#type thiwat phawattakun

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All In Love

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/UhwdTPp by kijiji47 Poly relationship between Rain, Sky,Pai,and Phayu Magnus and Alec are Phayu's parents Tharn and Type are Sky's parents Kinn and Porsche are Pai's parents Sand and Ray are Rain's parents Words: 5096, Chapters: 7/?, Language: English Fandoms: บรรยากาศรัก เดอะซีรีส์ | Love in the Air (TV 2022), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023), เกลียดนักมาเป็นที่รักกันซะดีๆ | TharnType: The Series (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Phayu (Love in the Air TV 2022), Rain (Love in the Air TV 2022), Sky (Love in the Air TV 2022), Prapai (Love in the Air TV 2022), Other(s) Relationships: Phayu & Prapai & Rain & Sky (Love in the Air TV 2022), Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Tharn Thara Kirigun/Type Thiwat Phawattakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Other Relationship Tags to Be Added read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/UhwdTPp

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It's Not As Simple As It Seems

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/uAZCjfd by Blandkpop_lover_4ever "I command you as the - -- as the mate of youngest Theerapanyakul heir" He says as wore the ring on his finger. "How the fuck is this ring with you" Porsche shouts in the com. "I really want to tell on a better time" he whisper and then yell "OBEY ME AND GET KHUN VEGAS OUT OF HERE WE ALREADY LOST KHUN KINN. ITS A FUCKING TRAP" Big look at the kid who has the same fire in his eyes which he had seen in Pete and Porsche and Porchay. "Yes, heirness" Big says as he sees the kid's eyes flsha a small hurt but its gone as soon as it came. "WE OBEY YOUR COMMAND" Vegas grab the neck of him and ask "How the fuck is this ring with you?" "You want your life to save your family or answers" Big snort a little at the sassy tone of the kid.   "WATCH OUT" The kid shows Vegas out of way. "FUCK" "Welcome to the teenhood" the kid says before he lost his consciousness. Words: 1063, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: บรรยากาศรัก เดอะซีรีส์ | Love in the Air (TV 2022), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), พี่ว้ากตัวร้ายกับนายปีหนึ่ง | SOTUS: The Series (TV), Thai Actor RPF, แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | Bad Buddy: the Series (TV), We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024), เพราะเราคู่กัน | 2gether: The Series (Thailand TV), เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV), F4 Thailand (TV) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M, Other Characters: Phayu (Love in the Air TV 2022), Rain (Love in the Air TV 2022), Prapai (Love in the Air TV 2022), Sky (Love in the Air TV 2022), Original Male Character(s), Chai (Love in the Air TV 2022), Saifah (Love in the Air TV 2022), Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham, Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat, Chan (KinnPorsche: The Series), Big (KinnPorsche: The Series), Khun Tankhun Theerapanyakun, Arm (KinnPorsche: The Series), Tharn Thara Kirigun, Type Teerasup Aekaranwong, Off Jumpol Adulkittiporn, Gun Atthaphan Phunsawat, Tay Tawan Vihokratana, New Thitipoom Techaapaikhun, Oon Arthit Rojnapat, Kong Kongpob Suthiluck, Kuea Keerati, Lian Kilen Wang, Uea Anon Nanthaphiwat, King Kunakorn Suthikul, Pran Parakul Siridechawat, Pat Napat Jindapat, Peem (We Are Thailand TV 2024), Phum (We Are Thailand TV 2024), Bison (The Heart Killers), Kant (The Heart Killers), Kavin Taemiyaklin Kittiyangkul, Thyme Akira Paramaanantra Relationships: Phayu/Rain (Love in the Air TV 2022), Prapai/Sky (Love in the Air TV 2022), Original Male Character/Original Male Character, Chai/Saifah (Love in the Air TV 2022), Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat/Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Arm/Khun Tankhun Theerapanyakun, Big/Chan (KinnPorsche: The Series), Tharn Thara Kirigun/Type Thiwat Phawattakun, Off Jumpol Adulkittiporn/Gun Atthaphan Phunsawat, New Thitipoom Techaapaikhun/Tay Tawan Vihokratana, Oon Arthit Rojnapat/Kong Kongpob Suthiluck, Kuea Keerati/Lian Kilen Wang, Uea Anon Nanthaphiwat/King Kunakorn Suthikul, Pat Napat Jindapat/Pran Parakul Siridechawat, Peem/Phum (We Are Thailand TV 2024), Bison/Kant (The Heart Killers), Kavin Taemiyaklin Kittiyangkul/Thyme Akira Paramaanantra, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun & Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun Additional Tags: Family Fluff, Kidnapping, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun is the Theerapanyakun Main Family Head, Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun is the Theerapanyakun Minor Family Head, phayu is venice read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/uAZCjfd

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Power Bottom V.I.P. club

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/etx1KXl by Ella_166 Pai decided to surprise Sky with a grand surprise on their first wedding anniversary. He invites all his friends "like him" to the bar in his hotel. Possibly an announcement of a crossover series of many BL series :) Those interested can obtain invitations to the club or invite the club to their place :D Words: 1136, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Series: Part 1 of Power Bottom V.I.P. club Fandoms: พิษเบ๊บ | Pit Babe (TV), 奇蹟 | Kiseki: Dear to Me (TV), กฎแห่งรักดึงดูด | Laws of Attraction (TV), 永遠的第一名 | We Best Love (TV), อย่าเล่นกับอนล | Bed Friend (TV 2022), มังกรกินใหญ่ | Big Dragon the Series (TV), บรรยากาศรัก เดอะซีรีส์ | Love in the Air (TV 2022), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), เกลียดนักมาเป็นที่รักกันซะดีๆ | TharnType: The Series (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Relationships: Babe/Charlie (Pit Babe), Gao Shide/Zhou Shuyi, Bai Zong Yi/Fan Ze Rui, Ai Di | Eddie/Chen Yi (Kiseki: Dear To Me), Prapai/Sky (Love in the Air TV 2022), Tharn Thara Kirigun/Type Thiwat Phawattakun, Kuea Keerati/Lian Kilen Wang, Uea Anon Nanthaphiwat/King Kunakorn Suthikul, Mangkorn Akira Chitsanupongkul/Yai Alangkan Singhawatthanachok, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun Additional Tags: Power Bottom, Bottom Babe, Bottom porsche, Bottom Uea, Bottom Yai, bottom Kuea, Bottom Type, Bottom Shu Yi, Bottom Ze Rui, Bottom Ai Di, Bottom Sky, Bottom Charn, Power Bottom club read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/etx1KXl

