#tungsten noxverse

[boygirlfag-sael]

@cctv-catgirl

dragging its dead weight forward. yayyyy ^_^

[tap-writing-updates-thoughts]

i love tungsten but also he literally is just angst. he gets like 5 seconds of fluff. and then the story is over. like it's implied he is happy but also like... if he was an ao3 tag he would be dead dove: do not eat about hurt no comfort. he pretty much knows he's about to die before he does.

anyways he is so deserving of love please i need to give him a hug.

[boygirlfag-sael]

@cctv-catgirl

grinding and cramming for finals when I'd rather be grinding and cramming. in like a sex way or something. i guess. i dunno. shuffles away sadly. hits my head on a low-hanging branch and bleeds out in the snow

[boygirlfag-sael]

@cctv-catgirl

it's rotten work. especially to me especially if it's you. I'll fucking do it but christ alive.

[boygirlfag-sael]

@cctv-catgirl

and is your shame helpful? is it inspiring goodness and change? or is it keeping you frozen in time unable to move on and be everything you have expanded to be?

[tap-writing-updates-thoughts]

@vshadow64

woah this character is so cool i wish they were covered in blood their whole body trembling with a look of absolute horror on their face as theyre struggling to breathe in panic

[boygirlfag-sael]

@cctv-catgirl

me: you literally have a disorder. this is symptoms

me: no perhaps my soul is rotten

[boygirlfag-sael]

@cctv-catgirl

Ship dynamics are always like Sunshine and Sunshine protector~ Cinnamon roll and their grumpy one 🤗 Well what about 2 cunts. They're both cunts and that's the dynamic. cunt4cunt.

[boygirlfag-sael]

@vshadow64

[boygirlfag-sael]

@vshadow64

name them. now.

[boygirlfag-sael]

@vshadow64

Ohhh [fictional character with worse mental health than me] save meeeee from this cruel world.

[boygirlfag-sael]

@cctv-catgirl

daily affirmations:

i’ve gotta get out of here

this can’t be happening

[boygirlfag-sael]

@cctv-catgirl

polycule where one guy has an “i can fix him” mindset and another guy has an “i can make him worse” mindset about the same third guy. net zero moral change

[boygirlfag-sael]

@vshadow64

characters have to be a little bit awful in ways that you cant defend. its good for the ecosystem. your honor he did do that. He did in fact do that

[boygirlfag-sael]

@vshadow64

[boygirlfag-sael]

@cctv-catgirl

i love when characters get angry when they're frightened. shelter dog characters. i love when they bite, not able to tell the difference between a hand that feeds and a hand that strikes. there is no difference. a hand is a hand is a fist. i love characters that are deemed unadoptable. unlovable.

and i love when someone loves them. i love when someone sits with them, patient. they don't flinch at the snarling and snapping. they're not trying to fix it—there's nothing to be fixed. this is you, all of you, and ill wait. because one day, one day you'll take the treat. go on, draw my blood. spit and curse and rage. you're safe with me. one day, you'll feel safe with me.