#u should see my cute ass teddy bear sweater

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Brought my friend to see wolves for her (belated) bday present 🌧️🐺

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7.09🎄🌟

Comments on the Call The Midwife Christmas special! *proceed with caution* 

Here we gooo

aw Lucille hey

That’s a cute baby 😭

You right Jenny Lee, if only I had a damn map of life lmao

SPACE ELVES LMAO

Reggie!!! My harrrt

That paint probably is pure lead sjskks

Vi’s hair is rough

LMAO who is this old woman she is annoying already

go home shelgah is the new go home roger (if you know you know!! Lol from the show Sister, Sister)

ROCKIN AROUNDDDD THE CHRISTMAS TREEE

new car in this bitchhh

shealgh’s yellow scarf and coat is cute af

AW TEDDY

TRIXIE MY QUEEN!! SHSJKS SHE HAS RETURNED THE SHOW CAN GO ON

!!! THAT WILL BE ME IN 12 DAYS ARRIVING IN LONDON !!!!

the babs pic :(

their tree tho��

Sister MJ annoyed to have to walk is a big mood

“our work is here” wow this is sad already

Phyllis already knows there’s something sus going on

“They gonna see everything you got” LMFAO LUCILLE

THE QUEEN OF POPLAR IS HOME

wow just kidding 😂😂

omg the Asian babies are so adorable

but what is up grandma from Balto

NOTHING TO DECLARE BUT MY ANNOYANCE LMFAO OK ME AGAIN AT THE UK CUSTOMS

mama bear phyllis😭😭

sister MJ is like listen I’m the sweets and candy queen here back up

HERE SHE IS

BEATRIX IS HOME💖💖

PUCCI?! HONEY GOT SHMONEYYY

omfg my heart MAMA PHYLLIS BATHING THEM

babs sweater omg 😢 I’m crying already

Phyllis omg stop Fuck my heart

PATSY AND DELIA IN SCOTLAND

GARBO OMG LIKE GRETA GARBO she was famous and famously gay I see what they did there najsksk amazing

SISTER MJ FAKING AGAIN LMAOO??

oh shit morphine maybe not faking then lol that can f*ck u up 😂

Fred our pure ridiculous angel

Omg stop sister MJ 😭😭 when she dies it’s over man

Didn’t think the mother house would be by the beach/sea

My mom just made a funny ass remark but  it’s kinda mean I shant say

OH SHIT SHES GONNA CRASH

who is that woman tho?

LMAO sister Mildred is like sister E I’m kinda vibing with it 😂 but if she comes for Phyllis then I will have a problem

Sister J just SNAPPED 💀 she is not leaving poplar and that’s that !!

Omg this kid looks like my little cousin

My gal is already back at work!! grinding all day let’s get this bread

Ok I feel their annoyance but it’s true hospitals have a lot of upsides

like number one there are doctors there lmao

oh no😭😭 why is the kid left alone? that’s not fair 😭

YOU’D GO UP LIKE A BOMB FIRE SJSKKS VI IS RIGHT

Aw the little angels (lowkey reminds me of the best Christmas pageant ever LMAO again if u know, u know)

Trix’s coat!! A damn look

A damn BELL?? holy sh*t this convent is like a prison

sorry @ God but I would never

Fred wants to gather the orphans gifts omfg he is SOFT <3

Aw Mother Jesu (but also I don’t know what I imagined her as but this lady isn’t it)

Sister J will not go bc we would riot

*throws to ground* I felt that

APPALLING MUSIC LMAO SHELAGH IT’S CALLED HAVING TASTE

it’s prob the stones I bet

Lucille looks so CUTE love the fit

Lucille and sister MJ together is always a sweet moment

The Turner’s new car is fire I love the color

Shelagh’s pink scarf is cute too, she got the whole rainbow. She has to make up for all the lost years of not being able to dress lol

ok but I have to say the three shades  of pink is bothering me, looking like a Scottish pepto bottle (or peppa pig😂)

AW FETUS SHELAGH/SISTER B

📢📢📢 just bc she wants it doesn’t mean it’s right 📢📢📢

Another Mavis wow can they stop recycling names already Lmaoo sheesh it’s not that hard

throw a Gabby in the mix, or matter of fact cast me (imagine LMAO)

This is so sad omg, the little girl watching the others be adopted I can’t 😭😭

Ok sister winnie we see u with some vocals!

Oh shit TB yikess

“Sometimes love is not enough” ouch that shit ‘hurted’ :(

Oo k trixie 😍 we see u

sweetie was in Paris Yass as she should (but lol love how they ignore the fact she left bc she relapsed)

PHOTOGRAPHIC NEGATIVE LMFAO VALERIE STOP

trixie running in her dress and stockings I can’t lmaoo but we love a fashionable midwife but imagine how gross her feet will be through those sheer nylons

not at all relevant but I remember tipsy-ly walking around the Brooklyn bridge barefoot after my hs prom and my feet looked like charcoal after 💀💀😂

SHE’S PUSHING STANDING UP???

