#tw.body shaming

[miyaagis]

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eating disorders / haitani ran

if it was so wrong, then why did it feel right?

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+ word c. 705

+ warnings. eating disorders (anorexia and bulimia), diet restriction, implied body shaming, fellatio, cum eating, toxic!ran, mentions of vomiting, feminine pet names

“sit on my lap.”

he immediately noticed your discomfort, watching you curl up around yourself and making you wonder if he was mocking you.

“don’t wanna,” and before he could ask, you gave him a pointed look, “you know why.”

he sighed when you placed a pillow in front of you as if trying to cover your body from him, “stop eating those cookies then.”

so that’s what you did.

at first, you assumed he didn’t say anything since he didn’t want to offend you, but the sick side of your brain argued that it was obvious he was getting tired of your constant complaints about your appearance. you saw it in the way he never made an effort to deny your statements, as far-fetched as they were, he even sometimes agreed that you could lose a few pounds.

so the cookies stopped. and then it was breakfast, and then dinner until your only meal consisted of diet drinks and rice cakes.

but the results were worth it.

violet eyes roamed your frame as you pumped his length with your hand, focusing on the visible movements of your bones under your skin and the frail state of your body. it all added to the sickness and horror that accompanied your illness, eyes dull and with purple shadows around them yet gleaming with a euphoria he had never seen before. 

it was a side of you that had him enamoured all over again, the dazzled smile he had fallen for appearing as you kissed the flushed tip of his length, your eyes closing when a drop of pre-cum hit your tongue. the muscle swirled slowly, languidly around the slit before you allowed it to glide down his shaft.

“fuck– stop teasin’ baby,” his broken moans had slick pooling between your legs, turning needier the more you played with his cock.

finally enveloping your lips around the head, you gave a gentle suck and hummed when it twitched inside of your mouth. his hands immediately traveled to your hair, grasping your head and moving it towards his hips, snapping them forward until he had your throat closing around his cock.

“so hungry,” he mused, embarrassingly proud of the joke he came up with since he knew for a fact you hadn’t had anything to eat since the day before, “are you that hungry for my cock, hm?”

unable to use your voice, you moaned to let him know you heard him, drool and semen hanging from your swollen lips once he took his length out of your mouth. he repeated the action for a few minutes, choking you on his cock until tears gathered around your eyes and then releasing it, enjoying the sight of your messy face.

by then, familiar dark spots and stars tainted your vision. the room (or was it your head?) turning and making you dizzy.

but ran could only take so much teasing, finally settling on fucking your face with a steady pace that soon became faster the more he neared his orgasm, “that’s it… shit, gonna cum.”

his long cock pumped the cum into your mouth, using it to milk him dry until it turned raw and sensitive against your touch. 

“eat it,” his throaty voice paired with the strands of hair framing his face made your pussy throb, “i wanna see you swallow all of it, you can do that for me. right, princess?”

the look on your face told him you would do exactly as he wanted, your battered and bruised body was proof of it. looking past your brittle nails and the chunks of hair that clogged the drainage, he was certain that ​you had never been happier—all because of him

and as expected, your dimmed spirit sparked alive at his words, wanting nothing else but to please him while you opened up your mouth and stuck out your tongue to show him you had swallowed down everything he gave you. 

a fucked out smile tugged your lips upwards when he leaned down to kiss you, ran becoming your oxygen and purpose as you fought the retches and need to puke.

“that’s my girl. you don’t need any food, not when you have my cum to feed you.”

[gingersnaaps]

also can i say my first kink was being cucked by a s/o

i loooove being jealous

i don’t blame you. cuckolding is a classic!

i feel like kenma would be mean and brutally honest enough for this heh

tw/tags: n*fw, reader gets cucked, objectification, hints of bodyshaming, very mean, do not read if you get insecure easily

the worst part is that he makes you watch.

or, to be more precise: he fucks her in the same room you’re in and you find that you can’t look away.

you watch, a terrible churning feeling in your gut, eyes locked onto the way he pulls her hair and drives his cock deep into her cunt. he lets out a soft, breathy moan, fingers digging into her hips - her beautiful, curved hips - and looks directly at you.

