#ugggggg whatEVER WHATEVER

[noodleblade]

Breakdown for the character ask thing?

heeheee yayayayay

First impression: I loved him. I thought he was an excellent addition to the Decepticons

Impression now: IM MOURNING. WHAT A WASTED OPPORTUNITY AND POTENTIAL ALL BECAUSE OF THE VOICE ACTOR!!!! Honestly, Breakdown barely speaks in tfp, I wish they had just gotten someone else and kept whatever plotpoints they may have had planned ;----; (i still think about when Starscream and him meet after the optic situation and Starscream asks him to plot a deal with him and IT NEVER GETS BROUGHT UP AGAIN AHHHH)

Favorite moment: when the agent fowler and him do their little exchange over the comm link. the "i'm good, how are you?" "good" or whatever. it added so much to him it made me <333333333333

Idea for a story: god. 10000000 stories in my brain. I do have one I want to explore at some point of when Breakdown's optic is taken and Bulkhead saves him, he goes with Bulkhead and defects from the Decepticons. I think it would be a fun idea of write out and i'd love to write the tension between him and Knock Out as he tries to get Knock Out to also defect with him ;----;

Unpopular opinion: hmmm hmm hm mh im still stumped on this one kjdfkjefkenknkefj idk I love him and don't think i've seen any opinions I completely contradict.

Favorite relationship: knock outttttttt. they have so many small, offhand moments in tfp that make me so soft ;----; not the mention the little comic post-tfp that brings an alternate universe breakdown back and him and knock out reunite and them being canonical in idw2 and and and- I also like his dynamic with Bulkhead. So much unspoken history I want to dive into please.

Favorite headcanon: ugggggg that he's a good boss to the vehicons and sticks up for them:3 It paints him in such a nice lighting and idk it makes sense. I like him being like the head of the vehicons. Give him a role of authority please:3

[jelly-and-fish]

tomorrow I'm seeing the person I'm crushing on amd imm so scared this is awful actually.

im calling her "Sol" for the sake of anonymity ig ╮⁠(⁠╯⁠_⁠╰⁠)⁠╭ she's so pretty and cool and awesome and smart.. her hair is so pretty and everything about them is so ahsjslalsjhwqh (⁠*⁠_⁠*⁠)

we are going shopping, probably wednesday, bc she needs clothes for a party. I'm not sure if I want to go to that party???? I mean I'd go just for them (maybe we can make out please please plea-) but I'm not good in that kind of environment..

but it doesn't really matter. I'm sure she only sees me as a friend</3 the way she speaks to me (or the way she takes like 3 hours to respond to my texts >_>).

why do I only like girls/people who don't like me back!!!!!

I mean. Sol is kind of intimidating. Like. Super intimidating. Not that she's scary or anything, it's just.

her world is so different from MY world. she goes partying and sometimes smokes weed and they know a lot about poetry and she's super smart. vs me, who hasn't gone to a party EVER, kissed a girl when I was 13 and never again, only reads queer romcoms and it's kind of dumb!!!!!!

I mean I love our differences. I might like her even more bc of that, but it's super scary. Also, why would she like my loser ass.

like yeah sure I'm kind of pretty but my personality is awful. I'm super anxious and I get stressed and mad easily. I'm like a human chihuahua!!!!

ugggggg-hhhhhh whatever whatever. I'll try not to die tomorrow when Sol hugs me. Wish me luck and stay tuned for more teenage lesbian angst.

[mangostar]

sorry for the person i will become when yelan is finally here 

[whoslaurapalmer]

utena 36-39!!!!!!!!

i should have done these as two separate posts but by the time i got all my thoughts together about 36-37, it was the time i was gonna watch 38-39, so i just KEPT THEM ALL TOGETHER

36-37

-touga has a motorcycle now............. -oh hell yeah that post was right!! he is bargain bin akio and saionji is luigi, and there they go in their knockoff motorcycle with a goddamn side car  -aaaa god especially when saionji stood up and touga said “standing that way is dangerous.” y’all  -they really can’t be completely like akio because they are missing the fundamental control akio has  -everything they do backfires with utena, and anthy (because of utena)  (-oh.........and then they get downgraded to their original bicycle........)  (-idk i guess i feel a little bad for them. still gonna say ‘ew’ when i see them though.) 