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All it took was One kiss

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/DKXiMnR by Lillian1602 Words: 690, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020), Merlin (TV), Supernatural (TV 2005), Teen Wolf (TV), My Babysitter's A Vampire, เพราะเราคู่กัน | 2gether: The Series (Thailand TV), เกลียดนักมาเป็นที่รักกันซะดีๆ | TharnType: The Series (TV), ทฤษฎีจีบเธอ | Theory of Love (TV), ด้ายแดงซีรีส์ | Until We Meet Again The Series (TV), พี่ว้ากตัวร้ายกับนายปีหนึ่ง | SOTUS: The Series (TV), แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | Bad Buddy: the Series (TV), ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), นิทานพันดาว | A Tale of Thousand Stars (TV), ต้นหนชลธี | Tonhon Chonlatee (TV), บังเอิญรัก | Love by Chance (TV), 30歳まで童貞だと魔法使いになれるらしい | Cherry Magic! Thirty Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard?! (TV), เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), นิ่งเฮียก็หาว่าซื่อ | Cutie Pie Series (TV), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), คนละทีเดียวกัน | I'm Tee Me Too (TV), Heartstopper (TV), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: F/F, M/M Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Carlos Reyes/TK Strand, Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Gwaine/Merlin (Merlin), Gwen/Morgana (Merlin), Gabriel/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Isaac Lahey/Scott McCall, Liam Dunbar/Theo Raeken, Ethan Morgan/Benny Weir, Sarah Fox/Erica Jones, Rory Keaner/David Stachowski, Tine Teepakorn Aekaranwong/Sarawat Guntithanon, Dim/Green (2gether: The Series), Type Teerasup Aekaranwong/Man, Tharn Thara Kirigun/Type Thiwat Phawattakun, Champ (Love by Chance)/Khunpol (TharnType), Khai/Third (Theory of Love), An | Un/Two (Theory of Love), Dean Ratthanon Chatpokin/Pharm Triwinij, Korn Ariyasakul/Intouch Chatpokin, Team Teerayu Siriyothin/Win Phawin Wanichakarnjonkul, Oon Arthit Rojnapat/Kong Kongpob Suthiluck, Pat Napat Jindapat/Pran Parakul Siridechawat, Mork Sutthaya Nithikornkul/Pi Patthaweee Panichapun, Meen Sittha Nithikornkul/Duean Dollawee Panichapun, Tian Sopasitsakun/Phupha Viriyanon, Chonlatee/Tonhon, Ae/Pete (Love by Chance), Can/Tin Medthanan, Adachi Kiyoshi/Kurosawa Yuichi, Sean/White (Not Me TV 2021), Black/Gram (Not Me TV 2021), Dan/Yok (Not Me TV 2021), Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat/Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Kuea Keerati/Lian Kilen Wang, Palm Pannakorn Jannaloy/Nueng Nuengdiao Kiattrakulmethee, Maitee/Watee Reuangritthiroj, Maetee/T-Rex Vatee Ruangritiroj, Teedo/teedet, Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Ron Weasley/Blaise Zabini, Hermione Granger/Pansy Parkinson, Neville Longbottom/Theodore Nott, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Regulus Black/James Potter read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/DKXiMnR

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All it took was One kiss

https://archiveofourown.org/works/50351539 by Lillian1602 Words: 690, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020), Merlin (TV), Supernatural (TV 2005), Teen Wolf (TV), My Babysitter's A Vampire, เพราะเราคู่กัน | 2gether: The Series (Thailand TV), เกลียดนักมาเป็นที่รักกันซะดีๆ | TharnType: The Series (TV), ทฤษฎีจีบเธอ | Theory of Love (TV), ด้ายแดงซีรีส์ | Until We Meet Again The Series (TV), พี่ว้ากตัวร้ายกับนายปีหนึ่ง | SOTUS: The Series (TV), แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | Bad Buddy: the Series (TV), ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), นิทานพันดาว | A Tale of Thousand Stars (TV), ต้นหนชลธี | Tonhon Chonlatee (TV), บังเอิญรัก | Love by Chance (TV), 30歳まで童貞だと魔法使いになれるらしい | Cherry Magic! Thirty Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard?! (TV), เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), นิ่งเฮียก็หาว่าซื่อ | Cutie Pie Series (TV), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), คนละทีเดียวกัน | I'm Tee Me Too (TV), Heartstopper (TV), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: F/F, M/M Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Carlos Reyes/TK Strand, Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Gwaine/Merlin (Merlin), Gwen/Morgana (Merlin), Gabriel/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Isaac Lahey/Scott McCall, Liam Dunbar/Theo Raeken, Ethan Morgan/Benny Weir, Sarah Fox/Erica Jones, Rory Keaner/David Stachowski, Tine Teepakorn Aekaranwong/Sarawat Guntithanon, Dim/Green (2gether: The Series), Type Teerasup Aekaranwong/Man, Tharn Thara Kirigun/Type Thiwat Phawattakun, Champ (Love by Chance)/Khunpol (TharnType), Khai/Third (Theory of Love), An | Un/Two (Theory of Love), Dean Ratthanon Chatpokin/Pharm Triwinij, Korn Ariyasakul/Intouch Chatpokin, Team Teerayu Siriyothin/Win Phawin Wanichakarnjonkul, Oon Arthit Rojnapat/Kong Kongpob Suthiluck, Pat Napat Jindapat/Pran Parakul Siridechawat, Mork Sutthaya Nithikornkul/Pi Patthaweee Panichapun, Meen Sittha Nithikornkul/Duean Dollawee Panichapun, Tian Sopasitsakun/Phupha Viriyanon, Chonlatee/Tonhon, Ae/Pete (Love by Chance), Can/Tin Medthanan, Adachi Kiyoshi/Kurosawa Yuichi, Sean/White (Not Me TV 2021), Black/Gram (Not Me TV 2021), Dan/Yok (Not Me TV 2021), Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat/Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Kuea Keerati/Lian Kilen Wang, Palm Pannakorn Jannaloy/Nueng Nuengdiao Kiattrakulmethee, Maitee/Watee Reuangritthiroj, Maetee/T-Rex Vatee Ruangritiroj, Teedo/teedet, Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Ron Weasley/Blaise Zabini, Hermione Granger/Pansy Parkinson, Neville Longbottom/Theodore Nott, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Regulus Black/James Potter read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/50351539

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All it took was One kiss

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/BHn9zqO by Lillian1602 Words: 690, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020), Merlin (TV), Supernatural (TV 2005), Teen Wolf (TV), My Babysitter's A Vampire, เพราะเราคู่กัน | 2gether: The Series (Thailand TV), เกลียดนักมาเป็นที่รักกันซะดีๆ | TharnType: The Series (TV), ทฤษฎีจีบเธอ | Theory of Love (TV), ด้ายแดงซีรีส์ | Until We Meet Again The Series (TV), พี่ว้ากตัวร้ายกับนายปีหนึ่ง | SOTUS: The Series (TV), แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | Bad Buddy: the Series (TV), ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), นิทานพันดาว | A Tale of Thousand Stars (TV), ต้นหนชลธี | Tonhon Chonlatee (TV), บังเอิญรัก | Love by Chance (TV), 30歳まで童貞だと魔法使いになれるらしい | Cherry Magic! Thirty Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard?! (TV), เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), นิ่งเฮียก็หาว่าซื่อ | Cutie Pie Series (TV), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), คนละทีเดียวกัน | I'm Tee Me Too (TV), Heartstopper (TV), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: F/F, M/M Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Carlos Reyes/TK Strand, Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Gwaine/Merlin (Merlin), Gwen/Morgana (Merlin), Gabriel/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Isaac Lahey/Scott McCall, Liam Dunbar/Theo Raeken, Ethan Morgan/Benny Weir, Sarah Fox/Erica Jones, Rory Keaner/David Stachowski, Tine Teepakorn Aekaranwong/Sarawat Guntithanon, Dim/Green (2gether: The Series), Type Teerasup Aekaranwong/Man, Tharn Thara Kirigun/Type Thiwat Phawattakun, Champ (Love by Chance)/Khunpol (TharnType), Khai/Third (Theory of Love), An | Un/Two (Theory of Love), Dean Ratthanon Chatpokin/Pharm Triwinij, Korn Ariyasakul/Intouch Chatpokin, Team Teerayu Siriyothin/Win Phawin Wanichakarnjonkul, Oon Arthit Rojnapat/Kong Kongpob Suthiluck, Pat Napat Jindapat/Pran Parakul Siridechawat, Mork Sutthaya Nithikornkul/Pi Patthaweee Panichapun, Meen Sittha Nithikornkul/Duean Dollawee Panichapun, Tian Sopasitsakun/Phupha Viriyanon, Chonlatee/Tonhon, Ae/Pete (Love by Chance), Can/Tin Medthanan, Adachi Kiyoshi/Kurosawa Yuichi, Sean/White (Not Me TV 2021), Black/Gram (Not Me TV 2021), Dan/Yok (Not Me TV 2021), Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat/Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Kuea Keerati/Lian Kilen Wang, Palm Pannakorn Jannaloy/Nueng Nuengdiao Kiattrakulmethee, Maitee/Watee Reuangritthiroj, Maetee/T-Rex Vatee Ruangritiroj, Teedo/teedet, Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Ron Weasley/Blaise Zabini, Hermione Granger/Pansy Parkinson, Neville Longbottom/Theodore Nott, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Regulus Black/James Potter read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/BHn9zqO

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FULL MOON PARTY

Pairing: TharnType

Rating: Explicit

Summary: During the semester break from university, Type takes a trip home to help his parents out at their resort on Ko Pha Ngan. One evening, his best friend, Khom, invites him along to a Full Moon Party since they haven’t hung out since he got back. The partygoers are mostly from out of the country, but there is one very interesting man in a bachelor party from Bangkok who catches Type’s eye.

