that- mhh~ -feels a-amazing- ah..~" You moaned out, shuddering from the feeling of Angel peppering your neck in sweet kisses.
"I'm glad babe, s'all i want you to feel..pleasure all the way..~" Angel cooed, holding you closely to him. While one hand pumped your length, the other began rubbing your entrance softly, before pushing its way in, earning a whimper of minor pain from you. Angel gasped, sitting up with worry. "You ok babycakes?"
"Y-Yeah I'm fine Angie..hnn..You can keep going..~" You muttered, as Angel nodded with a sweet look, hugging you close with his two free arms, while two fingers fucked your hole, and the other stroked you. You let out a soft whimper, beginning to pant.
"Are you close babe?~" Angel asked, keeping you close to him while you reached your high. You let out yet another whimper, this time more desperate and needy. "C'mon sweet thing, let loose, ok~?" Angel cooed as you covered your mouth, doing just that. Once you finished, you let your arms fall to your side, as Angel laid on top, playing with your hair. "Happy?"
"So fucking happy babe." You chuckled breathlessly, as you two shared a quick kiss, before Angel sighed.
"Love you Y/n."
"Love you too Angie."
#angel dust x reader#x reader#hazbin angel dust#male reader#x male reader#smut#angel dust smut#hazbin hotel smut#angel dust oneshot
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unexpected.
after your planned date with tim takes an unexpected turn, you show him just how full of surprises you are…
word count: <500
warnings: not proof read…i kinda raw dogged this :p no use of y/n
notes: omg first thing of writing on here…im an autobiographical writer, haven’t touched fanfic since i was like 10. with that being said if i proof read it i won’t have the guts to post it. there will be better writing on my blog i promise. also super late for valentine’s day but it rained when i love the day of and no other day of the week n i thought it was funny.
“You told me you checked the weather Tim.”
You had called your boyfriend to let him know that a picnic wasn’t going to work. As soon as you woke up, the noise of rain pattered on your apartment’s roof, hitting you with the reality that being outside wasn’t an option.
“I did! Today is the first time this month it’s rained! But uhhhh should we do the Mary’s?” He tried to remedy the situation with the Italian restaurant in your university neighborhood.
“We go there all the time, can we do something special since it’s Valentine’s Day baby?” You smiled into the phone receiver. You knew he melted into man pudding when you called him baby and used that tone.
“Oh uhh-“ evidence of your work, “Anything you want. Maybe the rink and then hot chocolate after?”
“It’s a date.” You smiled, perfect time to show Tim what he didn’t know about you on the ice.
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Tim came to pick you up, you made sure to put on a raincoat. Not only to protect yourself from getting soaked, but also to reveal your outfit to your boyfriend in the car.
“Oh look at you, expecting to get some laps in?” He joked at the expense of your lululemon attire
“I like my pink define jacket, thank you very much”
“Hey! I like it too, definitely…tight. Hugs the right pla-“ You slap him on the shoulder, “Ow! Do you even know how to skate babe?”
This was your moment. Should you lie and wow him? Or should you tell the truth and loose your novelty? You lie.
“No actually, you’ll have to teach me.”
“That’s great actually, then you can’t let go of me-“ he smiled like an idiot before you interrupted him
“Don’t push it”
“Yes ma’am”
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You try not to be suspicious. ‘Act like you’re nervous, get shaky the first few minutes-‘
“Hey babe, need help with your skates?” Tim is an angel. As much as he likes to talk dirty, he genuinely cares and you always know it.
“Oh uhm, yes please”
“No problem.” he got on his knees and laced your skates up, “They need to be super tight, but not so tight you can’t bend your knees beyond a certain point.” Nobody could wipe the smile he had off his face. He was just happy to be teaching his girlfriend how to skate on Valentine’s Day.
“Thank you Tim. I feel like Cinderella, only my shoe has a sharp blade on it and my prince charming doesn’t know how to check the weather.” You giggle at his expense
“Im sure I’m a much better prince charming than whatever that guy had going on. Now stand up and see if it’s comfortable.”
“Perfect! Oh! I mean uhhh-“ You can’t let the jig be up, “Ouch super tight but I’ll be okay!”
