#ughhhhhhh I DON'T WANNA DO THIS
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I am still NOT in the routine of doing homework yet..
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#ughhhhhhh I DON'T WANNA DO THIS#dies#get me OUT of school and INTO the woods#I NEED to become a critter rid of his worries
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Accidentally viewed the story of the person who like hunted me down on instagram from my past . Lowkey freaking out but its like. Honestly. Once you get through the breakdown point to the otherside there is a sense of calm that things are falling apart within the hours that you spent like a whole year trying to escape from and always being really terrible at. So she can see that i viewed her story and id on't even remember what it said and im just like. I mean. I don't know what she can do to me at this point but even just seeing a text from her might kill me so i don't know if i wait for a confrontation or just block or what. How am i just now going through the grief of this man cmon
#neg#UGHHHHHHH... girl who had to go through the realization that this person was Traumatizing#but never the realization that this person was also Their Closest Friend#like i cared about her!! i texted her when i was fucking high!!#i texted her happy birthday two months late!! i talked to her as of like a few months ago!!#and i shouldn't have but like we used to sit in a park together and she's the reason i have a favorite coffee order#even though it was just her favorite and she would always buy it for me#and we could have had something good if she didn't do all the shit that she did. but she doesn't seem to know.#and now i feel like i'm being hunted down by the fucking devil and God i am tired. I am so fucking tired.#i don't really have a way to console myself here i just kind of give up i think. like yeah i really did fuck up#crazy how she makes me spiral like this but like i have been in my hometown for ONE day. i have a MONTH left#i have over a week until i can call my college best friend again!! And i don't know if i wanna tell my other friends this!!#I should really just text someone but fuck man it's been one day ithought i had my shit together#she seems so happy now. and single i think. and I feel like my body is a cicada shell#and i'm just vagbuely off writhing somewhere and making a damn fuss about the whole thing
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#tko_art#save me midnight tiramisu#ughhhhhhh#feet hurt so bad#curse my parents for these flat fucking feet#HUGE flat feet#fee fi fo fum bro#i'm gonna zzzzz#so much things to do#can i live bro#can i just get a breather#hhhhhh#driving to the cities to celebrate my brother's birthday but soooooo tough#i don't wanna drive#i just wanna lay in bed and roll around on my day off#zzzzzzzzzzzzz#gah#can someone slow shit down#puase#pause pause pause please#ggggggggggggg#these bitches better know i love them#making tiramisu after an 8 hr shift#and a long hot shower#in this cold ass weather eith my dry ass fucking hands
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tomorrow. tomorrow i will write at least Lelesu's character bio to link in my pinned. i stg i Will Do This
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I'm actually super upset about the fact my body is actively working against my carefully planned free time activities 😭
#I WANNA GO TO THAT GIG SO BAD WANTED TO SINCE I HEARD ABOUT IT LAST MONTH#got half a mind to just push through the pain and dizziness and go#but then there's the issue of The Blood....#and also... i'd get home around 1.30am tomorrow. and i got work tomorrow#and not getting enough sleep would make the pain and dizziness even worse#idek if i can work like this actually. but i don't wanna call in sick!!!!!#because i cannot call in sick over something so minor!!!! but also i cannot adequately care for myself at work#gotta be up and about for 8 hours no toilet breaks#but i cannot do that when i need a pitstop every 3 hours ughhhhhhh#i hate this body and all it stands for fr fr
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#had an okay writing day for my thesis yesterday and it was a rly nice day overall and then idk. rsd hit i guess and#i went to sleep way too late so ofc today i've been feeling foggy and i haven't written a word and it's 6pm like..............#makes me feel like i wasted the work i did yesterday and i should've gone to my grandpa's bday celebrations yday#even though that didn't feel viable. he sure made me feel like shit for missing it too!#it just feels like see i could've gone and done yday's work today or some shit which ?? but sure#i just know myself and im p unbearable to be around rn/when im stressed/on a deadline so yk. + travel time + adjusting plus socialising...#also had a long talk w/ my friends yday and it was nice and it was all about how you experience consciousness but also idk.#also i keep being so sharp and kinda mean to one of my friends and it's sooooooooo she says it's fine and it's not that bad but ughhhhhhh#im sure the core of this spiral is i just rly don't like myself and i think im right not to so like. what now#and none of this even matters like. get it toGETHER#also adhd meds aren't magically fixing my life so that's another scam (but ok they DO help at least i can actually write and think then)#anyways.#i think it's. feeling this & hating myself and my friend talking about how they're past that and life is still hard for them#and it's not about me but it does make me feel stupid like true all my problems are self-made not even circumstancial like.#also feel like i keep saying the wrong thing to people and i keep messing up my words lately and boooooooo idk#anyways im ok i just don't wanna moan abt this to anyone specifically but clearly im stuck so yk?#should i share more nice moments here too??? i just always feel like whatever emotion im feeling disappears when i share it so???#maybe bc i overthink it then or whatever#but i can!! maybe i should#for yday: had a rly rly fun convo with a friend who gave me the wildest updates ever + spent time with 2 of my best friends#+ smelled the flowers and that v v specific spring to summer air and felt the sun on my face#FINE maybe therapists have a point
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my wrist hurts and i'm stuck at the university for the next 2 hours before class, so i can't DO anything and i am very bored
#key speaks#ughhhhhhh#i am barred from anything but reading for the moment#(and fucking around on my phone)#bc everything else i want to do requires me to use my wrist#i can't DRAW i rly don't wanna do HOMEWORK#i don't want to waste the gas driving home but man is it tempting#i really should just read for a bit but i don't wanna#so here i am#complaining on tumblr
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Guard Detail
Coco: Ughhhhhhh... I don't wanna guard some prissy noble again...