-i had a vague vibe when touga gave utena the earrings but this time......juri and miki talking about how she looks like a girl now, utena taking the ring off and saying “i’m starting to think that ring doesn’t really suit me.”, “in the end, all i’ve been doing is playing prince.” -didn’t think i would say this but put the prince back in the girl  -well no that’s not successful either. but.  -it’s something utena relies on and that reliance is the core of who she is and akio’s taking it out piece by piece and. it’s turning her into someone she still isn’t (to the point that she goes on a date with touga!!! LIKE, TWICE!!!), she’s not “a princess” sort of person either, she’s utena but who is that, too  -when utena has nothing left, who is she?  -but ugggggg the fact that akio was the whole REASON she did it in the first place!!!! BOTH TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD  -mmm. thinking about when the shadow girls said “a girl who can’t become a princess becomes a witch”  -before you know the eight kinds of whiplash in the play i was like ‘!! is the prince in this scenario utena? .....THE PRINCE WAS AKIO????’ -me, this morning, thinking over yesterday, putting all the foreshadowing together yet again: ......you know, lulu, you really should’ve seen that one coming too.........you literally thought they looked alike........ -also me, this morning: .......WAIT me: IS THAT WHY ANTHY HAS THE SWORD IN HER???????? -okay hold on back to the ring. that she takes it off after she sees akio and anthy (and that she’s upset at anthy :( )   -and also that she would give up the ring, the idea of her prince, for, WHO IS EXACTLY THE SAME DAMN PERSON  -i have a lot of feelings about this i’m also upset i did not want to seriously consider it  -there are no true princes, in anything, anywhere! but! that is not a bad thing!! 

-“in the end, girls are all like rose brides.” all girls suffer for doing good things? all girls are treated like possessions?  -all girls do terrible things in return...... -all girls get used to it 

-oh to be playing badminton with friends........ -.........in soft sunshine on green grass and pretending nothing is wrong before the end of the world but you know  -completely irrelevant here but it got me thinking of the badminton scene in fruits basket......the sweetest softest scene in the world  -WHY CAN’T EVERYONE HERE HAVE A GOOD TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  -ahem. anyway  -nanami.............you do care about utena...........

-look i’ve heard vocaloid cantarella, i screamed when anthy said cantarella 

-seeing akio actually look angry was Even More Terrifying than regular general akio  -anthy :(  -okay i will admit. i have no damn idea what happened on the rooftop 

38-39

-that utena and anthy are still gonna go in, together.......... -OH I GOT THE ROOFTOP NOW -there it all is :(  -“i used you and your naivete” “i was protecting you for my ego” :(((((((( 

-of course “reality”, “eternity” would be akio’s room. of fucking course 

- “she enjoys being a witch!” “she’s the rose bride of her own free will.” what else is there 

- “you could never be my prince. because you’re a girl.” when you’re so used to one thing, no matter what it’s become, no matter what you’ve become!! who are you when you let go of that, despite what it is? -of course a girl can’t save you!!! that’s not how a story goes!!!!!! 

(-akio saying that it’s your fault at this point has absolutely no meaning. especially because he still doesn’t do anything???) (and what it is that he even desires with whatever power he would get isn’t what matters at all because it’s the fact that he desires in the first place and the way he goes about it, that it’s about him and not anyone else, not anthy, that he would step on and use anyone again and again, to try and open that gate) (i think i meant to go somewhere with that sentence but i lost it by the end.....) 

-god...........it’s not trying to fight for someone or trying to protect someone it’s just about loving them and wanting to help just like that :((((((((  -IT’S JUST ABOUT BEING TOGETHER NEXT TO SOMEBODY  -YOU’RE THERE!!!!!!!! SO ARE THEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that’s enough, to do anything, to cause any change.........to be happy.......to be able to take just one step somewhere else, to stop  -nothing else matters!! there aren’t any other words!!!!! that’s all!!!!!!!!!!!  -and that anthy does choose to take utena’s hand!! that that is a choice she gets to make! that she’s allowed to make!! that she makes herself!!!!  -that they both.......do get out of their coffins, in the end.............. 

