#ugh i never feel like coloring anything anymore 😭

[hqbits]

happy batman day!!

[bokutosbabe]

hiii idk if this is where im supposed to put the spotify wrapped request thingy LMAO😭

but my top artist is lana del rey and my top song is apocalypse by cas :))

ofc!! i’m fine with either comments or asks being sent in— i have a spreadsheet to make sure i get everyone!

if your top artist was lana del rey & your top song was apocalypse by cigarettes after sex, i'd pair you with...

michael kaiser

જ⁀♡⊹｡° come out and haunt me

♡ a/n — for my spotify wrapped event :)

♡ content — michael kaiser x gn! reader, gn! reader, situationship, reader has feelings for kaiser, closed off kaiser

♡ synopsis — michael kaiser has built his world up from nothing, and he can't allow you to be the one that makes it crumble...no matter how much he wishes he could.

It wasn’t supposed to be like this.

You sat on the edge of his bed, staring at the glow of the city lights filtering through the sheer curtains. They painted the room in soft, shifting colors—an amber hue that felt as fleeting as he was.

Kaiser was leaning against the doorway, shirt half-buttoned, his usual smirk absent for once. His gaze was fixed on you, unreadable and distant, like he was already somewhere else entirely.

“What's wrong with you?” he asked, the words hanging thick in the air like smoke.

You turned to look at him, your lips parting as if to speak, but the words refused to come. How were you supposed to explain the weight sitting on your chest? The way every moment with him felt like holding onto something that was already slipping through your fingers?

“I’m just tired,” you said instead, your voice quieter than you intended.

He crossed the room in a few quick strides, his movements always so fluid, so self-assured. Sitting beside you, he reached for your hand, his touch both familiar and unfamiliar. You wanted to lean into him, to find comfort in his presence, but something held you back.

“You’re lying,” he said softly, his tone almost teasing, but there was an edge to it—a crack in the façade he always wore so effortlessly.

You pulled your hand away, wrapping your arms around yourself instead. “What do you want me to say, Michael?”

“Anything,” he said, his voice sharper now. “Anything other than nothing.”

Your breath caught in your throat. The truth was, you didn’t know how to tell him what you were feeling—that every kiss, every touch, every stolen moment felt like the end of the world. That being with him felt like standing in the eye of a storm, calm and chaotic all at once.

How do you tell the man that built himself up from nothing, the man that finds pleasure in you every week, the man that you know has no room in his life for love...that you may be falling for him?

“Why do you always do this?” you asked, your voice trembling despite your best efforts to sound steady. “Why do you pull me in like this and then push me away?”

He flinched, just barely, but it was enough to make you pause.

“I never meant to hurt you,” he said after a long silence, his voice quieter now, almost fragile. “You have to know that.”

“Then stop,” you said, turning to look at him. “Stop treating me like I’m just another thing you can walk away from when it gets too real.”

His eyes searched yours, and for a moment, you thought he might actually say something—something that would make it all make sense. But he didn’t. Instead, he reached for your face, his fingers brushing against your cheek like he was memorizing the feel of you.

“I wish I could be what you need,” he said finally, his voice barely above a whisper. “But I can’t.”

The tears you’d been holding back finally spilled over, and you looked away, unable to bear the sight of him anymore.

The city lights outside the window blurred into a mess of colors, and you couldn’t help but think that this was what it felt like to lose him—to love him.

A quiet apocalypse.

ugh i love this song so much

i hope you like it!

likes, comments, and reblogs are appreciated!

[gingerjunhan]

boyfriend headcannons - han hyeongjun

☆彡 EEEEEEKK it’s Jun Han time! :D 🩷

word count: 690 | pronouns used: none | genre: fluff, established relationship | cws: YouTube like is safe!!, all caps, (Hyeongjun’s) insecurities mentioned, eating mentioned, I love him, not proofread, lmk if I missed something

← previous member | next member →

obviously, I have a lot to say

here we go

first things first, Hyeongjun shows you how he loves you instead of telling you

there was some radio interview they did one time where the other members said he doesn’t say “I love you much”

so he makes sure to physically show his appreciation for you

what’s that? you were stressed from your workload? Hyeongjun made you dinner and cleaned up your place while you were out

you’re feeling nervous about a big job interview? he got you flowers to wish you good luck

stuff like that

I also feel like someone somewhere said that Hyeongjun is really good with dates?

idk maybe I’m gaslighting myself into thinking that

but he never never forgets anything!

birthdays, anniversaries, important events- he’s there

I also think a lot about the one Knock Down Debate that they did where Hyeongjun yelled at the others because they never pick up their phones when he calls them

so hey, at least he’s good at communication in that aspect

I don’t think Hyeongjun is one for pet names

I literally cannot picture him calling someone a pet name, but I could easily be wrong

if he did I feel like they would be simple

“honey”

“love”

“sweetie”

short and sweet stuff

he gets flustered easily if you call him something though!