*~TT~*

TLDR: Slightly OOC TharnType AU where they meet at the Full Moon Party.

[noran-saek]

From now on, I want you to be... I want you to be my last.

[sometime-in-1995]

Did he just tell that Nana bitch to fuck off and stop flirting with his man? YAESS!

Did he just punch the shit out of his boss's face for insulting Tharn right infront of his salad? FUCKING YAESS!

Now, everyone, all at once: EVERYTHING TYPE DOES, HE DO IT ALL FOR THARN! 🙌😌

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All In Love

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/nfWi7Gk by kijiji47 Poly relationship between Rain, Sky,Pai,and Phayu Magnus and Alec are Phayu's parents Tharn and Type are Sky's parents Kinn and Porsche are Pai's parents Sand and Ray are Rain's parents Words: 3471, Chapters: 4/?, Language: English Fandoms: บรรยากาศรัก เดอะซีรีส์ | Love in the Air (TV 2022), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023), เกลียดนักมาเป็นที่รักกันซะดีๆ | TharnType: The Series (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Phayu (Love in the Air TV 2022), Rain (Love in the Air TV 2022), Sky (Love in the Air TV 2022), Prapai (Love in the Air TV 2022), Other(s) Relationships: Phayu & Prapai & Rain & Sky (Love in the Air TV 2022), Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Tharn Thara Kirigun/Type Thiwat Phawattakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Other Relationship Tags to Be Added read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/nfWi7Gk

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It's Not As Simple As It Seems

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/M5K3Y8t by Blandkpop_lover_4ever "I command you as the - -- as the mate of youngest Theerapanyakul heir" He says as wore the ring on his finger. "How the fuck is this ring with you" Porsche shouts in the com. "I really want to tell on a better time" he whisper and then yell "OBEY ME AND GET KHUN VEGAS OUT OF HERE WE ALREADY LOST KHUN KINN. ITS A FUCKING TRAP" Big look at the kid who has the same fire in his eyes which he had seen in Pete and Porsche and Porchay. "Yes, heirness" Big says as he sees the kid's eyes flsha a small hurt but its gone as soon as it came. "WE OBEY YOUR COMMAND" Vegas grab the neck of him and ask "How the fuck is this ring with you?" "You want your life to save your family or answers" Big snort a little at the sassy tone of the kid.   "WATCH OUT" The kid shows Vegas out of way. "FUCK" "Welcome to the teenhood" the kid says before he lost his consciousness. Words: 1063, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: บรรยากาศรัก เดอะซีรีส์ | Love in the Air (TV 2022), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), พี่ว้ากตัวร้ายกับนายปีหนึ่ง | SOTUS: The Series (TV), Thai Actor RPF, แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | Bad Buddy: the Series (TV), We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024), เพราะเราคู่กัน | 2gether: The Series (Thailand TV), เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV), F4 Thailand (TV) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M, Other Characters: Phayu (Love in the Air TV 2022), Rain (Love in the Air TV 2022), Prapai (Love in the Air TV 2022), Sky (Love in the Air TV 2022), Original Male Character(s), Chai (Love in the Air TV 2022), Saifah (Love in the Air TV 2022), Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham, Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat, Chan (KinnPorsche: The Series), Big (KinnPorsche: The Series), Khun Tankhun Theerapanyakun, Arm (KinnPorsche: The Series), Tharn Thara Kirigun, Type Teerasup Aekaranwong, Off Jumpol Adulkittiporn, Gun Atthaphan Phunsawat, Tay Tawan Vihokratana, New Thitipoom Techaapaikhun, Oon Arthit Rojnapat, Kong Kongpob Suthiluck, Kuea Keerati, Lian Kilen Wang, Uea Anon Nanthaphiwat, King Kunakorn Suthikul, Pran Parakul Siridechawat, Pat Napat Jindapat, Peem (We Are Thailand TV 2024), Phum (We Are Thailand TV 2024), Bison (The Heart Killers), Kant (The Heart Killers), Kavin Taemiyaklin Kittiyangkul, Thyme Akira Paramaanantra Relationships: Phayu/Rain (Love in the Air TV 2022), Prapai/Sky (Love in the Air TV 2022), Original Male Character/Original Male Character, Chai/Saifah (Love in the Air TV 2022), Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat/Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Arm/Khun Tankhun Theerapanyakun, Big/Chan (KinnPorsche: The Series), Tharn Thara Kirigun/Type Thiwat Phawattakun, Off Jumpol Adulkittiporn/Gun Atthaphan Phunsawat, New Thitipoom Techaapaikhun/Tay Tawan Vihokratana, Oon Arthit Rojnapat/Kong Kongpob Suthiluck, Kuea Keerati/Lian Kilen Wang, Uea Anon Nanthaphiwat/King Kunakorn Suthikul, Pat Napat Jindapat/Pran Parakul Siridechawat, Peem/Phum (We Are Thailand TV 2024), Bison/Kant (The Heart Killers), Kavin Taemiyaklin Kittiyangkul/Thyme Akira Paramaanantra, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun & Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun Additional Tags: Family Fluff, Kidnapping, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun is the Theerapanyakun Main Family Head, Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun is the Theerapanyakun Minor Family Head, phayu is venice read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/M5K3Y8t

[annoyed4thsister]

Tharntype S2 needs to explore Tharn’s kink for me just one more time😭😂😭

[ao3feed-destiel-02]