-“she’s gone from your world.” the world akio creates as a means to an end to cause whatever change on his terms vs the world akio creates as an abuser  -ah.......it was a combination of ‘how long has this been going on’ and ‘how many times has this happened’  -but that everyone else is still there........ :( but that they’ve changed, a little, too............that time still goes on...... -wakaba :( 💔 

-there are more words i could put in here but aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -someday!!!!!!! together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ✨✨💕💕🌟🌟 (-they hold hands at the beginning and the end...!! 💞💞) 

[bikaelsons]

ugggggg look i know hope lingering in the shadows & returning but being forgotten will be emotionally poignant or whatever

but it would be so much funnier if the super squad somehow remembered & saved her by like. hauling her out of the goo by the scruff of her neck, like she's a kitten that's fallen in a toilet bowl

[mementomaryy]

Step dad: why don't you come down stairs and hang out more often?

Me: I don't have the spoons sometimes.

SD: UGGGGGG. You never should have read about the spoons. It's just a cop out. You can just come down here and lay on the couch or something.

Me: "spoons" can be replaced with "energy" and the statement would be the same. Spoon theory is just a way to explain chronic illne--

SD: it's a cop out!! You have no idea how many crazy ideas I have and what's going on in my head but I still hang out!!!!*

(he has depression*)

Me: you don't understand chronic fatigue. I can't hang some times because I physically can't get out of bed.

SD: why don't you have the Drs test you for whatever that is chronic fatigue syndrome?

Me: there's no test for that. Right now we're going with the theory that it's a vitamin d deficiency.

SD: oh so you just need to go outside. Easy.

Me (totally fucking done with this convo): yeah totally.

[moestavern]

My Boss is A Fucking Bitch and I Hate Him

I know other bosses are worse but im 18 and this is my second job and i hate this man so leave me alone while i list off every fucking reason i think my boss is a terrible human being. This will probably be a little all over the place and involve a lot of rambling. 

Okay. So im not gonna say what pizza place i work for but just know that i work for one and that all the names that i use are fake/

lets start off with the fact that my boss is a 30 year old man who were gonna call James for the sake of not using his real name or what ever. James is a fucking ass hole. Hes a terrible human in almost every way that i can think. His work ethic is the shittyest ive ever seen. 

Hes lazy. The hole damn night he sits behind the cut table on his phone. The only work that he fuckin does is when he pulls pizzas out of the oven and cuts and boxes them cuase were busy as hell and he has to do work and thats the easyest work that he can do. He’ll yell at Lars (a friend. also hates James but not like the rest of us) for letting me stay till 11-12 so i can get some extra hours when Lars is closing but when James is closing he’ll keep me and Kerry (my best friend and got me the job here. I love her and she hates James too) till 1130ish just so we can do the closing work that he dosent want to do. 

He goofs off and then forces others to deal with the consiquinces and he wont take responsability for jack shit. Just last night he threw parm cheese at Beth. Beth decided to throw a sauce cup back at James and it hit the wall that im supposed to clean every night before i leave. This resulted in 1) them getting yelled at by a coustamer that James proceded to ignore and 2) a huge splosh of sauce on the wall that im suposed to clean. James came up to me saying that i should be mad at Beth for the splash on the wall because he loves to try and stir shit up and i told him that i wasetnt mad at her cause he threw stuff first witch isnt out of the ordinary for him. and that i wasent cleaning it cause the reason i should be cleaning the wall is becuase some times the grease from the oven gets on the walls or something gets on the wall when people go to throw stuff away whatever. But he insisted that I was gonna be the one that cleaned that wall even thought i have fucking nothing to do with the situation. Marry ended up cleaning the wall becuase shes a fucking saint and i love her. When i told James that i really should thank Marry for doing that and taking care of his mess because shes a good person he said that shes not a good person and over all i just really hate james. 