I feel like it would be really easy to fluster him

STOOOPP imagine Hyeongjun meeting your pets

forget about your family- let this man meet your cat

okay but fr this man is sweating buckets meeting your family

he’s afraid that they would think he’s too quiet or too boring :(

but once they get to know him and once he warms up to them that’s obviously not true!

I mean, come on, look at the way that man can shred on the guitar. there is not a boring bone in his body

he’s a kiss on the cheek typa guy

no big fancy gestures

just something cute, simple, and sweet

he actually doesn’t strike me as a big gesture guy at all?

no wait let me explain

let me cook

not big on PDA, not the best with words, and he wouldn’t feel like his acts of kindness are very big

like, he let you hold on to kkito while he was away for a few days so you wouldn’t miss him- why are you crying?

ugh I wanna squeeze him :(

he will come to you with any sort of problem no matter how big or how small

he trusts you completely

he would literally be your friend first and your boyfriend second

Hyeongjun strikes me as the type to not need affection much, but when he does he’s a little nervous to ask

“Jun, what’s wrong?”

“I need a hug.” :(

you almost don’t hear him but y’all are so close that you can figure it out

you can basically read his mind

I feel like a relationship with Hyeongjun would go slow, and that’s okay!

why mess with perfection 😉

no need to rush first kisses or first I love yous

you’re just having fun together!

HE MAKES A PLAYLIST OF SONGS THAT REMIND HIM OF YOU 😭😭😭😭

“This song played in the restaurant during our first date.”

“This song was stuck in my head right before you kissed me for the first time.”

“This song was-“ STOP IT I can’t do this anymore

ALWAYS makes sure you’re taking care of yourself

making sure you eat meals and get enough rest

he’s so open minded!

I feel like he has strong opinions, but he’s chill with most things?

those two things literally cancel out but whatever

he buys clothes that he also thinks you would like in case you want to steal them 😼

pays very close attention to detail!

no new haircut or nail color goes unnoticed!

he draws little pictures of you in his sketchbook all the time :(

loving Hyeongjun is gentle, calm, and fun- like sitting in the grass on a sunny day

no pressure, no rush, just you two having fun being together 🩷

god I love him so much

taglist: @dazzlingligth , @mini-mews , @mxlly143 , @somethingaboutcheese , comment to be added!⁎⁺˳✧༚

[lovehimeri]

WARNING : horror , stalking , blackmail , threatning , character death , dark themes , gruesome details , gore

Tbh the inspiration for this was a song..I didn't plan to post creepy stuff on this account as it was just for cute stuff but oh well 😭 creepy alkaloid fanfic with some hiiai angst ig!

In this world , it's common knowledge that the strong eat the weak. Ever since he's  been a young one , he was taught to always know his place. Through the years , he learned that not everything adults say is true~he developed his own special way of thinking..But what happens when fright and terror turns into something else...? A weapon , one way to destroy everything he ever cherished .

The streets were dyed with a crimson color. The sound of chattering red leaves rustling in the wind was comforting~as some people might say . Fall is everyone's favourite season , isn't it? Is there even anything slightly better than piles of shimmering leaves gathered neatly, the fresh smell of wet grass after a long night of rain , the warm taste of hot cinnamon cocoa , the dark figure lurking in the shadows , waiting for the perfect moment to strike and swing a thick , metal axe at their poor prey..

"You barely ate anything! I'm not keeping up with this new routine anymore , Aira!"

"Moooom! I'm an idol now , I need to watch what I eat!" The little boy quickly puts on his shoes and hugs his mom , who hugs him back with a long sigh .

"Be careful on your way to school . There have been reports of people going missing these days..I don't mind if you walk with some friends , but straight from school to home , got it?" The woman spoke with a slight shake to her voice . Her son fails to match her worried expression as he grins and opens the door .

"You always worry so much mom , I'll just walk home with hiiro-kun!" Aira runs out and shuts the door behind him . 

'Waaaaaah! The trees are really giving their all this season! So pretty!' 

He loved admiring the scenery on his way to school . Aira was lucky to be able to see the beauty in many things , and only the bright side of the world . After all , he was just a young , innocent boy..

"Good morning!"

