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what are the OCs youre posting for? is there a comic we can read somewhere?
so the ones posted tonight are for this superhero oc world I have in my head, which I call the Wonder Universe! I absolutely could not ever do a comic for that haha. I do not have the energy or the drive to tackle a project that big. those four (King, Belo, Shizu, and Vivian) are a very small part of that universe and just tackling their stories alone would take. years. in comic format
the Wonder Universe isnt something I plan on really properly writing out? it kinda just exists in my head. and in the discord server I made for myself to keep track of everyone. im down to answer questions about it, or specific characters/relationships! its just never gonna be like, a story thats available for people to properly read. if that makes sense. its here for me to have fun in
I also know I posted a drawing of a couple other dudes a little while ago- Cassidy and Wayne. those two are actually meant for a writing project I will hopefully publish at some point in the form of either a novel or a novella. hard-boiled fiction/detective noir type vibes, its Boston, 1959, and two private eyes clash when theyre hired by two different clients to work the same case. hopefully they can come together to save the real victim here, and a surprisingly tangled history might just help them speed things along...
#queens originals#ty for taking an interest but yeah no there's no comic#the only way to see content for the Wonder stuff will be on this blog#Cassidy and Wayne on the other hand will be a published piece#hopefully lol#I need to finish the novel im currently working on before I even sniff at working on that#but yeah if people ever wanna like. ask about any of these characters#im not shy go right ahead I love to ramble#character creation is my true joy in content creation
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But I also want new Megas and Protomen :(
RIGHT?!?!
I mean, yeah, the Megas also have their takes on Skullman's theme ("Cracked Skulls"; inspired by MM4) and Chill Penguin's theme ("Chill XMas"; inspired by MMX), and I guess there's also one based on Storm Eagle's theme ("Rougmer Storm"; MMX), but I haven't listened to that one yet.
Like, I get that they have a good story arc to cover the first 3 classic games, but it would be so cool if they explored some of the themes of the following games, y'know? Or flesh out the MMX or other series music! Or hell, pick and choose some Robot Masters and make a new narrative, or like literally anything, please, people are starving over here! And it's not like they aren't still active. Don't get me wrong, I love their Castlevania stuff under the Belmonts label, but it would be nice to get Mega Man content outside of just remixes/remasters of their existing songs. Plus, they're still doing concerts, so like the audience is there for it!
And as for the Protomen, I hope that they actually end up releasing Act III at some point. Having listened to The Fight, it makes me crave it to an unhealthy degree. I love the grimdark kinda take on Mega Man that focuses more on the role that humanity takes in all of the conflict. I feel like that angle gets extremely neglected in Mega Man media.
Idk, as a fan, it's just kinda frustrating how neglected mega man gets. Like, it feels like the rare times whenever we do get content, it focuses on the first three or four games (if we're lucky), and then it just dies off! Or goes dormant for a decade or more. The franchise has so much creative potential that just isn't realized and it's so sad!
#hoping praying everyday for more#oh god and like just how foundational both bands have been for the creative efforts for the classic series#the archie comic even references The Megas a few times!! I GAVE YOU HAIR (ROBOTIC HAIR)#imagine the potential with a Bass focused narrative! or Quint! or Dr Cain!!#and Capcom themselves arent free from scorn here. if they encouraged more creative efforts a la the archie comic it could stimulate#even more interest in the series beyond just jumping and shooting. like that helps to build an evergreen fanbase#and i mean more than just XDiVE. like i find XDiVE charming yeah but like. Im not seeing the profits from being put back into mega man stuff#having friends that have gotten me back into transformers really makes me reflect on Mega Man. i get that transformers has toylines and MM#is more game focused and that def makes a difference but like. the amount of comic series and issues that help flesh out the transformers#universes. for MM we get like 55 issues for archie? 'indefinite hiatus'? bro we know the sonic stuff brought MM down with it just say 'dead'#let IDW take up the license and get Ian Flynn to come back. i know we likely wont get ArchieOCs like Tempo back but like#idk.... it hurts bc i know how good of a job the archie comics were. its hard to imagine a reboot that isnt basically identical in story to#archie. esp bc how much love was put into tying in with the side content like the hand held games. but surely something could be done#somehow it could be continued. find some kind of Genesis Wave-esque mcguffin to change the OCs out. retcon the sonic stuff out completely#i really dont want to see MM1—MM3 needing to be revisited *again*. its like a Dr.Wily/Sigma in their own right for how much it comes back#like thats prob what kills a lot of creative endeavors tbh. the themes and events are so foundational that theyre nigh inescapable#I'm just.... tired..#i have so much love for mega man and so many chains holding that love down
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I am definetly in the minority here, but I was always so deeply touched by Mai's confession during that scene.
There's just something about Mai's confession that makes me feel so unbearably sad. I think the first thing that hits me is just how... empty she seems in this situation compared to the rest of the Firesome Foursome. Zuko is angry™️ and lashing out, Ty Lee is sad and concerned and Azula is posturing. But Mai is just so devoid of even sadness around her chidlhood trauma.
It's sort of like she shut down emotionally to some extent, (even more than usual) especially after her fight with Zuko.
This is quite a common reaction to arguments from someone who was raised to be obedient and non-confrontational, so I'm not surprised she was acting like this.
Analysing Mai's behaviour on the beach is interesting.
She seems to try to reach out to Zuko in her own, tepid little way by greeting him, but clams back up when he asks her where "her new boyfriend" was. This leads to her smacking his hand away when he tries to reach out to her by asking if she's cold. They're both trying to mend the bridge, but end up escalating the conflict further.
She remains silent for a good while, but does speak up in order to defend Ty Lee from Zuko lashing out. Despite this, when Zuko persists, Mai doesn't push the issue, perhaps due to her upbringing to be placid.
Due to this, I find it intriguing when Mai mocks Ty Lee for attention seeking, since she had attempted to defend Ty Lee from Zuko's ridicule. But perhaps its due to jealousy or frustration by Ty Lee's freely expressed sorrow and trauma that made Mai lash out in her own way.
Or it's just because the writers didn't know how to jump from Ty Lee's traumadump to Mai's lol
This is where we get into the meat and potatoes of Mai's confession.
Ty Lee bites back at Mai and parrots Zuko's opinion of Mai being "a big blah" as he said.
Ty Lee : Well, what's your excuse, Mai? You were an only child for fifteen years, but even with all that attention, your aura is this dingy, pasty, gray ... Mai : I don't believe in auras. Zuko: Yeah, you don't believe in anything. Mai : Oh, well, I'm sorry I can't be as high-strung and crazy as the rest of you. Zuko: I'm sorry, too. I wish you would be high-strung and crazy for once instead of keeping all your feelings bottled up inside. She just called your aura dingy. Are you gonna take that?
I think what's interesting here is that while Ty Lee saw Mai as recieving the attention Ty Lee had craved, Mai seemed to receive less loving, parental attention, and more scrutiny. Mai's parents also seem to be actually rather neglectful emotionally towards Mai and them just leaving Tom Tom unsupervised behind a screen in Omashu leaves me questioning if they actually cared that much.
Mai deflects, not adressing Ty Lee's question, but rather focusing on the nebulous concept of auras instead. When Zuko butts in, trying to rile her up, Mai gives a sarcastic apology. I find it very interesting that she sets hereself so aside from the others in terms of her not being "high strung and crazy", because it really shows the difference in Mai's upbringing and that of her companions. Azula and Zuko were raised to be leaders and fighters, and their "firebender instincts" were encouraged, while Ty Lee persumably had to compete for attention with her siblings. While Mai was raised with the :be seen and not heard" mentality.
Now is also a good time to mention that I think Mai has almost comically obvious signs of depression, which wouldn't be a stretch.
Zuko calling Mai out for not getting angry over Ty Lee insulting her aura leads me to my next point. Persumably, being a child raised by parents like Michi and Ukano, Mai wasn't allowed to voice her discomfort, offence or upset. Hell we see this in Omashu when Mai complains about being bored and Michi basically shuts her down and tells her to enjoy it.
I mean look at the expression Michi gives Mai when she starts complaining about being bored, a very normal teenager thing to do.