My sister in law is cringing bc she’s currently 7 months pregnant and is imagining giving birth outside on the street

the Beverly sisters with rubber gloves 😂

Well that dress is ruined trixie 😂

How do they make those umbilical cords look so real?

the Barbara name tag😭

“It’s only a dress...” character growth ok, Beatrix has grown up 😢

I keep saying but I really can’t if shelagh adopts May

What is up with this pregnant lady who spooks like a dear?? (My sister in law said that lol)

no way she remembers something from 2 years old

SHELAGH IN BLUE SLACKS?? YES A LOOK  OK

Glad she finally is in pants tho lol, serving Laura Petrie looks

📢📢Everyone has a story.. 📢📢

My mom just said she wants those vintage tree icicles 😂

It’s been real sister W but bye bye

LMAO WAIT SHE SNAPPED

I remember reading that she was leaving so I’m not surprised

“I feel called to stay here and I don’t care who’s calling me” OK SIS !!! 📢 TELL EM

“Is your knocked elastic gone?”LMFAO aka don’t get your panties in a twistttt

A donkey I’m weakkkk

Patrick gave him Tim’s tree aww

LMAO Tim is pissed

This damn donkey lmaoo this is funny

ofc he likes candy😂

Shelagh and Sister J delivering a baby! This is pure

They said clever girl so take a shot

Another boy today!

LMFAO FRED AND REGGIE SCHEMING

It’ll be crazy fr if shelagh takes this little girl home, she’s already got two kids she doesn’t watch 😂

I’m triggered when I watch elections, takes me back to that horrible day in 2016..

Shelagh and sister J on the beach <3

BURGUNDY SLACKS YAS SHELAGH shawty got 2 pairssss

SECRET CIGS LMFAO OMG I LOVE THISSSS

Patrick can mind his damn business ok

They’re bonding over smoking and I love IT

THE INTENSE ASS MUSIC

IM NERVOUS WTF

SISTER JULIENNE CRYING OMG MY HEARR

SISTER MILDRED TAKING ONE FOR THE TEAM THANK U LORDT

BEATRIX SERVING 60s DREAM LOOKS 😍 why doesn’t my hair look like that?

I’m also lowkey sad at the lack of Phyllis in this ep

ANGELA SPOKE HOLY SHIT IT’S A CHRISTMAS MIRACLE

THEY FOUND BILLY OMFG ANOTHER CHRISTMAS MIRACLE

“You come home with me” BYE MY EYES ARE SWEATING

Trixie looks so damn good & her hug with sister Winnie was cute

the Turner’s are now that family in “in takes two” who they say collected kids 😂😂

This is so cute but I can’t believe it!! And then their were 5 Turner’s!

Neal as one of the 3 kings I am a mess

Vanessa Redgrave PLS chill I can’t I’m shedding caucasian tears 😭😭

LUCILLE HAS A BOYFRIEND??

OMG NO SHE BROUGHT THE CHURCH 🥰🥰🥰

Val is also serving a look!

STOP NOW IM CRYING FR FR

HARK THE HERALD ANGELS SINGGGGGG

I LOVE THE CHOIR UGHH

EVEN PHYLLIS SINGING <3

“we share the shift from darkness into light..” 😭😭❤️❤️ UGH MY HEART

That was so good I can’t wait to be able to watch season 8 in real time next month in LONDON!!

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giant teddy bears (hc) | p.p.

summary: first dates are awkward, peter sucks at dance dance revolution, and the night ends with a giant teddy bear and something sweet.

warnings: IM SORRY I THINK THIS ONE IS A BIT LESS CHAOTIC THAN THE OTHERS IM SORRY I KNOW THAT'S LIKE MY BRAND LOL BUT I JUST AAAAAAAAAAA

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- are you ready?

- i'm listening...

- no that was weak come on guys!

- i said ARE YOU READY?!

...

- i think we can do better than that

- i said ARE YOU READY?!!!!!

- YEAHYEAH!!!!!!

- i'm so sorry i just watched a gif of sebastian stan doing that thing where he gets super hype and then just starts laughing but i really harvested that hype energy

- pro tip: go back and read that first bit in seb's voice you Will Not Regret It

- after writing one normal imagine, i am back to writing another hc

- the next one will be normal though LOL

- guess what

- chicken butt

- jk IT'S TIME FOR THE ARCADE WITH Y/N AND PETER!!!!!

- HELLS YEAH

- y'all r never gonna guess what i'm doing

- i am listening to one direction WOW

- heart attack is an underrated song 😔

- you guys said the emojis in italics made you lose ur mind so

- they're staying

- fuck it slant 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀

- fun fact i got pretty far into writing this and then was like "Hmm... no yeah This Ain't It" and so we're back and we're switching up the prompt a little bit

- so YAY

- so peter's balls finally dropped or something idk and he got his bitch ass together and asked you out!!!!!!!

-  yay peter!!

- he was super nervy while doing it y'all were just walking home from school as per usual and this is how it went down

- y'all were passing the local arcade

"y/n- did you, uh, did you wanna go to the arcade tonight?"

"ooh yes, that sounds like so much fun"

"awesome... it's a date"

- and even though peter muttered that last part

- YOU HEARD IT

- who has super hearing NOW bitch

"a date?"

- you look over at peter and quirk a brow

- but on the inside ur like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

- YEAHYEAHNASDBFKSDNGLSFNKDC

- penis man gets flustered as FUCK

"oH-! well uhhhhhhh only if you, uhhh only if you want it to be"

"looks like i'll be dressing slightly better than normal"

- at this point y'all are at ur apartment building so you quickly peck him on his cheek (we're confident today ladies and gays!) and run up the steps, waving as you shut the door

- peter's in Fucking Shock.