All it took was One kiss

All it took was One kiss https://ift.tt/UuIdFeY by Lillian1602 Words: 690, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020), Merlin (TV), Supernatural (TV 2005), Teen Wolf (TV), My Babysitter's A Vampire, เพราะเราคู่กัน | 2gether: The Series (Thailand TV), เกลียดนักมาเป็นที่รักกันซะดีๆ | TharnType: The Series (TV), ทฤษฎีจีบเธอ | Theory of Love (TV), ด้ายแดงซีรีส์ | Until We Meet Again The Series (TV), พี่ว้ากตัวร้ายกับนายปีหนึ่ง | SOTUS: The Series (TV), แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | Bad Buddy: the Series (TV), ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), นิทานพันดาว | A Tale of Thousand Stars (TV), ต้นหนชลธี | Tonhon Chonlatee (TV), บังเอิญรัก | Love by Chance (TV), 30歳まで童貞だと魔法使いになれるらしい | Cherry Magic! Thirty Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard?! (TV), เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), นิ่งเฮียก็หาว่าซื่อ | Cutie Pie Series (TV), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), คนละทีเดียวกัน | I'm Tee Me Too (TV), Heartstopper (TV), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: F/F, M/M Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Carlos Reyes/TK Strand, Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Gwaine/Merlin (Merlin), Gwen/Morgana (Merlin), Gabriel/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Isaac Lahey/Scott McCall, Liam Dunbar/Theo Raeken, Ethan Morgan/Benny Weir, Sarah Fox/Erica Jones, Rory Keaner/David Stachowski, Tine Teepakorn Aekaranwong/Sarawat Guntithanon, Dim/Green (2gether: The Series), Type Teerasup Aekaranwong/Man, Tharn Thara Kirigun/Type Thiwat Phawattakun, Champ (Love by Chance)/Khunpol (TharnType), Khai/Third (Theory of Love), An | Un/Two (Theory of Love), Dean Ratthanon Chatpokin/Pharm Triwinij, Korn Ariyasakul/Intouch Chatpokin, Team Teerayu Siriyothin/Win Phawin Wanichakarnjonkul, Oon Arthit Rojnapat/Kong Kongpob Suthiluck, Pat Napat Jindapat/Pran Parakul Siridechawat, Mork Sutthaya Nithikornkul/Pi Patthaweee Panichapun, Meen Sittha Nithikornkul/Duean Dollawee Panichapun, Tian Sopasitsakun/Phupha Viriyanon, Chonlatee/Tonhon, Ae/Pete (Love by Chance), Can/Tin Medthanan, Adachi Kiyoshi/Kurosawa Yuichi, Sean/White (Not Me TV 2021), Black/Gram (Not Me TV 2021), Dan/Yok (Not Me TV 2021), Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat/Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Kuea Keerati/Lian Kilen Wang, Palm Pannakorn Jannaloy/Nueng Nuengdiao Kiattrakulmethee, Maitee/Watee Reuangritthiroj, Maetee/T-Rex Vatee Ruangritiroj, Teedo/teedet, Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Ron Weasley/Blaise Zabini, Hermione Granger/Pansy Parkinson, Neville Longbottom/Theodore Nott, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Regulus Black/James Potter via AO3 works tagged 'Castiel/Dean Winchester' https://ift.tt/SaGhekD September 26, 2023 at 01:23PM

[thewickling]

[Image ID: A light blue banner with white handwritten style text. Off center is a white footprint. To the left of that reads "At Comfort" in large text. In much smaller text on the lower right, it reads "A TypeNo Friends to Lovers Fic". /ID End]

Relationship: Type Thiwat Phawattakun/Techo

Characters: Type Thiwat Phawattakun, Techno (Love by Chance), Original Characters

Tags: Romance, Friends to Lovers, Semi-established relationship, Slice of Life, Gay Type Thiwat Phawattakun, POV Alternating, Questioning Techno (Love by Chance), excessive use of metaphors, Minor Can/Tin Medthanan, Canon Compliant to Love by Chance Season 1, Bad Ending for TinCan, No Tharn Thara Kirigun, Intentionally Awkward Sexual Contental, so smut, Light Drama, Mentioned Champ (Love by Chance), Mentioned Can (Love by Chance)

Summary:

Some romances are sprints; others are marathons. Type and Techno’s moves at its own pace. These long-time friends try to nagivate this fresh relationship alongside classes, clubs, and the chaos of life. Sometimes they stop and stumble. Sometimes they gallop and glide. Not a love by chance, theirs is an everyday love.

(AO3 Link)

[emswindowseat]

Good Night // A MewGulf AU

— a #MewGulf short one shot where Mew is still in love with his first love

Or alternately,

“Mew, I wonder,” the younger man started. “When the day comes that you meet me and him in heaven,” he trailed off. “Whose arms will you run to first?”

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Enjoy my window seat thoughts, loves!

Find me on Twitter @emswindowseat

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Word count: 7.8k

"Hey, are you okay?" Gulf heard a voice behind him say. Smiling to himself, he turned around and faced the owner of the voice. The younger man's eyes sparkled at the sight of the man. "Hmmm?" The other man pressed, walking slowly to Gulf with a teasing smile on his face. "Yeah," he replied, voice soft and quiet as the latter stood in front of him and slowly snaked his arms around Gulf's middle, hand resting heavily on the younger's lower back.

The younger man relaxed in the older's warm and comforting embrace. It was Mew, his Mew. Just the warmth of his presence calmed him, appeased him. It made him forget what he was doing. "Aren't you tired?" Mew questioned him, tone hushed. The older man stared into his eyes intently... lovingly.

"No, I'm okay," Gulf smiled at him gently. "Are you sure?" Mew coaxed, removing one of his arms around Gulf's waist and cupping the man's cheek tenderly. "Yeah," Gulf replied, slumping his body weight on Mew's as he closed his eyes, soaking in the beautiful feeling on the older man's tender lips pressing against his temple.

"Do you need my help?" The light-skinned man once again asked, thumb caressing Gulf's soft cheeks. Smiling at the warmth of the gesture, Gulf shook his head blissfully. "I think my sister needs you to play with her kids for a little while longer," Gulf chuckled. As if on cue, the pair who were wrapped in their own bubble heard some sort of ruckus coming from the living room. They looked at each other briefly before laughing amongst themselves. "I should get back to the kids," Mew shook his head fondly and Gulf could only smile back at him in response and nod.

"Okay, holler if you need my help, okay?" Mew looked at him feigning seriousness since he knew that the younger man tended to keep everything to himself, and he isn't particularly the best when it comes to asking for help. "I will," Gulf replied, chuckling at the older's silliness. Mew squinted his eyes at the man as if he doesn't believe him. "I promise," Gulf chuckled, rolling his eyes. "Okay, tua eng, I love you," Mew replied, planting a kiss on Gulf's forehead once more. Gulf closed his eyes as he allowed himself to bask in the warmth that those three words brought throughout his entire system. He smiled at the younger man before starting to walk backwards to the living room in order to keep the kids preoccupied.

After a short while, Gulf could hear his nephews and nieces squealing excitedly because their Uncle Mew was back. The younger man smiled to himself as he thought of how adorable Mew must look with the little kids right now. The older man has always loved children and to see him having fun with them, is just enough for all the tiredness Gulf feels to wear away.

Snapping out of his Mew-filled trance, Gulf turned around to continue what he was doing. They were currently in his sister's house because today was his nephew's birthday. Little Alexander was turning two today and he and Mew came to their house earlier to help her prepare for the celebration. It's not something grand or anything, it was just a simple party with their closest family and friends.

The black-haired man was almost done cooking when his sister walked in. "Hey, are you okay here?" Grace asked, walking towards him. "Yeah, of course, I am," Gulf smiled at her. "Is everything ready for the games later?" He asked, opening the lid of the pot and watching as the smoke arose from the pot. "Do you need help?" She asked once again, peering a bit into the pot as well. "No, I'm almost done cooking," the younger man replied nonchalantly.

"You must be tired, you should just sit down," the taller man chuckled at her as he pointed at the nearest bar stool. "Stop hovering, Grace," he whined when the lady didn't leave. "Okay, okay, grumpy pants," she replied, playfully rolling her eyes as he started making her way to the said bar stool.

The younger man then took a whiff of what he was cooking then he proceeded to take the ladle and scoop out a bit of the food's soup and bringing it to his lips, tasting his food. Letting the flavor seep through his buds, he nodded, seemingly satisfied with his work. "Here," he started, scooping a little bit of the soup before facing Grace. "Taste this and tell me if it's okay or if I should add anything," Gulf said, knowing full well that he and his sister had different preferences when it came to food. He stood in front of Grace and brought the ladle in front of her lips while his other hand was positioned just below her chin. The older woman tasted the soup and nodded, "It's delicious, Nong."

"Thank you," Grace added, smiling gratefully at the young man. "Of course, Phi," he smiled before turning around and turning off the stove, and putting the lid back on the pot. "You should go relax now, I'll clean up here," Grace said, standing up. "I'll help you," Gulf replied, smiling warmly at her. "Nonsense, I can handle something as small as this," Grace replied, slightly pushing Gulf out of the kitchen. "Exactly, there isn't much to clean so let me help," Gulf replied, chuckling at her before turning around.

