#u cant call anyone bad or good person. he isn't a simple tyran or like a completed nightmare no he's a human yk? | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tankgotstuckinthecircusgate · 1 month ago

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me when i once again get too much into working on bg characters instead of the main ones (<- i once read that bg characters should be as deep as the main even if they only appear a couple times and it haunts my mind still)

#i thought bout eddie's cousin. thought bout her husband & realised that i need to give em some #vivid bright dynamics bc it feels right. they should have it #bc eddie's cousin is a very vivid person in general #and okkk i'll praise mslf a bit. i always complain & worry that i make all characters very alike (maybe its true)#but some days ago i was goin to the subway n thinking. when it comes to female characters i can't exactly like #i can't put them in some structured groups (like these characters are the one kind these are the 2nd n heres the other group)#& realised that i can't bc they simply just different & wont fit in any groups #i consider it a win win. sorry #males...... idk i have a bit of a hard times w them. and well. mafiosos! characters should be alike at some points #they all are from the same sphere. tho they still different from each other i think. but repeats is my biggest curse #also. eddie's dad is a bit of my roman empire bc i cant wait for the moment i can give him a bit more attention #bc w all this thinking & discussing of alcoholic parents like ykkkk u notice a trillion billion shades of gray #u cant call anyone bad or good person. he isn't a simple tyran or like a completed nightmare no he's a human yk?#+ like. alcoholics are so different. one billion different skins #like eddie's family is such a treasure tbh. yk i healed a bit actually. can work on them now w/o wanting to kms #i wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiish i wrote more bout these characters. but im so bad at it. but i hoppppeee i will #genuinely my goals r patho i think... bc characters are so different & vivid there..... to me. to me. i also think lately bout #'we can see others exactly as deeply as we have seen ourselves'. it's bout the limits of perception yk

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