#tumblr dont delete this you cowards

[chalkeater]

The groomer you were warned about is now posting in the safeutdr tags with triggering content and using alts to invade anti-proship spaces. Still support them? tumblr(.)com/snowcollector/713865354217144320/

hey can you not fucking accuse me of supporting anyone. good that you made your callout post but dont send me asks about this anymore and especially PHRASED like this??

"Still support them?" I care about the issues. I made my stances about these topics already. Do you care about this problem at all or do you want to point the finger at me now just to get me to reblog your post? For context this makes you sound smug. and i dont appreciate that if you actually want to give me new info to educate me (see what its like to be accused of.)

yeah i agree you shouldnt post unsafe/mature shit in safeutdr. but wow you dont make it any better either. I dont want to be involved in this and I never did so stop sending me anything related to this anymore. Why do you accuse me of being friends with ANY OF THEM I have no idea who they are!!!!!

[magpie-murder]

it'd be wild if they gave asgard's citizens phones in marvel i bet they'd have the best drama

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👴🏻 is-odin-dead-yet

No.

#date: 2023/11/23 #when will he croak #i've been running this blog for centuries #frigga for allfather #kick the bucket already i'm getting bored of posting here

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⛈️ god-of-thunder

I come to Tumblr with a regretful update. As you may know, my family and our fiercest warriors have been traveling between realms in search of our stolen relics.

While attempting to recover one, my brother lost his life in battle while protecting us. He shielded me with his body. My brother died a hero.

einherjarl-deactivated20231120

May he reach Folkvangr. My deepest condolences. But I thought Baldur was impervious to all harm...?

⛈️ god-of-thunder

It was Loki. :( I'm devastated.

einherjarl-deactivated20231120

Oh.

🐍 magic-theatre

is that all you can muster? "oh." you thought i was dead, and that's it? that's all you have? what do you mean by that? let's talk. :)

⛈️ god-of-thunder

You're alive? Where are you?

⛈️ god-of-thunder

Wait, what happened to @einherjarl? He deactivated?

⛈️ god-of-thunder

Loki?

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🎨 bragis-apprentice

Just finished custom making this handle

#metalwork #artists on tumblr #double sided axe #my art

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⚔️ aesir-warrior-tournament

⚡️LIGHTNING ROUND⚡️

einherjarl-deactivated20231120

?

einherjarl-deactivated20231120

Lady Sif is not one of The Warriors Three. It says it in the name. There are three of them. Not four.

Correct this.

✨️ the-dashingest

I voted for Sif.

🪓 valiant-festivals

I voted for Sif.

🔺️ grim-warrior

I voted for Sif.

✨️ the-dashingest

Wait, Hogun? But you didn't tell us you had a phone?

🔺️ grim-warrior

I don't.

#lady sif propaganda #lightning round #poll reblog #only one more round after this! #i'm so glad lady sif doesn't have tumblr lol #i hope you guys dont mind that a mortal is running this blog btw #i really didnt expect any of you to see this 😬 #and srry for the reblog spam #also hogun lol

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🐍 magic-theatre

i see your thirst edits, you sick freaks.

#start tagging me in them #and/or sending them to me

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⛵️ modern-technologist Follow

umm i'm in ohio to visit my parents and there's like. um . a giant wolf running alongside my car? i'd call animal control but this thing is ginormous and i don't think that would do anything.

it doesnt have a leash or anything (obv its bigger than my car) but it's covered in chains. what do i do??

@identifying-d𝚘gs-in-posts ??

🐕 identifying-dogs-in-posts Follow

Fenrir Lokison?

#😨

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✨️ the-dashingest

I really don't think Loki is that bad. Sure, he's had a rocky history, but I don't think he's done anything worthy of scorn. Besides, hasn't he just died and come back or something like that, anyway? He has a blank slate, in my book.

#is it just me? #i hear people saying we should banish or kill him #i find that idea preposterous #he's just misunderstood

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einherjarl-deactivated20231120

I'm not going to @ them, but ugh... Someone I'm acquainted with just died in battle, and honestly? I'm so relieved. Is that terrible? Don't answer that, I know that it is. I'll probably delete this in a few hours.