Jaune: Okay, I admit the last time we guarded a noble was hell. But...
Coco: Hell?! We had to deal with a man that made pigs look skinny! The fat pig tried seducing me! I am not into ugly bastards!
Jaune: I know! But, look at the bright side: We found out he was the leader of a major slave trading, and when we did, you got to beat him to a bloody pulp!
Coco: That was nice~! But, still... we have guard another noble...
Jaune: Hey, it's not some dude, it's a lady.
Coco: If she's like the snobbish, upper class prick that we had on that escort mission, I'm going to break her face in.
Jaune: It's not that bitch. She's actually royalty, so we don't have to worry about her being a prissy bitch. Mostly...
Coco: But, you know how weird nobles can be?
Jaune: Yeah, that 'dungeon' we saw...
Coco: (Shudders!) Don't reminder me of that!
Jaune: Well, let's just hope for the best, and prepare for the worst. This job pays well, and we lost most of out money because I had to pay your bail. Again.
Coco: Bitch had it coming. Dissing my outfit...
Jaune: Haa... Let's... let's just get this over, and done with. We'll protect this noble, get paid, and go, Grimm killing. Okay?
Coco: Fine... but, if they group my chest I'm breaking their face.
Jaune: Okay, that's...?
: Hello~!
Jaune: ...?
Coco: Hello...?
: Are you, Jaune Arc, and Coco Adel?
Jaune: Yes...?
: Wonderful! I am, Pyrrha Nikos, Princes of the Principality of Argus.
Jaune: Uh hu...
Coco: You don't say...
Pyrrha: I have heard great things about you; Breaking up a slave traders ring. Saving small villages from roving band of bandits, and Grimm alike. I am looking forward to the two of you protecting me in the future!
Jaune: Likewise...
Pyrrha: Oh~? I'm being called away! I look forward to hearing the tails of your adventures! Goodbye~!
JC: Bye...
JC: ...
Coco: Jaune...?
Jaune: Yeah...?
Coco: I want her...
Jaune: Me too...
Coco: Flip you for her...?
Jaune: We could do that... Or... or, we could share her...?
Coco: Yes!
Jaune: And, each other in the process...
Coco: YES!
#rwby#jaune arc#pyrrha nikos#coco adel#jaune x pyrrha#pyrrha x jaune#coco x jaune#jaune x coco#coco x pyrrha#pyrrha x coco#rwby arkos#rwby french roast#rwby colourguard
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SHE'S GOT EVERYTHING THAT I DON'T HAVE
"and she's all i wanna be, all i wanna be so bad"
or, in other words, your spouse catches you shittalking your body in your mirror, comparing yourself to someone who poked fun at you earlier.
fandoms - bungou stray dogs, honkai: star rail, genshin impact
hi guys. nobody told me how much highschool would drain u to the fuckin core. thats fine i'm writing now atleast sry this is probably so shit i'm so tired and i'm listening to this album on repeat ughhhhhhh anyways enjoy! also this is opinion based and may be a little bit biased/ooc
fem reader (boobs mentioned, not in a sexual way), uhhh just angst with a little fluff at the end
men that don't know what to do when he hears your self-deprecating comments from the other room. he got home early, and was going to surprise you, a gorgeous bouqet of roses in the hand behind his back. his smile faded, his excitement turned into a pain in his heart. you were comparing yourself to another woman that had talked smack about your appearance earlier in the day.
he saw it all unfold as soon as he lightly walked from the front door to your shared bedroom. he didn't want to let you know of his presence- no, not yet. he wanted to see how far you'd take your words, and to get a better grasp of what was really going on.
