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Considering making a top surgery consultation. but I want to be able to add “with my tits out” at the end when I talk about doing something do you think this can be accommodated
#.#ugh it’s so tempting but like#for me it feels so risky. cuz I’d be a good cantidate for perioaereolar or ‘donut hole’ mastectomy I think#cuz small tiddied#so that’s what I’d want and also they don’t have to saw off the stalk of ur nip for that so u can keep sensation BUT#it is the type of top surgery with the highest revision rate and highest risk of like#weird patchy skin healing idk#I think double incision mastectomy scars look based but if I’m gonna do it like having a ‘stealth’ chest would be ideal I guess#this is so hard :(#I’m never gonna make up my mind about this shit am I#but I’m falling back into like my old cursed baby trans binding habits of like falling asleep in that shit wearing it for like 35 hours and#I know that is not a sustainable way for me to live
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here, have a quick lil fem!crowley sketch (w/ ichor tears bc i adore angst, apparently)
#not super happy w/ this and probably will never finish it but whatever#tempted to post a photo of myself because i always seem to base the hair and mouth/jaw of fem!crowley off of myself adsjasdl#like u know how some artists just look like their work??? that's me (sometimes) but also i'm not NEARLY as pretty as nanny ashtoreth etc.#i look a little like a possum that was hidden in a trash bin for a couple weeks :) so maybe not like fem!crowley in the least lmao#DAVINA MY BELOVED. i am literally so gay for her ugh#good omens#crowley#ineffable husbands#good omens 2#aziracrow#aziraphale#go2#ineffable lovers#ineffable wives#good omens season 2#good omens angst#fem!crowley#crowley angst#gomens#gomens 2#david tennant#gomens fanart#gomens art#gay omens#good omens art#my art#good omens fanart#anthony j crowley#fem!crowley art
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it's spring so i have to remind everybody that you can and maybe should make your characters afraid of thunderstorms!!
#its storming rn and i am Scared#i would probably feel more tempted to stay in the midwest my whole life if the thunderstorms werent as hellish as they are#i can do some light soft thunder but i really don't appreciate when the thunder is so strong the whole house starts rattling#and when its so loud it wakes me up and then i have to fight to fall asleep again so i can continue to ignore the storms ugh#dont get me started on the wind#i go to sleep during a storm and when i wake up there's stuff from like 20 different backyards scattered all over#whump#whump prompt#whump prompts#whump writing#whump idea#whump blog#whump scenario#tw whump#whump tw#writing prompts
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I can actually feel the motivation leaking out of me with every second I sit in front of this word document
#what if i just end the story on the last published chapter and nobody gets their happy ending#it's a tempting thought#and some commenters would absolutely definitely prefer it that way lol#i'm so annoyed at myself for feeling this way too#because the last scene in the next chapter i'm supposed to post is one i've been so excited to put together#it's the one i would daydream about the most before i reached it in my first draft#and now i don't even want to work on it - let alone publish it#ugh#i've already taken like a full week break to try and feel better and even that didn't work#ughhhhh#just complaining sorry plz disregard
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Got Aventurine in 60 pulls!