Tim looks at you funny, but thought nothing if it, “Alright let’s go.”
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You can’t even stand it. You’ve been pretending to be awful at skating for almost 30 minutes. The real truth? You were on a figure skating scholarship just like how Tim was on a hockey one. You’d been skating since middle school and it had become a sport you loved deeply. You and Tim had been together for eight months, but the topic never really came up due to you thinking there were far more important things to your character.
“Can I try by myself?” your posture was awful, but it as about to be perfect in about 5 seconds
“Remember what I taught you about falling on your butt and not your face?”
It took so much not to roll your eyes, “Ill try not to fall because you like both of those things about me. think I’m okay.”
“Great! Let’s see you do 5 feet ahead. Go at any pace you want.”
You nodded, kissing him on the cheek. You immediately shifted into better posture, stopped shaking , and started skating at the pace you wanted, like he said. You begin with fluid crossovers, transitioning into quick footwork. With a push, you launch into a simple jump, landing with precision. You could feel the air whipping past your face as you gained speed. Your body twists and turns effortlessly, soon you’re skating circles around your boyfriend, who couldn’t do anything but look at you in shock. You stop right next to him.
“Was that okay?”
“Was that okay?? What are you doing studying here! People get injured all the time at the olympics I’m sure you could fill in and it would make no difference” He laughed in complete shock, “How long have you been skating for?
“More than 10 years”
“We should definitely take this to my place. You’ve won my heart. Not that you didn’t before I just- let’s go babe.”
“No I’m actually having so much fun!”
#matthew lillard#tim laflour x reader#tim laflour#tim laflour x you#tim laflour fluff#senseless 1998#tim laflour fic
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Oh god, now I’m too interested to know about your AU (from the doodles post) can you please tell more about it????
AGSJHDIIE IM SO HAPY SOMEBODY ASK !!! HEHEHE SO THANK YOU FOR ASKING Anon
Angst ig???
So in this AU both Prismo and Scarab are kinda 19-20? Maybe 20-ist. So the place where Scarab lives gets bombed (musheroom war????). Later on, after 1-2 years, he was diagnosed with some immune-related cancer because of the radioactive. After getting to a hospital, he meets Prismo there. The two talk, seeing they both share some interests and start to become closer, while Prismo's condition gets better. Scarab does not. After Prismo got out of the hospital, he still often visits Scarab, puts on a chat, or wish him to get better. They two would have a short walk together in the park (when Scarab’s health conditions let him), sharing stories and writing fanfic together. From time to time Prismo start to develop some feelings on Scarab
Later on, Prismo visits him more often, he starts to give Scarab flowers and stays with him longer. With Prismo slowly growing on Scarab, so he also start to catch feelings for the other. But Scarab know they both gonna lead themselves to nothing, and he doesn’t want Prismo to waste time is time on him. And even tho Prismo knowledge that he just shakes it off and being more positive. And because of that Scarab just follows the flow for the shake of Prismo's and his own feelings
Few more years pass and they two become somewhere 'close friend'. Tho for Scarab's health it become worst, he feel most of time . Prismo still visits him frequantly, and sometimes Scarab would try to tell Prismo about his feelings but scared other don't feel the same. Prismo did try to talk about it, but whenever he ask about what Scarab feel about him Scarab just akwardly say that he is a "great friend" so Yeahhh (They both don't know how to communicated about those topic 😭)
I think that all happened in 5-6 years (after they met) or smt? then in the end uhhhh....