He is really perverted and gross. I used to be friends with a girl that we’ll call Elvis. All the names are fake and im not good at coming up with names. Oh well. Elvis is 18 years old. Elvis and James hooked up 3 days after i took Elvis by my work place for 20 minuets (it would have been less if James and he hadent been so chatty) so that i could say hi to Mark and Kerry and tell them about the convention that we were coming home from and so that i could grab my work scedule for the next week. Not only is he hooking up with 18 year old emotionally fragile girls but he follows every semi-attractive female out of the store and will make really gross jokes to them. We have complaints on Google about him. Hes even going as far as to saying that he just knows that Beth (who is 16 btw) has a crush on him and how shes cute but only if she was a little older and ugggggg i hate him so much hes so fucking gross.

James is hypocritical as hell. He plays around too much then yells at people for playing around to much. He sparys me with the sanitizer spary going as far as to chase me out of the store with the bottle so that he could dump it on me. He dumps stuff like corn meal and oregono on Alex, Beth, and me. He held Lars down and tried to encourage me to throw a thing of paper at him. Hes a total ass hole. And is you get him back he HAS to get you back FAR worse. Hes to prideful to not get the last or biggest laugh. But he yelled at me for sticking a peice of ice down Alex’s shirt once. 

He argues with coustamers. and at fisrt it was entertaining somewhat. Now its really just plain annoying. He’ll follow them out of the store yelling at them and getting in there face. Its totally unprofessional. He never behaves professional in any way at all. 

Im done venting for right now but of trust me there will be more. fuck dude. 

[queen-diamond-writer]

Ugggggg I fucking love Kingdom Hearts, but I've only played 358/2 Days and Re:Coded, because i don't have a ps4 or whatever it is. And I can't get one because 1. I'm poor and 2. I'm supposed to be focusing on school...

[wherewillyoubeinayear]

The Dark Hedges is a place!

I try to do as much research as I can when I travel, but I am never as good as I think I am.  For whatever reason, I had no idea our tour was stopping at the Dark Hedges.  Yes, it is place in North Ireland and even more so, a big tourist area for all of us Game of Throne Fans.

A view from the GOT scene

Empty… Arya where are you hiding?

Again with a tour, there is not a lot of time to stop and smell the roses, but lucky the rain stopped and I was able to walk down the King’s Road.

It was so cool walking down the road thinking how one of all-time favorite shows filmed right where I was standing.

We had such little time to “stop and smell the roses”, so I snapped as many photos as I could and with the threat of rain always near, I had to hurry.

We were back at the bus in no time and off we headed to Belfast to the main event!

The Game of Thrones Exhibition!!!

Below is my little video of pictures I took during the tour.  Please keep in mind, I am not a professional as you can see, so forgive the crude video.  I also had less than two hours to walk through the exhibition and get back onto the bus and we could not use flash, hence the blue background in most if not all photos.

I have to say I was star struck and the actual stars were not even there!  OMG.  I am so so so happy that I went to this exhibition.  It helped me have a bit of closure for the fact the GOT is not returning on HBO.  UGGGGGG…

After leaving within the two hours, honestly I could have stayed for like five hours, we headed into Belfast for a quick walk around and I had time for a bite to eat.   I stopped at The National.  Lucky for me our tour bus was right outside and so I enjoyed, took my time and even had two pints!!!   

The drive home was not too bad, I did sleep most of the way, the beer was making me feel just fine.  I had on warm clothes and the heat, so that coupled with beer and a full belly was nap time for Nana!

If you get the chance to see Belfast, DO IT.  Remember they use pounds, not Euro.  They are part of the UK but on the isle of Ireland.  Lots of history here and I can’t wait to come back.

Go dtí an chead uair eile

Sheri 

#gameofthrones #belfast #visitbelfast #wherewillyoubeinayear #wanderlust #northireland #travelblogger #bloggerlife #bloggerlife #amazing #whitewalkers #jonsnow #darkhedges #daenerytargaryen The Dark Hedges is a place! I try to do as much research as I can when I travel, but I am never as good as I think I am. 