🐍 magic-theatre

that's what you get for vagueing.

cowards don't go to valhalla.

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[ask-serendipity-sky]

Hello, everyone. I have something I need to say:

I've been very vocal about my feelings towards Tae and all the things he does. The people who follow me know that. I hardly talk about Tae because he's not the point of my blog but somehow he always comes up.

So I speak freely because that's what humans are meant to do. I don't care about fandom etiquette or jikooker rules or whatever crap someone made up. It's so childish to me.

And it was all fine. I don't go hate on anyone's blog and mine wasn't hated on either. I never got harassed for posting my thoughts. Until now.

Stormblessed95 has once again started bullying people for not thinking like her.

She does this everyone and then. I was just a lurker when she did it a while back last year, then a few months back like in April(?), and now, that I have my own blog, she's doing it directly to me.

Stormblessed's bullying post:

Ever since she said this (and probably other stuff that I didn't read), I have received hateful and bullying asks. Some I have posted...:

...others I have deleted, others I've kept...and they keep coming.

So people obviously listened to her words and got all riled up (like taekook-lives riles up her followers).

Ever since Stormblessed99 started her little bullying train again, every single word I post gets analyzed and I get a hateful message for it.

Of course she will play the victim card and say she's not calling anyone out. But then why, when referring to the "Tae Anti", does she use the exact words I used in my response?:

My words:

Stormblessed95's words:

All of this is straight up bullying and instilling hate so others can either bully me too, harass me, and silence me.

I voice my opinion on Tae but she voices her opinion as if it was the rule of the fandom and jikookers, enforces it by bullying people, people listen to her, then she plays the victim card saying she's the one who is being attacked.

It's funny how everytime there is a chapter of bullying and hate in jikook tumblr, she is present in every single one.

I'm frankly tired of this fandom being a bunch of sheep and being so quiet about what they think. This is why people keep growing with hate and think they have they right to police others.

So yeah, I just wanted to say this. Because I don't like being silenced and don't find it fair that people can't voice their opinions without having someone come at them.

I'm not a coward like the people who like to throw shade and hide behind the anon button.

Sooo... Stormblessed and friends, stop bullying me and my thoughts and next time you have something to say, come and say it directly to me.

Thank you all for your attention.

[kimulokml]

i know i shouldnt be all doom and gloom, but like... im hearing the election preview results and im dissappointed. i was once in a vc with a few people 2 months ago and like. the topic turned to the election. and yknow what i heard from my friends? "im too scared to vote" and "i dont care" (i think both of them are able to vote). about the fear, if blue doesnt win, YOURE FUCKED UNLESS SOME MIRACLE HAPPENS AND JD AND TRUMP DIE. and about the i dont care. really? you, an intersex person, doesnt care about if someone who hates intersex (and non-cis in general) people win? someone who WILL attempt to erase you? like. really? at least with harris and biden you have a better chance of bullying them into making better laws! they havent declared theyll make a dictatorship if they win!

i know im a european whose only source is tumblr, but christ. i know some of you will hate me for this but... it needs to be said. the cowards and the careless are letting red win. and it upsets me. and it even isnt my country. i know im getting political but... its for the sake of my friends. my friends, who dont fit into the cishet white family image which trump wants to push on everyone.

UPDATE: well turns out some people cant take responsibility for their actions (even if me vagueposting isnt the right way to go about it). and people will blindly listen. if anyone who blocked me does see this however: YOU CANT LIVE IN YOUR BUBBLE FOREVER. YOULL NEED TO ACT OR YOUR BUBBLE WILL BE POPPED.

UPDATE AGAIN: Apparently the people I was referring to can't vote. I won't delete anything I've said because, y'know, can't exactly go back, but I will leave this here.

UPDATE x3: wellll turns out the reasons? fake excuses for one of em (the other i honestly cant check because it involves personal details). if you know who im talking about, please block him. and also any of hìs friends because they cant think for themselves. if you want names/tags for blocking reasons i can dm them, but please for the love of god do not harrass them.

[smuttyazrael]

“dog lover” yeah i can see that..😭

Fantasy is not reality.

