#u ppl r gonna make me kms fr

[scamoosh]

just saw 'you enjoy problematic characters' on somebodys dni like man . arent you bored

[zzl0z3rxx]

Intro <3

Hii!! Erm this is my first time doing a into so pls bare with me here😭 This isn’t my 1st time on here or first acc. I was jus getting bored of my old acc so yaur

Erm so ig i’ll tell u some basic info

Im black 😭(so erm if ur racist pls stay like 6 ft away/jk but if u r racist I could care less bc I hate black ppl too 🥰/its giving uncle ruckus)

My fav emojis r:😭😔😛🥰😝💀🤓😼🙁

My fav colour is blue but I have more like sage green, red(all kinda tbh)/ any pastel colours/ and ermm I actually forgot 🙁

I draw erm yeah lol

Im problematic if u couldn’t tell 😭 but guys I promise im nice

My bday:6/26

Ermm i dont rlly have any preference for pronouns but im rlly jus used to she/her(not that im comfortable with those it’s just what my family uses bc ofc they would) but u can use any pronouns(actually no i do prefer he-him-they-them BUT ITS UP TO U GUYS BC IM A PPL PLEASER 😁😁😁😁😁😁)

Also u can call me by my real name Ari or some stupid nickname(pls make one for me) ALSO i have multiple little sonas like idk how to explain it like they’re all me/ for example:Adora Alex, Alex, Riri, Ri, Ira, Adora, and Axel and I think its more. Idk but like all them r the same person but in one IDK BC IDK IF ITS LIKE A DID THING OR NOT😭

I love-hate bugs like I made these lil comics with human designs for bugs and I love researching them but I hate seeing them irl😭 erm well im fine with grasshoppers and ants etc but others NO

Songs I like/love(NOT ALL BC WHO FINNA PUT ALL THAT)

(i love steve lacy/frank ocean/odd future/tyler, the creator/Dazey and the scouts/Destroy boys/AND LOITER SQUAD 😛😛)

ALSO IM NOT SHARING MY AGE ON HERE BC I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH DOING SO 🥰🥰🥰

My interests

Proships

Eddsworld

Among us(okay guys dont bully me but erm I used to draw among us nsfw/ IT WAS LIKE 2 MONTHS AGO DAWG😭)

Dead plate

Mitski

Tyler, the Creator(im literally getting audio cd’s for Christmas of his albums and I already have his vinyls except for bastard and goblin 😛)

Melanie Martinez

Incredibox Sprunki

Countryhumans(unfortunately 🙁/im a victim fr😔)

Countryballs ig

Ybf/your bf game(okay guys im just joking 😭)

Dick figures(I love this fandom so much, also unrelated but literally NOONE OR NOTHING CAN GET ME TO LIKE HOMESTUCK😭)

Fnf

Fnaf

My oc’s 😛

Pasta(like I rlly like pasta)

Ao3-Archive of our own

Scp

Htf-Happy tree friends

Oddbods(ik they literally don’t say shit and it’s cringe BUT I DONT GIVE A FLYING erm flip i was gonna say flip, but yeah jeff is my pookie fr 🥰🥰)

Necrophilia-other philia’s ig(idk if thats how u even spell it)

Mr. Circus Papa:Ghost eyes/The finger game/and the rest of his comics-art(some of his comics r on webtoon and other apps and u can see some art on patreon)(also bc i dont feel like putting it anywhere else, I DO NOT SUPPORT IRL INCEST OR OTHER STUFF THAT I SAID I ONLY LIKE FICTIONAL THINGS)

Erm im running out of things so MOVING ON

Also a lil not so fun fact/ I wear glasses 🥲

OKAY SO ERM I DONT RLLY HAVE A DNI BUTT(lol “butt”) I WILL SAY THIS IF YOU R LIKE 20-54(okay thats not even a possible scenario) DO NOT INTERACT PLSS but other than that ily guys :3