And when Mai finally does speak her mind, it is no less heartwrenching.
Mai : What do you want from me? You want a teary confession about how hard my childhood was? Well, it wasn't. I was a rich only child who got anything I wanted... as long as I behaved and sat still, and didn't speak unless spoken to. My mother said I had to keep out of trouble. We had my dad's political career to think about.
The first thing that jumps out at us is how Mai presents her trauma. She doesn't explicitly express any pain or sadness, despite it being rather obvious to us. This is in stark contrast to the rest of the group. Ty Lee and Zuko are both very open about their negative emotions, hell, even Azula admits that Ursa's actions hurt her.
But Mai? Mai kneecaps her complaint. This can also be seen as an effect of her upbringing. No complaining, no making herself inconvenient for mom and dad.
We also see the theme of conditional love, an implied idea that Michi and Ukano would only give Mai affection or gifts if she acted the way they wanted her to. Now conditional love from people who are meant to raise you will fuck you up.
The comics also add that Michi actively told Mai scary stories about the Kemurimage to keep her in line. Now, telling kids stories about magical beings to get them to behave isn't anything new, but it appears to be so bad that Mai had nightmares over it. Also we're in a world where spirits actually exist, evil chidnapper spirits don't seem too far out the realm of possibility.
Also as someone who got raised by a heavily Catholic mother who made me believe I would burn in hell for an eternity if I even mildly displeased her, I do sympathise
Azula: Well, that's it, then. You have a controlling mother who had certain expectations, and if you strayed from them, you were shut down. That's why you're afraid to care about anything, and why you can't express yourself. Mai : You want me to express myself? [Stands up and yells.] Leave me alone! Zuko: I like it when you express yourself. [Approaching, attempting to put a hand on her shoulder.] Mai : Don't touch me! I'm still mad at you. Zuko: My life hasn't been that easy either, Mai. Mai: Whatever. That doesn't excuse the way you've been acting.
I love when Mai yells at Azula for frying to psychoanalyse her. Like Azula was right, but it understandably upset Mai, and it's a good thing she expressed that. It means she's growing.
I also do adore that Mai does not let Zuko get away with acting out, particularly towards her. I like that the writer's didn't just have Mai give Zuko a free pass because he had a shitty life and she actively called him out on his actions. It's probably my favourite part of their relationship. And Mai expressing so much anger and upset is a perfect crescendo to her little scene.
I don't know why but Mai confession scene just holds so much weight and emotion for me, I can't help but feel something whenever I watch it.
Also, side note, I find it an interesting detail that Azula's confession only came after the fire was extinguished. Perhaps it wasn't intentional but it kinda feels like its symbolising that the light "went out" for Azula (at least narrativewise) and that while Zuko, Ty Lee and Mai would be able to get out of their shitty situations and from under the Fire Nation's influence, she would not.
#mai has the trauma that would usually have characters characterised as shy uwu beans but she's a lil emo and that's why ppl don't get it#mai get behind me i will defend you from the haters#see i totally understand why people chose zukos#because it makes me emotional everytime i watch it#but there's also another part of me that looks at him like: “well well well if it isn't the consequences of your own actions”#mai#avatar mai#atla mai#avatar#atla#avatar: the last airbender#avatar the last airbender#the last airbender#azula#zuko#ty lee#maiko
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blurb for jack hughes + “I’m not jealous! It’s just that, you’re mine!” please?
hi ty for the request!!🩵 send a request for a blurb/insta edit!
Everybody knew that the relationship between you and Jack was… interesting. You’d been friends as long as you can remember but the last couple years, something began to change. You were hovering on the line of being just friends, or being more. You both knew that you wanted more, but neither of you would dare to try and change it in fear that it would ruin your friendship.
So, you played a game. It was immature and stupid which your mutual friends constantly made comments about but you couldn’t help it. Anytime you went out to a bar or a party, you both tried to make each other jealous. Neither of you admitted it, but it was there. Both of you waiting for the other to crack but you weren’t raised a quitter.
You’re at some random party that’s being hosted by a mutual friend and you decided that Trevor would be who you used tonight. You knew he found it comical, so he played along. Jack is sitting with a pretty brunette but his eyes are locked on you the entire time. She doesn’t seem to mind or maybe she doesn’t notice. Either way, you spent the majority of the night curled up next to Trevor, chatting about random things but you kept your eye on Jack. Normally, it didn’t bother him much because you both knew that neither of you would be going home with your chosen victim but you thought maybe it was because it was his close friend, that it bothered him more.
At some point, he excuses himself from the girl he is with and goes to the kitchen, glancing at you once more. There’s something in his expression that makes you decide to follow and you hear Trevor mutter “finally” under his breath when you leave.
You find Jack in the kitchen, grabbing a beer from the fridge. His shoulders are tense and when he turns to find you standing there, he seems surprised before he schools his expression. He leans against the counter, raising a brow.
“Get sick of Zegras?”
Scoffing, you walk towards him until you’re only a couple feet away. “Did you get sick of that girl?”
His jaw clenches and he looks like he wants to say something but doesn’t. You decide to take the chance to talk about the constant elephant in the room.
“It’s alright if you’re jealous,” you say quietly, watching his reaction carefully.
“I’m not,” he snaps, looking away for a moment before looking back at you. “I’m not jealous, it’s just- it’s just that you’re mine.”
“Huh,” you reply walking to the fridge and getting yourself a drink. His eyes follow you as you walk back so you’re standing in front of him. “Does that mean you’re giving in?”
His eyes bore into yours and he has more emotion in his eyes than you’re expecting.
“Why are we doing this? Playing this stupid game?”
You look at the floor, suddenly feeling embarrassed. He’s right, you’ve both been doing this to each other for longer than you should’ve. It was fun at first, but you know that eventually one of you will get sick of it and finally decide that it’s not worth it. That playing this game isn’t worth it and find someone else.
So you shrug and look back at him. “I guess I’m scared.”
He puts his drink down and closes the space between the two of you, gently taking the bottle of beer your holding and putting it on the counter. He hesitates before putting his hand under your chin and lifting your head so that you’re looking at him.
“I’m scared too, you know.”
“Yeah?”
He smiles crookedly, “we’ve been friends a long time. Once we cross that line, we can’t go back but if you’re willing, I’m ready to cross it.”
You let yourself think of what can happen. You rarely do, not liking thinking about the what ifs because it always caused you to rethink what you were doing to each other. Sure, you could decide to try being in a real relationship with each other and it could crash and burn. It might not work out but what if it does? Is the risk worth it?
Looking at him, hair wild and out of control and green eyes locked on yours, you decide that yeah, maybe the risk is worth it. So you nod and when he leans towards you, you meet him halfway.
#hockey imagines#nhl fanfiction#hockey fanfiction#nhl imagines#allies writing#nhl blurb#jack hughes x y/n#jack hughes x reader#Jack Hughes blurb
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The Wrong Way: Chapter 5
Dark!Joel Miller x Fem!Reader Tommy Miller x reader (secondary)
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Summery: You are sold to Joel to clear up some of your fathers' debts, and he takes you back to his house where him, Tommy, and high ranking members of his raiding trope stay. Joel is mean, cruel, and hash, but had small moments of softness that confuse you in your venerable state. Over time, you get to know him and Tommy, and see different sides of each, an both are hiding secrets. Was it possible to fall in love under these circumstances? Or was that just another way Joel was fucking with you?
Aka: my mom sold me to One Direction
WARNINGS FOR FULL FIC, NOT CHAPTER BY CHAPTER UNLESS SOMETHING NEW IS ADDED AFTER MASTER WARNING LIST: DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT!!!! Fic contains graphic depictions of sexual assault, rape, molestation, dubcon/non con. Blow Jobs, PIV sex, lose of virginity, sex trafficking, past incest, death/people dying everywhere, Stockholm syndrome, falling for your rapist, victim blaming, torcher, branding, physical abuse, rape (not Joel), somno, dub con on tommy? idk he's not really into it but feels like he has to, self-harm/depression/suicidal thoughts (not a lot) but fair warning, major age gaps, love triangle, pregnancy/birth, threats of abortion, major character death
New character alert! Face claim, of course, is Oscar Isaac, specifically his look in Drive 🥰
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Dandelion
A million little wishes float across the sky
But it's a waste of breath and it's a waste of time I know
Cause just like him, you always leave me cryin' dandelion~Danelion, Kacey Musgraves
“So then Luke goes to Dangobah to find Yoda”
“Wait, whose Yoda? Is that another Jedee?”