the scene in front of him was heartbreaking; you were standing nearly completely naked in front of the full lengthed mirror in the corner of the room, your back nearly turned to the door, but not enough to see him in the mirror behind you unless you find a certain angle. you were running your hands over your chest, saying something about them being "too big" and "not fitting of your body type."
he figured he should intervene soon. he didn't want you talking about yourself like this, especially when he's right behind you, and could do something about it.
he doesn't know what to say, which is why he's not stepping in right away.
he waits for you to turn around, a gasp leaving your mouth and the look on your face one of pure horror. you didn't know what to say either, besides a small little
"did you hear all of that...?"
he nods, sadness evident on his gorgeous face. you could only but fall on the floor, right in front of the mirror, and cry. you were embarrassed, nervous about how much he saw and heard. you thought he'd be mad, he'd run away, he'd agree with you, but instead he falls to his knees and hugs you tight.
he let you cry it out on his shoulder, whispering every single thing he loved about you and your appearance, hoping to make you feel even a little bit better about yourself. he repeated "i love you" and "you're gorgeous the way you are, baby."
after about a half hour, you'd calm down, and he'd let go of the hug, bringing you up onto the bed and cuddling with you there. he doesn't want to push you to talk it out, not now at least. he's tired, you're tired, and you're in the wrong mental space right now. he knows that, and tries to hum a small tune to put you to sleep.
- KAEDEHARA KAZUHA, kamisato ayato, albedo, diluc, boothill, AVENTURINE, jiaoqiu, chuuya, dazai, ranpo
#kaedehara kazuha#kaedehara kazuha x reader#kazuha x reader#albedo#albedo x reader#kamisato ayato#kamisato ayato x reader#ayato#ayato x reader#diluc#diluc x reader#diluc ragnvindr#boothill#boothill x reader#aventurine#aventurine x reader#jiaoqiu#jiaoqiu x reader#chuuya#chuuya nakahara#chuuya x reader#chuuya nakahara x reader#dazai#dazai osamu#dazai x reader#dazai osamu x reader#ranpo edogawa#ranpo x reader#genshin impact x reader#bungou stray dogs x reader
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Thought of something funny...imagine if...like you start hearing the beast's voices in your head...or any of the cookie's voices in your head...you'd assume it's to try to convince you to do bad things...
Nope, it's to take care of you...like just imagine the beasts reminding y/n to drink water or 'hey you've been sitting for too long...get up and stretch!' Or 'you haven't had lunch...go eat!' Lmao! Betthat would drive y/n crazy lmao!
"Oh Y/N cookie~ Aren't you forgetting something?"
"No?"
"My sweet little dumb cookie, don't act like you didn't just decide to not brush your teeth"
"I-"
"Brush them teeth or they'll look like Burning Spice cookies teeth!!"
"Ok fine!"
"Y/N cookie"
"What?"
"You haven't eaten anything today."
"yes I-"
"don't lie to me. Go eat."
"Ughhhhhhh"
"Y/N cookie, It appears you've forgotten something"
"And that is?"
"To go outside! Feel the air fill your lungs, so that when I destroy it all you may miss the feeling! Haha!"
"One, sounds like a stupid excuse to me. Two, yo can't destroy air-"
"Just go outside little cookie!"
"Ugh, fine."
"Oh darling, staying up late again are we? That's very bad for your health you know."
"And yet you five constantly intruding in my mind isn't?"
"Now don't be like that. Go to sleep."
"I don't wanna-"
"Go. To. Sleep."
"Ok ok, chill! Geez, aren't you supposed to be the lazy one?!"
"..."
"Hello? You there or?.."
"..."
"Is this cuz I'm not doing something productive orrrr"
"..."
"What? What am I doing wrong now?"
"..."
"It's times like this I wish you guys were trying to make me blow up a building or something instead."
#crk#cookie run kingdom#cr kingdom#cookie run#crk x reader#burning spice cookie#shadow milk cookie#mystic flour cookie#silent salt cookie#eternal sugar cookie
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you should like... totally do more ellen ripley x fem!reader nsfw headcanons.