"GYAAAH!! HIIRO-KUN—you scared the life out of me! Did your parents never teach you to not sneak up on people from behind?! Especially when they're focused in something!" 

"Sorry , I'm sorry—you can let your anger all out on me like you always do!" The red head gives a cheeky grin , like he always does when he gets scolded by aira .

"No...that sounds like bullying! I do not bully people" Aira crosses his arms .

"Right..hiiro-kun , do you mind if we walk home together? My mom says people are going missing recently , I tried to shake it off but I do feel uneasy just thinking about being followed—that's kinda why I was scared when you came up behind me.." The boy anxiously rolls a piece of his hair in his fingers .

"Of course! Don't worry Aira , I went through a lot of special martial arts practice back in my hometown. I am fully capable of protecting you if anyone tries to steal you! Though I think no one should..I like having Aira by my side , so if anyone tries to take you away from me , I might have to severely injure them!"

"Sheesh , Hiiro-kun! You can't say things like that! it sounds reeeeally creepy!"

"But wouldn't it be creepier if someone takes you against your will? Wouldn't you feel so scared without me , Aira?" 

The blond boy looks down , thinking deeply.

"We arrived at school anyway! We're in different classes , but if you feel unsafe , you should call me! I will always be able to find you with my special senses!" 

Aira feels at ease when he's around hiiro .

"Teehee , alright , if that's what you want . Don't forget we'll walk home together later!" Aira giggles as he runs off to class . 

"Good morning , Ai-chan!" One of his classmates greets him as he walks through the door . Instead of a smile , he frowns . 

"Ugh , I told you not to call me that" Aira places his bag on the side hanger and sits next to his friend .

"It just suits you nicely! You're so lucky , you're popular and everyone loves you.."

"What's with the sudden switch? You don't seem so happy.." 

The other boy rests his face in his palms , as he looks sweaty and anxious.

"I'm just..really worried about you . You've heard about the missing reports lately , haven't you?" 

The blond boy nods.

"Well...my dad was watching the news this morning , I happened to pass by him and heard something on the tv . the police found 3 bodies out of the 10 missing cases , and all 3 of them belonged to popular idols..and the photos they showed...I don't think you should know about this either"

"No please! You gotta tell me , you can't just stop here" aira begs his friend to tell him more.

"I'm sorry if you get nightmares later then..here's the website , scroll down a little and you'll see the photos..but don't throw my phone in panic!" The boy hands aira his phone with the website on the main page , aira shakily takes the phone and scrolls down . The first photo that meets his eyes is a decapitated body , spine out and laid aside it , whatever is left of that body is a pile of rotting flesh and scattered intestines , the body wasn't clothed , and the chest area looks like it was cleanly cut open , all the insides poured out and instead of a heart , something that looked like a head , stripped of every inch of skin , rested inside the empty chest area . Aira couldn't stare any longer , he pushed the phone onto his friend , fighting back the urge to throw up the small amount of food he ate at breakfast . His eyes wide at the horrific idea that a human being is capable of painting their hands with someone else's blood , and transforming the image of another perfectly-shaped human into this..

He was even more terrified at the idea that he could be this monster's next victim .

"I-I'm sorry! I shouldn't have let you see that..I wish I lived near you so we can walk home together . Are you going to be okay?" 

"Y-Yeah..I think..I'm walking home with hiiro-kun , y-you know? The boy from my unit?" Even when he tried comforting himself with the fact that hiiro is walking home with him , Aira couldn't shake that image from his brain the entire day . The terrifying details and thoughts—what if the last day of his life is today? What if even hiiro can't protect him? What if he makes the horrifying discovery of hiiro's body one day? He wouldn't let himself live to see another day if anything bad happened to any of his friends .

Five more minutes until the last school bell rings for the day , Akiomi walks in with an announcement .

"I'm very sure all of you already heard about the missing reports these days , so we advise you to walk home in groups and look out for each other . There won't be any classes starting from tomorrow , until the police lets us know that it's safe for students to come back . In the meantime , please stay at home and only go out if necessary" 

The teacher's announcement only made Aira feel more shaken . He just wanted to go home and sleep in his bed , and hope that this day will pass like a bad dream . Once he heard the bell ringing , he grabbed his back and rushed to find hiiro , not bothering to say his goodbyes to his friends .

"Hiiro-kun!" Aira hugged hiiro with all his power as if it was the last time he gets to hug him.

"I'm here , aira! Why do you look out of shape? Did something happen?" 

"I'm just..I just really want to go home..let's just leave" he grabs hiiro's hand , but the other boy doesn't move.