He’s so auxhuehuche I’m so happy I have him now
#This is actually from 10 days ago but i forgot to post it so#I started on the 20th and i just got to equilibrium 3#Im at the part where we should leave luofu but we visit a few friends we made along the way or smth#Im so happy hes my first limited 5 star i love him#Hes my second oshi after dan heng or maybe even my first#I want to change the voicing to english for aventurine but i cant bring myself to abandon ito kento as dan heng#Maybe i can just change it to en for most of penacony and change it back when jing yuan and dan heng somehow appear#Ugh im still regretting missing out on jing yuan voiced by cyyu#But Ito kento#But i also like english dan heng too omg#Oh i also want to hear eng dr ratio bc he acts slightly differently towards aventurine compared to like jp#Like he sounded much more uh passionate in the aventurine keeping up with star rail video and i was living for it#hsr#hsr aventurine#honkai star rail#Aventurine#aventurine hsr#star rail aventurine#Hm idk im not sure if i should skip all 4 characters in 2.2 and after that (firefly and jade etc)#I have almost 100 tickets saved rn but like im not rly sure ab pulling for any of them#Idk im not really attached to any of the characters rn#Maybe i should wait for ruan mei? I don’t particularly love her tho shes inhumane but pretty idrc#Firefly and robin are apparently rly good but i feel like im baiting myself everytime i read another reddit thread and watch another video#Like idk the only 5 stars i have are yanqing dr ratio and aventurine all e0s0 and i dont feel like pulling for topaz either (boothill idk)#im really tempted to pull for jingliu but im probably going to pull for dhil maybe next year when he reruns just bc i like him so again idk
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hi genuine question can you just decide not to have adhd
#vyvanse might not be worth it + it would take me months to switch to dex#due to logistical reasons . aaa#tempted to just not take it tmrw its so . UGH like maybe its easier to just simply not have all the symptoms#...like ok maybe i cant get rid of the losing things a lot thing but otjer than that#what if i simply chose to be super disciplined suddenly#god the crash happens midway for me like 4-7pm and it sucks so hard#actually today it started at 2 and ended at almost precisely 7 . i might up my dosage bc the effects r fading fast#and like after that time it just becomes nothing again ? no effects . maybe even harder to concentrate than b4 idk
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I’m kicking my feet and giggling abt it w you btw I’m solidarity
I’m yapping about her over popcorn :3
#I’m going to yap about her a bit now (not too much info cause privacy reasons)#ugh I love her sm!!#at work she once gave me a pinecone I think (idk that was almost a year ago)#we talked on the phone i guess now last weekend for 3 hrs (I want to do it again once I’m not drowning in homework cause it was so fun!!#but I’m also tempted to text her tomorrow asking if she wants to talk again#)#one day I’m gonna go whale watching with her cause we both like whales#she probably doesn’t feel the same but oh well as long as she’s in my life I’ll be happy :]#thank you for letting me yap bestie!!#if you ever want to yap about something I’ll set up a yap sleepover so you can yap about it ;]#mutuals! :)#pizza :3
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#GRR CONFLICTED !! x-(#i feel like it fits but also. does it make sense to be there....#since this the 432/settings person charm#otherwise finally finished these after procrastinating for a few weeks ugh#i am. so tempted to change the computer tbh.#cause i realized the computer they show up on in the epilogue is not the same as stanley's its one of the other models#but. should i put myself through the pain.#<- guy who might for the sake of accuracy
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Everybody moved on to Penacony and I’m still in agony over the High Cloud Quintet lore… I’ll never move on from these tragic gay mfs
I do need,, HCQ revisited at some point. Doesn’t even have to be in any main story, I honestly just need more HCQ readables because those are some of the most enjoyment I’ve gotten out of Honkai Star Rail. Baiheng’s Travelogue to the Zhuming chANGED MY LIFE and sewed the seeds for an obsession that is far too unhealthy to the point I am in the process of wasting my money to make a Blade ita bag. And it was a single readable that started me spiralling into this obsession and made me motivated to read more readables and character stories and etc.
I need another Baiheng travelogue… here’s to praying we get another if we end up on the Yaoqing soon, in general heres to hoping for more BH lore on the Yaoqing since apparently she’s from a very prominent family on that ship.
I just really need more HCQ crumbs because as much as I love them, their in game dynamics are so underdeveloped. Yes, we have a lot of Dan Feng and Yingxing, but a lot is very vague, and we have to mostly make assumptions with the little crumbs we have. Baiheng and Jingliu also have a lot set up, but I really need more content of them because my god, we barely know anything bout their dynamic too. We mostly have the aftermath and Jingliu’s grief, but I want to know about their happiness so her prolonged mourning hits even harder by knowing exactly what she lost. Jing Yuan and Jingliu probably have the most show upfront dynamic mostly due to the animated short, but the knowledge of Jing Yuan’s dynamics with the rest of them are practically nonexistent outside of that one line about Yingxing and Jing Yuan bickering and sad looks he has that really don’t hit as hard in my opinion because we don’t have the context.