Sooooo
In the end Scarab gonna die but they two confess each other feeling. It make them kinda laugh about this and they two then holding hand (they hold hand before but this is the only time they really do that comfortablely) And Scarab spend his last moment of his life in his love embrace
THANK YOU FOR LISTENING TO MY RAMBLING :3 Might have some spelling, grammar mistake or plot holes but yea ^^
(Thinking about killing Prismo too)
here is a small drawing for you to cope with
#prohibitedwish#prismo#Scarab#scarab the god auditor#art#silly doodles#idk what im doing#I should sleep#Havent think about names for this au yet#I spend hours on this#talking nonsense#lol#this is how i cope#im so normal about them i promise#i think im going insane#help my sanity#what is sleep#somebody help me#If someone reading this#im not okay#i love them so much#angst no happy ending
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PLEASEEEE SHOW US YOUR OC DON'T BE SHY!!!^!;@;@,@(
AHH!! JUMPSCARE!! ermm UHHHH HIIIIIIIII SILLY!!! here's the silly doodles of them.. ( im so sorry my post are really messy and i yap a whole lot )
also erm @sakura-gyarugall and @vuomelo!! since you wanted to see them:3 (also im still working on my design for callie cause i do not like her current one at the moment, its bugging me so much. So i might redesign her outfit AGAIN) WARNING YAPPING UNDERNEATH!! (im so sorry if its really long i just add little stuff that i forget in parenthesis, im now rereading this and oh my god. ITS LONG. CHAT ITS LONG IM SO SOSRRY)
The Kanawha Clan. the Kanawha clan is formed from an Uchiha descendant and a Hyuga descendant. ( i have not thought about the clans special ability.. and it's been 2 years, my last idea was WAY TOO OVERPOWERERD AND I DONT WANT THAT!! ) And yes that would mean that some of the Kanawha members have Uchiha blood! but again yknow genetics, it wears off so it isnt as strong as before yknow? anyways! The Kanawha clan specializes in swordsman ship, most specifically the Main Family of the clan because of tradition n stuff (i cant explain properly and my vocabulary isnt that wide) Also!!! The children of the main family are to be homeschooled due to a tradition of the main family, but they're learning the same topics and lessonss they're supposed to learn in the Ninja Academy. They are also privately trained by their guardian, or a trusted kanawha member to teach them how to wield a katana!:3 When they're a genin, they get their own katana. What about 3 person teams? Once and everywhile, if a kid of the main family passes the entrance exam there will be one team that will have 4 people. relationships with the Hyuga and the Uchiha clan; now remember that I said the descendant is a hyuga and an uchiha? That would mean that uh early kanawhas had one or the other! But as time passes by, the kanawha clan cut ties with the Uchiha but is still friends with the hyuga clan. Like i said earlier, i do nawt have an idea for the clans special ability but i might make it genjutsu or something sword related!! -- OC YAPPINGS!! (im so sorry this post is VERY LONG also im sorry if the canon characters are like ooc it's been 2 years since i've left the fandom and i've recently came back) Callie Kanawha - she's the oldest of the main family. When she was younger, she had a high ego, mostly to just satisfy herself but whatever. She's loud, and normally high tempered (she can control it now though. But she WILL yell at you for being so stupid and will apologize later with your favorite food). She would often sneak into the academy to see what it was like because she was homeschooled, Her first interaction in the academy was with Itachi. And I would imagine it would go like this. C: " Oh it's you. " I: " ?? What do you mean ' it's you ' ? " C: " eh whatever. I've seen you around " I: " ..okay " C: " ... you look like a stick " -grins before leaving- I: ???? And it's so stupid, and she's like " what the hell was that interaction??? Why was that my first reaction.. ". But anyways, she secretly sneaks in the academy multiple times. She gets caught often but she keeps finding new ways to go in and her Father is sooo done with her. Telling her to stop or she'll be grounded. And of course she doesn't listen!! After a few times of sneaking into the academy she makes a few new friends and she has talked to itachi a few times, honestly just telling him hes a stick he's just annoyed.
(I may not be able to continue her lore because I was planning on telling you guys her entire story but whatever.. but you can ask me in my inbox about more!!) Camori Kanawha, - he's the youngest of the Main Family. When he was younger he was mostly quiet, but not like hinata-shy quiet. Just quiet, He wasn't like his older sister, he would follow the rules but he looked up to her, he thought she was the strongest person ever aside from his father.
Uhhh ASK MORE ABOUT THEM IN MY IMNOX BECAUSE I BELIEVE THIS IS TOO LONG!! UHH TEAH BUT THANKIES FOR ASKIES GUYS:3
#scott: yapping#Naruto oc#Oc:Callie kanawha#Oc:Camori Kanawha#Naruto#Naruto shippuden#Oc stuff#My ocs#naruto au
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Liquid fashioning Snake’s sneaking suit with his own flare.