- eyes wide, cheeks Red As Hell, standing there like Nobody Move! 0_0

- it takes some weirdo person idk to bump into him as he walks by to get him out of his trance

- (he jumps and turns to look at them, throwing his arms in the air like ?? before just sighing)

- (then he remembers Holy Shit I HAVE A DATE WITH Y/N AAAAAAAAAAAA and sort of like Skips away like how he does in far from home after the kiss you get the deal)

- u make sure to put on ur Cutest Fit

some inspo <3

- IM KIDDING

- jk the Ball Pit Dress Blanket Thing is a look and a half 😼

- in case u were wondering (no one is) this is what i would wear:

- when reading fics i Always have to have what im wearing in mind otherwise i am very bothered idk why

- anyways thank u pinterest for the style inspo

- shameless self promo my pinterest is in my bio and we can send each other memes on there <3

- ofc u can choose ur own outfit 😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌

- Not Me putting on jeans and feeling Fancy 😂🤏👋

- N E Ways! u put on ur dope fit and get all nice smelling n shit

- hair all pwetty

- cue (queue? i hate this word) that scene in homecoming of peter getting ready for the dance

- except he doesn't wear a suit (DEFINITELY WONDERS IF HE SHOULD THOUGH) and instead opts for this fit:

- Mhmm..... yea.... Yup.

- look at the SHOES

- anyways i think peter would wear that One Fit from the beginning of hoco with the blue sweater over the button up or maybe something a bit nicer idk

- the look i put is superior 😔

- he's finally ready and smells gr8 and hair is done just how he knows u like it

- may is fucking spitballing tips like a madwoman

"give her all your attention, peter"

"let her win most of the games, but don't make it look like you're letting her win"

"oh and god peter BUY HER A GIANT TEDDY BEAR"

- peter's like Yup Yup Got It May on the outside but on the inside he's fucking taking notes like the nerd he is

- bae

- just as you finish ur final touches ur phone buzzes

whale penis On my way :)

- fyi a whale's penis is called a dork 😌 the more u know 😀😀😀😀

- you quickly text him back and before you know it this Puta is in front of ur door and his heart is going ZOOOOOOOOOM

- but since the two of you are so close and in sync he can usually hone in on your heartbeat even from a far ish distance so he focuses and finds your heartbeat easily

- ur heart is racing too and it makes him feel better

- he finally gets the balls to knock on ur door and Does Just That

- you open it SO FAST (you were secretly standing just outside the door waiting for peter but he doesn't have to know that)

"hi, peter"

- the look on peter's face

- he in Awe

- u look so pretty!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

- this is a lovepage for that little 'a' at the end of that scream. idk why it makes me smile. it's like the underdog

- i need to fucking Restart my Brain jesus christ

- i get attached to little things so easily MOVING ON

- Beter finally regains himself

- shit excuse me

- 🅱eter finally regains himself

- there we go

"you look.... wow"

- ur face gets SO HOT

"thought i'd go for something other than leggings and oversized t-shirts"

- aka my whole wardrobe

- Very Basic White Girl of me

- (assuming the Fit ur wearing is the picture i put) (if not you can just ignore this little bit) ur like cleavage or whatever is out and it is Definitely Not What Peter's Used To Seeing!

- the Collarbones

- Sexy

- u catch peter's eyes linger on ur chest for a second and u 0_0 for a second

- but then it's like YAY FOR ATTRACTIVE FEATURES

- THANKS PUBERTY????????????

"you look wow as well"

"oH well i dress like this pretty normally i think it's really not that big of a change i probably should've dressed better-"

"you always look good, peter"

- Faking Confidence! hoping peter can't hear ur heart banging against ur sternum!

- but he can... Little Shit

- VERY RED FACES FOR THE TWO OF YOU

- VERY FLUSTERED

- peter is such a gentleman

- waits for you to lock ur door before holding out a hand nervously

- you take it ofc and he intertwines ur fingers and sort of Rubs His Thumb AGainst Ur Skin???? when i put it like that it sounds weird

- i appreciate writing headcanons because i don't have to think things out so that they sound pretty i can just Braindump and y'all r like Yea!! 😀❤

- a very nice feeling <3

- the two of you walk down the sidewalk together

- eventually the awkwardness of Woah We're On A Date!? is gone

- peter starts swinging your hands and you can't stop smiling

- a few people look at the two teenagers just giddily and dramatically swinging their arms together and laughing as they walk down the street

- but those people find it very cute

- y'all talk about the weirdest shit too

- peter rambles about his theory of there being a multiverse

"i mean, what if there really is a multiverse? like, i refuse to believe that we're the only living beings in this whole universe, much less believe that this is the only universe. and, when you think about it, it's like a whole new set of doors of knowledge are suddenly there for us to explore, i mean it just completely changes how we understand the initial singularity. we're talking about an internal inflation system and then how would that even work with all the quantum-? it's insane-!"