“she’s tighter,” he says, amusement dancing across his features. “tighter and wetter and better.”

better than you.

bitterness twists inside you. you can’t help but look at the show she puts on, arching her back as she moans like a whore, her pretty face contorted into a blissful display of pleasure.

“she’s got better tits,” he continues, as if reviewing a product. “perkier. a nicer shape. and her ass - are you seeing this? here, turn around, let’s get a better angle so that she can see.”

he flips her around, puts her into a position so that you get an unobstructed view of all of her: the smooth lines and contours of her body, and of course, her dripping pussy. the one that’s making him feel better than yours ever did, drawing out stuttered gaps and hurried thrusts as he chases his own pleasure.

the only thing worse than the jealousy, the humiliation?

it’s the shame that courses through your body when you realize that you’ve soaked your panties watching.

[bokutoslittlebird]

Request : Could you write some nsfw headcanons about Kuroo with a kinda tall s/o (5'7-5'9) that has small breast and is self-concious about it. She'd make self depreciating jokes in order to hide how actually insecure she is.

Author’s note : I am so sorry I kind of butchered the whole ass request this has been a hectic week so please accept this nsfw drabble

Warnings : insecurities, praise, soft dom!Kuroo, mirror sex, body shaming (self-inflicted), creampie, choking

It wasn’t something he could easily get rid of. He didn’t think he could get rid of it, but he could try. Knowing you were insecure about your body was one thing he couldn’t understand when you were perfect in his eyes. You had recently gone shopping with him and excitedly wanted to buy a new outfit, wanting to spruce up your closet a bit. When he tried to get you to try on a cute bra, you smiled sadly as you told him it wouldn’t fit you. He didn’t understand how it wouldn’t since it was your size, but after putting it on, he knew you were insecure.

“It’s.. it’s nice! Not something I usually go for, that’s all,” you had said, looking in the mirror. He hummed from outside the changing room, nodding as if you could see him. “It’s probably meant for muffins, not pancakes,”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” He had laughed, joining your own laughter at your expense. “I bet it looks nice,”

“Are you... do you want to get it?”

“Of course. I’d love to see my kitten in something nice,”

When you were displayed on his bed, the bra looking just as gorgeous as he imagined it to be, but your arms crossing over your chest, he realized that joke probably hurt you. It wasn’t from him or a stranger, it was from yourself. You fully believed the bra wasn’t for you, the cups too big for your breasts. Shame burned in your eyes as you glanced everywhere but him.

“It’s a nice bra,” you repeat your earlier statement. “But it’s not meant for me. I told you that. I don’t have enough to fill out cups. I’m too thin and too long, it’s not flattering,”

“Babe, what are you talking about? I think it looks nice, but you’re covering up,” he raises a brow, but it’s not as if you can see it. Aside from your eyes focused on the wall, the lights were off with only the flickering lights of the TV, movie long forgotten. You sigh, shaking your head.

“Let’s just get this over wi— Where are you going?” Kuroo leaves the bed, a heavy sigh telling you he was by the door. A click had the lights flickering back on, your arms and legs covering the exposed skin. He leaves the room, leaving you alone. Embarrassment burns in your stomach as you attempt to leave the bed but instead you hear him grunting, coming back into the bedroom with a giant mirror. The mirror from your bathroom. “What are you doing?”

“We’re gonna see just how beautiful you are, lights on with no background noise. I can’t take away those thoughts but I can tell you mine,” is all he says, positioning the mirror in a way that it faces the bed. It sends a pang of disgust through you, seeing your naked body on display in the reflection. You didn’t know what he saw in you, honestly. You weren’t taller than him, but tall enough to tower over other girls. That and your lack of chest made you unappealing in your eyes. It was cute if girls were short and they had small boobs, while it was sexy to be tall and voluptuous. You were neither.