I really enjoy Liquid as a character. I haven’t played all the games in the franchise quite yet but I’ve finished MGS1.
Here are some headcanons for if Liquid lived through Foxdie or wasn’t targeted by it in the first place:
-He honestly really reminds me of Dio Brando (another fictional fave of mine) so I think he’d have a similar relationship as Dio did with Jonathan. A burning hatred accompanied some level of respect. Maybe Liquid, after being defeated by Snake, would have some respect for him but still bicker and have a corny little rivalry.
-Honestly, I think he’d share a lot of personality traits with Dio! Just very… not intimidating.
-Since we’re still on the topic of JOJO, I imagined him having hair closer to REO Speedwagon? Like in my head I was like “yeah Liquid has slightly wavy/curly hair” and then I looked up reference images for this drawing and i sharted a little. His hair is so FLAT. I think there should be an appropriate middle-ground where his hair is still straight but has waaayyy more volume similarly to his little PS1 model.
-Liquid seems like the type to hold grudges so I don’t think there’s going to be much forgiving besides tolerance.
-It’d be really comical if Liquid accompanied Snake and Otacon and they’re just dragging around this man-child who keeps complaining and bragging.
-I intentionally avoided giving Liquid any of the gear that Snake has on his suit. I think Liquid would purposely try to out-do Snake at every turn, thus going into missions naked so he can brag when things go well.
-However when things don’t go well, I think he’d be like the average Overwatch player and just blame his teammates or bad luck. I feel like he’s the kind of guy to make REALLY shitty decisions in fights just for the sake of looking/feeling cool and then getting his ass beat.
-And then after a whooping he comes back down to earth and actually does something useful 💀 (or Snake saves him)
-I know the sneaking suit has the shirt for a reason but, bro had his tits out on shadow moses, he can withstand the cold.
-I gave him grey hairs and a few more wrinkles than he initially appeared with to account for his aging.
-I can kindaaaa see him applying black eyeliner to his waterline. I also added really long eyelashes since I think he’d slay mascara too !
-I don’t think he and Otacon would get along at all initially. My thought is that Otacon tries to introduce him to anime or Japanese media as a whole to try to find something they can both enjoy. Personally, I really see Otacon being into your typical high school or magical girl anime and Liquid would be super-turned off from it. So instead they’d watch like Cowboy Bebop, Yu Yu Hakusho, Berserk, Ghost in the Shell, AKIRA, etc. Stuff that might be appealing to some random guy.
-It’s kinda hard to speak on anything relating to Snake cuzzzz uhhhh y’know I haven’t actually played most of the games– I’m particularly referring to the one where Liquid is a kid! (WHICH im really tempted to play rn in the middle of MGS2 since I REALLY wanna see Lil Liquid). That would give a lot more context ‘cuz I’m currently learning about everything relating to the other games via fanart and discussion posts here on Tumblr 💀
-Idk maybe they can bond on shared trauma man i got no clue
-Raiden? Uh? Okay say he’s [Liquid] involved in MGS2 (or at least the start of it since I haven’t gotten very far in): I feel like Raiden would be really annoyed by Liquid. Just a crazy dumbass making things more stressful than they already are.
-I didn’t really draw it here but I think Liquid would have downturned eyes while Snake would have upturned eyes. Idk like if I could show the facial structure in my head, Liquid’s sitting face would be really miserable looking. Snake’s would be resting furrowed and seem more intimidating.
-Don’t know much about Solidus and Liquid (for some reason the only interactions I see between them in fanart is either them being shipped together or Liquid about to violently assault the old fuck) but do you know that image of Spiderman getting dunked on by Venom??? Ok so I think that’s them 😭 As soon as Liquid knows there’s an even better clone out there he’d just have a fuckin’ temper tantrum like Muscle Man from Regular Show and make it his mission to dunk on that old man.