I did a request and used fantasy. I do love real dogs, not imaginary ones that turn into men. Sure, I like the character, but it's just that. Not real.

But if you don't like the fic. Dont read it. Hence why I hide all of them, so you have to click to read the whole thing. I don't want to subject someone who doesn't want to read something they don't like.

Also, hiding behind anonymous. Very much a cowards behavior.

This Tumblr was built to let my imagination run wild. Not as a playbook of what to do in the real world (I honestly shouldn't have to say that.). This is here for people to make requests to push my writing skills to the limit in a genre I think I need to practice in to get better.

So PSA if you don't like the fic don't read it. It literally said what it was about above in the burb if what the person asked.

I'm not here to debate about who I am as a person. Don't like it? Get off my page. Any other comments like these I am deleting and not bothering to respond because it is stupid that people can't tell between reality and fantasy.

To all the people who enjoy my fics, keep enjoying them. Please! Send ideas. I will do my best to make them a reality.

Either enjoy or don't thats your choice but if you want to be miserable don't spread it.

So yeah... sucks that I had to open my Tumblr to this. If you hadn't been Anon I would have private messaged you to ask questions, because I like to understand things before I put them on blast, but you brought this on yourself.

To everyone else, carry on as scheduled. I have one request I am currently working on. Hopefully, I should get it up before Thursday. If I don't, it will for sure be Friday.

[mandiemegatron]

Bruh the fact that that person had the audacity to hide behind anon in order to send that???? They claim to be "still a fan" and yet they say something so needlessly cruel?? Something tells me they weren't a fan to begin with, they just wanted to say something hurtful. Hell they probably only follow you just so they can send shit like that through anon, which just makes makes them even more of a scummy coward. Disgusting. I hope they look back one day and feel ashamed of their actions and words.

All I can say is people like that get their karma and they get it hard.

Luckily I dont really care if people don't like my work, it's when they hop into my asks and send things like that and still have the audacity to say they love my work and are fans. Sounds like hater attitude to me 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

In case yall need ANOTHER reminder, I'm not writing to be noticed or to be "tumblr famous" or whatever?? I'm literally just doing this for fun, it's just a bonus for me that people enjoy my work and want to read more !!!

If a writer does not ask for criticism, DO NOT GIVE IT !!!! DONT BE A DICK !!

EDIT: I've deleted the ask bc I've decided not to give people like that anymore of my time !! 💖 utilize your time better, you sweet silly people 🤷‍♀️

[thereesespiece]

Ask thingy

I was tagged by the lovely @oasivy soooo long ago lol but here we are!

1. What’s your favourite sims death? 

I love a good ole drowning, I’m kinda sad they don’t drown as easy as they used to

2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? 

Maxis Match - Alpha is nice for other people but personally I can’t get into it

3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? 

Depends, if they are “naturally thin” then yes. Otherwise we hit the gym babes

4. Do you use move objects? 

Of course! Show me someone who says they don’t and I’ll show you a liar

5. Favorite mod? 

110% littlbowbub’s Grannie’s Cookbook all my sims have one in their homes!

6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got?

Like ever? Hot Date - Sims 1, for Sims 4? Get To Work

7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? 

However I feel like at the time I’m saying it, right now I said LIVE  

8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? 

It’s so hard to pick because they’re my virtual kids, how do I pick a favorite...  Probably the entire Flores family, they have been my most inspiring family so far. Of the Flores Reina is high key my favorite she has so much story potential!

9. Have you made a simself? 

I do, but she’s never being shared publicly lol

10. What sim traits do you give yourself? 

Perfectionist - Family Oriented - High Maintenance 

11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? 

Honestly none but that new black is better than the blue black  😩😩😩😩  

12. Favorite EA hair? 

Probably the one they put on the new Bella Goth

13. Favorite life stage?

YA - they have the most clothes, the most things to do, but it would be elders if they had more things to do

14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? 

I like to do both!