- he looks over at you and you're just smiling

"sorry"

"don't apologize for being a genius, peter"

- the ffh reference 😼

- his insides are like lkdsfhskjdfbg at that

- you also have ur nerd moment (i'm making this about reading because.... I Think We Can All Agree)

"what i don't get is all the imbeciles at school who think reading is stupid. they're all like, 'i haven't read a book in like two years! ha ha!' and i'm like 'oh! no wonder you're so stupid!' because not only do they think it's quirky for whatever reason to not read, but reading genuinely makes you smarter and they're all missing out on it! moreover, the feeling of getting sucked into a book and going on the story with the characters and feeling everything they're feeling and when you finish the book it's like holy shit i can't even process this and- oh i'm rambling"

- peter's just looking at you in awe

"this is why i like you"

- NOBODY MOVE

- you Cannot Breathe for a second and the two of you stop walking (still holding hands doe)

"you..?"

"i did ask you on a date, didn't i?"

- you scoff

"you muttered that it was a date and the only reason that fact was established was because i heard it and acted on it"

- peter sighs exasperatedly, still grinning like the Fool He Is as he lets go of your hand to swing his arms dramatically

"well, sorry i'm not super smooth and suave all the time!"

"yeah, cause you're never smooth and suave"

- now he :o

"hey-!"

"that's why i like you, too, parker"

- SMILE GETS EVEN BIGGER

- BIG CHEESY MOMENT

- the two of you clasp hands again and you hug his arm as you continue walking

- i wanna hug a boy's arm

- you get to the arcade and he opens the door for you

"m'lady"

- he's such a dork i hate (love) him

- now here u guys....

- guess who's like genuinely never been to an arcade...

..........

- 🙋‍♀️

- it me!

- yes yes we know i have no life

- SO BASICALLY

- i'm just gonna like fucking Spit-Ball the adventures of y/n and peter at the arcade

- if ur confused rn i am too

- OKAY

- SO U WALK IN

- imma walk up to him and imma push him and imma say I HAVE AIDS no wait thats so strong hold back, savor it, BUILD to that

- i know i didn't get all the words right whatever

- at first it's like Sensory Overload! but then 🅱eter drags you over to the front desk and y'all get ur tickets

- and then it's STRAIGHT TO THE PACMAN BOOTH

- he looks so FUCKIGN CUTE cause his tongue is like sticking out as he focuses

- y'all try the claw machine SO MANY TIMES

- not you managing to actually make it work and getting a spider-man toy

- nOT YOU GIVING IT TO PETER AND HIS CHEEKS ARE JUST 🔴

- the slant on that emoji i'm fucking losing my mind

- you absolutely crush him at the basketball game thing

- and y'all play that thing that has the weird seats or whatever and you're racing

- he lets you win

- y'all KILL IT at dance dance revolution

- peter trips over his feet and you laugh So Loud the people around you are like o_0

- uhhhhh what the fuck else is at an arcade

- i just KNOW i'm gonna forget something and y'all will be like BUT WHAT ABOUT THE _____

- my apologies in advance

- at the end of the night y'all get pizza from the little restaurant they have (idk if that's an actual thing arcades do but fuck it now they do)

- and peter wins you a giant bear and you smile SO BIG!

- peter can't stop smiling at u and u both r so so happy

- guys i need to get a graphic design is my passion in here.....

- getting a bit worried cause idk where to put one 0_0

- not sure where to go with this now... may just read some fics to get inspiration and completely forget to come back to this <3

- i promise i won't i wanna get this up tonight AAAAAAAAAAAA

- okay i will be back after i get inspo

- update it's been an hour and i got distracted have yet to find inspo i'll be back

- update part 2 i went downstairs to get a snack to Fuel My Brain and ant-man and the wasp was on so... watched that

- FUCK INSPO I CAN DO THIS MYSELF

- but i have the brain of a strapless croc.... whatever

-OKAY

- SO YOU GOT YOUR BEAR RIGHT

- YAY

- then you can peter are like "we should probably go" cause it's getting late and it's new york and yes peter's spider-man but y'all are on a date! and we don't want to get attacked!

- huzzah!

- so you leave

- holding hands

- (screaming inside)

- ur other hand is just holding the large ass bear to your chest and peter cannot stop SMILING

- the chaos level has gone down i'm sorry i'm tired

- here's some normalcy!

- you start walking home and see delmar's and peter's like "MR DELMAR WILL GIVE US FREE SOFT SERVES :D" so. you go to delmar's

- you walk in still holding hands and the Second mr delmar sees you he (¬‿¬)

"what brings you two kiddos in so late?"

- peter's BLUSHING

"we, uh, we went on a date SO YOU HAVE SOFT SERVES RIGHT?"

- he's so fucking flustered and it's adorable

-  mr delmar just laughs

"on the house just for the lovers"

- now who's blushing

- your name

:o

- "your name" i was feeling spicy huh

- I HAVE TO PACK FOR MY TRIP TOMORROW

- HAHA OOPS

- mr delmar hands you the ice creams and y'all thank you

- he winks you sly bastard

- the two of you walk out and sit on the bench outside to eat your ice cream

- hands are feeling lonely cause you needed to hold your ice cream 😔

- at first y'all are just silent and then you look over at him just happily licking his ice cream

- he's got chocolate ice cream next to his mouth and you laugh

- he turns to you

"what?"

"messy eater"

- you mumble as you raise a hand and wipe it off with your thumb

- you wipe your thumb on your napkin and look back up at peter and suddenly the air has changed cause he's just staring at you or your lips really and oh wow now the air has left your lungs and your heart is racing

"can i kiss you?"