-I think Liquid would CONSTANTLY smell like fuckin’ sweat despite literally being shirtless 24/7
-If Liquid were in the modern day he’d smell like 72 gallons of axe body spray
-On nice occasions he would smell like 72 gallons of cologne
-He’d be a gym bro for sure
-Carrying around protein shakes, talking about gains, and crying about how his stocks are plummeting
-His hair is definitely a little greasy
-I honestly think he’d have trouble growing facial hair in comparison to the other clones
-I feel like he’s the kinda guy to sit in a corner of a dark room and stare at Otacon to scare the ever-loving shit out of him.
-Also seems like the kind of guy to have trouble sleeping at night so he just roams like a FNAF animatronic.
-Seems like the kind of guy to ask Otacon what he’s doing out of boredom and then immediately regret it and space out.
-Ok so I had a thought. I think instead of smoking like Snake and Big Boss do, I think Liquid would drink.
-Y’know the room you find Otacon in MGS1? Where you fight funny ninja robo man? Ok so I think Liquid specifically asked for Otacon to be put into there so that everytime he switches to the security cameras in that room he just laughs at his goofy ass.
-Seems like the type of guy to ask “can i put on your glasses?” and then proceed to act like he just got shot by a firing squad from how blind you are (he does this to Otacon for sure)
-I’d think that Liquid’s ego is so inflated that he’d lack bitchess due to the “I’m too good for them” mentality
-Upon seeing Ocelot I’d like to think that Liquid would bitch-slap him.
-Seems like the kind of fella to enjoy a meal consisting of dinosaur chicken nuggets, crinkle-cut fries, and mac n’ cheese.
Alright that’s enough headcanons goo-bye.
#mgs fanart#metal gear solid#mgs#liquid snake#liquid mgs#eli mgs#mgs1#mgs2#mgs2 sons of liberty#otacon#hal emmerich#otacon mgs#solid snake#snake mgs
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they call me the yapper because i
--well, okay, like. i mean if you really think about it to "be a yapper" is really relative from person to person; if someone doesnt talk much then of course theyd consider themselves to be "yapping" if they say something over, lets say, 5 sentences (the term yapping holds a sort of negative connotation too, so if someone believes they shouldn't be talking that would also affect their perception of their yapperism). as someone who likes talking and has grown a decent of confidence over the years about that, i tend to go off the rails on talking. despite this im aware that the amount that i speak seems sort of disproportional to to the average person. HOWEVER im a pretty busy person (+ am tired a lot) so its only in short bursts that i get to unleash my full yappering.
okay so, then, whats true yapping in my perception specifically? well, like ive said, i talk a lot unabashedly so my view can and will be weighted by that. personally i feel like yapping would be aroooouund 5+ paragraphs. maybe a little less?
i dont typically go over 3 unless im truly truly going off the rails. like that time i was trying to explain chilaios to my friends OH speaking of that reminds me i should probably be working on those meta analyses and the fanfic i was working on ages ago, god, i missed those - i never actually started on that fic by the way WELL I MEAN TECHNICALLY I DID i started drafting it but i got really intimidated cause. i was staring at it and it sucked and like man i KNOOOOW the first draft it meant to be complete shit BUT LIKE I CANT STAND STARING AT IT ITS SO NERVE WRAKING im not even worried that other people are gonna judge (though thats definitely a part of it)
but anyways thats unrelated, actually i dont think i DO talk that much now that i think about it i mean its only when someone asks me an interesting question or i have a lot to share - which sometimes i do sometimes i dont, but usually in conversations with my friends i do. but again, lack of time and such n such. i honestly WISH i could yap as much as i want to (yap in a positive sense here because talking is never REALLY inherently negative) because it would give me the opportunity to share more information, whatever the topic may be, with other people. and maybe have them learn something that i did too! but theres so many (percieved) obstacles, especially between my thoughts and experiences vs others that its hard to get the words out there. i know i said earlier that i talk unabashedly and its true that i dont really care specifically about the AMOUNT that im speaking, i get a lot anxiety about what im talking about. even if theres no clear correct answer! but somehow, having an opinion feels like an act violence to those who dont share that opinion. WHICH IS A BAD MINDSET, OBVIOUSLY, but its hard to help. what if having my own thought hurts someones feelings? what if having my own autonomy as a person becomes an obstacle that someone needs to get over? what if taking up space in a room is denying someone elses rightful place? its crazy when put on paper, but so easy to slip down the slope until any feeling or need that is not someone elses is a threat to you and others--
anyways, what was i talking about??? oh right they call me the yapper because. because i uhhhh............???