"I'm sooooo sorry aira! I promised sagami-sensei I will help clean up the gym after school , everyone was too scared to volunteer so I did!" Hiiro rubbed the back of his neck .

"Are you serious right now?! I..I'm really scared! I've seen things that you haven't , you don't understand how dangerous this is! You're ALWAYS like this , Hiiro. You never take anything ever seriously! If I don't make it back home alive , I'll never forgive you!" And with that , aira stormed off .

'Ahhh you have to focus! Keep your guard up! If I see anyone acting suspicious I'll just scream for help..I guess' His mind was blurry with thoughts , he didn't notice the familiar person waiting for him by the school gate .

"Aira~right here" 

"Tattsun-senpai? Why are you here?"

"Your father called and asked me to drive you home~the reports of missing people only go higher by the minute , he was worried about you . Let's go~"

Aira smiled . He truly felt safe with a trusted adult like tatsumi , not someone who'd leave him behind like hiiro...

As he got into the car , something didn't feel right . Why did his father trust Tatsumi out of all his friends to drive him home..? Even if they were friends and in the same unit , wouldn't his father trust someone more "responsible" in his eyes..?

And then he noticed Tatsumi driving in a different route .

"T-tattsun-senpai..? This isn't the road I usually take-"

Shit . His quivering voice gave it all away .

"I know~I'm just avoiding traffic , and I'm passing by a store to grab a few things , I hope you don't mind~"

Aira tensed up . Tatsumi was his friend that he could trust , he would never actually kill him..right.......right?

"I won't be late~" Tatsumi leaves the car . This was Aira's chance . 

Once he sees the green haired man disappear into the store , he opens the door and runs as fast as his legs could carry him . 

The adrenaline pumping in his blood from the suspicious situation he just encountered helped him run faster . He didn't bother looking behind , and while he was still running on the main road he figured out tatsumi could still see him when he leaves the store , without thinking , aira runs into an empty , dark alleyway .

Barely running a few meters into the dark area , his senses stopped him .

'What am I doing..! My fear took over me..tattsun-senpai would never..! Or would he...just shut up! Wait...is there someone sitting by the wall there? They could be gangs..or even worse..! I need to go back..but..tattsun-senpai..God this all that dumb hiiro's fault! Wait..didn't the person notice me? I've been here long enough to be noticed..they might just be drunk..in broad daylight?'

"U-uhm..excuse me?" The boy approaches the person crouching on the floor , but the closer he gets , the more he regrets it..

His hand flew to his mouth to stop himself from gasping too loudly . His legs shook , but no matter how hard he tried to move away , he felt as if he was frozen in place . He wanted to scream , cry , throw up , die...

He never would have imagined that one day he would witness a scenery as gruesome as this one . He just discovered a dead someone's remains , and even worse , he hated how he could recognize those blue locks and frail figure as his beloved senpai, hajime shino . He knew it was him , how can he not recognize the purple heart keychain he gifted him on his birthday , hanging from his bag the was thrown next to him?

His senses kicked back in before he would expose his position even more , and he turned to made a run for it , but got caught as fast as he tried to move . Someone is standing behind him , pinning his arms with their own , and their other hand muffling his noises . He couldn't help but break down in tears . He just wanted to scream and cry and beg to be spared . He didn't want to die . All the regrets of his previous actions made him choke on his tears . He should have never left tatsumi's car , now he's going to die and the last words he ever spoke to hiiro were stained by his anger and fear .

"Shhh..not a sound little bird~ or you'll end up like the messy thing you just saw" 

Why did the voice seem familiar to him?

He wanted to speak , ask who they are , what their motives are , he wanted to let out anything , just a few minutes long enough to convince this monster to let him go and live another day .

"I'll loosen my grip now , but don't think of running off anywhere , I can find you~" the taller person slowly loosened their grip on aira's body as they sensed he wanted to say something .

Aira took a few moments to breath and cry silently , his knees buckled and he fell to the ground , shaking and trying his best to silence his sobs .

"P-Please don't kill me! Not now..! I'll do anything—please!"

He couldn't look up to see his friend's murderer , he didn't even want to . He couldn't imagine what terrifying expression this monster could be wearing right now . It must be a really fun thing for them to haunt down little boys and kill them .

"W..what? Are you..aira-san?" 

Aira's eyes widened in shock . He finally understood why this voice was so familiar to him .

He slowly and shakily looked up to meet the person's eyes .

"H-huh?"

"I feel so, so bad you had to see this! I'm so sorry , I'm horrible , I should die instead!"

"M..mayo-san?"

