#u guys mind if i kms real quick?

[patheticrafeenjoyer]

from an adamant separation of sarah as "the enemy" to essentially drawing her back in and unifying her as "one of us" again. in s4e10, sarah says "i'm all you've got. and you're the only family i have left," and he knew that before she said it. he's been grappling with the fact that she is no longer against him (and likely wondering 'was she ever?') since early S4, he articulates that in s4e6, but i don't think he ever really believed it. because here he is half-thinking that they're on the same side again, but sarah hasn't bridged the gap, so it can't be true, right? surely they're never going to be together again, surely rafe and sarah will always fall on opposing sides. that's just how it is now.

then sarah finally voices the fact that she knows they are all each other has. and i don't think he believed it at first. but she double down on it, she hugs him over it -- after years of telling him not to touch her -- and that's when he knows it's true.

[deanandsam-sexchester]

ABC tag

Tagged by: @scaip (a.k.a. awesome argentinian like me who puts up with my shit and is nice enough to remember me in this thing, THANKS!!)

RULES: copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, and when you are done tag up to 10 people.

I’m tagging: @mr-iruka, @sarcasticsleeping, @dan-radical, @acciocastielwinchester, @beloved78, @periwinkledreaming, @art-is-blind, @colorguardian-of-the-galaxy, @roymustbangg, @flvffs

(you guys don’t have to do it though, i’m just tagging y’all because you’re all mutuals who reblog me a lot and i’m curious but you don’t have to do it)

A - AGE: Nearing my 27th birthday. I don’t wanna talk about it. 

B - BIGGEST FEAR: To die unloved and having achieved nothing. 

C - CURRENT TIME: 12:41 PM

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Mate (national infusion, very popular in Argentina and Uruguay, tasty as fuck)

E - EVERY DAY STARTS WITH: Swearing at having overslept again, quick trip to the bathroom with phone in hand to check facebook and activity on tumblr. For now. Because I’m unemployed.

F - FAVORITE SONG: Well I don’t have one but I’ve been listening a lot of Imagine Dragons. For example, this morning in the radio they played Shots and I put it up at top volume and screamed it out. Neighbors must be hating me. I don’t give a shit,

G - GHOSTS, ARE THEY REAL: Naturally. I think I told you once or twice about all the shit that went through in my mom’s house when she was young. Kinda like paranormal activity the first film. But not so evil and didn’t end in death. More like a mix of paranormal activity and the ghost of Canterville lol because the ghost kept doing awful shit like opening the faucets and letting water run, or exploding glasses inside the furniture and my mom’s family ignored them like “moooom you bought shitty glasses again!” My dad, who did not believe in ghosts, spent one night there and was so freaked he left in the middle of the night and did not sleep there ever again (because the ghost kept pulling from his sheets and when he finally woke up he saw it standing at the end of the bed).

H - HOMETOWN: Buenos Aires, Argentina. 

I - IN LOVE WITH: So many fictional characters it’s a wonder i still retain a little bit of sanity. Right now I’m doing the swooning and sighing and daydreaming and crying about FitzChivalry Farseer. because of REASONS.

J - JEALOUS OF: People who are successful with little effort. I know envy is a bad thing, but if we’re being honest, I do feel it.

K - KILLED SOMEONE: Not yet.

L - LAST TIME YOU CRIED: For stupid things? Last night. I kept telling myself I should die in front of the mirror and crying (i tell myself that because it’s good for me to remember that i’m a little pampered shit and if i’m whiny in excess over nothing i’m being stupid because i have it really easy and people know it and i should remember it more often). For serious things? The last week at my job when I realized I’d fucked up and feared I’d get fired. I did get fired two days later. But by then I was so relieved that the whole thing was over I was happy and didn’t cry.

M - MIDDLE NAME: Ayelén. (it’s a mapuche name that means joy) 

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: One, my younger sister.

O - ONE WISH: To be loved romantically (frankly probably what i’d see in the mirror of Erised).

P - PERSON YOU LAST CALLED/TEXTED: The group we have with the other three assistant teachers at the Practice. One of them sent a meme and I laughed.

Q- QUESTION YOU’RE ALWAYS ASKED: Do you have a boyfriend? Are you looking for a job? How’s that going? God, I hate nosy relatives. Like, mind your own fucking business.

R - REASON TO SMILE: A good song, a friend that you haven’t talked to in a while texting you, a sunny fresh day, walking, the smell of the earth when it rains after many days of draught, meeting friends for coffee, a good book, a cold shower after a very hot day, the smell of freshly brewed coffee, CAKES.

S - SONG LAST SANG: Shots, by Imagine Dragons (i told you earlier)

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: At 10:05.

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: Salmon pink.

V - VACATION DESTINATION: I’ll always love the sea, but the mountains are also fascinating. Last holidays we went to Sierra de la Ventana, a beautiful low mountain range here in Buenos Aires province, at around 600 km from my house (google says that’s 373 miles for y’all who use a different metric system).

W - WORST HABIT: Wasting time on facebook or tumblr instead of doing something useful. 

X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: Teeth (when i wore braces), ankle and feet (sprained them badly several times), abdomen (appendicitis, mono, etc.)

Y - YOUR FAVORITE FOOD: Changes over time and body needs. Over the past month I’ve been craving sweets, snacks, and tuna fish. Seriously, tuna fish with mayonnaise is fucking delicious.

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Aries.