“Jedi, but yes”
“Why?”
“Old Ben told him to”
“Isn’t he dead?”
“Yes, but he came to Luke at the start of this movie?”
“What? When?”
“When Luke was in the cave”
“Are we sure he wasn’t hallucinating?”
“I- No, no it was Ben. Jedi can come back in visions, like ghosts”
“Well, that’s awfully convenient”
“The force makes a lot of things convenient”
Joel was doing as he promised, explaining the Star Wars movies you had never had a chance to watch so you could understand the collection of comics he had found. You weren’t particularly interested in the comics, but they seemed to excite him, so you were going to read them, hoping to continue in conversation about it. This was the first time you two had talked about anything other than The Horrors for longer than a short back and forth, in fact, this was the only piece of personality or hints of before he had given you, the rest you had gleaned from Tommy. Joel was curled up with you on your mattress, having held you close all day yesterday and last night, and after what happened with Nick, after all Joel did for you, you happily accepted it. Joel had been soft before, absolutely, but not like this, and never this long… it bordered on Tommy territory. Slowly, you noticed little similarities, small phrases or mannerism that said yeah, these two are brothers, despite the drastic differences.
He played with your hair as he laid with you, tender in his touch, it was damn near domestic you almost forget where you are.
“Do you wanna go outside? Go for a walk?” Joel asks, his voice strangely soft in your ear.
You can’t help but smile at that. “That would be nice, thank you.”
Joel instructs you to stay put, and goes into his room and comes back with shoes he must’ve gotten and kept hidden from you; you’d get farther if you ran away wearing shoes. He knelt down beside you, lacing them up and tying them for you. He, of course held your hand tightly the entire time.
He asked if you wanted to see him. You knew what he meant.
Joel had kept him strung up, hanging from the oak tree, and although you had seen many horrific things in your short time on this god forsaken planet, the sight of a man you knew, hanged, skinned and swaying in the crisp spring Wyoming breeze… this was one of the worst. Somehow, however, you couldn’t find yourself feeling any guilt. Nick had done what he did knowing full well what Joel was capable of. The risk he took was calculated, but like you, it seems he couldn’t do math.
You felt Joel slide up behind you, unsurprisingly hard, no doubt recalling last night as his hands slide around your middle, his lips beginning to graze your neck and you couldn't help but remember how he had fucked you while telling you the graphic things he had done to your rapist.. “Do you still wanna cut off his dick?” He nudges your eyes to Joel’s switchblade still in Nick’s heart.
The idea was sexy while Joel was fucking you, but the reality of it was, frankly... Icky. “Can you?”
He kisses your cheek. “Happily.” Joel directs you, his long arms reach around, taking the blade out of his naked body and, with the aid of rigor mortis, he swiftly cut off the bastards dick. Stabbing the switchblade back into Nicks cold chest, Nick’s cock between the blade and his skin. “Feeling better, little one?” His arms are quickly back to you, the hand that held the switchblade playing above the line of your sweatpants.
“Yes, Joel” You sighed, leaning your head back into him as his hand went between your legs. You did feel better actually. The whole situation you were in was fucked, but you did feel better…
He began finger fucking you, and although you realize he hadn’t washed his hands since skinning Nick, you weren't bothered. You were about to fuck about two feet away from a rotting corpse... “Let's go back to the house.”
“No” You whispered, and Joel looked at you curiously. “Here.” You get yourself situated against the tree trunk, and you swore you heard Joel chuckle; he had you whipped.
“Good girl” He adjusted you as needed, you brace against the tree Nick was hanging from, his body feet from you, and Joel pushed your ass out, pulling down your pants before slamming into you. “Good fucking girl” He pace was immediately hard and fast, and at this angle you swore…
“Joel.”
He didn’t stop. “Hm?“
You grab his hand, placing it over your stomach, where he could very very clearly feel himself entering you, his hard cock protruding out your stomach. “You feel that Joel?”
The hand on your hip was painfully tight, he growled and bite into your neck. “Fuck, fuck baby, you like me pounding you like this? Out in the open where anyone can see you?”
“Yes” You whine, having to rest your face on the rough bark, sweat prickling at your skin even in the cold, his hands making you feel so, so warm. “I know you’ll protect me”
He moved one hand to the tree trunk, protecting your face from the scratches, his other moving to your clit, although right now you were certain he could make you cum just from just dick right now. “I’ll always protect you, little girl, always. Won’t let nothing bad happen to you ever again.” The irony was clearly lost on him, seeing as most of your suffering was at his hands but, fuck, if it wasn’t starting to get lost on you too… He was so tender when he wanted to be, the good was so, so good, and the sex… fucking hell. He pulled your ass out a little more and suddenly you were blinded, a brand new feeling making you cry out “Right there, pretty girl? Stay still, I’ll take care of you. Look at him” Joel turned your face to the decomposing body next to you. “Look at him, little one, I’ll always take care of you”
Why did this always make you feel so fucking warm? “I know, Joel, I know, J-Joel, fuck!” You rest your face fully on his large, veiny hand, protecting you from the tree, protecting you from Nick, protecting you from everything…
For a few weeks, things go better than they had been for years. Sex with Joel kept getting better and better, and he was opening up more. Not much from before, just little bits like telling you the plots of his favorite movies… you hadn’t been in his room, nor Tommy’s… Tommy had shifted a bit too. He was more and more affectionate with you, with the door closed of course… He held you in his arms, missing you brother, or when you called out to him in the middle of the night from nightmares and he pulled you onto his lap and cradled you when you cried… sometimes he went away from days on work as trusting more that Joel wouldn’t hurt you again and none of the men would dare. You were on dangerous waters, you knew, but sometimes you could only sleep when you smelled Tommy’s skin… but again, dangerous.
That’s why, when no one came into your room with breakfast, or lunch, or to spend time with you or fuck you… you were worried. Not as worried as you were when the door finally opened and a new face appeared with food.
You scramble to stand up, images of Nick and early days of Joel flashing in your head, and you open your mouth to scream for Tommy, but he cuts you off.
“Relax, sweetheart, Nick’s body is still rotting out there, I’m not tryna match him.” He spoke with a thick accent you’d heard before; your brother, Zach, had said it was from somewhere east, one of the big cities, but wasn’t sure where.
“What do you want?” You ask, still shaking.
He set down the food. “Tommy’s paying me to feed you today”
You narrow your eyes at the sandwich. “You’re not doing very well, missed a meal.”
He shrugged with a small, smug smile. “Didn’t pay me enough for that.” He watched you still eying the food suspiciously “You wanna talk to him?”
“Where is he? Where’s Joel…” You can’t imagine they would let a random man in your room if one was able to do this…
“Food poisoning, we think.”
You look at the sandwich again. “I’m not eating that”
He laughed, obnoxiously loud. “Smart girl. Come on, you can make yourself something” He nudged out the door.
You couldn’t help perk up at that. You get to leave? You get to make your own food? You weren’t sure who the man was, but you were happy to take the little bit of independence. You wouldn’t do anything that would make Joel mad, just put together a sandwich or heat up some soup! How strange your life had become that these were the little pleasures.
The man watched you intently as you managed to make some soup. He was short; taller than you still, but short none the less, a few inches under Tommy. His hair was buzzed as was his beard, dark hair to match dark skin, and large eyes that watched you like a bug.
It was fun, cooking again… You had rather enjoyed when you still were living with your dad, your mom taught you well, you were a good cook… you wondered if Joel might let you cook more… you save soup for them when they were feeling better, maybe they’d like it enough you could continue? You toast some bead on a frying pan, demand (well, ask, but with a little force) to see Joel.