(asking for a friend)
(ofc)
(would never be me requesting that)
(totally not asking for me)
Pairing: Ellen Ripley x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Smut, Fluff
Summary: oh yeah
A/N: oh yes *cracks knuckles*
MASTERLIST
When She Wants It
Alright alright let me just start off by saying; UGHHHHHHH
This woman literally WORSHIPS your body
When she's in the mood, she's in the mood
When Ellen is horny and she wants to release some frustration or some anger; you're in for a long night
Please she's such a SWITCH
Sometimes Ripley can be sitting staring at you and she'll get horny
When she does get turned on, she's not one to verbally show you (yet), but she does physically show you (*smirk*)
Definitely gets more clingy when she's turned on; for example
You two are sat down cuddled up watching a movie, and she's watching you watch the movie
She's admiring your features and her fingers are playing with your hair
While she's admiring you she gets a little hot, then she gets hotter and she realises she needs you right then and there
She becomes a little more clingy and touchy because she places her legs over yours and starts moving them very very seductively
And trust me she knows how to get you riled up, and she'll do it
When her touch becomes more heavier or her hands roam a little more than they should be doing she takes the time to watch you; she's looking for any signs that you don't want to have sex right now because she would never force you
But she can see your chest rising up and down heavier than they were before, and she likes what she sees
She looks for the hint of redness in your cheeks or neck that tell her you're flustered, and if you saw her smirk when she finds it o h m y g o d
"Honey I wanna go upstairs", she speaks in an innocent and soft tone
Loves teasing you
When she has teased you she leaves you gobsmacked for a while after before calling you up the stairs
As said before, she's a switch so when she doms you she loves to have her way with you
She absolutely loves eating you out, she loves hearing your moaning knowing that she's the one causing your noises
CALLS YOU A GOOD GIRL
You don't know what it is with her but she loves to spread you out, she forced your legs open, resting her arms on them to overstimulate you when she can
But she loves seeing you spread out for her, sometimes she'll tell you to spread yourself out, but when she does, she likes to spit on your clit and lightly mess around with the little bud
She knows every way you like being touched, and she gets it right every time
Ellen is actually very open in the bedroom, as long as nothing hurts you or her in extreme ways
Sometimes when she's come home from work she'll stalk you out; she'll either silently question if you're in the mood by wrapping her arms around you and kissing your neck, or she'll pick up on your mood and be straightforward and she'll tell you she wants to fuck you
She can be a romantic and softie in bed but that usually changes if you get naughty, and she'll take great pleasure in fucking the attitude out of you
Now when you're horny, it's a different ball game
Sometimes she'll keep you waiting on purpose, she loves to tease you, and she loooooves to edge you, oh and she loves to hear you begging for her
Call her Lieutenant and you won't need to beg anymore, she loves it
There's no set time for when you and Ellen have sex as you have bust lives with work but you always make time for intimacy
As said Ellen is very open in the bedroom which makes you feel safe with her
You had come on your period this week and it was the first time you were on your period whilst being in a very active relationship, of course with Ellen
One time you had just gotten out the shower and she was waiting for you on the bed
As she saw your still wet body covered in a towel you were immediately complimented in the sweetest and naughtiest ways
But you were on your period
When you reminded Ellen you were on your period, she just shrugged her shoulders and led you over to the bed
You were complaining about how there would be blood everywhere and how you thought Ripley would be uncomfortable
She tutted and walked out of your bedroom leaving you alone before coming back with a fresh towel and some wipes
Safe to say you were more than happy to have sex now as each time you do happen to be open your period she lays a towel down and uses her fingers on your pussy and she latches her mouth onto your breasts, neck and mouth
It doesn't phase her, and you do the same with her
Whatever position she's in in the bedroom, Ripley is very affectionate, after all you ground her, and she has a level of intimacy and comfortability with you she wouldn't have or want with anything else
And by the way she can go for hours
Ya'll who wants a Part 2
#ellen x reader#ellen ripley x reader#ellen ripley#sigourney weaver#aliens#ellen riple#sigourney x reader#smut#ellen ripley smut
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i wanna write but i'm so indecisive
virgin!reader x simon, hybrid au, könig zombie apocalypse au
i could do a little event for my birthday that's coming up in a couple days but idk what i would do....
i kind of wanna try my hand at a series but i don't have any ideas
UGHHHHHHH i'm going to lobotomize myself
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PAC18+:🍨✨Channeled Message From Your True Love & Karmic Lover❤️
This is a channeled message from your true love and karmic partners. Take what resonates and what doesn't. Remember this is a general reading💕💕. Enjoy this reading. Most of those piles from your partners are advice for you.