15. Are you a CC creator? 

Nahhhhhhh never that, I have no talent

16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? 

yeah! i mean i think so? i like to imagine we’re all basically besties at this point lol

17. What’s your favorite game? (1, 2, 3, or 4) 

Controversial.... but Sims 4.. I like the cartoony style, Sims 1 she was too hard, I don’t like the graphics or 2004 style of Sims 2 and I’m not going out my way for CC or mods to play it, Sims 3, she always lagged for me

18. Do you have any sims merch? 

girl no, they already get money for a halfbaked game why would I give them more to take up space in my real life?

19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? 

I’ve considered it but nah

20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? 

i’ve embraced the cartooniness and stopped trying to make my sims look “real”

21. What’s your Origin ID? 

thereesespiece

22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? 

littlbowbub!

23. How long have you had a simblr? 

So I had one during my Sims 3 days in college someone found IRL it and clowned me for being a “loser” on Tumblr so I deleted it and didn’t come back til 2017..? 2018??? When I stopped caring about what people thought lollll 

24. How do you edit your pictures? 

photoshop

25. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? 

Expansion I would like to see an Ambitions style, more active careers like tattoo artist, daycare (which umm hello sims 4 team no daycare with Growing Together? cowards) firefighters etc. 

Game pack... Something based on the circus/carnivals, visiting a circus, joining it, fortune telling, rides, carnival games and prizes oh my!

Stuff - lol they dont make these anymore, but Kits, large arcade games, so I can make a proper Dave & Busters type space 

25. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? 

I’m not a person who blows through the gameplay features quickly, I like to incorporate it into the Flores legacy so there’s so much I haven’t really gotten into. But so far my favorite is Jungle Adventure, minus the problematic looting of the temples. It’s somewhat representative of my heritage and it’s how Chris met Estella!

[goldenlaquer]

HOLD ON A MINUTE WHAT HAPPENED WHILE I WAS ASLEEP- HOLY SHIT did anons bother you AGAIN?? like, speaking of that, yesterday I found this post about dealing with anon hate. "Just realize that those people had to click a button to remove their name cause they’re scared of you. They ain’t shit." FUCK BRO THAT'S SO TREU THO??? also wtf do those anons want. This is YOUR place. I ain't going to my friend's place and say: "wow that sofa is not my cup of tea, I think you should remove it". BRUH yall this is GOLDIE'S place. And we all sitting on that comfortable, soft sofa (which represtents your art and fics, metaphorically- ok I suck at this but u get my point). Those cowards who hide behind the anon button are fucking pathetic. I think that as a compromise, you could remove the anon option for a good while. I also think deleting your OC content would feel like, lettin them win. Do they deserve victory?? fuck no. Rather, you could draw Seiji with his middle finger up. That's what they deserve. Be yourself no matter what!!! Goldie ILYSM I'll be late for school but I really wanted to say this!!!!😔😔😔😔😔💗 also sorry if this doesn't make sense I iterally just got up and i'm RAGING (ilyilyilyily)

Ahhhhh, Miiuu 🥹🫶🫶🫶 You always come in like a sweet, refreshing fall breeze 🥹🥹 Thank you so much for coming in to comfort me, and what you’ve said is definitely not wrong

I’ve considered removing my anon button but I honestly enjoy the majority of the anonymous messages; this sounds very greedy but I don’t nearly get as many interaction if they aren’t on, which sucks but I understand people are usually shy about putting a face to what they say. I genuinely enjoy tumblr anonymous because it gives people some courage to talk to me. But then again, that’s also when I do get some messages that are less than pleasant, huh?

I am so sorry, usually I’m good at quietly deleting them away 😭 but I’ve been catching L’s left and right in real life, in addition to catching L’s left and right on the internet😭 So thoughts like: ‘ahh maybe it would be better if my ocs were taken off so i don’t have to deal with these anons’ or ‘i made these ocs, i cherish them, they are like an extension of myself, and I dont want them to be insulted any longer’ have entered my mind and they won’t leave.

But. You’re right. It does feel like giving those anons a victory if I do delete my oc content. I shall consider more about this before I make a drastic leap!!