When Kuroo pulls you into his lap, it’s only then do your thoughts stop their horrible mess down the insecurity drain. A passionate kiss has your knees weak, fingers gripping his black strands as you moan into his mouth, his hand rubbing over your ass. When he pulls back, his head goes down to your chest as he bites into the skin, yelps from you make him lick the skin, a silent apology.

“You- You don’t have to- Tetsu!” You moan, bucking your hips as his other hands goes to tweak your nipple, yellow eyes looking at you from below. It’s enough to send a wave of heat to your core, a feral and hungry look in his eyes. Once he’s given your chest some love, you find yourself on your hands and knees in front of the mirror. It’s a shameful display in your eyes, arms loosening as your chest becomes hidden against the mattress. “Why—“

“We’re not having any of that,” he whispers in your ear as he slides the bra straps down your shoulders. It’s easily flung to the side, forgotten on your floor. When his hand collides with your ass, you squeak as you move up, another wave of heat sent to your core. It’s enough to take you off guard, his hand coming to wrap around your throat. It’s sudden, but not bad, as you feel his fingers slightly tighten. Your torso is lifted off the bed enough for your breasts to be visible, eyes lidded as you see the reflection. It’s not a sight you normally think of, Kuroo’s fingers around your neck while looking at yourself, but you have to admit it’s erotic.

Kuroo brings his face closer to your ear, hot breath sending shivers down your spine. “Do you still not see it? You’re elegant and gorgeous, but right now? You’re my little kitten and I don’t want to have to tell you twice. You’re perfect in my eyes,” his hand tightens slightly, a strained gasp coming from your throat as your fingers grasp at his wrist and fingers. “Especially like this,”

It’s a sudden change, the praising and love switching to Kuroo’s normal aura during sex, lidded eyes as he grunts, cock buried in you as you struggle to breathe. This time, your lungs start to ache from the fist around your throat and the sharp thrusts from his hips, his cock reaching deep into you as your body jostles. It’s a blurry image, but you can tell he’s watching you and the reflection of you being fucked mercilessly is just driving him to go harder. The grunts get louder, the rhythm gets sloppier, and the buildup of your orgasm gets unbearable until your eyes are rolling, creaming around his cock. One more thrust out of him is what you get when he growls, burying himself balls deep inside you. A breathless gasp leaves you as he drops your throat, both hands grasping at your hips as he spills his seed inside.

“Don’t ever let me hear you talking bad about yourself. You’re beautiful,” is the last thing he says, kissing you on the cheek.

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[miyaagis]

today's kinktober piece will include eating disorders. please take ur precautions and feel free to block the following tags

[bokutoslittlebird]

b-bb chan... can i ask request part for the sugawara hcs? its so good like how will sugawara make her love her body despite the body shaming shes experiencing and how she always breeds her full until his cum oozes to the sheet from her cunt..

Ah yes the classic breeding kink delicious

Includes: breeding kink, body shaming (self-inflicted), praise, chubby!reader, creampie, biting, food mention, cunnilingus

Praise Where It’s Due

Fingers grabbing at the skin, you tug on it as a frown forms on your face. Your boyfriend had gone on a trip to the grocery store after you claimed you were hungry, the lunch from earlier wearing off. It was a small mention, but he was more than happy to go get you some food and some other things the apartment needed. You heave a sigh as tears form in your eyes, the common thought flirting across your mind.

What did he see in you?

You weren’t mind-blowing attractive, in fact you didn’t even see any attractiveness in your reflection. Chubby cheeks that accentuated your pout, you dryly laughed at that. “I look like an ugly squirrel,” you said to nobody in particular. “Or maybe a balloon,” a finger prods at the fat on your stomach. “My thighs are too wide, they could be a chair,”

“Your thighs are nice and soft,” a voice said. Turning, you saw Suga standing in the door frame. He wasn’t smiling, his frown matching yours. A quick swipe of the tears didn’t do much of anything, his eyes already caught the cascading droplets. He sighs, running a hand down his face. “What are you doing?”

