#ughfuck

[hellgiirl]

i need one piece to drop a new episode already UGHFUCK

[steamworkscogstone]

Y'ALL

I know this is depressing ass shit, but I feel it is still sadly extremely relating to my current situation, but also I just need it to be better seen. I don't know why, but I feel like I need this to continue being close to the top of my blog. Make sure all the pretty people actually know me, and understand mt instability. Like

I am genuinely trying to make friendships ans relationships on here, and I can't really seem to find any lasting connections which hurts a ton, but also I am OPENLY SEXUAL WITH MY FRIENDS SO LONG AS THEY CONSENT so, they should know this stuff too.

But again, like, you gotta have friends in order to tell your friends something. Idontevenhavethatrightnow

Fuck

ANYWAY soon enough I'll make a much more positive post, outlining my move away from the shittiness that is Las Vegas, and going all the way to Portland. So yeag, eheh, sorry..

AYYYEEEEE SO

I have had one hell of a nightmare year and am bored of everything that is the drama encapsulating this year, and I wish to move on. That's pretty much my update post, and I've been on a quiet hiatus for a long time (I've actually forgotten the amount of time we actually have been off the lovely hellsite)

I will also be changing up the look and style of my blog soon enough, and this includes my username. For now, please call me Golem (as in the clockword golems from Wizard101) or Steamy

(these nicknames are actually a part of us changing our System Name, and it'll be more aligned with that. Lace was more nature oriented, and not at all related to the previous System Name which was Clockwork and Clock Tower (yes, yes we do have multiple bames for our System, and it'll stay that way) new system name will be Steamwork)

Also disbanding my secound blog for simplicity's sake. Okay, that's all byyyyeeeeeee!!

Anyway, thank you for reading this and I hope you enjoy your day. Have a few recent pics of me as a reward (mostly being silly), and maybe I'll start posting more stuff soon enough when I get the energy and build up the courage to do so

If you recognize me then, no ya don't. xP

(nah, but seriously lmk if ya do recognize me)

@star-mom-selkie @nerdery-and-shenanigans @shmeckledicked @gravestone-chrysalis @godzelle @tanukigirlballs

@mutuals (damn, I wish that was a thing. How the hell is Facebook better at connecting followers and mutuals than the place born for that kind of connectivity????)

[rwibbit]

Ughfuck me man i gotta go out in 6hours havenr slept yet its so joever

[visfar-the-101]

Lynyrd Skynyrd fans on October 20th

[softshuji]

Rindou is so sexy, that's it that's all I have to say.

[melonpanarts]

I am the 70%

Reasons why people write fanfictions

5% just wanna write and have an idea

10% canon did WHAT!? I’m sorry(I’m not) to disagree BUT *write intensely*

15% wanna write something with these characters specifically

70% didn’t find the very specific and precise fanfic they’ve been searching for hours and came to the inevitable conclusion that they have to provide it themself  *mutters* “ fuck ”

[kingdarkstalker]

why are all the popular wof artists fucking terrible. like one of the newer popular ones (olivecow) talked about how sunny "craves that control she gets with fatespeaker" and how fatespeaker is a "mega ULTRA bottom". also they ship literal fucking pedophilia in the invader zim fandom.

ughhh what the fuck🤢🤢🤢 seriously why are people such freaks i dont understand!!!!

edit: 0livec0w also fucking ships burn and scarlet calling them butch/femme queens as if they arent fucking child abusers fucking gag on a cactus

[pinkspiraling]

i’m so stupid but i told my sister i was gonna watch either beautiful boy or black swan tonight and then she picked a completely different movie and asked me to watch it with her and i’m a pushover so i said yes but i’m fucking annoyed bc i already told her what i wanted to watch but i should’ve just said no i’m gonna watch something else but uGHfuck she guilt trips me over everything so i just say yes to whatever

[haretagogo]

ok im having a dissociation this exact moment and I don't know what to do?? what do I do I never know what to do

i feel like I'm out of my body??? it's hard to explain

UGHFUCK

[anonymousfatthoughts]

Saw a picture of myself today where I used to think I was giant and I just shake my head because I'm like 100 lbs heavier now I had just gotten out of the IPU and I was so sick... but I wish I were that weight again. I know I can get there, it's just hard to not have instant results. This morning was really hard. Made a smoothie but I'm trying out pea protein and it's CHALKY! It's gross and I have a reaaaally hard time with the texture. I'll have to slowly add it in. I didn't drink the smoothie. Didn't have breakfast. Didn't eat my lunch. Got a raspberry red bull and a fast food burger instead. What the ever-loving fuck. And yet tonight I'm gunna go home and make some healthy food and relax before I wig myself out so bad I gain 20 lbs. Being over 300 lbs is unacceptable, and so is my eating disorder. I have to live a healthy life to be a healthy person... it's the healthy-life-living that's hard. Let me clarify that it is unacceptable for *me* to be over 300 lbs. Y'all beautiful babes who are whatever weight are gorgeous and amazing and if you feel good I'm not hating at alllllll on anything. I just want to feel better. So, I have to take some steps to do that.

[paranoid-freakshow]

X

[dvndelionbear]

love being fucking ignored lmao

[haaarry]

OHMYGOF CAN U PLEASE WRITE THE THING FROM THE ANON ABOUT YN HAVIN TWO DOMS UGHFUCK THAT WOULD BE SO HOT

I THINK I WILL BUT IDK WHEN BC IM SO BUSY W SCHOOL I DONT WANT TO STRING YALL ALONG THINKING IM DROPPING IT SOON OR SOMETHING

[gnuoyeiznek]

being fwb with someone is just sooooo ughfuck

[lafortis]

Today has been Challenging buuuut

I'm doing ok

Fortunately I'm competent

But still fuck ugh

Ughfuck

U know?

[cobaltsdream]

lmaoooooo i got a therapy session tomorrow my therapist will be like, how are you doing and im just gonna be like hA yeah saw my ex on campus yesterday and had a panic attack lmaooooo im fine and dandy

ughfuck me