Paid Readings
Hey, you, I know I haven't been talking to you for a minute, because I have been focusing on my bullshit. I hope you are doing the same thing with yours. I can see that you've been writing some stuff down about our future. So am I. I can feel your energy. I am searching for it in everyone else even girls I've been going on dates on. I realized something yesterday about some bullshit ass friends and family. I've attached myself to these fake ass friends because I keep forgiving them. So I still have a lot more karmic shit to deal with. Sorry for keep delaying our connection. I know that you've been working and keeping up with your finances. I know how you feel. I was in your shoes before. I feel that someone had stolen something from me. I don't know who but I'll figure it out. If you need any help! Let me know. I don't like it if you are struggling. Our connection is part of the universe. You and I shared a past life before. I am your friend that came down here to help you out. Whatever struggle you going through I am here. Call out my name. I can feel that you are the most important person in my life. I can feel the love between us, even when we are apart from each other. Make sure to keep writing your list down. I hope I am everything on that list. I wanna tell you something, I am shame of the choices I've made in life. If I tell you that you won't look at me the same again. I've been working on myself. Left to right I've been stuck in the middle. I've attached myself to people's bullshit drama. I can't help it. I love to help other people. Now my question is to you? Are you eating right? How are you feeling? It's okay to feel those emotions whatever you are feeling. Feel it. I used to be the same way. Blocking those emotions. I was so afraid of being vulnerable. Now I am a fucking crybaby. When I was younger, I have been manifesting someone like you in life. I feel that I lost you. I can feel my soul searching for you. You are such a boss-ass woman/man. Can you notice that? I can see it. Even though I can't see it physically but I can see it when I dream about you. I remember when I was younger I used to watch a lot of Disney movies. My family used to make fun of me because of that. But I didn't care I mean don't get me wrong it hurt but I still watch it. So again. Whatever you are dreaming about or writing down it better be me. Because that's what I'm doing. I pray to the stars when I'm thinking about you. When I look up at the moon, I see your beautiful face. You have a beautiful face, energy, etc. I don't like it when you cry 😭 because it makes me cry. I've been seeing a psychic about you. She says some pretty weird 😕 things about you. I've gotten scared about it. Sorry for my delaying our connection with you. Maybe this is my desire talking. But I fucking want you! I wanna meet you right now! I wanna feel your energy around me. I don't want to feel other people's energies anymore. I am getting fucking frustrated 😫. It is bothering the fuck out of my soul. I feel uncomfortable talking to people about my fucking problems if they ain't hearing me. I am sorry for yelling. But this is how I feel. Ain't you ready to meet me? Because I am. I don't care if you got karma with other people we will deal with it together. Ugh!!! Forgive me my darling. I am just scared about the timing and everything. My doubts come to me saying that I'll never meet you. That would be fucked up of me to say wait. Anyways, I love you so much. Ughhhhhhh!! See! I am feeling the water in my eyes right now. Because I wanna cry. I am tired of messing around with other women or talking to other women. I just wanna talk to you and you ONLY!!!
My precious cupcake 🧁, I know what you've been feeling. Our energies transfer to each other🥹. You know how I feel and I know how you feel. I know you are getting tired of waiting for me. For our connection. You wanted it to happen right now. I get you, my love. Everything takes patience. I think that you should go after what you want. Don't think about anything else. Just do it. I mean be smart. We have a telepathic connection. We have conversations with each other. You might think that shit is stupid or corny or whatever but it ain't. I like talking to you. Even though we are far away from each other. We still like right there with each other. If that makes sense. I've been meditating and isolating myself away from people. Because of those types of bad energies, I won't do that to myself. In that area. I climb out of a dark hole. I won't put myself back in there again. You shouldn't either. I've seen the way how you've been moving lately. It's good 🌟 but I can see you falling back into that bad habit. I'm telling you I noticed it because I am noticing it in myself. I feel that you should isolate yourself, away from people because they are not for you. I know you have a lesson you need to learn from these people. So do I. But don't let anyone try to fucked up your peace of mind. Because that person ain't worth it. Maybe I'm deflecting. Nah! Haha 😂 I am just giving you advice. My precious darling. I've been seeing you grow so tremendously. I love every inch of you. Watching you grow helps me grow. I've bet if I was the type of man/woman then I was before tell me the truth you wouldn't want me. Not at all you wouldn't. The choices I've made. Made me the man I am today. I realize my mistakes and actions. I told myself that shit wouldn't fly today. Because I am in a different head space now. Figuring out my peace and my sanctuary. I am sorry for deflecting. See! I'll take accountability for my shit. But still, take my advice. As your husband regardless of what label I am to you. I am still your husband/wife. Because I am confident that you are my wife one day to be. Let me boost your confidence real quick. Do you know how amazing you are? Do you? Your light is so bright it burns the shit out of people’s eyes. You are the best 🌟 beautiful woman/man in the world. The way you sing, move, dance and talk is fucking amazing. You have such a gift. The universe speaks to me when I meditate. I daydream about you all the time. I dream about you. 💘💘🌟💋Your my cupid. You shoot your arrow into my heart ❤️. I fell deeply in love with you. Yes, I don't know you but I know of you. If that makes sense. I know I keep giving you advice because I love helping you out! But you should try meditation with me. Whenever you're ready. Do it. Speak to the universe while you are meditating. Even if you don't believe in us. I say give it a try. What's worth the risk? I have a mental issue, sort of people say I do but oh okay. I am fucked up in the mind. I'm honest about that. That's why I try different outlets to help me. My ancestors speak to me about you. Calling on you. Do you hear me calling? Hear me, please. I got you. No matter what.
