#u kno!!!! like its all abt. art!!! andpoetry!!! and community! and. irs more than that but its tmi the Point Is this is 10000% up my alley
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literally the most profound conference in my life so far is happening in like 2 days and it might as well not even be happening the way im acting!!!!!
#its called. i cant get myself to fucking move disease. like its SO sad bc of the 2 conferences we go to this is the one thats like. tesscore#u kno!!!! like its all abt. art!!! andpoetry!!! and community! and. irs more than that but its tmi the Point Is this is 10000% up my alley#and as a returner im gonna like. know things better and see it from a new perspective w the experience ive gained and 😔 im j’ust. scared i#think. like im so out of my social / self care comfort zones at these things and flying freaks me the fuck out and. im nervous about...#Dynamic’s and crises and like trying toprocess whatever this is abt to unfurl fr me while also having to do homework and shit. like the#litcjeral audacity. anyways hope this doesnt awaken anything in me but also i so desperately do. i so desperately need this to reset my#whole way of seeing and to light a path for me im just scared to reach for it and im unsteady abt myself in a lot of ways i should b steady#aht by now and. SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!! also i havent even made my playlist for it yet what the fuck is wrong with me like even the lovely stuff#abt it i cant get myself to do cuz im dying all the time!!!!! :(#purrs#also what the fuck am i gonna do about food. i genuinely have naught a clue but its fine#guess the what like 6 hour flight is gonna have to be busy 🤧
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