And personally out of all the dynamics I want more content more, I think I want Jing Yuan and Baiheng content the most. The lines he has when he visits the Express that are about her are my saving grace, I am the biggest advocate for these to have a very sweet familial kind of bond and messing around together causing all kinds of trouble. Bonus points if they get Yingxing along for the ride with them. But we have crumbs only 😭 we only have itty bitty crumbs and I am starving
I have a lot of my own views about what I hc their dynamics as due to what we know, but god I want to see what their dynamics in canon are supposed to be. I ranted so much about how I see Dan Feng and Yingxing’s potential dynamic, but even with that, I wanna know. I wanna know about Jingliu and Yingxing, to add even more pain to how their dynamic is now (which hehehe… I have some ideas for this specific topic, but I want canon stuff too not just my own hcs). I wanna see just exactly what Jingliu lost when Baiheng died, what in Baiheng and the way she treated her made her so devastated as to promise to cut down the stars from the sky (which? Is that? Potentially a code for something else like the current plan she has regarding a certain aeon?), like Jingliu was so clearly devastated and tormented by Baiheng’s death, still is 700 years later and we don’t know what about her made it so painful. Yes Baiheng was clearly kind as she’s been established, but just how was she kind to Jingliu? I have my own assumptions and conclusions given what we know about both, but even then it’s still something pretty completely fabricated in my head because we don’t have enough!! GIVE ME THE LIUBAI CONTENT HOYOVERSE I have you’re keeping it somewhere, tell me where
Ugh, too many HCQ thoughts in my head. I need to keep writing and finally finish that first chapter so I can reveal my insanity about them esp the Zhuming family to world. I love them
#i need to find like#a good large ita bag that isnt too expensive#because I’ve already got so many pins and keychains of blade saved#i just dont have a place to put it#buying merch of him brings me much joy#i love him sm#And ugh#the liubai brainrot is real#i am tempted to make a whole post for them like i did df and yx#but also thats even less steeped in bits of canon charactization so#i just want hcq content again :(#i miss them#i know ppl raved about the luofu being so boring and waiting to get out of it#but even with its flaws i loved the luofu so much#for many reasons one being my love of exploration regarding immortality and how it affects aspects of their society and their lives and#their relationships especially the side quests focused on like relationships between xianzhou natives and different people like#them and someone from the Vidyadhara like with that guy jealous of his past selves or a short life species like Banxia’s situation#i love it#hmmm#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr blade#yingxing#dan heng#dan feng#baiheng#jingliu#jing yuan#high cloud quintet
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Hm... maybe I should do a new test muse, too...
#ooc#//look... i've been saying 'oh i'm going to add kazuichi' for MONTHS#//and i just haven't bc of my own anxieties#//fuck it ya know but still ahhhhhhh#//throwing my kaz at reese's gundham like immediately lmao#//or hajime or just adding him to the polycule posthaste if they're up for it#//ugh... i gotta edit the sprites#//i'm half tempted to say fuck it and switch to icons instead but then it won't match with my oc blog...#//i put so much work into my oc sprites... i don't want to get rid of details...
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Got an incredible kit screenshot today
#tempted to make it my banner but i gotta keep wesbian#she looks so pensive. what r u thinking abt girl#its like a tiny moment in episode 1 btw i started a rewatch#UGH SHES SO.#anyways#kit tanthalos#willow 2022#dont expect regular screencap posting from me or anything im not good at that shit. just got this by coincidence
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I CAN'T ANSWER ASKS LIKE THIS NOT WHEN IM SUDDENLY SO OBSESSED WITH SPYKE NO GOD DAMNIT NOOOOOOOOOO
#HE'S SO GODDAMN HOT#like Christ omg. omg. he's so. ugh. SOMEONE NEEDS TO FUCK THAT SEA URCHIN AND IT'S NOT GONNA BE ME!!!!!#tempted to be one of those bitches that ships him with Annie but also i feel like im losing if i do that. losing what? i don't know.#but like fr what's hotter than a man who looks like he's about to starve to death and needs to eat your flesh for survival???#....im sure that there's technically plenty of things but. i have my particular tastes. i am Twinks Georg.