I’ve seen you in my dreams before. But damn for the life of me, I can’t remember your face when I wake up in the morning. But I can’t ever forget the way you make me feel in those dreams when I wake up in the morning. My dick stands up. The way you make me feel, I fucking wanna pull you out of my dreams. Like what they did in the movie Nightmare on Elm Street. But that’s how life works I guess. I’m being impatient. I want you here with me and forever. I search for you every single day. I never stop. Maybe you don’t see me. But I am right in front of your face, you don’t even recognize me. You push me away. Like I don’t exist. That’s hurt my feelings when you do that. But I like you a lot. You know who I am, what I do. We've talked before many and plenty of times. But I just think you don't feel the same way about me. Can I ask you something? Am I wasting my time? Because I promise I won't waste your time. Your face, time, and energy are too important to me. I think that I can be your true love. If you give me a chance. I believe in love. The way you make me feel, it's like no other person I ever felt this way about. I dream about you, manifest you, and sort of been writing to me. You may not know who I am personally. But I am me. If you give me a chance let you experience me. I am one in a million. You're like my Willy Wonda. I am your Golden Ticket 🎫. I'll try my hardest best to not make you cry, or make you feel that I remind you of someone. That'll never happen. You are my wish fulfillment🧑🏾❤️💋🧑🏾. I bet we have so much in common. I think that we do. Are you some type of psychic? Or whatever you do your aura pulls me closer to you. I tried to walk away from you but it seems like I can't. You're fucking everywhere. That's not a bad thing for me. I got you back. If you call on me. I'll do anything for you. You know that right? You are the key to my heart. Don't be surprised when I come knocking on your door. You'll be shocked to see who I am. Just don't run away from me. Please, don't. I'll hate being rejected by you. Everyone else do it to me. I just hope you don't. Sure I ain't the best-looking type but for damn sure I am hell worth it. If you give me a chance. Will you, my darling? I miss talking to you and I miss seeing you in my dreams. Come back to me. Please, I won't let you down. Like these other people did to you. Give us a chance.
🥹Yesterday, I saw something so gorgeous yesterday. You want to know what that was. It was your beautiful smile. Do you know that you have a beautiful smile? I mean fucking drop-dead gorgeous smile. I fucking love it. That's what made my day. A beautiful smile. I wish people can see that. But I don't care I'm selfish. Keep that smile for me then... Hahaha 😂😂. I do be making myself laugh so fucking hard sometimes. I wish I can share my jokes. But you might think it's corny or you probably won’t get the joke. Hey! Do you like nature? Or are you allergic to nature? One day we should go hiking. Just you and me together. Nobody else but us. One day you get off from work or we don't go to work and we can just camp in nature. Too much lack of communication in this world. Don't you agree? It's not much face-to-face communication when I was growing up. Now it's I'll send you a message across the room. Like Boo! That's so lame to me. I will sometimes be on my phone when I'm bored. That's all technology is to me. Boredom. I want to have a real ass conversation. Sorry for being all preachy. I am a babbler. Haha. I fucking love to laugh. You gotta laugh today. Make sure you laugh today nothing but laughter. If anyone tries to ruin your laughter. Tell them that I say go suck it! Seriously suck it!! 😂😂😂😂. Once we both enter each other's lives. My mission is to make you happy and laugh a lot. Because I don't like bad energy. Sad-ass moods. I am such an optimistic person once you get to know me. I've been through hella darkness in my life. I'm a calmer person now. I can see that you are too. Well trying to be. But I love it either way. My advice to you is. Don't get swiped up by other people's bullshit ass aura. Because it makes you dark too. Have you noticed that? When you are around other people's energy who isn't happy? You start feeling down. Yeah! Whenever you are feeling that way! I don't give a fuck if it's social media people, friends, family, or people on here. Remove yourself away from that. Because all you gonna do is get yourself caught up with their nonsense and it has nothing to do with you. I mean nothing. So again! I'm talking to you, my sweetheart. My gift to you for now! That is my advice. And please take it. I don't say shit just to say it. I mean it. So love ya! Remember what I said laughter! Laugh all day every day!! 😂😂😂😂Laughing helps the soul. 💋💋Sweet dreams my darling. I'll give our future a big hug 🤗.