Aira , still shaking in shock , couldn't believe what he was seeing . He hoped it was just a hallucination due to the insane amount of adrenaline running through his veins—he was still hoping it's just a bad dream .

"I won't hurt you..please don't be afraid of me!"

Was he seriously saying that right now? Aira's eyes couldn't deceive him..it's true . Mayoi is the one behind all those disappearing , and behind his dear friend's death .

Mayoi kneels down to aira's level , brushing his tears away with his bloody hands .

"It's really my fault for not cleaning up my mess~I feel so bad a cute and innocent person like yourself had to see this~" mayoi smiled . How can he smile? It's that same smile he wears when he's really happy about something..was he lying this whole time?

"Mayo-san..are you..happy? Are you..seriously happy? Did you hit your head?" Aira pushed mayoi's hand away from his face .

"Hehe..of course not~ I'm not doing this with my own will~ I can't control it , aira-san . Please believe me" mayoi pouted .

"N-No..you're a liar..you..You killed shino-senpai..you.." aira broke down in tears again .

"I didn't do it on purpose~people make mistakes~" mayoi reached a hand to pat down aira's hair , but the little boy slapped it away .

"Please don't touch me..I want to go home" aira cried . 

"Don't get on my nerves , aira-san~ you've already seen what I can do when I'm mad.."

Mayoi's voice change sent a shiver down Aira's spine .

"O-okay.. I'm sorry..please let me go home in one piece and I swear I won't tell a soul about this!" Mayoi could easily let him go , as long as he keeps in touch with him,  he knows aira won't tell on him . But something about aira's begging and his undying will to live made mayoi rethink about his decisions . 

"I'm doing this because I love you~" without a warning , mayoi hugs aira. The blond yelps at the sudden action , and completely shuts his eyes and buries his face into mayoi's shoulder , as he could clearly see Hajime's corpse from the position he was in .

"And because I love you , I want the best for you~ so be a good boy and do as I tell you from now on~"

"What..?"

Aira hears a clench , with a sharp pain in his left side , his eyes widen as mayoi pulls away from him , his body goes cold and he freezes in place. 

"Now if anyone asks , I saved you from an encounter with the 'mysterious' murderer, if you keep it that way , I'll let you live~ you're a cute shining idol , I don't want you to end up like your little friend over there~"

Mayoi pulls out the sharp knife from Aira's side , licking the blood away .

"Hm..doesn't taste as good as I had imagined..alright , I'll take you to the hospital now!" Aira struggled to keep up with anything mayoi has said , he struggled to breath or keep his eyes open , the last thing he saw was mayoi's sickening smile as he carried him and ran off . After all , the monster that grew within him of his own selfishness , desires and feelings that have been buried a long time ago . It's all out now and it will take a lot more than a series of killings to stop it…

[gogomadu]

QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS ABOUT YOUR OC

From the perspective of your OC (if you want). Do this as many times are you would like to and answer as many as you would like!

Thank you so much for tagging me Sosa! 😘💛💛💛

In the word of Luci...

1) What is your favorite sport?

Mmm...speed dating? 😂🤭I’m totally joking! Please don’t add that in!😭🙏 Uh, I guess I’d choose between horseback riding and swimming? Honestly, I’m not much of a sports person, and I personally associate it with competition. I’ve dabbled in a few things here and there but those two bring me happy memories and make me feel at peace. I still remember the last time I went horseback riding, it was with my two best friends in high school. We went on this crazy trip and we got to ride horses one of the days. And swimming... well. that brings me back to nights with my grandfather. Sleeping under the stars or swimming to further islands to have fun. I haven’t swam much since I lost my merman abilities but it’s a soft spot for me.

2) What is your favorite color?

I’ll go with pink~ It makes me feel happy! A really nice color.

4) Taken? Single?

Newly wed!

5) What would be your perfect day?

...I mean...even just another hour with my grandfather would be...it’d-um *voice crack* ...it’d be amazing.

6) Are you a night owl or an early bird?

I’ve definitely always been an early bird. As my dad says, the earliest bird catches the worm. Not that I like worms, but you know. 

7) Do you think you’re smart?

Do I think I’m smart... you know, they say to have self-confidence, but I think that self-awareness is just as important. I can’t say that I’m the smartest but I can be efficient and resourceful. I have quite a few practical skills and great people around me to fill in the gaps.

10) How do you like to be comforted when you are sad?

Haha...I wonder. I think silence and physical touch might help.

11) where do you want to be in 5 years time?

Happier. I’ll leave it at that. I hope that in 5 years time, I can say from the bottom of my heart, that I’m well.