"Gulf," Grace groaned standing in his way. "Stop being so stubborn, you're not even supposed to be working," she added, crossing her arms. "But I'm family so let me help," he argued, looking down at his sister. "Still, you're my guest," Grace argued back, brows furrowing. "You've already helped enough. Just go and relax before everyone else arrives," Grace insisted, turning the younger man's body around before pushing his back out of the kitchen. "Fine," Gulf replied, raising his hands up in defeat.

"You're so stubborn, Nong. How could Mew even stand you?" His sister playfully asked, smiling up at him. Gulf knows it was just a joke and he knows that he shouldn't even take it to heart but it was hard. Gulf stiffened a bit in his place as thoughts began running endlessly in his mind.

Maybe he really couldn't. Maybe he's just pretending to. Maybe because he has to in order to keep someone else's memory ali--

Gulf's thoughts were interrupted when Grace placed her hand in his arm. "Nong, I didn't mean it like that," she told him gently, eyes soft. "I'm sorry," she apologized and Gulf could see that any second now, her eyes would start to water as well. "You know he loves you," the older of the pair tried to appease him.

Grace knew about his insecurities, he knew what sometimes made him quietly cry at night or what makes him shower a little longer as he turns on the water so that it could drown his sobs, just like he often drowns in his thoughts and insecurities and self-doubt.

"Nong?" Grace called out, once again pulling him away from his head. "I'm okay, Phi," Gulf said, trying to smile at her. "I'm sorry, Nong. I really didn't mean it like that," she said, voice apologetic. "I know, Phi," he replied. "You should clean the kitchen up now so you can rest before everyone else arrives," he added, squeezing her hand, trying to let her know that it's okay because it is okay. Well, at least, it's supposed to be but his insecurities are eating him away. Gulf wants it to be okay but it's not.

However, it's not his sister's burden to carry but his and his alone so when she warily nodded at him, he smiled back at her and began to make his way towards the front porch where Gulf could hear his man's voice and his soothing laughs laced with the children's heart-warming giggles.

Gulf was nearing the door when he heard the little kids chant, "Storytime! Storytime! Storytime!" Gulf smiled to himself as he stood in front of the door. He had a clear view of them but he was still hidden from the sights of the people outside. Gulf was about to open it, his hand already starting to turn the knob when he heard it. "Okay, okay," Mew chuckled. "I'll tell you about my first love," he continued. Just the sound of that one sentence made Gulf freeze in his place.

It's still him, it's always him, the younger man thought as he stood there, nailed down in his place as his feet refused to move like it was telling him that he had to listen, that he had no right to be hurt. "Yay!" The kids exclaimed in chorus and Gulf could do nothing but allow the fear that made his stomach sink to spread throughout his entire body.

Mew and Gulf have been married for a little more than three years now. The younger man knew that Mew loved him, he does. He swears he does, but he also knows that it's only to some extent. He knows that Mew's heart could never truly belong to him because a part of that will always belong to his first love. He may be the husband but he knows that Mew will always love him, and Mew may love him but he knows that his husband isn't in love with him. He knows that no matter what he does, he could never replace the man's first love in his heart because he knows that the space he occupies in Mew's heart is much lesser than that of his first love's.

"My first love really loved horses," Mew started. He only said those six words and I can already feel my heart breaking, Gulf thought as tears filled his eyes. "Just like Mommy and Uncle Gulf?" The black-haired man could hear the innocence in little four-year-old, Nathan's voice. The man froze in front of the door then heard his husband chuckle.

Yes, Gulf answered in his head because he knew. He knew that Mew's first love absolutely loved horses. "Yes bud, just like your Mommy and Uncle Gulf," Mew answered endearingly. I was right, Gulf thought to himself as if there was any way that he could be wrong about it. "So I thought that maybe the best way to confess was by taking him out on a horse-riding adventure for a day," Mew chuckled. The sound of Mew laughing was really heart-warming and he wishes that he could laugh with him as well from the fond memory but he couldn't because he knew that it wasn't him his husband was talking about.

"So I texted him the night before telling him if he wanted to hang out or something since it was the weekend and I guess that was my definition of asking him out on a date casually," the younger man could see the smile on Mew's face as he shook his head while the little kids just stared at him in awe. "I was so nervous that night that I hardly got a wink of sleep," he continued, laughing at himself. "One moment I was just so happy and nervous that he had said yes to us going out and the next thing I knew, I was picking him up from his house and we were on the way to where we were going to have our not date," Mew said, making quotation marks in the air which made the older kids giggle since if he's honest, only two of the kids could really understand his story while the other two just sat there looking at their Uncle Mew as he narrated whatever it was he was remembering without really understanding.

"I talked the entire way there so he wouldn't realize how nervous I was that time," Mew chuckled once again. "So when we got there, of course, we rode the horses and we both just enjoyed that. He looked so handsome and cute just laughing and being happy about being to ride the horses again and I could spend the entire day just staring at him," Mew smiled but Gulf couldn't stop his chest from tightening. He really still loves him, Gulf thought as he could already feel tears welling up in his eyes.

"But to be honest, I was just trying to prolong everything because I was too nervous but then the sky started to darken and I knew I had to confess soon or else the day would be over without me actually telling him that what we went on was a date and that I loved him," the brown-haired man continued.

"Before I continue my story, who could guess who my first love is?" His husband asked the excited kids, unknown to him how that question was like a bucket of water was poured down on Gulf. "Me! Me!" Gulf heard Nathan excitedly exclaim. Fuck, Gulf cursed as the tears he's been trying his hardest to keep at bay come cascading down. Covering his lips, trying to muffle his sobs, Gulf turned around and walked away from the door.

He left. He left because he just couldn't take hearing Mew utter his name. He left because he just couldn't bring himself to listen to the person he loved the most tell his nieces and nephews that his first love was Gulf's twin, that the person that Mew truly loved was not Gulf but Kana, and that probably, the only reason why he married Gulf was that he resembled Kana so much.

Gulf found himself locking the bathroom door as he turned on the faucet so he could drown out his sobs. Everything just felt so familiar, although his scenery changed, the feeling and the sense of familiarity that the action reminded him that this was something that he does often, that this was something he had done thousands of times in their own house unbeknown to his husband. The younger man knew what was going to happen next in Mew's story, not because Kana giddily narrated everything to him that evening when he returned but because he was there.

He watched as his twin confessed his love to the older man on an impulse. Kana was going down from the horse's back and Mew helped him when he kissed the older man and told him how he felt. He could remember how wide his eyes were at the sound of the confession, but if he's going to be completely honest, the one thing he could not forget was the way Mew's lips slowly parted into a wide smile as he digested Kana's love confession. He remembered how Mew was speechless for a minute before he crashed his lips against Kana before pulling back and telling his twin that he felt the same way.

Gulf could remember the twinkle in Mew's eyes that day, as they continued riding the horses for another hour, his twin and his husband closer than they were. He remembered vividly how Mew's smile never left his face as he drove them home, Gulf in the backseat while Kana sat beside him as they held hands the entire ride home. He also remembers how happy Kana was that night, how he wouldn't shut up about how he could not believe that everything just happened -- how his long-time crush has feelings for him too and how they're officially dating now.

Kana and Gulf were so alike that they could agree on almost anything. However, oftentimes, Kana discovers his love for things through Gulf like how he learned to love riding horses because Gulf loved it. The thing about having a twin which is almost the same as you in every aspect is it sucks when you both have the same type in guys because just like how Kana has liked Mew for a long time, so did Gulf.