[ezool]

i finished reading City of Nightmares by Rebecca Schaeffer. im just gonna copypaste the tweets i made while reading it and after i read it

While reading:

im enjoying my time reading City of Nightmares by rebecca schaeffer, but i can't help but heave a heavy sigh whenever the style of writing ventures in the direction of Well That Just Happened humor.

i just feel like a lot of the scenes that start a more emotional tone, where the protag is reflecting on her trauma and how it's affecting her quality of life presently, it ends with her thinking "Fuck." and then a "Well, moving on!--"

like dont get me wrong, the plot and mystery behind the nightmares are all interesting, and i want to know how the story ends. it's very movie-esque in that it feels like im watching a marvel movie, dialogue and all, for better or for worse.

also, looking at the author's website/bio im like "yea, you would write like a marvel movie" just in that she's young enough to write with millennial humor. also, she has a link to trigger warnings for her previous works, that leads to a deleted tumblr blog. thx.

After reading:

so i finished the book. is this the first installment to like a duology/trilogy?? bc there's quite a bit im still confused about that they didn't answer but i also dont know if im willing to stick around for another book to find out. again, too marvel-esque in the style of writing sometimes

i don't know what the targeted audience was for this book? in terms of age i mean. the characters were like 17/18, making them older teens like the in the older Young Adult range. but they all had jobs and their own apartments and swore a lot, making it seem New Adult.

but the execution of the story was very Hand-Holding in its theme delivery, like the reader can't piece together that a book about turning into nightmares and the protag being a coward is a story about overcoming fear.

they had to spoon feed you that so many times which made it seem like it was for the younger range of Young Adult readers (13-15). BUT there was a lot of depictions of gruesome violence, drug use, SA mentions, sexy intimacy (in the form of vampire sucking blood) that would be surprising to see in a young Young Adult book.

so like, who was the target audience for this book?? im so confused

oh GOD there IS sequel

oh thank GOD this is only a duology

yea so idk if im gonna read the sequel. i might, only bc it was pretty quick to read through. i just wish the author trusted the reader to read critically enough to get the themes on their own.

even if i wanted to read it, i'd have to get the UK cover since the book i read is the fairyloot edition, which is a color variant of that one. but i don't even know if the dimensions are the same between the special edition and the standard UK edition.

[saturnssz]

The tags on that princess mononoke don't even really hold that much weight because naruto's always telling his opponents he could've easily ended up like them or their roles could've been reversed and maybe sasuke just isn't ashitaka but naruto has just as much claim to San given the scenario. Also the person who reblogged going "sorry you felt insulted we were just discussing their personalities" in the replies as if they didn't repost those tags saying they're 100% right implying that op was wrong, and knowing the artist feels a way about it but not deleting the reblog. Anyways sorry if you find this random or weird I just like finding people who feel the same way I do in the sns fandom

No, it's not random or weird. You're totally on the money, Anon. It's why I absolutely cannot stand the reverse shipping name fans of sasunaru. This isn't a stand-alone instance, I've had a bit of losers and anons comment on my art, too, other artists also lol. I started noticing it a year in, and my whole viewpoint changed, unfortunately.

And sasuke could easily be Ashitaka, I'm not gonna bend say "maybe" to them. Everyone has different protrayls and interpretations of the characters, and it won't be the same. They can enjoy all the content catering to them, cause I've seen that version the other way multiple times but no one decided to tell the artist they're fucking stupid for thinking this works that way. I've never in my life come across this kind of entitled nonsense with other ships. They know to just ignore and block something they despise.

Not one person is more "right and canon" than the other unless you're Kishimoto. Everyone has preferences I noticed, even a miniscule bit, no need to lie and say "you enjoy both" under the guise of an excuse to shit on the art to tell them that their interpretation is wrong.

But somehow, diehard n*rus*su only fans decided that it doesnt pertain to them and most of them dont know how to shut the hell up and be a decent person and not act like they're somehow "better". I've said it before, but them having their ideals and interpretations of the two is fine, i personally hate it, but I won't go and bother them. But they just can't do the same.Notice the name of the tumblr blog??? It's like clockwork. Litterally coward annoying bullies. They were literally just ragging and insulting the artist, and I can't stand that. Before someone says generalization, this is not all, but it IS most of them.