12) Do you have any regrets?

Ugh, you’re bringing all the hard questions today aren’t you? My grandpa always said never regret anything. Just do what you heart says, everyone that loves will help you deal with the consequences. So no, I don’t regret...not really, um-anything. I-if I had to say one really little thing though, and I know I couldn’t have done anything about how it unfolded...that day- that day I would checked into online school a little later and spent more time with him... Next question please.

13) Who are/is your best friend(s)?

Finally! An easy question! *clears throat* Till the day I die, Imani and Umai will be my absolute best friends in this world!

14) What was your dream last night?

Mmm...to be honest I don’t like to recount nightmares as they make them feel more real.

15) Who in your family are you closest to?

Living or...? Well living...huh! You’ve stumped me. I think I’m equally close to both of my parents. They’re absolutely amazing.

16) What is one thing people don’t know about you?

I don’t go around exclaiming it to the world. But I have a rather popular SimTube channel. Well, I wonder if people know this... I mean maybe? We don’t really care about Simtubers out here on the island, so it’s really comfortable. Feel free to check me out on Luci’s Adventures though

17) Best present ever given to you?

Haha, it’s reallllly random, but one time one of my marine best friends, Sapphire swam up to me and gave me the Heart of Sulani. I was completely shocked but I’ve safely kept it ever since.

20) Do you have a crush?

Don’t get me in trouble now!

22) Any nicknames?

Ah! Yeah, I mean Luci. Sometimes I even forget that my name is Luciano.

25) Hobby?

Definitely travelling!

26) Beach or pool?

Come on now! Of course beach. On these gorgeous Sulani waters? A pool can’t hold a candle...literally!

27) First kiss?

Oh my God! Wow, you want my wife and I to have a deep conversation when she sees this don’t you? Well it...it doesn’t matter...anymore? Whoa, why did it kind of hurt to say that *gasp*? *Can you do me a solid and um...edit that out?*

28) Favourite subject

Business! Strange right? Well my father taught me everything I know, so maybe it was just my teacher~

34) Where do you live?

Haha, it sounds bad, but with my parents. If it makes it any better. We have our own apartment on the family island. It’s not as bad as you think. I mean... it’s not bad at all, have you ever had my mom’s fried rice?

35) What/who do you miss?

Yeah...I’ll keep this brief. Grandpa.

39) Done anything illegal?

I still hope that swimming in that river in Mt. Komorebi wasn’t illegal. I’m super sorry if it was. I was a rather impulsive teenager.

40) Fav TV show?

I don’t really watch TV. My family is more into movies. Ah! But sometimes I accompany my mom to watch baking shows.

41) Do you know any celebrities?

To be honest, there were a lot of celebrities in my family. Like every other generation. I mean, ah! I haven’t been saying his name. My grandfather was Haku Talla. The famous surfer. His grandmother was Mae Talla, the cross-lifeform comedian. Uhhh, My great- grand aunt was a famous actress. And my great-great-grand aunt was a famous painter. Does that cover things? *chuckles*

42) Dreams/wishes?

Yeah, to have a large, loving family.

43) Are you very competitive?

I once was, but not so much anymore.

44) Greatest gift (could be a physical gift or a spiritual gift)?

Life?

45) Greatest accomplishment?

TBD. I haven’t accomplished much yet.

46) If you were stuck on a desert island, who would you be stuck with?

I don’t know why, but somehow I feel like it’s Umai. She has this uncanny ability to pull me into strange situations. Gotta love her, I just hope that Imani’s there to save us all.

48) Where were you born?

Sulani, on our beautiful little island.

49) Sexuality?

Well~ Who knows? But so far, I’m straight.

50) What color are your eyes?

Green

51) What color is your hair?

Brown

52) Do you want/ have kids?

I think it’s a given. I would love to be a great grandfather myself one day so I gotta get the ball rolling!

55) Do you send goodnight or good morning texts to people?

Whenever I think of them.

57) How long do you sleep for?

I like a solid 9 hours. Thankfully I work very flexible positions.

58) How long does it take you to get up in the morning?

Depends...what’s my mom cooking up for breakfast?

59) How long does it take you to get ready?

Haha! It depends on how cooperative my hair is being. But around one hour on a good day? My family looooves to mosturize!

Thank you so much for questions! Apparently Gogo would like to tag @forgetfulcj @rainypurpleskies @mylittlepixels @rextreks @eitamonet14 and @eifl  Absolutely no pressure lovelies!💛💛💛

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33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

YES!!!!

I was not raised with soda, and think it is gross, it’s not particularly healthy, and I don’t particularly care for sugar so, no not really.