...

- peter tastes like chocolate.

HERE'S A MEME TO MAKE UP FOR THE LACK OF GRAPHIC DESIGN IS MY PASSION

- what if we kissed on the jouch? 😳

- hi lizthearies shoutout to our pinterest convos

- alright story = over

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THIS TOOK ME SO LONG TO WRITE AND FOR WHAT

ily all, treat yourself and others with kindness (dream with harry had me crying within the first five minutes i love him so much), and WEAR A MASK (unless you're in a safe place aka not the US lol)

AND DONT FORGET TO CONTINUE SIGNING PETITIONS AND SPEAKING OUT!! BLM IS NOT A TREND!

<3

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le questions tag

and here’s the second tag thingy i gotta get done, here we go !! i was tagged by @moonyutae and then @makkeuga so i’ll answer twice as many questions rip me

rules: answer the questions the tagger set for you, then make 11 new ones for the people you tag!

@moonyutae‘s questions:

1. who is your favorite disney character?

MOANAAAA !!! i’m sure i have other faves but moana is my fave rn

2. ice cream or ice cream cake?

ice creammm

3. do you have any stuffed animals? if yes, do you have special names for them?

i only really have two,,,,, my parents made me get rid of a lot of them,,, buT one i’ve had since a was a toddler basically n its this black lab webkinz dog called blacky shine (lmao i was v creative as a kid) n then this big soft teddy bear that i sleep w every night bc its soooo soffffttt omfg i am not 5 year old boy trust me

4. if you could make an nct unit, which members would be in your unit?

shhhhh you didn’t hear this from me but i’m making this tag that’ll be for nct stans where u get to create ur own unit so i shall remain unanswered on this for now aHA

5. what is your harry potter house?

hufflepuff i believe??

6. which is cuter: a panda or penguin?

pandaaa omg

7. when did you get into nct? your bias and bias wrecker?

when the seventh sense came out i was Shookt so i mean yea- n if it wasn’t obvious already i lov donghyuck w all my heart so he is my bias + johnny loves to play w me so :::)

8. what was your opinion on johnny’s parrot impression? do you hate it or love it?

i mean,,, you do you boo

9. which is your favorite nct life season?

the dreamies’ one ngl

10. an nct song you’d recommend to someone?

i force my friends to listen to t7s on a daily basis so i mean

11. which is more iconic: doyoung’s “trust in the gothic font!” or ten’s “where’s my hair?!”

wHEre’S mY HaIR ????!???!

n now @makkeuga‘s questions:

1. what’s your biggest guilty pleasure?

i can’t,,,,, think of any ?? i don’t really feel guilty when i do anything wowie

2. what’s your zodiac sign and do you relate to horoscopes?

i’m a leo hEck yea m8 !! n i don’t really read horoscopes that much, more like i read stuff like “the signs as” n that kind of stuff lmaooo

3. do you have a favorite outfit or clothing? why do you like it and what is it like?

i have this one black shirt + it has long sleeves so i can do sweater paws bc heck yea sweater paws and it’s really loose fitted so its v comfy and its airy bc its very open necked (idk what u call it but thats all i can think of lmaooo) so like im never hot when i’m wearing it n it also somehow makes my shoulders look broader than they actually are which is Nice bc i have v narrow shoulders and im highkey self conscious about it ::) but yea thats my fave shirt n usually my fave outfit would consist of that + either jeans or shorts depending on weather w my vans sneakers n then a snapback or beanie bc i lov hats yes wow this got long

4. any allergies?

i’m allergic to poison ivy,,, ik basically everyone is but if i even breathe that shit in i’ll start getting itchy n then if i actually touch it i’ll get big ass hives and its really annoying :///

5. do you have a favorite youtuber or a fave youtube channel in general?

either luneim or exosexo i love them memes channels

6. ever purchased a physical kpop album?

unfortunately no :::(

7. describe the apartment of your dreams

it’d be in the suburbs of a city but close enough to the city that it seems like ur in the city and it wouldn’t be that big but it’d be cute and have soft colors and good neighbors that won’t mind me practicing all the time,,,, preferably close to restaurants or a park or other places i can go and meet my friends or be social in general + also near a symphony hall or smth like that so i can go see concerts often !!! 

8. do you do skincare?

i really should but i don’t really have that much acne ??? the only real place i have acne is on my back n like no one ever sees my back anyways so whats the point lmao

9. who is your ultimate bias and why do you stan them?

my ub is wonho atm (though he better watch out bc um Donghyuck) but i stan him bc he has such a good attitude and is always real positive and hes so,, soft,,,, aahsjj and he never leaves out fanboys and he always treats boys and girls equally and he just has the Right Mindset if you know what i mean??? plus hes just so cute and hjajhkl theres so much about him that i love that i can’t think of rn but yea i lov him

10. do you believe in afterlife?

not really ?? i kinda just believe that after you die it just goes back to being like the way it was before you born like nothing really happens,,

11. what is your favorite clothing brand?

i don’t really have one rip i just wear whatever looks good on me lmao

and now for my questions!

1. what is your favorite picture of your bias?

2. if you suddenly had the money to go anywhere in the world, where would you go and why?

3. what is/ was your favorite school subject and why?