Yay 👏🏾, I heard that you did well! Did you get a promotion? I sure did! I'm so happy for you. I am sorry I haven't talked to you. Because I've been working on myself. Healing myself. Dealing with all these karmic debts with these co-workers and my family. My family has been fucking with me. They have been spreading a lot of bad rumors about me. I've been trying to exit myself away from that shit. Telling me how to run my own business. But I've been isolating myself away from that nonsense. I just couldn't take it anymore. My ex-friend doesn't talk to me anymore. Cut me off. A lot of people who I so-called my family I had to cut them off. Because a lot of money, things and important items have been stolen from me. I had lost a lot of money. I haven't been eating well. Enough about me! Don't feel bad for me btw! I got this shit handle. Don't worry about me either my love. I hope that you've been putting yourself first. I know that you've been feeling stressed out lately. But baby girl, I just wanted to tell you this. The stronger you get the better. Cross out those bad people, and families who don't wish you well. If those are the people who don't wish you well. Then they need to be out of your life. But how are you? How are you feeling? Did you eat today? Did you get your strength up? I hope you weren't procrastinating. Get your ass up and move around. You are too good for this bullshit ass life. Because what am I about to give you can't match up to what you are doing now. I know this is going to sound very weird to you. But I love that body. You've been working out lately, haven't you? Goddess body! Yes, I have a song for you. Maybe you should whine your body for me. Work it! When you wake up in the morning. I want you to hug yourself. Hold yourself tight for a minute. You'll see why. Then ask yourself how you do you feel. When you hug yourself. Anyways I am sorry I have to make this short. But I love you, I know we have our karmic debts to deal with. But let's enjoy ourselves. We'll deal with our debts when we are married. Is that a deal? Sounds like a deal to me. I'm getting tired. Feel my kisses in your dreams and when you are waking up. Remember to smile. Alright, gotta go. If I don't I'm gonna keep talking to you. See! Here I go again. Haha 😂 love you so much. My precious diamond. Keep on shining ✨. Remember your light. You are light 💡.
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junjo romantica s2ep9 --
Alright my guys, let me just preface this with: i have about three hours of sleep the last two days. i am exhausted. i am sorry. i can't sleep. and i wanna watch this.
HERE WE GO: I srsly don't remember what has happened/been happening/i need to go back and read my notes. hold on.
oh it was a miyagi episode. i have no idea whats going on anymore. lets just watch this.
oh damn okay, usagi is going over sea. LOL AT USAGI NOT KNOWING HOW TO DATE. BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Also, can you please take Misaki on a date like that Usagi. fk man. STEP UP FOR OUR BOY.
LMFAO MISAKI GOING TO TEACH USAGI HOW TO DATE. also, awe at the usagi practically mentioning that all of misaki's dates have been with him. i see you usagi-san.
i love their red flag relationship (i need more therapy!)
awe misaki being a sweet heart. oh look he isn't a being a sweetheart and running from usagi.
OH I FORGOT MISAKI RAN INTO HIS DAD. oh goodness misaki is being awful hard on usagi. ughhhhhhh. just let usagi suffer in silence, baby. oh man, usagi is so out of it on the date misaki planned. MISAKI YOU LITTLE SHIT.
OH NO THE DATE WAS GOING SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOD. Usagi's family showing up all the time! GOODLORDGOAWAY.
LOL I LAUGHED TO HARD AT MISAKI SAYING: if you take a ducky bath naked things will work out. (boy you could have handled that a lot better.) damn misaki trying to save their whole fmaily
oh god. this man and his, "i love yous". usami's brother is just a fkn creep. NOWAKI I NEED YOU TO KICK HIS FKN ASS RIGHT NOW.
oh misaki always so brave to express your love to everyone but usagi. OH THEY'RE BACK IN THE FERRISS WHEEL.
what. a date that went well. and now usagi is triyng to dump him. I AM SCREAMING. why can't i remember this season????
no misaki explaining himself. boy is in deep. usagi do you realize this is how he says he loves you! you idiot. please be easy on this young boy.
misaki taking --- HOLY FUCK HE SAID I LOVE YOU. I AM SCREAMING.
alright finally we can get some love from misaki (and gather homie just likes to play hard to get... IM JUST SAYING.) he really did it, y'all. he really looked at usagi and said: bro this is what is wrong with you? if i didn't want you, i wouldn't be here. i LOVE YOU USAGI. *CLAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP*
love a whole steamy scene y'all. look how cute they are. oh goodness.