[anotherdayforchaosfay]

you leaving those tags about how the thing literally called a “like” means people dont like your work and actually means someone is a bad person for not “bringing you more customers” was funny enough, but after seeing your shop its fucking hysterical

Wow, great misreading there. What I said is that it's an acknowledgement and bookmark. That's it. It's usually people new to tumblr who expect it to be like Twitter, where you see likes. You don't see that here because this is a blogging site, not social media. Likes are.unseen unless someone goes to your blog and you have likes available. Otherwise, it's a simple bookmark for someone to go back to. It's why so many newer accounts here have no posts and have likes available, and there are thousands of likes. Not a single reblog because they don't know how the site works.

Those who have been here awhile know likes are unseen. I've seen pinned posts where some folks mention they reblog nothing but their own stuff, or don't want to crowd their followers' dashboard with things, like artwork or writing. They will often make likes available to view, but only very rarely do people go in there. I don't have my likes available because they are bookmarks for me, posts I share with my husband because doesn't have a tumblr account. I reblog everything I like, and usually delete the likes after sharing them with him. Again, I reblog anything I like, or queue it for later.

Not once did I mention liking things makes someone a bad person. That's your spin on it. What I said is the likes are useless to artists and writers. Reblogging is how we share things here. It's the equivalent of word of mouth. It says "Hey, look, check the work out! This artists/writer made something I want to share so others can see it!" That's what we as artists and writers need, not a simple nod like someone passing you on the sidewalk. Reblogging someone waving flags and signs and bringing attention to something.

As for seeing my ship and being amused by what I said, I'm going to assume you're either impressed with the hundreds of hours invested in design and work, or you find my work unworthy of your attention and feel obligated to tear me down about it. For the latter, don't bother. I have five commissions I'm working on, bringing it to nearly a dozen commissions this year, and my shop is mostly bare due to people purchasing things last year. I've been too busy with commissions to work on making new inventory, so it just free digital downloads and a couple of quilt tops and table runners I made last year. Quite a bit of my inventory sold. Mocking the work is a waste of time best suited to admiring what's in the gallery section of my website. Now, it's hysterical due to the high quality of the work and the way you feel it speaks for itself about how beautiful each quilt is, thank you.

Now, why in the world did you feel it was necessary to come into my inbox and leave this message? No need to answer, just something to contemplate. You need not give word to every thought you have, nor do you need to inform everyone of your opinion. However, the next time you decide to be rude, find the courage to say it without hiding behind the mask of anonymous. If you think your words are important, say them with your whole chest and don't be a coward.

[mygladur]

guess its time for me to try and explain myself again

first off, I want you to know that I am trying to improve myself and move on from what I did. I cant express with words how much I regret it and how guilty I feel for causing this damage. I will have to wait until the end of summer to talk to a therapist unfortunately, but I am doing my best to improve on my own until then. I know I cant undo what I've done, but I can at least learn and try to improve myself based on my past mistakes.

I really have no excuse for lying about my age, it was a really bad move that I should not have done at all. at the time, I thought being hypersexual was a good reason for it, but it absolutely is not. being hypersexual does not excuse low impulse control.

the proship thing is what I regret most about this, and I understand why people cant forgive me for it. the best I can do is explain how I got into that, and why I've now changed my mind about proshippers. I had found myself in an echo chamber of sorts, where I was slowly convinced that proshippers "arent that bad" and that people who hate them are "just overreacting." I am very ashamed of myself for letting these beliefs get to me, but I can comfort myself with the knowledge that I am not like that anymore. I managed to get myself out of that mindset, and I now despise proshippers as much as the next guy. proshippers are disgusting. there are no "but"s that can change that. though, I am aware that even though I've changed, it wont undo the fact that I did have that mindset at some point. the regret of it will take a good while to leave me, but I'd say that's a good thing, because at least I am aware of how much of a mistake it was to let myself get into that mindset.

the reason why I kept bugging that minor about drawing lewd art of brulo was because I genuinely didnt know they were uncomfortable. I didnt pick up on the obvious signs that they were uncomfortable with it, and I thought their protests were just part of the joke. its not their fault at all, as I should've known better and picked up on the signs that they really didnt like this "joke." I've learned to be more careful with these kinds of jokes now, and to look out for signs of the person being uncomfortable. I feel terrible for pressuring them like that, and if they somehow find this and read this; I am so sorry for misunderstanding your discomfort.