[theconfusedartist]

at least one good thing came out of this i guess? 

before, i was always nervous about saying something personal and it getting reblogged and turned into a meme on this site or posting something about my art, characters, or just other stuff i’m making and getting it stolen and unable to work on it anymore because someone took the idea that i was just rambling about and now you’re the idiot for not copywriting that one blog post you wrote about you’re characters dick sizes or whatever because someone took a large piece of what you made and kinda just recolored it

it’s honestly why i’m so nervous about putting things up here because if you’re work isn’t noticed and just shuffled off to the side because it doesn’t look good enough, then you have to worry about someone or an entity that might steal it because it does look good

ugggggg

but

what can you do? if anyone has any suggestions then i’m willing to hear it, but the future of this site seems really bleak

[sndwave]

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I used to work at GameStop and I always asked my boss why we called it midnight release if midnight actually meant 11 o clock….

like i get they want a universal time to release it in the us for a midnight release, but they should like... say that??? the little announcements or whatever should say midnight EST not just midnight, because i cannot be the only person that got tricked by that at even just that location

i kinda see where they’re coming from but they skipped a Very Important Step so they made it seem like bad thing completely

especially since this a newish thing at least for the location i go to, because last year sun/moon wasnt 11 it was midnight!

[justanotherbrokenbutterfly-blog1]

Ugggggg this really got on my nerves so much

Person: Hey,how are you doing

Me: *decides to trust them and be honest a about my feelings for once*

Me: Not too great actually

Person: *seems to generally care*

Person: What's up???

Me: I'm just super stressed about school and it's really getting to me :(

Person: Seriously? I have 3 exams coming up in like one week, you know nothing about stress!

PEOPLE! Just because you are also stressed/sad/angry/whatever does not make my emotions unreasonable. Just because you may be going through something you consider worse does not mean that my problems are smaller and I shouldn't complain. Please, don't make people guilty for feeling emotions. Your problems are valid and I will listen to them but so are mine and I deserve the same respect.....

[wherewillyoubeinayear]

The Dark Hedges is a place!

I try to do as much research as I can when I travel, but I am never as good as I think I am.  For whatever reason, I had no idea our tour was stopping at the Dark Hedges.  Yes, it is place in North Ireland and even more so, a big tourist area for all of us Game of Throne Fans.

A view from the GOT scene

Empty… Arya where are you hiding?

Again with a tour, there is not a lot of time to stop and smell the roses, but lucky the rain stopped and I was able to walk down the King’s Road.

It was so cool walking down the road thinking how one of all-time favorite shows filmed right where I was standing.

We had such little time to “stop and smell the roses”, so I snapped as many photos as I could and with the threat of rain always near, I had to hurry.

We were back at the bus in no time and off we headed to Belfast to the main event!

The Game of Thrones Exhibition!!!

Below is my little video of pictures I took during the tour.  Please keep in mind, I am not a professional as you can see, so forgive the crude video.  I also had less than two hours to walk through the exhibition and get back onto the bus and we could not use flash, hence the blue background in most if not all photos.

I have to say I was star struck and the actual stars were not even there!  OMG.  I am so so so happy that I went to this exhibition.  It helped me have a bit of closure for the fact the GOT is not returning on HBO.  UGGGGGG…

After leaving within the two hours, honestly I could have stayed for like five hours, we headed into Belfast for a quick walk around and I had time for a bite to eat.   I stopped at The National.  Lucky for me our tour bus was right outside and so I enjoyed, took my time and even had two pints!!!   

The drive home was not too bad, I did sleep most of the way, the beer was making me feel just fine.  I had on warm clothes and the heat, so that coupled with beer and a full belly was nap time for Nana!

If you get the chance to see Belfast, DO IT.  Remember they use pounds, not Euro.  They are part of the UK but on the isle of Ireland.  Lots of history here and I can’t wait to come back.

Go dtí an chead uair eile

Sheri 

#wherewillyoubeinayear #travelblogger #bloggervibes #wanderlust #gameofthrones #darkhedges #whitewalkers #GOT #northireland #belfast #visitbelfast #jonsnow #motherofdragons #amazing #starstruck #danger #dragons The Dark Hedges is a place! I try to do as much research as I can when I travel, but I am never as good as I think I am. 

[wherewillyoubeinayear]

The Dark Hedges is a place!

I try to do as much research as I can when I travel, but I am never as good as I think I am.  For whatever reason, I had no idea our tour was stopping at the Dark Hedges.  Yes, it is place in North Ireland and even more so, a big tourist area for all of us Game of Throne Fans.