#phio unfortunates#<- NOT REALLY ACTUALLY THIS ISNT A VENT I WAS JUST TRYING TO MAKE A JOKE AND THEN IT SPIRALLED INTO ME EXPERIMENTING WITH WRITING#but yk. just in case its sad to see#but really i was just spitting out as many words as i could#good writing exercize actually that was really fun!
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heyo, uh sorry for the super long message, and sorry this question is a little strange or somethin, you dont have to answer it, but youre like the only person i have seen on the internet comfortably talk about csa, and i wanted to just kinda say ive been debating including csa in one of my characters backstories but im nervous i will misrepresent it or something (i have experience with being sexually harrassed/coerced when i was a teenager but it wasnt drastic and i am not a victim of csa) and i guess i wanted advice. i don't want it to seem like its for cheap shock value, i do want to make it thematically relevant. the character, who i will call S for conveniance, was raised in isolation by their mother for their entire childhood and was abused and neglected, and S was raised to be "bait" for people to lure them in so their mother could eat them (uh. yeah cannibalism is here too. their backstory is already fucked up without the csa) i have a basic idea for how the csa starts, how it incorporates itself into the story and how S is affected by it, but i dont know, im nervous about including any of this because again, its a serious topic, and i want to portray it in a way that doesnt feel like its there just to make the reader disgusted. so if you have any pointers for me i'd appreciate that. again no big deal if you dont answer this
well it sounds like you've already made it thematically relevant with the whole "raised to be bait" thing so good job. I can absolutely see myself reading a story like that and thinking "this would be improved with csa but the author probably didnt wanna go there" cuz I can't imagine a situation in which a child is created for and frequently put in that kind of danger for the parents benefit that wouldn't somehow cross over into CSA or at least emotionally incestuous behavior.
it makes sense to be nervous when writing about it but without exact examples i can't really tell you if i think you're off base on anything. im not sure if any of the general pointers i COULD give would be very helpful on account of i'm not the end all be all of csa representation haha. my situation wasn't even that bad, i'm just inordinately fixated on it for some reason.
some people will tell you that under no circumstances should you write a graphic csa scene. this comes from an understandable place where in the past a lot of csa in media has been very uhhhh exploitative i guess? just for shock value, like you said here? which can be alienating and hurtful and rely on unrealistic tropes and spread misinformation and a lot of bad stuff. but i personally like when things get a bit graphic, its why i liked The Incest Diary so much. it really depends on the tone of the story and you're just gonna have to accept that you're not gonna please everyone.
as for less/non-graphic csa portrayals theres this article by this author Rene Denfeld which i really like and respect. i've read her books The Child Finder and The Butterfly Girl and i think they're both good examples of portraying explicitly that a child was raped, focusing on the childs inner world, and what its like to live with and cope with that trauma afterwards, all without anything very explicit.
as a side note, i don't think that "Trying to make the reader disgusted" is a bad reason to include it. i dont think you need a higher justification to write about csa other than "I Wanted To." that doesnt mean i always enjoy or agree with how ppl write about it but trying to evoke disgust isnt inherently bad because it is disgusting. I often evoke disgust with my art even when I don't mean to just because people are more sensitive to it than I am.
but being overly cautious about writing about csa, to the point that you don't even include it, means that most of the ppl writing about it will either be dickheads who don't care at all about being sensitive and victims of csa themselves and when those are the two main categories things get iffy and stressful and the survivors voices often get drowned out. im not gonna go into why cuz that'll take foreverrrrr. but my point is that I don't believe CSA is worse than like, death, or grief or murder or something. you can write about it if you wanna you dont need an excuse.
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So i was crolling and saw a post about you answearing this anons question
"Dutch? You mean like the former colonial empire? If you think colonisers have to kill themselves, bad news..."
And you saying you are in favor of deconolasation (sorry if i wrote it like shit inglish isnt my first lenguage)
And i been hearing this word eversinse the beggining of the palestinian genocide
And maybe i missunderstanding the idea but, dont peopole live in the now colonised bits of the land? Does decolonasation inteal that the New people in those bits be removed from them?
