#turns out the fic is still not finished

[angeart]

Elegy - chapter 4

Chapter 4. Feed me promises II --

“We’re what’s left. We’re still here.”

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[karizipan]

orv dump 5(?)

[italyveneziano]

Obsessed with what America and England have going on in HetaOni. America's like "I keep having to watch my dad die from overusing his magic in past timelines and not knowing how to stop it is killing me inside but I'm not going to talk to him about it" and England's like "I can't seem to hold a conversation with my son without insulting him but I won't hesitate to use my dying breath to ensure I can protect him from beyond the grave"

[suddenly-stickmin]

I am thinking........ of Clement scenarios.................

[Second drawing without the text below! vvvv]

[suudonym]

it's been a year today since I posted the first chapter of a little more like hell and I thought it'd be fun to make something like a cover image for it

[polar-equinoxx]

crashing, not burning,

december blues on ao3

part one || part 2

my two favourite frames under the cut :3 that I may colour/render at some point

[eddieblrs]

actually no i can't be normal and stop thinking about this post and this post and hurting my own feelings because like

here's eddie diaz who's not very good at making friends he doesn't work with and who's so repressed even the pope thinks it's a tad bit much and he's meeting this older firefighter pilot who's so fucking cool and he's got so much in common with and he actually wants to be friends with him. and eddie's never had a friend he can actually talk sports and martial arts with, someone who actually understands the trauma of being in the army, and maybe tommy also comes from a family like his that's not without love and it wasn't exactly bad but his parents never truly understood him or supported him in anything. maybe tommy is also an older brother who had to take the mantle of "man of the house" because his dad was too detached from it, had to take too many responsibilities at an early age.

and eddie just connects with this dude in a way that he's never connected with anyone besides buck and even then, there's things buck can't never understand but tommy does. so he starts hanging out with this guy, starts texting him and talking with him basically anytime he's not on call or with his son

and one day he brings up this fight he's excited for and asks tommy if he'd want to watch it with him and tommy's like "actually, i've got a mate who got me two ringside tickets for it and i've been looking for someone to go with, you'd be interested?" and eddie is over the moon about it. he's nearly giggling and kicking his feet up as he calls carla to ask if she can look after chris overnight because he's going to fucking vegas with a friend. when he arrives at harbour to get on the chopper tommy is flying them to vegas in he's just a bit disappointed to see buck is there too but it's also great because buck is his best friend and he loves him and he's the only person who ever made eddie feel this way once upon a time (and he's trying so hard not to think too much about that) so it's great they're friends too but actually, no, buck's not coming and eddie feels only a little bit bad that he's relieved about it.

so they go to the fight and it's fucking great and tommy gets into it just as much as eddie is. after the fight they go out for drinks with tommy's promoter friend and they get a little drunk and in that drunken haze he lets himself think about the things he usually tries to keep at bay. he thinks about how cool and impressive tommy is but also about how fucking hot he is, he's 300lb of muscle and the strength he's got, how easily he'd manhandled eddie when they were practicing muay thai the other day, how when he looked on top of eddie when he pinned him to the floor and how eddie had wanted to taste the sweat on his muscles, lick the vein in his neck, get those hands that were holding him touching way below. but he gets a hold of himself and when they get to their hotel room with the two queen size beds he makes himself stop thinking about they way he wants to touch him everywhere, find out if he can make him make some of the noises from their sparring session in a different context. tries not to think about how his cock would feel on his hand, how tommy would look as he came.

so anyway, they get back to LA the next morning and eddie tries his best to pretend he never thought any of that and then the basketball game from hell happens and tommy tells him he's gonna talk to buck, try and make peace and eddie doesn't think twice about it, they're both his friends and they would get along well. when he sees them hanging out at the restaurant he pretends that what he feels at the pit of his stomach isn't jealousy, and later that week he only wonders a little bit if marisol being a nun before truly is the only reason why he can't have sex with her anymore, if the fact that sometimes when he sinks into her deep in his brain in a corner he never goes to he thinks about a different person, one with broader shoulders and strong pecs instead of breasts isn't part of it too.

and then he's in buck's kitchen and buck's telling him "it was a date" and when eddie asks "wait, tommy's gay?" it has nothing to do with buck and all to do with him knowing in an instant that if he'd known that back in vegas he might have risked it, might have followed his deepest desires and touch tommy like he wanted to. but now his best friend is talking about him with that doe eyed look in his eyes and eddie knows that means he really likes him and eddie does his best to push his own feelings aside because that's what he's good at and buck needs him to be supportive, that he's being vulnerable and confessing something scary to him and eddie wishes he could be like that, too, so he tells him to call tommy even though eddie wants him to do the opposite, wants to be the one tommy kissed in the kitchen and took on a date

he's not lying, exactly, when he tells buck he also likes tommy but not in that way, because whatever buck feels for tommy can't compare to what eddie's going through. he doesn't know if his desire outweighs the shame, doesn't know if he'd be able to be like buck and jump straight into it with blind hope, he knows he'd never be able to talk about it tho. not for a long while. and when he goes home that night and he's laying on his marisol-free bed staring at the ceiling he gives himself permission to be fucking angry that buck gets to have what he wants so bad, lets himself be a shitty friend and wish tommy maybe also wants eddie the way he wants him, want him more than he wants buck.

in the morning he'll feel guilty about it, in the morning he will be the supportive friend buck needs. but tonight he wallows in his jealousy and his anger and his shame and if he comes from jerking off a little too hard with tommy's name in his mouth no one has to fucking know about it.