When you tentatively peaked through the cracked door and Joel saw you, his eyes went wide and you saw he was about to get up, no doubt thinking you got loose, so you opened the door to reveal the strange new man you hadn’t seen around the house before. “It’s okay, he’s with me. I wanted to check on you… can I come in?” Joel lays back down, tentatively, obviously not thrilled about being seen in a vulnerable position. He was clearly sick, his tanned skin looking pale, his eyes bleary and you couldn’t help but feel bad for him… even as you placed your hand on your hip, feeling the JM etched into your skin… a reminder of what he could do… You kneel down before him with the toast. “Can you try and eat some of this for me?”
He shakes his head. “I feel like shit”
Opting to sit by him, you gently play with his hair. He looked so young like this… “I know, sweetie… but you gotta try and eat… keep up your strength. Toast won’t be so bad on your stomach…” You try to coax, and look up to see the man watching you, eying you… was he confused, wondering how the little kidnapped girl was playing nurse to her capture… but he wouldn’t understand. You weren’t sure you could explain it yourself… but this was the position you were in, and you were doing what you could…
“What are you doing?” He grumbles, taking a small bite.
“I’m helping you”
“Why”
Great question. “Because you help me”
“I hurt you” another bite.
You were taken aback by that, absolutely… he was right, he did… “But you can also be so, so good to me.”
He wouldn’t look at you. “I don’t deserve you”
You sigh, just a little bit… deserve wouldn’t be the word… but you wouldn’t say he didn’t deserve you… he was good to you, wasn’t he? He fed you, brought you nice things, little treats, he treated you good in bed… maybe he deserved you? He did everything right… how you got here didn’t really matter, and he was right, months ago, this was better than the strange men that mouth raped you and beat you senseless… he took you away from all that, he made a better life for you… in a way, he saved you.
“You do deserve me, Joel.” You kiss his forehead, hair stuck to it with sweat from the food poisoning. “I’m gonna check on Tommy, then I’ll be back to nurse you back to health, okay?”
Joel smiled at that. “Okay, little one”
A groggy Tommy looked at you and the man, then flopped his head back down on his pillow. “I see you met Lorenzo”
So that was his name. “Yeah, when he finally decided to bring me food.”
Tommy groans. “I told you to feed her, not bring her here”
Getting on the bed, you brush Tommy’s long hair away from his face. “It’s fine, I saw Joel, he’s okay with it as long as he watches me.”
Tommy couldn’t even open his eyes. “I feel awful, honey. Fucking awful. Never eating chicken again”
You can’t help but laugh a bit as he groaned on about how much he ‘odia pollo’ as you coax him into eating a bit of toast.
You spend the day helping the Millers feel better, whipping their faces with a cool clothes, feeding them bites they could eat, cleaning up the bowls they puked in, all while Lorenzo trailed around you, no doubt in charge of making sure you didn’t run away… you couldn’t help but admit you like this, you liked taking care of them, even if you couldn’t be as affectionate with Tommy as you wanted to. The other men, it seems, were all out sick, leaving just you and Lorenzo, and of course, like everything, it was a deliberate move… There were no coincidences.
Of all the things you expected to see as you rounded the corner back to the kitchen after having left Tommy’s side, your brother was not one of them.
“Zach.” He was alive, Joel didn’t kill him… but how had Tommy not known- oh. Tommy knew. He had to have, as did Joel. They would have begun collecting from your dad again, they had no know...
He rushed over to you, taking you in his loving arms that held you so many times before, whispering your name. “Thank god you’re okay”
You blink, brain still trying to catch up. “Wha- what are you doing here?”
Zach begins to pull you away, towards the door. “I’m rescuing you, we’re leaving”
Leaving? To go where? No doubt he had a plan, but he had no idea, no idea what happened, what things were like now, how bad they had been but it had gotten so, so much better. You stop. “Zach wait!” You whisper harshly, and he turns around at you, confused.
“I have somewhere to go, I got a plan, it’s okay, everything will be fine, I promise”
You believed he believed it… but there were 1000 things in your head right now. First, if you leave and Joel finds you… he might actually kill you, but the things he would do to you if he didn’t were much worse. Secondly, “He’ll kill you, Zach.”
“He won’t catch-”
“He won’t let me go! He won’t drop it! He will hunt me down as long as it takes and skin you alive like the last man!”
You could see the fear in his eyes as he hushed you, grabbing your arm. “Shut up, or he’ll kill us both! Just, god, just trust me. No one will notice until morning, we’ll be hours ahead.”
You stayed firmly in place… there was the third reason you wanted to stay… the fact you’d grown comfortable here, the fact you were, despite your better judgment, falling in love with both of the men here and- wait, where was Lorenzo? “I can’t, Zach. You don’t know what he’s capable of”
Rolling his eyes like only a brother would, he tugged you. “Of course I-”
You pull down your pants just enough on the side, revealing the brand. “He did this the last time I tried to leave, fucked me on the table in front of all the other men, then left me there for them to all rape!” You didn’t tell him that Tommy had saved you, that Tommy had tucked you in and how tenderly Joel had treated you the next day, how both had bandaged you up, cared for you, even though you had been so bad. “It’s calmed down, he doesn’t hurt me, I have more freedom… I don’t want to throw this away”
Zach was panged, desperate, eyes watering as he tried to take you away from what you knew he thought of as your hell, but was truly where you had felt most at home since your mothers death. “I won’t let him hurt you again, I’ll protect you.”
“Like you protected me against dad?” It came out fast than you’d expected, no chance to block it… it wasn’t fair, you couldn’t and didn’t blame Zach for that but it was true. Joel saved you, cared for you, Joel killed men that hurt you… Joel wasn’t who you needed to be protected from, Joel was the one who protected you. You yank your hand away from your crying brother. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that, I don’t blame you… but I’m staying”
He opened his mouth to argue, but all that came out was a desperate 'please'. You shake your head. You belonged with the Millers now. “You change your mind, you find a way to escape, I’ll be at the ranch, and I swear to god I will keep you safe this time.”
Now you were crying too as you went to hug him. “Thank you, Zach” Alone in the kitchen, you back up against the fridge, sink down, and cry, cry, cry… keep crying until Lorenzo appeared in the doorway
“You’re a fucking idiot, you know that?”
Of course. Of course you didn’t avoid the shitshow. “Okay so you saw that. You gonna tell Joel, rank up, get whatever it is you want.” You sniffle as he leans against the doorway, crossing his arms.
“No, I already got my payment for this shitshow“ You look up at him, wet and puffy eyes telling him to go on. “He paid me to give everyone food poisoning so you guys could leave, and you fucking wasted it. No skin off my back, but Jesus. You know, pre-outbreak, we had a word for girls like you, who stayed with men who beat them”
“Joel doesn’t-”
“You wanna know what that word is?”
You sigh. “Wha-”
“Dumb bitches”
Lorenzo was pissing you the fuck off, but there was something else that was pushing your repressed anger up… You stand, shoving Lorenzo aside and storm down the hall to Tommy’s room, bursting in.
He smiled lazily up at you as you close the door. “Hey honey, the tea helped-”
“You fucking knew” Pointing dramatically at his sick figure on the bed, you watch the confusion on his face. “What? What did I know?”
“That my brother is alive, asshole!”
As he slowly realizes whats happening, he forces himself to sit up, despite the dizziness and nausea, his hand open palmed and out towards you. “Okay, just relax, tell me what happ-”
You were angrier that perhaps you had a right to be, feeling betrayed and hurt by the man you had trusted, however foolishly. “Don’t use your ‘Calm down Joel’ voice on me! You knew my brother was alive and you didn’t tell me!”
He almost argues. He almost says no, no I didn’t know, this is news to me too… but you’ve already figured it out. “If you knew he was alive, you’d try to leave again, and you’d get caught, and God knows what he’ll do to you if you run away” his eyes were pleading with you to understand, but he was not asking for forgiveness… you knew he’d do it again.
You step closer. “How many times did you hold me while I cried, missing him, wanting him-”
“That’s just it!” He stands now, towering over you, but you know him better than to think it’s a threat, so you don’t back away and simply look up at him, glaring. “You wanted to be with him, and I couldn’t let that happen”
“So you kept me away from my family, because you’d miss me?”