4. would you change your name if you could? if you would, what are some names you have in mind?

5. which animal is your spirit animal?

6. do you believe in the aliens?

7. would you go to space if you could?

8. tell me how you relate to your bias!

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             OK, A UNITY DAYS 2017 BREAKDOWN BY CAST MEMBER. WARNING: A LOT OF CRYING & SCREAMING AHEAD.

bob m ,

FIRST OF ALL, an ultimate angel. a honey. a man. a sweetheart. a cuddly teddy bear who deserves everything and more. let me tell you about my experience with robert alfred morley.

let me start with the welcome panel and how he totally waved at me as he was coming off of stage. but i totally asked him what marvel/dc character he would want to play and he said the hulk, which i didn’t understand at first until i went to go talk to him during his autograph. so, i’m waiting in line. i’m shaking. my stomach is tossing. i get to the front, pick my picture and bob immediately reaches for my hand and is like ‘blair? you asked that marvel/dc question’. and i was like ‘yes, you totally copped out and said the hulk!’ and he paused for a minute and leaned forward and smiled at me and just ‘why do you think that’s a cop out?’ for which, my nervous ass actually didn’t have an answer. he totally called me out and he damn well knew it and he was like ‘well, i think the hulk has more inner demons-’ to which, i added ‘than outright tragedy effecting his decisions?’ and he smiled at me and was like ‘exactly!’

i also was able to give him his gift (a book written by the main character, sterling archer, from the show archer which is one of his favorite shows and mine too). he was so damn happy and he was flipping through it and was like ‘i love that it has drink recipes!!! thank you so much. this is so wicked’. i asked him about bellamy’s mw torture and how it was more of a - offhanded joke in season 3 and he said that season 3 was a bad time for bellamy’s development because his path leading from season 2 to season 3 made no sense. so yeah, season 3 was a mess in that sense. i honestly can’t remember if he directly answered whether we were going to get a Real reaction to bellamy’s mw torture. i think he kind of - glossed over it and his explanation was more like an apology like yeah i understand it was shitty but unfortunately, there’s nothing we can do.

he also admitted to me that they did actually shove a tube down his throat during that scene, as well as the chain around his neck. he said that he was meant to be in something called a ‘dancer’s belt’ but after deciding that, that was way too uncomfortable, he was put into a c*cksock. IN WHICH HE FELT THE NEED TO EXPLAIN IT TO ME EVEN THO I TOLD HIM I ALREADY KNEW LIKE [ bob morley voice ] it’s a wrap that goes over your p*nis, essentially. like thanks, my dude. i know but. thanks for that.

also because he ended up wearing one, all the extras had to wear one and they were apparently mad at him sdogijdsogs

THEN I HAD A PHOTO OP WITH HIM. in which he was like. fucking with sachin in the very beginning and ran back and nearly collided with my small self and he was like ‘hi i’m sorry what’s your name?’ and i was like ‘blair? you met me a little bit ago-’ AND DOESN’T THIS SOFT ASSHOLE JUST ‘BLAIR, OH MY GOD. I’M SORRY. I’M SO SORRY-’ while putting his hands around my waist and his head like. on my collarbone like. he was super duper close and i was just kind of rubbing his shoulder and i think his wrist because i was like ?????????? hands ????? what do ????? i don’t want to make him uncomfortable ?????? and when he leaned back, he put his arm around my shoulders i think to get ready for the picture but the line wasn’t very long, so we did get to talk a bit.

so, i sort of just ‘hey, so like. i didn’t get to say this earlier but meeting you was one of the biggest reasons i made it to 2017. 2016 was a really hard year for me, both mentally and emotionally and i don’t think i would be alive if i didn’t have seeing you to look forward to.’ and he kind of smiled at me for a second and just ‘blair, listen -’ and moved his hand to grip my shoulder and kind of. lean against me and he was like ‘2016 was shit. but you’re here, okay? you’re here and i’m here and i’m glad you made it. thank you for that. okay?’ and he hugged me Again and it was super sweet so. we took our photo (link here!) and he hugged me again super duper tight like. i was squished and i was like ‘oh my god can’t breathe’ and he was like ‘sorry!! i’m super excited. take it easy, okay?’

he was so cute at the panels too but i cannot remember any of what they said, honestly. it’s all so fuzzy.

lindsey m ,

again, another angel. like. if angels are real, lindsey is out here and she’s alive and thriving and fucking glowing. the most loving human bean i’ve ever had the pleasure to encounter. i was super scared to meet her and i thought i was going to be totally fine when i went to get my autograph ,, , BUT INSTEAD, MY BRATTY SELF LITERALLY BURST INTO TEARS. I LITERALLY TOLD HER WHAT I TOLD BOB AND I JUST. STARTED CRYING IN FRONT OF HER. and she took both my hands and listened and never took her eyes off of me while i was talking. this was all after i handed her, her shirt!! which she loved and she hugged me after i gave it to her and then i started to breakdown like an idiot.

so, i’m babbling. she’s listening and she’s like ‘blair. don’t ever be afraid to reach out. you need to reach out, okay? because you’re so important and worth so much more than you know. you’re needed here. you’re loved. /i/ need you here, okay? i do. so you’re not allowed to go ever, okay?’ so of course, i got so emotional all over again and she gave me the tightest hug when i left.