My Game Master drinks so much Dr.Pepper and I am so concerned for his health. I had a minor freak out when reading the nutrition label and I am surprised this man has not got a kidney stone yet.

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

I do!

I have paper note books that I use for note taking for college. I normally use pencil for writing down information I am guessing on or any drawings I make. My notes are color code. (Yes I am that person.) So it helps. I also use them for exams.

88. Ever have plastic surgery?

Feel free to skip this if it’s too personal or you don’t want to.

(CW & TW: Blood, Injury, Hospital, and Stitches.)

Yes, actually. I fell on my forehead as a child and when sent to the emergency room, now my school nurse did a pretty good job patching it up. So the ER techs decided to call in a plastic surgeon to mend the wound. I had to wait for a while 2-4 hours, were I got stitches on my forehead. I had them for a while. On the scale of how noticeable is this injury, most people can’t tell unless they get right in my face and personal space. I only notice the difference in a slight in texture and that because I feel a small divot.

89. Which are better black or green olives?

Personally Black, specifically kalamata olives are my beloved. After Karate Club we were getting lunch at a dining hall and I went to the salad bar and noticed they had them and I loaded them liberally on my salad to the point I horrified my friends.

Hello again, friend! :D

Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

Ugh I wish that were the case. Sadly, I love soda, but thus far I’ve successfully kept it as an occasional treat among my 2022 resolutions. It’s no surprise really, given that I have the world’s most intense sweet tooth. I can say in all honesty that I’ve never encountered something that’s “too sweet” for me. Oh, not a fan of crème brûlée? Cream sodas a bit too much? Pass them over here!

Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

Sometimes! I prefer pens, but when I want to jot ideas down it’s normally a scramble to snag whatever writing utensil is in easy reach, which includes pens, pencils, colored pencils, highlighters, and the occasional crayon which, frankly, appeared out of nowhere in my house because I definitely didn’t buy them myself. I think the universe gives them in exchange for socks and Tupperware lids?

Ever have plastic surgery? (Same TWs for anyone who doesn’t want to read)

Not… technically? I have surgery scars, but that’s not really plastic surgery. Same hat though: back when I was a kid I split the underside of my chin falling on a pot and had to get stitches in the ER, though I don’t think they brought in a plastic surgeon since that’s not as noticeable a spot as your forehead. Worst part was I did that walking into the dentist and he’s like, “Oh yeah, she needs stitches, but it’s not life threatening or anything. No reason she can’t get her cleaning first!” We found a new dentist after that 😭

Which are better black or green olives?

I am very sad to report that the answer is neither lol. I never did develop a taste for olives, probably because they were never a part of my family’s diet, nor were they available at my school’s salad bar. I learned to enjoy a lot of other stuff there—pansies were popular—but growing up I think the only place I consistently saw olives were in martinis, so… no thank you. I should try them again though! I’m always hearing about how much taste can change as you get older, so I think it’s worth revisiting foods from time to time.

[staysuki]

aaaaaa i finally read EHALOJ aaaaaa puchaaaaaaa

seungmin had those pogi typings going on lmao i love it v much huhu he was really an ass at the start but i still could bring myself to hate him 👁💧👄💧👁 idk if its automatic bc hes my bias or wut xd

moving on i honestly dont know who to ship y/n with :”> im debating on hyunjin and lee know. and yeji my queen uGh 🤨☹️😠😐 but whatever, INTEOTW yeji has my full heart. hyunjin is oblivious af but i still cant say much since i wouldnt really also believe if someone dearly close to me is a bitch irl even if the signs are 13628 inch by 28251 inch big, colored red with christmas lights.

aaaaa lee know and y/n has those history going on tHat makes me kilig ehe ehe but the typical and cliche ‘main character changed bad boy’ is �� BTCH IDK WHO TO 🚢 ANYMORE 😠 sorry felix but ur bromance with jisung is more than fine already.

anyways the focus is BARELY on seungmin but i keep thinking about him ugh ✨ biaz tingz ✨ thankfully your seungmin smau already started xd

omg you re so good at antagonising people wtf 🤩 like literally all your works have the most detestable characters bc of how hurtful and toxic their dialogue sounds 😎 ur so very super duper amazing x9999 at writing, believe me 😭 you always incorporate the right amount of crack and dark thrilling shit in your stories uWu