“No it’s because you’d be dead!”
You shake your head, not quite believing his motivations… “I don’t think so. I think you want to stay because you just want me here so you can play knight in shining armor”
Wide-eyed and hurt, he looks down at you. “No, that’s not it-”
In your anger, you shove him; it doesn’t go very far considering his sturdy stance and strong shoulders, but the action caused what you wanted it to. It hurt his feelings. “Fuck you, Tommy”
Tommy put his hands on your shoulders, not backing down despite the wave of nausea threatening him. “Honey, I swear to you, I’m just trying to help, all I wanted to do this whole time was help you.”
Tears welled up in your eyes, but you couldn’t pull away from his touch yet; you never could. “Fuck. You!”
Frustration boiled over before the vomit did. “What is the big deal! Joel knew too!” At that, he gently pushed you back as he dropped to his knees, violently throwing up in his trash can, his whole body wracked into heaves. He did the hard part for you; you weren't sure if you were strong enough to disengage his touch.
You watch him, wanting so badly to kneel by his side, to rub his back and keep his hair out of the puke as you had done all day today… but you couldn’t. You need to have something, something, for your anger to hold onto, even if it was Tommy, even if it was just for a night. “You are the one I was supposed to trust!” You scream, not caring who heard you. “I was supposed to be able to believe in you, but you held me as I screamed, and cried and you didn’t tell me! Fuck! You!” Your face was soaked as you screamed, screamed at Tommy for every rape, every violation, every beating and branding that he had only every tried to save you from, and took it out on him for one small thing that he actually did. Because he was Tommy, because he was supposed to be different.
And because he was Tommy, he let you.
You slammed the door when you left.
Lorenzo was in the hall, watching you with crossed arms as you left Tommy for Joel’s room, muttering again about you being a dumb bitch, but you don't care.
Joel’s room was dark; he didn’t open his eyes, and for a moment you thought he was asleep and began to retreat away when he spoke.
“Come on in, little one”
You slink through the door, closing it behind you. “Can I sleep here tonight?”
He opened his eyes at that. Today was the first day you had even seen his room, did he even want you in it? You watched him consider, before opening up his blanket for you. With a smile, you crawl in, and he tightly wraps you up in the blanket and his arms where you were growing more and more comfortable.
“Everything okay? I heard yell’n. Couldn’t tell if I was dream’n or not.” He asked, sleepily, nestling his face into your neck.
You considered the options… best to not lie completely. Safe and secure in Joel, despite the chaos of today, you began to relax in him. “Yeah, Tommy just pissed me off, that's all”
You could feel Joel smile against your skin.
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A (somewhat organized) collection of thoughts/things I noticed from the new TF #7 Comic (Spoilers!) - Part 2
The Administrator's Death and Everyone's Reaction
Yeah, I think we all knew this was coming too. But I don't think we were prepared for just how it would happen. We knew from the end of the last comic that Admin only had 1 hour left to live. And what did she do with it?
She completely wasted it. And as anti-climactic as that might seem I think that's exactly the point. She wasted her whole unnatural life in fact, and for what? Just to wither away and fade to dust with nothing and no one.
I freaking loved seeing the merc's individual reactions and seeing everyone walk away one by one as the panels progressed. Soldier and Sniper taking their hats off in respect. Spy, Scout and Miss Pauling frozen in shock. Medic and Heavy trying to comfort each other. Even Pyro looks visibly disturbed. (Demo's the only one we can't see which is too bad).
There's no words said. Because really, what CAN they say?
Miss Pauling's Choice
Kind of tying into what I said in my last post. I LOVE the way this is drawn alongside Engie's words. You get a real sense that she's being actively tempted by the Australium, but at the same time she's completely horrified by it because now she TRULY understands the devastation its capable of.
To be clear, I don't think Engie is trying to tempt her here. I think he's just trying to show her what her choices are. And perhaps, for the first time in her life, she actually COULD do anything she wanted. Not just second in command, but FULLY in command in the seat of power.
But she passes the test of course, and realizes she wants nothing to do with it. In fact, I wouldn't be surprised if she quit her job right after the scene where she asks Engie if he knows any "deep trenches".
Side note: We finally get a first name confirmation for Miss Pauling!! Engie calls her "Flo" a couple times, which I assume is short for "Florence" as I'm not sure what else it could be a nickname for. That's awesome!!
Heavy and Sniper rescuing Soldier
This is just me more or less fan-girling about Sniper any chance I get. But when I tell you I practically SCREAMED when I realized he was there, I ain't lying lol
The thing is, Heavy could have chosen ANYONE to help him rescue Soldier, and he chose Sniper. I just think that's fucking rad. And I actually kind of like the fact that he doesn't even take a shot the entire time. He just holds his laser on the guy menacingly lol
Kind of wish he would have at least gotten a line here but ah well.
Side note: Heavy rocks that beard, holy shit! It's like Captain America all over again.
Scout is now a DAD
There's SO much to unpack here but I'll try my best to make it short lol
I think it's obvious to state that Scout has been, um...very productive these last 7 years! Honestly he does strike me as the type to want a lot of kids. And he might not be a perfect dad but you just know he would try his best and he would be a FUN dad if nothing else.
I'm not the first one to point this out, but I think it's interesting how we see the single-parent cycle continue with Scout. Kind of an interesting subversion on a common trope to have the MOM be the one to disappear or be a "deadbeat". I kind of wished we could have seen Scout's Ma at the dinner, but that's okay.
Am I a fan of Scout's extremely 70s hairstyle? No, not really lol but goddamn if seeing him as a dad didn't make me at least a little bit emotional.
Also, I laughed WAY too hard at the "my boys can swim" joke. Gosh, that's funny. I need to make another post talking about all my favourite jokes in this new comic.
The final panel
Holy...fucking...shit if this didn't RUIN me.
I will admit it took me an embarrassing amount of time to realize that Scout was talking to the READER, and we hadn't just shifted to the first person of a different character. But when I did finally clue into it, wow...that hit somewhere deep in my soul.
I have a sneaking suspicion that the writers may have tweaked the ending. Not just to reflect the long hiatus between comic issues but how long we've been on this journey with the characters in general. Scout saying stuff like "We're glad you stuck around" and "we've been through a lot, you and us," like FUCK how does that not tug at your heartstrings??
I teared up. Not gonna lie. They're a family and WE are a part of it! Everyone is so HAPPY and got their ending and everyone's ALIVE!
I don't care what anyone says. THIS is the ending the mercs deserved. After all they've been through (especially Sniper, one of the few who no longer has a bio family of his own), they deserved to live and get their ending. And it just makes me so happy that even after 7 years being busy with their own lives they would still make time to get together like this?? WHOLESOME!!!
Yeah sure, maybe it's cheesy and a little rosy, but after all the shit that 2024 threw at us, honestly...I think we all needed this. It felt very therapeutic. And although a part of me is kind of sad that the comic is over, my gratitude for it FINALLY being completed far outweighs my grief. I look forward to people analyzing and picking this issue apart even further for months (or even years) to come!
Thank you for the lovely Christmas gift, Valve.
#tf2 comic spoilers#tf2#my thoughts#my opinion#stay tuned for more shit because I am NOT done talking about this comic#not by a long shot lol
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I normally dislike a/b/o stuff (mostly because of how it’s usually an au for purely sexual reasons) but to be completely honest my brain has been stuck thinking about a/b/o in ATLA, to the point I’ve made around five plus google documents about it, three being unpublished and rushed fics plus two being rambles. My mind focuses on the weirdest of things. Anyways, since I can’t stop thinking about it, I just wanted to put it down here so that my mind hopefully starts being so focused on actual important things.
NGL, I’m an Omega Sokka and Alpha Katara truther. I just feel like it makes more sense to me than them both being Alphas or both being Omegas or whatever, ya know? I want to explain more but I, unfortunately, would make a fool of myself because it just shows goes to show much I’ve thought about this all if I already have an explanation prepared. But yeah, while I can handle the idea of an Alpha Sokka, whenever I think of him as an Omega my mind is quick to be all ‘Well, it makes sense, considering how he acts in canon, his choices, blah blah blah…’ same with Omega Katara v.s Alpha Katara.