[bloodydeanwinchester]

✨okay everyone send me good vibes for me to write lots of words this weekend✨

[such-a-downer]

Just seeing the illustration of short mission 11, i already knew it was gonna be heavy.

The four-page chapter activated a jillionare of theories

Loid spelled out the name for confirmation but our little girl was like:

My theory for this expression is that it's not entirely because she's unsure of the spelling. It's not the usual wondering and brain racking. I was thinking that Subject 07's name might be

A.) an anagram for another name

B.) an acronym given by the lab guys

C.) somebody else's name

This is just my theory of course, out-of-nowhere thoughts right after reading it. Oh and let's not forget this potentially important and mysterious plot device:

[its-all-papaya]

close enough!

close enough is shave fic

haven't touched her in aaaaages because of dad lando and i'm not sure when i'll re-invest. i need to go watch that video from the fall where that one interviewer goes "oscar's smooth like a baby" or w/e and lando immediately goes HE SHAVES. bc they did that for this fic specifically.

now that i've written smut fr, though, it does make me more confident in my ability to write shave fic, because i think the appeal of the whole thing is kind of that oscar being close enough to lando's face to shave it (and also the soft dom energy of performing someone's personal care for them) is like. sexy. and would turn lando on. and oscar def notices the first or second time he does it but doesn't say anything, but then once lando shows up to break padel with his goatee back, and oscar realizes it's because lando has only been shaving when oscar does it for him.......... that emboldens him.

oscar murmuring "tell me if you want me to stop" as he leans over to suck lando off is like 75% of the inspo for shave fic i'm ngl. it's gonna be 'undernegotiated' on ao3. it's gonna be 'light dom/sub' on ao3. it's so tasty TO ME (and my fictional lando) to imagine oscar deciding when lando will have facial hair or not.

anyway! shave fic!

[thompsborn]

bro i stayed awake until like 5 am on christmas day while my little brother was sleeping ON me (he’s 6 and can be very cuddly when he wants to be) and he had his head on my arm so i was typing one handed trying to get hb2 posted and i got it posted! and i’m so happy with it so far but now my brain is like “ok we’re done!” and trying to get ch2 done is somehow so much harder than it was a few days ago. day after christmas groggy. head empty.

[mywaywardcupcake]

Wishship Week Day 3/Feb. 21st: Twist of Fate

Day 3 for @wishshipweek. This day ended up being unfinished. It started as a fic which I quickly realized was becoming too big for me to finish for a prompt day so I switched to creating art for it instead and ended up sick and had to do more of a sketchy concept instead. My idea for the fic/art is the twist of fate that lead these two boys together. Jounouchi’s decision to leave the gang and not go with them to Rintama lead him to Domino. Yugi’s decision to continue the puzzle even though he’s struggled with it for 8 years (and deciding to bring it to school one day) that lead to him meeting Jounouchi. In the art piece they are both feeling good about their decisions, even though they have gone through so much darkness and hurt beforehand. Something inside them is tugging on them to continue this path, that this will be the year that things will be different. An invisible string of fate that lead them to each other.

[schrijverr]

I gotta ask— I don't want context but how many WIP do you have and how many of them are not AUAU or I Do fics? 💜💜

lksgdhdflk, that is such a valid question. It's kind of a lot, because I have no self control and it got out of hand (but zero regrets though). As it stands now, I can continue to post three times a week until mid-Feburary... oops my hand slipped? xp

I have 3 WIPs that are 9-1-1 but not I Do fics. I have a bunch more for other fandoms, but they currently do not exist in my brain because that's just not how that works for me lol. Then excluding the I Do main fic itself, there are 6 more currently that will go up at some point.

I have more planned, but I'm writing this pretty big other fic first, since it's very much a season 8 hiatus fic, so I want to post it before season 8B airs

[optiwashere]

I'm getting to some of the really juicy conversations in Blades in the Night. These are the moments I've been seen excited to write for many, many months, and the best is yet to come, I think. Should have the next chapter finished very, very soon :)

[eyeswaitingfortuesdaynight]

tfw you when finally have an idea for an e-rated fic that will definitely stay a one-shot because continuing the plot means having to write a trope which you are fine with reading but never, ever, EVER want to write, so there's a definite hard start and hard end...but you can't write it because it involves a character and events that is wayyyy past where you are in canon so like...now you have another reason to finish experiencing canon i guess lol

[spideypoolsupremacy]

"He keeps changing sides..." He said his thoughts out loud. "That isn't right."

"He's not like us, Webs. Right or wrong isn't something that matters to him. He doesn't rely on his conscience, just on the moment or his mood or maybe some kind of urge- It's hard to say."

Clint seemed so casual. So calm. Talking about a man who had way too much freedom to act like he did.

"And he just gets away with it?" Spider-man asked. Because it was Spider-man the righteous hero asking.

Clint glanced at the ground, thinking of an answer.

Natasha saved him the trouble.

"He does. Because no one can stop him and there is no point in trying. And he is not changing sides. He never had one to begin with."

...

A snippet from the first chapter of my new fic Fairytale Zombies because this new year can definitely use more spideypool