#ughhh like i don't be wanna talk about it irl but i don't feel this would be a good outlet either

[sofastuffing]

i have a headache

[hisfearlesshaz]

My lessons will be online, mostly, but fuckin uni didn't say much. I probably will be at the dorm. I don't think nice things about Turkey anymore, sorryyyyy. (Maybe the foods🤨)

There's no guarantee of anything, and I'm hoping for you the best. You'll do your best.❣

I don't think you're awkward. Nope, you don't follow me. I was just a fan of your art.🥺🥺🥺 If I remember correctly, I followed you after your 'Literally Making Love' fanart. Ohhhh, I didn't want to watch shameless after the 8th season. Idk why.

I feel the same as you. That was one of the reasons of chose my major. But it's SO EXHAUSTING. Sometimes, thinking about dropping the uni and changing my major.

I'm in a little hurry right now (baking a cake!!!), so I may be writing silly or meaningless things. About crushing on a guy; I can't say the right things about it from this perspective, but it might be empathy or crush. (The last time I had a crush on a guy, I was in 10th grade. He's like my closest friend now and has a lovely girlfriend, but I'm not sure if she likes me or not hahauaa. (Funny info lolll) Yeah, I may not know what I am saying hahahaaahaha.) Asexuality is a spectrum. You might have a crush on him. 🤷‍♀️ Ughhhh, people who say things like that just shut your fucking mouth. Nobody has to 'find the right person ', love someone, or be in a relationship, etc.

Love you too!! Never apologize about talking so much, because we are all stressed youth and love talking with people who don't know us irl. I WILL come to you when I'm ready without being on anon and say just simple 'Hi!' -🐶🍽🍂 So you'll know who i am.🤭

(Also i'm so excited for Louis' documentary and Harry's tour!!!! Isn't Change great????)

Uffff I don't want to do another year of online classes, it's hard to stay focused and I need to start uni with the right mindset and find my study method and stuff and I need to be there to do it. Let's hope for the best! Thank you :)

Well maybe you don't think so but I do feel like I am, so. Lol. Ouchh nooo I thought I was already following you but like this I have no idea who you are! (Not that I had one before but these are just DETAILS). And yeah I feel like a lot of people saw my blog thanks to that one, even if it's not my most popular. Out of curiosity, how did you find it?

Noooo why?? I know you just said you don't know why but whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Ughhh I'm thinking of dropping out and I didn't even start 😭 but I know I won't because of the money my family already spent lol. Two weeks remaining before it starts!!!!!! Shit!!!!!!! Hahahahhhah I just hope I'll like it and manage to do everything on time and nicely.

Do you remember what cake were you baking?? Anyways, yeah idk what it was/is but I'm home now and won't probably see him for months or maybe ever again, so problem solved 😂 And in the end I think it was just me making a new friend and wanting him to like me even though I'm stupid and younger and blah blah blah. I'm genuinely happy I met him but that's it lol. Last time I had a crush for someone was last year before covid but with the pandemic and all he stopped coming to school (we were classmates) and without seeing him it just went away 😂 but actually I have to thank whatever made him stop answering my messages because a drug addict not completely over his ex and constantly in trouble with the police is not ideal :/

Yyyyyyeeeeeeah I know it is but still idk idk idk idk everything is very confused rn and I have so many things to think about and this one just stays on the back of my mind waiting for me to have time. Hopefully with the start of uni I'll be more organised *fingers crossed*

I hope you liked (and like) them!! I loved the doc and the show but I'm not actively following hary's tour (oops, but I'll catch up hahaha) so idk about that. I would love to know what he'll do with the european dates though. I wanna see you too Harry!! Ugh!! (no I don't have a ticket. shh, let me dream).

Thanks for reading all the stuff I write, you're lovely and talking to you is always suuuuuuper nice 🖤💖 Sorry again for answering after so long! From now on I'll go back to my old activity time hahaha

(also, it's half past midnight right now. Just so you know that I actually kept my promise and answered this evening!! But today it's the day my data plan refreshes and I have no money on my SIM so I have no internet until the morning when I can turn on the wifi 😒)

[gxlacticlove]

anyway if anyone wants to let me rant about my kind of problem to them that could be cool for me

I really don’t handle crushes well and it’s becoming a problem

[tenderlyrenjun]

im so fucking done with ppl like can they not mind their own goddam business and leave you the fuck alone

UGHHH SO FUCKING IMATURE GROW UP

i love your blog everything about is very chill and such a vibe and for me to get on this app just to see ppl getting on u is just annoying asf

LIKE STOP YALL!!!

I honestly wish you got more attention not is a negative way or im not trying to say that u dont have... im just trying to say that u DESERVE THE WORLD!! AND I DONT WANT U TO SAY OTHERWISE

you seem nice... like when u talk to jenosimp or even when u talk abt other idols u seem so cute i feel like u would be an amazing friend and again I DONT WANT YOU TO SAY U WOUDLNT...CAUSE YOU WAOULD SLAYY

bestie the feeling to just fill your inbox with a bunch of hearts increases every fucking day i love you so much and i dont even know you

u deserve so much fucking POSTIVE ENERGY LIKE FR and your writings are so fucking good i wanna dig a whole and crawl in it when i see fic ideas floating through u cause they never disappoint but dumbasses who have NO OTHER FUCKING LIFE THEN TO TALK SHIT ABT U OR BE NEGATIVE NEED THE GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR BLOG

cause honey you such an angle and i hope u know how much i wish you the best

the block function is fun. I use it everyday, and yet .....................

I'm glad I seem nice to you, thanks! I generally have bad first impressions with people, or I'm not too nice until people get to know me, which is ....... yeah, but I'm working on it, i guess.

I'm not really asking for attention nowadays tbh, just because I don't really, like, deserve(?) it (sorry, I don't ._.) or I haven't done anything to warrant attention, like I don't make particularly good fics; I'm not really a popular blog; and I don't have mutuals to interact with, in regards to, like, writing and stuff. and, like, I can't really reblog stuff from writers because a few have me blocked (which, probably, deserved because I am really annoying), or they just don't respond to me (which, again, valid - I'm annoying and they're busy). or, oppositely, out of, like, 200 notes on one of my fics, there will be one empty reblog, or out of 250 notes, there will be one "read later" that doesn't ever turn into a comment, so, like, I just have to assume that people aren't actually reading anything I write, which ... sucks, but there's nothing I can do about anything. I can't really force people to read my writing or interact with me; I can't control people, and I feel really bad for making other people feel bad, so I try not to, like, ask for comments or anything anymore.

oh, I am a really good friend; this is, like, something I'm pretty confident about in my irl life - I am very supportive to all my friends, even with their decisions I don't agree with; I'm a good listener and gift giver; I respect their boundaries and contact them often enough to still be friends; and I know how all of my friends like to be loved, so I don't really doubt my ability to be a good friend once people stick around. Thanks for noticing that.

there's a lot of negative anons and just ... ✌️ that's it; idk ... like, hendery throwing up a leave sign right after crying mood. idk, I just assumed that people got those anons. I hit block and then just ... boop there's more