Personally, I think that in ATLA, pups would present some time after they become 12 (can take weeks, months, maybe even a year or two), so for the entirety of ATLA Toph and Aang are unpresented. But in the comics and such, I’d say Aang would be a Beta and Toph either a Beta as well or an Alpha, but I lean more towards the idea of her being an Alpha.
I think Suki could be a Beta or Omega, but I usually see her as a Beta. She could possibly be an Alpha, and I wouldn’t mind hearing what people think she could be, but I mostly assume she isn’t an Alpha because I feel like it wouldn’t make exact sense. Her wariness of men and how she protects and supports girls so much makes me think if a/b/o were a thing, she’d also feel the need to protect Omegas/Betas from bad Alphas… and it would be a little strange to make her an Alpha if she was trying to protect her girls from them, wouldn’t it? I’m not sure. Either way, I think Sukka would still happen; Betas/Omegas can be with Omegas as well, not just Alphas.
I know that with most a/b/o ATLA fics people tend to make Zuko an Omega, but I seriously think he’d be an Alpha. It makes a lot more sense to me than him being an Omega does, but it’s hard to explain myself considering that this has been in my head for around a week or two now and this whole post is just a random thing I made. I’ll try my best though; I feel like he doesn’t embrace his Alpha tendencies much because of how Azula and Ozai (both Alphas) act and treat others, and he’s afraid of becoming like them. Before his redemption he was deadset on trying his best to be like them, but there was always an underlying disgust he felt at trying to fit into shoes that were a size too big for him. But he continued trying to be a manipulative Alpha anyways because he thought his feelings were cowardly and weak. Does that make sense? I want to explain more, I really do, but I already feel so awkward talking about this all. It feels like I’m nervously rambling to a judge who could throw rotten tomatoes at me at any moment and shout, ‘OFF WITH THEIR HEAD!’ for being dumb 🥲.
I’m not gonna give each of Ozai’s Angels a whole paragraph, nor the side characters, so I’ll just put what I think their second gender is here:
Jet, Azula, Ozai, Iroh, Hakoda: Alphas
Mai, Bato, Hama: Betas
Ty Lee, Yue, Kanna plus Kya, she’s important even if she’s passed long ago: Omegas
There’s probably more characters I missed but who cares! Sorry for the ramble and the scattered ideas, and if you guys don’t like a/b/o please don’t throw a tomato at my anonymous face. Still hurts, even if it’s not directly to me. I’ll maybe speak more about it if it interests others? Maybe? 😅 Like I have a whole document ready of stuff that isn’t even close to finished but that I’d still be willing to talk about!! But I don’t know, just like… if you care to know more… I DON’T KNOW!!! Ahhh! Don’t throw tomatoes and boo at me I’m a sensitive little dudeboygirlthing !!!!
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If you take the comics out, I think most writers don't see the many possibilities that Azula.
First of them, she had ONE mental breakdown. Every one in the Gaang had one, this doesn’t make them "insane" (also, not how "sanity" works).
So, first thing, I don't like the idea that Azula is "insane". She had a mental breakdown. It HAPPENS. She doesn’t needs an asylum. She needs therapy, maybe some medication, and a support system.
After that, let's bring the OG Ursa back. The noble lady Ursa, that had a fine marriage at first, that committed unspeakable acts to insure her children's safety before vanishing. Let us see Mama Bear protecting Azula.
Imagine how interesting, how conflicting, if Zuko is trying to decide what to do with his little sister only to his beloved mother be there like "if you try to hurt my daughter or send her away, I'll have to go through me first".
Imagine a Mai and Ty Lee that weren't sugar coated, and yeah, they'll fight to break Azula out and help her out. They were friends for YEARS.
Let Mai tell Zuko that she loves Azula too. That her decision to help him was because she loved him more than she feared Azula. BUT in the same way, she loves Azula more than she fears him.
Let Ty Lee be her manipulative self ready to take a whole troop of benders to make sure her friend is fine.
Let us have Lo and Li there, ready to fight for their "granddaughter".
How would Zuko react?
How would the Gaang react?
What about the rest of the nobility? What Zuko would do when they refuse to respect him, because he was not their Crown Princess?
And the Fire Sages? What to do if the announce that _Zuko_ cheated on their Agni Kai? 2v1 Princess Azula?
What if they refuse to make Zuko Fire Lord and Aang had to force them?
Put them in the uncomfortable position of being the "bad guy". Make them reflect how everything isn't black and white.
What then?
Agreed
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Here's the fascinating thing about this providing context to Gotham War and vice versa: Bruce says it's just him, that he's in control, but we see that he's an unreliable narrator, that Zur-En-Arrh has far more control than he realizes. There's a reason the opening comics for Gotham War took pains to show us Zur rattling at the cages of Bruce's mind and made sure to thread his commentary all through the event--he had way more influence than Bruce realized. To the point that, when Joker calls to Zur to come out and play, Zur can step easily into his body, that's how close to the surface he was. Which is now being paired with just about the only Joker story I've ever been vaguely interested in because ohhhhh yeah this is the perfect time for a story because this is everything the Joker has ever wanted from Batman--get rid of the riff raff that was distracting you, making you care about things outside of our little game! No more people you love to take you away from our little cat and mouse game! Now all that's left are Joker and "Batman", the most pure form of Batman in Joker's eyes, nobody else will have to matter now, now Batman will no longer hold himself back when it comes to really trying to obsess over and kill the Joker! All right, Zdarsky, I still don't like grimdark loner Batman or Joker-centric stories, both usually are some of my least favorite things, but you have my attention, show me just how rough "Mindbomb" is going to get, because you've clearly been tying this back to a dozen different things and I'll even check "The Knight" out of the library since you were bringing back characters from that series, too. (I think that's what gets me about Zdarsky's writing--for all that Gotham War ramped up and ended way too fast--but I strongly suspect that was editorial trying to make it an Event rather than what was supposed to be a story as part of the ongoings--he has tied in a LOT of other comics for context, which makes me feel like this wasn't just a sudden snap, but that Zdarsky is relying on us to be familiar with just how much shit the characters have been through and why they're at a breaking point now. And I want more "this comic will give context to this other comic" in DC, so I'm cautiously going to give this one a chance!)
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There was yet another viral ATLA comparison tweet recently that went “Who winning in a fight between Katara, Toph and Azula?” and I was talking about it with some of my friends who watched the show because….
I noticed when a lot of people talk about this (and atla in general but specifically this) they talk with a lot of projection and bias of the characters’ personalities and not about their actual fighting abilities in the show?
Because, correct me if I’m wrong cuz I have Katara blinders and also haven’t watched the show in a few months so I COULD BE WRONG, but…
I don’t recall Katara losing as many fights as either of them do in canon.
Toph loses a fight in imbalance (and to Aang when they first meet) but a lot of people haven’t even read the comics so the Katara-Toph comparisons bother me less because they never truly fought in the show either.
But Katara has not only beat Azula twice, she’s also never lost a fight after season 1 from what I can remember.
And yet, people continue to act like she’s not a great fighter, especially in favor of those two when she’s literally the only one to beat one of the others, TWICE at that.
When Toph meets Azula in the invasion, Azula doesn’t have her bending and Toph is left to fight two Dai Li agents. The show never once shows these 2 in direct opposition. Toph also never has to fight Zuko, who Katara has. Never fights Mai and Ty Lee, who Katara has. Katara not only has more wins than them, but the show also shows her directly fighting more significant opponents between the three of them.
I actually wanna speak about two of those fights, yeah yeah Sozin’s Comet but also, the 1v1 in Ba Sing Se. Not only do people cry “oh Azula was breaking down in the finale” but now they claim that the fight in season 2 was also not fair? because she was too tired from fighting Aang and Katara?? And I’m like??? Aang made one waterbending move with Katara and one solo earthbending move at Azula before Zuko switched sides and started attacking him. Then Katara was left to fight Azula on her own for far longer, and throughout the whole fight, Azula literally did not get a hit on Katara once, to the point her brother had to intervene.
