#ugh why cant there be more nasa facilities with overtly microbial intentions?
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#oh lordy i just emailed a nasa guy like hiiiiiii am looking for internship pls#and like it would be super fantastic if they had a project relivant to me but i kinda doubt it#but it would be so great to get an in with nasa... even if it meant having to stay here a bit longers :-P#or even worse. moving back to home state to try to get inturnship in the town my mom grew up in#but like Ames would be the best fit and i really dont wanna move to California#ugh why cant there be more nasa facilities with overtly microbial intentions?#maybe i should just take up a lab technician job somewhere#maybe somewhere they're doing Antarctic research. maybe#idk i just look at applications and think: u dont want me. my brain is fucked up and i cry when i dont understand things. which is too often#but its like: no! u have to try even if u dont believe it!#idk i just feel sucky bc im tired and i had to dive this morning and i got flustered in microbio lab#which sucks bc thats a class where i wanna prove that i can do well#and i feel like the ta for that class is a little weird with me#like he rambles a little too much and some of the comments he makes are slightly idk odd#but i dont think im v good at reading ppl so maybe he's just slightly awkward#he prob means well but it also feels like he thinks im a bit incompetent when really i just get a bit flustered in class lab settings#idk it just doesnt make me feel great and then i feel bad abt not making eye contact when he talks at me#anyway i ate a bunch of cheese today and now i feel really ill. can i not eat cheese now??? that would be so sad#unrelated
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