Again its extremly probable that im just missunderstanding the idea but i wanted to know if you can either asnwear my quetion or just point me to some resources about the topic
Thanks for your time
no, decolonization does not necessitate settlers being forced out of their land. that being said there are israelis living in houses which less than a few years ago belonged to Palestinians who just had to leave town to visit family or something. I would say "stealing houses" does entail giving those houses back to the people who lived there, probably.
In Palestine's case however, they literally live in an apartheid state where different groups of people are given different rights, with the rights of Palestinians being subject to the whims of israelis. It is for example, completely legal for an israeli citizen to occupy the house of a Palestinian. That israeli person now legally owns that house even if they had to break in to get there. In Palestine's case, Palestinians have had so much land stolen that so many of them of them were living in Gaza simply because they'd been forced out everywhere else. Israel created one of the most densely populated cities on earth by corralling Palestinians into it.
Creating the situation in Palestine required conditions so unfair and so dehumanizing to Palestinians, and so much violence was necessary to create those conditions that decolonizing Palestine is not going to be a clean and peaceful process. Ending a genocide is never going to be a clean and peaceful process to the people committing and complicit in that genocide.
That being said the united states of america could have at literally any moment in the last uhhhh. Almost a year? had a sitdown with the president of israel, maybe a couple of phone calls to get him to stop killing Palestinians. Like, joe biden if you're reading this you could make a couple phone calls to just tell weapons manufacturers to stop handing weapons to israel. you know if confronting the president of israel is just too difficult for you and you want to ghost him for some reason? like, joe biden babygirl you could get off your ass and form a coherent sentence that could've ended this genocide at literally any moment
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hi guys whats up its me jamie and i have vocaloid headcannons for the yv boys cus im bored like really REALLY bored and also ive been hyperfixating on vocaloid for the longest time and yuurivoice
UMMM WARNING FOR THE LINKS lots of flashing lights and for the scary one uhhh blood and ooky spooky things like GORE and KNIVES!!!!!!!! BAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! and also plenty of disturbing topics (mainly for Okaasan, Secrets of Wysteria and The Fox’s Wedding those are freaky deaky)
Faust:
- before i start i wanna say that he definitely used to be a scene kid i can smell it i can smell the sour patch kids and monster energy off of him
- ok anyways this guy was also a HUGE vocaloid fan and im not talking about he only listened to miku songs he listened to ALLLLL of them
- back in the day if u asked him which song was his favorite he’d probably mention some scary, obscure and super old song like idk Alice of Human Sacrifice or (my favorite) Fear Garden but really his favorite song was probably either Romeo and Cinderella (ALSO MY FAVORITE) or World is Mine
- his favorite vocaloid is probably IA
- he’s probably the only one out of the boys that actually knows other vocaloids other than miku
- if you went up to him now and asked him what his favorite song was (cus i know motherfucking well he still listens to vocaloid) he’d still say some obscure shit just to sound cool and original but shhhhh its ok buddy i know your favorite song is Matoryoshka and Magnet
Alphonse:
- i know damn well he listens to vocaloid in private
- “i can’t let the bros know i fuck with this”
- he leans more towards the pop side of vocaloid like GimmexGimme and Freely Tomorrow
- he’s too scared to listen to any of the creepy vocaloid songs cus he’s a PUSSY (this is very lighthearted) he heard one kikuo song and couldn’t sleep
- his favorite vocaloid is rin
Auron:
- you know damn well he also listened to vocaloid i mean like he HAD to because of Faust
- at first he thought it was cringe and told Faust that all the time just to spite him but after a while be was like holy fuck this goes hard????
- he most definitely got too curious when Faust mentioned the scary vocaloid songs and went down a horrible HORRIBLE rabbit hole (its ok me too)
- it started out with Rotten Girl, Grotesque Romance then Secrets of Wysteria and ended with Okaasan
- he ended up pretty NOT normal after that
- his favorite song would either be uhhhh Q or maybe Closer to You
- when it comes to his favorite vocaloid he’d probably tell you its miku just because but i like to think his favorite is ACTUALLY vflower because of how strong her voice is
Charlie:
- HUSH I KNOW HE HAD TO LISTEN TO VOCALOID BECAUSE OF CASPER
- hey do you know what a vocaloid is “is.. that an anime?”