BUT THEN I GOT TO SEE HER AGAIN AT MY MEET AND GREET WHICH WAS AMAZING BECAUSE WE ALL SAT IN A CIRCLE AND CHATTED ABOUT THE STRENGTH OF WOMEN AND HOW IMPORTANT RAVEN WAS AND IT WAS JUST. LOVELY. she then went around in a circle and hugged all of us in which i got to tell her the buying her a shot tweet that she liked and she was all ‘yes!! i would love that’

AND THEN I GOT TO SEE HER AGAIN AT MY DIDDLY DAMN BRAVEN PHOTO OP (link here!) so of course, i was like ‘fuck i just saw her and i sobbed all over the place i bet she told bob oh my god i’m gonna look like a weenie’.

also, i’m pretty sure the actual order of this was meet and greet > autograph > braven photo op but i’m too lazy to edit and this entire weekend was like. a huge overexcited blur. ANYWAYS. so i get to the front of the line and lindsey sees me and immediately CUTS in front of bob and is like ‘BLAIR !!’ and grabs my hands and tugs me in and gives me a huge hug just. rubbing my back and bob put his arm around me and was like hey !!’

so i’m standing between them and i’m immediately like ‘holy fuck, i’m so short compared to y’all’ and lindsey sort of leaned over to look at me and was like ‘yeah, you’re pretty small’ and bob was like ‘whatever, linds. you’re in heels. take them off and let’s see how tall you are’ and she was like ‘hey shut up!!!’ and then we took the photo and lindsey hugged me again and it was beautiful.

BUT THAT’S NOT ALL. ON SUNDAY, I HAD A PHOTO OP WITH HER WHICH WAS. SO CUTE AND AMAZING AND. MY FAVORITE EXPERIENCE (link here!) i should also probably mention that i bought another autograph with her on this day and she told me she ! liked my sweater and i told her i got it for like. ten bucks and i showed her my necklace which she was ! super happy about. i also got to tell her about kyara and how i’m working on a project with kayla and how her and bob were cast as the appearances for the main characters so to speak and she was !!!!! so ecstatic, honestly. i told her i didn’t get a chance to tell bob about it and she was like ‘PLEASE I’LL TELL HIM AND YOU HAVE TO TWEET ME SOMETHING WHEN YOU’RE DONE’

but ! my photo op ! so honestly, listen. she was so damn stoked to see me. she took my damn cardigan and was like ‘BLAIR I MISSED YOU HOW ARE YOU WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO DO’ and i was like ‘can we do something soft and cute?’ and she was like ‘can i totally wrap myself in your sweater i love it so much’ so that’s how that picture came about !

jarod j ,

my first ever encounter with jared was literally me foolishly yelling ‘MY GUY’ for no reason at the damn elevators and he was literally like ‘what’s up, my girl! are you doing okay?’ and ran his hand down my back. lemme tell you. this dude is the gentlest dude ever, also the biggest flirt lfmsapojgsdods when i went to get his autograph, it was after bob’s because they were right next to each other so i walked up to him and immediately, he’s giving me this Smile and he’s like ‘blair, right?’ and we talked about comic books !! we talked about antiheroes, which we both love and how a lot of people cast him as miles morales, which he does see btw !! he loves it a lot. he then asked me what i wanted him to write and i was like ‘whatever you want, honestly. surprise me’ and he gave me this Look and was like ‘surprise you? it could be whatever. a signature, personalized, something more’ and i was like ‘are you offering me more?’ and he smirked at me and was like ‘whatever you want’

AND DOESN’T HIS EXTRA ASS LEAN FORWARD AND TUG ON MY VIP PASS I NEARLY LOST MY SHIT OH MY GOD

then on sunday, i was lucky enough to receive a meet and greet with him (thanks to a lovely angel who gave it to me) in which i sat next to him because everyone else was afraid to lmfao and when he came in, it was honestly so chill ??? we talked about miller’s lack of screentime and i thanked him for like. very smoothly doing his development from a young boy who came down to the ground and a young man who had to go to war and kill people with what little material he had. he actually thanked me for noticing and saying that and i felt so good that i made him happy iodsgjsodigs which sounds like i’m bragging which i guess i am. and during it, chelsey came into crash and she took a picture of all of us. which is APPARENTLY HOW I ENDED UP ON HER DANG SNAPCHAT WITH THAT CAPTION SO LIKE. AH ?? ? ? ?!?!?!!?!?

christopher l ,

did u mean the personification of tiny sunshine angel who deserves so much more always and forever? i would die for him, honestly. he’s so shy and quiet and he was nothing but kind to me in my autograph. he actually noticed my raven necklace ! and when i walked up, he took my picture from me and handed me a piece of paper and asked me to write my name, my age and my favorite beatle but halfway through doing that, he was like ‘actually, can you pick a new topic for me?’ and i was like ‘hm comics?’ and he was like ‘perfect, you like comics?’ so of course, we started talking about all the oldies and i told him about my deadpool and punisher collection !!

