#uhh the 8iggest issue was that most of my '''''''''''friendships''''''''''' are VIOLENTLY unsatisfying cuz they think
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clasps hands together oh i am simply going mad with power
#clove rambles#dont re8log#uhhhhhh this is NOT a sad post XD at all#8ut! ill fill the tags so u dont have to s33 my shit anyway :P!!!!#sklhlkhlkmklgmklmgklkg esgrk g rgre agerg lkeag er klg g klgklrlkgeggfglksdfklsgklrgreklgkleagklklagklraegklregkremgkrleagropgorepkagopkgok#kfdkgofokpghdokpsghopkrdpkogtatgoeaohbteoatperpgreopkghopkeaopkrhpokajigergrklamsgtlkhlkmrsmklthskhtoprshotgotkpsegkopropkghsopkgrkpogkopokg#that should 8e good i think#8ut last night i was mulling over like#hm. going i h8 my friends or i want to isol8 myself on a daily 8asis. is really not that gr8#so i had to evalu8 some shit in regards to my social deal and 8ROOOOOOOO#ALREADY IM SO FUCKING RELIEVED JUST THINKING OF EVERYTHING I CAN DOOOOOOOO#uhh the 8iggest issue was that most of my '''''''''''friendships''''''''''' are VIOLENTLY unsatisfying cuz they think#8eing in the same online space as me and talking at the same time = closest most intim8 friendship ever#which. git gud.#otherwise it was just shedding off particular people i dont want in my life or have to 8e with socially#which i am extremely not excited to tell some ppl this 8ut otherwise it should handle itself#so thats nice#i was really really worried cuz i thought i had to stick with as many ppl as i can for foster shit reasons; idk how ill react once im in it#and like having ppl to talk to will 8e good and important 8UT THIS TIME ITS GONNA 8E PEOPLE WHO HAVE MORE THAN A PASSING CARE A8T ME#AND WILL ACTUALLY TRY TO HELP ME AND SHIT#AND 8E; YKNOW; GOOD FRIENDS ON A 8ASIC LEVEL;#INSTEAD OF PRETENDING WE'RE FRIENDS WHILE STILL TREATING ME LIKE JUST SOMEONE THEY FOLLOW;#and goddddddddddddddddd i am so so so so so so so fucking ready to 8e like actually remotely satisfied socially#like lays flat on floor ughuguhguhhhh im god
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