If you ask me, their fight on Sozin’s comet is a much stronger case for Azula as an opponent. For one, Azula was literally overpowered by a comet and was shooting lightning and fire all over the place with more intensity and speed than she ever had. Meanwhile Katara spends majority of the fight on the defensive but still impressively keeps up with Azula enough to dodge her moves until the very end when she defeats her.
All this to say, even though they’re all girls, I do feel a bit of misogyny is at play here: I feel like people are more critical of Katara as a fighter because she’s kind, girly and the female love interest. (I think this also relates to why so many people insist she shouldn’t have ended up with the mc but that’s a whole other discussion).
Katara is not the tomboy brawler or the cold blooded villain. Her femininity cannot be ignored and her strength cannot be tied to a villainous narrative. Katara not wanting to bloodbend pisses people off, because it’s “more proof she doesn’t have what it takes”. She doesn’t “have the stomach” to end her mother’s m*rderer so how can she beat Toph or Azula? “Female characters are hardly both healers AND fighters” so Katara automatically isn’t either. Even though the canon explicitly shows she is one of, if not THE BEST female fighter in the entire cast.
It does not compute. Their prejudice for kind hyperfeminine love interests in media automatically puts her down several notches and her strength is something to be contested in a way theirs aren’t. It’s okay for female characters that aren’t overly feminine to be strong because it just makes sense. It’s ok for female villains to be stronger than the male heroes because that’s what makes them badass villains. The hero’s girlfriend? eh not so much.
The more blatant misogyny starts to surface when they start talking about stuff like personality and emotion like just say it out loud at this point! It was never about “Who you want to win?” but “Who can win?”. And Katara is anything but a loser.
#atla#katara#atla fandom problems#was not expecting this to be this long#but i’m sorry it just pissed me off#clearly i was in a katara mood today#like the blatant disrespect and just sheer misogyny i was seeing in those quotes#UGH#this will be my only rant for the month I promise#wish people would just stop talking about this show in general so i don’t have to see it#antizutara#anti zutara#anti anti katara
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OOOH i love your tmnt new origins au!!! tho i’ve got a few questions:
1. what are their markings?? are they natural or like tattoos of sorts (thinking the latter bc the hamato symbol on leo’s shell would be pretty weird other wise)
2. who’s is leo’s rival?? i cannot tell! are they an original character or an old tmnt character?
3. WHO IS DONNIE’S ALIEN FRIEND??? she looks super interesting and pretty. like how did they meet in the first place? does april know? (this is most definitely spoilers but she was the most intriguing)
4. their ages are super interesting!! so does donnie have that oldest child syndrome? and how old were they when they were abandoned?
5. the obviously most totally important question of them all /s: DOES IRMA KNOW ABOUT THE TURTLES (i love irma and i’m so glad she’s in ur iteration btw)
uhhhhh yeah super excited! looks super cool!
ACTUALLY CONSUMING ALL OF THESE QUESTIONS AGHHS TY SOSO MUCH IM SO HAPPY UR ENJOYING THE AU?!
1. They’re tattoos! More specifically a form of paint— its why it sort of has that smudged look on their faces :)!! I wanted to represent the bandanas more differently in the AU but still wanted to give them their own color scheme, so that’s where I came up with them just having their designated colors painted onto them (that have lore reasons ofc..)! They all have symbols that represents them!
2. LEO’S RIVAL ISS!! A mystery… dun dun dun… but all will be revealed soon! Hint… they aren’t an oc
3. I can actually reveal who Donnie’s alien friend is! It’s Jhanna!! If you’ve read the mirage comics or have watched the 2003 show, you know who she is… I absolutely loved her character and wish she appeared more, so I had to add her to this AU. As for how Donnie and her met (and if April knows about her), that’s a story for a different time >:3
4. This AU actually takes place pretty recently! So they were abandoned at their current ages; 9-13 years old. I wanted to keep them young because it showed how inadequate they were in being able to protect themselves and how it left Splinter no other choice than to stow his sons away somewhere else because there was no realistic chance of him being able to protect them all by the amount of ninjas after them. Donnie definitely has oldest child syndrome HHEHA he feels like he has to find the solutions for everything. In the turtles eyes, they weren’t abandoned, and whether or not Splinter is alive or not remains a mystery.
5. HAHA OMG IM SO GLAD U NOTICED IT WAS HER!! As of right now— she doesn’t know about the turtles! April has a hard time even convincing herself that the mutant turtles are real… she doesn’t wanna chase away her bestie because of it HEHAHA. But Irma’s helping April not burst into flames of absolute burn-out, we love her.
WOO <3 TYSM AGAIN FOR THESE QUESTIONS IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY TO ANSWER THEM!
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt new origins#tmntneworigins#tmnt au#tmnt alternate universe#teenage mutant ninja turtle au
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So since Vic doesn’t really tie anyone up in your version
who does? And who gets to do it? And I am curious has Vic done it only once?
Abandoned Ideas
In [The Other Side] Timeline, which is not canon to my AU anymore, Gent (Agent) is the one who used to tie down Signal (Hazard) because he's the annoying one in the group. The others are more serious. PB (Ballista) especially, gets annoyed with Signal.
Signal was originally the type to enjoy the attention, even if it's negative attention. He likes purposefully flirting unsuccessfully with everybody's love interest, just to piss off their partner. And he ends up getting tied up in the process.
Gent and vic ties him up, while PB pulls out his sword. PB never gets to stab him though, because Signal is really good at dodging. And like I said, he enjoys it even if it's a stabbing situation.
I never got to write it down or turn any of it into a comic, because I got so occupied with Rush Hour. By the time I finished that comic, I have developed new characters and storyline for everyone which makes this idea not canon anymore.
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One thing that is still canon though, is Gent getting tied up and blindfolded by H. The tying up was initially a suggestion from last year by Kyuumon Sensei, and that idea ended up being perfect for both of them. If you read Breakfast, you'll understand their personalities more, so you'll get what I mean by this.
So it's both H and sometimes Gent who does the tying up. Gent mostly ties up criminals, but they have more efficient ways of cuffing people, so it's not that common.
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There's a version with My Turn, Potatoes (which I never posted), and Pizza. I am still debating on whether Chosen will be tied up in Interrogation, but yeah, those are different versions of vic tying up Chosen when they arrested him.
As for other instances, I think no. Except A, in Roleplaying.
The reason for this, is that in all my timelines, vic is either not part of the actual police force, just a business man who has a branch dedicated to cyber security and is never on the front line, or just acts as support during combat.
But hmm... your question just gave me an idea for my vic vs. Agent Animation; which will probably be on New Years, since Interrogation is taking longer than I thought.
I really tend to blabber a lot when it comes to my AU.
I actually made this chart thing about some of my abandoned ideas. Don't know if people actually read my stuff, but I will still post it. But first, I need to figure out how to make it readable on mobile, because the canvas is so big. I tried sending it to someone and their phone couldn't read it, it's not zoomable enough.
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Re ras and DATM, ty for the answer !! Because having read a few other ras comics then coming to that i was like, "who is this???" So that made me feel a lot better, tyyyy op!!
Yeah. That series is. SO BAD. Awful…it doesn’t even feel like Ra’s in some points.
Ra’s doesn’t really target innocent people either as far as I can remember??? He may take down bigger more significant targets and not care too much if people get hurt or die in the process if the outcome means a better/cleaner/safer world in the end. But he doesn’t target innocent people and children like DATM would imply…
He also is a crime fighter 😅 a complicated but interesting man….
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ABSOLUTELY NOT! DON'T YOU DARE APOLOGIZE FOR RAMBLING. THIS IS SO GREAT!!! The Space Out Universe sounds so cool actually. like genuinely. I'm invested!!!
ALSO HECK YEAH FEM LESBIAN LETS GOOOOOO.
"her favorite color is Grey cause it reminds her of Missy <3"
I've just learned about them and they're already making me so sick /pos that's adorable.
IF YOU EVER. AND I MEAN EVER GET A CHANCE DO TO THAT SERIES. PLEASE. the world needs more Yuri honestly and they're so cute and your world is so interesting and—
adhajd just know if nothing else I'D eat that up. in a heartbeat omg.