“Um, looking in the mirror?” It’s kind of a question, a shrug in your shoulders as you pull your shirt back down.

“Telling yourself you’re ugly doesn’t count as just ‘looking’,” he air quotes the word. Pushing off the frame, he walks to you and forces you to look back in the mirror. “I like your chubby cheeks, they’re soft and make you cute. They also look nice when you’re sucking on my cock,”

“Suga!” Your face is covered by hands, but they’re quickly taken away when he forces them down.

“And I like your round tummy because it’s warm and soft, not to mention how nice it’ll look when you’re fucked dumb and full-”

“I swear, if you’re just horny-”

“And your breeding hips? Good for grabbing into when I take you from behind,”

“What’s up with you and breeding? The only reason you’re with me because I’m perfect to breed?”

“Well, not the only reason. It’s just one of the plus sides because you’re a plus size,” he jokes, hands kneading into the flesh at your hips. Rolling your eyes, you smile. He can make you feel better, even if it’s only for a few moments. He can’t take away your negative feelings.

“Whatever, are we gonna eat or something?”

“I’m gonna eat, but you’ll have to wait your turn,” he growls, sending pleasure to pool in your gut as you realize the meaning of his words. “I’m gonna show you just how much I love you and your body, every inch,”

With his promise of praise, you’re pushed back onto the bed as he slides down between your legs. Your pajama pants are pulled down, pretty pink panties following them shortly. With warm hands, Suga keeps you spread open in front of him. “Look at that, You’re soaked. How could I not love this pussy?”

“Sugawara Kōshi, what is wrong with you?” Your sigh and tone doesn’t distract from the way your cunt clenches in anticipation.

“Nothing at all, my dear,” he says, his tongue swiping over his lips before he puts his tongue against your hot skin. It’s wet and slick, your scent invading his nostrils as he delves his tongue between your folds. With your hands running through his hair, he’s encouraged to nip at your clit. Jumping, you swat at the top of his head, but he just growls and does it again. An apology kiss is pressed to the bundle of nerves before he’s pulling away, your arousal dripping from his face. “Always so fucking good for me, aren’t you?”

“Kōshi..” your whines go right down south, his fingers hurriedly undoing his pants. Once undone, he’s pulling out his cock and hissing as it brushes against your wet folds.

“Look at that, so fucking good for me,” he moans, rubbing his length and collecting slick. You’re still whining, silently begging for him to put it in. “C’mon, baby. You gotta tell me what you want,”

“I want you to fuck me, please, Kōshi.” You practically creamy as he pushes in, his cock filling you out so well. He grunts as he bottoms out, hands gripping the fat at your hips to keep you stable.

“Look at that, you’ve taken every inch. Now are you gonna be good and take every drop of my cum?”

“Yes, please! I want it all!”

“That’s my good girl,” he smirks down at you, snapping his hips to meet yours as you hold onto the sheets, the fabric bunching up between your fingers as you moan. The feeling of him rubbing your walls has the familiar build up of an orgasm coming, breathing heavy as you look up at him. He’s looking at you with nothing but love in his eyes, a swipe of his tongue across his lips.

A sharp thrust had you tightening around him, milky liquid coating his cock as he continues to piston inside of you. He presses his lips against the column of your throat, licking st the skin before biting down. Another scream comes from you as he continues to mark your neck and chest with his love bites. A hand moves from your hip to your rear, his grip harsh of the flesh.

“All this ass and you think I wouldn’t love you,” he groans out, thrusts getting sloppier by the second. “Fuck, you’re gorgeous. And all for me,”

“All— All for you!” You manage out, tongue lolling out as you cream on him once more. His hips stutter, a groan in your ear as he spills his seed inside of you. Another swipe of his tongue over your hickeys before he pulls out. Fingers graze over your sensitive clit, your legs twitching as he pushes his cum back into you. It isn’t until you whine does he come back into your field of vision.

“We’re not done yet. I still need you to take every drop, right? I’m gonna fuck you until you’re swollen with my seed,”

[gingersnaaps]

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