I feel horrible about the way I treated johnny as well. I get very aggressive when Im having breakdowns, even though I dont mean to. but even though I didnt mean to do it, it still happened, I still treated him like shit when he was just trying to help me. I understand why people refer to my constant breakdowns as suibaiting, but I really did try almost every time. I always failed, either because I was a coward or because my method wasnt working at all, which is where the suibait belief comes from. that's not to shame people who believe it was suibaiting, because I get it. Im trying to figure out healthier ways to deal with these breakdowns, because I dont want to make someone feel like johnny did again. I cant imagine the stress my dumb complaining and aggressive behavior put johnny through, and I feel awful for making him feel that way.

the reason why I came onto tumblr under a new alias was because I wanted to keep sharing my art and dumb ramblings. I didnt expect nor want this blog to become popular, and I had already planned to delete it if that ever were to happen. I am not made for handling big fanbases, as I've seen other people who have similar problems to me lose touch with reality and misuse their fanbases in various ways, which I dont want. though, I now feel like I shouldnt try to be on social media at all until I fully improve myself, even if its just an account with no followers on a site no one uses. social media is most definitely turning back the improvement I've already made, so I shouldnt be on it until there is no risk of me going back to my old ways.

with this post, I am not asking for forgiveness. no one is obligated to forgive me, and I'll understand no matter the reason. I am simply trying to explain myself and apologize for the damage I've caused. I really hope that people will at least understand what Im trying to say, even if they dont forgive me in the slightest. and once again, I am so sorry to everyone I've hurt, and I hope that it didnt leave any long lasting effects on anyone. I hope you all have a great rest of your day, and thank you for reading.

Okay, hi, sorry for abandoning Tumblr, but something important came up that I need to share with the Tumblr side of the Fandom.

This account is ran by bagel, who if you don't know

- lied about their age to get into n/sfw spaces

- liked mauricexpeppino art and supported someone who was openly proship

- tried pressuring a minor into drawing lewd artwork of brulo from antonblast (this was before they revealed their true age which made it 5x creepier)

- treated me like garbage everytime I tried comforting them during their suibaits

All I can recommend is to block and move on, don't give them any attention 👍

[aquaticfreakshow-sys]

Spent my day wasting peoples time by correcting them on information about me, since they wanted to publicly post me on shitty reddit communities

might as well annoy people on purpose if they wanna say shit about me🖤

Literally each good point I made, got deleted or blocked and they resorted to insults lmfao like?? dude the stupidity on reddit is funny. "ur bad at makeup" isn't a good response to anything lmao, ur cornered and fighting to get any points.

"thanks for showing your reddit account" thanks for posting me, cured my boredom today by watching yall scramble at info you dont have and cant know, dodging actually responding to my points by insulting me, and generally being petty asshats.

I could do that all day tbh, a 32 year old lady shouldn't be so pathetic that she needs to whine about people having fun online just to get through a day....

also, face the consequences of ur actions, cant handle knowing the people you shit talk can see ur posts? cant handle being fuckin corrected?? yeah, dont post...... this is just entertaining to me. the fact ur in my damn tumblr inbox now?? obsessed aren't you? well, sorry but I'm a little young for you, go back to reddit where you belong

Post me, lie about me, I'm gonna laugh and play with it. It's not hurtful, I love getting the chance to watch those shitholes.

My backup account got banned because of literally just...... talking about myself lmfao, mass reporting someone for just correcting you when the topic is literally themself??? highest examples of petty cowards tbh

The internet is full of neverending piles and piles of funny shit and entertainment

[copiesofme-archive]

I keep seeing mentions of this all over random tags from people who aren’t native american. So, as a native american, I’m just gonna say it.

     I really.. really...  Don’t give a shit about Dior’s Johnny Depp commercial. The guy is great, he’s a good actor, and the commercial is pretty. And had Indigenous writers for it, which really should be all that matters cause that means respect was given where it was suppose to be given. And I’m gonna leave it at that.

[iwa-chans-bara-arms]

I’m back from the dead baby!! Have some pictures of Nice Outfits™️ nobody asked for!