#ugh idk from what ive seen the book is pretty decent and its a good tool to teach stuff for an english class my brain just wont shut up
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#you know that feel when youre like slightly annoyed at something and you know its irrational but you cant stop thinking about it?#thats me rn lmao#with this english class thing#we're almost done with the color purple and i still have barely read any lol ive just been relying on sparknotes and class discussions#but ik from another student that i think in the end the main character forgives the bad guy? and thats the annoyance#bc thats like a common narrative with storys including abuse right? and brains like but forgiveness is not the only way to get closure#and im like well brain thats just this story dude. the main character being able to do that is showing her growth! good for her!#and brain is like yes butttttt common narrative that is going to be painted in a super duper positive light during discussions and is#going to be shown as proof that the character has grown and is stronger and seeming like forgiveness is always the end goal#and im like brain no thats dumb this is just one book and its also a really old one and you know that this is not a serious issue at all#and brain is like well i dont care im gonna be anxious about it anyways hehe because you cant stop me :D !#ugh idk from what ive seen the book is pretty decent and its a good tool to teach stuff for an english class my brain just wont shut up#it involves a lot of trauma and some repetitive narratives but in the end the message of the story is all about growth as a person#and learning to be your truest self despite negative things happening so like the book its ok my brain is just nitpicky :(#unrelated but also contributing to the many thoughts head full is just thinking about how weird it is that when i thought i was a girl#i had a preference for girls and identified as a lesbian for a while but then i realized i was nonbinary and bi at about the same time#and ive more recently realized that im more masc-leaning nonbinary and im bi but currently with a preference for guys so im just like#why does the part of my brain thats in charge of this stuff just really want me to be as gay as possible like what even? how?#ive seen stuff related to other people experiencing a similar thing before too so like im not the only one#idk its weird#another source of many thoughts head full#is just generally the dream smp lore bc i mean it always is lol. surprisingly tho i dont have too many thoughts of yesterdays tales?#like the episode itself didnt have like a crazy amount of new info that would be important and even the inbetween bit added a little#but not too much new info. we already suspected that the castle/the inbetween had bad intentions and the only really new thing is#the portal right? whoevers been leaving the hidden like not-supposed-to-be-there books wants him to get to the portal#obviously theres questions like who wrote the books whats up with the portal ect but i mean i dont really have any theories so idk#i am thinking about the less plot important stuff of the smp tho like how when tommy gets out i hope he reacts to tubbos marriage#with like (jokey) anger- not because he got married/adopted a kid without him knowing. not because of him building a rival hotel#but because tubbo married an american lmao#frog has the zoomies
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