#junjou romantica#akihiko usami#misaki takahashi#awe not usagi pouring his heart out to this boy and misaki trying so hard to keep it together#i mean usagi makes a fair point tho#sadly#awe okay#nowaki i need you to take out usami brother or im gonna have to find someone else bc dude needs to go away#also can everyone stop being so hard on misaki for their relationship#damn#no wonder the poor guy struggles to keep it together#okay im gonna watch another#i forgot how much i love this show lol#the after credit scene y'all misaki smiling so hard#about his love for usagi#aweeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so sweet so cute i am happy he is happy
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Us: watch two pokemon movies back to back
Kaz: So like, if you were going to make a Pokémon self insert for fun, why wouldn't he be a Ranger?
Me: I did that shit already. I'm tired of the grind.
Kaz: You should write some stuff about being part of the Rangers.
Me: Did that.
Kaz: But you didn't write about the intersection between humans and Pokémon very much, especially having to take relics to Pokémon shamans and stuff like that without telling the humans what you were up to.
Me: Sure I could do that too but I'd have to get up.
Kaz: You have to get up anyway.
Me: Don't wanna.
Kaz: And your discipline went where, exactly?
Me: Yeah yeah yeah I'll have energy come April eat my ass.
Kaz: Get up, loser. Go clean up your room or something. It's almost Yule.
Me: Ughhhhhhh.
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Can you do another one of those things.. where you get explicit with what you want for her Radiance to do with you? I find it a bit attractive.. since this is the first time in months maybe that I saw you get this revealing with this things.. and I really like how you write it in your own style.. but you can say no ^w^
.....Hhhhhhuhhhhhhuuuhhhuhhhhh.....? O////////O Wh-wh-wh-wh-!?!!? Y-you're serious.....? R-really....?
.....B-but.....but how....? H-how is me v-venting about.....th-that kinda thing.....H-how is it- How-
I-I don't understand-! >/////////<
C-cuz yes.....i-it's been a while.....a-and it's so awkward.....! I-I just......wanna try to get more comfy talking about that kinda thing, b-but.....but it's so hard.......I-I thought I only came across as weird....
N-now you tell me you like it-?
Wh-what's "attractive" about that...? Th-the kinds of things I talk about, or the fact THAT I'm talking about them-? C-cuz I can't tell-! >//////<
......I-I feel so......c-called out....I-I wasn't gonna vent for a while, but....Th-this is still a part of myself I wanna not be ashamed of anymore......ughhhhhhh.......>///////<
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.....L-look, OK, I'll.......I'll talk about something that's been on my mind, but I'll put it under a read more so no one is forced to read it, kay? IF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT MY EXPLICIT FANTASIES, STOP READING HERE! DON'T GO FURTHER! >/////////<
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I-I want.....H-Her Radiance....to.....
.....t-touch me....a-all over.......
S-soft touches.....on my body.......a-as I lay on display for her....e-everything exposed for her....M-my chest, my legs, my neck....p-places no one else has ever touched me.....A-as I look into her eyes, and she smiles at me.....T-telling me how....g-good I look for her like this....
.....S-something I haven't b-brought up yet......One of my fav things that I unfortunately can't put in my writing cuz I write gender-neutral reader inserts....is.....is......hhhhhhh......"good girl".....I-I can't use it, b-but....I-I think about it a lot....h-how it'd sound in her voice.....M-maybe even "good little girl", cuz she's.....so old.....
I-I'm being still for her as she f-feels me....m-making noises as she kisses me....I-I'm a good little girl.....
I-I want her to take....a-all of me.....E-even if I seem embarrassed....I-I want her to have everything.....So.....I'd let her see everything......
I-I wouldn't be able to speak very well, but that's OK, cuz I'm not allowed to think about anything but h-her.....my god....who's presence I'm forever grateful for.....
I-I try to beg, for her to bless me, b-but.....m-my words get lost.....b-but she'd understand anyway.....Sh-she always does......
And......and.....I wanna.....be in her lap....a-as she reaches down.....b-between....between- between-
.....t-telling me I'm hers...
only hers....
.....a-and chuckling in my ear as she feels how r-ready I am for her.....
....."trembling already"....
....urging me to be a l-loud.....to ask for more and more and more.....
......nice treasure.....sh-shining.....
...."greedy thing"......s-"sweet one"......
....I'm a good little girl.....I'm HER good little girl....
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I-is that enough....? I-I'm gonna crawl into a pit now.....>////////>
#people actually talking to me#WHY DID YOU ASK THIS OF ME I CANT TALK ABOUT IT LIKE A NORMAL PERSON HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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