#tw gender dysmorphophobia

[princemick-archive]

listen I dont like my like poetry/emotional writing that I do for classes to inspire my work a lot but I did pop off a litle when I wrote

tw gender dysphoria, ED and body dysmorphia mentions

because when I look into the mirror I dont see myself, yeah yeah I know thats Kyle, I've seen her enough but Kyle, I dont see them, they've been forgotten, to scared, to far away, even if I cut my hair, bind my chest and buy male clothes directly from the rack.

I look into the mirror and there I see her again, even if I don't eat, even though I wear exactly what my brother does, in the mirror there is the different Kyle, that one, the one the others see, the thin one, the pretty one whos important, the extrovert the one thats fun.

but im not that, so, I dont look in mirrors anymore, thats easier. then I dont have to see her either, that way I can be them.