Kana was just the type of person to tell Gulf everything when something happens while Gulf chooses to keep things to himself especially when he's not asked so when he found out that Kana had this massive crush on Mew, he couldn't bring himself to tell him that he also liked Mew, that he liked Mew for almost a year when the bomb was dropped so he just smiled at Kana and told him that he was happy that his twin finally found someone to like. So just like how Gulf couldn't forget the way Mew looked when Kana confessed, on that day, he also couldn't forget the ringing in his ears, the tears pooling in his eyes, the tightness he feels in his chest, that itchy feeling he has all over his body due to the anxiety, the lump in his throat as he tried to hide from the pair how he truly felt about the confession, and the painful sob he couldn't help but let out as soon as he got inside the bathroom.

Maybe that's where it started. Maybe after that day, it was no longer uncommon for Gulf to lock himself in a bathroom as he allowed the water to run so they could drown his sobs. Maybe he doesn't like the silence too, that the sound of the water running is like a blanket he could wrap himself in so he could lie to himself and say that it's okay, that he's not alone. Whatever it is, Gulf knew that the action will never stop being unfamiliar for all the years to come, that for each and every year that he's going to be with Mew, the person he truly loves, he knew that there would not come a time where he wouldn't cry in the bathroom.

As much as everything seems too familiar for him, he also knew that his time was almost up. The younger man could already hear the guests coming and he knew that any minute now, Mew would come looking for him so he composed himself. He willed himself to stop crying as he wiped his cheeks of the remnants of the hot fat tears that were previously falling down from his beautiful brown orbs.

Standing up, he looked at himself in the mirror. His nose was kind of puffy while his eyes were a bit red. He looked pathetic, to say the least. He could already see his insecurities looming over his head as he stared at his reflection.

"Gulf?" The young man whipped his head towards the door as he heard his husband's soothing voice calling for him. He cleared his throat before responding, "In here!" A few seconds later, the younger man could feel Mew's presence on the other side of the door. "Tua eng, are you in here?" The older man asked as he knocked on the door. "Y-Yeah, I'll be out in a minute," he replied, voice a bit shaky. "Okay, tua. I'll wait for you in the living room, okay?" Mew asked, almost pressing his ears against the door so he could hear. "Okay," Gulf replied as he opened the faucet and watched as the water hit the sink before cupping a handful of it and splashing it across his face.

Once he deemed his appearance fine enough for Mew not to ask him what was wrong, he unlocked the bathroom door. As soon as he stepped out of the comfort room, he could already see Mew's back. The man was sitting on the couch, little Nathan sitting on his lap. Taking a deep breath, Gulf started making his way to where his husband was.

"Uncle Gulf!" Little Nathan exclaimed as he raised both his arms, asking for Gulf to carry him. Smiling at the four-year-old kid, Gulf sat beside Mew as they both allowed their nephew to climb from Mew's lap to his. "Hi, buddy," Gulf smiled, ruffling his hair. "Are you excited about Alexander's birthday party?" He asked. The couple watched as the little kid nodded his head furiously. "Mama said there will be games and Uncle Mew promised to help me with the games!" He exclaimed, smiling at both of them. "Well, you better hold Uncle Mew to that promise then," Gulf replied, playfully squinting his eyes. "Make sure to ask him for a price if you don't win anything, okay?" Gulf added which made the kid's eyes widen as he nodded furiously. This made the married men laugh at his cuteness.

Their little bubble was cut short however because the sound of the door opening and more guests walking in made all three of them whip their heads in the direction of the entrance. As soon as Techno, one of his and Grace's cousin's son, walked in, Nathan scampered off of Gulf's lap as he sprinted towards the little kid, engulfing him in the tightest hug before running towards one of the many rooms in the house. Gulf could only smile to himself, endeared at his nephew.

On a normal day, or a day where Gulf isn't being consumed by his insecurities, he would bury himself in Mew's side as he tried recharged, because Mew was his rest, Mew has always been his rest. Today, however, was a completely different story because he couldn't help but wonder if Mew would find it annoying or if he's just trying to endure everything because they were married. He couldn't help but wonder if it was really him that Mew wanted to sit beside him or his twin. He wondered if as he said 'I do' to Gulf in front of their friends and family and of course, the Lord if it was really him that he wanted to marry.

Gulf knew the answers to all his questions and it wasn't him. It has never been him and he knew that so instead of scooting closer towards his awaiting husband, he moved a bit further to give themselves a little bit of space. Mew furrowed his brows a bit as he eyes his husband. Gulf sat there stiffly as he played with his ring, a habit he got from Mew.

The younger man was about to stand up when Mew scooted closer to him, snaking his arms around Gulf's waist as he buried his head in the younger man's nape. "Tua eng, is something wrong?" Mew asked as he planted a chaste kiss on Gulf's neck. Mew knew Gulf's tendency to keep all his problems to himself so as much as possible, he would urge Gulf to talk about his feelings. "Hmmm?" He hummed, coaxing the younger man for answers as he tightened his hold on him. "What's wrong?" Mew asked once again, voice serious as he removed his face from the man's neck to look at him straight in the eyes. Gulf could see the sincerity and worry in his husband's orbs.

The taller of the pair never said that Mew didn't love him because he knew that he did. Maybe he learned to love Gulf throughout the years but the younger man also knew that he would never love him as much as he loved Kana. Gulf also knew that he could never fill the void Kana left in Mew's heart.

"Tua eng?" Mew asked once more, using his other hand to cup Gulf's cheek, making him look at the older man while his other squeezed Gulf's waist encouragingly. The younger man stared into Mew's eyes and he wishes he could tell Mew exactly how he feels, how insecure he is of his twin, how he wishes Mew could just love him more than he loves Kana, how tired he is of silently crying himself to sleep almost every night, how painful it is to cry in the bathroom alone, how he wishes Mew could tell him that what he sees when he looks at him is Gulf and not Kana, that it's Gulf he loves, not Kana.

But how do you tell your husband that you're jealous of your dead twin who's the real owner of his heart? So he doesn't. He musters his best fake smile, the one he has mastered over the years as he looks at Mew dead in the eye, "I'm okay Teerak, I'm just tired from cooking."

"Are you sure, tua eng?" Mew asked him, gently caressing Gulf's cheek with his thumb. Gulf smiled at him politely before nodding, "I'm sure." His husband stared at him for a minute as he continued to caress Gulf's cheek lovingly before he gave in and pressed his cheek more on Mew's palm. He may not love me as much as he loves Kana but he is still my husband so it isn't too much to ask for me to savor this moment, right?

"Okay, as long as you're sure," Mew replied as he plopped down on the couch, his back resting comfortably on the back pillows. Gulf didn't even have any time to protest because before he knew it, Mew was already pulling him to sit comfortably beside him. The older man squeezed Gulf's waist lightly as he pulled him close to his body, making them press to each other impossibly closer.

The older man planted a kiss on Gulf's forehead as if he knew that Gulf was lying to him, that he actually isn't okay, that his heart was hurting, that his insecurities and self-doubt were getting to him. He pressed his lips on the man's temple as if he knew what the younger man was thinking about. Allowing himself to relax despite his thoughts, he laid his head comfortably on his husband's shoulder as he draped his right arm across Mew's stomach, hugging him. Gulf felt Mew relax at his gesture as he pulled Gulf much closer to his body -- as if that was possible.

Gulf wishes he could stay there forever because it feels as if Mew's comforting him. Even though he was still overthinking, he felt safe because he may have made himself believe that this is Mew's way of telling him that he loves him as well, that he feels the same for Gulf. He wishes he could keep this feeling in his pocket for safekeeping, for the next time he feels insecure.