BTW I THINK the dates. chapter link is broken on the masterlist and the next button on ch 19. i accidentally skipped ch 20 but thankfully i noticed it bc i got confused since lee know stated on ch 21 that y/n didnt answer him when he asked her on a date wHEN i didnt read anything abt him making a move. i got to the dates. chapter, ch 20, by clicking previous on chapter 21 though. hOPEFULLY U GOT WHAT I EXPLAINED 😭

im soooo excited for the next chapters huhu you did so well like di ako mapakali aYAN GANDANG GANDA AKO NAPA TAGALOG 💀 rly good job 👏

so i checked the playlist you shared and all the songs there are exactly my vibes 😭 they are the singers i listen to and i agree 100% that it hits home. OMG ZACKS VOICE IN BINIBINI SOUNDS SOOO SIMILAR TO HYUNJIN SHXHWHXHWHDHWHS IDK WHY BUT I THOUGHT ABT IT AND I CANT GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD HUHUHU 😭😭😭😭

huhuhu neways its 11 pm here, i might read a few more fics before heading to bed. hows ur day btw?

- bs

uy omg ok 👁

POGI TYPINGS PLS 💀. true, we can never hate seungmin 😤.

and yes hehe, the ships are ALL OVER THE PLACE one’s going to antartica while one’s going to florida or smth idk. but my goal is to just pull on everyone’s strings with that one since i don’t really plan to focus on the romance that much, it’s really more of a slice of life story with shitty people in the mix or smth. but there wILL be an endgoal boy. the key is that even i don’t know who it is 🥴❓ makes it more unpredictable, no? but it probably won’t be until long. i plan on focusing on every character and give them beautiful developments so that’s how many arcs(?) 😀, probs overambitious here but i’m excited to try and make a longer smau after rushing my previous ones + i have a lot of notes for EHALOJ from when i started planning it a long time ago so i already have a basis for season 2 once i start it in the VERY DISTANT FUTURE.

i made INTEOTW yeji the way she is to make up for the fact that she’s one of the antagonists in this story :,). that’s kind of like my own pattern, i want balance. also hyunjin being gaslit by his own sister 😔💔💔💔.

minho ship looking promising for you huh 🥴. felix kinda came out of left field but isn’t he such a cutie. literally everyone’s rooting for yongbokie but i don’t blame em, he’s not like INTEOTW felix huhu.

SECRETARY KIM is a busy man 😤 let him do his job. kim seungmin smau is indeed out and it’s a new character trope!! no more tsundere, confident, and/or snarky seungmin 😌 i’m moving out of the stereotypes here.

and also thank you!!! that means a lot. ngl, i feel like i overdo it(??) like, i want villains to be “real people” and not outright “people made to be villains” ifykwim, i don’t want them to be hated because “hey i’m obviously a shitty person!!!” but because they’re complex and not some 2d bond villain. but idk, maybe i didn’t really have a choice with EHALOJ yeji because SHE IS just like that 🤔. hyunjin is in mental turmoil even. probably my favorite “antagonist” moment would have to be dark seungmin in the earliest chapters. but thank you for the compliments, i love writing dialogue, even my editor irl (for my non-tumblr works) always compliments my dialogue dynamic writing so that’s why i stuck to smaus, it’s just dialogue all the time 🤪. i was a bit afraid the EHALOJ might be a bit too dark to garner any attention (bc nobody wants to see their faves antagonized, valid) but i’m glad i took the risk, it was hard to get through but it’s honestly one of my hate-favorite works and i’m glad others seem to enjoy the twists and turns too despite the obvious lack of focus in the romance.

AND YES I FIXED THE LINKS. SOMEBODY ELSE POINTED IT OUT. HOW EMBARRASSING. MY QUALITY CONTROL IS GETTING BAD 😭💔

and tHANK YOU huhu, i swear it’s finished na, just all queued up hehe, not gonna dump it no no no 👆👇👆, i will follow a fixed schedule of uploading every three days. i think there’s five chapters left in the good ol basement. one of my irks too is that i don’t want smau chapters to be released in succession bc i don’t want people to just see smaus when they scroll through my feed so like, if i already have a lot of buffer posts in between like asks or self updates then i might update early. if not, then imma post other randoms in between.

HWANG HYUNJIN AS FRAT BOY NA TAGA BGC SUPERIORITY. medyo napa 🤨🤨🤨 ako sa exbattallion, that group is such a meme (i remember when socmed was tRASHING pauwi nako for being cringe) but i just respect the vibes and listened to everything 😤. AND SEEEEEEEE. THEIR VOICES ARE SIMILAR OMFG I CANNOT.

my day went great! celebrated my mom’s birthday. out to get tattoos once again. hope you have a good sleep, i’ll always be making fics for you to read 😌♥️ how’s ur day.