- after hearing about it he got a little curious and started off with a classic Ievan Polkka because everybody knows that song
- he doesn’t really care about vocaloid that much and wouldn’t have a favorite song but shhhhhh he dabbles a little bit into it
Jack:
- i mean come ON guys he said he was a theater kid why wouldn’t he listen to vocaloid at least a LITTLE
- he probably wouldn’t be THAT into it like charlie but if you mentioned it he’d be like “oh yeah! i’ve listened to a couple songs!”
- i know DAMN WELL this man fucks with wowaka HEAVY
- “fuck man unknown mother goose is so good” TWINNNNNNN
- his favorite song would probably be Roki tho
- im still not too sure who his favorite vocaloid is but i think it’d be kaito
Finn:
- i can smell it off of him. he fucks with miku HEAVYYYYY
- also would not fuck with the scary songs if you told him to listen to uhhhh idk The Fox’s Wedding he’d cry
- he likes the much softer songs which is why kaai yuki would be his favorite because of her soft voice BUT he would really like meiko too
- his favorite songs (since he’s indecisive) would probably be Patchwork Staccato OR Deep Sea Girl
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i just saw this @deoccchi
YOU WANNA KNOW MORE ABOUT MY OC????? YAHOOOO LESGOOOOOO
This is Elly, Miku's dreamland counterpart. uhhhh ive rambled a lot about my dreamland ocs in here before....
ive rambled with @alopex26 to help make Red's lore better and they were thinking maybe Viola's illness have something to do with werewolves stuffz so im thinkin bout it (cuz it sounds p good) should do smth with the gawdamn wolf design
off topic for a bit, but i did made a lil red riding hood and big bad wolf design based off of my oc red for uhhh unholy purposes HAHAHAHAHAHHA
anws, Red's irl self is named Kakeru.
miku accidentally bump into kakeru one time and fell in love at first sight, typical shoujo shit, while elly...did accidentally bump into red in the dreamworld but she was mostly intrigued by ANOTHER LIVING HUMAN BEING SPECIMEN ON DREAMLAND
ok i should probably go back to yap abt elly since ur probably here for her lel
i bet ur wondering abt this elly here
i call this one, uhhh, dream shepherd elly, its basically kinda like....adult version of elly, she basically grew up or smth miku does not look like this as an adult tho, she has a short wavy hair
haha wow old 2020 art haha
i yapped about dream shepherd elly to a friend before
heres the art i made for halloween last year for singing dream eater haha (i even have the scuffed cover of this song still on my yt screams)
i made halloween lore on my discord server before.....
i even had one for my bday last year haha-
now look at these dream shepherd elly arts i did while i explain how did elly became the way she is now as an adult
and this one is the recent one lel
uhhh im still developing my lore for my dreamland fairytale ocs so lets just say, something happened at the end in dreamworld that caused her to separate with her dreamland friends, especially Red, the one she cherishes deeply.
so she became a dream shepherd to help people like her in need of going back to dreamland but also, to find and reunite with Red one day in the vast open dreamworlds.
but how did she BECAME a dream shepherd and how did she just suddenly have the magic to be able to teleport to different dreamworld when she she couldn't before meeting the white rabbit?
well,,, it has to do with the white rabbit himself along with the fuckery that goes under dreamworld,,, WONDERLAND,,,
wonderland lore is still being developed as i just made it up recently while thinking about lore HAHAHAHAHA
if one wanna knows more how wonderland works, my source of inspiration would have to be
mafumafu's Alice in the ruin of a country
i love mafumafu songs so much, this song probably explains more about elly backstory kinda??? (or more like the end plot climax story i had in my brain lemao)
aight i yap too much, thanks for listening to my ted talk if anyone bothers reading all of that HAHAHAHHAHAHA
#oc#ocs#original character#Once Upon a Time...#meeks museum#wonder if i should change the name of the series into something nicer#like....once upon a dream or smth#does that sound kringe#very sane meeku behaviour
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