A few moments later, Nathan came running inside and began pulling his Uncle Mew because, he quotes, "It's time for the games!" The pair could only smile at the young man as they released one another from their hold. They both walked with Nathan to the backyard where the games for the kids were about to begin. When they reached the place, Mew planted a kiss on Gulf's lips, surprising the younger man. However, he didn't have enough time to react because the next thing he knew was Nathan was already dragging his Uncle Mew to the center where the other parents were.

Gulf touched his lips gently as if it was the first time for him to kiss his husband. He felt giddy and happy inside and he prays his thoughts wouldn't wander but it does. He watched as Mew laughed and played with the kids. Gulf wanted to capture this moment, keep it safe so he could look back and see how beautiful Mew looked with genuine happiness written all over his face.

He takes out his phone and records his handsome husband. He watched Mew through his screen and even behind the camera, the older man still looked ethereal. Gulf really couldn't blame why his twin fell in love with Mew as well. Anyone would fall in love with the amazing man but for the third time in his life, Gulf wanted to be selfish. He knew that he should be thankful that in the end, they were the one who ended up together but why couldn't Mew just love him instead of his twin? Why should his heart belong to someone else that looked exactly like him? Why?

After those thoughts, Gulf felt disgusted with himself. How could he even think of being thankful that they ended up together when the cost of it was his twin's death? Kana had a weak heart. He died six years ago because of it. He and Mew had been together for around a year when it happened. Gulf watched with a broken heart how Mew broke down when his twin died. At that time, Gulf felt numb. Losing his twin felt like losing a part of him because Kana was always a part of him and seeing the person he loved so much hurt so much because of his twin's loss, made him want to disappear.

After that, Gulf and Mew had been in each other's company, trying to get over the loss they had experienced. He doesn't know why or how but a year later, Mew asked him out and he said yes. That day was the first time he ever wanted to be selfish. Kana's gone. Is it really so bad for me to want to be selfish? To want to try and get my happy ending too? To want to have a chance with the person I love? Kana, is it wrong?

The second time he was ever selfish was when Mew proposed to him. He and Mew have been together for two years already when the older man popped the question. Truthfully, Gulf didn't expect Mew to do something such as asking him to tie the knot because if he's honest, he knew that dating him was Mew's way of coping. He knew that it was his boyfriend's way of trying to get over Kana's death because what better way is there to let the memory of him live than date the only other person that looked like him, that liked almost the same things as him? He knew that for Mew, it was only Kana, but for him, it was only Mew so he said yes... because he was selfish enough to want to have the man his twin loved all to himself.

Gulf's mind wandered the entire duration of the party. He thought about how Mew and Kana were so alike, how they were both the life of the party, while he liked watching from the sidelines. He thought about how his husband and his twin were always so vocal about their feelings while he prefers to keep his problems to himself. He looked at the fact that they both liked eating sweets with ice cream being their favorite dessert while he doesn't appreciate dessert that much. Gulf knew that he and Kana were almost the same but like any other twins, they had their differences, the things that gave them their sense of self. Mew and Kana, however, were alike in the things that differentiated Gulf from his twin. Maybe that's the reason why Mew fell in love with Kana and not Gulf because they're so alike. Maybe the reason why Mew married him because he could live with overlooking their differences as long as in most aspects, he and Kana were alike.

The younger man was reminded of this when Mew snapped him back to reality. "Tua eng?" The older man asked, squeezing his hand. "Huh?" Gulf asked, blinking slowly before looking at Mew. "I said the Tom Yum Kung you made is delicious," Mew smiled at him. The younger man then realized that they were now at the dining table, eating dinner. "Thank you," he replied, smiling at his husband. "You don't have to force yourself to eat too much, though. I know you can't stand eating spicy food," Gulf forced out a smile as he remembered that like Mew, Kana also didn't like eating spicy food.

"It's okay, tua eng. It's delicious," Mew responded, planting a kiss on Gulf's cheek. "Are you okay, though? You haven't touched your food," Mew asked him worriedly, playing with his fingers under the table. "Yeah, I'm okay, I just got distracted. I'm sorry," he replied, smiling at Mew to reassure him, despite everything he feels. "Okay, tua, but you should eat now before your food gets cold," Mew replied. Gulf could only smile at him in response before turning his attention back on his plate, his fingers still intertwined with Mew's under the table as the older man refused to let go of it.

Gulf tried his absolute hardest to push his negative thoughts at the back of his head for the rest of the night but he has been failing constantly. Even now as he and Mew lay in bed he just couldn't help but think of all the times Mew could choose Kana if he was only given the chance.

"Mew, what if I die before you?" Gulf suddenly spoke up, breaking the silence that enveloped their bedroom. "What?" Mew looked at him in disbelief, eyes tearing away from his phone almost immediately. "We're too young to talk about dying, tua eng," Mew pouted at his husband. "Where is this coming from?" The older man asked him as he looked down so he could see Gulf properly. The younger man was lying flat on the bed while Mew was sitting down beside him, back pressed against the headboard.

"Are you okay, tua eng?" Mew asked him as he put his phone down on the bedside table before lying down beside Gulf and wrapping his arm around Gulf's middle. "You can always talk to me, you know," he said when his husband remained silent. Mew was saying things so softly and reassuringly that Gulf couldn't help but feel loved.

"I know you've had something on your mind the entire night," Mew uttered, rubbing his nose against Gulf's cheeks. Mew, fuck, how can I not fall deeper in love with you when you're like this? Gulf talked to himself as he closed his eyes.

"Please tell me, tua eng? I can't help you if you won't talk to me about it," the older man pleaded once more as he tightened his hold on his husband before burying his face in Gulf's neck hoping that if the younger man wouldn't see his face, he would feel a lot better and that it would make it easier for him to talk about his feelings because his tua eng can be a bit shy.

"Mew, I wonder," the younger man started after what felt like an eternity of silence. Mew was almost convinced that Gulf had fallen asleep if not for the way he knew what Gulf's even breathing felt and sounded like when he's asleep. "What is it, tua eng?" Mew asked, encouraging Gulf to speak up. "If ever I die before you," he spoke up once more. "Tua eng, why do you keep on thinking about dying?" Mew asked as he retracted his hand from Gulf's waist as he lifted himself up and rested his weight on both his elbows, eyes trained on Gulf's face as he worried about his husband's thoughts. "Mew, whose arms will you run to first?" Gulf asked, looking up at Mew straight in the eyes despite his pounding heart. "Mine or Kana's?" Gulf added in a whisper, almost inaudible as his throat suddenly felt restricted.

The silence that followed the man's question was deafening and Gulf could feel his world crumbling down. The pit of his stomach sunk, his chest tightened, and his eyes starting to blur. He doesn't even know why he was asking such a thing when he knew that the answer could only destroy him. He doesn't understand why he even thought of letting those thoughts past his lips when he was absolutely terrified hearing Mew's answer roll out his tongue. He was afraid of actually hearing it from you.

Gulf couldn't stop the tears that fell from his eyes as he stared at his husband's eyes. Gulf could see the sadness and uncertainty in Mew's eyes and he knew that hearing Mew's answer from his own lips could destroy him. Instead of waiting for Mew to open his mouth to answer, he tries to smile at him despite the tears falling from his eyes.

"You don't have to answer that," Gulf said as he tried to chuckle while he wiped the tears o his cheeks. "Good night. I love you," he hastily said as he leaned up to plant a kiss on his husband's lips before turning his back on the man and turning off the lamp on his bedside table. Trying to escape from the moment as fast he could, he brought the blanket up to his shoulders. He then curled in on himself, trying to make himself as tiny as possible that maybe he could just disappear.

A few moments later, Gulf felt the bed shift behind him and almost instantly, Mew's entire body was pressed against his back and the warmth his husband brought should've calmed him but it made him tear up even more. The younger man then felt Mew's arm snaking its way around his waist and soon enough the weight of it on his middle was something he could not deny.