ALSO PLS DO DONT COME LEAVING DEATH THREATS OR HATE COMMENTS BC I WILL RECORD ME KMS/jk❤️🩷💕💕

Also this blog will be so boring and depressing 😭 like yk SH and vents and ED stuff ig but erm some other stuff this stuff will have ig(i dont wanna actually say bc yk digital footprint/lil bit too late for that bud)but like yk incest shotac0n and other crap idk im rlly lazy so I might not post at all(prob jus reblogs) OH WAIT ALSO I LIKE INVADER ZIM 🥰 forgot to mention that lol also I prob do have other interests too but idk oh I like coryxkenshin(idk how to spell his name😭) aphmau/SSSniperwolf/laurenzside and i kinda used to like inquisitor master(well I liked everyone besides her like yk sora, jaxx and etc.)

But erm guys I think that concludes this intro- OH MY OHIO SKIBIDI GYATT i forgot to tell yall, i know German 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 but erm yeah thx for reading like fr tho bc not even my friends read the stuff I write for them 🙁 but yaur (i dont think im ever doing a intro again I rather just yap irl-I hate texting 😭)

ALSO IF U WANNA BMF PLSSSSS SAY SOMETHING IM SO LONELY LIKE PLS ASK TO BE MY FRIEND IM SO FREAKING DEPRESSED( I promise im cool :३) (Also if u need to vent my DM���S r always opened! Even tho I may reply late)

I made this at 1:00-2:46 am listening to loyalty by Kendrick im going to be so tired tomorrow 😭🙏(I gotta get up at 5:00 😁)

[emotionallydeteriorating]

i feel like a loser when i am around people i hate myself sm why cant i be like them why am i like this when will i be able to fix myseld. i dont do shit thay will make someone proud of me i dont think. i cant even get myself to do things that will make a change in my life and the people i love. i dont wanna be a disappointment fr but the things ik doing rn leads me to that path where i dont wanna be. i dont know how to save myself from ts. i js want to die and if god isnt gonna fucking kill me then why cant he fix shit for me it makes me cry knowing how i have hurt people rn too i have tears in my eyes evrytime i think ab ts i end up crying. i beg god to fix evrything im so tired of this. i only pray to god to fix me cus i wanna give the people i love what they deserve that is good things which theyve been giving me ever since i was born. my head starts hurting when i think ab this i want to scream and cry and i js want this to get better. i rly would km$ cus idgaf ab ts shit. but i cant do it cus there r ppl who will have to be sad ab me and i dont want them to blame themselves for something that i do to myself. this is no fun i don’t like to be alive i didnt ask to be here what am i doing here. if i was js born to be a loser then whats the point of existing why cant i js die without making everyone sad. i have so much guilt in my heart and it hurts everyday everytime. i only do bad things to people. theres nothing good ab me i hate myself i hate this so much like im so tired of ts bs bro no shit. its so hard to walk with all the guilt in my heart it hurts rly. i js want to run away from my thoughts idk. when im happy or something good has happened i get scared cus ik ts is only temporary when and at the end of the day ik how its gonna be again. i get scared cus ik god will take anyrhing away from me that makes me happy. well not always hit sometimes but im still grateful for the things that have happened that were good but still again it didnt change anything for the people i hurt so idk. i honestly dont even feel shit idk i cant do normal things that people do i dont experience things that people my age do i js rot rot rot and let my thoughts consume me. iwhen i feel soemthing its like all emotions together otherwise its like i don’t feel anything? like what is happening dude. i js dont understand this. i cant think anything positive or any good thing happening with me bc i js know thats not whats gonna happen and not like i deserve it idk and anyways theres no point in thinking good when u already know whats gonna happen why would i wanna disappoint myself by thinking positive cus ik that the outcome is always negative. idk bro im tired

[catfish-and-the]

"do you REALLY like enemies to lovers or do u just like the idea of someone seeing u at ur worst-" AHUT THE FUCK UP. do u even know what an enemy is its not breaking down crying and having someone see that. u can b 2 fucking ivy league students fighting for the top gpa and thats not "u at ur worst" shut the fuck UP shit tHE FUCK UP