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#baring my whole entire soul to yall rn#im like. using teeth chattering amounts of effort to not do smth really really embarrasing rn#bc i got curious. ugh#i got curious about whether or not theres simpsons fanfiction and as i was looking at it all i#i was so tempted to read it.............#am i sick in yhe head am i too far gone#you guys gotta put me down#like im really into the simpsons rn and i dont know why ToT its just kinda a really good show and im having so much fun#but is fanfiction too far...... like is it too close to reading family guy fanfiction bc i cannot be that guy#im so curious tho...#be so nice to me on this post
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Maybe it's cause I almost religiously listen to glass animals album I Love You So F**king Much and am rotating Bill and Ford in my brain at immense speeds but I think some of the songs on it are very Billford. Wonderful Nothing is a BIG canon Bill song about Ford to me. Like FUCK.
It's about loving someone but being ultimately self-destructive and unable to save your relationship because you choose to continue to hurt them due to loving yourself most EVEN while still desperately loving the person. Like hnnngh LISTEN!!! Listen to ittt. PLUS ADDED SOME PERTINENT LYRICS BELOW THE CUT.
Wonderful nothing You just want something nice You just want substance I just wanna cut out both your eyes
Wonderful nothing You just want something kind I want corruption I think I'm the devil in disguise
Here's my state of mind Give me destruction Tell me I'm scrumptious I'm a fucking delight
I come back in with a one-two Sucker punch in the gut, here's a tissue Truth hurts when it points right at you ... I've just come back to life I'm here, I'm your little ray of sunshine
Your party's so damn tired Kinkiness pretty light and You're dressed up like a tiger But you're a fly stuck in my eye, and
What's that face? So you got some scrapes, but I'll pile drive you anyway And I hoped and I prayed I kept on thinking it'd all change one day
It's been a great gun fight You drew blood, I set myself on fire But you've had your time Oh, you've had your time, mm
Wonderful nothing I just want something wrong I want indulgence I just want to make it out alive
... You got big ideas, they're as shit as you Trying to self-combust just for an excuse
I'm the fly inside of your facial goop I'm a little hair sat inside your soup There's the rub, maybe I'm the fool I'm trying to stop, but I still love you
#hugin rambles#hugin rambles gf#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#billford#glass animals#also the small blurbs on the vinyl accompanying papers on the song is like. oughhhhh so good. adds further dimension to the song.#ouuuughhhhh brainworms#seriously tempted to put tigether a lyrics and images post on billford on this. fuck#also the way the speaker in it also recognizes that they are harming their relationship. but also its all trauma response (i just#wanna make it out alive) because they are going off of survival instinct to stay alive (put myself first above all#even if they love another person... ugh fuckkkk#also like the way Bill legitimately loves Ford but hes too fucked up to stop. to take a step back and not be a monster. to admit that to#himself. the way he puts down ford only later for ford to move on and bill is nothing to him (hair in my soup)#the last line can go both ways too.. trying to stop hurting the other person but also perhaps trying to stop loving the other person?#or maybe perhaps its both...#also creatures in heaven has some lines that im like hmmm thats billford#Spotify
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I must say, it's pretty poetic that I've gotten to season 6 of Vampire Diaries right before another solar eclipse happens in America. I certainly didn't plan it, but it does feel like my timing is very appropriate with this one. I do have questions about the accuracy of the eclipse portrayal in the show, though. I mean, a solar eclipse did in fact happen on May 10, 1994, and it was visible across much of the country, so that much is accurate. But I don't think Mystic Falls would've had quite as good of a view as they show it having. For reference, here's a map of the May 1994 eclipse path (credit: timeanddate.com):
And, if you'll remember, Mystic Falls is like two hours from my old hometown just a stone's throw north of Lynchburg, Virginia, as seen on the locator spell map (this one's all over tumblr, forgive me for not remembering what blog I grabbed it from):
So if you zoom in on the timeanddate map and pick somewhere closeish to there:
It looks like Mystic Falls would be getting a little over 77% coverage or so. It's also worth noting that the '94 eclipse was an annular eclipse, not a total eclipse like tomorrow's eclipse. That still means that the moon went directly in front of the sun, but it does mean that it was small enough/far enough from earth that you didn't quite get full coverage of the sun (thanks to weather.gov for the nifty graphic):
So, I'm not positive whether it would've looked quite as dark as was shown in the show:
Although, I must admit, in this video I found on youtube of the '94 eclipse, (part of me is shocked to find footage from then but I know I shouldn't be like yes they had cameras in the 90s) it actually looks more similar than I expected it to look, but I imagine it was most likely filmed within the path of totality:
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But also, when Kai takes Bonnie to Portland, don't they see the eclipse again there? I couldn't find that clip on youtube just now, but Portland barely had any eclipse--only 42-43% coverage, so it would've been way milder of a visual effect, barely any dimming in the sky noticeable without eclipse glasses.