A view from the GOT scene

Empty… Arya where are you hiding?

Again with a tour, there is not a lot of time to stop and smell the roses, but lucky the rain stopped and I was able to walk down the King’s Road.

It was so cool walking down the road thinking how one of all-time favorite shows filmed right where I was standing.

We had such little time to “stop and smell the roses”, so I snapped as many photos as I could and with the threat of rain always near, I had to hurry.

We were back at the bus in no time and off we headed to Belfast to the main event!

The Game of Thrones Exhibition!!!

Below is my little video of pictures I took during the tour.  Please keep in mind, I am not a professional as you can see, so forgive the crude video.  I also had less than two hours to walk through the exhibition and get back onto the bus and we could not use flash, hence the blue background in most if not all photos.

I have to say I was star struck and the actual stars were not even there!  OMG.  I am so so so happy that I went to this exhibition.  It helped me have a bit of closure for the fact the GOT is not returning on HBO.  UGGGGGG…

After leaving within the two hours, honestly I could have stayed for like five hours, we headed into Belfast for a quick walk around and I had time for a bite to eat.   I stopped at The National.  Lucky for me our tour bus was right outside and so I enjoyed, took my time and even had two pints!!!   

The drive home was not too bad, I did sleep most of the way, the beer was making me feel just fine.  I had on warm clothes and the heat, so that coupled with beer and a full belly was nap time for Nana!

If you get the chance to see Belfast, DO IT.  Remember they use pounds, not Euro.  They are part of the UK but on the isle of Ireland.  Lots of history here and I can’t wait to come back.

Go dtí an chead uair eile

Sheri 

#gameofthrones #northireland #belfast #ireland #tours #travelblogger #bloggervibes #wanderlust #fandom #fan #blogger #wherewillyoubeinayear #blog #whitewalkers #jonsnow #aryastark #dragons #amazing #starstruck The Dark Hedges is a place! I try to do as much research as I can when I travel, but I am never as good as I think I am. 

[wherewillyoubeinayear]

The Dark Hedges is a place!

I try to do as much research as I can when I travel, but I am never as good as I think I am.  For whatever reason, I had no idea our tour was stopping at the Dark Hedges.  Yes, it is place in North Ireland and even more so, a big tourist area for all of us Game of Throne Fans.

A view from the GOT scene

Empty… Arya where are you hiding?

Again with a tour, there is not a lot of time to stop and smell the roses, but lucky the rain stopped and I was able to walk down the King’s Road.

It was so cool walking down the road thinking how one of all-time favorite shows filmed right where I was standing.

We had such little time to “stop and smell the roses”, so I snapped as many photos as I could and with the threat of rain always near, I had to hurry.

We were back at the bus in no time and off we headed to Belfast to the main event!

The Game of Thrones Exhibition!!!

Below is my little video of pictures I took during the tour.  Please keep in mind, I am not a professional as you can see, so forgive the crude video.  I also had less than two hours to walk through the exhibition and get back onto the bus and we could not use flash, hence the blue background in most if not all photos.

I have to say I was star struck and the actual stars were not even there!  OMG.  I am so so so happy that I went to this exhibition.  It helped me have a bit of closure for the fact the GOT is not returning on HBO.  UGGGGGG…

After leaving within the two hours, honestly I could have stayed for like five hours, we headed into Belfast for a quick walk around and I had time for a bite to eat.   I stopped at The National.  Lucky for me our tour bus was right outside and so I enjoyed, took my time and even had two pints!!!   

The drive home was not too bad, I did sleep most of the way, the beer was making me feel just fine.  I had on warm clothes and the heat, so that coupled with beer and a full belly was nap time for Nana!

If you get the chance to see Belfast, DO IT.  Remember they use pounds, not Euro.  They are part of the UK but on the isle of Ireland.  Lots of history here and I can’t wait to come back.

Go dtí an chead uair eile

Sheri 

The Dark Hedges, Jon Snow, White Walkers, and Daenerys Targaryen oh my! The Dark Hedges is a place! I try to do as much research as I can when I travel, but I am never as good as I think I am.