(also ty for the gallery, still absolutely OBSESSED with your art.)
OMG YOU'RE TOO SWEET AKENWKWKSNDE THANK YOU SO MUCH TwT I love rambling about my silly little characters. they are my babies and I love them so much, they live in my head rent free and they all have a song for them. I actually should make a playlist for them, with all the songs for the characters and scenes that are only in my head...
anyway, I'm so fucking happy you liked the space out universe. it was my first attempt to a real world building, but lately I'm kinda neglecting it in favor to my OTHER universe, that is actually a medieval fantasy, I'm working on with a friend of mine to make it a real comic.
Eldeonn (the medieval fantasy) is like a workplace, but space out is my playground. I can do what I want, creat as much as I like, and it'll still fit in that universe, THERE'S A WHOLE GALAXY THERE!! I haven't posted much of the other ocs I have cause it's been a while since I've drawn them, but they are 5 more that are a found family of criminals.
on my art fight, there are 3 of them, Sam, Vic, and Tabasa. space out originally was supposed to be Sam and Vic's story, but after I created Missy and Lea, they kinda went in the background. what can I say, the lesbians have a hold on my heart <3
THE YURI WILL LIVE FOREVER!!! I should rename my blog the yuri blog, I only draw yuri nowadays HAHAHAH
one day I'll go back to my illustrations series. as I said, I already have them planned out but it takes a lot of time to actually do them cause they are all traditional art, so I have to get out the ink, the copic markers, the glowing tablet... it takes a lot. BUT- WHEN I HAVE TIME ILL GET TO IT!!
again, I'm SO SO HAPPY YOU LIKE THEM, I love talking about them, and I can't thank you enough for giving me the opportunity to do that. thank you so much :3
#artists on tumblr#oc#original character#anon ask#crying from joy#this is the nicest ask I've ever received#thank you thank you thank you
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The Avengers: Earth's mightiest heroes
S1:Ep4 Meet Captain America
My thoughts on the episode below the cut! Spoilers obviously lmao
Oooooooo are we going into the past with this episode? Hmmm I'm realizing I have very little backstory/comic knowledge of a lot of these characters, which honestly the show does a good enough job of giving a quick summary/ relying on everyone already knowing at least smth about them.
Dude didn't just get muscles he got like 3 feet of height from that serum.
That guy blowing bubblegum while in an active shoot out is an icon. Please tell me that's Bucky.
OH LMAO get American colored circle attacked bitches
Having an indestructible peice of metal you can fling around and boomerang back to yourself really does a lot huh, I do have to mention the iconic, why don't they just aim for his knees. Cause,,,, yeah.
OH THAT'S BUCKY. Wow not at all like who I expected I have been very used to MCU portrayals. Is this character design more accurate to the comics? He's like in a mini Captain America outfit and seems to be taking the role of the techy sidekick to Cap's muscle this is hilarious to me.
Ooooo their first exposure to fully non humans/magic(?) stuff? That's a cool thing to explore. Cause hyped up drugs are one thing but a massive cyclops is another. Pretty easy fight tbh
Inhumane cages! Get fucking (in)human resources on it!!!! Can they do a thing where they release all the caged beings who join in on beating the shit out of this guy. I think they should get to do that. As a treat.
Ohhhh that effect is cool. YESSSSS RELEASE THE BEASTS!!!! LET THEM GO APESHIT WILD!!!!
Where'd Bucky learn to fight like that is my question. Bro's goated.
Woooooo they saved the day from the portal surely everything will turn out fine!! Actually find it very cool how each intro episode sets up like a different antagonist that's going to definitely return at some point.
Oh is that rage on Bucky's face? Is he upset at being left behind because no superpowers or just blind rage at the red skull? Ah it was at being left behind lmao. If only I didn't have plot awareness I might think this would go well.
Cap honestly all you had to do was just shove the shield into the side of the rocket and cause a hull breach. That thing would have exploded so quickly one it took off and there would be no need for clinging to the side of a rocket as it shoots into space. Actually wait they hadn't gone to the moon yet at this time he doesn't know that yet. Darn.
Ah but breaking the window going however many miles fast in the air is totally fine. That makes sense.
Oh my god Bucky you had to fuck it up and get stuck right now smh smh
o7 Bucky we lost a real one today. Actually though was he just assuming Cap would survive a fall from that height? Cause otherwise it's like yeah you pushed him away from the bomb so he could fall to his death knowing he failed to save you?? Okay dude.
LMAO GET POPSICLED
Also who's this blue bitch I forgot to say from the begining. Actually it is pretty cool people can see him but just don't notice rather than him being fully invisible.
Ayyy a sneaky suit rip ty for the fanservice show. Also o7 to the like structures of time space or smth? I can't quite figure out what he's saying. Ooooo Cap harbinger of doom for this guy? That's pretty fun.
Love interest with injury that villian will stop at nothing to fix spotted I'm sure we will revist that later!
Yaaay end of episode. I am loving how they are setting things up for later and it's been interesting seeing how what I have seen about these characters before be so different to what's in this show sometimes.
#marvel#earth's mightiest heroes#earths mightiest heroes#my post#avengers emh#liveblogging#captain america#bucky barnes#red skull
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pspspspspsps
the language of Termina that you showed in a wip with Terminus and Time interacting...is that from anywhere in particular, or did you create it? I'm very curious for details! 👀✨
[I hit a button on accident (twice) when nearly done with this and it reverted and deleted basically everything (twice) so please excuse any sorta messy un-hinged-ness to my writing here. Plz take Ctrl+Z away from me I'm begging you]
but AAAA!! ty for the ask as well as the kind words and general interest in the reblogs! And you wanted me to infodump so... uh below the cut will have my brain garbage flung out until I decide to stop typing. Enjoy!
For now what's in the post is a complete mix of things.
I was delving into some fan-created Hylian languages, but mostly used the font from here (which its all a very interesting read even if its incredibly old) for now as a placeholder. Because I DO plan to delve deeper into Terminian sometime in the future, along with some cultural stuff.
As for what it says, its totally scrambled nonsense LMAO. English translated poorly into japanese, written backwards, then scrambled a little, then flipped XD
I was going to be somewhat simple with the post and just using OOT/MM's script and maybe jumbling it, but in going through fan-made languages I sorta fell in love with the font that I ended up using. It IS a placeholder though and not meant to be insanely accurate to anything let alone easily deciphered.
Buuut in case you wanted to know what's actually being said I have it written out already!
Terminus taking the time to shit on Legend for no other reason then that he just can. Much to Time's displeasure.
I decided to scrap the short comic. But I liked the idea of Time and Terminus both being able to converse with one another privately (without the rather invasive mental connection they have with each other).
I like the idea that the hylian languages across the eras are so similar, enough to where the boys can MOSTLY understand one another in speech (but maybe not in writing). Then as they travel over time, things become easier and easier.
But Terminian?? Not a single one of them knows it or has even HEARD of Termina until FD came along and Time had to spill the beans. They probably didn't even know a separate, completely different, language like this even existed. Much like Mudoran in lttp.
Things I wanna focus on/keep in mind when working on this:
What was the cultural impact FD (dubbed Terminus by the boys) had on Termina? (What came first: the chicken or the egg? Also what is his role here?)
How does termina's culture compare to Hyrule? (holidays, food, beliefs, history, etc)
What does the language look like? Do I want it to be Syllabary? Abugida? Alphabetic? I'm personally leaning towards Syllabary but other forms of writing have interesting potential. Whereas Alphabetic (like some of the other hylian scripts) would be easier to work with.
What does it sound like? I feel like this would be where Terminian and Hylian experiences a sort of disconnect (especially if we go with an alphabet system). I've thought of a very stilted(?) almost reversed way of sound -- like smth isn't entirely right and just feels strange. But to residents of Termina it's completely normal and very easy to speak.
Termina is a very strange place and I really wanna play into it. I'm also very happy that you showed interest in this because it allows me to say stuff I normally would've just kept to myself.
Also I plan to delve into a Twilit language, culture, and just generally the whole world, too. Because yeah ofc we're going there. I am simply coping.
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