The funny thing is, the area where I live is going to be sitting right around 80% coverage tomorrow. I was lucky enough to get to travel to Missouri for the 2017 eclipse to get into the path of totality, but I'm afraid that it hasn't worked out for me to do so this year, which is immensely disappointing to me as an astronomy enjoyer, but I do still plan to go to an eclipse party and I'm going to start saving to try and get to Spain for the next total eclipse in 2026, which is going to be right around my 30th birthday (screaming). Anyways, it isn't great, but here's my best picture from the '17 eclipse:
I didn't even have a smartphone yet then, because despite it being 2017, I was somewhat of a luddite, so I had the purple flip phone I so stubbornly clung to and a point-and-click Nikon, but I still think this picture is pretty cool for what it is. Here's the zoom in so you can really see that ring of fire (and my shaking hands doubling the image):
Obviously you can find thousands of better eclipse pictures online, but that one's still special to me because it's mine. Anyways, I'll report back with smart phone pictures from whatever I see of the 80% total eclipse tomorrow to compare and contrast with Mystic Falls's 70% annular eclipse of the 90s, because from what I've heard it's going to be much less impressive than full totality was, but I've yet to watch a partial solar eclipse, so I'll just have to find out. Also, if you happen to have any vampiric loved ones trapped in a magical prison dimension who you need help freeing during the eclipse tomorrow, let me know and I'll see what I can do! ;) Hahaha. Anyways, happy eclipse everyone, and may we all possess sufficient self restraint to avoid eye damage (says the woman who has looked at the sun unprotected so many times and is probably going to go blind because of it some day. I know what I've done lol. Don't be me.)
#posts where I actually feel like I'm using my blog as a blog#Solar Eclipse#Solar Eclipse 2024#Solar Eclipse 1994#The Vampire Diaries#TVD 6x02#is where the screenshot's from specifically#Damon Salvatore#Bonnie Bennett#Eclipse History#nerding out over the eclipse in the vampire show#it's also funny to me how two eclipses in my lifetime are so close to my birthday. I think it probably means I have magical powers ;)#May 10 1994#that's two years and change before I was born#April 8 2024#I'm so tempted to ditch all my responsibilities and drive south to totality but it's an 8 hour drive and I'd have to leave at like 4am#if it was a 4-5 hour drive to totality I'd do it. but I think a 16 hour round trip would kill me and I didn't have the good sense to plan#or book a hotel in advance or anything and everything in totality will be booked up for sure. and tonight is the night I would need to be#in a hotel anyways so. missed that boat. I mean I could go now and just drive through the night. but ugh. I just. ugh. I can but I can't yk#anyways everybody says that the Vampire Diaries writing quality drops off around here but I'm still loving it so far#it's incredibly frustrating sometimes but like. it knows how to give me The Feels(tm) and so I'll let it jerk me around all it wants#I would personally prolly want to stay in the prison world for at least a little bit to get to enjoy that eclipse from a bunch of angles th#like that's a rad as heck day to get trapped on imho. Love me a good eclipse#i ramble#even in the tags I ramble#Youtube
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i got so blindsided and offended when i hit the spiral abyss levels that required two teams in genshin anyway you’ll never guess what just happened to me with the forgotten hall in hsr
#surprised pikachu face fr#honkai star rail#genshin impact#spiral abyss#me who uses the same four characters for literally everything:😶#RUDE!!!#ugh#getting to the point in hsr where i should be like farming materials and things but i#Do Not want to do that#so much work😪#also not aventurine’s trial trying to tempt me away from march 7th#i love her and want to keep using the starter trio#but also god i wish she applied shields a bit more#ESPECIALLY does not work with dan heng IL who eats up all my skill points🙂↕️#she’s not doing much damage and not usually applying shields but we love her anyway😤😤#everyone be quiet there are NO limitations to this team comp everything is FINE#(said while frantically building dan heng il as good as possible to make up for no one else doing damage)
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