i also was given a photo op with him and jarod so, this nonsense happened because why the fuck not. the first time he tried it, me and chris just kinda let him fall dslgdkgjiodsjgs because we were like ??? tf you doing, dude oh my god and after it was taken, chris was like ‘oh my god blair ! come look at this, it’s sick’ so that was gosh dang adorable

sachin s ,

THE VERY FIRST OF T100 CAST THAT I MET ACTUALLY. he surprised us as the cancer gets lost charity table and from the start, he was a total angel. we were joking around and it was amazing. when the cocktail party rolled around, he was walking around with everyone so i waved him over and he actually !! came over and i was like ‘i wanted to get you a drink !’ and he was like ‘we have drink tickets, you don’t have to but let’s pretend you bought me this one !’ so doesn’t he hand me his damn scotch and we acted like i got it for him but my nervous ass was like ‘scotch is so nasty tho’ and he was like ‘are you dissing the drink you got me !!!’ and i was like ‘YES BC IT’S GROSS’ and he laughed

then on sunday, i actually had a photo op with him, in which the line was super short so we could take our time (link here!) and he was so cute when i walked up, again, he was like ‘BLAIR !’ and pulled me in and i was like ‘i have no idea what i want to do’ and he was like ‘y’know, let’s just do a cute prom pose. i haven’t done one of those yet’ so that’s how that came about ! and he was like ‘thanks, love’ when i walked away which honestly made me melt a lil i won’t even lie

katie s , 

THE SECOND HONEY I MET. literally the most chill young lady ever. she also has a new show coming out, which you should watch ! we talked about so many things that i can’t even remember honestly and she was sweet enough to take a photo with me on friday night. but honest to god, just amazing. absolutely awesome. i hope i get to see her again soon

jessica h ,

literally the wine mom that i actually deserve. she was nice enough to let me take a photo with her down at the bar like. look how adorable she is !! she also totally offered me a shot of fireball while i was getting my autograph with her, which was so fucking amazing. and when i told her that i wanted to buy her a shot that night, she was like ‘WHAT NO i’ll be buying you a shot. we’ll be buying you shots. not the other way around.’ literally the sweetest and funniest young woman ever. her and richard have to be the most hilarious siblings i’ve ever known

richard harmon ,

i unfortunately didn’t get to talk to him too much ! he does come off as a little intimidating at first but he’s honestly super funny and down to earth ? i loved getting to know him during my autograph and when i had the camp jaha photo op. which ! i got two because my friend got the same and during hers, he literally squeezed me so hard that i thought i was going to die but it was super amazing lfmopsdgodsg mine is here, which ! look at those adorable nerds.

eliza t ,

okay, so. i literally saw eliza for like. two whole seconds but it was the softest two seconds of my life. i didn’t get anything for her because she was a last minute addition but. i saw her walking by at the elevator and was kind of just like ELIZA ! and she was just like ‘hi ! how are you !’ and grabbed my shoulder as she was walking by. nothing exciting but it was still so incredibly adorable.

luisa d ,

A TINY WHO LITERALLY LET ME STAND THERE AND TALK TO HER FOR TWENTY MINUTES BEFORE SHE EVEN SIGNED MY AUTOGRAPH. we talked about where we were from and about emori’s disability and i thanked her for that scene in CoL when jaha tells emori she can change her disability and she was ??? what disability idk what you’re talking about i’m good. another super short encounter but she’s honestly the sweetest and definitely put a lot of depth into emori that the show didn’t give her.

chelsey r ,

a little nerd who’s so excitable and amazing. we talked about like. my friend who is a big fan of hers and chelsey knows of her and she was like HOW DO YOU KNOW HER OMG and she was so excited. honestly, the cutest ever. she loves harper so much and she loves harper and monty so much. it’s so damn incredible

i still can’t believe i showed up on her snapchat oh my god 

tasya t ,

finally, a queen. an actual goddess who i was lucky enough to share a couple cigarettes with on her downtime. honestly, tasya is amazing. she’s intelligent and badass and just. awesome. we became close outside of udc as well as inside that it honestly seemed like we had been friends for years, which i know probably sounds stupid as fuck but. we talked about so much. school, work, apartments, personal shit.

we became so close that when it came time to have my photo op, i actually missed her because there was another at the same time. a few other people missed her too and she ACTUALLY CAME BACK DOWN TO DO ANOTHER ONE LIKE. ON HER OWN ACCORD. and when i walked up to her, she was like ‘oh my god, blair ! how are you ! you look so beautiful !’ and honestly yanked me by my hands to give me the biggest hug ever. it was so damn sweet. when she asked what i wanted to do, i was like ‘can we be like. badass girlfriends?’ and she was like ‘YES. absolutely. let’s do it.’ which is how this photo came about but as you can see, she has the ability to look hot and badass and i don’t have. either of those things.

after we took the photo, sachin decided to crash and was like ‘THAT WAS THE. HOTTEST PHOTO I’VE EVER SEEN’ and tasya smiled at me and she was like ‘i’m gonna protect you, okay? no one is gonna mess with you.’ and hugged me again and i left with such a huge smile on my face because what a honey

OVERALL, a fucking amazing weekend. i cried like a weenie baby when it was done and i’m still so fucking sad. i miss this group and the friends i made at the con so damn much. i know i’ve talked a lot of shit about t100 and the show is still garbage but the cast. is so fucking amazing and supportive and kind. i knew them for all of 48 hours and they made me feel like a member of their family. like we didn’t just meet that morning. it’s fucking spectacular. i left wanted and loved

i really do hope they do udc 2018 because i would hands down go back again. no hesitation