His spouse wrapped him tightly in his embrace, his palm pressed against his other waist, the one that was pressed against the bed as he buried his face in Gulf's nape. The younger man could no longer keep his sobs silent because he knew that this is Mew's way of saying that he was sorry. He was sorry because even without saying it, they both knew that it was in Kana's arms Mew would run to first.

Taking a deep breath, Gulf placed his hand on top of Mew's on his waist. "Good n-night," the young man said with a shaky breath as he shut his eyes tightly with tears still constantly falling from them.

"You were my classmate in Mister Suttinut's class during freshman year," Mew started speaking, lips still pressed against Gulf's neck while his arms tightened around Gulf lightly. "You were late on the first day of class and I remember thinking that I perhaps just saw the most beautiful person I have ever laid eyes on," Mew chucked. What did he just say? Gulf's eyes shot open at Mew's confession. "You sat beside me that day and strangely enough, my heart could not stop pounding inside my chest."

"I felt like I was in high school all over again like I just saw my crush and I couldn't believe that he was sitting beside me. Only I liked you the first moment I saw you," Mew continued. What's going on? He liked me since freshman year? "Then I got to know you better and before I knew it I was in love with you," Mew added. Gulf is pretty sure that Mew could feel his heart pounding. "What?" Gulf asked, brows still furrowed.

He didn't dare look back at Mew which was if he's honest is stupid because they've been married for three years yet here they were, confessing to each other as the younger tried to avoid his husband's eyes. However, Mew obviously had other plans because the next thing he knows is that the older man was already on top of him, both arms on either side of Gulf's head as he was laid on his back.

"I'm in love with you, Gulf," he said sincerely, eyes boring into Gulf's. "I have been in love with you since the first day I saw you," the older man pressed. Gulf couldn't believe his ears. He loves me? He's been in love with me from the start? Gulf could already feel the tears of happiness pooling in his eyes. This isn't just a dream, right?

Gulf blinked a couple of times before his lips parted to speak, "But what about Kana?" Sighing, Mew lowered his head, finding Gulf's chest more interesting than his face. "I might sound like a complete asshole for saying this but I thought he was the next best thing," Mew sighed again. Gulf waited patiently for the older man to continue as if his heart wasn't about to burst due to the sheer happiness he felt. "We've been friends for over three years when Kana confessed to me and I thought that if you had any speck of feelings for me, something would've happened by then."

"So when Kana confessed, I thought that it was the next best thing to having you," Mew continued, meeting Gulf's eyes this time. "Don't get me wrong, I loved Kana but I just to some extent but I just couldn't help but wonder how things would be if only I confessed to you," Mew said, honesty written all over his face. "Because God knows it's you that I love the most," Mew added and Gulf couldn't help but reach up and wrap his arms around Mew's neck.

"But what about what you told the kids earlier?" Gulf pouted as the memory invaded his mind again. "What do you mean, tua eng?" Mew asked, cocking his head to the side in confusion. "You told the kids you would tell them a story about your first love and then you told them about the day Kana confessed to you," the younger man mumbled, eyes casting away from Mew's. "What? That was not the story I was telling them at all," Mew protested. "But I was there that day. We were horseback riding that day," Gulf responded with a small voice.

Smiling at his husband's cuteness, he placed a finger under the man's chin before lifting it up so he could see his tua eng's beautiful eyes. "But that wasn't the day I was talking about, tua eng," Mew chuckled. "Remember we also went horseback riding on the beach when I asked you to be my boyfriend?" Mew asked, looking at him expectantly. Gulf slowly nodded his head as he realized that yeah, they did go horseback riding that day. "And then we had dinner at this delicious restaurant there and then I asked you out through a cake and some singing waiters?" The older man chuckled once more at the cheesy memory.

"And then we spent the night at the beautiful resort," Gulf added as the memory of that night came flooding in. "You can even ask the kids if you want. That's the story I told them," Mew added, eyes and smile genuine. "I love you, Gulf Traipipattanapong-Jongcheveevat. I love you with all of my heart," Mew said and Gulf couldn't help but let his tears fall. "I love you too," Gulf replied, eyes boring into Mew's, trying to let his husband know that he too loved him dearly.

The pair stared into each other's eyes for a while before Mew leaned in slowly. The moment their lips collided, Gulf felt fireworks erupting in his chest from the pure happiness he feels. His heart feels so full of love and assurance. They kissed each other passionately until they needed to pull back for air. "I love you, okay?" Mew assured breathlessly as he rested his forehead against Gulf's.

"I'm sorry if I failed at reminding you that every day, tua eng," the older man added as he stared into Gulf's eyes. "I'm sorry, tua eng, but I hope you won't ever doubt my love for you ever again," Mew continued and Gulf couldn't help but feel his heart clenching. "You don't have to say sorry teerak," Gulf replied, cupping the older man's cheek before caressing it with his thumb. "No, it's my job as your husband to remind you how much I love you every single day and I'm sorry if I failed. I promise I'll be a better partner," Mew replied, rubbing their noses together. "Okay," Gulf whispered before he pulled Mew down into another deep, passionate, and love-filled kiss.

After what seemed like hours of portraying their love for each other through their lips, the couple laid wrapped in each other's arms. "I love you," Mew said as he placed a kiss on Gulf's forehead. "I love you too," the younger man replied, voice laced with sleep. "Good night, tua eng," Mew whispered once more once he felt Gulf's even breathing on his neck before he too allowed himself to drift off.

The next morning, Gulf woke up to the feeling of something licking his face. What? Gulf thought as his brows furrowed. Once last night's memories came flooding in, Gulf eyes shot wide open. Fuck, what if all of that was just a dream? Gulf asked himself as tears began pooling his eyes.

The young man was about to sit up when something licked his cheeks again. He turned his head to the side and found the culprit. Gulf furrowed his brows at the cute and furry Pomeranian that was standing near his head. "What, Chopper?" He asked himself, furrowing his brows more. "Good morning, tua eng," Mew said as he placed a breakfast tray on top of Gulf's legs. "Mew? What's all these?" Gulf asked in disbelief.

The older man smiled at him before planting a chaste kiss on his lips, unbothered about the fact that Gulf hadn't even brushed his teeth yet. "I just wanted to cook you some breakfast in bed," he smiled at him like it's the most normal thing to do. "And Chopper?" Gulf asked, gesturing to the fur baby that was lying on their bed. "Well, I saw you eyeing him when we were volunteering at the pound last week so I wanted us to adopt him since he seemed fond of you as well," the older man smiled at him innocently and if Gulf's heart didn't burst from the pure happiness he felt last night, it sure felt like it would today.

"I have been processing his papers since last week and we were supposed to drive down to the pound today to get him but I wanted to surprise you," he added and Gulf just couldn't stop himself from cupping his husband's face and kissing him. "Thank you," the younger man breathlessly said. Mew smiled at him before leaning back in to place a soft kiss on his lips, "Of course, tua eng."

They smiled at each other as they pulled back. "Just so we're clear, last night did happen, right?" Gulf asked. Chuckling at his husband's silliness, Mew cupped his cheek. "It did. I love you, Gulf," he said looking at Gulf straight in the eye before leaning in to plant a kiss on the man's forehead. Gulf closed his eyes at the sensation. "I love you too, teerak," Gulf replied, happy.

"I know you do. Now, let's eat before the food gets cold," Mew replied. He then took the utensils from the tray and scooping a spoonful of food and feeding it to Gulf before eating as well. Gulf smiled at his husband to which the older man returned and Gulf thought to himself, Starting today, my good nights aren't going to consist of crying myself to sleep but rather, sleeping peacefully in Mew's arms. The young man smiled at his husband before thanking the gods because now, he's finally truly happy because he knows that Mew loved him with his entire heart.

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